PROLOGUE

‘The Beautiful Bride’

It's undeniable that every woman in this world dreams of wearing a white wedding dress, a
dress that makes her feel like a princess in a fairy tale, walking down the aisle with her
handsome prince, and living happily ever after.

But sometimes, dreams and reality are worlds apart…

Today, the beautiful wedding dress that once brought a smile to its owner's face had to be
tucked away in the deepest corner of the closet so its owner didn't feel the pain every time she
saw it

The wedding had to be called off because… the groom-to-be got another woman pregnant.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

The cell phone ringing right on time made the woman with tear-streak cheeks quickly grab it
to turn it off before collapsing back onto the wide bed. Her eyes, however, drifted to the
bathroom door that was slightly ajar, with a pair of slippers in front.

It hurt that the wedding had to be stopped, and she had to become a jilted bride…
Because this woman….. was utterly wicked.

“P’ Prem, aren't you up yet? You'll be late for work.”

This woman was a deadly poison that left a deep wound in her heart, but in the end, she
couldn't deny that this lethal poison turned into the one that taught her to love again.

Poisonous Love - so deadly that it leaves a fatal wound on our hearts on the battlefield of love.
 CHAPTER 1

The rhythmic sound of the high-heeled pumps caught the attention of the employees of the
elevator under the tall building, who were afraid that the sharp heels would snap and send the
elegant legs tumbling onto the ground. But the owner of those beautiful limbs paid to mind to
the stares, whether they were of admiration or envy for her unmatched beauty.

Noone could ignore the woman in the stunning dress that accentuated her figure. Women
might envy her, but for men, she was feast for the eyes. She was as trendy and gorgeous as the
ideal woman one would hoped to be. She'd even been voted the third sexiest woman in the
country
by a men's magazine.

Everyone knew her, and everyone wanted to dream about her…..

Diiing!!!

The elevator’ chime broke the spell, and the people hurried to get inside, eager to clock in on
time, unlike the sexy woman who remained calm and unbothered.

“After you, Miss Naphak.”

“Thank you,” she replied with a small smile to the employee assisting her. She pressed the
button to close the elevator doors and selected the floor where she was to meet the employer
for a new commercial. It was bold of them to choose the well-known villainess as the
presenter of the new product.

Wanitchakorn Group's latest imported car model.

Naphak Tharanisorn, the new villainess in the entertainment industry, had only been in the
business for two years. Yet, her acting skills were quickly recognized. In her first year, she won
the Rising Star Award, and her second year, she bagged the Best Villain Award. Her alluring
face, expressive eyes, and figure that looked good in any outfit made her a captivating sight,
especially in sexy magazine covers.

Ding!!!

The elevator doors opened as it reached the designated floor. She put away her sunglasses
and smiled at the middle-aged woman in a company suit waiting to greet her.
“Please, Ms. Naphak, Vice President's office is this way.”

“Thank you.”

It didn't take long for her to stand before the elegant door marked Vice President, Wanitchakorn
Group’. The door opened as the secretary heard the approval from inside

The sleek office, lined with car miniatures, made her smile. Her eyes then fell on the beautiful
woman still engrossed in her documents, eventhough she'd entered the room.

“I'm here.”

“I know. Why don't you sit down?”

“The room's owner hasn't given me permission. How can I sit, Ticha?” Naphak teased the vice
president, who smiled back and ordered the secretary to bring fresh orange juice for their
important guest.

“Don't act like we're strangers. I'm sorry I had to squeeze myself into your schedule.”

“Anytime for you. But why did you want a villainess like me to star in your luxury car ads?” She
was curious about her college senior's decision. When she first got the call, she couldn't believe
it.

“I chose you because you're you.”

The vice president's words didn't clarity anything for the beautiful villainess, who leaned back in
her chair, staring at her.

“Not because I'm your college junior? I'm not a heroine who can boost car sales for your
company, you know?”

“The new car model is a sporty, sleek car, like a modern, agile woman. I wanted someone who
could enchant both men and women…”

“So, you chose me?”

“Or are you not what I described?”

Tichakorn didn't get averbal response from the beautiful villainess, just a smile at the corner
of her mouth. Her junior was a rare find-beautiful, bold, and sexy when she wanted to ensnare
someone. She could be incredibly cunning, but there was one thing her junior never seemed to
wise up about.
The gorgeous villamess secretly loved a woman who didn't seem worthy of her at all.

“Well, I'm the same old me, just more mature…”

“So, shouldn't you know by now if your manager is worthy of your love?” This was the one thing
Tichakorn couldn't understand about her junior. She was beautiful and sexy, but she chose to
secretly love her best friend, who was now her manager.

And the beautiful villainess refused to admit that the woman she secretly loved wasn't as
sweet and cute as she'd imagined.

“Nam is very good to me, Ticha. I like gentle people. I think I secretly have a crush on the right
person.”

“Suit yourself. Is she not with you today?”

“She has somewhere to be.”

“Strange, a manager letting her star go around alone.”

“Ticha, please don't be biased against Nam,” Naphak pleaded, trying toget her respected
senior to see her secret love in a better light.

She didn't see anything wrong with Nam. She was gentle and sweet, the kind of woman she
wanted as a lover. But she didn't dare confess her love, fearing that their friendship would be
ruined.

If that happened, it'd really break her heart…

After discussing business with her beautiful senior, Naphak decided to return to her condo. She
had the whole dav free, not having to rush to events like the previous day when her manager
filled up her day with work without consulting her, causing a scheduling mess.

“Nam…” She smiled as soon as she saw her manager, who was also her best friend and secret
crush, in the room.

“You're back. I bought your favorite food.” Nam's sweet voice and gentle smile made Naphak
forget everything else as she walked over to see the delicious- looking food her manager had
set on the table.

“I thought you had somewhere to be today.”

“It's done. Maybe I'm not that important …”

Nam's soft, hurt voice made Naphak immediately take her hand.

"You're always important to me."

"You're probably the only one who thinks that while others… don't"

Nam's tears made Naphak pull her into a comforting hug. Eventhough it hurt to hear her talk
about someone cise, she couldn't stand to see Nam in pain. She didn't want to see the sadness
in the sweet, gentle eyes she'd fallen for at first sight.

Would she ever bare the chance to take care of the heart of the woman she secretly loved?

Notjust keep her feelings inside....

At St. King Hospital, patients still waited for services eventhough it was nearly five in the
evening. The Cardiac Center had two elderly patients waiting for a diagnosis. Among the team
was Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn, a cardiologist.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

The sound of knocking made the doctor, who had just diagnosed her last patient,
compose herself and adjust her gown.

“Prem.”

“Oh, Lada, I thought it was a nurse with more patients.”

“Relax, future bride.” Her friend's teasing made Dr. Premsinee blush slightly. It wasn't just her
who was excited about the upcoming wedding; her friends were just as thrilled to see her in a
beautiful bridal gown.

“Two more weeks until the ceremony.”

“Tan invited us to dinner. Are you free?”

“Not today. Wat said he'd pick me up.”

“You used to be free all the time. Now that you're about to be a bride, you have a chauffeur.”

“Are you teasing me, Dr. Fahlada?”

“Just stating facts. I'll tell Tan.”

“Okay, tell him we'll have fun at the bachelorette party.”

Dr. Premsinee watched her colleague leave the room before she started packing up her things.
Her fiancé had texted and reminded her of their plans.

The tall man ina fine suit waiting for her made Dr. Premsinee burry over. She handed him her
briefcase, and he greeted her with a warm smile.

“Let me carry that.”

“Thank you, Wat. No meetings today?”

“No. I want to have dinner with you today,” said Thawat, a thirty-five-year-old man and one of
the rising stars in the business world, eventhough he didn't have to build a new business from
scratch, being the heir to his family's enterprise. It wasn't surprising that this handsome
businessman had been seen with various women before. But ever since he met Dr. Premsinee,
there hadn't been any scandalous news about him.

“I thought you'd be busy, so I didn't plan on where we'd eat.”

“How about we eat at the mall nearby? That way, we don't have to be in the car too long and get
tired,” Thawat suggested, quickly opening the car door for his girlfriend as they walked to the
parking lot.

“Thank you, Wat,” Dr. Premsinece smiled sweetly at her boyfriend. His actions had never
changed from the first day they started dating.

He was always attentive and gentle, which made ber agree to his marriage proposal.

The Italian restaurant was bustling with people, but Thawat was able to find a private spot
for himself and his beloved.

“I'll order for you,” Thawat said.

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond verbally, she just smiled as usual. Although she didn't like his
habit of making decisions without asking her opinion, like whether she wanted Italian food
or not, she chose to let it go since they were about to get married.

“Where are you planning to have your bachelorette party, Prem?” Thawat asked.

“My friends want to have it at a club,” De Premsinee replied.

“Do you think that's a good idea? You're a doctor. I don't want people to think bad of you,”
Thawat said, carefully placing lus favorite dish on her plate while talking.

He couldn't deny that he was enchanted by Dr. Premsinee, who wasn't only beautiful but also
calm, reasonable, and well-mannered. Her demeanor made him pursue her wholeheartedly,
and with the support of her friends, he finally got to date his beautiful to-be bride.

“It's a bachelorette party, Wat,” Dr. Premsinee reminded him.

“Okay, I'm just worned. And you're a doctor, too,” Thawat said.

“I've told you before. Outside of work, I'm just Prem, not Dr. Premsinee,” she reiterated.

“I'm sorry. Please forgive me,” Thawat apologized, gently holding her hand Dr. Prensince smiled
before softly pulling her hand away, not wanting to seem too harsh.

“Let's eat. I'm really tired,” Dr. Premsmee said.

“Alright.”

“I'm really exhausted today, Wat,” Dr. Premsinee emphasized, letting him know she genuinely
wanted to rest, not just pretending, eventhough he'd cleared his schedule to see her and spend
time with her.

She watched as her boyfriend called the waiter to pay for the meal, then sighed softly. She
wasn't as perfect as everyone thought. She wasn't someone who would easily go along with
others' ideas; she just chose when to show her stubbornness.

“I'll take you home,” Thawat said.

“Okay,” she replied.

The luxury car drove into her condo's parking lot after passing the security system, where Dr.
Promsince showed her key card to the security guard to indicate that Thaw it wasn't a stranger.
Sometimes, he felt annoyed by this routine every time he visited her

“We're getting married soon. Don't you trust me enough to give me your room's key card yet?”
Thassat asked.

“Let's wait until that day.” Dr. Premsinee replied.

Thawat sighed slightly at her answer but continued to be the perfect fiancé by opening the
car door for her.
“Alright, I'll wait for our day.”

“Goodnight, Wat.”

“Can I have a goodnight kiss?” Thawat asked, smiling at her.

Dr. Premsinee was a woman he didn't dare to treat like he did with others. She was a perfect
woman he should cherish until their wedding day.

“Goodnight,” she said.

“Sweet dreams, my lovely doctor,” Thawat said, kissing her cheek. He didn't want to miss this
rare opportunity to touch her.

Thawat watched her slender figure disappear behind the door before turning to leave the condo

He pulled out his latest model phone and called his close friends. Since it wasn't time for him
to rest yet, unlike his tired girlfriend, he had other plans.

“Okay, see you at the usual place,” Thawat said, ending the callas soon as he knew the
destination for the night. With just over two weeks until his wedding, he'd consider every
night from now on his bachelor party.
 CHAPTER 2

The vibrant nightlife continued to attract both workers and night owls to unwind in their
designed venues. It was much like the beautiful villainess who smiles at her gorgeous senior,
her senior's girlfriend, and the cools senior who was single tonight. They invited her out to
celebrate their
chance to work together.

“Is it really okay for me to drink with you all?” Naphak asked.

“Don't worry. This is Mavin's Club. I guarantee there won't be any leaked photos causing
scandal,” Tichakorn reassured her junior with a smile. Despite Naphak strong and confident
villainous role, she never intended to tarnish her image with any misconduct.

“I just don't want to be involved to any false rumors.”

“Didn’t you say earlier that rumors are just rumors?” Tichakorn smiled at her beautiful junior,
who was starting to show signs of being fed up by the entertainment industry’s fabricated
stories.

“I'm just tired of reporters pairing me with some actors.”

“Then just tell them that you like women, but you don't dare to approach them because you're
secretly in love with your friend,” Aerin teased as they reached at the table. Their junior have
everything except for one thing…

Being in love with a deceitful woman.

But it wouldn't been fair to say Naphak didn't know her friend well. When her friend was with
her, she was sweet and gentle, just as she liked. However, if TichakornandAerin hadn't
accidentally seen that woman, they wouldn't have known that the seemingly demure and cute
woman wasn't what she appeared to be.

If she is truly demure, she wouldn't be wearing sexy outfit, kissing and hugging a man wouldn't
she?

“Didn't we come here to celebrate, Aerin? Why are we talking about this again?”

“I told you to open an opportunity for others, too, not just hoping for Nam.”
“I don't dare.”

“When will you then? If you don't, you'll never know the truth.”

Alright, alright, let's stop talking about this and order drinks. Pim, what would you like?”
Tichakorn interrupted the conservation between her best friend and her junior then turned to ask
her smiling girlfriend beside her.

“Don't just lovey-dovey with each other. Pay attention to us too, right, Pat?”

“Right. Pim, don't just spoil Tichakorn. You can disagree with her sometimes.” Naphak said,
looking at the couple in front of her and couldn't help but compare them to herself.

Tichakorn found the person she wanted to be with forever in jist a few months, but Naphak
had never experienced the sweetness of having someone close by.

Drinks and snacks were quickly served, thanks to the club owner being close friends with the
two seniors. They didn't need to book a table or worry about the expensive club being full. The
staff seemed to know TichakornandAerin well, frequently checking on their needs until the
seniors had to send them to serve other tables.

No wonder they said not to worry about any leaked photos.

Naphak scanned the club with fascination. She noticed that the people seemed relax as if
this place allowed them to ignore social scrutiny.

Naphak sipped her colorful drink and listened to her seniors’ conversation, but her eyes were
drawn to the special area in the club.

“It's a bachelorette party,” Aerin said before the club owner who joined them later, could explain.

A bachelorette party, huh…

Naphak’s eyes remained fixed on the special area not far from their table. She noticed that
everyone in the group was attractive, each with a unique aura.

But the person who caught her attention was a woman in a short white dress, who seemed to
be the center of attention, holding a glass of amber colored liquid. Naphak guessed she'd drunk
quite a bit, as everyone at the party seemed to be drinking with her.

It's a shame if the woman in the shirt white dress is the bride-to-be.
Naphak's attention returned to the table's conversation when Pimlaphat, Tichakorn’sgirlfriend,
expressed a desire to play along with the beautiful woman who had walked out of
the bachelorette party.

She sensed that the group was also looking their way as if they had some mission for
the charming woman to accomplish.

“Ticha, aren't you worried about Pim?”

“Of course, I am.”

“Then why?” How can she let her beautiful girlfriend flirt with a charming womanlike that?

“It's just a game, girl… Pat, you should get a girlfriend already,” Tichakorn whispered the last
part, making Naphak roll her eyes. Everyone seemed eager for her to finals love quickly.

And it seemed Tichakorn was right Pimlaphat just played along smoothly but didn't let the
charming woman touch her. They parted ways, and Pimlaphat made Naphak blush by sitting on
Tichakorn’s lap and sharing a passionate kiss right in front of her.

“I told you it was just a game…” Tichakorn said after kissing her girlfriend, making Naphak’s
face burn. Can't they save that for when they’re alone?

Honestly… a single girl like me is sojealous of them.

The beautiful villainess felt a pang of envy watching her senior kiss her girlfriend without a care
in the world. Meanwhile, at the bachelorette party, laughter erupted as Dr. Charming was teased
for lacking charm. Even the bride-to-be started counting the money she owed her friends who
had won the night's fun bets.

“Where did Bow go?” Dr. Premsinee asked as she arrived at the table, finding only Dr. Fahlada
and Dr. Tankhun chatting.

“Sura saw her playing our game, so she followed Sita out.”

“Now she's more interested in girls than friends.”

“Look who's talking. Soon, you'll be more interested in your groom than friends.” Dr. Tankhun
sarcastic remark made Dr. Premsinee laughed. She hugged her handsome friend and kissed
her cheek.

“Wasn't it you who encouraged me to get married?”

“I didn't think I'd feel this lonely. Soon, you'll be married.” Dr. Tankhun’s raspy voice made the
two remaining doctors hug their sentimental friend.

Being the only single one in the group can be lonely sometimes.

“This is my bachelorette party. Don't cry,” the bride-to-be teased her handsome friend, whose
eyes were brimming with tears. Dr. Tankhun must've drunk a lot to feel this emotional.

“Tan, didn't you say Prem deserved someone to take care of her?” Dr. Fahlada chimed in, trying
to cheer up their handsome friend.

“I'm just happy for her - and a bit jealous of her.”

“You want to wear the wedding dress yourself, don't you?”

“Yes. Well, let's have a blast tonight, like a true bachelorette party… Doctors, soon our friend
will be a bride. Let's drink to Dr. Premsinee!”

One, two, three! “Congratulations, Prem! Bottoms up!” The doctor's cheers made the bride-to-be
tear up. She hugged Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun, who we're always by her side.

Soon, the beautiful dress would be worn by Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn…

All parties must end, and it was time for the doctors to head home. Even Dr. Tankhun, who was
supporting the bride-to-be who had drunk too much, needed help. Luckily, Dr. Fahlada had only
drunk a little, so she'd ensure they both got home safely.

“Tan…”

“What's wrong? You drunk as if there's no tomorrow.”

Dr. Premsinee, the bride-to-be, had drunk so much she couldn't keep count.

“I can't take it anymore,” Dr. Premsinee admitted, feeling genuinely unwell. If she stayed in the
club with lights and music any longer, she might embarrass herself.

“Hold on, Lada’s in the restroom.”

“I really can't.”

“What now?” Dr. Tankhun was at a loss. Dr. Fahlada was still in the restroom, and the crowd
made it even harder for her to walk back. The bride-to-be was pale and about to collapse.

“Tan…”

“I know. Stay here and don't move. I'll get Lada.”

Dr. Tankhun reminded his friend, who had little sense left, not to wander off before
entrusting some friends who were drinking to look after the bride-to-be.

Dr. Premsinee looked around the club filled with night-goers having a blast, but she wasn't
feeling it at all. Her body was giving out, and if she stayed any longer, she was sure she'd
collapse and embarrass herself. The last thing she wanted was to pass out at her own
bachelorette party.

“Hey Prem, where are you going?” A friend called out to her.

“I can't take it anymore. Tell Tan I'm waiting outside,” she replied.

“Are you sure you can walk?”

“Yeah, I can manage…” Eventhough she was barely holding on, Dr. Premsinee didn't want to
trouble her friends who were having fun. The luxurious club seemed safe enough that she didn't
worry about getting kidnapped or anything.

As soon as she stepped out of the vibrant, noisy club, Dr. Premsinee didn't waste any time and
dragged her weary body to the parking lot. But her eyes, ready to close, made the distance
seem much longer. She muttered to herself, wishing Dr. Fahlada's car would appear right in
front of her.

It was as if her prayers were answered when she answered when she heard the sound of a car
unlocking nearby. It was Dr. Fahlada's German car. Dr. Premsinee hurried her steps toward it.

Barely making it, she didn't hesitate to open the door and plop down inside without waiting
for an invitation or any words from the car's owner.

“Lada I can't take it anymore…” she mumbled.

The speaker, now slumped and asleep, left the car's owner stunned. A woman in a short white
dress has just climbed into her car and passed out as if someone had flipped her switch.
“Hey, Miss…” Naphak tried calling out to the woman who had brazenly entered her car, but her
voice was caught in her throat when she saw the peaceful, sleeping face of the woman who
reeked of alcohol. She must've drunk a lot to be in such a state.

For some reason, Naphak's fingers lightly traced the face of the sleeping woman. The car's
interior light revealed her delicate features clearly. Her fingers then moved to the woman's lips,
adorned with a tempting shade of lipstick.

The fleeting thought made Naphak pull her hand back immediately. She took a deep breath of
the car's cool air to calm her racing heart, which had quickened at the touch and the thought
of those lips.

She had to admit, whether from a distance or up close, that this woman, whose name she didn't
even know made her heart race in a surprising way.

The short dress that revealed a bit of cleavage made it even harder to look away.

She didn't know how long it took to regain her composure. She tried to nudge the sleeping
woman awake, but there was no response. What if this woman get into someone else's car?
Would they do the same or worse?

“What do I do? I need to get going,” Naphak muttered, looking at the sleeping woman's face
again. She sighed deeply. It should be fine, right? After all, she was a woman, and the drunk
woman was also a woman.

“I guess I have no choice... I'll take her to sleep.”

The expensive car drove out of the parking lot. The owner grabbed a small towel from the car
and covered the beautiful woman who was mumbling about being cold. The deeply asleep
woman probably had no idea how worried her friends were about her disappearance.

Who would've thought that Dr. Premsinee, the bride-to-be, would go missing on her own
bachelorette night?

“Tan, what should we do? Prem isn't answering her phone.”

“Of course, she isn't. She's as drunk as a skunk.” Dr. Tankhunwanted to shout for someone to
bring Dr. Premsinee back. She was about to be a bride, but now she was missing an her
bachelorette night. If the groom found out his fiancée was missing with someone unknown,
It wouldn't end well.

“They said Prern walked out to wait outside. Where could she have gone?” Dr. Tankhun wasn't
the only are sobering up quickly after stepping out of the club and not finding the bride to Dr.
Fahlada was equally worried, knowing how concerning Dr. Premsinee's drunken state could be.
“She didn't accidentally get into someone else's car, did she?”

“Will Prem strip tonight?” Dr. Fahlada almost wanted to facepalm at the thought of whether the
bride-to-be could keep herself together tonight. If she were in a private room, it wouldn't be a big
deal, but now their friend was missing in public.

“What do you think? She's drunk that much.”

Whether she would or not, the villainess was sweating bullets over the drunk woman in her car,
who was now mumbling and complaining as she tried to wake her up. She asked for her
address but got no response, so she decided to take her to her condo. Eventhough she didn't
like anyone intruding, she couldn't just leave this woman alone.

“Ms. Naphak, is there anything else I can help with?” The condo’s security guard asked.

“This, that's all. Thank you" Naphak quiddy closed the door after handing the guarda tip. She
didn't want him snooping around her room.

She couldn't help but feel exhausted, having to carry her outfit for the next morning up to her
room. Sometimes, she felt annoyed having to wear clothes from brands that sponsored her
company. But what could she do? Almost every actor in the entertainment industry was in the
come boat, eventhough her contract had some special clauses.

But her thoughts were interrupted when she saw through the bedroom mirror that the
drunk woman had awoken up and was getting out of bed.

Notjust getting up but she was taking off her short dress.

“Hey! What are you doing?” Naphak exclaimed.

“Let go Lada, It's hot...” Dr. Premsinee, stubbornly trying to remove her dress, still thought the
woman holding her hand was her close friend.

Did the drunk woman realize that her sweet, dazed eyes and almost absent-minded smile were
making Naphak standstill, watching the dress falloff her fair body? Her breath caught when
the woman's fumbling hands tried to remove her white lace strapless bra but couldn't manage
it.

Her face flushed as her eyes inadvertently looked down at the woman's smooth, white legs,
then stopped at the white lace panties matching her bra. Watching the drunk woman curl
upon the bed again, Naphak had to clutch her chest to calm her racing heart.

How many times had she felt her heart race because of this woman she didn't even know but
whose elmest naked body she'd seen and touched?
She didn't want to find a reason or anything that made her decide to walk closer to the bed and
look down at the enticing figure lying there. She had to admit that this drunk woman had a
splendid figure under that dress. Her perfectly sized breasts, flat stomach, and well shaped hips,
were in perfect proportion.

Were her big, alluring eyes the reason she felt so drawn to her, even though she'd never felt this
way before, not even with her secret crush?

The woman's beautiful lips, lightly coated with lipstick, made Naphak feel like she was
swallowing a lump in her throat. She leaned down, unable to resist the urge to kiss those lips
softly, hoping the sleeping woman would feel the touch.

She didn't know how long she kissed her, but it seemed the woman, who had started to wake
up, fell back asleep.

“Are you really asleep?” Naphak couldn't believe it. Even after being kissed, this woman could
still sleep.

This drunk girl is really cute.

A smile spread across her face as she looked at the woman's cleavage. An idea popped into
her head. It wouldn't be wrong to play a little prank on this woman who had taken over her bed.

A red mark appeared on the woman's fair chest as soon as Naphak's lips left it. She smiled with
satisfaction before deciding to get up from bed. The woman who had caught her interest from
the start now bore her mark.

