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Chapter 1
                                But it is no new thing for science to accept the reality of entities of which we
                                can form no mental picture at all. Indeed, the recourse to 'unthinkables' has
                                been one of the strangest developments of science since Planck introduced
                                his mysterious quantum of action, and Einstein based his relativity theory on
                                a Riemannian geometry that cannot be pictured by the senses or grasped by
                                the mind.
                                   We shall start then from the supposition that there always have been and
                                still are Conscious Powers that regulate events upon the earth without
                                violating the laws of nature. It may shock the susceptibilities of scientists—
                                who are very touchy about supernatural entities that they have not
                                themselves invented—if I call these Powers by the name of angels. I do not
                                know who or what angels are, but for many years I have had no doubt that
                                there are such beings, and that it is possible to be aware of their presence. I
                                am equally sure that the angelic powers work within the framework of the
                                natural laws of geometry, physics and biology.*
                                  As we survey the past, with its vast time scale of cosmic, geophysical,
                                palaeobotanical and palaeontological history flowing into the very early
                                prehistory and later history of man on the earth—we can observe one
                                common and indeed universal phenomenon. This can be called 'progress by
                                explosion.' History never has been continuous. The great changes in the
                                families and genera populating the earth have come about suddenly, and
                                have been followed by long periods of relative quiet. It would be out of
                                place to review here all the evidence for the 'explosive theory of progress.'
                                Indeed the theory is not new, and has been adopted in many branches of
                                science.
                                * In Volume I of The Dramatic Universe I have shown that the 'natural' geometry of six
                                dimensions has several degrees of freedom that allow full scope for a regulative consciousness
                                even in the rigorous sciences of kinematics and electromagnetism.
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                                * The Theory of Epochs is discussed in The Crisis in Human Affairs, Hodder & Stoughton,
                                1948.
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                                  The next Epoch coincides with the beginning of written history, and the
                                appearance of priest-kings or semi-divine beings as rulers of the various
                                nations of the earth. The founders of the earliest dynasties of Egypt,
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                                Mesopotamia, India, China and the Malay Archipelago were looked upon as
                                half-god, half-human, and for this reason I have called the era that lasted
                                from 3,200 B.C. to 600 B.C. the Hemitheandric Epoch. Its Master Idea was
                                that of the dependence of the common people upon the Hero for their
                                welfare in this life and in the life beyond the grave. History proper begins
                                about the same time, towards the end of the fourth millennium B.C., not
                                only in the form of written accounts of dynasties and their achievements, but
                                also in clearly decipherable records of events preserved in the ruins of
                                ancient cities and monuments.
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3. Divine Providence
                                  Arnold Toynbee in his great Study of History reaches virtually the same
                                conclusion: that we are forced to believe that human history has been
                                directed by a Merciful Power that comes from God and manifests through
                                the Saints, Prophets and Founders of the great religions of the world.
                                Without presuming to challenge Toynbee's deep historical insight, I would
                                say that through fixing his attention upon Civilizations, which are but
                                secondary human consequences, he has overlooked the significance of the
                                Epochs that are the primary manifestations of Divine Providence in human
                                affairs. Nevertheless, Toynbee strongly reinforces the argument for
                                conscious intervention of the Angelic Powers by the distinction he makes
                                between true and arrested civilizations. He estimates that there are now on
                                earth many hundreds of human communities that were formerly under the
                                direction of conscious leaders, but having at some time lost contact with
                                them, failed to develop, and so have lingered on, preserving, in the form of
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                                customs now almost devoid of sense, traces of an ancient wisdom whose
                                origin may go back before the beginning of written history five thousand
                                years ago.
                                  We are thus not leaving explored territory when we add to the theory of
                                Conscious or Angelic Powers the principle of belief in Divine Providence.
                                This belief cannot be called a 'theory,' for it belongs to a realm that the mind
                                of man is powerless to explore.
                                  We know the history of the earth from a most fragmentary and unequal
                                record, but even this is enough to convince us that from the remotest past,
                                organic life on this planet has adapted itself to great changes of climate, has
                                survived prodigious catastrophes and has gradually but surely moved
                                forward to prepare a place for the coming of mankind.
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                                   When man appeared, our earth entered the great ice ages, when at times all
                                life was threatened. According to some theories, such as that of Hoerbiger,
                                there were other catastrophes caused by the destruction of a former satellite
                                and the capture of our present moon. Whatever may be the truth of such
                                theories, it is certain that during the million or more years of his existence on
                                the earth, man has survived appalling changes of climate that required
                                powers of adaption quite different from those that saved the plants and
                                animals of earlier ages.
                                   Guidance in the outer life has always been based upon the renewal and
                                strengthening of the inner life, and we can trace the gradual penetration of
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                                religious belief from the inner circle of those who had direct revelation of
                                the Divine Purpose outwards through the masses of mankind. In the earliest
                                periods, the superhuman beings who guided human destiny were very far
                                removed from the savage hunting tribes that looked to them for help. They
                                were disguised as magicians, and their rule was based upon dread of the
                                powers that they were able to evoke. During the Neolithic ages—which
                                probably included three distinct Epochs—there was a great transformation of
                                social conditions, and the new stability and continuity of external life made
                                it possible to impart to the masses forms of religious worship, of private and
                                social morality based upon belief in the division of man into a mortal and an
                                immortal part.
* cf. Denis Saurat, Atlantis & the Giants, Faber & Faber, 1957.
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                                   Many students of the early history of mankind are now convinced that
                                from the earliest times man has believed in one God, the supreme power in
                                the world, and that the crude animism observed in many savage tribes is not
                                primitive at all, but the result of degeneration in the absence of guidance
                                from conscious beings. If this conviction is justified, it must follow that there
                                have always been teachers of mankind who have gradually prepared man to
                                understand the true significance of our life here on earth. Such teachers
                                could not have received their knowledge from any human source, for it is
                                not given to man to know the Divine Purposes. It is in this sense that
                                teachers or prophets are termed Messengers from Above. The proof of their
                                missions lies not so much in the loftiness and grandeur of their ethical
                                teachings as in the timeliness and efficacy of their intervention. We do not
                                attempt to teach metaphysics to infants, nor did any of the prophets
                                throughout history attempt to teach men truths for which they were not
                                ready. Each explosion that inaugurated a new Epoch corresponded exactly to
                                what people were able to receive at that time.
                                   We can take one or two examples to illustrate this theme. The city of Ur
                                upon the river Tigris was already a great city at the beginning of the
                                Hemitheandric Epoch in 3,200 B.C. It flourished far more than two thousand
                                years and was the centre of high cultures. When the Epoch was moving
                                towards its period of degeneration about 1,500 B.C., there was an exodus
                                towards the west of which an account has been preserved in the book of
                                Genesis, and of which hints can be found in old cuneiform writings of
                                Chaldea. The leader of this exodus was a prophet whom we know by the
                                name of Abraham. The story of Abraham is both true history and also an
                                allegory of the power of faith. Through Abraham, the ancient monotheism
                                was preserved from the universal degeneration that finally destroyed the
                                hopes of the Epoch. The lesson for us in the story of Abraham consists in the
                                extreme simplicity of his faith and his childish inability to understand the
                                   The Hebrew Torah is concerned to show how the prophets were endowed
                                with a power from God that does not depend upon human science or human
                                abilities. It insists upon the duty of preserving the ancient traditions, and
                                calls for belief in the One God and in His providential ordering of human
                                affairs. Nevertheless, if we were to attempt to transfer into our modern world
                                the message and the example of Abraham, Isaac and Moses, we should see
                                at once that they belong to a different Epoch from ours, and that the validity
                                of their message consisted precisely in its combination of timeliness and
                                timelessness. The fundamental truth that God will help those who turn to
                                Him belongs to all Epochs, but the form of Abraham's message belongs only
                                to the Epoch when men could readily believe that their prophets could 'speak
                                with God,' and were therefore ready to accept their autocratic leadership.
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                                   Within five hundred years was fulfilled the sombre prophecy of Gautama
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                                Buddha that his Dharma would deteriorate and the Sangha break up into
                                warring sects. All over the world the gospel of individual salvation had been
                                misinterpreted and misapplied. And yet everywhere there was a sense of
                                expectancy, made explicit by the Jewish belief in the coming of the Messiah
                                and the neo-Buddhist doctrine of the Bodhisattva. The Greco-roman world
                                was disgusted with itself and its own moral failures. The Persian empire of
                                the Seleucidae was sunk in impurity. India had lapsed grievously from the
                                reforming zeal of King Asoka. Those who sought for purity, the Jains, the
                                Pharisees, the Stoics, were discovering that purity could not be achieved by
                                any human striving.
                                   In response to a desperate human need, Almighty God sent into the world
                                Jesus Christ, whose perfect purity is symbolized in His virgin birth. The
                                message of Jesus was as simple and direct as those of His predecessors—by
                                faith alone can man be purified in body and soul. Jesus was endowed with
                                the power to work miracles because He was completely free from the
                                impurities that in ordinary man obstructs the working of the spirit of God.
                                What He taught he practised, and He proved by His death and resurrection
                                that the pure spirit is indestructible. His message and His evidence gave an
                                entirely new meaning to the doctrine of individual salvation, liberating it
                                from all worldly considerations, placing the hope of mankind in the invisible
                                world of the spirit, the Kingdom of Heaven.
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                                   Another six hundred years passed and once again the message had been
                                distorted. The Kingdom of Heaven had become an earthly power, salvation
                                was no longer sought in pure faith but in the toils of an enforced external
                                discipline. Worst of all, the message of pure Love had been twisted into a
                                mass of superstitions that even a true man of God like St. Benedict was
                                powerless to overcome. The dark ages had descended upon the western
                                world, and men were again living without hope and yet obsessed by the fear
                                of damnation. A cardinal error had crept into Christian dogma—the belief
                                that the celibate state is pleasing in the sight of God. Strangely enough, the
                                repudiation of marriage and the belief that only ascetic practices can lead to
                                liberation had taken possession also of the eastern stream of spirituality—
                                especially in the forms of Buddhist monasticism and the solitary withdrawal
                                from the world recommended by the Hindu Sannyasis and Yogis. Even those
                                who still were seeking salvation did so in ways that can only in the rarest of
                                cases lead to the complete human being that each man must become in order
                                to enter into eternal life.
                                  Once again a new message was needed, and it was brought by the Prophet
                                Muhammad, who exemplifies the complete man who fulfills all his earthly
                                obligations and yet whose will is wholly surrendered to the service of God.
                                The message of Islam cannot be understood by those who have not realized
                                something of the meaning of the complete man. Muhammad was rejected
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                                and denied by those who saw in his very completeness a lack of perfection,
                                and who imagined that asceticism was a necessary mark of holiness.
                                Nevertheless, the power of the Islamic revelation was so great that within
                                two centuries a great belt of Islamic peoples stretched from end to end of the
                                inhabited world from Morocco to the Malay Archipelago. By the tenth
                                century A.D. Islam had become the greatest spiritual power in the world, but
                                unfortunately Moslems, Christians and Jews, destined to unite and
                                demonstrate to the world the invincible power of the Sacred Impulses of
                                Faith, Love and Hope, succumbed to the disruptive forces of materiality, lust
                                for power, and fear. From the end of the first millennium the degeneration of
                                the Divine Message of Individual Salvation into the cult of human self-
                                sufficiency had become inevitable.
                                  During recent centuries, the material forces in human life have gradually
                                gained the mastery over the spiritual forces. Thus we have before us in the
                                history of our own times the demonstration of the twofold nature of human
                                potentialities.
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                                The Master Idea of an Epoch is the highest expression of man's capacity for
                                understanding his destiny at the spiritual age he has reached. Taking the
                                rough estimate of twenty-five million years for the entire life-cycle of the
                                genus Homo on this earth, the two or three thousand years occupied by an
                                epoch is the equivalent of one week of our ordinary lives. Each week brings
                                a new lesson that the child assimilates as best it may. So in each great epoch
                                a new message is sent to mankind. Owing to the youth and inexperience of
                                the human race, and to our inability to perceive what is beyond the senses,
                                we make over and over again the mistake of interpreting the message in
                                terms of this visible world and its passing values. If we look back to the
                                messages of the past, we can see how this hazard has always been present,
                                and how mankind has never learned to value the eternal above the temporal.
                                But this must not be regarded as 'failure.' We do not expect children to
                                acquire at one step the same learning as their teachers. Week by week new
                                lessons are given—and mostly forgotten—but the process of education goes
                                on.
                                   If we look at history upon too small a scale of time, it looks like a story of
                                material progress and social improvement, but of spiritual stagnation. Many
                                people today say that although we have far more knowledge and far better
                                social conditions than those of two or five or ten thousand years ago, we are
                                just the same human beings; as selfish, as short-sighted and as discontented
                                and full of fears as people have ever been. This diagnosis is only valid if we
                                think of humanity as an already fully developed adult being. We must lift
                                ourselves above the preoccupation with our immediate present. If we wish to
                                understand human destiny, we must study it in relation to a much greater
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                                time-scale than that of the history of the past few centuries. When we are
                                able to survey—even with our meagre knowledge—the history of mankind
                                over half a million years and by applying the general law of cycles to make
                                some estimate of future time—we begin to see a great and consistent pattern
                                emerge from the confusion, and our faith is confirmed that Divine
                                Providence has never failed to intervene at moments of need to give
                                mankind new lessons and new opportunities.
                                   The 'End of the Age' or the 'End of the World' are strange phrases that
                                have been on men's lips for thousands of years. Sometimes they have
                                conveyed a sense of urgency, as when the early Christians were awaiting
                                literally from day to day, the coming of the Lord, and thought it foolishness
                                to be occupied with the affairs of a world that was soon to be destroyed or
                                superseded by the Reign of Christ. Even when the 'latter days' belonged to
                                some indefinite future, the belief remained that history would have an end,
                                and utterly different conditions of existence would await those who 'endured
                                to the end.'
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                                Belief in the Second Coming was not confined to the Christian churches.
                                The Prophet Muhammad also foretold the future degeneration of religion and
                                the coming of a time when men would give themselves up to the material or
                                satanic forces. When certain signs were fulfilled, Jesus was to come again to
                                the earth and separate the believers from the unbelievers, after which the
                                final conflict of the good and evil powers was to come and end in victory for
                                the righteous. According to some traditions this victory was to be the signal
                                for the immediate end of the world. According to others, it was to inaugurate
                                the millenium, when the earth would be peopled only by the righteous, and
                                only after a thousand years of earthly felicity was the last trumpet to sound.
                                Since these prophecies are preserved only in the form of verbal traditions
                                collected long after the death of Muhammad we cannot hope to reconstruct
                                with any accuracy what he really foretold. Moslem eschatologists of the
                                present time attach great importance to the hadisat—sayings of the Prophet
                                —to the effect that in the latter days men would invent carriages that would
                                run without horses and build houses as high as the hills. These and other
                                portents of the End of the Age have now been accomplished, and I have met
                                many Moslem learned men who believe that the Second Coming is
                                imminent.
                                  It is not possible to draw any definite conclusions from all the Jewish,
                                Christian and Islamic traditions of a future 'End of the Age' beyond the most
                                important of all—that is, that the future degeneration of religion was clearly
                                foreseen by Those whose messages founded the Megalanthropic Epoch, and
                                that they predicted a fresh intervention of Providence at the very time when
                                the material or satanic powers would seem to be in the ascendant.
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                                   Again and again, men have believed that the latter days must have come
                                and have expected the end of the world. The perennial disappointment of
                                these expectations has led in modern times to a complete distrust of any
                                literal eschatology, and those who look for the early Second Coming are
                                generally regarded as dreamers or cranks.
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Chapter 2
A Personal Approach
1. Gurdjieff
                                In the present chapter, I shall give an account of the experiences that led me
                                by the end of 1955 to expect that in the near future an important event
                                connected with the New Epoch was to occur in England, and that this event
                                would be heralded by the arrival from the East of a man endowed with
                                special powers.
                                   The story begins with my return to Gurdjieff in July 1948, after twenty-
                                five years of separation. At our first meeting, he asked me to read three times
                                the Ashiata Shiemash chapters of All and Everything—then still in
                                manuscript form—adding that these were most important for me. Later, he
                                returned to them often in conversation, and from his explanations it was
                                clear that he regarded the awakening of Conscience in the soul of man as the
                                only hope of achieving the 'Harmonious Development of Man' which was
                                and is the aim of his system.
                                  Who and what Gurdjieff himself was, has always been an enigma. Those
                                who were closest to him were the most certain that they had never
                                understood him. I myself met him for the first time in 1920 at Kuru
                                Tcheshme, the palace of Prince Sabaheddin of Turkey on the Bosphorus.
                                Later I spent a short time at his Institute at Fontainebleau in France. I saw
                                much of him at the end of his life, and was with him for the last time a few
                                days before he died. I have read his unpublished autobiographies—for there
                                are more than one—and I have heard stories of his early life from members
                                of his family, and of the period before 1920 from friends who had known
                                him since the early years of this century. Each person gives a different
                                account of him. He is already a legendary figure—the hero or villain of
                                fantastic stories connected with the Dalai Lama, Stalin, the Emperor
                                Nicholas II, Hitler and George Bernard Shaw. Some say he was admitted to
                                a hidden brotherhood in Central Asia, whose secrets he stole in order to set
                                himself up as a teacher in the West. I am sure that all such tales are wide of
                                the mark. The mystery of Gurdjieff was much deeper than sham occultism or
                                political intrigue. He made upon me the impression of an exile from another
                                world who must always be a stranger in any company. There is undoubtedly
                                much autobiography in Beelzebub's Tales to his Grandson, and when asked
                                outright if Beelzebub was a portrait of himself, Gurdjieff often hinted at an
                                affirmative reply.
                                * cf. All and Everything, pp. 347-90. Gurdjieff explained that these chapters are prophetic and
                                that Ashiata Shiemash the Prophet of Conscience was still to come.
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                                Apart from the predictions made in his writings, Gurdjieff in the last months
                                of his life referred many times to his own imminent departure from this
                                world and to the coming of another who would complete the work that he
                                had started. He even said once that the one who was to come "is already
                                preparing himself a long way from here" (i.e. from Paris). At another time,
                                in 1949, he gave a clear indication that his pupils should seek for links with
                                the islands of the Malay Archipelago. I must say that I did not at the time
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                                believe that Gurdjieff was soon to die or that the coming of the promised
                                Teacher would occur in my own lifetime.
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                                  The prediction is made in very general terms: "Humanity in all lands today
                                awaits the Coming One—no matter by what name they may call Him. The
                                Christ is sensed as on His way. The second coming is imminent and, from
                                the lips of disciples, mystics, aspirants, spiritually-minded people and
                                enlightened men and women, the cry goes up, 'Let light and love and power
                                and death fulfil the purpose of the Coming One.' These words are a demand,
                                a consecration, a sacrifice, a statement of belief and a challenge to the
                                Avatar, the Christ, who waits in His high place until the demand is adequate
                                and the cry clear enough to warrant His appearance.
                                  "One thing it is most necessary to have in mind. It is not for us to set the
                                date for the appearing of the Christ or to expect any spectacular aid or
                                curious phenomena. If our work is rightly done, He will come at the set and
                                appointed time. How, where or when He will come is none of our concern.
                                Our work is to do our utmost and on as large a scale as possible to bring
                                about right human relations, for His coming depends upon our work."*
                                * Alice Bailey, The Reappearance of the Christ, Lucis Press, 1948, p. 188. There are also
                                references to the Second Coming in the Autobiography.
