Sometimes it is silly to feel like you are abandoned.
that no one understands you.
that you are all alone in this world.

there is Someone that always does.
will never abandon you, will understand you, will never leave you to walk alone.
constantly watching over you, protecting you.

sorry for forgetting.
when i need the love and strength.
things will be alright because You said so.
yes.

想家。=（
今年感觉上想家想得比较厉害一点点。
嗯。
除了家的温暖，我觉得在家里的无所事事是让我今年比较想家的原因。
功课一堆又一堆又一堆。
累？连累的时间都没有吧。
想念那无聊到在家里踱步的闲情逸致。
想念那在有点天阴阴，窝在家里一边吃个不停一边煲电视剧的温暖。
想念那大大片的落地窗户。
想念外面下着大雨，或刮着大风，然后幸福地躲在家里，看着窗户外的狂风暴雨。
然后庆幸自己不用迎风躲雨。那种莫名的安全感。
想念那真的真的很无聊的时候，有整床的玩偶。
还有垂手可得的书架上的回忆。

单纯的无所事事，我向往。
我。想。家。一切。
家人，慵懒，先进，大海，美食。

北帕统统没有。
还要附加冷风和细雨。
我不是在埋怨，我懂有天我会想念北帕，所以我会珍惜。
我只是，在比较。

今天，想家。
可是感觉很不一样。
这次的感觉，竟然是幸福的。
看到朋友在面子书上面，开心地说她在喝着咖啡，等着飞机回到那可爱的岛上。
这种心情，只是想像都足以让人很幸福。
=)

听到周杰伦的新歌，全球首播，我的运气很不赖吧。
歌词听了都会心酸。
这个世界上，原来真的没有谁比谁过得好。
与其常常觉得对面的草比较青，倒不如好好欣赏自己所拥有的。
世界其实很公平。

星期四要考试了。
二十五分，一定要拿多过一半的分数。
老师今天在课堂问的问题，纵使读过了，还是不懂。
安慰的是，没人懂。
还好的是，没有太紧张，没有太不知所措。
区淑美，记得我们要一起毕业，一起回去报到。

这时候的安心，
到底是好是坏？

just when i was about to forget,
i was reminded that i promised myself to
give myself a smile everyday, no matter what.

i guess i do not have the right to be negative, at all.
i seriously wish i could give you a big hug right now.

appreciate,
is a word everyone knows.
show it too, people.

突然间很想念
去年考完试过后的那段时间
睡到很迟很迟
醒来百无聊赖地煲港剧
然后就是这样地过一天

我怪今天的天气
和去年的十一月太相近
搞得
我现在
好想回家去

我真的真的很想回到那时候
知道离家不远的心情
永远是最大慰籍

还能怎么样
又能怎么样
闹够情绪
还是得回去面对

我过得很好

of easter break 2010

i.

watched the sunrise by the beach
watched the sunset by the beach
saw 2 shooting stars
slept under the stars
spotted the southern cross
went to the beach
played with waves
watched fireworks
enjoyed the sun
loved the bluest sky
loved the whitest clouds
met and patted a lot of dogs
played tennis ball with one of them
finally met a schnauzer
laughed so hard
cried so hard, but for good reason
felt so contented
had yummy food
watched glow worms

:)

thanks for that. i know it is time for me to start doing what i should do.

easter is finally here!! FINALLY!
am so glad that everything is finally over. =)
so happy when i looked at the Bismuth Agar today.
it was what i wanted. =)
so happy when i typed the last bit of conclusion of my literature review.
i only have to proof read now. =)
so happy when the lecture finally finished.
and i actually learned something out of the lectures. =)
so happy when i finally get to eat a proper meal.
sandwiches and instant food keep me alive but not happy. =)
thanks for the good weather and warm sunshine throughout the week.
a total encouragement. =)

weather does affect one's mood.
looking at the blue skies remind you that life isnt that bad.
seriously thanks for the blue skies for the whole week.
this is so rare in palmy.

thanks for always telling me that I am being looked after. =)
happy easter.