“Will you be shocked by this mark tomorrow?” She hadn't felt the playful feeling of
pranking someone in a long time, but now Naphak couldn't stop smiling. The more she
looked at the enticing figure, the more she smiled.

Beautiful, hot figure. Would she knowhow much it tortures me to only be able to look?
 CHAPTER 3

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr…

The loud sound of the phone ringing stirred the beautiful woman lying on the soft bed. Dr.
Premsinee blinked her eyes to shake off the drowsiness, trying to regain her full consciousness
as quickly as possible. Her large, round eyes scanned the room before widening in shock at the
sight of everything around her. This wasn't her room, nor was it her friend's room.

Her eyes quickly darted down to check her own state under the thick, fragrant duvet. Dr.
Premsinee let out a sigh of relief when she saw that her two small pieces of clothing were
still on. She remembered getting into Dr. Fahlada's car last night, but after that, everything
was a blur. The next thing she remembered was a dream-like sensation of...

…someone kissing her.

But as soon as the blanket slid down, revealing her chest, Dr. Premsinee let out a deep sigh.
She realized that last night wasn't just a dream, but she could tell that nothing more than a
kiss had happened. She was a doctor and a woman, she knew her own body well

But was the person last night a woman or a man...?

Dr. Premsinee's eyes swept around the room again. There was only a picture frame on the
headboard, showing agroup photo of four or five people, both men and women, all dressed in
college uniforms. How was she supposed to know who had stolen a kiss and left a mark on
her last night?

More importantly, that person had seen her almost naked body.

A piece of paper on the bedside table caught Dr. Premsinee's attention. She picked it up and
read it, her face turning red with embarrassment almost immediately.

Neat handwriting... A woman?

But the teasing message made her blush even more.

“Last night, you got into the wrong car and were very drunk. Don't get drunk and take offyour
clothes for anyone to see again. Do you know being the 'good person'...hurts?”

She knew the words in the message described last night's events well. If that person hadn't
been patient, she mightn't have remained the good bride she dreamed of being, with her
virginity taken away on her own bachelorette party night.

“I'd better get back to my room… Thank you, Good Person.”

Whether that person was truly good or not, she didn't know. She only knew she had to thank
them for not taking advantage of her in her drunken state.

But before she could think more about the person who helped her during her bachelorette party,
she was met by her three close friends who had come to her condo right after work.

It was clear that the three doctors had planned to meet up.

“Prem, what happened last night? Tell us,” one of them demanded. There was no need to guess
why her friends had come; they wanted to know what happened to her, but Dr. Premsinee
wasn't about to spill all the details

“Nothing happened.”

“You were drunk. We were so worried about you. I told you to wait, but you walked off,” Dr.
Tankhun continued to scold her, as Dr. Premsinee had kept him and Dr. Fahlada up almost all
night.

“I really couldn't handle it at that moment.”

“So, what happened last night, Prem?”

“I got into the wrong car.”

“Is that all? It can't be just that,” Dr. Melanee was skeptical. She knew how wild things could get
when her friend was drunk and out of control.

“The car owner took me to sleep at their condo.”

“To sleep…?”

“Just to sleep. They seemed like a good person. They didn't take advantage of meat all” Dr.
Premsinee said, placing a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice in front of her three friends
before sitting down next to Dr. Melanee and resting her head on her shoulder.
“Prem, are you really okay?” Dr. Tankhun searched her face for the truth. It was hard to believe
that a man would let a beautiful, drunk woman go without doing anything unless the car owner
was a woman.

“I'm telling the truth. They didn't do anything you guys are worried about.” Dr. Premsinee smiled,
feeling comforted by her friends' concern.

“Then you were really lucky. If it wasn't a good person, you'd be in trouble, Prem.”

“I think the person last night was good,” Dr. Premsinee didn't mention that her definition of
"good" included the fact that the person had only kissed her and left a small mark on her chest,
proving that last night wasn't a dream but a reality where she'd felt soft, sweet lips on hers.

“So, was the person last night a woman or a man?”

“I'm not sure. It was an expensive condo but not overly decorated. The picture in the room
showed both men and women.”

“I think the person last night was a woman.”

“ Why? ”

“Think about it. If it was a man, he wouldn't have let Prem go so easily.” Dr. Tankhun's words
seemed to resonate with everyone, including the bride-to-be, who couldn't help but wonder if the
person last night was indeed a woman. And if so, why had she kissed her? Could it be that the
person likes women?

“Prem, what are you thinking about?”

“Nothing. Let's go try on the wedding dress at the shop together.”

“What? You're not going with the groom, Prem?”

“Wat has a meeting. I don't want to wait too long. Let's all go together so you can help me
decide.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friends, who started to complain about the groom. She got up first,
prompting the others to follow. But she couldn't help but smile at Dr. Tankhun's continued
grumbling.

Yet, a strange feeling in her heart made her unconsciously touch her lips...
'Beautiful Bride'

The pure white dress, meticulously crafted by a renowned designer, never failed to impress
future brides. Dr. Premsinee looked at her wedding dress with a wide smile. The dress was
beautiful, elegant, and exactly what she wanted. Though it appeared simple, it was imbued with
a subtle luxury.

Despite the differing preferences of the bride and groom-one wanting simplicity and the
other wanting grandeur to match their social status-the 'Kanrada' boutique managed to blend
both elements into a perfectly beautiful wedding dress.

“It's so beautiful, Prem.”

“Beautiful”

“My friend is going to look stunning.” Dr. Melanee's voice was followed by Dr. Fahlada's, and
finally, Dr. Tankhun, who was eager to see their friend try on the dress.

“Prem, hurry up and try it on. We want to see.”

“You guys are so impatient.” Dr. Premsinee tried to keep a straight face, not wanting her friends
to see how excited she was to try on the beautiful white dress she'd dreamed of since
childhood. But she couldn't hide the smile in her eyes.

“Hurry up. We want to see you in the wedding dress.”

Dr. Tankhun pushed the bride to be into the fitting room, eager to see Dr. Premsinee in the
dress they'd all helped choose.

How many people were as lucky as Dr. Premsinee, with a handsome, kind groom who owned a
successful business?

It wasn't long before the doctors saw their friend emerge in the beautiful wedding dress.
Even without makeup and hair done, Dr. Premsinee looked stunning. On the big day, the
groom
wouldn't be able to take his eyes off her.

“Beautiful…” Dr. Tankhun was the first to approach, spinning the bride-to-be around and
showering her with compliments. He was sure that Dr. Premsinee's wedding would be like a
perfect fairy tale.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friends, who all loved the dress she was wearing. She was glad
she'd chosen the "Kanrada' boutique, whose designer had created a flawless wedding dress. In
just a few days, she'd be the ideal bride.
After trying on the dress to her satisfaction, it was time to return it to the boutique for
final adjustments to ensure it fit perfectly on the big day.

Injust a few days... the beautiful wedding dress would be worn for a sweet wedding ceremony.

The setting sun made the film crew rush to finish today's outdoor scenes. If they didn't finish
on time, the costs would exceed the budget.

“Scene number thirteen, the villainess pretends to sprain her ankle so the hero will take her to
the doctor. Action!” As soon as the director's voice ended, the actors began their roles.

The villainess, who had won numerous awards, continued to portray her character's deceitful
charm, making the hero feel sympathetic. Her seductive gaze made the actor playing the hero
genuinely interested in her despite it being just an act.

“Cut! Excellent… Pat, that was perfect. That's the look I wanted,” the director praised.

“Thank you. I got this opportunity because of you,” the villainess, who had just received praise,
quickly walked over to the female director she was close to. Mhon was the first person to give
her a chance to act in a drama and had taught her many things. She was someone Naphak
always respected in the industry.

“This is why I support you.”

“If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have so much work.”

“Would it really matter if you didn't have work in the industry?” The middle-aged female director,
who knew the villainess's family background, almost wanted to roll her eyes at her. It seemed
like the entertainment industry was just a hobby for her rather than something she took
seriously.

“Haha. I'll go rest now.”

“Alright. You've been filming all day. Where's your manager?”

“She's not feeling well.”

“I think you take care of your manager more than the other way around.” Usually, the personal
manager should take care of the actor, but it seemed like Naphak's had a lot of privileges.
“Nam is really not feeling well. I'm leaving now.”

The director could only watch the slender back of the beautiful villainess until she was out of
sight. Eventhough this woman played the role of a villain, she had as many fans as the leading
actors and actresses.

But there was one thing that really bothered her. Naphak's close friend and personal manager
often caused problems with her work, like today when Naphak was exhausted from
overlapping event schedules.

“When will you start acting like a villain in real life, Pat?” She couldn't help but notice the way the
gorgeous villainess looked at her manager.

Are all beautiful women turning to each other these days…?

After changing her clothes, the rising star didn't waste any time driving back to her condo
to rest. The day's work schedule had drained almost all her energy.

But a message on her phone made her change her route while waiting at a traffic light.

It didn't take long for her to stand in front of her manager's condo, pressing the doorbell She
was annoyed that Nam had accepted overlapping jobs, causing her to apologize to the drama
crew for the delay in filming.

But seeing Nam's apologetic face and hearing her pleading voice made her soften again. And
now, seeing Nam looking unwell, she wanted her to rest more and not follow her around like
before.

“Pat... you're here.”

“Nam! What's wrong? You don't look well,” Seeing the pale face of her close friend, whom she
secretly had a crush on, Naphak didn't hesitate to support her and walk her to the sofa in the
living room.

“Pat…”

“I'll take you to the doctor.”

“No.”

“Why not? You look so pale.” The more her friend resisted, the more confused and concerned
she became. But when their eyes met, she sighed again.
“I just miss you, Pat.”

“I'm here now. Why aren't you taking care of yourself when you're sick?" Although she liked
hearing sweet words from her close friend, she was still upset that Nam didn't take care of
herself and didn't go to the doctor.

“Pat…”

“Nam!? Why are you crying?” The tears that flowed from her friend's eyes as she hugged her
made the beautiful villainess feel helpless. All she could do was hold her and comfort her,
not liking to see the one she secretly loved cry without knowing the reason.

Seeing the tears and hearing the sobs made her feel like her heart was being squeezed.

“Pat…” Nam sobbed.

“Tell me what's wrong. Who did this to you? Tell me.” If she could, she'd shake her friend to get
her to reveal what was troubling her. But all she could do was hold her and comfort her, wanting
to tell her that the more she cried, the more it hurt her too.

“Noone... I…I… did this to myself.”

“Nam …”

She wanted to ask what had happened, but now all she could do was listen to the sobs of the
person she secretly loved. Sometimes, she didn't understand why she endured this without
confessing her feelings.

She was afraid that the woman beside her wouldn't accept it and would leave her.

“Let me find something in the kitchen for you to eat, okay?”

“Okay.”

“When you aren't crying, you're the cutest, you know?” She smiled at the woman with swollen
eyes before gently letting go of her hand.

"?”Only you say I'm cute.”

“Forget about others. Do you need anyone else besides me?”

“I'm hungry. Can you make something for me to eat?”

“Okay.” She knew her friend was deliberately changing the subject. Almost every time she tried
to confess her feelings, her friend would find away to avoid it or change the topic. This made
her hesitant to express her feelings. She felt so far away.

Love that can't be confessed is so suffocating and painful.

But her plan to make a simple meal was interrupted when she saw a medicine bag. Curiosity
made her look inside to see if her friend had gone to the doctor without telling her.

“Anti-nausea medicine, supplements…” Her voice trailed off as she read the labels and saw a
small document in the bag, explaining why her friend looked so sick.

The deep pain made Naphak almost collapse, her eyes burning with tears of sorrow.

The woman she secretly loved, whom she always tried to be close to, was pregnant..

“Pat?!” The shocked voice of her friend entering the kitchen didn't register with her. All she knew
was that tears were streaming down her face uncontrollably.

“Why … why is this happening..?”

“I…I'm sorry,” Nam sobbed.

The woman hugging her with tears made it impossible for her to push away, no matter how
much her heart ached. Who would've thought that the sweet, gentle woman she loved would get
pregnant by a man she didn't know?

The disappointment made Naphak want to leave, but her legs were too weak to move. Her heart
still cared for the woman sobbing in her arms.

“Don't cry, Nam, don't cry…” She told her friend not to cry, but her own tears flowed as the
reality hit her hard.

“He's getting married, Pat. H...he left me…”

“You still have me.”

“But I love him, love him so much.” Her friend's confession of love for another man was a harsh
reminder that her feelings would never be reciprocated.

She loves him. She'll never look at me, the one who has always cared for her…
 CHAPTER 4

‘But I love him, love him so much…’

The words echoed in her mind, amplifying the pain in her heart and causing the dried tears to
flow once more. Her beautiful eyes gazed at the photo of two women in college uniforms,
her heart aching as if it'd shattered into pieces.

The pain was so intense that she didn't want to do anything but let the tears of unrequited
love flow.

But the ringing phone interrupted her thoughts, and Naphak decided to answer, seeing it was a
senior who might be calling about work. She'd recently signed a contract to be a presenter for
Wanitchakom Group.

“Yes, Ticha. Sure, I'm bored anyway,” Naphak replied.

She wiped away her tears as she put the phone back in her bag. Her swollen eyes glanced at
the photo in front of her before she turned it facedown, not wanting to think about the painful
memories.

“Don't be foolish. Nam doesn't love you,” she reminded herself of the harsh truth. No matter
how good she was, the person she loved would never retum her feelings.

Nam loves someone else... loves him enough to have a child together.

It didn't take long for her to arrive at the pub cum restaurant as her beautiful senior had
suggested. She didn't intend to drink away her sorrows but just wanted to escape the place
filled with the memories of Nam. Staying in the same place would only deepen her pain, making
her lose herself. Her feelings were a mix of sadness and disappointment that the woman she
thought was sweet and proper had let herself get pregnant.

“What's wrong, Pat?” Tichakorn asked.

“Nothing.” Naphak shook her head, knowing her seniors wouldn't believe her.

“Then takeoff your glasses.”

“Ticha…”

“Naphak, you're like a little sister to us,” Tichakom said with concern, echoed by Aerin.

The glasses she wore to hide her swollen eyes didn't help. She gave a tired smile, showing her
seniors that she was burdened and exhausted, both physically and emotionally.

“I know you both care about me,” Naphak said.

“If something's bothering you, you can tell us,” Aerin smiled, but Naphak turned away, not
wanting them to know what she was hiding.

“Nam is pregnant…”

Naphak's voice trailed off with evident pain. TichakornandAerin sighed deeply, sipping their
drink. Maybe this pain would finally make their dear sister realize that the woman she
secretly loved wasn't as sweet and proper as she thought.

“Now you can wake up, Pat.”

“But…”

“Don't make her fool you again.”

“f she doesn't love you, then that's it. No matter how good you are, she won't love you back,”
Tichakorn said, offering no comfort but words to make Naphak think about her next steps in
love.

“Thank you, both of you.”

“I think you're smart, Pat.”

“Ticha, are you calling me stupid?”

“You're imagining things. I didn't say you were stupid... The food's here. Let's eat,” Tichakom's
playful smile made Naphak roll her eyes, but she wasn't angry. She knew her seniors meant
well.

“I'm not stupid. I just didn't want to believe Nam would do something like this.”
“Noone is perfect, Pat.”

“I guess I expected too much and got disappointed. Let's talk about something else,”
Naphak smiled weakly, changing the subject to avoid talking about the person she secretly
loved.

But why did her heart keep replaying the words of that woman, saying she loved someone else?

After dinner with her seniors, it was time to part ways. They made sure she was okay togo
home alone, and she assured them she was fine, not letting disappointment break her.

“I'm okay,” Naphak said.

"Then let's say goodbye," Aerin said.

"Okay, Aerin, Ticha." Naphak smiled as her seniors walked away. She started to leave but
stopped when she saw someone familiar eating with friends.

Naphak recognized the woman at the table, remembering the night she met a drunk woman
who stripped and fell asleep in her room, the woman who made her leave a small mark on her
chest.

The woman seemed to sense someone watching her, looking around. Naphak smiled and
walked away, not wanting to be seen. She secretly hoped the woman would get drunk and end
up with her again.

Dr. Premsinee felt someone watching her and looked around but saw noone. Everyone was
enjoying the music and their meals.

No one seemed to care about others, but why did she feel someone was watching her?

Dr. Premsinee set down her glass before her eyes lingered on the back of someone who was
walking out of the restaurant. Some sort of familiar feelings made her look at the person until
they were out of sight.

“Prem, what are you looking at?” Dr. Tankhun asked.

“Just someone familiar.”

“Who?”

“Someone I think I've met... Oh, they're gone,” Dr. Premsinee said, looking for the person who
had disappeared.
“There's no one, Prem. You must be seeing things.”

“Maybe the bride-to-be is just too charming, and people can't help but be drawn to her.” Dr.
Tankhunteased, making everyone laugh.

“You're exaggerating.”

“Be careful. Someone might come and cause trouble for your wedding.”

“Tankhun!”

“Just kidding... Noone loves two people like Bow,” Dr. Tankhun said, making Dr. Melanee
laugh.

“Don't bring me into this,” Dr. Melanee said, stopping Dr. Tankhun from teasing her.

The three doctors laughed, teasing Dr. Melanee about her two lovers before changing the
subject. Dr. Melanee offered to pay for dinner to stop the teasing.

“Let's talk about something else. I'll pay for dinner.”

“Then we'll order more.”

“Go ahead, Bride-To-Be. III wait for a revenge.” Dr. Melanee jokingly threatened Dr. Premsinee,
but the latter didn't flinch; she even linked arms with Dr. Melanee and told Dr.Fahlada to order
expensive dishes. They didn't have many opportunities to tease their friend like this-better make
the most of it while at it.

After dinner, they parted ways. Dr. Melanee and Dr. Tankhun went for more drinks, Dr.
Fahlada's lover picked her up, and Dr. Premsinee went back to her condo, wanting to rest. She
looked at the wedding invitation and favors with a smile.

Soon, she'd wear the beautiful wedding dress she'd always dreamed of.

Dr. Premsinee went to her bedroom after placing the card and favor on the living room table,
wanting to sleep early as advised by others around her. She wanted her wedding day to be
perfect.

She undressed, placing her clothes in the laundry basket. She smiled at her well- proportioned
body in the mirror before taking her slightly sexy white floral bra and panty off, seeing the faint
mark on her chest. The bachelorette party would've caused her more trouble if the room owner
hadn't controlled themselves.
She touched the mark lightly, thinking about how different things could've been if that night
had gone differently.

The virginity she cherished would be worthless on her wedding day if it was taken away on the
night of her bachelorette party…

“Thank you, Good Person.” She still believed that the person from the bachelorette party whom
she’d inadvertently troubled was a good person, eventhough she didn't know if they were a
manor a woman.

Maybe she'd have the chance to thank and repay that person someday.

The bright sunlight began to shine through, waking the person on the soft bed. A slender hand
reached for the glasses and put them on, then got up and walked to the kitchen to drink a glass
of water, a morning routine whenever she woke up early without rushing or working late into the
night.

Naphak sat down on the sofaand turned on the TV to avoid the silence in the room. The
beautiful female news anchor continued to report the news as usual, but what made her
smile was the rumor that the anchor was the lover of superstar Ingfah.

The phone rang, displaying a familiar number that made Naphak sigh deeply. Despite trying to
avoid it, she couldn't escape the truth that her longtime crush loved someone else, and more
importantly, she was pregnant.

“I'm at home. I don't have work today…” Having or not having a manager didn't feel much
different for her. Sometimes, she wondered why she had to manage her own schedule when
she had a manager like others.

Maybe it was time to face reality, not just live in the rose-tinted dream.

Not even twenty minutes after hanging up, the slender figure of the woman she secretly loved,
with tears welling up in her eyes, stood before her.

Naphak couldn't help but hug and comfort her, not wanting this woman to shed more tears.
She didn't want the mother's sadness to affect the innocent baby in her womb.

“Nam …”

“Waaaaah... What should I do? What should I do?”

“Calm down.”
“I don't want to keep the baby anymore, waaaaah…”

Hearing the sobbing words made Naphak gently push her away to look into her eyes. How
could the woman she thought was gentle and sweet say such a thing? Even if the baby was the
child of a man who hurt her, the baby was innocent. How could a mother kill her own child?

“Naml Listen to me. The baby in your womb is your child.”

“But now it's worthless, waah... Even if I'm pregnant, he doesn't want me.”

*Nam! The baby is innocent! How can you be so cruel to your own child?”

“Eventhough I'm pregnant, he's still getting married, waaaaah …” The heart-wrenching cries
made Naphak hurriedly help her sit on the longsofa, sighing deeply. So, the whole story was
that the baby's father was getting married and didn't accept the baby.

“When is that man getting married?”

“In three days. What should I do, waaah. Pat, you have to help me.” The pleading voice of her
secret crush made Naphak tum away slightly. It was a familiarity she was starting to get tired
of, that whenever this woman was in trouble, she'd come crying for help, even now..

When she was pregnant, and the man didn't accept her.

“Who is the woman marrying that man?”

“I don't know. I know just that she might be a doctor, waaah... He doesn't love me. I don't want
to live anymore, Pat, waaaaah.”

“Nam! Why are you thinking such crazy things over one man?”

“I love him, Pat, do you hear me? I love him!”

The listener almost wanted to shout out loud that she heard it and that her heart ached
from those words. How many more times would she have to hear the woman she loved say
she loved someone else before her heart became numb and stopped hurting like this?

This would be the last time she did something for this woman. After this, she'd let go and
remember that once she had a crush, but it only brought disappointment when the love wasn't
reciprocated like in the novels.

No matter how many good deeds she did, the woman she loved never saw them…
 CHAPTER 5

‘Finally, the day has come for the beautiful bride to be the happiest woman in the world.’

Dr. Premsinee looked at the pre wedding photo in her hand with a smile full of joy. In less than
two hours, the engagement ceremony would begin in the morning, followed by the wedding
celebration with her fiancé in the evening.

She didn't want a grand ceremony. Eventhough her fiancé wanted to spend lavishly on a
luxurious event, she preferred a simple one. She firmly believed that grandeur didn't prove their
love grew stronger every day.

“Your traditional dress is so beautiful.”

“Dr. Premsinee, you look stunning today!” The words from Dr. Tankhunand Dr. Melanee made
the bride-to-be blush slightly in her traditional Thai dress.

“How do I look? Is it okay?”

“More than just okay. I never imagined you'd look this stunning in a wedding dress,” Dr.
Tankhun said, spinning the bride-to-be around with eyes full of emotion.

In their group, Dr. Premsinee mightn't standout as much as Dr. Fahlada or Dr. Melanee, but
she had big, round eyes and a strikingly beautiful face that easily drew attention.

However, Dr. Premsinee was a doctor with a low passion for romance as she was more focused
on her work than on those who tried to court her. If they hadn't encouraged Thawat, the
handsome businessman, today's wedding might never have happened.

“Enough, Tan. I'm getting dizzy... Where's Lada?”

“She went to check on things downstairs... Wait. What's that noise coming from below?” Dr.
Tankhun wasn't the only one puzzled by the commotion. The bride-to-be, hearing it too quickly
walked to the balcony to see what was happening on the lawn in front of the house.

Two women were talking to Dr. Fahlada. One of them was very beautiful but seemed quite
outspoken.

“Prem, where are you going?”

“I'm going to see what's happening.”

“We'll go check. You stay…” Dr. Melanee stopped speaking as the bride-to-be walked out of the
room, not caring that the ceremony was about to start.

The voices grew louder, so much so that it surprised the bride-to-be. Dr. Fahlada tried to calm
the woman in sunglasses, but she didn't seem to care and continued to shout and demand to
see the bride.

“I'm here,” Dr. Premsinee said, looking at the woman who seemed familiar, though she couldn't
place where she'd seen her before. She only knew the woman was so pretty she couldn't help
but look twice.

“Good, you're here. I have something to say to you…” The loud woman's voice trailed off as her
eyes, hidden behind sunglasses, froze upon seeing the bride.

The drunk women who had stripped in front of her that night was the bride...?

Naphak couldn't help but scan the woman in the traditional Thai dress. Her first thought wes
that this woman was incredibly beautiful, so much so that she didn't want to look away. She
wanted to stare just like that night when she saw her almost naked, leaving marks on her chest.

But this wedding had to be canceled...

“What do you want?” Dr. Premsinee tried to speak softly, as she would with a patient, hoping to
calm the angry woman.

“What do I want? Your fiancé got my friend pregnant!”

Silence. Noone moved as the beautiful woman's angry words hung in the air. Only Dr. Fahlada
and Dr. Melanee moved to support the bride, but Dr. Premsinee stood firm, not collapsing.