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                                   She adds "a world at peace" as a fourth requirement. Mrs. Bailey further
                                recognizes that the mind of man must of necessity be unreceptive to the new
                                message. "It is possible surely that the ancient truism that 'the mind is the
                                slayer of the real' may be fundamentally true where the mass of humanity is
                                concerned and that the purely intellectual approach (which rejects the vision
                                and refuses to accept the unprovable) may be far more at fault than the
                                anticipation of the Knowers of God and the expectant multitude."*
                                  She affirms that, "As a result of Christ's decision and His 'spiritual fusion'
                                with the Will of God, The Avatar of Synthesis has become for the time
                                being His close Associate. This is an event of supreme and planetary
                                importance." She describes the coming task as comprising three parts,
                                functions or activities:
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                                   Indeed, according to all precedent, war should have come during the tense
                                years from 1948 to 1957. The piling up of weapons of destruction has been
                                on a more alarming scale than ever before in history: the statesmen of the
                                world have made the same grievous mistakes that they have always made;
                                the perennial suspicions among allies have been no less rife than they have
                                always been since Thucydides wrote, and yet war did not come. Only
                                arrogance near to madness could lead any nation or statesman to claim credit
                                for the continuance of a precarious peace. Much the same could be written
                                of threatening economic disasters, of food and population crises and of
                                racial conflicts. The world has been in a terribly disturbed state, and the
                                simple truth is that human affairs have gone far better than anyone had the
                                right to expect. We are too close to events to see how strange they are, but if
                                we view them from the perspective of all human existence on the earth—as
                                we have attempted to do in the first chapter—we are bound to recognize in
                                our present time the intervention of a Higher Power that is protecting
                                mankind from the worst consequences of its own folly and unbelief.
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                                   Evidence of the real presence of a new force in the world can be found in
                                the very great numbers of people—hundreds of thousands in each of the
                                greater nations of the world—who have been moved to search for a way of
                                salvation that they cannot find by conforming to the precepts and rituals of
                                organized religious bodies. The revolt against Christendom inaugurated by
                                Kierkegaard in 1850 was profoundly religious, and so also is the revolt
                                against the churches that is so widespread in all countries today. It is very far
                                from the indifference that emptied synagogues, churches and mosques in the
                                years between the two wars. The best way to test for oneself the truth of the
                                assertion that a new force is working in the world is to travel in many
                                countries and mix with many people; one then sees that the phenomenon is
                                not confined to any one continent, race or creed, and that it is all the more
                                significant in that for the most part people are unaware that their experience
                                is shared by millions of others. There is a general thirst for a new life,
                                combined with the belief that it must be possible to find it.
                                   When we bring together the various threads, we can see that the human
                                race is about to enter a new Epoch, and that people are looking for an inward
                                change rather than for some reform of the outer life. The clearest indication
                                of the form this change will take comes from Gurdjieff—it will be the
                                awakening of the sacred impulse of conscience, made possible by the
                                appearance of a man himself awakened and capable of transmitting the
                                contact to others. Concerning the change of Epoch, I will quote what I wrote
                                in 1947:
                                The prediction embodied in this passage was to be fulfilled within ten years
                                —much sooner than I myself dared to expect.
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4. Personal Experiences
                                   In the last section, I tried to show that there have been many indications
                                that we are about to witness positive manifestations of the Master Idea of a
                                New Epoch, as distinct from the break-up of the Old Epoch that dates back
                                to 1848. No one will be convinced by these indications unless he himself has
                                felt the urge to search for a new way of life. Those who have found them are
                                under an obligation to show the way to those who are still searching, and it
                                is in fulfilment of this obligation that this book has been written. Since the
                                content cannot be conveyed by words, and the outer form has no importance,
                                the best I can do is to describe as well as I can my own experience before
                                and since meeting with Subud.
                                   It was Gurdjieff who first taught me and many others to look for the
                                awakening of a higher consciousness, or higher centres, that cannot be
                                reached by way of thought. It was he also who led us to expect the advent of
                                a man who would hold the key to this awakening. In conversations during
                                the last weeks of his life, Gurdjieff impressed upon me personally my
                                obligation in connection with these future events. He told me certain things
                                that have in part been fulfilled—others, including the most important, are
                                still to come. The time has not yet arrived when these predictions can be
                                disclosed.
5. Emin Chikhou
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                                   I must say that Emin Bey's arguments did not convince me, and when I
                                returned to England I said very little about this part of my journey. Two
                                years later, however, I again received an indication: this time that I should
                                go to Persia, and again I met several remarkable men, among others a
                                Sheikh Abdullah Dagestani, whom I found under strange circumstances.
                                   The whole story is worth recounting, for it is linked with many later events
                                connected with Subud. On my journey to Persia by way of Damascus and
                                Baghdad, I received a message through a complete stranger I met in Nicosia
                                that I should visit in Damascus a certain Sheikh Abdullah al Dagestani. I was
                                given no address, but told that I should ask for a barber called Ali the Turk
                                whose shop was opposite the Tomb of Sheikh Muhiddin ibn Arabi. I decided
                                I could not go, as my time-table did not allow a stay in Damascus. However,
                                the transport over the desert was delayed, and I found myself with a free
                                evening. I went up to the Kurdish quarter of Damascus which I know fairly
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                                well, and found Ali's shop, only to learn that he had been taken ill to
                                hospital, and no one knew where I could find him. No one I asked had heard
                                of Sheikh Abdullah. This did not surprise me, for in that quarter they are not
                                very forthcoming to strangers.
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                                  Before returning to the city I went through the Mosque down into the
                                crypt, where the Tomb of the Saint is visited by pilgrims. On an impulse, I
                                prayed before the tomb, and felt once again the presence of a living force
                                that I had experienced on my previous visits. When I came out of the
                                Mosque again, I ran into an old hadji who had been my guide on an earlier
                                visit, when I went up to Arbaein, a place of pilgrimage for Muslims as the
                                legendary site of Cain's killing of Abel. There, according to tradition, the
                                rocks were about to fall on him to avenge the fratricide, and were stayed by
                                the Archangel Gabriel since it was the Will of God that Cain should live and
                                beget children. This time the same guide was waiting as if expecting me, and
                                asked where I wanted to go. When I told him, he said that he knew the
                                Sheikh well and would take me to his house. Being sunset, he would
                                probably be in a tiny mosque built for his private prayer beside his house.
                                However, when we arrived Sheikh Abdullah was waiting for me on the roof
                                of his house. I was relieved to find that he spoke excellent Turkish, and after
                                the usual greetings he began to speak to me about myself.
                                   We were sitting in the evening on the open roof of a house on the hills
                                overlooking the ancient city. The Sheikh was a man of over seventy, dressed
                                entirely in white, with a turban and white beard but with a youthful
                                complexion and a steady humorous eye. One could scarcely imagine a
                                setting more appropriate to the transmission of a solemn message, and just
                                as the sun was setting be began to speak to me of the manifestation of the
                                power of God in the world. The Old Age was dominated by satanic
                                influences, but the time had come when all was to be changed. He spoke of
                                the man who was soon to appear and through whom the power was to be
                                manifested. It would not be right for me to set down here all that he actually
                                told me, for the event is not yet complete. My only reason for telling the
                                story is that it was an important factor in my subsequent decisions.
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                                  After saying that someone would come from the East, Abdullah startled
                                me by telling me that not only was I chosen by God to be an immediate
                                helper of this 'someone,' but that he would come to England and even live in
                                my house. He added that when I returned to England I should prepare a
                                place for him, and assured me that henceforward I would be guided and
                                protected in all my doings. It is hard to explain why I found myself taking
                                seriously such a fantastic story and why, on my return to England, I began
                                without explaining my reasons, to prepare Coombe Springs to receive an
                                extraordinary visitor.
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                                   During 1956, I first began to receive indications that a new force had
                                appeared in the Far East. Letters from Japan referring to a 'Master' whose
                                pupils were following Gurdjieff's teaching without having heard of
                                Gurdjieff. A friend in Hong Kong wrote guardedly about a strange invitation
                                to take part in 'spiritual exercises' which he did not understand. Later another
                                old friend in Cyprus told me that he had made contact with an English
                                Moslem, Husein Rofé, who had spent some years in Indonesia and claimed
                                to be able to transmit a contact with a great Force, and who seemed to be
                                familiar with the works of Ouspensky and Gurdjieff. Several references to
                                Indonesia reminded me of Gurdjieff's hint that we should keep in touch with
                                the Dutch Indies. Finally, in September 1956, I met Rofé himself, and was
                                confronted with the question whether or not his Master or Guide,
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                                  In March 1957 I went again to America and met there both Madame
                                Ouspensky and Madame de Salzmann, who is the recognized leader of the
                                Gurdjieff groups in France, England and America. When I had recounted
                                my experiences and impressions, both ladies agreed that it was necessary to
                                investigate Subud thoroughly. I said that we had learned that Pak Subuh
                                himself would come to Europe if he was invited. It was agreed that we
                                should send the invitation and withhold judgement until we had met him.
                                   The stage was set and the invitation was sent. Pak Subuh with his wife and
                                three Indonesian helpers arrived in London on the 22nd May, 1957. I met
                                him at the airport, having received permission to go through to 'Immigration.'
                                I found him sitting quietly on a chair waiting for the others to come through.
                                In the midst of the usual tumult of arrival, I was impressed by two things:
                                one was the ordinariness of his appearance, and the other was the sense of
                                complete calm and detachment which not only came from him but entered
                                into me as soon as I saw him.
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                                From the first evening of his arrival, I saw and learned many things that
                                convinced me personally that I was on the right path. My conviction was not
                                shared by others who are leaders of Gurdjieff's groups, and to whom it
                                appeared that Subud was something new to be entered only at the price of
                                breaking away from Gurdjieff. Since respect for the beliefs of others is
                                common ground for any sane attitude towards life on this earth, I do not
                                question the decision of those who have elected to follow strictly in the path
                                traced by Gurdjieff and his principal exponents, P. D. Ouspensky and
                                Maurice Nicoll. I have given my own reasons for believing that the coming
                                of Subud was foreseen and foretold by Gurdjieff. Those reasons are
                                necessarily subjective, and cannot be valid for another person who has not
                                passed through the same experiences.
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                                  *SUBUH, the personal name, comes from an Arabic word meaning sunrise or dawn.
                                SUBUD, the name given to the activity as a whole is the contraction of three Sanskrit words
                                explained in Chapter VI. To avoid confusion, I shall use the prefix Pak which means father, a
                                common Indonesian term for respected elderly gentleman, to designate the man Muhammad
                                Subuh.
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                                The child fell sick and for several days could not take food. His death
                                seemed inevitable and the women of the house were wailing their laments,
                                when an old man passing by asked the reason, and on being told that a child
                                was dying, asked his name. He said that the name was wrongly chosen and
                                that he should be called Muhammad Subuh. His father accordingly changed
                                his name and from that moment, the child began to take food and grew up
                                strong and healthy.
                                   His mother being occupied with her younger children, his upbringing was
                                mostly left to his grandmother. As soon as he could speak, the child gave
                                proof of clairvoyant power, discovering lost objects and foretelling events
                                that were to occur to people he met. When asked by a journalist to give an
                                example, Pak Subuh said that when less than three years old, his
                                grandmother had taken him to a betrothal ceremony. He declared that the
                                couple, who had not yet seen one another, were incompatible and would
                                separate within a year. When his prediction was duly fulfilled, his
                                grandmother refused to take him to any more betrothals. Apart from such
                                external indications, the child frequently received inner indications about his
                                life and behaviour. He found especially that when he was in the company of
                                other children who told lies to hide their faults and misdeeds, he could not
                                bring himself to imitate them. He even tried, as an experiment, to see if he
                                could speak falsely and found that his voice always refused to make the
                                required sounds.
                                   When about sixteen years of age, Subuh received clear and repeated
                                indications that he was to die on reaching the age of thirty-two. Since his
                                experience had led him to accept such indications as completely reliable,
                                Muhammad Subuh decided to leave school and search for the reason for his
                                strange fate. In Java, there were many teachers or Gurus. There were
                                Christian priests, Catholic and Protestant, orthodox Moslem Ulema, as well
                                as Sufi murshids. There were also Chinese Taoists and Buddhist monks,
                                Hindus, and ancient Javanese communities that had preserved traditions of
                                the Far Eastern archipelago that probably go back more than five thousand
                                years. Muhammad Subuh went from one to another of these teachers. One of
                                them was Sheikh Abdurrahman of the same Nakshibendi order of dervishes
                                as Sheikh Abdullah Dagestani. This is now the most flourishing of all the
                                Sufi sects, with members throughout the Moslem world. Muhammad Subuh
                                soon observed that the Sheikh would not impart to him the same teaching
                                that he was giving to other pupils, and was sad to feel that he was neglected.
                                When he asked the reason, Sheikh Abdurrahman replied, "You are not of
                                our kin—it is not meet that I should teach you." Muhammad Subuh
                                wondered what this could mean, and even asked himself if he was of the kin
                                of Satan that no one should wish to teach him. Another time, when he was
                                only twenty years old, he visited an old woman in East Java who was
                                famous for her wisdom and spiritual gifts, and to whom many of the Ulema
                                and learned men came for teaching. When he entered the room, where she
                                sat surrounded by her pupils, she astonished them all by rising, paying
                                reverence to him, and asking him to occupy her place.
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                                  Again and again, he found that the teachers he went to refused to answer
                                his questions and declared that he was not of the same stuff as they. When
                                pressed, they told him that his answers would never come from man, but by
                                direct Revelation from God. None of this satisfied Muhammad Subuh, for
                                his chief wish was to be an ordinary man and to live an ordinary life.
                                   Realizing finally that his quest was fruitless, Muhammad Subuh decided
                                that his right course was to undertake and fulfil the normal duties of man on
                                this earth—that is, to take care of his parents, to marry and beget children, to
                                earn his living and to take his place as a member of the society to which he
                                belonged. He became a book-keeper and worked for fourteen years, first in
                                commerce and later in local government service as assistant to the treasurer
                                of the town of Semarang. In speaking of his years as a householder, Pak
                                Subuh has described the success of the various undertakings he served. In
                                his last post, he saw within two years a municipality that had always been
                                insolvent balance its budget and find money for various undertakings needed
                                for the people's welfare.
                                  For nearly three years, such experiences were a nightly occurrence, so that
                                he scarcely slept by night, and yet he found the strength to fulfil his life
                                obligations by day. He neither sought nor welcomed the inner working,
                                chiefly because he did not wish to be different from others or to receive
                                gifts that were not given to all men. He tried to drive away the experiences
                                by going to the cinema, but found that however he might keep his attention
                                on the screen, the inner state would return and remind him that a quite
                                different process was present in him also. He sought, by throwing himself
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                                wholeheartedly into his professional duties and his family life, to bring about
                                the cessation of his inner experiences. During this time he studied
                                accountancy more seriously, and five children, two boys and three girls,
                                were born to him and his wife, whom he had married in 1922.
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                                   The nightly visitations ceased early in 1928, and for the next five years he
                                almost ceased to be aware of the inward working that had started in his
                                twenty-fourth year. Nevertheless during this time his friends began to resort
                                to him for advice and help, recognizing that he had the word of truth which
                                could penetrate to their real needs. He was not regarded at that time as being
                                above the ordinary human nature, but as a man of exceptional insight and
                                understanding of his fellow men and their problems. As the years passed he
                                came himself to feel that he had found his place, and although he realized
                                that his abilities were wasted as a book-keeper in a small municipal office,
                                he had no ambition to achieve worldly success.
                                   After some time, he received a clear indication that he had been chosen as
                                a means whereby everyone who wished to do so could receive exactly the
                                same contact and pass through the same process of transformation as he had
                                himself. This is indeed what occurred later, and herein lies the crucial and
                                extraordinary quality of Subud that distinguishes it from any other kind of
                                spiritual work of which I have heard or read—namely, that it can be
                                transmitted integrally and without diminution from one human being to
                                another. This is contrary to reason, for it violates the natural principle that
                                every irreversible action must involve a loss of quality. Therefore the
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                                contact is what matters, since, unless it can be made by everyone directly,
                                diminution, adulteration and distortion are inevitable. This is the common lot
                                of all teachings, and it can well be understood that Muhammad Subuh found
                                himself shrinking from the possibility that he might become a teacher,
                                having the contact himself and seeing others deprived of it.
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                                  From this time onward, Pak Subuh began to withdraw from his official
                                duties; and, after the time needed to train his successor, resigned from
                                government service, and devoted himself thenceforward to the transmission
                                of the spiritual contact. The first to receive it was the chief disciple of the
                                Nakshi Sheikh to who he had gone for explanations. Later the Sheikh
                                himself, by then a very old man, set out on a journey to receive the latihan,
                                but died before he could meet Pak Subuh again.
                                   Since Pak Subuh himself had made no attempt to propagate a teaching and
                                indeed repudiated the role of teacher, the spreading of his work was at first
                                very slow. Only a few friends and former fellow-seekers came to him, and
                                of those not many could grasp the simplicity and universality of what he had
                                to give. It was not until 1941, when Java was soon to be occupied by the
                                Japanese, that news of the benefits bodily and spiritual obtained in the
                                latihan began to spread abroad. The Japanese occupation once again retarded
                                the extension of the movement and it was not until after the war that it
                                moved from Jogjakarta, the capital of one of the ancient kingdoms of Java.
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                                        "Inasmuch as we are certain with all our being that it is the Will
                                        of God that we should rightly fulfil our earthly obligations, we
                                        must in the conduct of worldly affairs make the fullest use of all
                                        the instruments bestowed upon us for that purpose by Divine
                                        Decree. "Inasmuch also as, for the perfecting of eternal life, we
                                        have been endowed by God with a Spiritual Essence , this
                                        essence also requires both the means and the opportunities
                                        necessary for its harmonious development in such a manner as
                                        to give true meaning and significance to all our inner impulses
                                        and outer activities in the station that we happen to occupy in
                                        life, as well as in our relationships with our fellow men, in our
                                        attitude towards ourselves and also in our way upon the path
                                        that will lead us back towards our Source. "In the course of our
                                        search for Spiritual Development and in our desire to share
                                        with all Mankind the common aim of true Worship of God, we
                                        are confronted with the world and with its questions. Upon the
                                        path, there thus arise sundry questions concerning, for example,
                                        the formation of groups and hence of directors and those under
                                        direction, the respective needs of young and oldÑin general, all
                                        questions that concern the organization of people who are
                                        brought together by a common aim: namely, in this instance,
                                        that of achieving unity of understanding and hence to the
                                        performance of our duties in perfect harmony of intention and
                                        action."
                                   Soon after the foundation of Subud, Pak Subuh was inspired to write a
                                lengthy poem in high Javanese with the title 'Susila Budhi Dharma.' The
                                subject matter of the poem is the array of forces that act upon man during his
                                life on earth. A recurring theme is the working of the latihan as a means of
                                liberating man from the sway of all the lower forces, and of bringing them
                                under his control.
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                                  It was, therefore, not surprising that when Husein Rofé arrived in England
                                he found the readiest response in a small number of men and women who
                                for many years had studied Gurdjieff's method, but were convinced that it
                                was not complete unless a way could be found to achieve the awakening of
                                the higher centres of consciousness by a direct contact.
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                                Muhammad Subuh with his wife and helpers arrived from Indonesia on 23rd
                                May, 1957, and within a week had accepted an invitation from our Institute*
                                to make his headquarters while in England at Coombe Springs. Many
                                members of the Institute were soon admitted to the latihan, and it seemed
                                possible that all the groups in England interested in Gurdjieff's ideas would
                                join forces in Subud. I have already described the events that led to the
                                suspension of this expectation.
                                I may be forgiven if I describe one strange incident that occurred during the
                                first week of Pak Subuh's stay at Coombe Springs. Though the house is not
                                old, the grounds contain very ancient springs, the waters of which were
                                believed to have healing power. In 1514, when Cardinal Wolsey built
                                Hampton Court Palace, he sent for an Italian engineer—reputed to be pupil
                                of Leonardo da Vinci—to bring water from Coombe Springs to the Palace.
