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Watched this at the 2024 Sundance Film Festival.

"Sebastian" is a strange movie as the concept about a queer writer living a double life as a sex worker is pretty bizarre, yet, an interesting concept. This movie has left me with some mixed feelings as I find the movie to have some really strong moments but some not so strong.

Finnish-British Filmmaker Mikko Makela direction and writing for this story is pretty good as Makela's approach on the themes and characters are strong. Queer cinema hasn't been approached with this form of atmosphere and it was interesting to see Makela taking a new approach on queer cinema with good performances from the cast members, interesting conversations, and challenging aspects on the setting, tone, and character. The production design is good and camerawork was solid.

The dialogue is interesting as there are some really great dialogue moments but at the same time, some of the dialogue felt clunky and weird. Whether it was intentional or not, it feels a little off-putting. The characters have some investment but as the movie continues, the main character becomes a little difficult to fully connect with and it does cause the movie to feel a little of a drag.

The third act does fall apart a little as it feels unsatisfying to the climax. But despite it's flaws, I still found myself interested to see what happens next and I am glad I saw it. As much I wasn't very big on it, I applaud for the new take.

Well, I've never used a sex worker in London so had no idea about the huge sums of money to be earned. £300 an hour! That's serious money. No wonder the impoverished students who formed the basis of Max's initial research got into the trade.

Max's odyssey through the world of escorts engendered tensions. He was earning huge sums while using the clients for his novel but also beginning to form relationships with some of them.

Max developed personally too in a different way. His initial reluctance to be known disappeared as we saw in the very last line of dialogue in the film.

I found the characters in the film to have been well rounded and believable. The script was well written and captured the world Max was living in extremely well.

I'm glad I saw this.

A queer writer and sex worker finds his own story and voice, hands-on.

"Sebastian" addresses issues such as shame, authenticity in fiction, consent and work-life balance with a gentle touch. The power asymmetry in sex work is shown with a simple plot device which is effective without being crude. The right of sex workers to tell their own story is stressed by the narrative structure itself until the climax in the very last scene which wraps it all up nicely.

Seen at HIFF, where it was very well received by the audience. The director told us his original inspiration from the London queer community while he studied there.

In discussing an assignment for a Bret Easton Ellis report, a dispute surfaces as to whether one writer or the other asked for it first and if quality is subordinated to optics. The boss says, "I do think it best that queer writers cover queer authors" and that it is not a matter of optics but sensibility and sensitivity. This exchange illustrates an often-heard idea when it comes to art. Does it change if artists experienced, lived, what they write about? Does sensitivity and sensibility presuppose experience that translates, and is legible, as artistic quality?

Written and directed by Mikko Mäkelä, Sebastian is his sophomore feature that, like his previous one, A Moment in the Reeds from 2017, takes place in the LGBTQIA+ community. Mikko Mäkelä is interested in exploring questions of identity, personhood as a site for exploration with profound characters that defy any simplistic analysis. Max is a very interesting protagonist. Played by Ruaridh Mollica, Max is a young aspiring writer who already published short stories, some of which made him the recipient of accolades, and now wants to write his first novel. Ambitious and talented, he finds in sex work not only inspiration for his novel but also a vehicle for self-discovery. Sebastian is the name he chooses for his escort persona, something common in the profession as it helps to hide their real selves and therefore mitigate stigmatization. As someone new in this, Sebastian will encounter different clients who find in him something uncommon, i.e., someone honest and real who does not hide behind a description that does not belong to him. As one of the clients succinctly put it, "It's so nice that not everyone is deceptive." Words that do justice to their meaning because Sebastian is beautiful and they are captivated by him. The clients will provide Max the literary stimulus needed and also money, something that, for young authors, is not precisely abundant in the writing profession.

And while at its core a character study, something interesting about Mikko Mäkelä's feature is its social commentary about realities most do not have an insight into. Realities where money is always present, although many times occluding feelings that cannot find form to be translated directly. Love, even if it is of the carnal kind, and even if its purpose is short-lived once the fulfillment of desire is completed, never ceases to be but a façade of its true transactional nature that comes undone when the realization that the other is not a possession comes alive.

Its cinematography consists of aesthetic, stylish visuals that add to the sense of being in a world where appearance is of the utmost importance, its highest currency. Its sleek ambience bears a resemblance to The Girlfriend Experience, a resemblance, of course, not limited to its cinematography. Like Chelsea, Sebastian is not the answer to a traumatic past or the like, on the contrary, it might be said he is a heightened version when ambition meets possibilities.