“Do you have any proof?”

“Still don't believe me? Here's the proof. My friend is three weeks pregnant.” The speaker was
angry, holding a paper that confirmed her words. But Dr. Premsinee didn't know if the shy,
modest woman was pregnant by her fiancé or if it was someone else she claimed to be
her friend.

“You should leave.”

“Hey! You're a doctor. Can't you see the proof I'm showing you?”
“Sorry, but I'm not the kind of woman who cancels her wedding just because someone claims
to be pregnant with my fiance's child.”

“You…!”

“Please leave. I have nothing to discuss with you.” Dr. Premsinee wanted to get away. She
didn't care what the loud woman would say. She just wanted to hide her tears.

“Wait! What kind of woman are you? How can you stay calm when your fiancé gets someone
else pregnant? He's cheating on you!”

The slender hand that held her back and the words that confirmed her fiancé's infidelity
made Dr. Premsinee unable to hold back her tears.

But did Dr. Premsinee know that her tear-streaked face made the person who came to ruin the
wedding feel a pang in her heart? The pain in her eyes made Naphak want to pull her into her
arms, just like that night when she was drunk, and Naphak could do anything with her.

Smack!

The sound of a hand hitting a face made the slapped person immediately touch her lips. Naphak
felt the sting and the pain from the slap. This was the first she'd ever experienced it, but what
interested her more than the pain or her bleeding lip was...

“There will be no engagement or wedding... Are you satisfied now?” There was no sobbing, just
the pained eyes of the bride who had to cancel her wedding

The beautiful, fairy-tale-like wedding was ruined…

Naphak could only watch the pained eyes of the bride and her slender back disappearing into
the house. It didn't make her happy. Instead, she felt something she couldn't understand,
touching her chest as if trying to figure out what this feeling meant

The wedding was ruined as planned, but why wasn't she happy for her friend?

Her heart was filled with the image of the bride's pained eyes and tears.

'The dream wedding has fallen apart, or was itjust a dream?’

The beautiful face of the woman wearing a traditional Thai dress was still streaked with tears,
eventhough she should've been sitting gracefully in the beautifully decorated living room, ready
for the groom to place the ring on her finger in the engagement ceremony.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

The continuous knocking on the door came as the groom arrived, only to be told that the
engagement and wedding were canceled because the bride wasn't ready.

No one knew how much it hurt the bride to be the one to call off the wedding.

Dr. Premsinee slowly wiped her tear-streaked face. She was heartbroken that her dream
wedding had fallen apart. Eventhough her parents wanted the ceremony to continue to avoid
embarrassment, she couldn't force herself to, so she locked herself in her room.

“Prem, listen to me. Please open the door…” The shouting outside from the groom continued for
almost an hour, but there was no response from inside.

Dr. Premsinee's big eyes, looking at the pure white wedding dress, were still filled with tears.
The pain was almost unbearable.

Did he sleep with someone else while we were together?

The dream wedding fell apart because the groom got another woman pregnant.

Did Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn's perfection mean nothing? Was that why her lover cheated,
and his woman dared to insult her here?

But if a woman disrupted the wedding celebration, how much gossip would there be? Wasn't it
better that the chaos happened now? The important thing was the engagement hadn't
happened yet. Even if she might be gossiped about as a jilted bride...

It was better than being married and having a pregnant woman claim her husband...

The door that had been closed for an hour opened when Dr. Premsinee was ready to control
her emotions, eventhough her eyes were swollen from crying

“Come in, Wat.”

“Prem! What happened? Why did you cancel our wedding?” As soon as the door opened, the
man in traditional Thai attire charged her with questions. When he arrived, the bride-to-be's
friend informed him that today's event had been canceled without any explanation,
prompting him to stand and knock on the door to get the bride-to-be to come out and talk.
“You should know why.”

“Prem, you can't cancel the wedding.” The man began to move closer to the bride-to-be but was
immediately blocked by her friend. He wasn't intimidated by the unfriendly glare from her friend.

“Why can't I?"?”

“Because I loveyou. You're the woman I love.”

The romantic declaration of love from his lips made Dr. Premsinee look at his tense,
handsome face with a calm gaze, eventhough inside, she was in so much pain that she didn't
want to see him anymore.

“The woman you love...? If you love me, why did you get another woman pregnant?!”

“What?!”

“She came here, saying you're the father. Do you even know how embarrassed I was?! Get out! I
don't want to see you!” Despite trying to hold back her tears, the weakness of her heart made it
impossible to contain her pain.

"I didn't do it. Prem, listen to me."

“Then what is this?” She threw a piece of paper confirming the pregnancy at the man in front of
her. She was barely able to stand on her feet. Luckily, her close friend supported her, telling her
to calm down, but how could she?

Right now, a mix of emotions was brewing immense pain in her heart-sadness, disappointment,
and that of her dignity being trampled on. She wasn't perfect, but what was wrong with her that
this man cheated on her and let another woman stamp over her feelings?

“You have to believe me. She might be lying…”

“That's your problem. As for our wedding, I'm not ready. Tan, see the guests out for me.” Her
slender back, shaking with sobs, turned away, leaving her close male friend to escort the man
she didn't want to see out. She was disgusted that he'd put her in such a painful situation.

The shouts of explanation from the man who was once her groom echoed as her friend
pushed him out the door.

“Prem…” The gentle voices of her two close friends made Dr. Premsinee rush into their arms for
comfort, letting out her sobs to release her pain.

“It hurts... here...waaah. My heart hurts…”

“How could he do this to me? What's wrong with me?”

“A… Am I not good enough? Waaaaah.”

Dr. Premsinee's heart-wrenching sobs made Dr. Melanee and Dr. Fahlada stand still, hugging
their dear friend. They had no comforting words, knowing that any consolation would only
deepen Dr. Premsinee's pain. They understood that her decisions weren't made out of mere
emotion.

Dr. Premsinee had her reasons, but how much could she endure the gossip of being a jilted
bride?

Meanwhile, the groom's striking face was red with anger as he sped to the condo of the
woman named on the pregnancy confirmation paper.

He wouldn't let the wedding fall apart like this. A perfect woman like Dr. Premsinee was the one
to be his wife, not a woman who was unworthy of him.

The door to the room he frequented opened as soon as he angrily pressed the buzzer. The
delighted face of the woman who rushed to hug him didn't make him happy at all. But he
couldn't show his anger at the door.

“Wat, you came to see me? I'm so happy.”

“What have you done!?” As soon as he entered the room, his voice turned into a near- shout at
the woman in front of him, pushing her away from hugging him.

“What have I done? I haven't done anything.”

“What kind of a woman are you?” He wanted to throw her away for ruining his wedding.

“A woman who loves you.”

“You're shameless. I don't love you. How dare you ruin my wedding!” This time, he didn't just
yell he threw the woman who claimed to be pregnant with his child onto the long sofa, stepping
forward to grab her chin in anger, barely able to control himself.

“But I'm pregnant with your child!”

“Pregnant!? Who else have you been sleeping with? Don't claim I'm the father.” He let go of her
chin in frustration at hearing the word 'pregnant' If this woman wasn't trying to trap him, she
wouldn't have let herself get pregnant.
“Wat! I loveyou.”

“Love? Or are you trying to trap me? Who would want a woman like you to be the mother of
their child?”

“But I'm pregnant with your child. If I can't be the mother, I'll get rid of it!”

“Are you threatening me?”

“I'm not threatening. I'm the mother. I can do whatever I want with this child.” Her
challenging gaze as she held her stomach made Thawat want to shake her for what she said.

How did he ever see this woman as sweet and lovely? She was so manipulative, using the child
she claimed was his to threaten him.

“You…”

“If you don't want this child, I don't see any value in it.”

“Do you think you can trap me by getting pregnant? This is real life, not a novel!”

“Wat!”

“Til get a DNA test. If the child is mine, I'll pay the child support… But don't you expect to be my
wife. A woman like you is not worthy of me. Remember that!”

“Wat! Aaaahhh !”

The screams of the woman he once thought he could get along with blared. But his idea of
getting along was only about the sex, where she satisfied his desires. He was so taken with her
that he thought of keeping her for his pleasure when he couldn't be open with his lover about his
desire.

Dr. Premsinee was his lover, and he'd marry only her.

The sun had set for a while now, and the sky, once bright with sunlight, was now lit by neon
lights from tall buildings, preventing them from being completely dark.

Naphak, who had just returned from work, turned on the lights as she disliked the darkness and
went to sit on the balcony to enjoy the night view, hoping to relax her mind.
This afternoon, she could barely work. Eventhough her job was just to make an appearance at
a department store for a sunscreen brand she was the ambassador for, she couldn't shake off
the morning's events. The team had to remind her several times to smile at fans who bought
enough products to get her autograph.

The pained eyes of the bride in her traditional Thai wedding dress and the tears streaming down
her face made Naphak reflect on her decision to ruin the wedding of a woman she felt drawn to
since their first meeting.

But if she hadn't told her that the groom had gotten someone else pregnant, the bride would
never have known the truth that he'd been unfaithful to her. If she found out after the wedding,
it would've hurt even more.

So, her decision was good for both her secret crush and the bride.

But deep down, she didn't want the woman who was drunk that night to get married either.

The phone rang, interrupting her relaxation. Seeing the caller was a magazine owner and a kind
older sister in the entertainment industry, Naphak decided to answer.

“Yes, Kae. How can I help you?”

“I want you on the cover of my magazine.”

“Sure, but what's the theme?”

“We'll shoot at the beach. A bit sexy. I'll send you the outfits first.”

“Okay, I'll let you know my answer.”

After hanging up, Naphak opened the chat app to see the magazine owner's message with
pictures of the outfits-a bit of sultry swimsuits showing off her figure, perfect for a beach shoot.

The slender fingers typed out a message agreeing to be the model for the magazine. Naphak
also set up a date and time for the shoot, knowing her personal manager wasn't available to
handle it right now. She wasn't ready to let Nam take on this role again, either.

Another decision she needed to make soon was finding a new condo as quickly as possible.
She didn't want to stay in a place filled with old memories and where the person she secretly
had a crush on knew.

It was about time she faced reality instead of clinging to the past she'd always wished for,
just as Tichakom had told her.
People can get fooled, but once is enough. Don't let yourself get fooled again.

Let's set aside the heartache and head to the beach for some refreshing relaxation.
 CHAPTER 6

The sound of crashing waves brought a smile to the observer’s face. Bare feet continued to
tread slowly on the smooth whitesand of the beach. The early morning atmosphere, which
few people wake up to see, was a favorite of Dr. Premsinee who always enjoyed watching the
sunrise whenever she took a vacation.

Her sad eyes often gazed aimlessly at the vast sea. Her beauty but joyless face clearly showed
how deeply she was hurting.

A honeymoon… spent by herself since the wedding was canceled.

Eventhough this beach wasn't the planned honeymoon destination, she chose to come here
during her vacation leave.

But now, she was alone, not with the person she'd intended to be with.

The pain from what happened still hurt her. Despite her family's advice to reconsider when the
man apologized and admitted he'd made a mistake, she couldn't forgive and agree to another
wedding. That wasn't who she was.

Someone who betrayed her didn't deserve her heart, right?

She wasn't foolish enough to let someone deceive her again and again. His confession meant
that they were together, he had someone else, leading to that woman getting pregnant.
Importantly, she wasn't generous enough to share her lover with someone else.

But now, she wanted to set aside the painful memories and find peace with the relaxing
atmosphere of thesea. If it could be said that she was running away from the
overwhelming questions, it wouldn't be wrong. She wasn't ready to answer anyone's
questions or face
society's gossip.

‘What happened? Why was the wedding canceled?’

‘Did the man love someone else?’

‘He shouldn't have left such a suitable woman for another.’

‘The woman probably isn't a good one, that's why he didn't want her.’

Who would know how much these rumors hurt her? How many people would know why she
canceled the wedding and accepted being gossiped about…

A jilted bride?

The increasingly stronger sunlight made Dr. Premsinee decide to return to her hotel room. Her
stomach was now growling for breakfast.

When women err heartbroken, they often neglected themselves, but not Dr. Premsinee. She
always prioritized self-care, though her face might show some traces of sadness.

Every time she was engulfing sorrow, Dr. Premsinee believed that the anguish would soon fade
away.

Her slow steps on the sand contrasted with the woman in shorts and aa white tank top who
had been watching her for a while. Naphak smiled slightly, feeling good about the coincidence.
It
was unbelievable that her work trip to Ko Samui would lead her to meet this woman again.

But the sad face reminded her of the woundshe caused. She was the one who ruined the sweet
wedding causing the doctor to face such heartache.

Naphak decided to return to her room as it was almost time for her meeting with the
team preparing for the photoshoot location.

She chose to stay at a different hotel from the team, not because she couldn't stay at a three-
star hotel, but because she wanted to relax and unwind from the heavy events. So, she booked
a hotel with a private villa for comfort and privacy from the paparazzi.

Work began immediately as the location was set up for the magazine photoshoot. The first set,
featuring cute swimwear, was completed. The model was taken to change into the second set,
a black one-piece swimsuit with a mesh design at the waist, making it even more alluring.

Naphak smiled at the stylists and makeup team, who admired her figure. Both were large men
who dreamed of being cute women, but she found them charming as they were. Appearance
didn't determine whether someone was good or bad.

“Pat, tell me your beauty secrets,” Nasie demanded.

“Look at you girl, beautiful chest, slim waist, long legs. Gosh, we're so jealous.”
“Even without a bikini, you're already so hot and eye-catching. If you wore one, ugh, we'd be
invisible.”

Their playful banter made Naphak laugh and some showed her their sexy poses.

“Nat…”

“I already told you. Call me Nasie, Pat,” Nasie pouted.

“Okay, Nasie. You're already pretty and sexy to me.”

“Aww, you're such a sweet girl,” Nasie said, hugging her tightly, prompting Naphak to laugh.

“You shouldn't be a villainess, girly.”

“ Why? ”

“Because you're so sweet.”

“I might be a villainess to someone…”

“Who could see you as a villainess?”

“Well, I have togo; they're calling me,” Naphak said, avoiding their curious looks.

To some, she might be a villain who disrupted their lives.

The photoshoot team worked diligently, racing against the brightening sun. The model
posed professionally, following the photographer’s instructions without needing adjustments.

The photoshoot on the beach drew many tourists’ attention, including Dr. Premsinee, who was
relaxing on a beach chair. Her large eyes behind sunglasses watched the busy scene with a
smile

But her gaze froze when she saw the model surrounded by assistants. Eventhough the woman
wore sunglasses that day, she recognized her face.

The woman who ruined her wedding worked in the showbiz?

Dr. Premsinee quickly grabbed her phone and called her friend's lover, who was also in the
industry. Now wonder she looked familiar.

“Oh, Lada, is Earn there?”

‘Earn’s asleep. What's up Prem?’

“Do you remember the woman who said Wat got her friend pregnant?”

‘Yes, why?’

“I think she works in the showbiz. Can you check for me?”

Dr. Premsinee watched the busy photoshoot before ending the call after a brief chat with Dr.
Fahlada.

She needed more time to heal and wasn't ready to face questions or see the man who betrayed
her. He came to St. King Hospital every evening but didn't cause much trouble.

He probably wanted to talk and ask for another chance.

But there were no chances from her.

As the sub began to set, perfect for evening beach goers, Naphak decided to take a walk on the
beach to relax after a day's work.

She didn't wear bikini or a sexy swimsuit; she just wanted to walk and feel the sand under her
feet to alleviate her fatigue.

Here eyes scanned the surroundings with a smile, watching tourists, both Thai and foreign,
enjoying their activities.

But then she froze staring at the back of someone walking slowly into thesea.

The woman she'd ruined the wedding? What was she doing?

Naphak's frown deepened as she watched the woman in shorts and a gray t-shirt walk deeper
into thesea. The water was now almost chest-high.
She walked deeper and then suddenly disappeared underwater!

Without thinking, Naphak ran with all her might towards the woman who had just vanished
into thesea before her eyes.

You can't kill yourselfjust because you're disappointed that you didn't get married!

As soon as Naphak hurriedly waded through the water to the spot where the woman
disappeared, she didn't hesitate to grab the woman under the water and pull her up to breathe.
But Naphak didn't notice that her actions had startled Dr. Premsinee, causing her to cough and
choke on the water.

“Cough! Cough! Cough! Ow!” Dr. Premsinee exclaimed, her face and nose stinging. What left
her utterly baffled was being yanked out thesea so forcefully when all she wanted was to
hold her breath underwater.

“What the hell are you doing?!”

The angry tone left Dr. Premsinee bewildered as she continued to cough. But when she looked
up and their eyes met, it was as if the world had stopped spinning for a moment. Please don't
imagine Dr. Premsinee’s heart would be pounding. Right now, Dr. Premsinee was shaking off
the grip with a look that clearly conveyed her dislike for the woman in front of her and her
desire to be nowhere near her.

Naphak froze when she saw the woman the look of disgust in the eyes of the woman, who had
gained a big of composure after coughing up seawater for a while. This was probably the first
time someone had looked at her with such a look. If she interpreted it correctly, this was a look
for people who were disliked, but not to the extent of hatred.

“Let go…”

“Fine, who would want to touch you anyway? I was just helping…”

“Helping?”

“Helping you not drown yourself.”

“If I wanted to kill myself, I wouldn't choose to do it in such shallow water… Besides, I can
swim.”

The speaker turned and walked up to the beach, leaving the listener standing still, looking down
at the water level around her chest. The meaning of those words was that she'd mindlessly
rushed into help. She'd misunderstood that this woman was trying to kill herself because
she was disappointed about not getting married.
Her words were polite but laced with a kind of position that made the listener question…

Whether she was stupid or not?

“Hey! Wait…”

Once again, Naphak's slender hand seized the soft hand of the woman she'd just
misunderstood as trying to kill herself in thesea. Once again, Naphak was met with astern look,
demanding that she let go. But this time, she had enough resilience to withstand that look.

“Let go…”

“No.”

“I told you to let go… We don't know each other.”

“We do now,” Naphak said with ateasing smile to the woman in front of her who sighed
slightly before giving her a look that made her feel irritated.

The look that said she didn't like being close to her. Did this woman know that she'd once been
so much, much closer than this?

“I don't remember knowing you.”

“I'm the one who ruined your wedding… Now you remember, right? We know each other.”
Naphak didn't realize that her words were pushing Dr. Premsinee's patience to it's limit.

“Let go… and move out of the way.”

“We know each other now.”

“I don't want to know someone who came into my life and caused chaos.”

“I helped you.”

“Helped…?”

“Helped you not get deceived by that man. Don't you understand that the whole time he was
with you he was cheating on you?”

“I can think for myself.”

“Can you really? Id I hadn't told you, you'd still be a fool who didn't know your boyfriend was
sleeping with someone else…”

Smack!!!

The hand that wasn't being held slapped Naphak's beautiful face hard. She couldn't stand the
words of the woman in front of her, which reminded her of how long she'd been foolishly
letting her lover cheat on her and impregnate another woman.

The forceful slap made Naphak let the woman walk away. The tearswelling up in the eyes
made her heart stumble, and the eyes of the surrounding tourists began to turn toward them.
Some even started to approach. It wouldn't be good if there were pictures of a villainess
getting slapped on the beach. If such pictures leakedz it wouldn't be a good for her or the
woman
walking away in tears.

“Are you a doctor or a hitter… My face stings.”

The sun had set for over an hour, and now the moon had taken its place, shining brightly in the
sky. Dr. Premsinee, who had been sitting quietly on the balcony, began to move slightly to
relieve the stiffness that set in. She'd been lost in thought after returning from the beach
and cleaning up.

The words of the woman who had destroyed her wedding still echoed in her mind. She didn't
hate her, but she couldn't contain her anger. The woman's words reminded her of how long
she'd been foolishly letting her lover cheat on her.

Or maybe she should thank her for having the courage to tell her the truth. If they'd gotten
legally married, she couldn't imagine how she'd handle the situation. Could she accept it if a
woman suddenly came to claim the father of her child, eventhough he was supposed to be her
husband?

“Why is everything such a mess?” Ths doctor sighed, she just wanted to relax quietly but ended
up meeting s woman she didn't want to know. And what a nasty woman she was.

If she wasn't a confident woman, she couldn't have dared toruin a wedding.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr

The phone rang, and Dr. Premsinee decided to answer it when she saw it was Dr. Fahlada
calling.
The soft, inviting voice of her close friend always brought a smile to her face. And the question
she'd asked Dr. Fahlada earlier seemed to have been answered. Her friend also mentioned that
her lover knew the the woman who had ruined the wedding.

Naphak Tharanisorn, also known as Pat, is a beautiful villainess actress who played the role of
villainess …

Her slender fingers continued to scroll through the information he friend had sent
before searching for more details about the woman known as the beautiful villainess of
the
entertainment industry. It seemed she was quite popular.

No wonder she felt familiar as if she'd seen her somewhere before. It must've been in TV
commercials or dramas. Her profession didn't allow her enough free time to remember
the names of actors.

Most of the pictures of this villainess were sexy, but she couldn't deny that her figure and
face were strikingly gorgeous, magazines would've chosen to feature heroines on their covers
to
boost ratings.

She was surely stunning, but her sharp tongue made her feel unsettled. Her thoughts kept
drifting to the words and the face of the beautiful villainess who had the courage to tell her
that her groom had impregnated her friend.

But it seemed that Dr. Fahlada's message, informing herthat her ex-fiancé was persistently
trying to find out where she was vacationing, made her sigh at his lack of understanding. She'd
thought he was a good man who would understand things with ease. But he was stubbornly
refusing to accept what he'd dine and was trying to find out where she was. When she didn't
answer his class and eventually blocked his number, he started bothering her close friend
instead.

“So boring… When will this end?”

 CHAPTER 7

Thesea at night was shrouded in the soothing darkness. This made some people choose to
rest, while others seeked out tourist spots with loud music and vibrant lights. Naphak, too,
decided to relax from work by sitting and drinking in the hotel's cozy bar, where many
tourists also came to drink and listen to music.

Listening to the relaxing rhythm of the music, she couldn't help but think about the owner of
the hand that left a mark on her face.

Feeling a bit bored, Naphak's lips curled into a smile when she saw someone sitting and
drinking alone at a table. Naphak took asip of her colorful cocktail, feeling more at ease.
Whenever she saw this woman, her mood often improved.

She wished tonight could be like that night when this woman got so drunk she lost all sense
of awareness...

As time passed, many tourists began to drink more while some chose to return to their rooms.
She continued to watch the captivating doctor, who kept sipping her colorful drink. Since she
started watching, the doctor had already had several glasses.

From her quiet, private comer, she sighed when it seemed like her beautiful doctor (since when
did she become her' doctor?) started attracting some attention. How could people not
approach her? She was so charming when tipsy, even in a simple outfit.

Her eyes sparkled with displeasure when two mensat down at the table with the doctor. Seeing
them getting cozy with her beautiful doctor made her even more irritated.

Sometimes, she didn't understand herself. Why was she so interested in this woman? The
doctor's affairs shouldn't concern her, but she couldn't deny her feelings. Deep down, something
was unresolved, and it conflicted with her thoughts.

She felt sorry for making the doctorsad, causing her to cancel her wedding. But another part of
her was glad the doctor didn't get married.
“She's sad and lets men approach so easily, huh?” Naphak muttered to herself, wanting to
complain when she saw the beautiful doctor immediately lift her glass as the two men
started talking to her.

Naphak probably didn't realize how furrowed her brows were now, nor how often she muttered
about the pretty doctor. But the said doctor, unaware of being the subject of complaints, kept
smiling at the two young menat the table, who were junior doctors coincidentally vacationing
here but would return to work tomorrow.

Dr. Premsinee ordered another colorful drink on the recommendation of her juniors, who had
been sampling the hotel's alcohol for several nights. She had to admit, the cocktails at this
famous hotel were as good as they said, making her lose count of how many glasses she'd had.

“How many days are you staying, Prem?” Dr. Wut asked.

“Four or five days.”

“That's a shame. Non and I are leaving tomorrow, so we can't hang out with you.”

“We can plan another time.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the young doctor, who was also her junior. She was surprised to see
Dr. Wut with Dr. Non, as she'd heard they didn't get along.

“Did you want to ask me something, Prem?”

“You already know what I want to ask.”

“You're even better at using your eyes to pressure people than Dr. Fahlada,” the handsome
young doctor laughed, seeing the calm gaze of his respected senior.