                                Numerous oak conduits lined with lead collected the waters from Coombe
                                Hill and brought them to a central point now in our grounds where two
                                conduit houses were erected, joined by a long subterranean tunnel. Two lead
                                tanks were sunk in the ground to enable, so it is said, the local people to
                                maintain the practice of dipping sick children in the water. Round the
                                conduit houses oak trees were planted, some of which—now nearly four
                                hundred and fifty years old—are still standing. There has always been an
                                atmosphere of mystery and constraint about this corner of the grounds, and
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                                   When Pak Subuh was asked about this, he explained that evil forces had
                                been resisting the coming of Subud to Coombe, but that they had now been
                                destroyed. Such incidents can mean little to those who hear of them at
                                second hand. They are not 'evidence' of anything; but those who were
                                present that evening could not doubt that some kind of battle had been
                                waged and that the 'good' forces had conquered. This is but one of the many
                                strange experiences that occurred both to individuals and to groups of people
                                during the months of June and July. I have included it only so that the record
                                may be reasonably complete.
                                  There were weeks of intense activity that made us recognize the change of
                                tempo that is characteristic of Subud. One of Ouspensky's former pupils
                                having, in April 1957, attended a film of some of the Gurdjieff rhythmic
                                dances at which nearly a thousand of his followers were present, remarked
                                that it had taken thirty-six years since Ouspensky first came to England in
                                1921 for the movement to grow from forty to a thousand members, and
                                predicted that to establish Subud in the West might take no less time. In the
                                event, Subud has established itself in England in fewer weeks than other
                                movements have taken years. It is already known throughout Europe, and
                                the chief difficulty is to keep pace with its growth.
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                                Obvious contributory factors to the growth of Subud have been first, that
                                several hundred people were able, at least a little, to understand the
                                significance of Subud, and second, the publicity given by the press in
                                November 1957 to the circumstances attending the birth of Eva Bartok's
                                child Deana. A far more important reason for the spreading of Subud had
                                been the rapid and unmistakable action of the latihan upon all sorts and
                                conditions of men and women. The greater number of those who have come
                                to the latihan after the initial stages have done so on account of the clearly
                                visible changes for the better in their friends and relatives who had already
                                started.
                                                                        Eva Bartok at Coombe Springs
                                                                        circa 1957
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                                Miss Bartok reached England on 18th May, a week before Pak Subuh
                                arrived, and having grown considerably worse consulted two surgeons both
                                of whom appear to have advised her very earnestly to submit to an operation
                                without delay. Although her disease was not malignant, there was a danger
                                of complications that might prove fatal.
                                In this situation a very grave decision had to be taken: one that I would not
                                wish to be faced with again. A young woman was threatened on the one
                                hand with the danger of fatal complications, and on the other with the virtual
                                certainty that if she had the operation she would lose her child and even all
                                hopes of motherhood. There was the possibility that the Subud latihan might
                                save her. Pak Subuh himself had not then left Java, and our only direct
                                evidence of the healing power of Subud came from three or four cases in the
                                original small group, whose members had found an undoubted improvement
                                in their health. The position was explained to Miss Bartok, and she elected
                                to wait, saying that it seemed that she had now the possibility of the spiritual
                                awakening for which she had been waiting since her early youth, and that
                                she would take any risk rather than lose this chance.
                                When I was driving Pak Subuh to London from the Airport I told him of Eva
                                Bartok's situation. After waiting, as he always does when confronting serious
                                questions, for an inner indication, Pak Subuh said that she should receive the
                                latihan, and for this she should be moved down to Coombe Springs. The
                                next day Pak Subuh sent his wife Ibu and Ismana Achmad to the Lodge at
                                Coombe Springs where Miss Bartok was staying with Mrs. Elizabeth
                                Howard. She was thus the first person in Europe to receive the latihan
                                directly from Ibu Subuh. The only visible change was a relief of certain
                                distressing symptoms, and for a fortnight very little seemed to be happening.
                                Her own doctor, who saw her daily, confirmed that she was in no immediate
                                danger, but added his own advice to the recommendations of her surgeon
                                that she should agree to the operation as soon as possible. She accepted this
                                advice, and arrangements were made for her to enter a London hospital on
                                the evening of 10th June.
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                                During these nineteen days Pak Subuh himself did not once see Miss Bartok.
                                The absence of any apparent improvement in the clinical symptoms only
                                seemed to emphasize the reality of the inner psychic change. Everyone who
                                saw Miss Bartok at this time was impressed by the change of her expression,
                                and by the serenity with which she was facing the prospect of a dangerous
                                operation. It is here worth remarking that several months later a
                                When the hospital arrangements were reported to Pak Subuh on the morning
                                of 10th June, he personally went down to the Lodge, and with Ibu, Ismana,
                                Elizabeth Howard and myself, entered into the latihan standing round Miss
                                Bartok's bed. This was for the two English people the first demonstration of
                                the indescribable power of the Subud latihan. The little bedroom was
                                charged with energy that annihilated all personal feeling and produced a
                                state of consciousness in which all seemed to be sharing in one and the same
                                experience as the sick woman. We felt the same physical pains, the same
                                fears and the same weak but growing faith in the power of God. None of us
                                could have said how long the experience lasted, but afterwards we found that
                                it was barely forty minutes. Then without having spoken a word Pak Subuh
                                went away. Miss Bartok herself was in acute pain which persisted through
                                the day. When Pak Subuh was consulted, he said, "Let her doctor give her a
                                good sedative. It will not interfere with the exercise. Now the crisis is over,
                                and she will not need an operation."
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                                For those of us who were witnesses of the whole event, it was far more
                                astonishing than can be described in words. It was not the fact of a cure that
                                impressed us, but the unmistakable evidence that the psychic or spiritual
                                change preceded the somatic. The healing of a distressed soul is more
                                remarkable than recovering from an illness. When one sees the two in
                                juxtaposition and can follow the course of the transition from the psychic to
                                the somatic, one cannot doubt that a very great and good force is at work.
                                Since then we have seen many other such cases, and the link between the
                                psychic and the somatic has always been clearly in evidence.
                                  On 1st September, Pak Subuh with his party left England for a six weeks'
                                visit to Holland, and new branches of Subud were established at the Hague
                                and in Eindhoven. He returned to England on 14th October.
                                   Pak Subuh's visit to England ended on 16th December, when he and most
                                of his Indonesian helpers left for Germany. From his first arrival in Munich,
                                it was evident that the response to Subud would be positive though perhaps,
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                                   About the same time, a well-known journalist from Ceylon felt during
                                June a strong urge to come to England, although he had no clear business
                                reasons for leaving Ceylon. On arrival, he telephoned to Coombe Springs,
                                and that evening was told about Subud and at once recognized that it was for
                                this that he had come to England. Returning home after four weeks, he was
                                instrumental in preparing several score of people, and a letter was received
                                inviting Pak Subuh to visit the country on his way back to Indonesia. In
                                January 1958, Subud was taken to Ceylon by Ichsan Ahmad and Bulbul
                                Arnold, and within three weeks three hundred and twenty-six people had
                                been admitted to the latihan. Thus from two apparently unconnected and
                                personal impulses, Subud had reached a country where the sense of
                                expectancy in recent years has been exceptionally strong.
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                                   It should not be inferred that all who come to Subud continue with the
                                latihan. A proportion—less than one-tenth—go away almost at once, either
                                because they are afraid or because they expect some strange or miraculous
                                experience which they do not find. The chief obstacle is the tendency to
                                'compare' and so to be influenced by what appears to be happening to other
                                people. Indeed with so many reasons for giving up, it is really remarkable
                                that so high a proportion has remained.
                                  Subud has made its mark in Europe more rapidly and more surely than
                                any other movement that, having originated in some remote Asiatic country,
                                has been brought to the West. Once, when an Englishman commented to Pak
                                Subuh upon this rapid assimilation of a foreign movement, he replied:
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                                   The word 'salvation' means to have entered into our own place where we
                                are eternally at home and where our true work is to be done. That place is
                                not in this world. To live in it, we need forms of perception, instruments of
                                action and a 'body' that are all quite different from those that serve for our
                                life on the earth.
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                                Our physical body with its five outer senses, its inner instincts, feelings and
                                thoughts are all needed for our existence amid material objects—but it and
                                   The Sacred Impulses are the instruments that 'work from within' and they
                                belong to the truly human soul that must be awakened before they can take
                                any part in our lives. It is a hard saying but true, that in people such as
                                mankind is today, the sacred impulses or eternal instruments are impotent
                                and their very names have ceased to have a meaning. It is possible, but very
                                hard, to achieve contact with the inner instruments by any form of working
                                from without. To understand this better, we have to examine the way in
                                which the ordinary man or woman is brought into the world and grows up to
                                adult or responsible age.
                                   We should start with a brief examination of human nature and the forces
                                that form and act upon it. Long before Aristotle, and ever since he wrote the
                                Nicomachean Ethics, philosophers have tried to describe human nature—but
                                all descriptions have proved inadequate. Reality has more dimensions than
                                language, and the real man can never be described in words. Even if we
                                concern ourselves only with those elements of our nature that are within the
                                range of the mind, we shall find that we are unable to reconstruct from the
                                disjecta membra the living whole that is man.
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                                  Every child bears the consequences of the lives and deeds of its
                                forefathers in the form of an imprint upon the essence, as a careless hand
                                might mar the outline of the sculptor's modeling in soft clay.
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                                This science is difficult to place in the order of the natural sciences, and yet
                                there is incontestable evidence that the moments of conception and birth do
                                influence in some decisive manner the trend of events that will occur in a
                                given life. I do not pretend to understand the subject and fortunately it is
                                irrelevant for our purpose whether there is a valid science of astrology or
                                not. The fact is that the events as distinct from the potentialities of different
                                lives do follow regular patterns that can be observed and classified.
                                However, as in the case of heredity, the parents can do much to make or mar
                                the life picture. Sexual union in states of passion, inebriation, fear or hatred
                                must inevitably damage the essence that is conceived.
                                   These effects are, however, not the most serious, for the state of the
                                parents at the moment of conception also influences the entry of material
                                derived from previous lives. There is a certain indestructible substance that
                                enters into all living forms and takes on their nature. This can be called the
                                'soul-substance,' and it is required for the formation of every essence. It must
                                be distinguished from the Spirit that plays no part in the production of the
                                essence and comes from a region that is beyond our understanding.
                                  Thus the formation of a human essence is beset with hazards that would
                                make liberation from earth forces well-nigh impossible if there were not a
                                factor independent of the parents and all influences acting in space and time.
                                This factor that we shall call the Spirit is, in its very nature, eternal and
                                indescribable. Its presence cannot be detected by any kind of test, nor can it
                                be an object of thought.
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                                We do not know whether we should say that in the ordinary man the spirit is
                                asleep, that the soul is still unborn, or that the soul languishes in helpless
                                isolation until the spirit descends like Orpheus to bring it back to life.
                                   In some sense, that cannot be reduced to any verbal formula, the human
                                essence is a threefold entity composed of the corporeal, the psychic and the
                                pneumatic factors, and from the action of these three factors there is formed
                                a man or woman with body, spirit and soul. But we must be very careful to
                                remember that we do not know, and cannot know, what the words 'spirit' and
                                'soul' really mean.
                                  Thus a child is born into the world already equipped with an immensely
                                complex pattern of potentialities, encumbered with hereditary and other
                                consequences of the past, and endowed with faculties or powers which are
                                destined to bring into being a fully conscious, fully integrated, free,
                                responsible, immortal and imperishable human soul. Whether or not this
                                great destiny will be fulfilled depends upon a multitude of factors, partly
                                known, partly unknown but knowable, and partly altogether beyond the
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                                limits of any possible knowledge.
                                  Before birth, all influences that act upon the foetus are of human or
                                superhuman origin—apart from the possibility that animal soul-substance
                                may enter at conception. After birth, the first influences are animal in
                                character. They are mainly concerned with warmth and food and come from
                                the mother or some other large mammal such as a cow. After a few weeks
                                the child begins to be aware of its own body, first however with the animal
                                and vegetative functions, and only much later does it begin to recognize
                                material objects and to acquire a relationship with the inanimate world. It
                                can be said that the incarnation of the human spirit is not complete until it
                                recognizes the material world as the environment in which its life-pattern on
                                earth is to be worked out.
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                                We are not yet ready to discuss these unseen worlds, and must pass to the
                                arising of the common experience of man as a person. The new-born child is
                                impersonal, but very soon people about it begin to elicit personal reactions.
                                From them it learns that its cries can attract attention. They engage its
                                interest in them as persons. So little by little a new personality is formed.
                                This is an artificial construction that is produced by influences completely
                                different from those that formed the essence. The personality comprises all
                                that one learns from the outside world; and, since the child learns mainly
                                from or with the help of other people, the personality inevitably bears the
                                imprint of all the other personalities that it meets during its formative years.
                                   For our purpose, it is most important to take cognizance of the fact that
                                almost everything that enters human experience from the external world—
                                after the first few years of life—must pass through the personality. Nearly
                                always it is the personality alone that reacts to such external influence.
                                Nevertheless the personality itself is also at times influenced by the essence
                                without being aware even of its presence.
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                                   We can all see that we live under two kinds of influence that are different,
                                not merely in form, but in their origin, their action and their result. They can
                                be described as the worldly and the other-worldly, as the temporal and the
                                eternal, as the material and the spiritual, and as the religious and the
                                irreligious. But we must make sure that such names do not mislead us. It is
                                by their origin, their action and their results that such influences must be
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                                judged. The first kind originate in the mind and feelings of men who only
                                see the visible world. They act upon the personality to strengthen its belief
                                that there is no other world but this. The result of their action is to bind man
                                to the earth and deprive him of of his essential birthright. The influences of
                                the second kind originate beyond the mind and feelings of man, and they act
                                to undermine and eventually to destroy the slavery of the personality. Their
                                result is to open man's eyes to the possibility, latent in his essence, of dying
                                to this world and of rebirth to another and better world.
                                  Since influences of the first kind leave the psychic nature of man
                                unchanged, they have been called pyschostatic. The second kind set the
                                psychic in motion upon a path that can lead to an endless progress, and so
                                have been called psycho-kinetic.*
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                                  All the scriptures insist upon the need for a positive, conscious and
                                decisive act of choice, and it is the disregard of this uncompromising
                                demand that has in all ages caused the downfall of religion.
                                   We thus come to the question of how the choice is made. The personality
                                is formed under the influences of both kinds, and it has no power of
                                distinguishing between them. But the essence has elements that do not
                                belong to the temporal, visible world. By the action of these elements each
                                man has an urge to seek for the invisible, the imperishable and the eternal.
                                In so far, therefore, as the essence is not wholly trapped in the personality,
                                there arises a discrimination that can recognize the value of those influences
                                that draw man towards the fulfilment of his essential destiny.
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                                There are not so much two ways as two opposing directions of flow of
                                forces. The origin of the force is always the same—it is the Will of God that
                                man should be enabled to return to his Source—but when the force flows in
                                from the outside, it has first to pass through many channels, each of which
                                takes something from it and adds something to it, so that by the time it
                                reaches the human individual it is not and cannot be pure. When the force
                                flows from within, it enters the spirit of man directly in its full and perfect
                                purity—so awakening the soul to consciousness of the Presence and the
                                Power of God. Herein lies the difference between justification by works and
                                justification by faith. The first is contingent and hazardous, the second is
                                complete and infallible.
                                                            6. Working from Without
                                  We are not concerned with theories or explanations, but with the actual
                                experience of the man or woman who chooses to fulfil his or her true
                                destiny. The choice is made not once but incessantly, until complete unity of
                                being is attained, and he is able to choose finally and utterly with the whole
                                of himself. It is very necessary that we should realize that the final choice is
                                indeed final, and that it belongs to the end and not to the beginning of the
                                way. Even in those ascetic orders which require complete renunciation of the
                                world and all external attachments, and which, because of the austerity of
                                their rules, impose a long period of probation upon their aspirants, it is well
                                understood that the habit does not make the monk and that choice, which is
                                really the same as repentance, must continue to the very end.
                                   We men and women, who fancy that we decide and act from our own
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                                choice, do not pause to ask ourselves how the possibility of choosing comes
                                to us. If we were to do so, we should see that it has come through our
                                senses; through what we have seen and heard and known of.
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                                Thus Kierkegaard: "To tear the will away from all finite aims and conditions
                                requires a painful effort and this effort ceaseless repetition. And if, in
                                addition to this, the soul has, in spite of all its striving, to be as though it
                                were simply not, it becomes clear that the religious life signifies a dedication
                                to suffering and self-destruction." Thus also Gurdjieff: "We men, owing to
                                the data crystallized in our common presences for engendering in us the
                                Divine Impulse of Conscience, 'the-whole-of-us' and the whole of our
                                essence, are, and must be, already in our foundation, only suffering."
                                Gurdjieff goes on to explain that suffering is inevitable so long as we remain
                                under the action of two incompatible sets of forces—those of the temporal
                                world acting on our bodies and those of the eternal world that act upon our
                                Conscience.
                                   There are many ways by which a man can arrive at the 'point of no return.'
                                One of the attractions for modern people of Zen Buddhism is that it makes
                                this position perfectly clear without dogma and without even the demand for
                                religious faith. The works of my honoured friend Daitaro Suzuki abound in
                                examples of the working of such methods as the Koan exercise. The system
                                of exercises used by St. Ignatius Loyola and his followers is equally clear in
                                its purpose: to confront the impure sinful human soul with the image of the
                                absolutely pure and sinless Saviour in such a manner as ultimately to destroy
                                all hope of attaining such purity by one's own will. By such means the
                                experience of death and resurrection is repeated at each retreat and
                                especially during the second novitiate. The exercises taught by Gurdjieff
                                have a more flexible quality than those used in Zen Monasteries or in the
                                Society of Jesus. They aim at the awakening of the essence in such a manner
                                that the ability to 'see one's own nothingness' is attained together with the
                                strength to bear the experience. Moreover, Gurdjieff attached special
                                importance to the balanced development of body, feelings, mind and
                                consciousness, so that his exercises are constantly varied and adjusted to
                                meet the changing needs of the pupil who works seriously and makes real
                                progress.
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                                   At this point I should refer to the role of 'schools' and 'teachers' in the
                                work of self-perfecting. Any 'teaching' whether it is of the most general kind
                                like the 'Ten Commandments,' or whether it is a specialized system of self-
                                discipline, is inevitably standardized, that is to say, it is received in a set
                                form that is the same for all those who wish to follow it. But human beings
                                are not standardized. There are very great differences in the capacities and
                                limitations that each individual brings to the task of self-perfecting. Thus
                                anyone who follows a fixed system of teaching must submit himself to a
                                procrustean bed on which he will be stretched or chopped until he is made to
                                fit.
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                                These laws belong to different levels yet they are interdependent and we
                                cannot understand the activity of the organism unless we recognize both
                                their distinctness and their interaction. Besides these, there are also higher
                                laws connected with the attention, with the power of choice and its exercise,
                                with the will and the understanding, and the still higher realms of the soul
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                                and its powers. Each and all of these laws is involved in the process of self-
                                perfecting, and if a man seeks to direct this process by his own will and
                                understanding, he needs to know—if not the laws themselves—at least the
                                critical phases of their operation.
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                                   In the truest and fullest sense, working from within can start only when
                                the inner 'something' is awakened. There then flows from within a stream of
                                influences that act first upon the higher centres—the instruments of the soul
                                —and from them penetrate outwards into the lower centres and the bodily
                                organism. These influences then produce reactions in the lower centres
                                exactly similar to those of intentional self-discipline except that they are not
                                standardized. Each individual is subject to an influence that, having passed
                                through his own higher emotional centre, corresponds exactly to his own
                                needs, and moreover to his needs at each stage of his inner development.
