smiling and happy

tadi aku rajinlah pula buka post2 lama..
terbaca satu post yg aku pernah buat..
u can check it here  for more of it..

bila baca balik , aku bersyukur sangat sebab dia memenuhi kriteria yg aku idamkan...
alhamdulillah..aku tidak akan meminta lagi..
dia sudah memadai bagi aku..

let's revise back what i have wrote before.


my perfect dream love story :

1. get a perfect , loving , romantic and understanding couple or should i say my soulmate
2. i never celebrate my birthday before so i wish he will celebrate with me ..and full of suprises..
3. i wish to be in a garden full of different kind of flowers with him
4. i also wish to have a photoshoot specially for us..i want to keep it as my memory..
5. i wish all my friends will be there together by my side..
6. i want all the girls in the world will be jealous because i have him..
7. i wish that he will blending in and accept by my family and same goes to me with his family
8. he will care about my family just like his family too

i will be the luckiest girl in the world if my perfect dream love story will be real..

okay for now, just number 4,5 and 6 only my dream that i dont know when does it come true..
but i think most of it did came true and i am really glad because of that..

i love you for who you are..when i did my last post about my perfect dream love story , i did it because of you..we just get to know during that time..i'm really glad that i met you dear..

i love you for who you are wan mohd khairul hafizan

happy bornday to you!!!

this post is dedicated specially to you my dear sis..
i call her kak hani. it was a long time ago we met, but now its has been hard for us to meet.
sorry kak hani sbb lambat wish. biasalah kekangan yg selalu dihadapi.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
semoga kak hani panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki .
semoga kak dgn en.H cepat2 lah kawen..huhu
nanti ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi eyh..
ain tak pernah lupa pd kakak ain op comey lotey soram neyh..

ni gambar last kite jumpe hari tu kan?
bila lah nk jumpa lagi..
(tengok gambar aku lg besar dr kakak aku neyh..)


anyway kakak aku sorang ni blogger popular tau..
ni tgk blog dia klau x caye..
btw kak sorry lmbt wish deyh..
love you always!!!

came back!

setelah sekian lama meninggalkan dunia blog,akhirnya tergerak jugak utk aku mula berblogging kembali.
hey, welcome back to me. selama ni aku hanya menjadi silent reader shj. tiada mood utk mengarang cerita seperti dulu2. now i have come back. i will try not to ignore my blog again.kesian.da berhabuk dan bersawang da blog ni..

okay for my first step to get back on blogging , i have change my header which is include its name too.
i change it from Tinta Potret to Version of Myself. i have learnt that to be my own self is better than acting to be someone that i didnt even know.
well , learn from mistake.

second, aku akan tetap stick dgn minat aku selamanya, iaitu photography. walaupun aku da stop utk berada di hadapan kamera tp itu tak menghalang aku utk brd di blkg kamera.sesungguhnya aku amat meminati bidang ini..aku akan usahakan selagi termampu dan semestinya blog ini akan tetap dipenuhi dgn gambar.

lastly, i'm still learning. i do make mistake, a lot actually. people do make mistake. if we are not making mistake we are not human actually. so , do forgive me for my mistake that i have done before, now and future.

i am being my own self. thanks for reading my blog.

wordless wednesday <3

what is my mistake?

if i did something wrong ,please do tell me..
i felt so sad when you suddenly text me asking weird things..
i have no one..no other than you only in my life now..but what had happen act?
you suddenly cancel our date after i answer what you ask me..
what have i done wrong to you?

stewardess!?

tak pernah terfikir aku nak bercita-cita untuk menjadi seorang pramugari..

aku ditawarkan tadi..terfikir sejenak..aku bagi alasan tak cukup ketinggian tapi dia cakap tak kisah as long as fluent in english...

tapi sekarang aku tengah study fulltime..tak mungkin aku akan tinggal study just for the sake nak kejar kerja tp sijil takde...rasa macam membazir aku study selama ni kan..

aku akan habiskan study dulu...habis diploma dulu pun da okay..then baru aku fikir sal kerja ataupun kahwin...gatal nyahhhh...

unexpected thing happen..

yesterday was a very tired day..

going out with my beloved girlfriend.

it was my first time going alone...

she came from her house at pahang..sent by her dad..

as promised we met at sogo..

not actually the real place..

then we took the tren to berjaya times square..

we bought the movie's tickets when we arrived there..

we wanted to watched the Dark Shadow but it only has midnight show..

so we decided to watch the Snow White and the Huntsman..

will be continue...