He still remembered his first year in medical school His senior's group was well-known: Dr.
Fahlada, as heavenly as an angel; Dr. Melanee, with an irresistibly charming smile; Dr.
Premsinee, with big round eyes and a beautiful face, who could pressure anyone with her calm
gaze; and finally, Dr. Tankhun, who made the girls squee but was attracted to the same sex.

“I thought you didn't like Non.”

“I'm not sure either. But now, Non and I are in love.”

“Enemies to lovers, huh?” Dr. Premsineeteased her junior before laughing at the two blushing
young men.

“Prem My Non is embarrassed now.”

“This drink is to celebrate your love, Wut, Non.” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the two young doctors,
who raised their glasses to toast their beautiful love.

But it wasn't the same for Dr. Premsinee, who couldn't help but feel a pang of pain. Instead of
others celebrating her love, she had to celebrate others’.

Their impromptu gathering ended as the two young doctors excused themselves to rest for
their journey back to work tomorrow.

“I’ll be going now. Prem.”

“Take care, Prem.”

“Okay, have a safe trip back.” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the two doctors, who smiled back before
she resumed listening to the relaxing music and sipping her colorful drink.

But the sad, heartbroken lyrics made her sip the drink more frequently, forgetting she didn't
have friends with her tonight.

Dr. Premsinee's drinking was interrupted when an uninvited woman casually sat at her table
and ordered a drink, ignoring whether the table's owner wanted her there.

She stared at the woman in displeasure, but the uninvited woman wasn't fazed. Naphak smiled
at the beautiful doctor, who put down her glass and stared back, trying to show her annoyance.
But Naphak casually sipped her drink.

“Have some manners.”

“I'm sitting with you, so you won't be lonely.”

“I don't need company. We don't know each other.”

“But we do now.”

“I don't know rude people... As an actress, you should have more manners.” Despite drinking a
lot, Dr. Premsinee was still clear-headed enough to speak her mind. From what she'd read,
many people liked this beautiful villainess, but she only saw the bed side of her.

“See, you know me.” Naphak wondered if the beautiful doctor ever showed any emotion other
than a calm face.

“What are you smiling at?”

“Nothing.” She denied it, but her heart was smiling. How could she forget how mesmerizing
this woman was when drunk? It'd made her heart race before.

“I want to sit alone.”

“People who got dumped don't sit alone, you know?”

“Mind your own business... Let go of my hand!” Dr. Premsinee, who didn't want to sit and drink,
couldn't get up as her hand was held by the woman in front of her, who smiled provocatively,
making her even more annoyed.

“Afraid, aren't you?”

“What did you say?”

“Dr. Premsinee, afraid to face people after your fiancé got another woman pregnant, aren't
you?”

“You…”

“Isn't it true? Your fiancé got someone else pregnant, so you had to cancel the wedding. Must
be quite embarrassing, right, Dr. Premsinee?”

“What do you want from me? Why are you still bothering me?” If she could, she'd slap this
villainess again because her words hurt so much.

“I want you.”

The speaker smiled prettily, but the listener struggled to contain her emotions, trying to
shake off the grip, but the hand wouldn't let go.

She wanted to walk away quickly, but her body wouldn't cooperate.

“Sorry, but I don't like women.”

“If you don't like women, then you probably wouldn't mind drinking with me, right?”

The provocative smile of the actress in front of her made Dr. Premsinee's calm face falter.
She couldn't figure out what this woman wanted from her.

Dr. Premsineesat down with a frustrated thud. The challenge from the woman in front of her
made it hard to keep her calm face, but she tried not to show too much emotion,
eventhough she was irritated by what the other woman said.
Why wouldn't she dare to sit and drink when she never had feelings for women?

The new colorful cocktail placed in front of her made Dr. Premsinee glance suspiciously at the
beautiful woman, but there was nothing suspicious. Just a smile and a normal invitation to drink.

This woman was an actress. Maybe she was playing a role for some reason.

But the way she used her beautiful eyes to just stare directly at her made it impossible for her
not to feel irritated. Ever since she could remember, noone had ever dared to look at her with
such unreadable eyes.

It seemed like only this villainess could make her lose control of her own feelings.

The soft, relaxing music continued to play, but as the night grew later, some tourists began to
head back to rest. However, this wasn't the case for the table of the villainess and the
beautiful doctor, who sat in almost complete silence.

One person kept staring with aslight grin, making the other person at the table sit quietly, not
wanting to engage in any conversation.

Dr. Premsinee called the waiter to pay the bill when she realized it was time for her body to rest
after several drinks. But instead of handing the money to the waiting waiter, her table
companion paid first.

“I'll pay for my share.”

“I just wanted to treat you since we got to know each other.”

"But I don't want to know you." Two thousand-baht bills were slammed on the table as Dr.
Premsinee walked out, ignoring the calls from behind.

The beautiful doctor continued to walk out of the bar without a care, but Naphak couldn't help
but feel irritated by the outright rejection. If it were someone else with a beautiful star wanting
to get to know them, they would've jumped at the chance. But why did this doctor remain so
indifferent, not showing any reactionshe hoped to see?

The more indifferent she was, the more it challenged her ability to one day make this
indifferent person smile for her.
The rain that poured the next day left the beach almost deserted, as tourists chose to relax
inside their accommodations rather than get soaked in the rain.

Dr. Premsinee was one of those who chose to relax by reading a book in her room instead of
sitting on the balcony watching the raindrops with a sorrowful face, as she usually did when
something troubled her mind.

When she saw her close friends disappointed or having love problems, she often wondered why
they had to be so heartbroken. But when it happened to her, she understood that it wasn't easy
to shake the painful feelings off her heart. Eventhough she kept reminding herself not to think
about those things. Her heart just wouldn't listen to her brain.

She could only think about the foolishness of letting her heart feelgood about that
treacherous man.

The numbers on her phone screen made Dr. Premsinee sigh. She'd stayed in her room too
long, letting her thoughts linger on the same old issues. Her intention for this vacation was
to relax and leave behind the painful memories.

“I'll go for a swim.”

She took off her fitted T-shirt and comfortable pants, including her underwear, leaving her naked
body with its smooth, enticing skin walking around the room. She picked up a swimsuit and
smiled at the new set chosen by her close friends, Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee. They'd chosen
a red bikini, a color she didn't particularly like.

A red bikini made others think that the wearer must be very bold because if they weren't
confident in their body, it might make the onlookers shake their heads.

She put on a white robe to cover her sexy figure. Dr. Premsinee checked herself in the mirror,
not forgetting to grab a small bag and the book she'd been reading. The rain had stopped, and
the afternoon sun wasn't too hot.

The hotel pool was bustling with tourists. Laughter and chatter made the atmosphere around
the pool lively. Dr. Premsinee scanned the area before walking to an empty lounge chair to place
her belongings and lie down to read before swimming.

The beautiful doctor read by the pool, but not the villainess with a sly smile who immediately
noticed her target walking to the pool area. It was her lucky day to decide to swim and meet
the person she wanted to see. This is called hitting a jackpot, right?

It wouldn't be wrong if I wanted to test my appeal to catch Dr. Premsinee's attention, right? She
wanted to see how someone who claimed not to like women would react to a sexy body.
Naphak chose to sit a little away from her target's chair but kept her eyes on her, who was
engrossed in her book, oblivious to the noise and chaos around the pool. It seemed that if
this beautiful doctor was focused, the chaos couldn't affect her.

Slowly, she removed her robe, revealing her sexy body in a white bikini. Naphak smiled slightly
when she saw her target shift and put down her book, seemingly ready to swim. Her slender,
smooth legs moved toward her target. Despite the stares and whispers confirming if the sexy
woman was indeed Naphak Tharanisorn, she was used to the admiring and curious glances or
yearning stares.

But what made Naphak uneasy was that her beautiful doctor's eyes remained indifferent,
showing no interest or even a glance, eventhough she walked into her line of sight and almost
stood in front of her. The doctor only glanced briefly before focusing on something else.

She wore a bikini, flaunting her sexy body, but why was she so indifferent?

Am I not sexy enough?

The person who began to doubt her own body was stunned when she saw the doctor remove
her robe, revealing a hidden swimsuit.

A red bikini and the body drew all eyes. It was incredibly sexy, making Naphak look down at her
own white bikini.

White wasn't as attractive as red at all.

The surrounding stares proved it well.

The sexy body in the red bikini stepped into the pool, but Naphak, who intended to use her own
sexiness to attract attention, sighed deeply. She'd lost her confidence when her supposedly
perfect body failed to catch Dr. Premsinee's interest.

She had no excess fat, and her chest wasn't that small, but why was Dr. Premsinee so
indifferent to them?

It was a total blow to herself-esteem.

Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, swimming comfortably, didn't care about the stares. She was used
to it whenever she swam with her stunning friends.

In her eyes, no woman was as attractive as Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee. Though they had
different charms, they shared beauty. And when they wore bikinis, it was clear that Dr. Fahlada
and Dr. Melanee were very sexy.
So, it wasn't surprising that Dr. Premsinee wasn't excited by any beautiful woman or even the
glamorous body of the villainess. The people around Dr. Premsinee were just as beautiful and
hot as Naphak Theranisorn. And importantly, Dr. Premsinee never liked women. If she did, she
would've felt something for her good-looking friends first.

But Dr. Premsinee forgot that love often comes unexpectedly.

The more you dislike someone, the more they tend to stir your heart.

Dr. Premsinee rested at the pool's edge, smiling at a family teaching their child to swim. It was a
lovely scene, but it didn't last long as someone swam over, blocking her view.

The smile on the pretty face made her sigh. She didn't know what this woman wanted and why
she'd been bothering her eventhough she knew she'd called off her wedding. Or was this
villainess still afraid that her ex-lover wouldn't accept her friend's child, so she decided to keep
irritating her?

“Please move aside,” her soft voice surprised Naphak. She didn't expect the beautiful doctor to
use such atone, she thought it'd be the usual flat voice.

“I'm sick.”

"Go see a doctor then"

“You're a doctor, aren't you? You wouldn't be that heartless, right?” she said, realizing today that
lines from a drama could actually be useful. She genuinely didn't know how to strike up a
conversation with this doctor, so she lied about being sick.

“I'm sorry, but I think you are fine and that the hotel's doctor could take care of you.”

“You can tell?”

“I'm a doctor. How could I not tell if someone is lying or not?”

“Then why couldn't you tell that your boyfriend was deceiving you?” The person who said this
stared at the woman's face, which remained expressionless upon hearing it. The flicker in her
eyes made Naphak feel guilty for unintentionally saying something so hurtful.

“I'm sorry, that's a personal matter.”

“It's your personal matter, but it involves my best friend.”

Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face that kept staringat her with exasperation. This
woman was meddling in her affairs probably because she feared she'd go back to her ex-lover
and that her friend wouldn't get what she hoped for.

“If he truly loves her, she wouldn't need to demand that he take responsibility, right?”

The simple yet cutting words left Naphak speechless. The beautiful doctor was telling her that
the man didn't love her friend at all. If he did, she wouldn't have to be pregnant and chasing him
for responsibility like this.

“Are you going back to marry a man who was unfaithful to you?”

“I don't think I need to tell you that.”

“But…”

“We have nothing to do with each other, and if I remember correctly, I told you I didn't want to
know you.”

Naphak stood still, letting the owner of those words climb out of the pool and put on her robe,
walking back into the hotel. Both the words and actions made it clear that this doctor didn't
even want to know her. If it were someone else saying this, she wouldn't care and would back
off, not trying to get to know them further.

But with Dr. Premsinee, she couldn't do that. She couldn't deny her own feelings. The truth was,
she was interested in her... since the first time they met.

More importantly, if this woman went back to marry that man, her best friend, whom she
secretly loved, would be heartbroken.

No way would she let Dr. Premsineego back and marry him.
 CHAPTER 8

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr!

The loud ringing of the phone forced the person deep in slumber to open her eyes, eventhough
she was still very sleepy. The sun hadn't even risen yet. Today, she had to prepare for the final
photo shoot, as yesterday's rain had caused changes in the plan per the magazine owner's
orders.

Naphak grabbed the phone from the small table beside her bed and sighed in frustration. The
caller was a woman she wasn't ready to talk to, but she couldn't help but notice that her heart
didn't ache as much as it usually did when she thought of her best friend and secret crush.

“What is it, Nam?” The sound of sobbing from the other end made Naphak want to sigh, but she
couldn't do that. All she could do was listen and comfort this woman whenever she
had problems.

“You left me... Waaaaaaaah…”

“I didn't. I have work.”

“You took jobs on your own, so you don't want me to be your manager anymore?”

“I think you should go handle your own stuff.”

“Pat, why are you talking to me with such a cruel tone?”

“The team scheduled a morning shoot for me. Let's talk later.” This was probably the first
time she dared to hang up on her crush. She wasn't annoyed with her, she just wanted to
distance herself from the woman she once thought she'd be tied to forever. Since everything
she did
seemed worthless, she should step back and find happiness for herself.

She placed the phone on the bed, ignoring the incoming calls and numerous chat messages.
The sunrise greeting the new day was what the team wanted, and the model understood the
concept well. She arrived early to give the team time to check everything, from her own
appearance to the rocky beach where the shoot would take place.

“Is the model ready?”

“Ready! Upped the sexy level as the editor requested!” It wasn't the model's voice but the
makeup teams.

Naphak smiled at the team, who praised her beauty. Today's concept was 'Sneaking away from
her lover to the sea in the morning' The team chose a cute light blue bikini for her, showing just
enough sexy curves to make magazine buyers eager to tum each page.

Even though it wasn't summer yet, beach photo shoots were common for actors.

The rocks used as props made the model enjoy the shoot even more, as the team allowed her
to suggest poses freely. Naphak smiled at the slim female photographer who told her to really
imagine sneaking away from her lover to play or hiding among the rocks.

Today, the photographer's job was to snap away as the model created her own poses.

“Great job, Pat!”

The photographer's praise made the model beam happily. She began using the rocks to tease
the imaginary person she envisioned standing in front of her, looking annoyed that she'd snuck
away to play alone.

The person she imagined was the beautiful doctor with a stoic expression...

As the sunlight grew brighter, the work sped up. The desired early morning light was turning into
bright daylight. Soon, the shoot was over, and the team cheered for a job well done despite
some weather-related obstacles.

Naphak smiled at the team, thanking them as always when her work was done. She didn't
forget to take friendly photos with some team members or sign autographs for fans. She
wasn't too arrogant to not give them her autograph.

After saying goodbye to the team, who had to leave today per the magazine editor's orders to
cut unnecessary costs, Naphak strolled along the beach. As planned, she still had a few days to
relax here.
But her plan to walk along the beach and feel the sea water on her feet changed when she
spotted someone sitting with her knees hugged, watching the sun on the sand.

Naphak slowly approached, not wanting the person to notice, and stopped to watch the
beautiful face smiling at thesea.

Her heart raced, making her clutch her left chest. She tried to calm herself from the tightness
caused by seeing that beautiful smile and the conversation with a little child who was
probably also walking nearby.

Did Dr. Premsinee affect her heart that much? She felt happy seeing her smile and disliked
seeing her sad, pained eyes.

She never thought of any woman other than her best friend, whom she secretly loved. But
today, her feelings made her unsure. Something had changed since she first noticed her in the
club that day, leading to the night that made her heart race when she saw the nearly naked,
drunken woman.

If she was interested in her, she should get to know her better, right?

"Mind if I sit here?" Naphak smiled to herself when she met the stoic gaze of the person who
turned to look at her. She was getting used to the doctor's expression.

But sometimes, she wished this woman would smile at her.

“If I were a child, would you smile at me like you did at that child?” She asked but got no
answer, as usual. The doctor turned away, showing her annoyance at being disturbed during
her relaxation.

“My name is Pat. What's yours?”

“I introduced myself already. It's your turn now.”

She didn't know why she wanted to keep bothering this woman and provoke her until she
looked at her. But it seemed difficult, as the doctor had exceptional patience, unlike anyone
she'd ever met.

“Beautiful women aren't supposed to be mean, right?”

“Then why is this doctor so mean to me?” If someone heard her, they'd think she was crazy,
talking to herself without any response from the person beside her.
Naphak lay down on the sand when the woman beside her refused to speak or even look at her,
acting as if she wasn't there. But as soon as she lay down, the person beside her tried to leave,
making her quickly grab her wrist.

“Let go…”

“You're finally speaking. I thought you were mute today.” Naphak didn't know her teasing words
made the listener even more annoyed.

“Let go.”

“No.”

“I believe you understand Thai.” The doctor's flattone made Naphak almost release her hand
from the other's. Yet, she still wanted to hold on to it a little bit more, so she ignored the
harsh words.

“Of course I do. It's my mother tongue, but today, my ears aren't very good.”

“Let go.”

“My name is Pat. What's yours?”

“I think I told you I don't want to know you.”

“But I want to know you.”

“Let go!”

“No.” The scene of tugging and pulling ensued. One wanted to leave, but the other wouldn't let
go easily. Dr. Premsinee tried to shake her hand free, but it was difficult as the person on the
sand was stronger than expected.

And it seemed to make her lose her balance. Dr. Premsinee fell on top of the person below.
Now, their faces were so close they could feel each other's breath. All thoughts disappeared
right at that minute.

Her hand was freed, but now her face was held gently. The person below did something
shocking and unbelievable, slowly touching her lips with her own, nibbling lightly, then pressing
more firmly.

A kiss she didn't want, but why was it so soft? It felt like she'd experienced this touch before.
Dr. Premsinee tried to struggle again, but the more she did, the more the woman below teased
her lips until she could barely breathe. Though she felt dazed and shocked at first, now she
wanted to leave a mark on the beautiful face that dared to do such a crazy thing.

“If you slap me, I'll kiss you again.” Naphak wasn't joking but telling the doctor in front of her,
who was about to slap her, that she meant it.

“Disgusting!”

“But you seemed to enjoy it.” The doctor probably didn't realize she hadn't moved away. Her
body had a sweet fragrance, making Naphak want her to stay on top of her longer.

“You're annoying. Let me go!”

“I already did, but you still didn't move away.”

“How annoying!”

The one being scolded kept smirking, eventhough the beautiful doctor gave her a sharp glare
before hastily walking away. If the doctor had turned back for a moment, she would've seen the
villainess gently caressing her own lips with a dreamy expression.

“Your lips are so soft, and they smell nice, too,” she mused.

The owner of those soft lips was far from dreamy. She was irritated, so much so that she
plopped down on her bed the moment she returned to her room. She sighed for what felt like
the hundredth time, wiping her lips repeatedly as if trying to clean off some invisible filth.

But the more she cleaned, the more she thought about the beautiful face that had left that kiss.

Noone had ever dared to kiss her like that before. Even her ex-boyfriend had only managed a
peck on the cheek. But this villainess had the audacity to kiss her, even teasing her with the tip
of her tongue.

Why did that kiss feel so familiar, as if she'd experienced it before? She and the villainess had
never met, except for the day of her wedding when the woman revealed the truth about her
unfaithful fiancé.

“Why is everything such a mess?” she muttered. It wasn't just her ex causing trouble; now, this
villainess was stirring up her life bit by bit.

She'd come here for some peace of mind, but instead, she found herself repeatedly annoyed by
this villainess.
Maybe she should go back to work earlier than planned.

After spending sometime reading and swimming by the pool, Dr. Premsinee decided to have
dinner at a nearby restaurant. It wasn't a fancy place, but it had a nice atmosphere, being right
by thesea. Everyone who came to the beach wanted to feel close to the ocean.

A few simple seafood dishes were served with a smile from the waitress, who seemed eager
to do her job. Dr. Premsinee smiled back but politely asked for some privacy, not wanting the
waitress hovering around.

If Dr. Fahlada or Dr. Melanee were here, she wouldn't be surprised by the waitress's attention.
Especially Dr. Melanee, whose charming eyes could make any woman swoon. But she was
alone, without her two attractive friends.

The peace didn't last long. A small scream and excited chatter made Dr. Premsinee look up.
Even from her seaside table, she could see the cause of the commotion: the gorgeous and hot
actress, Naphak Tharanisorn.

Dr. Premsinee lost interest as soon as she recognized the actress, focusing back on her meal.
But she couldn't ignore the many eyes now glancing her way. It didn't take long to understand
why.

“Mind if I join you? There's no free table” Naphak said.

“I think there are plenty of free tables,” Dr. Premsinee replied softly, matching the actress's
gentle tone. “And I prefer some privacy.”

“Look again,” Naphak suggested. “All the tables are reserved.”

Dr. Premsinee scanned the restaurant and frowned. When she first arrived, none of the tables
had reservation signs. Now, suddenly, they did. Maybe customers had called to reserve them
because the food was quite good.

“Fine, have a seat,” she conceded.

Naphak smiled and subtly signaled to the staff, who had reserved the tables at her expense.

If anyone called her a stalker, they wouldn't be wrong

Despite Dr. Premsinee's strong defenses, Naphak wanted to break through them.
Dinner continued with a few more dishes, but the doctor showed no interest in conversation.
Naphak kept glancing at her, hoping for some reaction. She would've preferred harsh words
over this cold silence.

“Thesea bass is delicious,” Naphak said, placing a piece on Dr. Premsinee's plate with a
sincere smile.

“Thank you,” the doctor replied, not rejecting the gesture but also not eating the fish. She
pushed it aside, making it clear she didn't appreciate it.

Naphak watched with a smile, though she was frustrated inside. Noone had ever rejected her
so openly. This woman didn't want to know her at all.

“Are you still mad at me?” Naphak asked, her voice softening as she put down her spoon.

Dr. Premsineeset her glass down and looked directly at her. "No, there's nothing to be mad
about. We don't know each other personally."

“Is it about me ruining your wedding?” Naphak's smile widened as she saw the doctor's
reaction. The wedding still affected her.

“I should thank you, actually,” Dr. Premsinee said.

“Huh? ”

“You made me see the truth.”

“Are you serious?” Naphak was taken aback. She hadn't expected this response.

“Yes.”

“Are you feeling okay?”

“What?”

*You sound like you're not mad about me making you cancel your wedding.”

Naphak was confused, but Dr. Premsinee meant what she said. Initially, she was angry, but
realizing the truth before the wedding and legal marriage was a blessing.

“I should thank you… Excuse me, here's my share for the meal.”

“Wait.”
Naphak grabbed her hand, making Dr. Premsinee pause. She looked at her hand, silently
asking to be released, but Naphak held on tighter, trying to see into her calm eyes.

“Let go.”

“Are you really not mad at me anymore?”

“Being mad at you is pointless.”

“?”

“Because we don't know each other.”

With that, Dr. Premsineewalked away, leaving Naphak to slump back into her chair. She was
speechless. The doctor didn't want to know her at all.

What would it take to make this woman want to know her? Despite their rocky start, Naphak's
heart was set on getting closer to her.

Dr. Premsinee mightn't want to know her now, but one day, Naphak would make sure they knew
each other very well.

More importantly, she couldn't deny it anymore... that she was starting to like this cold-
hearted doctor.
 CHAPTER 9

“Thank you for the information, Uncle.”

The printer hummed as sheets of paper emerged, bringing a smile to the woman holding her
phone. The information she sought was now on these three pages. She chatted a bit more with
the person on the other end before hanging up, as it seemed her uncle had work to attend to.

With great satisfaction, she picked up the first sheet. It wasn't difficult at all to find information
on someone, especially when her uncle rana detective agency that catered to clients of all ages
and backgrounds.

Despite frequent complaints from the family, her uncle stubbornly continued to manage the
agency. It'd been his childhood dream, and once he had the means, he didn't hesitate to fulfill it.

'Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn, a specialist in cardiology!’

“A cardiologist, huh?”

‘Works at St. King Hospital. Office hours: Monday to Friday, 8:00-17:00. Occasionally available
on Saturdays from 8:00-12:00.’

‘Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn is the second child of the Chotiphicharn family. Her parents are
college lecturers, both holding the title of Professor. Her older brother teaches at a university
in the northern part of the country, and her youngest sibling is pursuing a master's degree in
England.'

'Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn has three close friends: Dr. Fahlada, Dr. Melanee, and Dr.
Tankhun!’

'Dr. Premsinee Chotiphichan was almost married to Thawat Kuldirek, but the wedding was
abruptly canceled.'
Naphak slowly read every detail about Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicham, ensuring that not a single
word escaped her attention. Seeing the attached photos brought a smile to her face, but it
faded when she read about the canceled wedding.

Because the person who caused Dr. Premsinee's wedding to be called off was her.

The doorbell of her condo rang, prompting Naphak to set the papers down and go answer the
door. Only one person knew she was here. She probably needed to expedite her search for a
new condo.

“Pat, why did you change the door password?”