                                Thus working from within is analagous to the development of the embryo
                                from the time that the ovum is fertilized. The organism with all its limbs,
                                organs and functions is not imposed from without, but arises under the
                                influence of the genetic pattern with which the child is endowed at the
                                moment of conception. Modern embryologists with their marvellous
                                techniques are still quite unable by 'working from without' to reproduce a
                                thousandth part of the minutely adjusted regulative process by which the
                                embryo develops.
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                                This analogy might seem to suggest that 'working from without' is as useless
                                as the attempt to 'synthesize' a human child in a laboratory. The truth is that
                                the growth of being must always occur spontaneously from within. Our
                                efforts can create favourable conditions for this growth, but they cannot
                                compel it to occur. We have many obstructions that have accumulated in us
                                —some from our heredity and the influences of our early lives—others the
                                results of our own voluntary or involuntary submission to negative impulses
                                coming from without. We can do much by our own efforts to remove these
                                obstructions so that the life-giving energy can flow freely through all our
                                centres and all our organs. But when we try to go further and mould
                                ourselves upon some ideal pattern received from without we run into the
                                danger of standardization, and are liable to find ourselves stretched upon the
                                procrustean bed without powers to rise from it again. This is called by
                                Gurdjieff 'wrong crystallization' and he paints a vivid picture of the plight of
                                those who make the mistake of relying upon their own strength. Right
                                  The emphasis placed upon the awakening of the soul and the rebirth to
                                which it leads requires also that we should state plainly how the awakening
                                comes about. Here we have all the authority of Scripture and the evidence of
                                the great mystics that it is only the Holy Spirit that awakens the mysterious
                                something that initiates the train of events that I have called 'working from
                                within.' Indeed as Kant showed in his Critique of Practical Reason, it is the
                                awakening of the soul that validates our belief in God and Eternal Life. The
                                central point of all religious experience is the contact between man and God,
                                mediated by the Holy Spirit and made through the mysterious 'something' in
                                the soul that is in neither time nor space, and cannot be said to exist at all
                                until it is awakened.
                                  It seems to me that we come nearest to the truth if we say that the ordinary
                                man has no soul but only the possibility of acquiring one, and that he cannot
                                enter into eternal life unless and until his soul is born. The saying of Christ,
                                "What shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own
                                soul?" can only mean that the man who closes himself to the contact with
                                the Spirit of God by attaching himself exclusively to the values of this world
                                loses the opportunity of gaining the soul that is—until it is awakened—a
                                possibility and no more.
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                                We understand then by 'working from within' the process that starts in man
                                when his soul is awakened. He is brought thereby into contact with the
                                power of the Holy Spirit—the Lord and Giver of Life. This power of life
                                streams downwards from the highest point of the man's being and flows
                                through all levels. Because it is a life giving power it brings to life every part
                                that it reaches. Thus there comes about a true rebirth that is also a
                                resurrection.
                                  In this operation the action of our will can only be that of consent and
                                acceptance. We cannot 'will' the process, nor can we direct or regulate it. It
                                regulates itself by the very fact that the life-force flows through our essence
                                pattern, thereby acting constantly to restore us to ourselves, to enable us to
                                become the real man or the real woman that from the moment of our
                                conception we were destined to be.
                                  "People often shirk the least and prevent themselves getting the most in
                                the least. They are wrong. God is everywise, the same in every guise to him
                                who can see Him the same. There is much searching of heart as to whether
                                one's promptings come from God or no; but this we can soon tell for if we
                                ourselves aware of, privy to , God's will above all when we follow our own
                                impulse, our clearest intimations, then we may take it that they come from
                                God."
                                  Herein lies the best assurance for those who are beset by doubts and
                                scruples about following the promptings of conscience, lest that which
                                seems to be the voice of conscience may be the voice of the tempter.
                                   We have come now to the threshold of the Subud experience, and I shall
                                try to show how we may recognize that this is really the awakening of the
                                soul for which we all search.
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Chapter 5
The Latihan
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                                   It does not follow that in the latihan the body, feelings and mind have no
                                part to play, but they are the instruments, not the actor. When, and only
                                when, the higher centres are awakened, an action begins in the lower centres
                                that eventually brings them into harmony with the higher centres. This is the
                                "training" to which the word latihan refers. When all the organs and their
                                functions are trained to be receptive to the fine influences and impulses that
                                proceed from conscience in the depths of the soul, then all participates in
                                worship. True worship comes from the whole man from his highest soul
                                powers to the skin and bone of his body. Worship is training, but it is a
                                   Religious people tend to assume that, if their minds and feelings are active
                                in worship, then their soul is worshipping also. They refer to mind and
                                feeling as "powers of the soul" and this leads to the error of supposing that
                                the soul must be awake whenever the powers are exercised.
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                                The truth is that whenever worship originates in and is directed by our own
                                will, it can only be worship by and of the instruments, not worship by and of
                                the soul. This is a hard saying, but unless it is understood, the defects of
                                human worship can never be grasped.
2. Approach to Subud
                                   Since we cannot of our own will initiate the "working from within" of the
                                Subud latihan, the question naturally rises, "What then is the role of our own
                                will, of our own power of choice and of our ability to make efforts?" The
                                answer to this question must be understood by everyone who wishes to
                                approach Subud rightly. We cannot do anything, but we can ask. To ask is to
                                to commit oneself to the results that will follow if we receive what we ask
                                for. Thus, to ask should be a responsible exercise of the freedom of choice
                                that is man's most precious gift. In order to ask responsibly, we should at
                                least know what we are asking for and be able to foresee and understand the
                                consequences of receiving it. But who are "we" that ask? The ordinary man
                                is not one. He exists on various levels, but is aware only of two: that of
                                material objects and that of his thoughts and feelings. On each level he has
                                different functions that are only loosely connected with one another. He is a
                                multiplicity of selves, a succession of states, a being who does not and
                                cannot know himself. There is no "I" that rules over the many selves, for the
                                "I" that should be the ruler lies unborn in the depths of his unawakened
                                essence. Since at any given moment one of the many selves that make up
                                our personality is uppermost, that single self can ask. Later, another self may
                                repudiate the asking, if its needs and wishes lie in quite a different direction.
                                Those who do not understand this, and who trust themselves and believe that
                                whatever they say and do comes from the whole of their being, may not feel
                                the incongruity of asking from some transient, superficial self for the
                                awakening of their innermost soul. Those who have begun to understand
                                their true situation are likely to be very diffident in asking and to doubt
                                whether their power of choice can extend to so momentous a decision.
                                  To protect those who with the impulsiveness of ignorance are ready to ask
                                for what they cannot understand, and to give confidence to those who have
                                realized something of their own limitations, the approach to Subud is made
                                subject to a period of probation. Under special conditions—as in the case of
                                people coming from afar with little time to make the contact—the probation
                                may be reduced to a nominal period of waiting. Nevertheless, the principle is
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                                unaffected: it is that one must first ask oneself the question whether one
                                truly wishes to receive, and only after receiving from oneself an affirmative
                                answer, to ask from another that the contact should be given.
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                                Let us suppose that William Jones enquires about Subud, having read in the
                                papers or heard from friends an account that is almost certainly misleading
                                in many aspects. After sundry attempts he finally receives explanations of
                                the kind given in this book. It is impressed upon him that Subud is not a kind
                                of faith healing nor a system of mental or spiritual exercises. If, after various
                                misunderstandings are cleared away, William still wishes to enter Subud, he
                                places his name on the probation list, which entitles him to put any question
                                he wishes and to receive answers, even if these involve Subud members in
                                speaking about their own personal experiences in the latihan.
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                                It is entirely different with "working from within." First of all, there can be
                                no imitation, no stealing of ideas and methods before the pupil is ready.
                                Since the work proceeds from within and adapts itself to the needs of each
                                person, there is no need for secrecy; and there is no need for precautions,
                                except to ensure that the seeker abstain from introducing his own ideas and
                                bringing his own wishes, his own will into operation. If he were to do so, he
                                would expose himself to a mixed action that comes partly from his own soul
                                and partly from his self-will, and that would create a danger; but it is not a
                                danger that can be averted by secrecy. On the contrary, the more people
                                know about the experiences of others, the less are they likely to mistake their
                                own self-will for the Will of God. Therefore, in Subud, everyone is free to
                                speak of their own experiences and of what they receive in and from the
                                latihan. Since no one can induce for himself the action of the latihan,
                                whatever may be told remains "outside." Nevertheless, it enables those who
                                wish to approach Subud to understand what is needed before they ask to be
                                admitted.
                                   The need can be stated very simply. We ask that we should be put in
                                contact with the Holy Power that gives Life to the soul of man. We
                                recognize that the contact must be made beyond ourselves—not "beyond" in
                                the sense of outside—but beyond our minds and feelings, in the higher, the
                                eternal part of ourselves. Since we are imprisoned in the lower, temporal part
                                of our nature, we cannot, of our own will, reach the place where the contact
                                is to be made, and therefore we must ask for help. This asking is an act of
                                our own, and we can only make it with that part of us which is aware of
                                what it means. That is, for nearly all people, their personality, since the
                                essence is still asleep. Thus, our asking is inevitably incomplete. The latihan
                                itself is the means whereby the incomplete, imperfect asking can be
                                completed and made perfect.
                                  If all this can be made more or less clear to our William Jones, he sees
                                that he must ask not for results, but for the opening of possibilities. He does
                                not ask because he understands what he wants, but because he realizes that
                                he does not understand.
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                                In baptism, the question is put and answered, not by the child but by the
                                godparents who stand as witnesses. They are presumed already to have
                                experienced the inward change that comes from the awaking of the soul's
                                powers, and when they ask for baptism on behalf of the child they bear
                                witness to the truth and reality of the transformation. Unfortunately, baptism,
                                this holy symbol of the Christian faith, has lost nearly all its meaning, so
                                that even sincere Christians do not understand their responsibilities. The very
                                form of the Christian service suggests "working from without," since the
                                godparents are enjoined to see that the child is taught the Creed and the
                                Commandments, and is brought to the bishop for confirmation. Thus what is,
                                in reality, solely a matter of faith in the Grace of God is made to appear as a
                                promise to fulfil certain external obligations.
                                  Those who have received the latihan come to understand from their own
                                experience the meaning of faith and of Grace, and if they belong to the
                                Christian profession, they find that all the Sacraments of their religion
                                acquire a new depth and a new power. If they are called upon to be
                                godparents, they see for themselves that the moment of baptism is indeed a
                                moment of opening, when the Holy Spirit enters and gives birth to the new
                                man.
                                  Many people have asked how the opening is "done." The answer is that
                                nothing at all is done, either by those who receive the contact or by those
                                who are witnesses. Faith cannot be transmitted from one person to another.
                                But the "witness" has been accepted by God as an instrument, and the faith
                                which has been been given to him makes the contact possible for the other.
                                   Although the contact itself is made not in time, but in eternity, the latihan
                                itself lasts for half an hour or more. This makes it possible for the inner
                                working to begin, even though most of those who receive the contact are at
                                first aware of nothing at all. When there are physical sensations and
                                movements, or new states of feeling, the newcomer recognizes that
                                "something" has happened, but the true nature of this something cannot be
                                grasped at all.
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                                   There are a few, very few, whose experience is much stronger and deeper,
                                and who have no doubt from the first that they have been in the presence of
                                a Holy Power. There are also many trainees who at first experience little or
                                nothing and are disappointed that "nothing seems to have happened." To
                                such, patience is advised and persistence, for our practical experience has
                                shown that not one in a hundred who persists with the latihan fails, within
                                two or three months, to become aware of a new force working in him, and
                                sees results that convince him that something has occurred that has not come
                                from his own thought, feeling or desire.
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                                It is a principle of all true spiritual work that he who has received must
                                repay, but this can be done only by helping one's neighbour. The work of a
                                helper is onerous, for he has to bear the burdens of others. This burden-
                                bearing is not a matter only of giving time and attention to the work, but of
                                being ready to take upon oneself the inner state of other people. The helper is
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                                more open and more sensitive than those who are still wholly imprisoned in
                                their personalities and in their physical natures. The latter are in process of
                                throwing out the poisons that have accumulated as a result of their past lives,
                                and these poisons enter—in part at least—into more sensitive people in their
                                vicinity, namely the helpers. This can produce very painful or unpleasant
                                experiences. One of the reasons why the helpers are permitted to do the
                                latihan more often is that they can thereby throw out again, or "cleanse"
                                themselves of, the impurities or poisons they have picked up.
                                   Those trainees who become helpers are soon aware that Subud is not a
                                short cut to an easy life, but rather the acceptance of a heavy burden.
                                Gurdjieff's famous formula, "self-perfecting by way of conscious labour and
                                intentional suffering," is indeed applicable to Subud. As with many other
                                such formulae, the real meaning of what Gurdjieff taught only becomes
                                apparent when a person experiences for himself the inner working, and sees
                                the true nature of human freedom. He is then liberated from the illusion of
                                "doing," but understands that it is open to him to accept or reject a burden
                                that no one obliges him to bear. His acceptance of the burden involves him
                                in "conscious labour and intentional suffering." The suffering is not of the
                                soul, that is his "I" or true self, but of the instruments, that is the body, the
                                feelings and the mind. Furthermore, this suffering is necessary for his own
                                purification and completion. It is effectual in this only because it is
                                "conscious and intentional;" that is, accepted by his own free will. Such
                                suffering is compatible with a deep and enduring happiness. Indeed, those
                                who have been privileged to act as helpers are all agreed that they
                                experience a sense of unfailing joy, that comes from realizing that what they
                                are doing is best for themselves.
                                   The role of the helpers in the latihan requires that they should be able to
                                preserve their own state of conscious surrender to the inward working of the
                                latihan, while at the same time keeping some contact with what is happening
                                to those around him. This is accomplished, not by letting one's attention flow
                                outwards towards others, but by intensifying one's own surrender. It is by no
                                means easy to find the inner balance between one's own worship and
                                "concern" (in the Quaker sense) with those about one.
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                                One learns in the latihan that the two commandments of Jesus—"Thou shalt
                                love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all
                                they mind" and "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself"—have a very
                                precise and literal meaning. The helpers begin to see that it is in our power
                                to fulfil these commandments providing we do not attempt to "do" anything
                                from our own will. Those who wish to help their neighbours from their own
                                strength and their own understanding shut themselves off from the very
                                possibility of helping anyone.
                                                                   5. Openers
                                   Those who come to the latihan often ask, "What is it that Pak Subuh does?
                                Does he pray for us? Or has he a power that he directs towards us?" Some
                                think that some kind of hypnotic influence is at work, or even that it is a
                                form of magic. No one who himself has acted as opener can have any
                                doubts on the matter. We do nothing whatever to the people, or even for
                                them. The opener enters the latihan exactly as if he were alone in the room.
                                Indeed the sense of being alone in the presence of a great Power is the
                                strongest and clearest element of the whole experience. It is that Power that
                                gives new life to the soul, and not ourselves, nor anything that we do. Pak
                                Subuh says that the witness must have true faith, but I am bound to say that
                                I, for one, am aware of nothing in myself, not even faith. I can say,
                                however, that I have been aware, without any doubt, of the presence of
                                angels during the latihan.
                                  For a time one may cease to be aware of the presence of the others, but
                                there comes a moment when one is conscious of participating in their
                                experience. One knows when someone is being disturbed by his thoughts or
                                his feelings, or whether he is obstructing the process by trying to do
                                something of his own. Those who feel that they "ought" to be doing
                                something to co-operate with the process communicate their anxiety to the
                                openers.
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                                   A most extraordinary moment of the latihan comes when one is aware that
                                the contact has been made. It is as though the heat of the human passions is
                                quenched for a moment, and the coating of the personality is pierced so that
                                a new life can begin to flow. One is then aware of the presence of a very
                                fine substance or energy that itself is conscious. It would not be appropriate
                                to describe this energy as a "suprasensible light." This energy envelops us all
                                and makes it possible to participate in the inner experience of others.
                                  The burden upon those who open is heavy, for they are bound to absorb
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                                moment that the contact is made. Sometimes one feels ill for several days
                                afterwards. In the case of one man who rashly took upon himself to open
                                more people in a given period of time than Pak Subuh had authorized,
                                several months of ill-health were the penalty he had to pay. This alone
                                places a limit upon the transmission of the contact. Generally the burden is
                                greatly lightened when two or more act as "witnesses" in the opening.
                                Indeed, Pak Subuh lays down as a general rule that one should open while a
                                second stands beside him to share the burden. Nevertheless, when the need
                                arises, all limitations are swept away. Recently, three hundred and twenty-
                                six men and women were opened in Ceylon within three weeks by one man
                                and one woman with the help of two Ceylonese who had themselves been
                                opened during a brief visit to Coombe Springs.
                                   The Subud latihan is invariably arranged separately for men and women.
                                Men are opened by men and women by women. Not only are the men's and
                                women's latihan separate, but it is recommended that while the state of
                                openness persists—which may be for one or two hours after the latihan—
                                men and women should as far as possible remain apart. An obvious
                                justification for this rule is that, when open, men and women are in a
                                sensitive state and can readily be influenced by one another. There is a
                                deeper reason connected with the very nature of man. In effect, it means that
                                in the spiritual life it is necessary to accept a strict discipline in regard to the
                                relations between the sexes, for the very reason that deep and strong forces
                                are aroused when the soul of man is given a new life. These forces are
                                necessary, but they cannot be regulated by the human personality. They
                                belong to the essence, and only an awakened essence can direct them aright.
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                                The latihan can be made at any time, but usually not more than thrice a
                                week in the early stages. Some twelve to twenty sessions are usually
                                required before the process is well established. There are, however, great
                                differences between individuals, some receiving almost at once, others
                                requiring many months or even years to become conscious that a new force
                                is working in them.
                                   Usually, after a few months, such difficulties have been overcome and
                                trainees understand clearly that their freedom of choice is never for a
                                moment removed from them and that there is no danger at any time of losing
                                consciousness. They also become convinced that the action in the latihan
                                comes from within themselves, and not from any other person. When this
                                stage is reached, people are authorized to continue the latihan alone in their
                                own homes. Usually, they can then become helpers for others.
                                  In this chapter, I have described the latihan, but not its effects. In later
                                chapters, I shall give examples of the manner in which the latihan works in
                                people of different types and conditions.
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                                his nature. There are four such forces:
                                1. The Material forces. These come from the attraction exerted upon man by
                                the energies of the material world. They are properly called "Satanic Forces"
                                and those who employ them are "Black Magicians."
                                2. The Vegetable forces. These act upon man through his instincts. They are
                                natural forces, and those who use them are called "Red Magicians."
                                3. The Animal forces. These act through the emotions and passions of man,
                                and those who are able to manipulate these forces are called "Yellow
                                Magicians."
                                4. The Human forces that act through the nature of man himself. Those who
                                are able to use these forces are called "White Magicians."
                                  In all magic without exception the action is by one man upon other men.
                                The human will is the directive influence, and the power to use it in this way
                                depends upon special training and special knowledge. This knowledge is not
                                "occult" or "transcendental," for the lower forces are within range of our
                                ordinary human understanding, and their laws can be discovered by
                                observation and experiment.
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                                   Red magic is much less common than black. It comprises all kinds of
                                hypnotism and suggestion that act upon people primarily through the nervous
                                system and the blood. It also includes the use of "magnetic" powers. Most of
                                the psychiatric techniques, including psychoanalysis, belong to the category
                                of red magic. Here it must be emphasized that the sincere aim of the red
                                magician may be to benefit his client, and that good results can be obtained
                                by these means. They have, however, one common and fundamental defect
                                —that they transfer the initiative from the patient to the practitioner, who
                                afterwards finds it very hard to restore the freedom he has taken away.