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19th birthday~

yesterday was my 19th birthday..
it was quite great although that i'm so thankfull because there are no 'tepung and telur' time..

hahaha...okay first on thursday I already got my first wish and my first gift..
my first wish is from my dear friend and my first gift is also from the same person...
a birthday song played by a piano application in mobile phone..
thanks to you..

second gift from my dear sis which is kak kinah..
 i get 4 colours of nail colours...
thanks sis...
and third was a beautiful pink VINCCI purse..
now i can replace my old purse..
thanks dear..
i really love it..

next was a beautiful and super creative birthday wishes from my dear brothers...
thanks guys..it was a voice nite from them..i don't know how to share it with you here because it was a voice note not a video...but it was the best..thanks guys again...can i make a request??
i don't want a 'tepung and telur' please???  huhuhuu...dear God please save me....hehehe

then next was a beautiful wishes from my dearest friends through facebook and my mobile phone also non-stop ringing with call,text messages and emails..
thanks so much my dear friends...

thanks to my dearest and beloved parents for the wishes...i love both of you so much!

the next day which was on friday,
it was quite bored day through the whole day..
but later in the evening i got a skype call from my dear friend who are now in japan to further his studies..
he called just to show me a beautiful sunset view from the back of his house in Hadano City,Japan..
a live sunset view from Japan...
i'm speechless...
he told me that it was my birthday gift..
i was touched by his gift...thanks syakir...
i ask for the picture of the sunset..
so he posted it on my wall..
i was a fanatic fan of sunset,sunrise , moon and the clouds!

so this is from him ,Hadano City , Japan..

next was my dear friend again...
a different gift this time..first i got a birthday song from a piano application in his phone...
thanks my dear friend Andika Faisal...

then later last night i was quite gloomy...
my parents took me out for dinner..
we went to McDonalds Wakaf Che Yeh..
i'm not asking a lot...but when spending time with my parents i am really enjoy myself..
although i'm quite frustrated because someone has promise to treat me last night nearly had to cancel our plan because he is to busy with his work..
when we reached there, umi and i went to order something for us ..
then we have a seat, a few second later that someone came with a cake in his hand and just smile at me..
he came with his best buddy..
actually umi has planned with him without me knowing anything...
amboi2...mentang da rapat dengan umi..

thanks umi for the cake and you, thanks for the surprise...

the cake..it was a coffee cake....love it..

here is the cake bringer and the surprise maker..:P

anyway ..thanks for last night....thanks umi..thanks papa.....thanks for everything...
actually there's picture of papa and me...but it was on his phone...tomorrow is his birthday..
in advance, happy bornday papa...i love you with all my heart...

i love you all so much with all my heart !!!!

sincerely from me , a nerd, simple and plain person....
thanks for those who wish for my birthday..
thanks so much..
thanks for the gift you all gave me..
i really appreciate it..

studio photoshoot...~

memang agak kelatihan sangat-sangat...
tiba-tiba kena migrain lagi malam ni...
semalam da kena da...hurm...banyak sangat berfikir mengalahkan PM ni lah akibatnya..

i just came back from a photoshoot session with a few friends..
it was quite fun and enjoyable..
i'm not gonna tell you much tonight and for now because i'm too exhausted..
this is just a quick teaser or preview for my next entry that i will share with you...

it was captured by using a friend's digital compact..
coming soon i will share more from this photshoot session..

till then..goodnight...much love guys..

midterm break..~

normal days like this late few days..
bosannya duduk kat rumah..
cuti pun bosan sebab tak pergi mana-mana..
terperuk je kat rumah..alahaii..