“It's my room. Why can't I change it?” The displeased expression of her former crush made her
sigh. Since buying the condo, Nam had known the entry code, but after returning from a
vacation, Naphak changed it for her peace of mind.

“Pat, you've changed. You were never like this.”

“I haven't changed. It's you who changed and forced me to change, too.”

“Don't you care about me anymore? Don't you want me around?” Nam's pleading tone made
Naphak turn away and step back.

“Of course I do.”

“Then why are you doing this?”

“I'm not doing anything.”

“You took on work yourself and didn't let me be your manager.”

“You should sort out your own issues. Has that man accepted your child yet?” Naphak couldn't
help but ask about the man central to this issue, as it concerned not just Nam but also Dr.
Premsinee.

“He's going back to marry his woman.”

“No, he can't.”

“What should I do? He's so cold. He won't even take my calls…”

Nam's trembling voice and tears made Naphak feel weary. Nam had always been like this, but
why had she once found it endearing? The vulnerability that made her want to protect Nam now
felt tiresome, especially since Nam never tried to solve her own problems, eventhough they
were of her own making.

Perhaps it's true that the deepest disappointments make us stronger. Naphak's heart no
longer ached at Nam's tears. Maybe the quickest way to forget pain is to find someone new.

“I won't let that mango back to Dr. Premsinee…” Naphak's words were meant to comfort her
ex-crush, but she did really mean them. If that man got involved with Dr. Premsinee, it'd be
harder for her to approach the doctor.

“ How? ”

“I have my ways... That man will never marry Prem!”

If Nam had noticed, she might've seen something different in Naphak's demeanor. Naphak
spoke as if she knew Dr. Premsinee personally, using her nickname, eventhough she initially
only knew her as a doctor named Dr. Premsinee.

“Don't leave me, Pat. I have noone else…”

“You have that man. He's your husband and the father of your child. I'm just your friend.”

“You have to stay with me.”

“Sort out your own issues first.”

“Promise you won't leave me, Pat.”

“Yeah.” Naphak reluctantly hugged her former crush, now just a close friend, to comfort her.
Despite everything, Nam was still a long-time friend, and Naphak would help where she could.

It's just that keeping that man away from Dr. Premsinee also benefited her.

The next morning, Naphak wasted no time in executing her plan. She returned to the large,
familiar mansion where she'd lived since birth.

She smiled at the housekeeper, who rushed over upon seeing the youngest daughter of the
house. Naphak told her to continue with her work, not needing to be fussed over like when she
was a child. She then headed to the living room to meet her beloved mother.

“What brings you to see me?”

“I missed you, Mom. I missed you sooooo much. Where's Dad?”

“Dad's at work. Don't you have work?”

Naphak's mother playfully scolded her, making Naphak quickly move to her side as she always
did when seeking affection. It hadn't been easy to prove to her family that she'd grown up
enough to live on her own.

“No, I missed you more.”

“What do you want? You must want something to be this affectionate.”

“I don't want anything. I just want to take you for a health check-up.”

“A health check-up?”

"Yes.”

“But it's not time for my check-up yet, Pat.”

Her mother was puzzled. It wasn't time for her check-up, and Naphak had never shown interest
in such things, she even often avoided crowded places.

“We can go even if it's not time.”

Her mother eventually gave in, following her daughter's wishes, though she didn't fully
understand. Naphak seemed determined to handle everything herself, even asking about the
next appointment and wanting to move it up to next week, which her mother had to gently
oppose.

“You should get checked regularly, Mom.”

“I'm fine. Why do I have to do it that often? The results show I'm healthy.”

“Just in case, Mom. Better be safe than sorry.”

“Still, a weekly check-up?” Her mother shook her head at her daughter's stubbornness. She
appreciated the concern but found weekly check-ups excessive.

“Do you feel tired or have any chest discomfort, like heart pain?”

“Sometimes I get tired.”

“Then I'll take you to a cardiologist.”

“What? Pat... I don't have heart disease.”

“Just to be safe, Mom.”

Naphak informed the nurse, specifying which doctor she wanted for her mother's check- up.
She smiled as they were led to The Cardiac Center for an immediate consultation.

Her mother mightn't understand her daughter's intentions, but Naphak was very pleased.

“I told you I don't have heart disease,” her mother whispered, not wanting to disturb others,
especially the attentive nurse.

“Just to be safe, Mom.”

“I'm getting older. It's normal to feel tired.”

“Let the doctor check. It's almost our turn. I'm excited.”

Her mother shook her head at her daughter's persistence.

“Why are you excited? We're seeing a doctor, Pat.”

The actions of her beloved daughter, who kept smiling and even said she was excited, made
the mother shake her head with affection. She acted as if she'd never taken her mother to see a
doctor before, looking so thrilled.

But if the mother knew what was causing her daughter to act this way, she'd be stunned. Her
beautiful eyes were fixed on the examination room door, staring unblinkingly at the name of
the doctor.

Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharm'

“Please come in, Ms. Nonthakan. It's your turn.”

“Aren't you coming in with me? You said you'd take me to see the doctor.” She nudged her
daughter, who was suddenly sitting still and had asked the nurse to take her mother into
the examination room first.

It might be the first time the beautiful villain felt so excited that she was baffled by her own
reaction. Why was she feeling this way? She was just taking her mother to see a doctor. Well,
the doctor they were seeing was Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicham.

“Hello, Auntie. Are you experiencing chest pain?”

“Oh, Dr. Premsinee!”

“I thought you were accompanying your husband.”

“My daughter insisted I come.”

“Your daughter must be very sweet, caring so much about you.”

The soft voice of the beautiful doctor in the examination room made the person peeking
through the door smile. The doctor's voice was so pleasant when talking to patients, quite
different from the cold tone she used with her.

The examination room door opened again, and the patient's daughter smiled at the doctor, who
only glanced at her. But it seemed Naphak was lucky that her mother knew Dr. Premsineewell
enough to chat about various things, even introducing her as her daughter and boasting that
she was an actress who had won several awards.

Boasting about her gorgeous daughter was a top priority for the mother...

“So, what symptoms do you have, Auntie?” The doctor's soft words effectively interrupted
the mother's boasting. The mother had to look at her beautiful daughter, who was staring at
the
doctor, ignoring everything else.

“Pat, what symptoms do I have?” The patient's whisper made the doctor glance at them
slightly before pretending to be interested in the patient's chart, as the beautiful woman's eyes
were
constantly on her.

“Just tell the doctor, Mom.”

"But I'm not sick. What should I tell the doctor?" The daughter was sweating because her
mother wasn't actually ill but had to be examined by the doctor, who was also her husband's
cardiologist.
She was starting to not understand why her daughter wanted her to get a heart check-up when
she didn't feel like she had any heart disease.

“My mom gets tired, Doctor.”

“How do you get tired, Auntie?”

“My mom gets tired when she walks.” It seemed the doctor was asking the patient, but the
daughter kept answering, eventhough the patient wasn't too old to speak for herself and
was still beautiful. The daughter probably inherited her beauty from her mother.

“How do you get tired, Auntie? Can you describe your symptom?”

“My mom gets tired when she walks.”

“I understand, but how does she get tired? I need to diagnose it correctly.” The doctor's voice
wasn't as soft as when she talked to the mother as she had to scold the daughter, who kept
answering in a playful manner.

“She gets tired when she walks, Doctor. Could this be a sign of heart disease?”

“Miss, I need to talk to the patient.”

“But I'm the patient's daughter. I can answer for her.” She still smiled and teased.

Naphak probably didn't know that Dr. Premsinee was trying to count to a hundred in her mind,
then smiled sweetly at the patient, who was quite confused by her daughter's teasing, as if they
knew each other well.

“Pat! Speak properly. I didn't teach you to act like this,” the mother scolded her daughter,
noticing her unusual behavior toward the doctor.

“I'm worried about you, Mom. I want you to be examined by askilled.. and pretty doctor.” The
last part seemed unnecessary. When one is sick, they just want a good doctor, not necessarily
a beautiful or handsome one.

“I apologize for my daughter's actions, Doctor. She's probably just worried about me.”

“It's okay, Auntie. Your daughter is very caring... but it's best to know the time and place, too.”

The beautiful doctor still smiled sweetly at the patient and asked about her symptoms again in
a soft voice. But the ignored daughter glared at the doctor, who didn't seem to notice, as she
continued talking to the mother, reassuring her that her symptoms were normal for someone
her age.
“Auntie, you can rest assured. Your heart is still very healthy.”

“Thank you so much, Doctor... See, Pat? I don't have heart disease, as the doctor said.” She
quickly told her daughter she was fine, so they wouldn't have to come for unnecessary check-
ups again.

“Doctor.” she nodded, understanding what her mother said, but she still wanted to talk to
the beautiful doctor a bit more.

“Yes?”

“When will you schedule my mom's next check-up?”

“There's no need for a follow-up. She doesn't have heart disease.” The doctor's soft voice and
smile were directed at the patient, who looked apologetic for her daughter's reluctance to
leave the examination room.

“But I want you to schedule a check-up, Doctor.”

“My duty is to tell the truth to the patient. If the patient isn't sick, there's no need for a check-up.”
The doctor's voice became a bit firmer as the beautiful woman showed no sign of leaving, even
though the examination was over.

“But the patient's daughter wants to see the doctor.”

It wasn't just Dr. Premsinee who was speechless. The nurse and the patient also looked at each
other until the latter had to clear her throat and tell her daughter to leave the examination room
as she was wasting the doctor's time.

“Mom, I haven't finished talking to her.”

“Stop being cheeky. How can you talk to Dr. Premsinee like that? Think about her feelings for
once.”

After leaving the examination room, the mother had to pinch her daughter's stomach as a
punishment. Only those close to her knew this side of her as she only revealed her cute, cheeky
self, not just her captivating, aloof facade, to those whom she trusted enough.

Wait a minute...

“Mom, I like Dr. Premsinee.”

There it is! Now everything was clear as day no wonder she was teasing Dr. Premsineeso
much.

“But as far as I know, the doctor has a boyfriend and is about to get married.”

“They're not getting married anymore.”

“Why not?”

“I ruined her wedding myself.”

“I never taught you to do this to others! Tell me everything, Pat!”

So, the whole story was told in detail by the one who did it herself. The matriarch of the
Tharanisorn family sighed deeply after hearing what her daughter had done.

It wasn't surprising if Dr. Premsinee didn't like her daughter or even wanted to know her, even
though her daughter had made the doctor realize that her fiancé wasn't faithful.

Because a perfect woman would feel quite humiliated being called...jilted bride.

“Are you sure you've moved on from Nam?” Speaking of her daughter's close friend, she still
couldn't believe she let herself get pregnant as, in her eyes, the woman her daughter secretly
loved was sweet and well-behaved.

“Not entirely yet. But I want to start fresh with someone new.” There was no need to hide her
love life or personal matters from her parents, as they'd known from the start that their
youngest daughter preferred women over men.

“Dr. Premsinee doesn't like women, Pat.” What her daughter wanted seemed difficult from the
start. Her desire seemed to lead to a dead end. If this continued, the family would have to
prepare to comfort her when she got her heart broken.

“Mom, haven't you heard? Every woman has the potential to like other women.”

“Nonsense. I like your dad.”

“That's an exception. Didn't you plan to catch Dad? He told me.”

“Do you believe him? Whose favorite child are you?” The matriarch's voice turned stern, making
the daughter quickly hug and cuddle as usual.

“I'm your favorite, Mom. Without you keeping Dad in check, I wouldn't be able to do this.”
In the Tharanisorn household, the matriarch was the ultimate authority. Eventhough the
patriarch commanded hundreds of subordinates at work, he had to submit to his beloved wife
at home.

“Your dad wants you to study abroad, you know.”

“I haven't forgotten, Mom. But I want to try my best first. I'm the daughter of a mafia, after all.”

“What mafia are you talking about? There's no such thing anymore.”

“Really? The other day, Yai called to tell me that Dad went to Shanghai for work.”

“That's just Dad's business.”

“I know, but I want Dad to be extra careful. His competitors are all dangerous.” Her family wasn't
involved in any illegal mafia activities; they just owned a company that monopolized
the production of light bulbs and electrical wires for export.

Since she was born, she was used to seeing her father always having bodyguards. She often
teased him, saying she was the daughter of a mafia boss. She didn't know much about his other
businesses, only that what he did wasn't illegal.

“Next week, he's going to Vegas. Do you want anything, Pat?”

“No, Mom. Why is he going there?”

“He's going to a meeting with his partners at the casino.”

“When will Dad sell his shares? I don't want him going to casinos often.”

“The casino is his business. It's not illegal”

“I know, but Dad is getting older. I want him to rest.”

“If you want him to rest, you have to help take care of things here.”

“I'm a woman, Mom. I'm not like my brothers. I don't want to have bodyguards following me
around like a prisoner.” Talking about bodyguards always gave her chills. Eventhough she was
used to seeing them, she didn't like having them around. She wanted to live a normal life, not
having someone follow her everywhere for safety.

Another business of the 'Tharanisorn' family was owning shares in casinos in Vegas, Macau,
Hong Kong, Singapore, and neighboring countries like Cambodia. But the casino business was
kept a secret. The general public only knew that 'Tharanisorn' had a company that monopolized
the production of light bulbs and electrical wires for export.

“If you don't want bodyguards, don't get into trouble.”

“Mom, who would I get into trouble with?”

“Do you think I don't know that you don't want the doctor'sex to get close to her?”

“I'm not that villainous, Mom.”

“I'm the one who raised you, Pat. Do you think I don't know my own daughter's nature? You're
quite the troublemaker.”

“Being a troublemaker to get what we want isn't wrong, is it?”

“It's not wrong if what you want willingly lets you... do that.”
 CHAPTER 10

Knock! Knock Knock!

The sound of knocking on the office door in the late evening, just minutes before the end of the
workday, made Dr. Premsinee adjust her absent-minded expression back to a calm demeanor.

"Doctor, there are no more patients for today."

"Thank you.. I'll go do the evening rounds then. If there's anything, just call me."

"Yes, Doctor."

The middle-aged nurse looked at the slender back of the beautiful cardiologist with
sympathetic eyes. Although she was curious about what had happened that made Dr.
Premsinee cancel her wedding, noone dared to ask. They only gathered in groups to talk or
speculate about the
reasons.

Many times, they still saw the would-have-been groom coming around to inquire about Dr.
Premsinee. However, the nurses in the department were ordered not to disclose any information
about Dr. Premsinee to that man. If they slipped up, they might lose their jobs as the order came
from Dr. Fahlada Thananusak, the deputy director of St. King Hospital

Therefore, Dr. Premsinee's movements were strictly kept secret from her former fiancé.

Dr. Premsinee handed the patient chart to the nurse after finishing her evening rounds and
writing the dally notes of her last patient.

In the past, she was like everyone else, sometimes wishing the workday would end quickly. But
now, she didn't want the workday to end. Every time it did, she'd think of someone who used to
wait for her to have dinner together. She just missed those sweet times, but thinking about
then always brought pain.

Her steps toward the parking lot halted when she saw someone waiting. The same person who
made her feel increasingly unsafe was now leaning against her car.
The same old thing that exhausted her...

“Prem.”

“I'm tired. Please, I want to rest.”

*I want to talk to you. Can you give me a chance?” The man in front of her refused to move,
blocking her from driving away as usual.

It'd been like this every day since she retumed to work. It made her dread the end of the
workday even more. She knew someone would be waiting to say the same things without
realizing why their relationship had to end.

“Wat, It's already over between us.”

“I won't let it.”

“Enough. Whatever you do, it won't make things better.” Dr. Premsinee's calm words were
accompanied by a more displeased expression as the man refused to let her get to her car.

“Why won't you give me a chance, Prem?”

“And why should I... Ouchl” Dr. Premsinee cried out in pain and shock as her arm was yanked,
not expecting the man to do such a thing.

“Because I loveyou.”

“People who love each other don't do this. Let go! It hurts!” The more she tried to pull away, the
tighter his grip became, making Dr. Premsinee increasingly angry.

“What are you doing?”

The loud voice seemed to make the man, who was starting to show displeasure, loosen his grip.
But he still moved closer to Dr. Premsinee, trying to show the newcomer that he knew her and
wasn't an outsider intending harm.

Dr. Premsinee felt grateful to the person who intervened. She looked at the calm, beautiful face
of the woman approaching, noticing the clear irritation in her eyes when she saw the red marks
on her arm. She couldn't help but be surprised but was thankful that this villainess had come to
relieve her discomfort from being with this man.

“My girlfriend and I have something to talk about.”

It doesn't seem like that. I have business with the doctor. Let's go, Doctor.” The woman, barely
containing her anger, saw the beautiful doctor's arm get yanked so hard.

She gently held the hand and audaciously led Dr. Premsinee to her car, parked not far from the
doctor's.

After dropping her mother off, she decided to return to the hospital to tease the beautiful
doctor again. If she hadn't come back, who knows what the man might've done to Dr.
Premsinee?

The luxury car drove out of the parking lot, but the young man stood still, cursing in frustration.
The beautiful woman had taken his beloved away so casually, eventhough he'd waited so long
just to get close to Dr. Premsinee.

But the more challenging it was, the more he wanted Dr. Premsinee...

Inside the luxury car, only soft music played as the two sat in silence. It wasn't until the
car stopped at a traffic light that they turned to look at each other.

“Thank you, but could you please drive me back to the hospital.”

“I'm hungry. Let's stop for dinner first, Doctor.”

The car moved again as the light turned green. Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful woman
beside her and sighed slightly. If this woman hadn't intervened, she didn't know when she
would've shaken off her ex. She might've had to wait for someone else to pass by or for security
to patrol each floor.

Naphak couldn't help but glance at the calm face, seeing the thoughtful eyes with an
indescribable feeling, Honestly, sheld wanted to approach Dr. Premsinee since she saw the
man standing there. But she waited until he yanked her arm before rushing into take the doctor
away.

If even Dr. Premsinee was threatened like this, what might happen to Nam? She could only
wonder, but since it was a matter of lovers, she shouldn't interfere further.

‘A noodle shop.’

Dr. Premsinee looked at the roadside noodle shop that the actress had chosen, surprised. She
hadn't expected the actress to choose such a place. Usually, people in the entertainment
industry had to maintain a good image. And judging by her appearance, this villainess didn't
seem to fit the atmosphere of a roadside eatery, eventhough she was just wearing denim and a
plain white T-shirt today.

“Let's go eat, or can't you eat at roadside places?”

“I can.”

“I thought you'd break out in hives.” The speaker smiled, pleased to see the calm face showing
some other expression after her teasing words.

“If I break out in hives, the noodles must be poisonous.”

“I guarantee they're not. This place is really good.”

Dr. Premsinee looked at the woman walking ahead with a slightly changed perspective. This
villainess seemed to have many facets. Initially, she thought this woman would be as mean and
sharp-tongued as in the dramas she acted in. But it turned out she had a cute side, too.

She willingly brought her mother for a health check-up without worrying about her work. And
when they talked, they seemed close and sweet. Most importantly, she appeared to be a very
family-loving daughter.

“Two bowls of tom yum noodles... Aren't you ordering, Doctor? Or are you not hungry?”

It wasn't that she wasn't hungry, but Dr. Premsinee was surprised that the slender woman
ordered two bowls. And each bowl on the other tables wasn't small. Didn't actresses have
to control their weight?

“Clear soup noodles for me.”

“So, one clear soup and two tom yum, right?”

The waiter took the order and moved on to other tables. Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but survey
the surroundings of the roadside shop. It seemed like each table didn't care much about who
else was dining there. Even with an actress present, they were focused on their noodles.

Maybe the actress had minimal makeup, so people didn't recognize her.

“Is something wrong, Doctor? You keep looking at me.” Naphak smiled at the doctor before
handing over the cleaned utensils.

“Thank you. I was just wondering what kind of person you are.”
“The kind you wouldn't expect.”

“Probably, because I never thought about you.” Dr. Premsinee's words made the listener pause
but still smile, with a comment that made the doctor blush slightly.

“But I do think about your lips, you know?”

The conversation paused as the noodle bowls arrived. Dr. Premsinee looked up at the woman
eagerly eating her noodles, finding it unusual. She rarely saw actresses eating such simple
food, but this woman made her rethink.

Right now, she couldn't help but glance at the other's lips, which were slightly red from the
spiciness of the tom yum noodles. Every time she looked, she couldn't help but think about the
kiss. Eventhough she told herself she didn't like it, every time she thought about it, she always
remembered the soft, fragrant lips.

It was a kiss she didn't like at all.

The noodles were slowly eaten until the bowl was empty. She had to admit that the taste of the
noodles from this shop was quite delicious. Even the person who ordered two bowls of tom
yum noodles finished them all and seemed very happy with the meal. They even ordered a bowl
of
soup to finish off. She wondered how someone who ate so much could still look so good.

“Would you like anything else, Doctor?”

“No, I'm full.”

“Me too. Let's get the check.”

“It's on me.”

“I brought you here. I should pay.”

“Please don't. I don't want toowe anyone.”

“One day, I won't be just an 'anyone' to you, Doctor.”

“Enough, please. Don't do this.”

“But I'm someone who, when I want something, I have to get it. And I don't give up easily.”
Naphak smiled at the stoic face handing money to the staff. Dr. Premsinee was a formidable
wall Climbing or breaking it down would require immense effort. But even if she was exhausted,
she wouldn't give up easily.
“No matter how hard you try, it's pointless. Rest assured, I won't steal anyone's husband or the
father of someone's child.”

“How can I be sure you won't go back to that man?” She almost bit her tongue after saying that,
realizing how contrary it was to Dr. Premsinee's meaning. The doctor probably thought she was
following her to make sure she wouldn't go back to marry that man.

But Dr. Premsinee didn't know the real reason she was trying to get close to her...

“I know the difference between right and wrong.”

“To be sure, I'll keep an eye on you.”

“I think you should spend your time caring for your pregnant best friend.”

“Your ex-fiancé is taking care of my friend. We shouldn't interfere with lovers' matters.”

“That's right. We shouldn't interfere with two people in love.”

Again, Dr. Premsinee's calm words left her speechless. Naphak could only watch the slender
back walk out of the shop with a weary look.

How could she not understand what Dr. Premsinee meant? The doctor was reminding her to
think about how she'd interfered and caused two people in love to part ways.

But wasn't it because of her that the beautiful doctor didn't end up marrying and found out
that the man had someone else all along?

Was there no weak point in Dr. Premsinee's wall for her to make it tumbling down?

The morning sunlight began to shine brightly, causing the beautiful face to open her eyes in
slight annoyance as the phone rang, preventing her from sleeping further. She grabbed her
glasses from the bedside table and put them on, not forgetting to wear a robe over her thin
nightgown.

Last night was already frustrating enough when the beautiful doctor escaped in a taxi while
she was still sitting, unable to follow her out of the shop. By the time she realized it, the doctor
was already in the taxi.

She hadn't taken any jobs that required her to wake up early lately, but someone was still
bothering her. She was getting tired of dealing with other people's issues more and more. She
didn't know how she used to smile through everything.

Maybe it was true what people said, that when love fades, boredom sets in.
But maybe she never loved her best friend at all, as her heart never raced when they were
close.

She and Nam might just be closed and bonded, and she kept reminding herself, always thinking
that a woman like Nam was the type she'd love. If she opened her heart to others’ opinions, she
might feel less hurt when she found out her best friend was pregnant.

“Nam, what's up? Why are you here this early?”

“Why? Can't I come to see you anymore?”

“No, I just wanted to sleep more.”

“Why aren't you taking any jobs? I even tried to get you some.”

Nam's displeased tone made Naphak tum away. She didn't want to meet Nam's pleading eyes
again. Maybe it was true what her mom asked: if she wanted a new love, had she really let go of
the old feelings?

“I want to rest.”

“You can't rest for too long.”

“Why can't I?”

“Your fans will be waiting, and if you take a long break, they'll forget you.”

“I'm planning togo study abroad.”

“You can't.”

“Why not?”

Nam's serious tone and face surprised Naphak. She never took showbiz seriously like others.
She just wanted the experience and, at that time, an excuse to stay close to her best friend, who
offered to be her manager.

“If you go study, what will I do? Are you going to leave me?”

“You have someone to take care of you…”

“No, noone is as good to me as you. Don't leave me, Pat.”

“I'm tired of showbiz…”

“What about me? I'm your manager. If you leave, what will I do?”

“Wasn't it you who wanted to be my manager? And you knew I never intended to stay in the
industry forever.”

“I quit my job to be your manager.”

“I never asked you to. It was you who wanted to be my manager.”

“Don't leave me... How will I live without you? You promised to take care of me.”

The arms hugging her from behind made Naphak sigh. If it were before, she would've been
happy that this person saw her as important, that they couldn't be without each other.