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                                  The word Budhi has baffled the commentators. Some understand by it the
                                Power of the Intellect, others Consciousness, and others again explain it as
                                the inner agent, or will of man. Pak Subuh takes it to mean "The inner force
                                or power that resides within the nature of man himself." It is not the
                                individuality or self-hood of man, nor even his soul, but rather the limitless
                                potentiality for development and progress that is the true motive power in the
                                spiritual life.
                                   Few Sanskrit words have been so misused as Dharma. In the motto of the
                                Theosophical Society—Nasti Satyat para Dharmo—it is translated as
                                religion. It is often taken to mean law, or the world order. Others again
                                translate it as duty or even fate. The Pali equivalent, Dhamma, occurs in one
                                of the most ancient Buddhist scriptures—the Dhammapada—as the
                                description of the way of life of the Bhikkhu or Buddhist mendicant priest.
                                Pak Subuh interprets Dharma to mean "Submission, surrender and sincerity
                                in receiving the gift of Grace from the Almighty."
                                  When the three words are combined, they denote the perfect harmony of
                                the inner life (Budhi) and outer life (Susila) that is attained when our entire
                                being is submitted to the Will of God as it is revealed to us through the
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                                highest centre of consciousness, seated not in the brain but in the soul.
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                                  This suggests a second and deeper meaning for the word Subud. Pak
                                Subuh has explained that it should also be taken as a reminder of the great
                                universal law: "Everything that arises from a Source must return again to its
                                Source" or "That which proceeds from God returns to God again."
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                                This symbol with seven circles, seven lines and forty-nine points was
                                revealed to Pak Subuh as the emblem of the Subud Brotherhood. The
                                purpose of such an emblem is to serve as a constant reminder of the aim and
                                the way that we follow. The symbol is not a new one: it is familiar in the
                                Kabbala and elsewhere both as seven circles and also as the sevenfold
                                candlestick each branch of which has seven joints, again making forty-nine.
                                Indeed, "seven times seven" is a notion that occurs in many ancient
                                mysteries. In taking it as a symbol, Pak Subuh is true to his own assertion
                                that he brings no new teaching or dogma. He happens to make use of the
                                Kabbalistic formulae that have been taken into the Sufi mysticism of Islam.
                                His descriptions and explanations of the spiritual life could equally well be
                                given in the languages of ancient Egypt, Babylon or China; in that of the
                                Divine Names of Dionysius the Areopagite, or in that of Gurdjieff's psycho-
                                cosmology. Since it is a cardinal point with Pak Subuh that the ultimate
                                realities can never be expressed in any language, he is content to make use
                                of symbols and forms that are already familiar. It is necessary to have some
                                means of communication—chiefly to help people to understand what they
                                themselves experience. But description without experience is worse than
                                useless, for it conveys a false sense of knowing what in fact never can be
                                known with the mind. All that is contained in the present chapter will be
                                familiar enough to those who have studied hermetic literature but, so long as
                                the familiarity is with words and forms only, it is an obstacle rather than a
                                help towards real understanding. Hence Pak Subuh's reiterated advice is
                                "Experience first—explanations second." This can also be expressed in the
                                Chinese saying, "He who has not tasted cannot know."
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                                and the power of God penetrating through all worlds, and the Cross is the
                                emblem of Christianity signifying the union of the Divine and human
                                worlds, so has every faith its own reminding factor. The emblem of Subud
                                indicates that it does not take the place of any faith or profession. It has no
                                beginning, and therefore no Founder. It has no end, and therefore no place. It
                                is a means that is universal and open to all who realize that they cannot live
                                completely unless all levels of their own being are penetrated and pervaded
                                by the universal life giving Power of the Holy Spirit of God.
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                                   The seven circles represent the seven great spheres of universal life, and
                                they also signify the seven modes in which this life is manifested. These can
                                be described as souls or powers. It is always hard to find a suitable word to
                                describe the quality that characterizes a particular class of essences. The soul
                                itself cannot be separated from its own qualities, nor can the qualities be
                                found elsewhere than in the kind of soul to which they belong. Nevertheless,
                                it seems best to use the word power to designate the seven modes of
                                existence which influence human life. These are:
                                   Only the four lowest of these seven are accessible to the mind of man and
                                can, therefore, be described by means of words and images. The three
                                highest levels are entirely beyond the apprehension of the human mind, the
                                fifth and sixth are accessible to the two higher centres in man, but the
                                seventh is beyond the highest possible human consciousness.
                                  We cannot have a right attitude towards Subud unless we grasp one very
                                simple truth. The human mind cannot know anything except what reaches it
                                through the human senses: sight, touch, hearing and the rest. The scholastic
                                philosophers used to say: there is nought in the mind that was not first in the
                                senses. This truth is accepted today, as it has always been by anyone who
                                takes the trouble to examine what our thoughts are made of. It does not,
                                however, follow that there is no reality that our senses cannot perceive. On
                                the contrary, we can see only a small part, and hear and touch a small part of
                                what is actually around us. Our minds cannot know this, because they really
                                are limited by our senses. So that although we may talk and write about an
                                invisible world, about eternal realities, about life after death, about the soul
                                and conscience and even about God—we cannot know anything at all about
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                                these suprasensible objects. Neither can anyone else know them. Our minds
                                are shut in by a barrier through which thought cannot pass. But we are not
                                the same as our minds, any more than we are our head or our hands. All
                                these are instruments of man, not the man himself.
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                                We could not even suspect the existence of powers higher than our human
                                powers, if there were not in us instruments that are themselves higher than
                                the mind. But, just because these instruments are indeed higher, they cannot
                                be brought under the control or expected to obey the orders of the mind.
                                They will obey the soul, whose instruments they are, but if the soul is asleep
                                or unborn, then they have no master, and they must wait in peace until the
                                master comes.
                                   All that can be said about the three highest powers is that they do not arise
                                and grow out of the lower ones, as plants grow from minerals, animals from
                                plants and man from animals. The power of the complete man enters him
                                from above—it is a gift that depends solely on the Grace of God. Only when
                                the human soul is filled with this power can it reach perfection and enter the
                                realm of the just man made perfect that is beyond anything that our senses
                                can perceive.
                                  The sixth power is far higher and greater than that of the complete or
                                perfect man. It is universal—not confined within the limits of our solar
                                system. The soul that is illuminated by this sixth power participates in the
                                Divine Compassion by which all worlds are sustained.
                                   Of the seventh power we can say nothing at all. It seems that it must arise
                                from beyond the whole existing universe—but these are mere words. We
                                cannot even know what we mean by the "Power of God." The soul into
                                which this Power enters is wholly united in its Will with the Will of God.
                                But since the soul itself is a creature and can never be the same as God, we
                                cannot hope to understand this unity of Will, unless God Himself chooses to
                                reveal it to us.
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                                The first of the essential powers is that which works through material
                                objects. It is this power that acts upon our senses and enables us to see and
                                touch and form images. The words that we use in speaking and thinking
                                acquire their meaning from these sensible images. Thus when we say the
                                word "table," we evoke in ourselves the forces that act on us when we see
                                and touch a table, so we have an image of a table. We have the same kind
                                of images when we say "tree" or "cow" or "man." This means that all our
                                images belong to the power of material objects.
                                   We cannot doubt that there is such a power, because material objects are
                                able to attract our attention and arouse our interests and our desires.
                                Nevertheless, this power belongs to the lowest world, and for this reason it is
                                also called the Satanic Power. Those whose souls are dominated by the
                                power of material objects feel themselves secure only when they have
                                possessions around them. They are afraid of losing their possessions because
                                their soul can find no other support. Men will even kill themselves if they
                                lose their possessions, and they will kill or harm others in order to acquire
                                them. Even if they are restrained from such violent actions, by training or
                                habit or fear, they are nevertheless dependent on material things, and value
                                themselves and others by the quantity and quality of the possessions they
                                can collect around them. Such people cannot even imagine that they are the
                                slaves of the Satanic power, because they have no other experience with
                                which to compare their own.
                                   It is a hard saying, but true, that nearly all people in the world today live
                                under the power of material objects and cannot exist without them. The
                                Satanic powers also dominates the earth itself—that is the material planet
                                with its earth, water and air. Therefore people who are under the material
                                power are imprisoned on the earth. They can exist only on the earth, and
                                when they die their only possibility of further existence is to return to the
                                earth. If, however, the soul is not brought to life the essence cannot easily
                                find its way back into a human form, and is likely to be absorbed into the
                                material objects to which it is so much attached.
                                  The second Power is that of the plant essence. This power is far more
                                highly differentiated and more "alive" than the material power. It is the
                                support of all life on the earth, not merely in the form of food for our bodies,
                                but as the source of all the diverse impulses that form the "nature" of men
                                and animals. For this reason the vegetable power is sometimes called also
                                the force of desire. Those who are dominated by the vegetable power are
                                clear and strong in their impulses.
                                The "world of plants" is far higher than the world of material objects. It is an
                                invisible world, for it is composed of the essences that are hidden in the
                                plants. To understand this we must refer again to the Subud emblem, and
                                remember the seven lines that transect the seven circles. Thus a man may be
                                under the influence of plant powers and yet be able to perceive only that
                                which reaches him through his senses. Then he sees plants only as material
                                objects and has no respect for the essences that are hidden in them.
                                   The third Power, that of the animal forces, is the source of the "character."
                                Thus, some men have the character of a dog, others of a bull or a pig or a
                                tiger. These "characters" are hidden by the external human form and by the
                                outer human instruments, especially the mind; that is, all that I have called
                                the "personality." Consequently, we do not easily recognize the essential
                                characters of people, and suppose that all "men" are really men. The quality
                                of the essence depends upon the powers that predominate in it. Thus it is
                                possible for a "man" to have the character of a dog and to be dominated by
                                material or Satanic influences, and yet he and other people take for granted
                                that he really is a man. Many such strange combinations are possible, and
                                when we begin to acquire the faculty of perceiving the hidden realities, we
                                understand that "humanity" is still very far from being truly human.
                                   The comparison of mankind to a child is far from adequate for it does not
                                allow for the immense complexity of the whole human situation. In one
                                aspect, humanity can be compared to a child of four or five years old. In
                                another, we must think of the slow emergence from the animal essence into
                                the human essence that started a bare million years ago, and may take
                                several more millions of years to complete. Our human organs and functions
                                are subject to predominantly sub-human powers in our nature. Again,
                                mankind is an integral part of the entire life of the earth—the biosphere—
                                and can never be understood apart from this whole to which we all belong.
                                In this respect, the entire human race is rather more in the situation of an
                                embryo still contained and nourished in the womb, than a child already born
                                and in some measure competent to see to its own needs. Thus, the influence
                                upon men of the animal Power is more important and penetrates more deeply
                                into our nature than those of the material and vegetable Powers. In the
                                Megalanthropic Epoch, with its emphasis upon the salvation of the
                                individual, the organic significance of mankind—of the whole human race—
                                was almost lost to sight. It is a clear indication of the coming of the new
                                Epoch that men are turning more and more towards the realization of human
                                solidarity and interdependence.
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                                earth. Then people will begin to be aware of the immense significance of the
                                Animal Essence and the Power that flows through it.
                                  The fourth or Human Power is that which flows through the human
                                essence. Inasmuch as mankind has not yet evolved to the stage at which
                                there is a true social consciousness, the mutual influence of human beings
                                upon one another very seldom comes from the Human Power. Nearly always
                                the action either proceeds from the lower powers, and especially those of the
                                material world, or else it comes from the personality, that is, the artificial
                                covering by which the essence is enveloped. The true brotherhood of
                                mankind must come from the operation of the Human Power—but so long
                                as men are closed up by their personality and subject even in their essence to
                                sub-human forces, there can be no "brotherhood from within." Consequently
                                the social relationships of mankind as we know them today are almost
                                exclusively the result of external attractions and outward restraints.
                                   We must not blame people for this situation. It is inevitable in our present
                                immature state, and thousands of years may have to pass before a truly
                                human society can arise on the earth and embrace all organic life within a
                                single family. Nevertheless, we can already see in the working of Subud that
                                those who can persist through the early stages come to a new and essential
                                realization of what a human society should be, and can begin to experience
                                the working of the Human Power in their relations with their fellow man.
                                   Although nearly all the wealth of experience that enters through the
                                Human Power is closed to those whose soul is not yet brought to life, there is
                                one manifestation that is necessary for human existence and is therefore
                                made to operate independently of the inner condition. This is the power of
                                sex. The relationship between man and woman is a true human relationship
                                that penetrates through the personality and acts in the essence. Consequently,
                                the relationship of the sexes, at all times and for all people, has provided the
                                greatest opportunities and has also been fraught with the greatest hazards for
                                the human soul. Pak Subuh reminds us that the sexual force is the very first
                                to enter a man's life, since it is present at the moment of conception. The
                                Subud Emblem reminds us that every Power cuts through all levels, and it
                                can therefore happen that a high Power in the soul comes under the
                                domination of a lower Power in the essence.
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                                This is indeed what almost always happens with the power of sex: in nearly
                                all men and women it is directed by the animal Powers, influenced by the
                                vegetable passions and brought to shame by the material or Satanic powers.
                                When the Human Power is rightly manifested in the human essence, it is the
                                means for the completion of man and for his preparation for the Divine
                                Grace of the perfected human soul.
                                   The Primal Essence is also called the Great Life Force that flows through
                                everything from the highest to the lowest, and from the lowest to the
                                highest. It is called by Gurdjieff the "common-cosmic-Ansanbaluiazar,"
                                which he defines by the formula "Everything issuing from everything and
                                again returning into everything."* The flow of the Primal Essence from
                                above below and from below above is called Involution and Evolution, and
                                it is responsible for the common cosmic exchange of substances by which
                                the life of the entire universe is maintained.
                                   The Sacred Essence that proceeds directly from the Will of God, and
                                surrounds and pervades everything is the Power that makes possible the
                                return of all essences to their source. Thus in the Creed it is also called The
                                Lord and Giver of Life.
                                  Although names can be given to the Sacred Essences and even some kind
                                of description of their characteristics can be attempted, the truth is that,
                                being
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                                our understanding , they are not remote from us. On the contrary, our very
                                existence and all our potentialities depend upon them alone. Without them,
                                the whole universe and all its contents would collapse into nonentity and
                                chaos.
                                  Pak Subuh adopts the ancient symbolism of light or fire, air or wind,
                                water, and earth, to designate the four states of the prime source cosmic
                                substance that I have called Hyle. Each of these states is capable of entering
                                our experience in four degrees of materialization. These are essences,
                                elements, forms andbodies.
                                   Bodies are the content of the sensible world. We can see and touch them,
                                and they are the raw material of our thoughts. Bodies come under the laws
                                of space and time: for example, two bodies cannot occupy one place. Natural
                                science studies the behaviour of bodies of all kinds, but its results are
                                expressed in terms of forms. Forms are the eternal patterns from which
                                bodies are derived. Thus there is human form, that is brought into existence
                                at the moment of conception and directs the subsequent development of the
                                embryo and continues throughout life to regulate existence. The elements are
                                the forces that project forms into existence. We can become aware of the
                                elements only through the higher instruments. They cannot be objects of
                                thought, for they are not limited by forms. The essences are the ultimate
                                realities that are free from determination. They can be apprehended only by
                                the power of objective consciousness.
                                   I shall not attempt here to develop Pak Subuh's scheme or show how it
                                serves to harmonize natural science, psychology, transcendental philosophy
                                and theology. The second volume of The Dramatic Universe, which was
                                written before I met Subud, contains my own interpretation of the
                                relationships between matter and consciousness, between existence and
                                essence, that does not seem to me to contradict anything in Pak Subuh's
                                presentation. I should however, emphasize that Pak Subuh is not all
                                concerned with constructing a rational system of philosophy or a theory of
                                existence. He makes use of terms only when they are necessary to help
                                people to understand the various experiences that occur during the latihan, or
                                as a result of its action.
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                                After the first few latihans, most trainees report that they observe a sense of
                                deep relaxation and well-being. Both during and after the latihan, they
                                experience an exceptionally clear state of consciousness that persists for one
                                or two hours. These effects are very different from those obtained in
                                voluntary relaxation exercises, which usually produce drowsiness and
                                contentment rather than a state of vivid consciousness. Again, many trainees
                                report that, although they may arrive at the latihan tired and out of temper,
                                they invariably experience a reversal of state and leave the room fresh and
                                cheerful. Such results are to be expected from mild physical exercises that
                                can restore a normal blood circulation after a prolonged period of mental
                                effort, or other sedentary work. Nevertheless, there is a quality that
                                distinguishes the latihan from relaxation exercises and gymnastics, and also
                                from breathing exercises or the use of special postures such as those
                                practised in Hatha Yoga. This quality consists in the progressive character of
                                the latihan. So long as the process is not interfered with by any effort of
                                attention, expectation of results or anxiety of any kind, the latihan
                                progressively changes its action, as if some inner energy were opening for
                                itself ever new channels through which to flow. Trainees often show surprise
                                at the sense of novelty and unexpectedness that accompanies almost every
                                latihan. This is characteristic of "working from within," which reproduces in
                                the outer parts of the self the changes that are taking place in the essence.
                                   One difficulty that was encountered at first by many trainees, but now is
                                gradually disappearing, is in understanding what is meant by "not thinking."
                                The effort to exclude thoughts is no different from the effort to keep
                                attention upon a single idea or image. The psychological experiment "How
                                long can you not think about a white elephant?" illustrates the point. So long
                                as one tries to keep the image or thought of a white elephant out of one's
                                attention, it constantly recurs. If one ceases to try, the image soon disappears
                                —"we forget about it." Thus all that commonly passes for "meditation" and
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                                With the latihan, exclusion of any kind is a barrier. Those who try to hold
                                their thoughts upon any idea—even that of worship—obstruct the exercise.
                                Since the inner force is present from the moment of opening, such an effort
                                is a "kick against the pricks," and those trainees who make it, often complain
                                that the day after the latihan they feel ill or exhausted. Those complaints are
                                an indication that the advice "not to think" has been misunderstood. Such
                                effects in the latihan are mainly responsible for the negative reactions of
                                about one in ten of those who are opened.
                                  The preliminary stage of the latihan may last from one to six months.
                                During this time the effects are mostly transient, and the trainees experience
                                chiefly a sense of well-being that is due to an improvement in the instinctive
                                bodily functions. Even where there are strong emotional reactions, these are
                                usually due, when positive, to the release of tensions in the organism, and
                                when negative, to the resistance of some bodily habit to the inward Power.
                                Pak Subuh has compared this stage to that of a child's first visit to the
                                kindergarten where it is shown the various implements and toys—but has
                                not begun to use them. In order to understand the further process a little
                                better, it is necessary to return to the theme of the last chapter.
The Seven Powers that together make the totality of all Existence.
The Holy Spirit that is the Power of God enveloping the world.
                                   The Subud contact is made by the Holy Spirit that descends upon the soul
                                of man who is opened to receive it. When the soul is opened, it becomes a
                                receptacle or a channel for the great life force. Through this force, an action
                                is initiated that brings to life all parts of man on all levels, and brings him
                                eventually to the true human soul.
                                * Cosmic Impulse is the term I have adopted in The Dramatic Universe, Vol. II, and which I
                                propose to retain for the purposes of my own personal exposition.
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                                Since there are four lower powers, there are four stages of purification or
                                preparation. These can be represented by the diagram below.
