Manual Food Survive Early Trauma
Manual Food Survive Early Trauma
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Binge Eating as Self-Harm Behavior:
Using Food to Survive Early Trauma
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Today
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What is binge eating disorder?
A response to deprivation
A response to fear and shame
A response to oppression
A response to weight stigma and the thin ideal
A way to survive
Lived Experience
“For me, binge eating was the one
thing that was completely mine.
When I first entered treatment, I
felt two very different things. Part
of me was ready to change. The
other part was very clearly saying
no way am I doing what I’m
supposed to do. I nearly died doing
that my whole childhood.”
“I do know there are times I eat
when I’m angry. Or when I feel
self-loathing. Knowing I’m not
healthy, that I’m struggling with
pre-diabetes, with autoimmune
issues, with food allergies, with
high cholesterol. And I binge
anyway. In spite of it. To spite it.
To spite myself. To spite life. To
spite God. To make it worse.
Because I feel so, so, so bad. And
sometimes feeling worse kind of
helps me express the anger.”
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Clinical Definition of Binge Eating Disorder (BED)
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Etiology/Co-Occurring
Highest rates of trauma of any of the EDs (SA, PA, neglect, early
loss, greater situational trauma (e.g. poverty))
High rates of developmental/attachment trauma in FOO
High rates of substance use disorders in FOO
Significant rates of co-occurring mood disorders
Families often have significant difficulty with affect tolerance;
vulnerability may be seen as weakness
Significant social anxiety
Significant histories of dieting/restriction
High rates of weight related bullying/weight stigma experiences
High rates of ADHD and meeting “HSP” criteria
Common Comorbidities
• Type 2 diabetes • Anxiety
• High blood pressure • Sleep apnea/sleep
disturbances
• High blood cholesterol
• PCOS (polycystic ovary
• Gallbladder disease syndrome)
• Heart disease • Cushing’s Syndrome
• Certain cancers (overproduction of cortisol)
• Osteoarthritis • Asthma
• Joint and muscle pain • Stress related illnesses
• Gastrointestinal problems • Nutritional Deficiencies
• Depression • Side effects associated with
starvation (possible at any
• Metabolic changes weight)
• ADHD (30%)
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Is BED an “addiction”?
The dopamine theory (food increases dopamine levels as do
SUDs)
We are dopamine seeking creatures inherently. It is not
pathological, but hard-wired.
We experience dopamine surges in many ways, including
listening to music/reading a good book.
Food naturally triggers dopamine release.
Thus, sugar is not intrinsically a substance, using addiction
parlance, any more than a hug from a friend would be.
For most people with BED, there are other issues (anxiety,
depression, trauma histories, unmet needs of many kinds)
that drive them to seek ways to feel better.
This is not physiological addiction; it is a survival response to
control anxiety and shame.
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Is BED an “addiction”?
The abstinence model is much like a diet model; diets increase the reward value of food
thus creating false perception of being “out of control” when abstinence is “broken”
The effects of deprivation due to dieting are by far and away the biggest contributor to
increasing the reward value of food. Neither our bodies nor our minds make a distinction
between diet and famine.
In any food plan that requires making certain foods forbidden or demands sustained
hunger, we will be far more likely to think about those forbidden foods, to seek them out,
and to overeat them given the opportunity. This is not addiction.
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Why Binge Eating “Works” physiologically: Some
Possibilities
Some studies suggest that cravings for foods high in sugar and fat may be connected
to higher levels of cortisol production associated with ongoing stress. These foods
seem to lower the production of cortisol short-term
Dopamine surges associated with” highly palatable foods” (may be driven by impact
of forbidden nature of these foods) lessens experience of trauma activation
The hormone ghrelin (the “hunger hormone”) may play a role. Increased ghrelin is
produced during stress. Additionally, researchers found that increased levels of
ghrelin make the brain more vulnerable to traumatic events, suggesting that it may
predispose people to posttraumatic stress symptoms, and thus a further desire to go
to food to soothe.
The enteric nervous system may play a role. Part of the limbic system, the ENS is a
complex of nerves that regulate the activity of the stomach (sick to your
stomach/”butterflies”). Overeating may somehow impact our experience of ENS
activation in times of stress
Biological impact of overeating: both the PFC and limbic system are temporarily less
active when people overeat significantly as the body is focused on digestion. Thus
the “numbing” effect of overeating on emotional and cognitive awareness.
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Lived Experience
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Complex Trauma
Complex (or Developmental) trauma is a neuropsychological injury that
results from protracted exposure to prolonged social and/or
interpersonal danger in the context of dependence, captivity or
entrapment (a situation lacking a viable escape route for the victim),
which results in the lack or loss of control, helplessness, deformations
of identity and sense of self (and/or body), and both somatic and
affective accommodations as a result of adaptations to the damage. It
is a lessening of our ability to be in the world, and to see its complexity
and nuance. We are looking through the lens of the damaging
experiences, and behaving somatically, emotionally and cognitively as
though the tiger remains.”