But now, it wasn't like that anymore. Since she decided to move on and remember only the
good memories, she had to be stronger.

“You have a husband and a baby on the way. Take good care of them, okay?” She gently
removed the arms hugging her and decided to walk to her bedroom without looking back at
her former secret crush, whose eyes were filled with anger at being demoted in importance.

Sometimes, the line between close friends and benefits is so thin that we overlook it...

As soon as she entered her bedroom, Naphak sighed deeply and sat on her bed, feeling
exhausted. Why couldn't her best friend understand things more easily?

She did many things for her, like ruining the wedding to prevent her from being a single mother.
It hurt her deeply then, but now that she was strong enough to step back, her friend still wouldn't
let go of her, eventhough she said she loved that man.

She dialed her brother's number to ask him to deal with the new condo matter faster. If she
bought it in her name, her fans and her manager would find out. She needed peace and privacy
the most right now.

“Yai, can you please buy a condo for me? I've sent you the address. Thank you.”

After telling her eldest brother what she needed, she called the man she respected and loved
the most.

“Dad, I'm taking you to the doctor.”

The person who said she’d take her father to the doctor was sitting grumpily in the living room.
The head of the Tharanisorn family refused to let his beautiful daughter take him to the hospital,
unlike his wife, who was taken for a health check-up before it was due. The daughter eventold
her mother about the trouble she caused others. But what made him smile was that his
beloved daughter always took responsibility for her actions.

“Tell me the real reason, Pat.”

“Don't scold me, or I'll tell Mom.”

“You're acting like a child. Tell me.”

He hugged his daughter, who came to hug him like she always did when she wanted something
and wanted the family to get it for her. Being the only daughter and the youngest, it was clear
how much she was spoiled. But she never caused any serious trouble for the family. She only
came back to say that the person she loved didn't love her back, just to get some comfort
from the family.

“I like your doctor.”

“Hmmm?”

“Dr. Premsinee, your cardiologist.”

“Oh, Dr. Premsinee... Get ready to cry. You're going to get your heart broken.”

“Dad!”

“I'm telling you now, I won't help. If you want something, you have to work for it yourself. As my
daughter, you have to do that. No matter how much it hurts, don't cry. If the doctor doesn't like
you, you can come back and cry at home.”

“Dad, not only are you not helping, but you're also not encouraging me.”

“Don't be mean to Dr. Premsinee, okay?”

“I'm not that much of a villainous.”

“Don't think I don't know my own daughter... Can you promise me something, Pat?”
“What promise?”

“If there comes a day when you're in so much pain that you can't bear it, go study abroad for
me.”

“Okay, if there ever comes a day when I'm in so much pain that I can't take it, and I cry.. I'll
move on.”

Love... if it doesn't work out, wejust have to let go and move on, even if at that moment, our
hearts hurt so much we beg for death.
 CHAPTER 11

Knock! Knock Knock!

The sound of knocking on the examination room door during a lunch break could only mean one
thing: Dr. Fahlada was herewith her usual sweet smile. Dr. Premsinee used to call her to join
her for lunch, but now it was Dr. Fahlada who came to fetch her from the examination room.

“Let's go have lunch. Don't tell me you're not hungry.”

“Alright, but I don't want togo to the cafeteria.” That's why Dr. Fahlada had to comedown to
get her. She just didn't want to face everyone's questioning eyes. Eventhough she often said
she
was ready, in reality, she wasn't ready to deal with the curious and suspicious looks regarding
her heart-wrenching story.

“Prem …”

“I'm just tired of it. I didn't do anything wrong, so why do I have to deal with this?" She’d heard
people say that if a woman canceled a wedding, there must be something wrong with her. Such
talk only increased people's suspicion.

“Well, that's human. We're curious about everything except our own business.”

“Exactly. When will this end?”

“It won't end. Wat won't let it.”

Dr. Fahlada smiled encouragingly at her exhausted friend. Her friend had never been interested
in love and always focused on work. When it was time to marry, she chose a man she thought
was perfect. But facing such emotional turmoil was hard to handle.

“That's another thing. He just won't give up,” said Dr. Premsinee.

“He doesn't love a woman he messed up with. No matter what, he won't accept it. Wat has a
reputation to uphold. He'll definitely try to get you to marry him again, Prem.”
“Let's go eat. Let's not think about it for now, or we'll miss our break.”

“Yeah. You know, Prem, we're all on your side.”

“I know.” Dr. Premsinee smiled at her beautiful friend before they walked out of the
examination room to have lunch together.

Dr. Fahlada's words were clear to her. Being on her side meant all her friends understood and
were ready to support her. The fact that her ex wasn't causing trouble at the hospital was due
to Dr. Fahlada's orders as the deputy director of St. King Hospital, ensuring he was monitored
whenever he came to wait inside. This forced him to wait for her only after work.

The hospital cafeteria was still bustling with people, including doctors from various
departments taking turns for lunch before returning to their afternoon schedules.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friend's plate of rice and curry. Dr. Fahlada always had the same
dish, making her feel bored on her behalf.

“Lada, don't you get tired of it?”

“Tired of what?”

“Eggs with tamarind sauce. You eat them almost every lunch.”

“I just don't know what else to eat. Too lazy to think about it.”

“Isn't it because it's Earn's favorite dish?”

“Stop that. Just eat. We have to get back to work soon.” Dr. Fahlada pushed the condiments
toward her friend, who chose noodles in thick gravy instead of rice and curry today.

Their lunch was simple but drew the attention of others in the cafeteria. Dr. Premsinee
sighed slightly as she felt the stares. She put down her spoon but smiled at her friend,
indicating she
was fine, just full from lunch.

“You ate too little.”

“I'm really full. It's okay. Keep eating, Lada.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her concerned friend before her gaze was caught by someone staring
directly at her, not averting their eyes like others.

The strikingly beautiful face behind tinted sunglasses was unmistakable. Even in casual clothes,
this beautiful villainess still exuded an aura that drew repeated glances.
The smile of the woman in sunglasses in the cafeteria irritated Dr. Premsinee. The woman
seemed to be deliberately provoking her, smiling and nodding as if they were acquaintances
despite knowing she didn't want to acknowledge her. The woman acted as if she hadn't heard or
cared about what Dr. Premsinee had said and always tried to provoke her whenever they met.

“What are you looking at, Prem?”

“Nothing, just looking around.” Dr. Premsinee chose not to tell her friend that the woman who
ruined her wedding was sitting not far away, staringat her without even trying to hide it, as if she
enjoyed looking at her.

Meanwhile, the stunning woman in sunglasses smiled contentedly at the slight irritation on Dr.
Premsinee's face. She'd come to the hospital willingly to accompany the man in front of her
for
his facial treatment, not to provoke Dr. Premsinee.

“Pat, what are you smiling at?”

“I just saw someone I like.” She never hid her feelings from the man in front of her, who was her
cousin and, importantly, completely uninterested in women.

“Hmmm?”

“She's a doctor, Chai.”

The naval officer wanted to turn and see who his sister liked, but she held his hand to stop him.

“Don't you have a crush on your best friend?”

He asked, teasing his beautiful sister. Everyone in the family knew she had a long- standing
crush on her best friend, making him think she'd always be in that kind of status. But now
she said she liked someone else.

“I think I'll move on from Nam.”

“If you're not sure, don't say you will move on from her! You have to be sure before telling others
you're over her.”

“Don't use your military ways to intimidate me.”

“As a soldier's sister, you mustn't say you can't. You must always say you can.”

“Did I make a mistake volunteering to accompany you? Let me be pampered a bit.”

“What do you want?”

“Kidnap Dr. Premsinee and take her to a deserted island like in the dramas. Then I'll make her
fall in love with me...‘ Before she could finish, her hair was tousled by a big hand, annoyed by
her dramatic talk

“Handle your love life yourself. I won't help, dear sister."

“Noone helps me. Dad, Mom, Yai, Klang, and now you. Am I really everyone's favorite?” She
complained lightly, knowing why noone helped.

‘If you don't make an effort for it, noone can help you'. She’d been taught this since she could
remember.

“Can I see now if the doctor you like is pretty. Oh, where are you going?”

“Hurry. The doctor just left the cafeteria.” She quickly pulled her naval officer brother along.
They'd been chatting, and she didn't notice when her target left.

The naval officer smiled, seeing his beloved sister determined about the doctor she liked. She'd
never shown such steadfastness with her best friend, whom she had a crush on. But with this
person, she was open with the family.

“Too late. The doctor took the elevator.”

“Then you can go see your skin doctor.”

“What about you?”

“I'll wait for my heart doctor. You can go back after you're done.”

“You said you'd accompany me. Now you're leaving me halfway?”

“I need to check up my heart.”

“Be careful you don't come back crying.”

“Chai!”

Her snarling face didn't scare the naval officer. Instead, he laughed, seeing his beloved sister
determined about what she wanted.

Since she was a kid, she'd been wrapped in cotton wool, scared of everything, and couldn't do
anything herself. She was soft-hearted, always giving into others, and often bullied by friends.
The family had to consult a psychiatrist, gradually changing their upbringing. Finally, from a
naive girl, she became a beautiful woman who no longer needed her family's constant care.

Dr. Premsinee looked at her watch and sighed slightly. She wanted to delay the end of her
workday to avoid her ex, who kept trying to apologize and wouldn't accept what he'd done,
making her increasingly annoyed.

She wondered when herex would understand and stop bothering her.

But before she could leave her office, she had to put on her lab coat again as there was a knock
on the door, and a nurse came in, saying a patient's relative wanted to consult her.

“Please bring them in, Joy.”

“I'll go get them, doctor.”

“Thank you.”

It didn't take long for the middle-aged nurse to escort the patient's relative, who had
something to discuss, into the room. She then excused herself, leaving the doctor and the
relative to talk privately without any interruptions.

As the nurse left the examination room, Dr. Premsinee almost wanted to ask her to stay. But
when she locked eyes with the woman who had just removed her amber-tinted sunglasses, she
composed herself, leaning back slightly in her chair to signal that it was time for a serious
conversation.

“What would you like to consult with me about?” Dr. Premsinee's gentle tone made Naphak
smile. Despite the doctor's apparent dislike for her, she still used the same kind voiceshe
reserved for her patients, which Naphak couldn't help but admire. No matter how much Dr.
Premsinee disliked her, once she donned her white coat, she set aside personal feelings and
fully embraced her role as a dedicated physician.

“Doctor…”

“Yes?”

“Doctor.”
“If you don't know what to say, I might have to excuse myself,” Dr. Premsinee said, looking
displeased at the smiling woman in front of her. It was clear this woman intended to irritate her.

“I'm just nervous and can't find the right words... It's you, after all,” Naphak mumbled softly, her
face showing a hint of sadness, which made the beautiful doctor soften her expression.

“Go ahead, I'm ready to give advice.”

“About everything?”

“Only matters related to patient care.”

“You're not falling for it.”

“Excuse me?” Dr. Premsinee asked, puzzled as the actress, known for playing villainous roles...
Did she say something about not falling for something?

“How about we discuss this over dinner, Doctor?” Naphak suggested with a suppressed smile,
seeing the doctor's stern look that seemed to say, 'Don't try to distract me with
dinner invitations'.

“If you don't start discussing the matter at hand, I'll have to excuse myself.”

“Fine, I'll talk now. It's about my father.”

“Yes, what concerns do you have about Mr. Phakkaphon?”

“My father seems more tired than usual and a bit short of breath,” Naphak said, crossing her
fingers behind her back. She wasn't lying, she was just bringing up her father's symptoms after
he'd come out of her mother's room. They might've been doing something together, which
naturally left him breathless.

“Has he been exercising heavily or engaging in strenuous activities?”

Normally, Mr. Phakkaphon exercised by playing golf. Since having a pacemaker implanted, he'd
been quite disciplined in taking care of himself.

“Yes, probably,” Naphak replied. Of course, he has. She thought about how her father had
spent a long time being affectionate with her mother.

“Someone at home should keep an eye on him, or better yet, bring him in for a check-up. I can
then monitor his heart rhythm and possibly adjust his medication.”
The serious expression on the beautiful doctor's face made Naphak stare in admiration. It
was worth spending hours at the hospital just to have this close conversation.

The closer she got, and the more she knew her, the more she realized that her heart always
pounded hard whenever she met Dr. Premsinee.

“Okay, Doctor.”

“Please take good care of him. It's best to bring him in for a check-up.”

“Yes, Doctor. Thank you for your advice.”

“You're welcome. I'm happy to help.”

Dr. Premsinee's smile made Naphak look at her repeatedly. It might've been the first time the
doctor willingly smiled at her. Perhaps the doctor had forgotten that she was the woman
who
had caused her to cancel her wedding. But as soon as she remembered, the doctor returned to
her usual stoic expression.

“Well, I won't take up any more of your time, Doctor. I'll be going now.”

“Alright,” Dr. Premsinee replied as the door closed. She allowed herself a small smile. When this
actress spoke nicely and didn't irritate her, she seemed quite pleasant.

But her admiration was short-lived. As Dr. Premsinee walked to the hospital parking lot, she
noticed the actress following her. She tried to slow her pace to let the actress pass, but the
woman behind her seemed to match her pace.

Dr. Premsinee stopped abruptly when she saw someone leaning against her car. He
straightened up as soon as he saw her, but his gaze shifted when the woman who had been
following her stepped up beside her.

“Let's go home together, Doctor,” the soft whisper in her ear made her turn away from the man
in front of her to look at the enticing woman beside her. She then glanced down at the soft
hand holding hers.

Why did she let this woman lead her and agree to get into the car with her? Was it to avoid
facing her ex-lover?
The car moved away from the hospital and stopped at a traffic light. Looking out the window, Dr.
Premsinee couldn't help but glance at the woman beside her, who was on the phone discussing
some work matter, seemingly displeased.

“Don't accept work without consulting me again, Nam. If it happens again, you'll have to solve
the problem yourself.”

The irritated tone and the way she tossed her phone onto the back seat made Dr. Premsinee
shake her head. The woman beside her seemed quite hot-tempered. No wonder she had the
guts to ruin her wedding. Thinking back to that day, it was strange how she now relied on this
woman to escape her past lover.

“Phones are expensive. Aren't you worried about breaking it?”

“I'll just buy a new one.”

“Think about those who can't make ends meet. We're fortunate not to be in that situation. Even
if you can buy things as you please, it's better to use them wisely.”

“Did you become a nun, Doctor?”

“ Excuse me? ”

“You sound like you've reached enlightenment.”

Dr. Premsinee chose to remain silent, turning to look out the window again. How did she end up
lecturing this woman? And that teasing smile made her put on an even more stoic face.

The car continued along the road until it reached the condo building. As it turned into the
parking lot, Dr. Premsinee looked at the driver, who was smiling. The woman seemed familiar
with the condo and had an access card. More importantly, she hadn't asked where to drop her
off.

“We're here.”

“Thank you... Miss…”

“Pat Naphak 'Pat' Tharanison, Doctor.”

“Thank you, Miss Naphak.”

As the car door closed, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but look back at the woman who rolled
down the window, smiling at her. Maybe if this woman didn't irritate her or bring up painful
topics, she might eventually feelgood about her.
Dr. Premsinee's hand paused as she was about to close the elevator door when someone
hurried into join her.

“Thank you.”

“Do you live here?”

"Yes." The woman's answer made Dr. Premsinee understand why she seemed so familiar with
the place. But why had she never seen her before?

"Did you just move in?"

“Yes, I just moved in today,” Naphak replied, providing another answer that made Dr.
Premsinee understand why she was seeing her at the condo for the first time.

The elevator ascended, the floor numbers lighting up one by one. But the two occupants had
different expressions. One wore a stoic face, staring at the elevator wall, waiting for it to
reach her floor. The other stood smiling, watching her companion.

Ding!

The elevator stopped, and the lights went out, startling both women, who instinctively
moved closer together. But what shocked Dr. Premsinee more than the elevator stopping
was the
sudden embrace from the woman beside her, who leaned on her shoulder like someone
overwhelmed or hiding some fear.

“Doctor… I”

“Yes?”

“I can't take it.”

The actress's words left Dr. Premsinee confused, but not for long, as her lips were suddenly
covered by the other's, pressing gently and sweetly. She forgot to push the woman away as she
usually would.

Instead, she responded to the soft, sweet kiss …

 CHAPTER 12

The night sky in the capital city still lacks beauty, unlike that of the countryside, where the
moonlight and starlight often shine brightly, making people feel relaxed and at ease.

Dr. Premsinee, who stepped out to look at the view from the condo balcony, could only gaze at
the various city lights with a calm yet confused expression. The incident in the elevator left her
feeling strange. Her hand hadn't left a mark on the beautiful face of the person who dared to
press her lips against hers.

The feeling came to her so quickly that she was left stunned. She only came to her senses
when the elevator reached the floor she'd pressed. The person who had stolen her kiss walked
out first, leaving her standing still, watching her back as the elevator doors slowly closed again.

As a result, she had togo back down and come up again...

Twice now, she’d been kissed by that villainess. To say it was stolen mightn't be entirely
accurate. When their lips parted, the woman still stood there, not running away like a thief. But
this time was different from the first, she didn't slap her like she did the first time.

Moreover, this time, there was a feeling that made the pace of her heartbeat change slightly.

“A kiss with a woman.”

This thought kept circling in her mind. The first time, she thought it was an accident, but
the second time wasn't an accident. It was a coincidence that the elevator got stuck, and
the
beautiful actress leaned in to kiss her. The important thing was that she didn't reject the kiss
and even got lost in that sweet, soft kiss.

She'd never gotten kissed by anyone before, but now she got kissed two times by a woman.

And it was the woman who messed up her life.

“Does that villainess like women too?”

While Dr. Premsinee was thinking about the kisses, the person who dared to kiss her was
annoyed by the continuous ringing of her phone. The vibrating alert went silent again, with five
missed calls, making Naphak sit down on the long sofa in the mostly empty room, feeling tired.

All five missed calls were from the woman she once secretly loved.

The slim phone was placed on the long sofa as the new condo owner chose to explore the
room, thinking about what to buy because she wanted to move in as soon as possible. For big
furniture, she'd need Klang's help.

She couldn't wait to move out of the old environment.

Or did she do it to be close to Dr. Premsinee?

Naphak couldn't help but smile when she thought of the lovely, soft lips she’d kissed. She didn't
expect that this time the doctor wouldn't slap her face like the first time she intentionally kissed
her by thesea.

After kissing, she wanted to kiss again, especially since the doctor's lips were so soft
and inviting.

“Time to greet the neighbor,” she said, smiling as her target was just a few rooms away.

Since this floor was a special floor, each room had more space than other floors. So, it wasn't
surprising that people would buy and sell at high prices.

The villainess's door closed, but a smile appeared on her beautiful face as she looked at Dr.
Premsinee's door.

The sound of the doorbell ringing three times made the condo owner quickly put on a robe over
her thin nightgown and walk to the monitor on the wall to see who was visiting her room at
night. It couldn't be a close friend since noone could enter without her giving the code or a
personal
keycard.

The monitor showed the beautiful face of the person standing at the door, making Dr.
Premsinee look again before opening the door and pretending to be calm, eventhough she felt
a bit excited inside when facing the owner of the lips that had kissed her.

“Doctor.”

“Is there something you need, Miss Naphak?”

“Just call me Pat.”

“I can't do that. We're not close enough to use nicknames,” Dr. Premsinee's words made
Naphak frown. She didn't like the doctor's indifferent face and tone.

“We're not close, but we... K.I.S.S.E.D.”

Bang!

The door was shut in her face before she could finish her sentence, making the person standing
outside smile. Just mentioning the kiss made the doctor lose her composure. Seeing the
doctor show any emotion other than calm meant her mission was successful.

Naphak smiled at the door, which showed no sign of opening again, before walking back to her
room to rest.

Meanwhile, the room owner, who had shut the door on the actress, stood still, looking at the
monitor showing the smiling face of the annoying woman before she walked away.

Dr. Premsinee exhaled as her irritation subsided. To say she was irritated wasn't quite right.
Hearing the actress mention the kiss left her unsure of how to respond, so she shut the door
in her face.

“She's clearly trying to annoy me.”

The event at the imported shoe brand store in the mall was full of celebrities and actors,
including the beautiful villainess.

Naphak looked at the actors preparing and smiled. She was actually bored of having to smãeat
some people who might be gossiping about her or trying to give reporters bad stories about her.

“Oh, Pat, you're here too?”

“Earn! I'm glad to see you. I'm so bored,” the villainess smiled at the beautiful actress who
greeted her,feeling more and more tired of having to smile.

“I haven't seen you around lately. Mhon kept complaining that she shouldn't have allowed you to
take leave. It's all quiet and lonely in the shooting set now.”

“I only have a few scenes left, so I asked Mhon for a break.”

“Without you, I have noone to talk to.” The actress smiled at the villainess of the same age.
Eventhough Naphak joined the industry later, her acting skills weren't inferior, and she was
well-liked on the shooting set.

“Reallyyyy? I'm thinking of taking a break from the industry.”

“Why? What happened?”

“I have a mission to complete.”

“Is it so important that you have to take a break from the industry?”

“Yes, the working hours are unpredictable, but my mission has a set schedule.” The villainess's
smile made the actress frown in confusion, but she didn't ask further as the staff called them
to stand by for the event.

The villainess's important mission was probably to mess with Dr. Premsinee's heart...

The event ended smoothly, despite some chaos when fans tried to get close to their
favorite stars.

Naphak handed her outfit to the staff after changing into comfortable casual clothes. Then,
she walked to the back, where the staff assisted the actors.

“Nam, I can go back myself. You can go,” she said calmly to her personal manager waiting at
the back as she'd told her to, so they could walk to the parking lot together as usual.

“Are you still mad at me?”

“No.”

“But you never act like this. When I come to events, you're always in a good mood.”

“I'm just tired.”

“Then let's go eat at a nice place like we used to.” Her manager's sweet voice made the actress
tum away slightly before smiling at her.

“I want to rest, Nam.”

“Why do you always reject me now?”

“Don't raise your voice. People are starting to look.” It wouldn't be good for people to think
the manager and actress were fighting.

“Let them.”

“Nom okay, I'I go with you. Let's eat together.”

“You're the best.”

Her left arm was linked with a smile, making Naphak smile back, but she didn't feel the same joy
as before when her former crush gave her attention.

Maybe Nam sensed her gradual change, so she tried to get close again.

“Let's eat at a restaurant in this mall,” suggested Nam.

“But I want to go somewhere with a better atmosphere.”

“I'm too lazy to drive. After we eat, we can go rest,” Naphak said, ignoring her friend's
displeased face as she walked to the nearest restaurant.

Naphak probably didn't realize her rejection or the growing distance was making her personal
manager increasingly displeased, but before she could step into the restaurant, Naphak had to
stop abruptly. Following her manager's gaze inside, she spotted the familiar face of a woman
dining with her friends at one of the tables.

“Miss Earn knows that woman, too?”

“Hmmm?”

“The woman who took Wat away from me.”

Naphak ignored her manager's angry tone. She was only interested in Dr. Premsinee, who was
sitting next to Earn's manager. Earn was seated close to another doctor whom Naphak had
seen at Dr. Premsinee's wedding

“Let's go in and eat. I want to get back and rest.”

“I want to eat somewhere else.”

“Suit yourself, but I want to eat here.”

“Pat!” The manager's irked demeanor didn't faze Naphak at all. She continued walking into the
restaurant, following the staff who welcomed them. She couldn't help but glance at Dr.
Premsinee's table, noticing that the doctor had also seen her, but only for a brief moment.

The food they ordered was simple, so it didn't take long for the restaurant to serve it. Naphak
glanced at the table diagonally across from them, which she'd intentionally chosen so that she
could sit opposite Dr. Premsinee. What she didn't like was Nam's disapproving look toward Dr.
Premsinee.
“Nam, why are you looking at Dr. Premsinee like that?”

“Because of that bitch.”

“Nam!” Naphak had to scold the woman across from her. The tone and demeanor surprised her.
She didn't expect someone so sweet to use such a vengeful tone, like a villainess in many
dramas.

“Because of that woman, I have to be like this!”

“Before blaming others, blame yourself first.”

“Are you blaming me, Pat? Pat! Where are you going? Are you leaving me?”

The trembling voice and tear-filled eyes of her former secret crush made Naphak sit back down.
Sometimes, she was tired of her own soft heartedness, which never allowed her to be decisive.
Eventhough she disliked Nam blaming others instead of reflecting on herself, seeing her tears
made Naphak comfort her again.

“I won't leave you. Let's not talk about others. Eat a lot so your baby will be strong, okay?”