                                   In the diagram, the four circles represent the four lower powers: material,
                                vegetable, animal and human. They also stand for the physical organism, the
                                feelings or passions, the understanding or intellect, and the true self of man,
                                or consciousness. The four circles are also described as four "bodies," but
                                these must be understand as essences. Thus the material body is not the same
                                as the physical organism, but the life force that regenerates the organism and
                                is the seat of the true bodily consciousness or sensation.
                                   The point in the centre represents the Spirit, which is the point of contact
                                at which the Great Life Force enters.
                                  or life-giving energy flows from the spirit into the physical organism, and
                                regenerates or "reconnects" it. It is the beginning of this regeneration that is
                                experienced by the trainee as a sense of relaxation, accompanied by a vivid
                                consciousness of being "present" in his body.
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                                  Not all the movements in the latihan are externally visible. Sometimes
                                they are felt like an inner vibration accompanied by a strong sensation of one
                                or other limb or organ. Often again they are so fine as to be unobserved even
                                by the trainee himself. The whole process is one of cleansing of the
                                organism so that the life force can enter. This leads to a general state of
                                bodily health.
                                   When the first "essence-body" begins to take shape in man, his physical
                                organism is brought to life. This also means that it becomes "his" own body.
                                So long as the life force has not entered it, the body has no contact with the
                                spirit. It has no master, and the master—that is, the spirit—has no body. This
                                is a strange saying that cannot readily be understood with the mind. But the
                                Subud trainee comes to recognize the truth of it. He realized that his hands,
                                his eyes, and all his limbs and organs do not belong to "him" except when
                                the life force is present in him. It can make its home in him only when the
                                body is purified of its defects.
                                   Since the purification proceeds by stages, it can happen that a trainee starts
                                by discovering that one of his limbs or organs has come to life. He
                                recognizes that it is "his own" in a real sense, the very possibility of which
                                he had never previously imagined. When the process is complete, then the
                                essence-body fills the physical body with life and brings it into submission
                                to the spirit.
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                                This is the true meaning of the resurrection of the body and of the words of
                                the Apostle: "it is raised a spiritual body..." The resurrection of the body
                                must be completed in this temporal life, if it is to be an eternal reality. This
                                is the first stage of the "completion" of man.
                                   The first and most obvious change produced by the latihan is an increase
                                in physical energy and the ability to do work. When Subud first came to
                                Coombe Springs heavy new burdens were placed on an already over worked
                                household. A small number of men—resident students of the Institute—had
                                set themselves to complete the New Hall several months ahead of schedule
                                to make it available for the latihan. Visitors began to arrive from all parts of
                                the world, and all required help which no one was qualified to give them.
                                Moreover, in place of regular study groups held on Saturdays and Sundays
                                with relatively quiet evenings during the week, two or three hundred people
                                were arriving nearly every night for the latihan and turning the house upside
                                down. Under such conditions one might have expected frayed tempers and
                                physical collapse. In the event, not only was the burden carried, but there
                                was an all-round improvement in health and vigour, and the house became
                                quieter than ever before, notwithstanding the avalanche of trainees that
                                descended upon it five nights in the week.
                                   Very soon trainees began to report, with some surprise and diffidence, that
                                they were observing that various complaints had disappeared. Often these
                                were minor chronic conditions of the kind that people get used to without
                                ceasing to be troubled by them. Since the symptoms usually come and go, it
                                is not at once obvious that they have disappeared for good. It was, therefore,
                                not for several months that it became certain that permanent improvements
                                in health had occurred to at least a hundred of the trainees. Typical
                                conditions cured in this way include various skin troubles, colitis, gout,
                                haemorrhoids, lumbago, migraines and insomnia. Only the person concerned
                                can be really sure that something has changed, and people are often inclined
                                to be over-hasty in reporting an improvement. Nevertheless, after some ten
                                months, it is no longer to be doubted that there has been a noticeable
                                improvement in health among the trainees.
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                                There is something much more telling than all these reports, and that is the
                                quite obvious change in appearance that comes when people are really
                                opened. The impression made upon Mary Cornelius after seven years has
                                already been reported. It happens constantly that people are startled to see a
                                friend's face looking years younger and more beautiful after the latihan. Not
                                only do the trainees themselves feel younger and full of energy, but they are
                                seen by their friends to be so. The presence of the Great Life Force makes
                                itself visibly apparent. The body that is rejuvenated from within, acquires a
                                finer texture of complexion and more harmonious movements and gestures.
                                   The same applies to the crises that occur in sick people. In the course of
                                eliminating the poisons, their symptoms are sometimes aggravated. When
                                this occurs it is a good indication that the latihan is working in the organism.
                                Even with people who are not sick, latent traces of old illnesses are soon
                                brought to the surface. I myself within the first three months (January to
                                March 1957) twice passed through two or three unpleasant days when
                                symptoms of dysentery and tuberculosis flared up in me. I suffered a severe
                                attack of dysentery in 1919, and contracted tuberculosis in 1935: though
                                both had been "cured" I had always been aware that I had weak spots in
                                consequence. After the two crises (about three weeks apart), I felt sure that
                                the last traces of these old illnesses had been eliminated. Later, I had
                                positive evidence that this had in fact occurred. This helped me to give
                                confidence to others who were disconcerted to find they had to "get worse
                                before they got better."
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                                 The situation just described may seem strange and even fantastic, and yet
                                we can confirm from our own experience that is possible to live so that we
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                                  I do not propose to cite any case histories. This is a matter for doctors,
                                and even for them it is seldom possible to assert definitely that a condition
                                would not have improved without the help of Subud. My own view is that
                                the general effect of the latihan upon the human organism has already been
                                clearly established. It is brought to life, rejuvenated in all its functions—
                                including the sexual function—and it acquires a higher resistance to
                                infection and overstrain that it had before. Where there is a pathological
                                condition, no improvement is observed until the psychic state is changed.
                                When calmness and confidence are restored the natural regenerative
                                functions of the organism can begin to assert themselves. This is enough to
                                account for most of the cases of "healing" that we have observed.
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                                Pak Subuh has emphasized that he wishes to do nothing without the co-
                                operation of the medical profession. It has been wrongly stated that Miss
                                Bartok rejected the advice of her doctors when she came to the latihan. In
                                fact, her own doctor, though frankly sceptical, said that he saw no harm in it,
                                because in any case she needed a rest and to have her confidence restored
                                before undergoing the operation.
                                In July 1957, the whole position was placed before a group of doctors who
                                were interested in Subud from the spiritual standpoint, and they agreed that
                                the best course would be to open a nursing home under medical supervision
                                and with a fully qualified nursing staff, to which patients could be sent. This
                                would enable a serious experiment to be made that could within a few years
                                enable the benefits of Subud to be assessed objectively.
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                                  The second stage is connected with food and breath. Trainees find that
                                they eat more in accordance with their needs and less according to their
                                appetite. Those accustomed to alcoholic drinks find that their need and
                                desire for alcohol steadily diminishes. Those with irregularities of breathing
                                —such as asthmatics—begin to observe alleviation of their symptoms. At
                                the same time, trainees become more sensitive to the quality of food. They
                                eat less, but it matters more to them whether the food is well prepared or not.
                                In this connection, Pak Subuh has laid emphasis on the great responsibility
                                that attaches to the preparation of food. "Rightly speaking, the cook should
                                be himself or herself in a state of purity—then the food will also be pure,
                                and people will be made happy by eating it."
                                   There is a further stage in which the eyes really begin to see and the ears
                                to hear, when the hands really touch the instruments they use. This
                                quickening of the senses is something unmistakable which scores of people
                                have observed without being told to expect it. At first, the experience is
                                transient, but slowly the new "natural body" enters into the old body and the
                                  When the organs and limbs are filled with the new life, they begin to obey
                                the voice of conscience, and not that of our own self-will. Thus trainees
                                begin to notice that when unpleasant or malicious thoughts arise in their
                                minds, to which they would habitually give expression, the words stop in
                                their throats and the expression of their face changes by itself. It is chiefly
                                due to this, that friends remark upon the alteration in the appearance of those
                                who follow the latihan.
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7. Elimination
                                The positive results described in the last section are by no means the most
                                obvious consequences of the latihan. There are also negative manifestations,
                                due to the elimination of impurities, or as it is sometimes called, "throwing
                                out." The physical organism of man is like a sponge that absorbs all kinds of
                                influences from the moment of birth. Unless he is able to come under the
                                law of "working from within," the traces of all these influences accumulate
                                in him, and enter his "personality."
                                   There are, undoubtedly, some very fine sensitive substances that absorb
                                and store up all these influences, and are responsible, among other things, for
                                the phenomenon of memory, that strange and important property of the great
                                life force. I have called them elsewhere the "sensitive energies." These
                                energies thus become tainted with all the bad habits of movement, instinct,
                                feeling and thought that are formed in the personality. In the latihan, the far
                                higher energy that is released from the higher centres seeks to fill the
                                organism with new life. It is obstructed by the tainted sensitive energy,
                                which it drives to the surface. The result is that memories lost in the
                                subconsciousness and habits that are suppressed in the external behaviour all
                                begin to produce visible reactions. Put simply, the trainees begin (a) to see
                                themselves as they really are, and (b) to show themselves to others also in
                                their true character.
                                  This produces, in the early stages of the latihan, situations that can be
                                difficult or embarrassing. It has been observed that in every centre where
                                Subud has started, there has been a period when every kind of personal
                                misunderstanding has run riot. People have quarrelled, and disagreed on all
                                kinds of practical issues that ordinarily would be settled without trouble.
                                Doubts, suspicions, jealousy, impatience, wounded vanity—in fact the whole
                                gamut of unpleasant and negative emotions are brought to the surface.
                                Among people accustomed to self-observation, such consequences cause
                                neither surprise nor consternation. Indeed, they are a clear proof that the
                                action of the latihan is a genuine purification.
                                   There is no doubt that the elimination is not merely a change of state, but
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                                the effective removal of "psychic toxins." The elimination is experienced by
                                the trainee himself as producing a state of inner cleanness. Trainees remark
                                upon the sense of being inwardly clean that they enjoy after the latihan. But
                                while the poison goes out of the trainee, it can enter into another person
                                whose purification is further advanced, and is therefore more sensitive.
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                                This can result in very unpleasant experiences for the helpers, who are
                                sometimes even physically sick as a result of some uncleanness that has
                                been eliminated by another. Another strange, but unquestionably objective,
                                proof that an actual substance is eliminated is the foetid odour that is often
                                observed in the vicinity of a trainee who is eliminating some unpleasant
                                habit. The odour is perceived by all the helpers present, and it suddenly
                                disappears when the elimination has occurred.
                                  For me personally, this threw light upon a problem that had vexed me for
                                years. I had observed that when I was sitting in front of a group of students
                                following Gurdjieff's exercises, I very often found myself with a headache,
                                or very exhausted and sometimes physically sick. I had asked other people
                                who were instructing groups, and found that they had the same experience,
                                but ascribed it to their own weakness, being confident that when they could
                                be more fully conscious and stronger in themselves they would cease to be
                                affected. However, as far as I was concerned, this trouble, instead of
                                improving, grew steadily worse, until I came to dread the days when I had to
                                instruct groups or give general talks.
                                   Very soon after the coming to the latihan, I understood for myself exactly
                                what had been happening, and found the way to cleanse myself of the
                                poisons that I had been absorbing. This was for me a real blessing, for I have
                                since been obliged constantly to be with people in whom some kind of
                                elimination was occurring, and have never suffered in the way I did before.
                                Trainees who in the course of their work have to meet sick, mentally
                                disturbed, nervous, angry or simply negative people, have reported the
                                immense benefit it has been to them to be able to "clean themselves out" by
                                a latihan at the end of such meetings.
                                  All the experiences described in this chapter refer to the first stage of
                                purification, by which the natural body of man is brought to life and filled
                                with the Great Life Force. This is what I understand by the resurrection of
                                the body, for it means that within the mortal perishable body is formed a
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Chapter 8
                                The true man in us is not of this earth and, although he lies sleeping in the
                                depths of our essence, he has not lost the thread that connects him with his
                                Source. From this connection, there arise in us impulses that are truly sacred
                                inasmuch as they are the means whereby we are drawn back towards our
                                place of origin.
                                  Four of the Sacred Impulses are of especial significance for Subud. These
                                are: surrender, patience, trust and sincerity. They do not originate in the
                                mind and the will of man, but they are operative in us only by our own
                                consent. Their connection with the latihan has already been mentioned and
                                by understanding them better we can come to appreciate the true role of
                                human freedom in the completion of our nature.
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                                The second sacred impulse is Patience. This is the acceptance of the times
                                and seasons that are not of man but of God. So long as we look for or expect
                                results, we hinder the inner working. Impatience is always a manifestation of
                                self-will. Even if our aim is our own perfecting or the true welfare of others,
                                we trip over ourselves if we "try to go faster than God." I have referred to
                                the two streams of life and mechanicalness; true patience enables us to be
                                carried safely and surely in the stream of life. All impatience throws us back
                                into the stream of mechanicalness that leads to destruction.
                                   Trust in God is both the condition and the fruit of spiritual awakening.
                                Trust, like patience, must come from within. Trust of the personality is
                                stupidity. The personality of man cannot trust God and indeed has no reason
                                to do so, for the personality is merely an earthly artefact, not a creature of
                                God.
                                  Trust in God is the assurance that His will is accomplished in all things.
                                Trust in man is the expectation of outward actions, but trust in God is the
                                work of conscience. A pupil asked Ibrahim Khawwas about trust (tawakkul);
                                the story goes on: "He replied 'I have no answer to this question just now,
                                because whatever I say is a mere expression, and it behoves me to answer by
                                my actions; but I am setting out for Mecca: do thou accompany me that thou
                                mayest be answered.' I consented. As we journeyed through desert, one day
                                an old man rode up to us and dismounted and conversed with Ibrahim for a
                                while; then he left us. I asked Ibrahim to tell me who he was. He replied
                                'This is the answer to thy question.' 'How so?' I asked. He said: 'This was the
                                Apostle Khidr, who begged me to let him accompany me, but I refused, for I
                                feared that in his company I might put confidence in him instead of in God,
                                and then my trust in God (tawakkul) would have been vitiated.'"
                                  The fourth sacred impulse is Sincerity. This means harmony between the
                                inner and outer life. Concerning sincerity, I will quote a passage from the Al
                                Hujwiri.
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                                  Through these sacred impulses man is drawn towards his source and to the
                                place that has been prepared for him beyond all private worlds. They are the
                                means given to us for attaining to complete Manhood.
                                The Subud Emblem symbolizes the seven levels and seven qualities of every
                                completed whole. The ultimate perfection of every created essence requires
                                that it should return to its Source enriched and transformed by having passed
                                through all levels of existence and realized its possibilities.
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                                Since man is a being incarnated on earth, his completion begins with his
                                earthly body. The first power is that of the material soul. This is subject to
                                the mechanical laws of earthly existence. In Gurdjieff's cosmo-psychology
                                the material soul is represented by the lower or mechanical part of the
                                centres of instinct, movement, feeling and thought. The material soul is
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                                earth-bound and can exist only in conjunction with an earthly body of which
                                it is the life principle.
                                  The third power is that of the animal essence. When dominated by earthly
                                forces—that is the state of unregenerate man—the third soul power is the
                                source of self-will and all motives that flow from self-will. When it is
                                purified it gives unity and consciousness by which a man becomes a stable,
                                independent being.
                                  The fourth is the true human power. Its principle seat is in the sex
                                function. It is the natural human soul that is characteristic of man. When the
                                Human Soul is purified of earthly attachments, it becomes the centre and
                                source of the individuality, of the 'I' that is truly human. There are thus two
                                different conditions of the human soul. The first is that of the man who has
                                become conscious of his real human nature and in whom all the functions are
                                harmonized. The second is that of the man who has achieved individuality
                                and has a permanent self or 'I.'
                                   The fifth degree is that of the complete human being. This cannot be
                                attained by evolution from below. It is a gift of Grace that God bestows
                                upon those human essences chosen to serve His Purposes on the earth. Pak
                                Subuh has said that during the coming Epoch there is the possibility that
                                seventy thousand men of the fifth degree will appear on earth. If this
                                possibility is fulfilled, human existence on earth will be protected from all
                                disasters that human folly might otherwise bring down upon the race.
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                                The sixth degree is that of the man into whom the Power of Compassion has
                                entered. He is complete within the limits of all finite worlds. It is said that if
                                two hundred such men were present on the earth, all human life would be
                                transformed and there would be peace everywhere. Nothing can be written
                                of the man of the sixth degree, for his highest soul power comes from
                                beyond the knowable worlds.
                                   The seventh and final degree is the soul of the perfect man whose will is
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                                eternally conjoined to the Divine Will. No ordinary man can have any
                                conception of this gradation, for the Divine Soul comes from the Source of
                                Creation and is not subject to development or transformation.
                                   I shall set down some of the explanations that Pak Subuh himself has
                                given. This is contrary to his own dictum "Experience first; explanation
                                second," which reminds me of my old friend Clarence Seyler's advice to
                                young scientists, "Facts first, and then more facts, and theories after." Even
                                this safeguard does not wholly suffice, for it is not easy to distinguish
                                spiritual realities from subjective imaginings. However, even this hazard can
                                be surmounted by patience and persistence—one great merit of the latihan is
                                that in it we come to see ourselves only too clearly and to know when it is
                                our own voice that imitates the tongues of angels.
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                                The first act in the drama of purification is enacted upon the level of our
                                earthly existence. If experiences belonging to a higher world come, they do
                                so only as fleeting glimpses that we must learn to assess at their true value.
                                They are signs of things to come, not evidence of attainment.
                                   In the material world, are reproduced each of the seven conditions of the
                                soul. For example, Pak Subuh speaks of saints and prophets of the material
                                world. Solomon represents the archetype of the prophet of materiality: he
                                had great powers, but all came from the material forces. Pak Subuh called
                                him once "the prophet of the successful man of affairs!" Those who are
                                satisfied with earthly existence can, through the latihan, pass through all the
                                seven gradations and acquire health, wealth and power, but remain attached
                                to the earth and must return to it again and again.
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                                   The energies of the First Abode are much finer than those of the world of
                                material objects and they can be perceived by man only when his senses are
                                purified. Although a man may have the qualities that correspond to this
                                world, he cannot enter it until he is prepared. Thus there can be men whose
                                soul qualities correspond to the second and third degrees who are
                                nevertheless wholly dominated by material forces and therefore can know
                                only earthly existence. We have therefore to distinguish again between levels
                                and qualities. Failure to make this distinction can lead to mistakes regarding
                                the stage which a given person appears to have reached. The Sufis
                                distinguish between hal or state and makam or station. In conversations with
                                Arab and Turkish Sufis, I have tried to get explanations of these two words,
                                but was never fully satisfied that they were understood. One of the
                                remarkable features of the latihan is the light thrown upon the obscurities of
                                various systems and teachings. It has undoubtedly helped me, more than
                                anything I have met, to understand Gurdjieff's cosmo-psychology, but it is
                                equally illuminating in the new meaning it brings to all mystical literature. It
                                is by an accident of birth that Pak Subuh has chosen the Sufi terminology to
                                describe the stages of the Subud path. Systems are like maps—they are
                                amusement for the man who stays at home and dreams of travel, but a very
                                real help to the man who journeys through unknown country.
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                                I make these comments here because it was only through the latihan that I
                                came to realize the all-important distinction between a quality or hal that can
                                be experienced and a level or gradation or makam that can be one's home or
                                Abode. Many people are deceived by "experiences" and imagine that they
                                are evidence of attainment of a higher level of being. The makam or station
                                can be occupied only if one has the necessary powers—that is the organs,
                                limbs, modes of perceptions and a body of the requisite fineness of
                                substance to be able to exist upon the level in question.