Despite the film's confident naturalism, it seems less intimate as it goes on, with Max somehow growing more distant and generic as he becomes more comfortable in his own skin.

Synopsis: Max (Ruaridh Mollica) is a 25-year-old aspiring novelist, living in London and paying his dues working at a literary magazine. Frustrated by his own ambitions and the pressures to succeed, Max begins moonlighting as a sex worker with the pseudonym Sebastian, secretly meeting men via an escorting platform and using his experiences to fuel his stories. What begins as a few furtive meetings soon becomes a hidden nocturnal life, and the debut novel that he has been longing to write finally seems within reach. Finding himself more comfortable as Sebastian than expected, yet determined to keep his exploits a secret, Max increasingly struggles to remain in control of a delicately balanced double-life. As he confronts conflicting feelings of ecstasy, shame, and exhilarating liberation, Max has to reckon with whether Sebastian is merely a writer's tool to achieve first-hand authenticity -- or whether something more is at stake.

Max is a young aspiring writer in London, who does freelance work for a literary magazine, has had some short stories published, and is working on his 1st novel. He is inspired by some interviews with graduate students about being gay sex workers for money, but he is too conscious about possibly appropriating their voices, so he decides to go into the business himself, ignoring the irony of most 1st novels being autobiographical.

This he does under the name Sebastian, posting pictures online of his bare torso, but with his face obscured by his cellphone. He gets customers, and some call him back for more encounters. But his sex work starts interfering with his job at the magazine, while his publisher / editor is trying to shape the novel into a "marketable" story.

I do have a couple of minor quibbles about the script. While there are multiple sex scenes (with no cast members' members showing), they seem to be all straight-up penetration, No oral, no hand jobs, no spanking with a magazine or other kink. The other is the sequence where Sebastian is on an overnight assignment, has drunk too much, but still manages to sneak out of bed to immediately write down his activities, given that his research is for a work of "fiction", and inaccuracies / omissions / embellishments are fair game.

A young writer explores sex workers circle for write a novel. But this adventure is not easy or cheep and, in profound manner, transforms him .

A not original theme , well reminded , well acted- especially Jonathan Hyde contribution represents a serious good point , realistic - the trace of a Julien Sorel in new version - and a good work of Ruaridh Mollica as Max.

In essence , a clash between editorial world and sex workers one , the reactions , the dialogue, the inspired last scene reminding, in cold - precise manner the laws of a confrontation who gives to young writer chance of significant transformation.

Great part - the relation with mother as oasis in the circle of chain of tensions.

This movie is written and directed by Mikko Mäkelä and Sebastian seems to be the second (not short) movie he wrote and directed. The movie is a nice watch even though it has numerous gay sex scenes which I was not prepared for. I should have done better research before watching it😊 I think such a movie with severe gay sex and nudity should be attributed a specific genre on IMDB.

The acting from leading actor Ruaridh Mollica was fine same as the rest of the cast. I found the plot to be rather weak though. I could not understand why an aspiring writer would work as an escort for money in order to serve him as research. The experience as an escort ended up consuming his energy which was meant to be used in writing his debut novel and other freelance work.

Tales of young men using their physical gifts to use older men for advancing their station are as old as literature and certainly film, so the director would have had to use a new approach to make yet another take on this yarn interesting. He didn't. It's an extraordinarily predictable story about an aspiring writer moonlighting as a prostitute to serve as inspiration of his debut novel while working as an intern at a posh magazine. Very predictably, he gets too close to his clients (played by famous heterosexual actors).

This sort of thing can be told in a mystical fashion like in "Strapped" (2010) or culturally like in "From the Edge of the City" (1998) or humorously like in "Gerontophilia" (2013). This film choses complete and total blandness. There is simply nothing interesting about the protagonist or his friends or his encounters. It's as superficial as wall paper. It's one of those films which makes one wonder who finances these things and for what audience they are intended. It's an assemblage of pretty pictures which would be fitting for softcore porn, yet the sex scenes are as clinical as the rest. If you care for a more realistic look at gay prostitution, try the documentary "Rent Boys" (2011).