“Wat said he’d go back and marry that doctor... The doctor accepted his mistakes because she
loved him. What should I do, Pat? I can't live without him …”

“Did the doctor forgive him?” Naphak didn't care about the woman's ramblings about the man.
She was only interested in whether Dr. Premsinee had forgiven the man who betrayed her.

“She's a doctor but doesn't care about morals. That woman is evil. How can I compete
with her?”

Naphak probably didn't realize that the words from the woman in front of her made her gaze at
Dr. Premsinee with increasing displeasure. She'd told herself there was noway she'd go back to
a man who betrayed her love, but behind her back, she forgave him so easily.

“You can continue eating, but I'm full.”

“Wait, Pat, wait for me.”

The actress glanced at the table diagonally across once more before stepping out of the
restaurant, ignoring the calls of her former secret crush. The irritation from what she'd
just
learned made her not want to stay in the restaurant any longer. She knew that if she stayed, she
might confront Dr. Premsinee instead of just watching her.

“Let's go back separately, Nam. Dad and Mom told me togo home.”
“But you have work tomorrow.”

“ Work? ”

“A launching event of a perfume brand.”

“Nam! I told you not to accept work without telling me. I want to rest.”

“Then what should I do? I already accepted the job.”

“Deal with it yourself then!” This might be the first time Naphak decided to walk away from
the woman she once loved and ignore the calls behind her. The longer it went on, the more
she
grew tired of Nam's presumptuous decisions, eventhough she'd already said she wanted to
take a break.

“Pat! Come back here, Pat!”

The stares from others made the manager's voice quieter, but her gaze at the actress she
considered a close friend was filled with anger. However, the ringing of her phone changed her
frown into a wide, happy smile.

“Yes, Wat. Okay, I'll wait for you at the condo.”

Just a call from the man she was waiting for could change someone's mood instantly...

And the woman who could change her mood so quickly wasn't done yet. As soon as she
returned to the meeting place, she didn't hesitate to make herself happy, letting out moans of
pleasure. Eventhough her bare skin bore marks of pain, she enjoyed being under the man who
liked hearing her pained voice before they both reached physical satisfaction.

This woman had just told her close friend that Dr. Premsinee had taken the father of her unborn
child, making her friend believe her words. But the truth was, she was physically enjoying
herself with this man. She was just using her friend's soft heartedness to hurt that
doctor, preventing the man she loved from returning to the perfect woman he spoke of.

The woman suitable for him, whom he'd marry, was Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn. She was just
a toy for him to play with when he was bored.

She wouldn't let her mango back to that doctor, and the doctor would have to suffer for
daring to take this man.
Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, who was in the thoughts of the villainess's manager, was smiling at
her close friends who had joined her. They'd agreed to sit and chat in a cozy restaurant to relax
from their heavy work, with a little alcohol to add fun to their conversation. It was rare for their
free time to align, and if they didn't schedule it weeks in advance, they wouldn't all be free.

“Feeling better now, Prem?”

“Yeah, I'm okay. Working normally, eating normally.”

“I'm asking you seriously, don't joke around.” Dr. Tankhun glared at his close friend, whom he
was worried about. Dr. Premsinee leaned on Dr. Melanee's shoulder and gave Dr. Tankhun a
teasing look.

“And I answered seriously, Dr. Tankhun.”

“With that attitude, we don't need to worry anymore, right?”

“Then let's drink …”

“No, my three beautiful friends. Today, I can't take you back to your condos.. I have togo.”

Dr. Tankhun's words left the three beautiful doctors stunned. If they were drinking to relax, Dr.
Tankhun would never say that or leave the table. But now, he was walking to a corner of the
restaurant where a handsome man had been looking at their table before disappearing with Dr.
Tankhun. It seemed they knew each other before; not like they'd just met.

“When did Tankhunget a boyfriend?” Dr. Melanee was the first to ask, not believing what she
saw When did their friend secretly meet or date that guy?

“Is it bad for Tanto have a partner?”

“It's good, Lada, but I want to know when he found time to get to know that guy.”

So, the conversation at the table of the three beautiful doctors revolved around the handsome
doctor who had disappeared with the handsome, muscular guy-the type that Dr. Tankhun liked.

But it seemed only Dr. Premsinee occasionally zoned out, not listening much to her two close
friends. The live band's sad lovesong was playing, requested by someone at another table to
rub the salt on their heartbreak.
“I'm going to the bathroom, Lada, Bow.”

“Want me togo with you?”

“No, it's fine. The bathroom is just right here.”

Both Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee exchanged looks. They'd noticed Dr. Premsinee's sad
expression since the heartbreak song started. Eventhough she pretended to be strong, they
knew well that Dr. Premsinee hadn't fully come to terms with what happened.

Being a woman who had prepared everything for her wedding but didn't get married...

That feeling was hard to get over.

As Dr. Premsinee walked toward the bathroom, she was startled when someone grabbed her
arm, pulling her aside to avoid blocking the walkway.

But when she saw who it was, she almost wanted to tell this person how rude she was rather
than slapping her. But the calm look in her eyes-what was that about? When did she make her
so angry?

“What are you doing?”

“Can't I touch you a little, Dr. Premsinee?”

The smell of alcohol from the woman in front of her made Dr. Premsinee take another look at
that beautiful face. Eventhough she seemed sober, this troublemaker had clearly had quite a bit
to drink.

“If you're going to drink and bother others like this, you should go home,” Dr. Premsinee said.

“Like you can take care of yourself when you drink,” the woman retorted.

“Yes, I can take care of myself and not cause trouble for others,” Dr. Premsinee replied, starting
to lose her temper as the woman continued to provoke her.

“And who was it that got so drunk they got into someone else's car?” the woman shot back.

“What are you talking about?” Dr. Premsinee asked, confused.

“You should have a good memory, shouldn't you, Doctor? Just make sure you don't get into the
wrong car again tonight,” the woman whispered softly into her ear before walking away.
Dr. Premsinee stood there, watching the slender figure disappear into the bar. Her mind was
racing, trying to process what the woman had just said.

How did she know that she'd once gotten into the wrong car? And what was with that
strange smile at the corner of her mouth? What did it all mean?

The woman spoke as if she knew something about what happened on the bachelorette party
night.
 CHAPTER 13

'That bachelorette party night-how did that villainess know she got in the wrong car?’

How did she know? She acted like she knew everything that happened that night.

Dr. Premsinee, who was listening to the morning news in the living room, let out a
frustrated sigh when she couldn't find the answer she was looking for. No matter how hard
she tried to remember, she just couldn't.

Could it be that the villainess was the owner of that car and the one who took her to her room?
She wasn't quite sure because, as far as she could recall, there weren't many photos in that
room to remember. There were only group photos in student uniforms, and she didn't pay much
attention to remembering everyone's faces in those frames.

But the ringing phone interrupted her thoughts, making Dr. Premsinee quickly answer it when
she saw it was her mother calling, which was rare.

“Yes, Mom. I'll come over.”

Dr. Premsinee sighed slightly, knowing she had to visit her parents' suburban home today to
discuss what happened on her wedding day. Since that day, she'd avoided talking about it. Her
parents probably didn't want their daughter to become a jilted bride, but what could she do when
the groom betrayed her love?

It didn't take long for Dr. Premsinee to drive to her parents' suburban home, a placeshe rarely
visited due to its distance from the hospital where she worked.

She wasn't distant from her parents, but they usually met for meals outside the house, except
for special occasions when the family gathered there.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the housemaid from the neighboring country, Ma-prang, who had been
with her parents for many years and was trusted for her loyalty.

“Where are Mom and Dad, Ma-prang?”

“The master went to the university, and the mistress is waiting for you inside.”

“Please ask Som-mai to move my car.”

“Yes, Doctor.” The maid looked at the doctor's back with admiration. How could Ma-prang
not admire Dr. Premsinee, who was both beautiful and kind? Whenever Ma-prang was sick,
the doctor always took care of her.

“Me-prang, what are you daydreaming about?”

“Som-mai, please move the doctor's car. Carefully, too, okay?”

“Are you too possessive about Doctor?”

“Well, she's lovely. It's a pity she didn't get married…”

“Don't meddle in her affairs.”

“I'm just talking to you, not anyone else.” Ma-prang almost rolled her eyes at Som-mai the
driver, but he walked away to move the doctor's car.

“God, Som-mai, always leaving metalking to myself... Will the doctor get married again?”

The maid continued to ponder, hoping her beloved Dr. Premsinee would have another wedding.
But Dr. Premsinee was currently troubled by what her mother had said.

She wasn't ready to make any decisions yet. She wanted to let her heart heal from the wounds.
But her mother probably didn't think that way. Noone dared to ask her at the hospital, but her
mother's friends likely had opinions that led to this conversation.

“What are you going to do, Prem? Wat came to talk to us.”

“What did he say, Mom?”

“Wat came to apologize, admit his mistake, and ask for another chance.”

“And what else?”

“He said he was drunk that day, that it was just one mistake. But he doesn't accept that the
baby is his. He wants a DNA test. If the baby is his, he'll pay the child support. He wants
another chance from you, Prem. He says he loves you very much.”
“And do you think what Wat did is love, Mom?” Dr. Premsinee didn't answer her mother's
question but instead asked her to think about whether what that man said or did was love for
her daughter.

“I know you're hurt, Prem, but everyone makes mistakes.”

“So you want me to marry a man who betrayed me? Do I have to accept and let a man who
cheated on me trample my dignity?”

Her words made her mother sigh. For Dr. Premsinee, love or not wasn't the main issue. The
issue she couldn't accept was having her dignity destroyed-that she'd never compromise.

Since she was a kid, Dr. Premsinee had planned her life out. When she talked about marriage,
she mentioned the appropriateness of age and career but never said she loved the manso
much that she wanted to spend her life with him, unlike others who often cited love as the
main reason.

“I'm not telling you to do that, Prem.”

“Okay.”

“But I don't want you to close yourself off. I want you to get married.”

Every parent wants their child to have a family. She was one of them, wanting her middle
daughter to get married, even if the first attempt failed.

“I'm not ready yet, Mom.”

“Just don't close yourself off. I want you to have a warm family.”

“Okay, Mom. I won't close myself off.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled to reassure her mother, knowing she meant well and loved her. As a
professor, her mother probably wanted her to live the life she thought best. Dr. Premsinee
wasn't troubled by her mother's wishes, she just wasn't ready to open up to someone new.

But Dr. Premsinee didn't know that she'd encounter new feelings in the near future that would
make her life more chaotic than she could handle.

After having lunch with her parents and chatting a bit more, Dr. Premsinee decided to relax by
walking in a famous downtown mall. Today, it seemed particularly crowded with teenagers,
as she noticed a stage set up on the first floor for the launching event of a perfume brand.
As soon as the celebrities or idol singers appeared, the squees were so loud that Dr. Premsinee
had to walk away. But then, she couldn't help but look back when she saw someone in a sleek
white dress beaming at her.

She wanted to relax, so why did she have to run into this annoying woman?

Dr. Premsinee decided to walk away immediately, ignoring the beautiful villainess's gaze. Now,
other people were starting to look, curious about who their favorite celebrity was looking at.

Her phone vibrated in her bag, making Dr. Premsinee, who was deciding which floor togo to,
answer it. It was Dr. Tankhun, likely calling to arrange their dinner plans. But Dr. Premsinee
guessed wrong.

Dr. Tankhun called to say he might be late and told her to wait at the restaurant. Dr. Fahlada
had to drop off her girlfriend at the filming set first, and Dr. Melanee would come later after
having dinner with her two lovers.

Since when did she become the one with more free time than her friends?

Wasn't it usually Dr. Tankhun?

“Tan, I'm not used to this.”

'Aw, don't cry, Prem. That's what it's like being single.’

"Hurry up and come."

'Don't drink before I get there. Just wait.'

Dr. Premsinee could only agree to her friend's repeated reminders, telling him she wasn't a
child. Since the bachelorette party night, Dr. Tankhun hadn't let her drink much, fearing she
might get into the wrong car and disappear again, like that night.

She put her phone back in her bag and decided to head to the floor where the clothing brand
'Karn' was. Maybe she could shop while waiting for dinner time, as it'd been a while since she
last shopped.

But before Dr. Premsinee could reach the store, she saw a familiar broad back and handsome
face. It was her ex-fiancé, walking with a woman, and they seemed to be a couple.

Seeing them enter a clothing store, Dr. Premsinee didn't hesitate to follow but kept her distance
so they wouldn't notice. When she saw the woman's face, she turned away, recognizing her
immediately.
The woman who claimed to be pregnant with her ex-fiancé's child...

Dr. Premsinee didn't realize how tightly she was gripping her bag. Seeing them so close made
her pity herself. What her mother had just told her was entirely different from what she saw.

He told her mother that he wanted another chance and that his relationship with that woman
was a mistake. But what she saw now was nothing like what he'd said. What a deceitful man he
was.

If she hadn't seen it today, she wouldn't have known that his attempts to reconcile with her
weren't out of genuine love as he claimed. Because if he truly loved her, he'd never have done
this.

It's good that she saw it with her own eyes. Now, she could make a firm decision.

Dr. Premsinee slowly turned away from the scene, which made her feel betrayed. The wound in
her heart, which she thought had healed, reopened. But this time, it didn't hurt as much as
before. It just left her wondering why she had to encounter betrayal again and again.

She was probably fortunate to see the truth with her own eyes...

The truth that the so-called mistaken relationship he mentioned was... a lie.

Dr. Premsinee's sad face and dazed demeanor made the person searching for her stop in their
tracks. Naphak almost wanted to run to her immediately upon seeing the doctor, but she had
to
wait until her responsibilities were finished. She finally found her on this floor, only to
be surprised by Dr. Premsinee's distressed appearance.

Naphak then saw the reason, which made her equally annoyed. Her personal manager, who
was supposed to be looking after her, was happily shopping with a man.

Nam had told her she had an urgent matter and had to rush to see a relative who had an
accident and was hospitalized, which was why she couldn't come today. Was she stupid or just
not thinking about it carefully? She was smiling so brightly with a man in the mall where she'd
presumably taken the job for her.

She'd complained endlessly that the man wouldn't take her, but it didn't seem like that at all.

It hurt to have felt sympathy for her, but seeing it today confirmed that she was lying.

She used the expensive phone in her hand to capture the image immediately. It stung a bit that
the person she once secretly loved had lied repeatedly to her. From now on, this would be
enough. She wouldn't let herself be deceived again.
Once she had enough pictures, Naphak hurriedly walked in the direction Dr. Premsinee had
gone. Given the doctor's condition, she shouldn't be alone. The doctor must be hurting more
than she was, having to see this scene, especially since the man was someone Dr. Premsinee
had almost married.

Naphak wiped a bit of sweat from her face as she half-walked, half-ran to catch up with
the doctor, ignoring the stares of others. It was exhausting because the walk to the parking
lot where the doctor's car was parked was quite far.

“Doctor, wait.”

“What are you doing?” Dr. Premsineejumped when a hand suddenly grabbed her shoulder,
followed by a breathless voice. It was good she didn't scream or throw something.

“No, no, I'm serious. I'm tired. Can I have some water?”

“I've already drunk it, though.”

“It's okay. I'm exhausted right now.” The water bottle in the car was handed to the actress, who
was panting so hard that Dr. Premsinee had to tell her to breathe slowly, fearing she might faint.

“ Do you exercise? ”

“I do, but I've been getting tired easily lately... Thank you.” The empty bottle was handed back to
its owner, and Naphak slowly inhaled as the doctor instructed.

“It's okay. If there is nothing else, I have togo.”

“ Can I come with you? ”

“Hmmm?”

“I live in the same condo as you, and I didn't drive my car here…”

“I'm not going back to the condo.”

*It's okay. Wherever you go, I'll go too.”

Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face that showed no signs of tease before nodding
and allowing the woman to accompany her. She didn't want to be alone, either.

When they arrived at the place Dr. Premsinee wanted, the beautiful villainess was surprised.
Though it was a restaurant, she knew that this rather upscale place was mostly frequented by
people who came to drink.
“The sun hasn't even set yet, Doctor.”

“If you still want to sit with me, please be quiet.”

The doctor's calm words as she ordered food and alcohol made Naphak sigh. She didn't want to
say she'd seen everything that had driven the doctor to come to a restaurant like this before
sunset. But if she said it, the doctor wouldn't let her stay.

It was natural to be hurt, seeing an ex-lover to whom you almost married with someone else.

The soft music playing in the restaurant allowed the few customers in there to relax, including
Dr. Premsinee and the beautiful villainess, who remained silent. Only the doctor sipped the
intoxicating drink, unlike the villainess who kept looking at the doctor's face while eating
instead of drinking the dark liquid. If they both drank, who would drive back then?

“Aren't you drinking?”

“You drink, Doctor. I know you've been through something upsetting.”

“You don't know.”

“I do. I know how much it hurts when you love someone and they don't value you or betray you.”

Naphak poured good wine into the empty glass for the beautiful doctor, who looked surprised
at her words. Dr. Premsinee acted as if she'd never experienced love or thought someone like
her
wouldn't understand heartbreak.

“Have you ever been heartbroken?”

“Why do you think I haven't, Doctor?”

“Someone as good looking as you shouldn't have anyone daring to break your heart.”

“Sometimes beauty doesn't help.” Dr. Premsinee's slightly flushed face made Naphak smile.
She liked the doctor when she drank alcohol because she became more talkative, open with her
emotions, and smiled more.

“We must be unlucky …”

“I think that bad luck comes with good luck... that brought us together.” She didn't say the
last part aloud for Dr. Premsinee, who was sipping her wine, to hear.

Good luck often comes with bad luck, doesn't it?

Time passed, and the first bottle of wine was finished, with the second almost gone.
Naphak decided to stop the waiter from bringing more as Dr. Premsinee's face was now red,
and her eyes were almost closed, making Naphak sigh in frustration.

She was frustrated that the doctor smiled at everyone and complained about being hot, trying
to takeoff her coat.

Naphak reached to take the glass from Dr. Premsinee's hand, placed it on the table, and left
more than enough money for the meal. Though the doctor was reluctant to leave, it wasn't hard
toget her out of the restaurant. As the evening progressed, more people came, and it wasn't
good to have eyes on their table.

“Let's go home.”

“I'm fine.”

“Fine or not, we have togo. You've drunk a lot and are drunk.”

“Not drunk.”

“That's what drunk people say, you know?” It took a while to get her to walk, support her out of
the restaurant, and get her to sit in the passenger seat, making Naphak sweat.

The half-drunk, half-sober doctor was stubborn. If she'd known, she would've let her drink until
she was completely drunk; it would've been easier.

The car slowly moved out of the parking lot with the phone of the now-sleeping Dr. Premsinee
vibrating with an incoming call. Naphak looked at the screen, which showed the caller, before
deciding to put it back in the drunk's bag.

She didn't need to tell the doctor's friend where she was taking her.

Naphak smiled at the peacefully sleeping face on the bed, thinking back to that night. The night
she met this drunk doctor. But today was different from that day. She wanted to kiss more
than leave a mark on her chest like that night.

The drunk on the bed stirred slightly, opening her eyes to look around the room before looking
at her, seemingly thinking about something. But what made Naphak sit down on the bed in
shock was Dr. Premsinee crying and hugging her tightly.

“Am I… not good…?”

“Is that why... he did this to me?”

“Is it because I couldn't give him... what he wanted?”

The still drunk doctor mumbled, but the one comforting her knew that what she heard was
the deep feelings of this doctor, whose wedding was destroyed.

But what shocked Naphak the most was when the doctor pulled away from the hug and
started undressing, removing both the top and bottom pieces. And the lights were still on, so
she saw everything.

As soon as she undressed, Dr. Premsineesat in front of her, wrapping her arms around her
neck and pulling her closer. Gosh, my heart is racing.

Whether she was seducing me or not, I don't know... I just know my heart is racing right now,
Dr. Premsinee.

“Don't say such sarcastic things, Doctor,” Naphak had to grit her teeth to speak, not wanting the
drunk person to regret it later. She knew well that this doctor was drunk and was being
sarcastic about something that made her upset.

“Am I not beautiful, not good enough...? Is that why he did this?”

Did Dr. Premsinee realize that the more she spoke and pressed her ample chest closer, the
more it made the person trying to control her emotions tum away and sigh repeatedly?

But then, Naphak's plan to calm the drunk person came to a halt when her lips were suddenly
invaded, breaking the restraint she'd been holding onto. The closer the woman she was
interested in got, the harder it was to let this night pass without anything happening, even
though this would be her first time getting close to a woman as well.

“I won't be a good person anymore, Dr. Premsinee…”

 CHAPTER 14

The kiss... with the lingering scent of wine, felt like a drug. The more she kissed, the more she
wanted to kiss again and again.

Naphak hardly realized how many times she'd moaned. The kiss from the naked woman in front
of her made her never tire of being kissed. She didn't know if the doctor was aware of it, but she
knew that the doctor's lips were like a drug that made her heart beat erratically.

Dr. Premsine didn't give her a moment to breathe.

“Mmmm.”

Naphak's slender hands cupped the doctor's flushed face, taking a deep breath because if she
delayed any longer, she might run out of air. She wasn't skilled enough to handle the continuous
invasive kisses from a drunken person, eventhough she liked how passionate the doctor
became after drinking alcohol.

The sweet eyes looking at her with frustration made Naphak unable to resist pressing her lips
against the wine-scented ones. She had to admit the truth: she liked the woman in front of her,
even her coldness that kept her from getting to know her more than the boundaries set.

“Doctor…”

“Let... go…” The drunken woman seemed to regain some consciousness, trying to push her
away, but ended up falling, with her naked body pressing down together.

“It's me, Pat,” she said. Her name seemed to make the drunken woman want to pull away even
more, but Naphak's slender hands wouldn't let the naked body escape so easily.

The soft lips, still carrying the scent of wine, made Naphak not hesitate to take the lead
in kissing. Eventhough the doctor tried to shake herself free, the slow, tender intrusion of
Naphak's tongue, turning into a deep kiss, made the resistance fade away.
Now, their lips exchanged sweetness, their breaths mingling, and the rhythm of their hearts
could tell how they felt. Naphak, who pulled away first, smiled at the sight of the eyes of the
woman on top of her before pushing the doctor down onto the bed and taking the top position.

“Call me Pat, Doctor.”

She whispered softly, followed by a kiss. The owner of those sweet eyes couldn't refuse.

“Pat…”

The doctor's voice, still half-drunk, made Naphak give another sweet kiss before hearing a
frustrated moan from the woman beneath her when she decided to pull away. But that
frustration didn't last long.

Now, her hot lips were trailing kisses down the smooth skin, reaching the full breasts that
her slender hands cupped, her eyes filled with excitement and fascination.

It was as if this villainess hadjust seen something beautiful for the first time.

“How beautiful, even more beautiful than mine,” she admitted. Though she liked her own body,
compared to the doctor beneath her, she conceded. The breasts that seemed small weren't as
small as she thought, and looking further down made her blush deeply.

Dr. Premsinee was alluring all over, so much that she didn't want to look away.

Naphak's left hand, which was cupping the breast, moved tentatively as she lowered her face to
taste its tip for the first time. Though she frowned, unsure of what to do next, her deep feelings
made her thoughts and actions not much conflicting.

She wanted to touch them gently, fearing the doctor's mewls were from pain. But Naphak
didn't know that those sounds were from growing, pending feelings. The doctor's hands began
to
wander, stopping at Naphak's back, still fully clothed.

“Doctor... what should I do next?” she asked, unsure of what to do, as it was her first time being
close to a naked woman with such a pained expression.

There was no answer from Dr. Premsinee, whom she annoyed. The doctor tried to push her
face away, but Naphak wouldn't let her. She moved closer, giving a passionate kiss, not caring
if it hurt the doctor, who protested by hitting her.

But the resistance faded as Naphak's fingers slowly entered the deep part of the doctor's flower,
reaching deep inside despite the difficulty.
“It hurts... let go!” The trembling voice made Naphak pause. She leaned down to give a gentle
kiss to the now calmer doctor, who no longer tried to pull away. Her fingers moved slowly,
guided by the rhythm of their hearts, leading to the awaited happiness.

The hoarse moans made Naphak worry, fearing the doctor was in pain. But when she stopped,
the doctor clung to her shoulders, and when she moved her fingers, the grip lessened.

Her fingers, moving in and out of the flower, had to stop when the tightness made it difficult to
move. Naphak smiled at the sight of the doctor's sweaty face, kissing slowly as she noticed
the closed eyes.

The evidence on her fingers made Naphak's eyes shine with happiness and disbelief. Who
would've thought she'd be Dr. Premsinee’sfirst?