                                   This is illustrated by the transition region between the first and second
                                worlds. This region contains three stations or 'heavens.' These are often
                                described in mystical literature. When I have read about them I have passed
                                them over as incomprehensible. In the latihan, the reality of these
                                intermediate regions is unquestionable. More than one trainee has 'seen' the
                                first heaven as a vast expanse of blue ocean, and has realized that it could
                                not be entered with one's ordinary body. The value of such experiences is
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                                enhanced by the fact that they occurred to people who had never heard of
                                these Abodes and their significance. The possibility of entering the
                                intermediate stations or heavens while still on this earth depends upon
                                purification.
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                                   Pak Subuh insists with unusual firmness upon the sanctity of marriage and
                                upon the terrible harm that results from any kind of sexual promiscuity. I
                                could see for myself that this is not only fundamentally right, but attainable
                                in practice without difficulty or hardship by those who follow the latihan and
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                                succeed in entering upon the second stage of purification. It is impossible to
                                describe the sense of gratitude with which one becomes aware that one is
                                free from the action of forces that are so disturbing an influence in human
                                relationships.
                                   The force of sex belongs to the human world; that is, the fourth power of
                                the soul. It is the first of all the human powers, since it enters man at the
                                very moment of conception before his physical body begins to take shape.
                                Although it belongs to the essence, it manifests in all worlds. In the material
                                world, it is simply a force of attraction between men and women and it is
                                without discrimination. In our present age, when people are almost wholly
                                under the influence of material forces, the power of sex has become divorced
                                from its true human significance. It is hard to imagine a much greater
                                blessing for contemporary humanity, than that a means should be given for
                                the purification of the sexual power and the restoration of marriage to the
                                sacred place that it should occupy in the life of man. I am sure, not only
                                from my own experience, but from that of several others, that the latihan
                                does in fact lead to this result.
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                                When the effect of the exercise wears off, we return to our usual condition
                                of inward agitation. We get a taste (hal) of detachment or non-identification,
                                but we do not reach the Abode (makam) where it is a natural state. In the
                                second world, the polar forces of attraction and repulsion are replaced by the
                                triadic relationship of affirming, denying and reconciling impulses.
                                Liberation from like and dislike is far from indifference or apathy. On the
                                contrary, the qualities of situations and of people stand out more vividly than
                                ever before. The difference is that a reconciling force is present that enables
                                one not only to see the positive and negative aspects of every situation, but
                                also to see beyond to the place they occupy in a larger whole.
                                   Peace of mind and a cheerful heart are not small blessings. These are the
                                first-fruits of the second stage of purification. When Pak Subuh arrived with
                                his Indonesian helpers, we were all impressed by their constant gaiety and
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                                the unruffled calm with which they met the chaotic conditions of the first
                                weeks. We could see that these qualities were the outward result of an inner
                                state, or rather of a station, that they had reached and passed. Later we saw
                                that this Abode is one where there is genuine liberation from like and
                                dislike. It is the true non-attachment that is one of the aims of every
                                discipline and system of self-perfecting followed by man.
                                  Therefore, people are afraid of one another both individually and in the
                                mass—that is 'public opinion.' They depend upon external possessions and
                                are afraid of losing them. They are dimly aware that their personality cannot
                                exist out of this world, and so they fear death. When the great life force
                                enters the body it drives out fear, but the personality continues for a long
                                time to be the centre of initiative. Consequently, many fears remain until the
                                personality becomes wholly passive.
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                                This is attained only in the second stage of purification. If we could see into
                                the heart of man we would find many fears that are deeper than the
                                personality. These come from the realization that even in our essence we are
                                still blind to reality. We do not know who we are, nor where we are going.
                                Even that part of man—his essence—which is not destroyed by death, is
                                blind, unconscious and helpless. Dying in that state, it is lost and bewildered,
                                and must inevitably be drawn back into some form of earthly existence. To
                                die consciously has always been the aim of people who had any
                                understanding of the real nature of man. But the consciousness that is needed
                                at the moment of death must be of the essence and not of the personality,
                                and unless that consciousness is present, fear of death is inevitable. When I
                                was at school I was made by my headmaster, Lionel Rogers, a true mystic at
                                heart, to learn by heart Robert Bridges' Lines on a Dead Child, which I
                                quote, probably inaccurately, from memory after nearly fifty years:
                                  I refer to these early experiences of mine because they are directly linked
                                with much that happened to me in the latihan forty years later.
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                                I can only describe the state as one of complete clarity as to the continuity of
                                consciousness after death, and the realization that it is the greatest blessing to
                                be able to leave this life and enter into the next—providing one is ready for
                                it. I was able to say, with full assurance of its truth, that my happiest day on
                                this earth would be my last. Constantly to remember one's death, and to
                                know that one is ready for it is, I believe, a characteristic condition of the
                                latihan. With this, comes the end of fear of any of the forces of the material
                                world.
6. Further Stages
                                  In the latihan, about the time Pak Subuh arrived in England, I began to see
                                various symbols; some familiar, some quite new to me. Some of these
                                symbols seemed to have a universal meaning—as, for example, when I saw
                                the disc of the sun with the Cross in the midst of it, shining more brightly
                                than the sun itself. Several times I was able to tell Pak Subuh about what I
                                had seen. In nearly every case he showed me that the symbol was an
                                indication of my own state, of my own progress and of my own future, and
                                not a revelation of objective reality. As soon as he gave these explanations I
                                saw that they must be right, and yet I had not seen them for myself.
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                                From this I came to understand in a new way what Gurdjieff had taught
                                about higher emotional centre. I realized, for example, that the language of
                                this centre is symbolical, and that it's power lies in telling us about
                                ourselves, our state and our needs. I will only give one example of a
                                'personal' symbol. Once in the latihan I put out my hands and felt that a
                                globe had been placed in them. Its surface was as smooth as glass, and I
                                turned it over and over to make sure it was perfectly spherical. Although my
                                eyes were closed I could see that it was perfectly transparent, like a crystal.
                                It was heavy and yet it had no weight. As I was wondering what it meant, I
                                opened my mouth and this great globe—as large as a pumpkin—entered my
                                mouth and I swallowed it. I could feel it inside myself gradually being
                                absorbed.
                                   All this had no meaning for me whatsoever, but the same evening, after
                                latihan, I was able to describe it to Pak Subuh. He said that this was to show
                                that my understanding had been purified and that in future I would be able to
                                see the true meaning of ideas presented to me from outside or from within.
                                   Soon after this, I saw a number of symbols that referred to Subud. Once I
                                saw an angel appearing from beyond the sun and bringing a message to the
                                earth, and I understood that this meant that the origin of Subud was from
                                beyond the Solar System. At another time I found myself lifted far above the
                                earth into the space between the earth and sun. I saw the earth below me as a
                                tiny ball, and then I saw that a great force was taking hold of the earth and
                                shaking it. This I understood to mean that the Power that had sent Subud to
                                the earth was great enough to shake it to its foundations. Whenever such
                                visions have come to me, I have felt myself entirely detached and unmoved
                                by them—almost as if I were being shown pictures in a book that did not
                                concern me personally at all. As soon as the symbols withdrew, the latihan
                                continued as if nothing had happened.
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                                expressed in words without being far too definite and committal to be right.
                                Symbolism is not only a powerful language, but also a protection against
                                misunderstanding. A symbol may have many meanings, but we can only
                                apprehend them in so far as we are ready to do so. Verbal communications
                                can be very misleading, for words always seems to have a definite meaning
                                that the mind can grasp. True symbolic language is altogether beyond
                                thought and it must lose the greater part of its content when it is translated
                                into words.
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                                There is, certainly, far more in the further stages of purification than to
                                receive new means of communication. The third stage is essentially that in
                                which our motives are set free from personal elements. For example, there is
                                in man a sacred impulse to serve. Often people come to some form of
                                spiritual training for the professed reason that they wish thereby to learn how
                                to do the Will of God and to serve their fellow men. This profession may be
                                quite sincere, within the limitations of the personality that makes it. In the
                                latihan, the trainee begins to see himself as he really is, and he is obliged to
                                acknowledge the impurity of his motives. In the first stages, self-observation
                                affects his feelings and thoughts about himself and perhaps diminishes his
                                self-assurance, but it does not touch the source of his motives—that is, his
                                own self-will. It is not until after the purification of his lower nature that
                                there begins to arise in him a deeper consciousness that enables him to get
                                inside his own motives. This is the only way in which he can be liberated
                                from his self-will and so prepare himself to become a true normal man—that
                                is, one who acts in everything from a full awareness of the reason for his
                                own existence. Then all motives are subordinated to the single motive of
                                achieving manhood and the 'man' becomes a conscious individual, no longer
                                a collection of warring motives hiding a sub-human self-will.
                                   To be a man one must become one whole. This may seem simple, but it is
                                far removed from any condition that we know. On this earth, men are not
                                men, but only shadows of shadows. In the latihan, we begin to see our own
                                insubstantiality, and realize that we would not exist at all if we were
                                translated into the world of the true man. In that world, it is necessary to be
                                oneself wholly and without admixture of any sub-human elements. Until this
                                requirement is satisfied we should find ourselves like Peer Gynt standing
                                before the Button Moulder, compelled to admit that there is no one to answer
                                to our name.
                                  Our life here on earth in the midst of material objects is the lowest to
                                which human consciousness can descend. That which is below the earth is a
                                negative world out of contact with all reality. When man descends into that
                                world he loses every semblance of human nature.
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                                He has in him the materials from which a second body can grow, but they
                                have neither form nor function. The arising of the second body is an
                                immense transformation of the whole nature of man. He is no longer mortal
                                within the limits of earthly existence, but can enter the next life conscious of
                                the way before him. He can see and hear things that our physical eyes and
                                ears cannot perceive. These possibilities have been tested and demonstrated
                                to the Subud trainees, who discover that in the latihan they acquire an
                                entirely new sensitivity to impressions that leave no trace upon the senses.
                                All this is connected with what I have called the 'resurrection of the body.'
                                One of the most impressive features of the early stages of Subud is the speed
                                with which trainees begin to be aware of the appearance of a new life within
                                the body, and can verify for themselves that this new life is endowing them
                                with powers that seem almost supernatural. Indeed, in the literal sense, they
                                are supernatural, if we understand by 'nature' this visible world of material
                                objects.
                                   Pak Subuh has many times enabled selected trainees to verify for
                                themselves that existence in the second Abode is entirely different from the
                                world we know; the second body of man is composed of materials so fine
                                that it cannot be injured by material agencies. For example, it cannot be
                                burned by fire. Once, when this was being confirmed by test, I understood
                                how the martyrs who had received the second body were able to enter the
                                fire unmoved, and to pass through death with no disturbance of their inward
                                serenity and without any loss of consciousness.
                                   It is hard to realize that the second body, so often and so lightly spoken of
                                as the 'astral body,' is really a complete independent organism that must be
                                equipped with its own organs of perception, its own functions and its own
                                consciousness. Contrary to what is so often asserted in theosophical
                                literature, the second body does not exist in the ordinary man who has not
                                earned it. It must be conceived, developed, born and matured before it can
                                have an independent existence. Without it, the soul that enters the heavenly
                                regions is completely lost, and must inevitably return to the earth and re-
                                enter a body of the first kind.
                                  For man, the way forward is from world to world, until he returns to his
                                Source. In each world, he requires a different body and new instruments to
                                fulfil new functions. Beyond the second body, anything I might write would
                                be mere hearsay. There is no small risk of distorting into nonsense, what one
                                has heard but never in any degree experienced.
                                I shall, therefore, not attempt to write about the third and fourth bodies of
                                man, but all teachings that have authentic knowledge agree in affirming that
                                man must require four bodies before the soul is ready to receive the divine
                                gifts of Spirit.
                                  The complete human being is achieved through the fusion of the male and
                                female parts of the soul. The myth of Adam represents the undivided state as
                                primary, and the separation of the sexes as subsequent. This is a symbol of
                                generation, for at the moment of conception the parents are united, and the
                                power of sex acts by way of fusion of the male and female gametes. Sexual
                                differentiation is subsequent to the fusion. Thus not only is the force of sex
                                the first to enter the human essence, but it is also that which reunites the
                                separated parts to produce the androgyne fourth gradation of the human
                                essence. This prepares the place for the entry of the power and attributes of
                                the perfect human soul.
                                  The relationship between the sexes is thus not only the foundation of
                                human existence here on this earth, but also the means whereby the
                                completion of man is realized. This need not imply that the way to
                                completion of man is closed to the man or the woman who does not wish to
                                marry during their present life here on earth. All that it does imply is that the
                                unification of the male and female elements of the soul must be
                                accomplished either before or after the death of the physical body.
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                                   Therefore those who suppose that the virginity of Christ and His Mother
                                Mary is in any like human virginity are in grave error. Their virginity was
                                present in them because they were already complete, whereas human
                                virginity is the rejection of completion. The refusal of marriage can only be
                                justified when it is made with the humility of one who is conscious of his
                                inadequacy, not with the arrogance of one who deems that he has chosen the
                                'better way.' When the inferiority of the unmarried state is fully recognized
                                and accepted, it need not be a bar to progress any more than all the other
                                defects that are present in human nature and human life on earth.
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                                From this arises all that sadness in the lives of men and women that comes
                                from seeing glimpses of the unattainable. The full glory of the married state
                                is revealed only to those who can reach the fourth stage of human
                                completeness and discover for themselves what is meant by the words:
                                "They shall become one flesh."
                                   This is why Pak Subuh has said that the latihan is a frontier through which
                                the stream of causality cannot pass. It is literally true that the iniquities of the
                                fathers are visited upon the children unto the third and fourth generation.
                                The terrible scourge of the past threatens the health, happiness, character,
                                and the very possibility of completion of our children and grandchildren.
                                Many a parent can dimly sense the tragedy of the situation but see also that
                                he is powerless to change it. One of the greatest blessings of the latihan is its
                                powers to obliterate the past and set us and our children free to enter the
                                future without the burden of sins that they themselves have not committed.
                                The purification of the sexual life belongs pre-eminently to the fourth stage
                                of completion—that is, the truly human stage. It is only when they are truly
                                human beings that husband and wife can be joined in the full union that is
                                the reality of marriage. Indeed, it is only to such a marriage that the words
                                "Whom God hath joined, let no man put asunder" truly apply. Such people
                                are blessed in their union, and they are blessed in their children, in whom a
                                human soul can arise even before they reach the age of responsibility.
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                                Since woman is the passive or, more correctly, the receptive element of the
                                complete soul, the results of the contact are stored up in her. She, therefore,
                                inevitably must suffer if the relationship is broken. Men who take advantage
                                of the receptivity of women commit a grave injustice, for which soon or
                                later they must atone. That these are no empty words can be seen in the
                                latihan, when men whose sexual lives have been irregular have to pass
                                through a period of purgation before they can be liberated from the results.
                                  Thus it is rightly said that the power of sex can be the greatest curse of
                                man, and that it can and should be the greatest blessing. By sex our
                                humanity can be degraded and by sex it can be perfected. As long as people
                                are still in the early stages of purification, they must be protected against the
                                power of sex. For the complete man sex has no longer any outward force, for
                                the cleavage of the male and female elements has been healed.
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                                Although we were all snowed under with work, he went and spoke to her,
                                and learned that she had been for five years a widow, was totally deaf, and
                                could not sleep for terrible noises in her head. She begged him to help her.
                                We wrote on a sheet of paper that Pak Subuh is not a healer, but she sat
                                weeping in her chair, moaning that she must go mad if the pains continued. I
                                could see that she was already afflicted with senile dementia. After testing
                                her condition, Pak Subuh at first advised that she should drink the juice of a
                                tamarind every evening. When he learned that tamarinds are unobtainable in
                                Germany, he told her to close her eyes. Then without any explanation, he
                                stood before her and opened her, with myself and two other men, who had
                                been trying to interpret for her, standing by. After about fifteen minutes she
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                                was opened. When told to open her eyes she said the pains had gone. An
                                American trainee drove her back to her house, where she was to renew the
                                latihan by repeating the Lord's Prayer each evening before going to bed. I
                                should add, that during her opening I myself felt without doubt that a contact
                                had also been made with her dead husband. I also remembered the saying,
                                "Thy faith hath made thee whole."
                                The complete man, or man of the fifth degree, is not a product of evolution
                                alone. Pak Subuh has repeatedly emphasized that the fifth power is a
                                superhuman soul. It does not belong to the human world, but descends upon
                                man from above, when he is ready and when he is needed. It has already
                                been noted that 70, 000 men endowed with the fifth power of the soul could
                                arise in the world in the coming Epoch. Beyond the fifth level is the far
                                higher, truly Sacred Essence of the compassionate soul. Pak Subuh has said
                                that one such soul could save a million others. The seventh and highest spirit
                                comes directly from God: it is the soul that distinguishes the great Prophets
                                from all other beings who have appeared on the earth.
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Chapter 9
                                Amidst the welter of impressions engendered by Subud and its action upon
                                people, two clearly established facts stand out as supremely significant. One
                                is the reality of the contact, and the other its independence of any particular
                                person—including Pak Subuh himself. Since I myself did not believe that
                                such an effect was possible, and nothing that I had ever heard or read about
                                suggested that anything similar has occurred before in known human history,
                                I was for some time sceptical as to its reality. When I saw for myself that
                                more than a thousand people were able to receive the contact merely by
                                asking for it, I was obliged to accept that a miracle had happened. By
                                'miracle' I understand the direct intervention of the Power of the Holy Spirit
                                in human life, in such a manner as to make possible an event that does not
                                violate the laws of nature and yet could not be brought about by any natural
                                agency, including the will of man himself. There is, I believe, another
                                characteristic of miracles that is commonly overlooked—that is, their perfect
                                timeliness. Miracles do not occur either capriciously without apparent rhyme
                                or reason, nor do they occur just when someone happens to want them or
                                look for them. They occur only when they are necessary for the renewal of
                                human faith. I believe that isolated or sporadic miracles have occurred and
                                still do occur, and that they are always timely and effectual. Mass miracles
                                of the kind attributed to St. Bernard of Clairvaux must surely have been the
                                work of mass suggestion, and should be discounted.
                                Those who shared the experiment with me during the months before Pak
                                Subuh came to England were men and women who for long years had been
                                trained in impartial self-observation, and were so well aware of the immense
                                difficulty of an authentic inner transformation that they had even become
                                doubtful whether it was possible to follow Gurdjieff's system without his
                                personal help and guidance. We were convinced by the latihan against our
                                own firmly established belief that there is no easy way to develop the
                                potentialities latent in man. This does not mean that we doubted the
                                possibility, or that we did not believe that the possibility itself is given to us
                                by the Will of God. We doubted only that we could hope to find a means
                                that would really work for us such as we were.
                                   Even when we saw for ourselves that Subud worked in us, we were still so
                                presumptious as to think that it must require preparation, and that only those
                                could receive it who had already gone a long way towards realizing their
                                own nothingness and were ready to ask for help without expecting any easy
                                way out. Once again, we found that the miracle was far greater than we had
                                imagined possible. Within two months of Pak Subuh's arrival more than five
                                hundred men and women had asked for and received the contact. Among
                                them some, with little or no experience of the spiritual search, made progress
                                that was clearer and more rapid than that of others with every apparent
                                advantage of preparation, combined with greater intellectual powers and
                                more energy and determination. All our preconceived plans for the gradual
                                introduction of Subud, starting with a few carefully chosen and serious
                                people, went by the board.
                                  What occurred was an explosion of the very kind that I had learned to
                                expect as the first stage of any great step forward in natural or human
                                evolution. I could see moreover, that there was no suspension of the natural
                                order. The powers that I could see emerging in so many people were those
                                that I already knew to be latent in the very nature of man. The miracle was
                                that the process should be set in train so surely and so easily just for the
                                asking. Moreover, I soon realized that my early scruples were unfounded.