kalau tak cuti plak, asyik muka aku je kat kolej..
jadi penunggu setia kolej..
yelahh..kereta sendiri ada pun tak berguna jugak kalau tak boleh nak drive sendiri kan?
rugi plak..takpe2..isnin ni aku da masuk driving class..
tak lama lagi aku boleh drive sendiri da pergi kolej..
tak perlu tumpang orang lagi da..

sekarang aku ada driver tetap...
tapi nak menumpang dia kena bangun awal..
aku paling liat nak bangun awal..hohoho..
tapi da menumpang kena lah jugak kan..
alaa..bukan aku bangun sendiri pun..dia yang kejutkan pagi-pagi..
aku senang je kerja...

sekarang lekat tabiat mandi lewat,...
muahaha...okaylah..nak pergi mandi dulu...

p/s: much love guys...muahhxx..:)

girls day's out~

actually cerita lama ni..
sebab terlampau bosan, aku selongkar semua album lama terjumpa lah stok-stok gambar..
mai ceq nak sharing-sharing sikit..

al-kisahnya kami planning nak keluar bergather-gather sambil cuci-cuci mata and cuci beg duit..
hahaha...habis duit aku..padahal tak beli apa-apa pun..nasib baik banker yang baik hati lagi sejati sanggup menghulurkan sekeping dua..waittt..apa yang sekeping dua tu? alaaa ..yang orang selalu guna kalau nak bershopping sakan ..hehee...specially for girls like me...muaahhhaaaa...

okay continue back...kami semua berempat...minus 2 guys which are our drivers for that day..
sampai je ke lokasi yang dituju which is KB MALL, mana lagi tempat nak cuci mata dalam Kelantan neyh kalau bukan situ...mula-mula aku mencari beberapa outfit for my special day...tapi last-last xde yang berkenan di hati...lepas menjelajah separuh MALL tu last-last decide nak bertapak kat SECRET RECIPE..
huhuhu..masa menghabiskan duit dengan mengisi perut..

camwhore dulu....biasalah kalau da gila camera semua..huhuhu

kenapa aku nampak makanan tu big size???aaiii2...

tengok ! tak cukup dengan camera digital, camera BB pun jadi..

kami pun nak bergambor dengan makanan yang mencekik duit kami jugak...hehehe

balik takbir sebelum posing..hahaaha

budak-budak ni lagi..hehekorang tak bosan ke?

hahaha...da bosan duduk kat SECRET RECIPE...kami da nak sambung merantau kembali da...:P

merantau dan merantau lagi....

kitorang da nak balik da..huhu..so kami menunggu driver kami datang jemput...alahai...driver bagai...ingat anak dato' ke ape..huhuhu...perasaan lah...

okay tamat sudah cerita dongeng kali ini...hehehe...
inilah akibat dan kesannya bila terlampau bosan...

nantikan kisah seterusnya..bye-bye...

people do change

lama rasa tak berceloteh kan...

maafkan aku kerana kesuntukkan masa..

entry kali ni tak banyak nak mengarang...

bukan dalam mood nak mengarang...

itu lumrah hidup bila manusia selalu berubah-ubah..

apa-apa pun aku terima seadanya...

i'm just stay with who i'm ..

this is me...

do i care about others?

no, i don't

cz they don't know who am i..

currently addicted ~

malay version

seriously addicted to this song..
mula-mula dengar lagu ni masa tengok Safiyya kt tv9..

video klip dia memang best sangat...

tertarik dengan fesyen jubah-jubah moden , shawl , gaya shawl tuh dan konsep wedding dia..
 memang totally in love lah ni...

english version

Verse 1
Sesaat Kau Datang……..
Sesaat Kau Hilang………
Kemunculan dirimu…..
Penuh misteri………..

Verse 2
Kau Mendekat…
Kau Menjauh….
Kau tinggalkan diriku…
Sesudahnya kau membuang
Mencampakkan aku……….