From BED: The Journey to Recovery and Beyond (Routledge, 2018)
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“74% of 293 women attending residential treatment (with binge behavior) indicated
that they had experienced a significant trauma, and 52% reported symptoms
consistent with a diagnosis of current CPTSD based on their responses on a CPTSD
symptom scale. These symptoms are far less correlated with restriction behaviors
without binge eating (about 15%).” -Timothy Brewerton, 2008.
“A total of 83% of BED patients reported some form of childhood maltreatment. A
total of 59% of BED patients reported emotional abuse, 36% reported physical abuse,
30% reported sexual abuse, 69% reported emotional neglect, and 49% reported
physical neglect. -Carlos M. Grilo and Robin M. Masheb, 2001.
“Emotional neglect was the most frequent event experienced (77.8% of females vs.
63.5% of males) in cases where binge eating was present.” -Didier Quilliot, MD, PhD,
et al, 2019.
“Participants with three or more ACEs had nearly nine times higher odds of
developing BED at two-year follow-up. Of the different types of ACEs, household
mental illness, household violence, and having a criminal household member were
most strongly associated with BED.” -Jonathan Chu, et al, 2022.
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How the Damage Happens:
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Eventually, inclination
toward authentic self-
expression activates shame
narratives
Survivors may live in
varying degrees of this
“flashback” much of the
time
This “critic” (or “manager
part” in IFS) assess the
person’s every action,
reaction, and body in an
attempt to protect from
further harm. Shame
becomes a tool of survival.
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“My parents assigned chores, but no instruction or support was
ever provided to ensure successful completion. I tried, and from
my 7-year-old perspective, thought I did what was asked. Until I
was yanked out of my sleep and bed at 1 a.m. to look at the
‘half-assed job’ I did putting away the silverware. Did I put it in
the wrong drawer? I was sure I hadn’t. I looked at my Dad,
confused, which seemed to infuriate him further. ‘Look!’ he said.
I looked, still unsure what the problem was. Then, he pointed it
out. I had placed the spoons in their slot in the silverware
drawer, but I had not put them in so they were nesting against
each other. They were willy-nilly backwards and forwards, and
not spooning against each other the way my Dad thought they
should be. I heard all the time ‘How could you not know that?
How can you be this stupid?’ I can't remember ever feeling like I
was capable of doing a good job of anything."
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Poverty
Basic physical safety
Lack of access to basic resources
(housing, medical care, high-quality
food choices)
Lack of support system/community
support
Racism, anti-Semitism, homophobia,
transphobia, misogyny, gender bias,
rape culture and objectification,
ableism, classism)
Unemployment/underemployment
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Complex Trauma: Weight Stigma
Weight stigma is the discrimination toward
people based on their body weight and
size. It promotes the assumption that all
bodies are “thin” naturally, and being fat is
an inherent state of pathology (typically due
to overeating/lack of exercise/poor
willpower).
Clients in larger bodies are often fat
shamed, bullied and discriminated against in
many settings (including healthcare,
education, hiring practices)
Body shame is easily internalized for trauma
survivors, with an entire culture to back it
up.
There is rarely a questioning of body shame
as normative; in our culture, it is normal to
hate one’s body, even without trauma, and
at any size.
Internalized WS drives binge eating and
normalizes body shame
“I don’t live in my body; I monitor it.”
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Binge Eating and Associated Restriction
through A Self Harm Lens: Why food?
a. Food is predictable, more
available, and already
intrinsically comforting
(dopamine), especially for
children
b. Less psychological dissonance
than other forms of self-harm
(cutting/burning, suicidal
ideation)
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Psychological Uses of Bingeing
a) To take up space
b) To rebel against
restriction, dieting, being
“good”
c) To feel “disembodied”, to
dissociate
d) To express abuse, pain,
rage
e) To induce coma-like sleep
f) As an "excuse" to check
out, get away from
others/out of events
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Do people heal? YES!
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Best Practices Always:
Help clients to bring compassion and
curiosity to their relationship with
food, and offer interventions that
promote empowerment, safety and
connection
Assume “client as expert”, therapist
as holding the container, companion
and mirror (build Self
access/availability)
Eliminate “recovery perfection” or a
“finish line”; treatment may be
lengthy/episodic
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The Critical Components of the Change Process
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Help clients build skills to get out of a fight/flight/freeze/fawn state (and the
impulse to binge when triggered):
Somatic Experiencing
Mindfulness
EMDR/body-based interventions
Interventions for clients with ADHD to enhance affect identification and tolerance;
depathologize ADHD thoughts/behaviors and build coping skills
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The Critical Components of the Change Process
Components of Treatment
Individual psychotherapy (trauma informed)
Family/couples counseling
Intuitive eating support with nutrition professional and/or group
Eating coach
Recovery community
Higher Levels of Care (i.e. residential, IOP)
When more support is needed for change, especially for intensive trauma work
When medical monitoring is necessary
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“Healthy” eating/exercise myths
We can correctly define “healthy
eating” (amount/proportion/types
of foods needed for optimal
health)
Healthy eating is the same for
everyone
Healthy eating results in thin
bodies for everyone
We know the mechanisms of
causality with regard to food,
exercise and weight on
health/disease
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The Real Deal
o Dieters may lose weight in the short term, but the chance of keeping if off for five years or
more is the same as the chance of surviving metastatic lung cancer: about 5 percent
(Brown, 2015).
