I don’t even know if you can forgive me, but I do know that I am extremely sorry for what I did. It was absolutely wrong and I apologize for it from the bottom of my heart. I am very sorry for my bad behavior. I promise to you, my dear, that I will not do things like that ever again. I wish I could find the proper words to express my heartfelt remorse about what happened. But please accept my apology — it is sincere and it is also a promise to never let this happen again. I am
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