Verse 3
(Alif)


Its not that i dont love you
I just dont want to hurt you
I cant let go of all the good times we share together

(Syarif)
I hate to be cold but i got to let you go

Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat di jiwa
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha….Ha…..Ha…Ha.…Ha…..Ha…

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 4
(Alif and Syarif)
Nothings easy girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothings easy i hope you understand me girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothing in this world
Could ever compare to what we had 
Whats gone

Repeat Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat dijiwa..
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 5
Tiada salahku kepada dirimu
Kau buatku sengsara
Kau buat kecewa
Ku Harap ada karma
Yang datang kepadamu……kepadamu

wordless wednesday~

moments with friends...my first trial in editting..

i love lomo,vintage,and old photo styles of pictures...

here are :

~my zero8 brothers~

my first trial..

with my dear sis fatin

my dear brother Wan Mohd Firdaus

my dear brother Edy Su Mohd Noor

me myself..<3

sis faten...

big brother Edy Su Mohd Noor and Aqif Storen

there are few more of the brothers..i still dont get time to edit their pictures yet..

coming soon ....

dont say anything ~

dont say anything about those people inside this picture...

the background and the picture was superb !

thanks to marzuki mazlan

wordless wednesday~

welcome febuary ~

sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu.

i love you so much...

syukur Alhamdulillah~

aku bersyukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana segala usaha yang aku lakukan mendapat hasil yang memuaskan...

terima kasih pada yang sudi support aku..
terima kasih pada sahabat-sahabat aku, abg naz,abg sham,kimie,kak kinah,kak su,lia,kak shifa,safuan,manit afis,earman,kak emy dan ramai lagi yang tak mampu aku sebut semuanya..

kepada lecturer, terima kasih kerana sudi mencurahkan ilmu pada diriku ini..

terima kasih kepada umi dan papa yang selalu faham dan support aku...

terima kasih lagi pada semua yang tolong dan support aku secara langsung dan tidak langsung...~

best tembak selamanya ! ~

tembak apa tu??

u know that i love photography so much so it should be shoot that connected with pictures which is photoshoot...

okay last saturday i had the most and the best photoshoot sessions ever !
i was dreaming to have that kind of photoshoot and my friends help me to make it real..

thanks to them..especially to my love coz u help me a lot..

okay back to the story
kenapa aku speaking?

hehehe...salah satu tujuan sesi tembak ni dibuat adalah untuk jumpa semua photog-photog yang merupakan  kenalan aku...
serius rindu kot kat diorang semua..
actually semua ni adalah rancangan aku dan si dia...
rancang hanya beberapa orang je, tapi memang tak sangka sangat ramai yang pergi...thanks ye...

okay enough of the story...let the pictures talk..

 and a picture worth a thousand stories..


hasil kerja kawan-kawan photogs aku..

 kenal tak kakak ni??huhu
kak hani

Dome Leo

 

Ahmad Syafiz

other talent for that day
i call her kak faten..<3

this was one of my choices of header..

Nickeo Fizri

a piece from my love was my favourite!

Wmh Hazrie

talents and photographers of the day

Marzuki Mazlan

Roslan Rais

talents of the day 

kak faten

kak hani

kak anis

some of them have blog but i will update it later coz its already late for tonight...
okay cukuplah dulu gambar eyh...hope u guys will enjoy it..
i want to ask for your opinion..

how was my header?
okay tak?

i fell in love with it so much...

thanks to my bro Nickeo Fizri for the header...
i will treat you later..

thats all for tonight...goodnight <3

p/s : kalau ada gambar baru i will update it again..
thanks for viewing my blog...~

maafkan diriku

aku sahabat yang tidak sempurna
aku mohon maaf di atas semua kesalahan aku
aku tahu jahil dan hina

wahai sahabat,
bimbinglah aku bukan menjauhi diri dari aku
bantu aku jika aku tersesat
bagi aku dorongan jika aku memerlukan nasihat mu

sahabat,
kau amat bermakna dalam hidup aku
kau hadir bukan sekadar kawan tapi sebagai teman
kau lah tempat aku meluahkan rasa, meminta pendapat dan nasihat, bergembira,
dan  tempat suka dan duka aku

wahai sahabat,
 semoga kalian berbahagia dengan cara hidup kalian.
aku mohon maaf atas segala kelakuan aku..

maaf dipohon dari insan yang hina ini...