Max is a 25-year-old aspiring writer living in London. Alongside his journalist job, he works on his first novel, centered on gay male prostitution. Max draws his inspiration from his own experiences as an escort, which he carries out under the alias of Sebastian. The lead actor, Ruaridh Mollica, is charming. He perfectly conveys the inner complexity of his character. There are numerous and graphic sex scenes, but they never overpower the story. Writer-director Mikko Makela indeed finds a balance between voyeurism and realism. He takes a non-judgmental approach to deal with topics such as the creative process, the world of escorts, self-discovery and self-acceptance. The images and colours are beautiful. The city, with its anonymity, is a character in its own right. It's an interesting film, both raw and honest, which questions gay sexuality and paints a nuanced portrait of a young artist in the making.

Authors striving for authenticity in their work often engage in extensive background research, sometimes of a firsthand nature, to get things right. However, when it comes to writer-director Mikko Mäkelä's second (and inexplicably much-applauded) feature, I have some serious reservations about its applicability here. This tale of a talented young London-based author of award-winning short stories and magazine pieces is embarking on his first novel, an inside exposé of the lives of gay male sex workers. To find out what these experiences are like, the ambitious emerging wordsmith, Max Williamson (Ruaridh Mollica), decides to investigate the subject by becoming an escort, arranging hook-ups through an internet website under the pseudonym "Sebastian." But, the more involved he becomes in his research, the more he becomes consumed by it, unsure how to keep control over it. Strangely, though, there are also times when he's apparently ambivalent about it, going to great lengths to keep both his hustling work - and even his sexuality - a secret. Is he trying to keep from being discovered by his clients and writing peers, or is he a closet case who, quite ironically, hasn't fully come to accept himself (not even coming out to his own family)? In any event, he engages in a string of diverse encounters that leave him - and viewers - wondering about exactly where he's going with all this, including a somewhat baffling, unexpected budding romance with an older gentleman (Jonathan Hyde). This plethora of mixed motivations is where the film gets itself into trouble, hopelessly meandering in multiple, seemingly contradictory directions, raising questions about what the filmmaker/screen writer actually had in mind, as well as how diligent he was in doing his homework in crafting the story. "Sebastian" thus often comes across like a series of sexual escapades with a poorly conceived story wrapped about them, many of which end up falling back on well-worn, outdated gay cautionary tale tropes. The film also incorporates some implausible developments involving the publishing business, stretching the picture's credibility even further. In light of this, then, it's hard to fathom how and why this offering has received as many accolades as it has, especially as a potential candidate for awards season recognition. In my view, this release needs major retooling, not only to provide a more focused narrative, but also to strengthen its character development to something more believable and something that generates a more viable audience connection. To be sure, there are many fine LGBTQ+ movies out there these days that are genuinely worthy of praise and recognition - but this overrated production certainly isn't one of them.

The director and screenwriter of this film, Mikko Mäkelä, is only 35 years old, and this is not his first work; he has been making quality films in the industry for years.

The young actor Ruaridh Mollica, who delivers a very good performance in the lead role, is only 25 years old, and he has also been acting and writing in the industry for over a decade.

That such a profound film could come from two such young individuals... That's cinema, that's art.

"Sebastian," both the film and the character, is one of the most naive yet daring productions of 2024...

Sundance selections never disappoint.

Having never heard a single word about this, I thought I was going to see something trashy and lo and behold, it turns out I ended up viewing a good movie! Go figure! But seriously, while this has some imperfections, the quality here came as a great surprise. The writing, direction, cinematography and particularly the acting all have merits of varying degrees. A film about a smart young writer, successful at short stories, who decides to write a novel about gay sex workers and then decides to become one himself for authenticity only to become somewhat addicted to it all to the point that it is getting in the way of his writing about it. He hasn't the time for both! Ruaridh Mollica, who I never heard of prior to this, is really very good. His extremely bold performance is subtle, brave and he never really misses a beat. He's a bit mesmerizing. It would be cool to see how he is in other films, but that might be tricky here in America. All of the other actors are strong, particularly Jonathan Hyde, the only actor in this who might be familiar to the general American public. While he is good, his character's relationship with our young writer is problematic and where the film stumbles a bit. Mollica responds to him in very contradictory ways that are confusing. This has nothing to do with the acting. It's either the writing and/or the directing that falters here. This is not a great film, but it's really interesting film, though it is not for prudes. There are many sex scenes and one in particular is very explicit. It also has a truly lovely ending.