o “Between one-third and two-thirds of dieters regain more than they lose. Three quarters to
90 percent regain at least the amount originally lost within two years.” Mann, Traci et al.,
‘Medicare’s Search for Effective Obesity Treatment: Diets are Not the Answer,’ American
Psychologist, April 2007.
o “Paradoxically, adolescent girls with elevated scores on dieting scales are at increased risk
for future onset of obesity...indicating that dieting predicts weight gain in adulthood.” Stice,
E., et al., ‘Psychological and Behavioral Risk Factors for Obesity Onset in Adolescent Girls: A
Prospective Study,’ Journal of Consulting and Clinical Psychology, Vol. 73, No. 2 195-202
(2005).
o “Adolescents using weight control practices at Time 1 increased their BMI by about one more
unit than adolescents not using any weight control behaviors and were at approximately
three times greater risk for being overweight at Time 2.” Neumark-Sztainer, D., ‘Obesity,
Disordered Eating, and Eating Disorders in a Longitudinal Study of Adolescents: How Do
Dieters Fare Five Years Later?’ Journal of the American Dietetic Association, Apr;106(4):559-
66 (2006).
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But what about health?
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“Healthy weight is not…
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2005 – Greggs, et. al. found
decreased cardiovascular disease
risk factors in all weight
categories.
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Correlation vs. Causation
Disease is often related to specific dietary choices. For instance, eating fast
food once a week has been linked to high blood pressure in teens (Pereira, et
al., 2005). And eating fruits and vegetables every day is associated with lower
risk of heart disease. But science has yet to establish causality
Higher BMIs have been linked to a higher risk of developing Type 2 diabetes,
heart disease, and certain cancers, especially esophageal, pancreatic, and
breast cancers. But weight loss is not necessarily linked to lower levels of
these diseases. A 2004 study suggested patients with Type 2 diabetes
who maintained their weight had the best prognosis (Field, 2004). This study
has been repeated and similar results shown.
The only study to follow subjects for more than five years, the 2013 Look
AHEAD study, found no significant difference between people with Type 2
diabetes who lost weight and those who didn’t for heart attacks, strokes, and
death (The Look AHEAD Research Group, 2013).
Study after study has turned up what has come to be known as the “obesity
paradox”: “obese” patients with heart disease, heart failure, diabetes, kidney
disease, pneumonia, and many other chronic diseases fare better and live
longer than those of "normal" weight (Pi-Sunyer, 2022).
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Who benefits from stigma?
The total U.S. weight loss market is $159.76 billion. The
total market is forecast to grow 2.6% annually through 2026.
228,000 bariatric surgeries in 2017 (up from 128,000 in 2011,
despite significant increase in complications reported).
In 2022, 14.9 million surgical and 18.8 million non-surgical procedures
performed worldwide. The report shows a continuing rise in aesthetic
surgery with a 41.3% increase over the last four years.
In the US. :
Breast augmentation (365,000 procedures, up 4 percent from 2021)
Liposuction (400,000 procedures, up 5 percent from 2021)
Tummy tuck (140,000 procedures, about the same as 2021)
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AEM Invitations
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AEM Tenets
Unconditional permission to
eat, rest, move
Reject the diet mentality
Learn to connect safely with
the felt sense of body needs
(hunger/fullness and
movement)
Leave morality out of food
Discover the critical nature
of satiety
Build body wisdom over time
and honor your health needs
Allow your body to
determine your weight
Beware of the “AEM Diet”
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Assessment Questions About Eating Behaviors and Self Harm cont.
Tell me a little bit about what you hope to change about food in your life?
(don't assume what they want to change)
Are there any times in your daily life that you don't think about food or
weight? When? How does that happen, do you think? (assessing for Self
awareness here)
What is a "perfect" eating day for you? What is a typical eating day?
Do you notice any patterns to your binge eating? Any idea why?
Can you think of any ways your relationship with food might be helpful to you?
Or: Why do you think these patterns have developed for you?
Do you remember a time when food was just a normal thing in your life? Has
there been a charge around it for a long time for you?
What are some things you have tried to change your relationship with food or
exercise? What happened in those attempts?
Be sure to share the following:
binge eating always makes sense; it is never about willpower or personal
weakness
binge eating is actually made worse by dieting
therapy will help you find out why binge eating happens for you (and how it
may actually have been helpful in psychological ways), and how you might
meet those needs in other ways. Bottom line: create hope.
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You deserve
to do your
own healing…
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Summary
1. Honor the adaptation of binge
eating (and restriction)
2. Work to heal trauma
3. Learn the body’s language
and develop trust
4. Expose the impact of weight
stigma and body shaming
5. Food may remain in the
toolbox
6. Challenge roadblocks to body
autonomy
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Thank you!
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