sekeping hati

susahkan nak jaga hati semua orang?
kalau tak jaga ada yang berkecil hati
aku hanya insan biasa yang tidak sempurna
seringkali melakukan kesilapan
tapi jangan lah menyebabkan aku berasa serba salah
kerana tidak dapat menjagaa hati kalian semua
aku hanya mampu menjaga sekeping hati

salah kah aku ingin merasa nikmat kebahagian?
aku juga berhak

lots of heart need to be care..
i'm sorry i'm just a simple girl..
i'm sorry if i can't take care of it all...

perfect love story

last night, someone asked me about my dream perfect love story
i was...aaaa...its has been so long i stop day dream..
its because i was too busy with my studies and got no time to think about that

but last night i keep thinking about that
and i have make a list of that

my perfect dream love story :

1. get a perfect , loving , romantic and understanding couple or should i say my soulmate.
2. i never celebrate my birthday before so i wish he will celebrate with me ..and full of suprises..
3. i wish to be in a garden full of different kind of flowers with him
4. i also wish to have a photoshoot specially for us..i want to keep it as my memory..
5. i wish all my friends will be there together by my side..
6. i want all the girls in the world will be jealous because i have him..
7. i wish that he will blending in and accept by my family and same goes to me with his family
8. he will care about my family just like his family too

i will be the luckiest girl in the world if my perfect dream love story will be real...

well it just a dream..

goodnight..

i'm free at last..freedom..

i just finished my last paper today..

it wasn't so great yet i'm satisfied with that..

aku sudah merancang beberapa perkara yang nak dilakukan dalam cuti 3minggu ni..
menunggu masa je..

thanks to my mum

thanks to my friends

thanks to my best cousy that will be with during this holiday..

gonna have much fun! <3

relationship

sahabat , TEMAN , kekasih ketiga-tiganya membawa maksud yang berbeza

setelah memasukki alam pengajian di kolej
sudah tentu aku mendapat sahabat baru
malah dalam jumlah yang sangat ramai
aku bersyukur kerana diterima dengan senang dalam kalangan pelajar dan pensyarah di sana
gembira dan bahagia akhirnya aku dapat sahabat baru
memang aku sudah menetapkan niat iaitu apabila berkawan hanya setakat berkawan
niatku ikhlas ingin berkawan tanpa mengira rupa paras

setelah beberapa minggu di sana
aku juga telah mendapat teman
ada yang rapat kerana kerja
ada yang rapat hanya untuk mengambil kesempatan
ada yang rapat hanya untuk mencuba nasib
ada yang rapat kerana ikhlas ingin berkawan dengan aku

kekasih
bukan sekali aku menjalinkan hubungan atas dasar sayang dan cinta
adakah aku cinta?
atau aku sendiri sudah salah tafsir tentang cinta
atau memang sudah bukan jodoh aku dengan si dia
aku memang sudah tidak memikirkan soal hati
kerana penghujungnya tetap sama
aku penat tapi aku tak pernah putus asa

buat masa sekarang aku memulakan sesuatu hubungan yang tak pasti
aku tahu kesan-kesannya tapi aku sentiasa mencuba
si dia kenalan lamaku
aku tidak menaruh harapan yang tinggi
walau aku tahu aku juga pernah menyukainya
bukan salah aku
aku tahu soal hati dan perasaan tidak boleh dipaksa
ia hadir tanpa aku sedar
aku tak tahu sejak bila lagi aku punya perasaan itu
tapi aku menghormatinya

oleh itu, perasaan itu hanya aku sahaja yang ada
andai dia sudah ada yang mengisi hatinya
akan aku undurkan diriku demi kebahagiaannya.
kerana aku tidak layak untuknya
aku sentiasa menyokongnya dari belakang

buat sahabat, teman dan kekasih
andai aku ada melakukan kesalahan
aku memohon maaf
aku hanya insan biasa
yang tidak lari dari melakukan kesalahan


p/s: AKU AKAN BERCUTI TIDAK LAMA LAGI
AKU INGIN MENENANGKAN DIRI
MUNGKIN AKU AKAN PULANG KE PULAU PINANG
KAMPUNG HALAMAN KU

jaga diri wahai sahabat,teman dan kekasih yang aku sayangi <3

kekasih

sahabat dan teman