When I left Hollywood back in the 1970s, I didn't want to slam the door and padlock it. I was happy there in the early years. I was a star and flamboyant. I was successful and popular. I left because I was tired and wanted to find me. I've spent a decade being a quiet, ordinary person. I've found my peace, my secret garden . . . My life is not serene and I'm healthy in body, mind and spirit. And my talents are actively at work in many areas. I've never, never reviled Hollywood. I love the people, the talents, the joy of making movies much too much.