                                There is in Subud no question of 'something for nothing,' nor any violation
                                of the principle that everything worth having must be paid for. One has to
                                sacrifice and to suffer—but it is consciously and intentionally that one does
                                so, because one sees where one is going and what has to be done.* There
                                are great burdens to be borne, but one sees the reason for them, and one is
                                given the strength to carry them.
                                * In the last part of All and Everything, with the title "Life is Real Only Then, When I Am,"
                                that Gurdjieff wrote in 1933, he refers to the difference between 'voluntary' and 'intentional'
                                suffering. It is not voluntary self-imposed suffering that is required, but intentionally to submit
                                oneself to a process in which suffering is inevitable.
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                                The miracle is thus the total one—that a new possibility has been opened for
                                mankind that is beyond our power to understand, and that we could never
                                have discovered for ourselves. Isolated cases could have been explained
                                away. the fulfilment of prophecies and the realization of predictions carry
                                little weight with the sceptical. The instances of healing of disease that we
                                have so far observed have little evidential value. The strange confluence of
                                people from all over the world may be no more than a coincidence. The fact
                                that remains incontestible is that within eight months more than a thousand
                                men and women have found a new force working in them, the power and the
                                beneficence of which they cannot doubt. They have seen, moreover, that this
                                force is quite independent of the presence of Pak Subuh himself, and that it
                                works in all people who ask for it, and who can find the way to put aside the
                                obstruction of their own thoughts and imaginations.
                                   In Chapter 7, I have tried to describe some of the inner changes that occur
                                in the trainees. There are also changes in the outer life that can be observed
                                and verified by others. After the first influx of people who had been
                                prepared for Subud by study of Gurdjieff's system, a new flow began of
                                people attracted chiefly by manifest changes for the better in their relations
                                and friends. A group of examples comprising at least two score of people is
                                particularly significant. Among those who had been members of groups
                                following Gurdjieff's system were many whose husbands or wives or parents
                                or children had been hostile to the work, and painful situations had arisen, in
                                which jealousy and a sense of injustice at being deprived of companionship
                                had embittered family relationships. We observed with real surprise that
                                within one or two months of the coming of Subud, these 'recalcitrant'
                                relatives were asking to come to the latihan because they observed such
                                unmistakable improvements in those who had come.
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                                On the other hand it also happened that some people outwardly normal and
                                apparently stable began in the latihan to show symptoms of deep-seated
                                disturbance. The effect of the latihan appeared similar to that of a well-
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                                conducted psycho-analysis, without the grave disadvantages of the latter that
                                a large proportion of patients remain dependent upon the analyst. The
                                potentialities of Subud in helping psychopathic conditions are still almost
                                wholly unexplored. I am concerned here only with the impression made
                                upon people who have seen their friends and relations, previously disturbed,
                                made calm and able to meet life with more confidence than ever before.
                                   One interesting suggestion here comes from Java. This is the possibility of
                                rehabilitating criminals. We have no direct evidence in England, but we have
                                heard of several cases in Indonesia where criminals, including more than one
                                professional murderer, have come to to the latihan and have been completely
                                liberated from the impulses to steal, rob or murder. Since the criminal's
                                problem is usually not absence of desire to change, but the inability to
                                persist in the face of temptation, there is no reason why he should not ask for
                                and receive the latihan and find therefrom the strength that he lacks.
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                                One of the palpable benefits of the latihan has been in the help it has given
                                to scores of married couples in varying degrees of distress. We have even
                                observed several instances of actual separation where without any external
                                pressure or persuasion a wife has returned to her husband or a husband to
                                his wife. Certainly, so long as the purification is still in the first stage, the
                                difficulties do not disappear. The change of inner attitude has, however, in
                                nearly all cases been sufficiently definite and permanent to enable those
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                                concerned.
                                  The benefits of the latihan are equally evident in happy marriages. Even at
                                best there cannot be complete compatibility between two incomplete people.
                                Pak Subuh has said that every women has seven needs that she looks to her
                                husband to satisfy. These correspond to the seven basic qualities in every
                                human essence. No ordinary husband can satisfy all the seven needs. It is
                                indeed a fortunate couple who can find two points of true mutual
                                completion. In the latihan, latent qualities are developed in the husband so
                                that he and his wife become more fully partners of one another in all that
                                they need. An exclusive mutual attraction between husband and wife takes
                                the place of the undiscriminating sexual impulse. This creates a force that
                                can overcome all difficulties.
                                   When the second stage of purification is reached, the sexual relation itself
                                is completely transformed. It is liberated from passion and desire and
                                becomes instead the fulfilment of the need for mutual completion.
                                   All these are results that we have actually observed, and they have given
                                us confidence that the progress of Subud can do more than any other factor
                                to restore the sexual relationship to its true position in human life.
                                  Not all married couples are compatible in essence. Where there is real
                                incompatibility there cannot be true marriage. On the whole, such cases are
                                rare, for the potentialities of each essence are exceedingly great, and a given
                                man or a given women may hope to find a true partner within a very wide
                                range of essences. Incompatibilities of personality are far more frequent than
                                those of essence, but even where a really painful or unpleasant tension exists
                                between two personalities, the purification of the feelings can uncover the
                                essence-possibilities of a successful union. Properly speaking, therefore,
                                divorce should be reserved for cases of proved incompatibility of essences,
                                and not based upon an artificial code of marital behaviour.
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                                Adultery and desertion are not sufficient grounds for divorce, nor are their
                                absence any assurance of a true marriage. It will be a long time before these
                                fundamental principles are understood and acted upon. Meanwhile we can
                                look to Subud as a very present help for all married couples. This is
                                important not only for the man and wife, but even more so for their
                                descendants. Subud is a frontier at which the past is arrested, and it can
                                make possible a fresh beginning in almost every kind of human trouble.
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                                The only way out—as indeed is widely recognized by serious people all over
                                the world—is the purification of motives. It need hardly be said that this
                                cannot be achieved by advice, or threats, or good example, or by any kind of
                                organized activity.* The only test is whether a proposed means does actually
                                work in practice. When this is applied to Subud, we find most hopeful
                                indications. For more than twelve years we have at Coombe Springs
                                experimented with a loose form of community in which fifty or more people
                                of diverse interests, ages, education, social status and even of different races
                                and creeds have lived and worked together. Thanks to the discipline of self-
                                observation and personal effort, as well as the spiritual exercises we had
                                received from Gurdjieff, we were able to surmount many of the difficulties
                                that arise from 'mixed motives.' But it could not be said that a real harmony
                                was ever achieved. Moreover, as always in such communities that are based
                                on 'working from without' the whole structure was too dependent upon me
                                personally, as the supposed 'leader' or 'teacher' of the groups.
                                   Subud has been with us for only ten months, and it is too early to expect
                                results that would be obvious to any casual observer. But to those of us who
                                have watched the whole process over many years, there can be no doubt that
                                Subud is a social force that can work the miracle for which we are all
                                waiting: to make it possible for mankind to make full use of all the
                                marvellous achievements of modern science and technology without
                                destroying everything—including mankind itself—through the scourge of
                                'mixed motives.' The ideal society cannot be based upon leadership, for this
                                implies dependence of the many upon the few, St. Paul's analogy of the
                                human organism still remaining the truest picture. Only when each member
                                is ready to accept his own place and fill it, can there be an organic society.
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                                With all its extraordinary power for good, Subud cannot achieve its object
                                unless it is brought into the established religious life of mankind. Pak Subuh
                                has repeatedly insisted that Subud is not a new religion, and that it offers no
                                new dogma, no new forms of worship, no new church. If Subud had
                                appeared as a movement of renewal within the Church—like the Franciscan
                                Order or the Society of Jesus—it would have presented no special problems.
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                                It has been amply demonstrated that true religion cannot be restored by any
                                form of propaganda or mass suggestion. The immense and sincere efforts
                                that have been made by the Christian churches since the end of the war have
                                done little to restore faith. The Islamic revival that is an unmistakable fact
                                for anyone who has travelled in South West Asia has brought fanaticism in
                                place of faith, and has utterly failed to come to terms with the realities of the
                                modern world. I have no first-hand knowledge of the revival of Buddhism in
                                the Far East, but competent observers have told me that little has been
                                accomplished—chiefly owing to the obscurantism of the Buddhist monks,
                                except perhaps in Burma, where the Satipatthana movement has become a
                                real force. Even so, this system of organized meditation is rather a method of
                                'working from without' than a way to the renewal of religious faith.
                                  All this is the more remarkable in that the need for religion is deeply felt
                                throughout the world. The materialism in which the Megalanthropic Epoch
                                has foundered is now discredited, even among many of the natural scientists
                                who were its chief exponents and prophets. The world is waiting for
                                something, but for the most part has no idea what to expect or what to hope
                                for.
                                  We have therefore to face the question whether Subud can fulfil men's
                                hopes and allay their fears. I think the answer chiefly depends upon whether
                                or not Subud can be accepted by religious leaders as a means bestowed upon
                                mankind for the restoration of true worship of God; a way that can be
                                followed without sacrifice of any of the specific dogmas of any religious
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                                community, and without diminution of the authority which the Church must
                                maintain and preserve if it is to fulfil its function.
                                  Only the practical test counts. Those who have followed the latihan
                                confirm that so far from being separated from their own confession, they are
                                brought closer to it, and find a new depth and significance in their religious
                                observances.
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                                Not only this, but they find that, where previously they were troubled by
                                doubts and scruples concerning some article of faith, they now see that these
                                doubts and scruples were grounded in human thought, and that they can
                                accept literally the truth of their confession. Thus one man recently told me
                                that he found himself in the latihan repeating the Apostles' Creed and seeing
                                for himself that every word he was uttering was true. This had astonished
                                him, for he had previously rejected the Creed as being incompatible with a
                                rational Christianity.
                                  There is, in every great religion, a vast positive content expressed in the
                                form of dogma or teaching. The mind of man cannot understand the dogma,
                                for it belongs to the higher regions of the soul that are inaccessible to
                                thought. Therefore, people either believe or refuse to believe, in both cases
                                without understanding what it is that they accept or reject. When the soul is
                                awakened, it begins to see what the mind cannot think about, and then it
                                knows that what the mind could not grasp is true and necessary for salvation.
                                Tertullian's saying, Credibile est, quia ineptum est, et certum est, quia
                                impossibile ceases to be a paradox for those who follow the latihan.
                                   The positive content of religious dogma is never lost in the latihan. There
                                is, however, a negative content that consists in denying and rejecting the
                                truth of other faiths. This is not religion, but fanaticism or narrow-
                                mindedness. This disappears with the latihan as the trainee sees that all
                                positive religious beliefs are compatible, and that all apparent contradictions
                                spring not from the soul but from the mind, if not indeed from the lower
                                nature of man. So long as the denial and rejection of heresy are thought to be
                                essential to true religious faith, there is certainly a stumbling block.
                                  It is a sign of the times and foretaste of what is prepared for man in the
                                next Epoch—if he will accept it—that religious intolerance is much less
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                                prevalent today than in former times. People do not wish to go by the way of
                                denial and rejection, and it is a great merit in the priesthood that they
                                recognize that intolerance has grown much weaker during the present
                                century. Men of all religions are now more ready to accept that Revelations
                                of the Divine Purpose must have reached others who may be outside the
                                community to which they happen to belong. I myself have no doubt that it is
                                literally true—as Pak Subuh says—that through Subud a Christian will
                                become a better, more conscious Christian with his faith more firmly
                                grounded than ever before.
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                                We come now to the kernel of the matter: that which distinguishes Subud
                                from any other spiritual gift that has previously been known on the earth.
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                                This is the power of expansion that comes from the mode of transmission of
                                the contact. Subud is the manifestation of one of the grand laws of nature
                                that has hitherto been known only in physics and biology. This is now
                                familiar even to laymen as the Law of Chain Reaction, or self-accelerating
                                explosion. It is simply illustrated by the growth of the rabbit population of
                                Australia, or the spread of bracken in Britain. In both cases, a few
                                individuals were imported into a new country where the conditions of
                                existence—soil and nutrients—were wholly favourable. There were few
                                carnivorous animals to keep down the rabbits, and as each mother rabbit can
                                have several litters of half a dozen or more in a year, a pair of rabbits could
                                produce, say, a thousand million descendants in ten years. This happens
                                because each pair born can be the start of a new chain. Even with immense
                                wastage, the rate of growth is prodigious, and, as everyone knows, the whole
                                agriculture of Australia was threatened by the chain-reacting rabbits.
                                Similarly bracken, unknown in England in the eighteenth century, now
                                covers more than half of the common land of the country.
                                  Another example is the chain reaction in nuclear physics that now holds
                                the entire population of the world in suspense. The discovery barely twenty
                                years ago that certain heavy atoms would explode when bombarded with
                                neutrons, and in doing so produced more neutrons that could explode other
                                atoms, has changed the course of human history. The devastating power of
                                the nuclear chain reaction comes from the speed with which the chain
                                renews itself, each generation occupying less than a ten thousand millionth
                                of a second.*
                                * N.B.—All figures are given from memory, as I am writing without access to books of
                                reference. I am only concerned to remind the reader of the principle of the chain reaction.
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                                At second hand, his preaching has less power, and it is transmitted less
                                exactly. The intensity diminishes with distance from the source. Moreover,
                                compromises and misunderstandings are inevitable, and the version of his
                                message that reaches distant places is very unlike the original. Still greater is
                                the diminution and distortion that occur as the message passes through time
                                from generation to generation. Only an initial impulse of immense power
                                can spread, by expansion, through many countries and peoples. The loss of
                                intensity and ultimate loss of content are both inherent in the method of
                                transmission from one man to other men. The source is limited and the
                                channels are obstructed, the flow is uncertain, and finally comes to a stop.
                                  All movements of spiritual regeneration within the last five thousand years
                                have developed according to these two laws, and the utmost that might be
                                hoped for is that a fresh impulse might come, strong enough to spread
                                widely and affect a sufficiently large number of people to produce a new
                                force in the world.
                                   With Subud, none of these limitations apply. Not being transmitted from
                                person to person by any outward means of communication, but by direct
                                contact with the Source, it does not suffer diminution or distortion. Since the
                                contact can be given many times over by everyone in whom it is fully
                                established, it does not depend upon proximity to the centre from which it
                                originates. It may by now have occurred to the reader that Subud could be
                                described as a 'spiritual chain reaction,' and this would be an accurate
                                observation. The power of expansion of Subud is unlimited because it is not
                                transmitted through a limited channel—that is, through a human being. It
                                can, given suitable conditions, develop at an ever accelerated pace. For
                                example, in England after three months, fourteen people, seven men and
                                seven women, had been authorized to give the contact. One of these, Bulbul
                                Arnold, gave it in Ceylon to one hundred and four women in three weeks.
                                Gurdjieff's Ashiata Shiemash required that each all-the-rights-possessing
                                brother of his brotherhood should be able to open the conscience of a
                                hundred others, and each of these in turn should be able to open a hundred
                                more. I remember, when I first read this chapter, making the calculation that
                                even if only four in each hundred acquired the power of transmission and
                                each required one year to transmit it to a hundred others, the whole of
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                                I was naturally deeply interested when Pak Subuh told us that, if mankind
                                would receive it, Subud could reach the whole world within eighteen years,
                                and that it had been revealed to him that his missionary journeys would
                                continue for the same length of time.
                                  The essence of the chain reaction is that the whole force is transmitted
                                without change or diminution at each step. The tenth generation of rabbits
                                has the same fecundity as the first. The ten thousand millionth atom to
                                undergo nuclear fission produces the same excess of neutrons as the first.
                                When this happens, distance from the point of origin no longer has any
                                importance. Each point of contact becomes a new centre of expansion with
                                exactly the same power as the first. This is possible because the power is not
                                human and does not pass through a human channel.
                                   If Subud has the property that we believe—of giving a direct contact with
                                the Great Life Force by which all existence is sustained—then it can develop
                                without limit and without diminution, and it can do so very rapidly. The only
                                limits to a chain reaction are the exhaustion of suitable 'fissionable' material
                                within reach of the reaction. With Subud this could include the majority of
                                all people living on the earth.
                                   Subud does not make its appeal to the intellectuals or to those who are in
                                search of some esoteric teaching. It could well be called the 'Way of the
                                Ordinary Man.' It makes no demand beyond what is expressed in the phrase
                                'ask and it shall be given you.' Such asking does not presuppose any special
                                preparation nor even any special qualities. The scientist or philosopher has
                                no advantage over the mechanic or the bus conductor, but it is also true that
                                he is at no disadvantage. When we look at those who come to the latihan we
                                echo the words
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                                  The future of the world depends upon the ordinary man. He along can
                                change the course of history; not the great thinkers nor the powerful rulers of
                                the world. These have had their day. The ordinary man is helpless so long as
                                he remains subject to the power of mass suggestion and depends upon
                                external supports in all that he does in life. But throughout the world, the
                                ordinary man is in revolt. His revolt is not political or social.
                                   There is little danger of revolution and indeed that is not even a great
                                danger of war. The revolt is not directed against injustice and oppression,
                                but against the stupidity of life. The ordinary man has asked to be shown the
                                meaning of his existence and he has been given a television set. He knows
                                better than his leaders that no real problems are being solved and he is not
                                too proud to ask for help without insisting upon scientific or religious
                                'orthodoxy' in the source from which it may come.
                                  The help must be simple and effective and these are two of the greatest
                                merits of Subud. We may, therefore, expect that as Subud becomes
                                accessible to the ordinary people in all countries it will appeal to them first.
                                  Pak Subuh replied that he was in any case debarred from rejecting anyone
                                who might come, but that even if this were not so, Subud must rise upon the
                                foundation of the ordinary people. He said that when he was thirty six years
                                old he had been invited by one of the Rajas of Java to become his adviser in
                                the reorganization of his state. Pak Subuh had refused on the ground that this
                                might separate him from the ordinary people.
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                                The world today needs above all that the ordinary people of every race and
                                nation should regain faith in the Wisdom and Power of God and that trust in
                                Providence should be restored. In this way alone, can the 'inner-world forces'
                                be brought into equilibrium with the 'outer-world forces.' We should
                                therefore, welcome above all else a way and a method that is open to all who
                                ask for it and which can be followed in all conditions of life. Subud requires
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                                only helpers who are prepared to carry the burden of transmitting the contact
                                and places in which the latihan can be practised. Its chain reaction will
                                enable it to keep pace with any demand.
8. Concluding Remarks
                                I must end as I began, with apologies. I am far too busy to write this book as
                                it should be written, with careful selection of the almost unlimited material
                                at my disposal. Some of my examples have been weak, and some of the
                                discussion irrelevant, but I have written as I could. As a child of six recently
                                said to his mother—a Subud member from the start who apologized for
                                some omission—"I know you do your best, Mummy, and I think you are
                                very successful." I hope the reader will be equally indulgent.
                                  These are practical points that matter for any earthly undertaking. Subud is
                                more than an earthly undertaking—it is the way to Abodes that are far higher
                                than the earth, and Abodes, moreover, to which we human beings rightly
                                belong.
                                   Subud will expand just as fast as it is God's Will that it should do so. It it
                                is to move very rapidly, indications will be sent that will attract the interests
                                and hopes of many people. If the process is to go slowly, it will pass from
                                friend to friend, from parents to children, until its value is demonstrated by
                                results that cannot be denied. A philosophy is tested by its consistency and
                                adequacy; a moral teaching, by its conformity with our intuitions of right
                                and wrong; a religious dogma, by its power to establish and hold the faith of
                                millions. But a process can be tested only by results. Subud is a process, and
                                it must submit to the ultimate test: "By their fruits ye shall know them—do
                                men gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles?"
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