Naphak Tharanisorn was Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn's first.

The feeling of discovering something precious that couldn't be given to anyone else filled
her with joy. Naphak smiled every time she looked at the sleeping doctor.

She was proud, really proud, and she wouldn't let anyone else have this woman.

She placed her phone on the small table beside the bed after doing something she'd planned.

Naphak looked at the naked body on the bed before heading to the bathroom, returning with a
small towel and a basin of water. Though it was her first time, she knew what to do to clean
up after such happiness.

Because the delightful flower of this woman was the important part and had to be kept clean.

The soft towel, dipped in water and wrung out, gently wiped the doctor's body, who continued to
sleep soundly, only murmuring softly before falling back asleep, unaware of Naphak's smiling
face.

After cleaning the beautiful doctor, Naphak undressed, placing her clothes beside the doctor's,
smiling,

She wondered what would happen tomorrow and how the composed doctor would react
upon waking up to find them naked and entwined.

But no matter how much Dr. Premsinee denied or tried to escape, Naphak had something that
would make the doctor unable to refuse, even if it was something terrible for her.
The soreness in her body made the newly awakened doctor slowly move to get comfortable. But
as soon as she opened her eyes and regained some consciousness, Dr. Premsinee's eyes
widened in shock. She looked down at the face nestled against her chest, doubling her shock.

How did she let this happen?

The images and actions slowly returning to her mind made Dr. Premsinee sigh deeply. How did
she let this go so far?And the last image before she closed her eyes in exhaustion made her
face flush. She remembered the tight feeling and the rapid heartbeat, understanding what it
meant. She couldn't believe that happiness could come from a woman.

And the woman who spent the night with her was the one who ruined her wedding.

Dr. Premsinee carefully moved away from the embrace, getting out of bed as quietly as possible
to avoid waking the sleeping woman. If she woke up now, she wouldn't know what to say.

Eventhough she felt pain and found it hard to move, Dr. Premsinee didn't take long to get
dressed. But then, her eyes caught something that made her stop in her tracks. She picked up
the picture frame to take a closer look, ensuring what she saw was real. The feelings of
suspicion and familiarity with those soft lips were now explained.

The woman who was her first was that Good Person she'd always felt grateful for.

Dr. Premsinee turned to look at the person still peacefully asleep on the bed before placing the
frame back in its original spot and leaving the room. Despite the turmoil inside her, she wasn't
ready to talk about the unintended events or face this beautiful villainess just yet.

Who would've thought that the virginity she'd always cherished would be given to a woman she
didn't even like?

As soon as she entered her room, not far from the one she'd just left, Dr. Premsinee wasted no
time heading to the bathroom. She turned on the shower, letting the water hit her fully clothed
body. The overwhelming emotions made her unable to hold back her tears.

If asked how she felt now, she'd say she didn't know. She couldn't even think of what to do next
if she had to face that infuriating woman again. Could she still be cold when the memories of
last night showed she'd willingly given something important?

Work, marriage at the right age, and having two kids-that's what she'd always envisioned. But
now, everything seems to have gone wrong.
Wrong enough to stir new feelings...

Feelings she never thought she'd bare for another woman.

Dr. Premsinee had been out of the room for a while when the villain stirred. She immediately
woke up upon sensing the emptiness on the other side of the bed, where the hot, bare body had
lain all night.

No, she's left...

Naphak didn't rush to get out of bed to find the beautiful doctor who had left only warmth
behind. Why did the soft pillows seem more fragrant today? Eventhough the bed in her new
condo had just been set up by her family and used for the first-time last night.

Just thinking about the beauty of last night made her smile until her cheeks hurt.

“Dr. Premsinee…” Just saying the name made her happy. How wonderful would it be to be
close to her every day? Probably so much that she wouldn't want to leave the room.

But Naphak might've forgotten that her happiness mightn't be the same as the person in
her thoughts.

“Even if you refuse me, I'll make sure you can't refuse me.”

Ignoring her family's constant reminders not to be mean to Dr. Premsinee, the feeling that the
doctor couldn't belong to anyone else but her made her willing to do what others might see
as cruel. But for her, it was just away TO keep the doctor close and not let her disappear.

Most importantly, it was about breaking down Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn's icy walls.

The new morning might be bright for many, but not for Dr. Premsinee, who didn't smile much.
Eventhough her close friends called to ask why she broke their plans and didn't answer her
phone, how could she explain what had happened and what she was doing when they called?

However, her plan to be alone and reflect on things had to be canceled because, no matter how
early she came to work, her close friends were already waiting in her office.

“Why are you here so early, Lada, Tan?” She wasn't surprised to see Dr. Fahada in her office
early, but Dr. Tankhun, who worked at a different hospital, was suspicious. She knew she'd be
questioned about her disappearance.

“Don't play dumb.”

“What? I have rounds today.”

“At sex thirty in the morning?”

Dr. Tankhun glared at the pretty doctor who was putting on her gown. He didn't understand why
all three of his close friends had to come to the hospital early whenever they had problems.
Starting with Dr. Fahlada, Dr. Melanee, and now Dr. Premsinee, who clearly had something
going on since she avoided eye contact.

“I wanted to do morning rounds.”

“Yeah, sure. Your patients are probably awake now, Dr. Premsinee,” Dr. Tankhun said, glaring
at his smiling friend. It was well-known that doctors at private hospitals usually did rounds
around nine in the morning.

“Prem, what happened to you?”

“Where?”

“On your neck.” Dr. Fahlada's short comment made the room's owner sigh. She thought Dr.
Fahlada, who had been quiet, wouldn't ask, but she'd always been like this since they got to
know each other, quiet but observant. While others mightn't notice, Dr. Fablada had.

“It's just a rash.”

“Let me see. I'm a dermatologist.”

Dr. Premsinee froze as she turned to show her back to her friend and quickly buttoned up her
shirt. The look in Dr. Fahlada's eyes told her she couldn't avoid explaining the cause of her
current confusion.

She'd let her guard down, allowing others to see the marks that troubled her.

“It's nothing. I just had some fun…”

“Don't say that, Dr. Premsinee! You're not someone who does things without thinking,” Dr.
Tankhun immediately retorted, offended by his friend's excuse. He knew his three close friends
well enough to know that she wouldn't do that. If it were Dr. Charming, it'd be different.

“I made a mistake…”

“Prem, did you take the morning-after pill?” Dr. Fahlada's face immediately frowned, and Dr.
Premsinee's worried expression made her even more concerned.
Eventhough her close friend knew how to protect herself in such situations, she was still
worried because Dr. Premsinee had never crossed the line to have a physical relationship with
anyone before.

“Prem! Don't stay silent. Did you take it or not?”

“I didn't …”

Dr. Premsinee's answer made Dr. Tankhunand Dr. Fahlada look at each other before deciding
to sit back down. They were initially appalled when their friend said she made a mistake. But
since their friend had thought it through and decided not to take the pill, eventhough she
could get pregnant, they had to respect her decision.

“It's almost time for rounds. Let's get to work. We'll talk later.”

Dr. Fahlada had to pull Dr. Tankhun, who hadn't moved, after the room's owner spoke in a calm
and tired voice, indicating she wasn't ready to share much. They knew Dr. Premsinee would
eventually tell them everything once she had time to think it over...

About why she allowed such a mistake to happen.

“Lada, tell me Prem was just joking,” Dr. Tankhun immediately asked Dr. Fahlada as soon as
they stood outside the exam room, hoping what he heard wasn't true.

It wasn't that he couldn't accept what he heard, but he couldn't believe that Dr. Premsinee, who
always followed the rules, would make such a mistake. Saying their friend was rebelling against
life seemed even more unlikely. He had to find out what really happened.

“Tan, Prem must've made her decision."”

“But…”

“You know how Prem is. When she's ready, she'll tell us,” Dr. Fahlada smiled at her confused
friend. They all worried about Dr. Premsinee, but they couldn't interfere with her decision.

They could only wait for Dr. Premsinee to be ready to share everything.

But maybe Dr. Premsinee's decision might turn out to be a good thing.

Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had already left The Cardiac Center, but Dr. Premsinee still stood
staring at the door before sitting down in her chair.

She knew her friends' words were full of concern, but she couldn't help but chuckle. She almost
laughed when they asked if she'd taken emergency contraception.
She wasn't wrong to say she hadn't taken it. How could she take it when she hadn't made a
mistake with a man as her friends thought?

But with a woman...

Dr. Premsinee was lost in thoughts about the mistakeshe believed she'd made, but that wasn't
the case for Naphak, who was immediately upset upon returning to her old condo and finding
her former secret crush already waiting for her.

To make matters worse, the woman even spoke in a half-commanding tone, saying she had to
attend an event at a mall, despite her having repeatedly said she didn't want to take on any
more work because she needed to finish filming about ten more scenes for her drama.

“Pat, you have to attend an event this afternoon.”

“How many times have I told you not to accept any more work? I want to take a break.”

“But I already accepted it. What do you want me to do?” The half-pleading, half-annoyed tone
made Naphak shake her head in exasperation. How many times had she pretended not to see
what this woman was showing? She thought it was just Nam's habit of being demanding,
which she only displayed toward her.

In the past, she might've been happy, thinking this woman had feelings for her. But now, that
wasn't the case anymore. After distancing herself from her, she no longer wanted togo back
to secretly loving her.

If someone truly loved another, they'd be heartbroken to let go of that love. Maybe she'd just
gotten used to reminding herself that she loved this person. But in reality, it was just a good
feeling from being close and thinking that the sweetness she admired was love.

She'd just realized that love doesn't have togo as expected.

Because it often comes unexpectedly.

“I need to know my schedule in advance. The way you accepted urgent work like this is not
right... You have to cancel that job.”

“I can't do that.”
“Why not?”

“I already took the client's money.” Hearing this made Naphak turn away from the pleading eyes
of the woman in front of her. How many times had Nam taken money without telling her or
without her knowing how much because she trusted her and didn't want to worry about
small things? But it seemed her personal manager had gotten used to doing the same thing.

“That's your problem, not mine.”

“Pat! But I'm your personal manager.”

“Then, from now on, you don't have to be my manager anymore.”

It wasn't just because she'd distanced herself and no longer had a crush on her that she wanted
to avoid being close to her. Many things Nam did were enough for her not to want her as her
personal manager.

She'd finally feel like a weight had been lifted off her chest, not having to worry about her issues
anymore.
 CHAPTER 15

The film set was bustling with staff from various teams, each diligently handling their
responsibilities. The actors were fully immersed in their roles, and Naphak was one of them,
taking a break after finishing the first scene of the day.

“Your manager isn't coming with you today?”

“No,” Naphak replied. She quickly thanked Mhon, the director, who handed her a sweet drink,
and made room for her to sit nearby.

“Is something wrong?” Mhon asked with concern.

Rumors had been circulating that Naphak had missed an event she was supposed to attend,
angering the event organizers and tarnishing her reputation.

Everyone knew that Naphak Tharanisorn was responsible and committed to her work.

“Everything is alright, Mhon.”

“I saw the news,” Mhon said, handing her a gossip magazine. Naphak took it but didn't open it.
The news was false, but she couldn't blame the event organizers. The chaos was caused by her
personal manager.

If Nam had truly cared, she wouldn't have given an interview claiming she couldn't reach
Naphak, causing her to miss work.

“I don't have a personal manager anymore.”

“Did you have a falling out?” Naphak smiled at the concerned director, whom she respected like
an older sister, and leaned on her shoulder to ease her discomfort.

“What should I do, Mhon?”

“The news is out. You need to let people know that you no longer have a personal manager.”
“But…”

“Heroes only exist in dramas. In real life, we're all villains trying to survive,” Mhon said, looking
at Naphak's striking face with frustration. Despite playing villainous roles, Naphak was far
from
one in real life. She was often too empathetic and accommodating.

“She and I are close friends.”

“Friendship doesn't disappear, but sometimes benefits can be dangerous for people in it.”

Mhon walked away, leaving Naphak to sigh deeply. Initially, she didn't believe Nam would give
an interview blaming her, but entertainment reporters confirmed it. Nam's words led to articles
accusing Naphak of being irresponsible and causing trouble for her manager.

Can benefits really change people this much?

A call from the crew snapped Naphak out of her thoughts. She needed to focus on her work and
deal with her worries later. But as she waited for her next scene, she couldn't help but think
about the beautiful doctor likely attending to patients at that moment.

For two days, her busy filming schedule had kept her from seeing Dr. Premsinee, but she still
knew everything about her

She wondered if the marks she left had faded.

The marks were fading, but the memories of that night lingered, frustrating Dr. Premsinee.
Despite performing her duties well, she often found herself reflecting on her actions,
questioning why she hadn't been more careful.

Dr. Premsinee stood up from her chair after she glanced at the clock on her office wall. It
was time to leave, but before she could even step out of the room, her phone rang.

It was the same old stuff, her ex-fiancé still waiting for her. She rarely drove her own car
anymore, relying on Dr. Fahlada, Dr. Tankhun, or Dr. Melanee to take her home. She felt guilty
for imposing on her friends, but her ex wouldn't back off or try to understand his mistakes.

Before leaving The Cardiac Center, Dr. Premsinee quickened her pace to avoid a stylish woman
in a cream dress and sunglasses. In the past, she wouldn't have avoided her, but now she
wasn't ready to face her.

“Prem, where are you going?”

“I was just about to call you to tell you that I'll wait at the emergency exit.” Dr. Premsinee sighed
as her friend nodded in understanding, not questioning why she hadn't called from her office.

“Go wait there. I'll get the car.”

Dr. Fahlada handed her files to Dr. Premsinee and headed to the parking lot. They needed to
hurry because her beloved was already down with film shooting and was waiting at the condo.

Dr. Premsinee turned to see the tall woman frowning and seemingly saying something she
couldn't hear. But she could tell she was annoyed.

As the luxury car arrived, Dr. Premsinee hurriedly got in, glancing back at the actress, who
seemed to notice her leaving. The actress's displeasure was evident as she hurried toward
them, but it was too late, the car was already moving

“What's wrong, Prem? You look flustered.”

“Just excited.”

“Excited about what?”

“Wondering if Wat will find out we snuck out through the emergency exit.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at Dr. Fahlada, who looked puzzled, then turned to watch the passing
scenery, avoiding her friend's scrutinizing gaze. She didn't want to be pressured into revealing
her secrets.

Naphak was just as frustrated as Dr. Premsinee thought. As soon as her phone was answered,
she reprimanded the person on the other end at once for not knowing who Dr. Premsinee was
with and how long it'd been since she last walked to the parking lot. Her frustration doubled
when they told her that she told them to report only when Dr. Premsinee was with a man, not a
woman.

"Go back to Yai. You don't have to follow her anymore," she instructed, putting her phone away.

She didn't need her brother's people; she'd be the one watching Dr. Premsinee herself.

Dr. Premsinee wouldn't be able to escape her.

Naphak smirked as she left the hospital. She didn't need to rush; Dr. Premsinee couldn't avoid
her forever.

They lived in the same condo, and she bad a special bargaining chip.

But waiting at Dr. Premsinee's door proved futile. Despite ringing the bell repeatedly, there was
no response. Neighbors began to notice her.

Naphak glared at the closed door. Dr. Premsinee was deliberately avoiding her. She couldn't
hide forever.

Inside, Dr. Premsineesighed, frustrated by the actress's persistence. She needed time to forget
her mistake and regain her composure before facing her.

But the lingering feelings from that night confused her. Despite her friends' same-
sex relationships, she never thought she'd feel the same.

She thought both Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee's relationships were cute, and the obstacle they
and their lovers had faced made them love each other even more. However, if she had to ask
herself about the possibility of liking a woman, she'd say it was impossible.

Then why did that night make ber heart race?

The workday should've started fresh, but Dr. Premsinee's heart raced as she read a message
from an unknown number. The photo on her phone made her hands tremble. She forced herself
to stay composed, not wanting to arouse suspicion.

The photo showed her asleep, her face and the area near ber upper chest visible.

Who could've taken such a photo? Dr. Premsinee nearly crushed her phone, tears welling up in
her eyes.

Eventhough she'd started to feel better about the actress, what she did and used to blackmail
her made those good feelings dry up, leaving only anger and hatred in their place.

'Don't avoid me, Dr. Premsinee, if you still want these photos to remain a secret, or else...'

The text message was obviously a threat. Dr. Premsinee wiped the tears from her face as it was
almost time for her to see the patients waiting for treatment. No matter how anxious she was,
she couldn't waste her time as a doctor. One minute lost could mean the life of someone
waiting for her help.

When it was time for work, Dr. Premsinee chose togo up to the inpatient ward to check on her
patients, as the outpatients waiting for treatment were other doctors' responsibility.

Dr. Premsinee spent about an hour checking on her patients and completing their charts before
heading down to her own office in The Cardiac Center, as an internal call informed her that the
scheduled patients, as well as new ones, were waiting for diagnosis.

The patient examinations began. Some patients didn't take long, coming in with initial concerns
about potential heart issues. Others took longer, especially elderly patients who required
thorough and careful examinations.

As the examination time was nearing its end, Dr. Premsinee finally leaned back to relax. Even
though today's examinations were like any other day, she knew there were many times she let
outside issues intrude on her thoughts, and she had to refocus on her work.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

The sound of someone knocking on the door made Dr. Premsineesit up and allow the person
outside to enter.

"Doctor, a patient wants to speak with you," the nurse said with a polite smile, knowing it was
almost the end of

Dr. Premsinee's shift.

“A patient's relative?”

“The patient himself, Mr. Phakkaphon Tharanisorn.”

“Please, let him in," she said, though she hesitated upon hearing the same. As the doctor
treated Mr. Phakkaphon from the start, she couldn't avoid it, eventhough she feared he might
come with his daughter.

But it seemed what she feared didn't happen as Mr. Phakkaphon came with his wife and
another person who appeared to be his son, not his daughter, which would've made her anxious
and possibly unable to contain her feelings.

“Hello, Mr. Phakkaphon, Mrs. Nonthakan, and…”

“Hello, I'm Yai. I brought my parents to consult with you. Sorry for coming at the end of your
shift.”
“It's okay.”

“My sister told us she spoke with you and that you advised bringing our father for
a consultation.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the tall, handsome young man who resembled his father. His sister
must've inherited their mother's beauty but still had some features of their father. Why did
she have to think about the actress who made her anxious and disliked, eventhough she was
starting to feelgood about her?

Sometimes, she regretted the good feelings she had for her, thinking that after that night, she
wouldn't mention what happened. But Dr. Premsinee was almost unable to believe she'd taken
photos that night to blackmail her later.

Naphak Tharanisorn played a villainess on screen, and in real life, she was probably one, too.

“Uh, Doctor? Doctor…”

“I'm sorry, I was just thinking about what might be causing Mr. Phakkaphon's shortness of
breath,” she lied, not wanting the family in front of her to know she was actually thinking
about their youngest daughter.

“Yes, what do you think?”

“I need Mr. Phakkaphon to undergo an EKG and other tests. In the meantime, please monitor
what activities make him feel tired, dizzy, or weak.”

“Okay, Doctor. Actually, I'm fine, but my daughter worries too much.”

This time, the father confirmed to the doctor himself that he was still healthy and not as ill as
his wife and children feared. But who knew they came to the hospital in the evening just to
fulfill
their daughter's request?

“It's good to be concerned,” Dr. Premsinee said, barely able to think of anything else to say
when she heard the word "daughter" from the elderly man in front of her.

“I'll do as you say then, Doctor.”

“Good, we need to take good care of ourselves.”

“Then we'll take our leave. We've taken up enough of your time.”

“It's no problem. It's my duty.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the Tharanisorn family, but as soon as the office door closed, her face
turned serious and worried again. What woman wouldn't be concerned about leaked photos of
herself taken while she was asleep after a night of ecstasy? She never thought something like
this would happen to her.

At first, when she found out that the kind person who helped her at the bachelorette party was
the same as the beautiful villainess, she was shocked enough. But she tried to think that
nothing happened that night because she was too drunk to remember.

But that night, something did happen because she drank too much, and she still had enough
sense to wonder why someone as perfect as her was cheated on by her lover.

So she did something she never thought she'd do.

She couldn't blame the physical relationship on the other party for not restraining themselves...
since she was the one who initiated it.

But before she could leave The Cardiac Center for the parking lot, she was startled when a
hand grabbed hers tightly, making it impossible to shake off. The face behind the sunglasses
made Dr. Premsinee want to scream for help if not for the whispered words meant only for her.

“We need to talk, Dr. Premsinee.”

“I have nothing to talk to you.”

“But I do. Or don't you want to know about the photos…”

“Enough. If you want to talk, let's go somewhere private.”

“You have to come with me.”

Dr. Premsinee could only look at the woman in front of her, who still hadn't let go of her hand.
She nodded to show she'd comply, but her hand was still held tightly. Despite trying to shake it
off and saying she wasn't running away, the actress ignored her and walked her to the parking
lot, holding her hand as if she had the right.

“Isn't that man waiting for you today?”

“I don't know,” she replied, only now thinking of her ex-fiancé who wasn't waiting for her today.

“Maybe he's busy taking care of his wife and child."?”

“Yeah.”
“Don't think about breaking up anyone's family, Doctor.”

“Hey! If you keep talking about this, stop the car. I'll get out!”

“Okay, okay, I won't talk about it," Naphak said, her charming smile not working on the beautiful
doctor. She handed Dr. Premsineea heart shaped candy.

“What?”

“It's a Heartbeat candy. It'll make you sweet.”

The giver smiled slightly before focusing on the traffic, which required careful attention.
The receiver held the candy before putting it in her gown pocket, which she hadn't taken off
yet.

Sometimes, as a doctor, she couldn't understand what this villainess was trying to express.
Sometimes, it seemed like she was trying to prevent her from getting back with her ex-lover, but
other times, her actions were confusing.

But now, the only thing she bad to think about and achieve...

Was to get those photos of berself back from Naphak Tharanisorn.

 CHAPTER 16

“Let go of my hand. I'm not going anywhere.”

“Noway, I don't trust you.”

“You!”

“Shh! Quiet down, Doctor. See, people are starting to look.” The speaker grinned and even
smiled at the other residents of the condo before pulling Dr. Premsinee into the elevator.
Curious eyes followed them, wondering why the doctor had her hand held by a famous actress
all the time.

Inside the crowded elevator, everyone was eager to get to their rooms and relax, leaving little
space and forcing them to stand close together. Dr. Premsinee had no choice but to stand
pressed against the actress, who still refused to remove her tinted sunglasses. To make
matters worse, the actress's free hand wrapped around her waist.

The tighter the space, the closer they got, and the faint scent of perfume stirred something
in her beart.

“Let go…”

“I can't. It's crowded. Are you really that uncomfortable being close to me?” Naphak whispered
in a calm voice. Dr. Premsinee acted as if she were a germ that needed to be avoided at all
costs.

“Yes, I am,” she whispered back just as calmly. Underneath the actress's tinted sunglasses,
there was surely some displeasure, as Dr. Premsinee could feel the grip on her waist tightened.

“Then you'll just have to stay uncomfortable.”

“You!”

“Shhh! Don't you see people are watching us, Doctor?”

The soft whisper near her car made Dr. Premsinee freeze. She tried to keep a neutral
expression, hiding the blush creeping up her face.

Every time the beautiful face came close, she couldn't help but remember thejoy of the
first night.

As soon as the elevator reached their floor, Dr. Premsinee tried to shake off the actress's grip
again. But somehow, the actress had a firm hold, making it nearly impossible for her to escape.

“Let go. I'm going back to my room.”

“Goto my room.”

“I'm not going!”

“You don't have to, but I might leak the photos on my pho…”

“Enough! Take me to your room,” she said, frustrated but helpless. The woman holding her had
a powerful bargaining chip.

While Dr. Premsinee was vexed, the actress smiled. Behind her tinted sunglasses, her eyes
sparkled with happiness as she looked at the beautiful doctor beside her.

“We're here, doctor.”

Dr. Premsinee was surprised at how close the actress's room was to hers-past three doors
away. She'd once asked the previous owner for buy it because of the view she liked so much,
but they refused to sell it or set a very high price.

Once inside and with the door closed, the actress finally released her grip. Naphak let the
doctor, still in her gown, stand in the living room while she went to pour a glass of cold water.

Dr. Premsinee looked around the room, taking in the decor she hadn't noticed the morning she
woke up naked.

Now, she had the chance to explore. The room wasn't heavily decorated, mostly retaining the
original condo design with minimal furnishings. The living room had just asofa and a TV, and
the kitchen area was almost empty.

“Let's get this over with. I don't have much time."?” Dr. Premsinee ignored the glass of water on
the coffee table. She wanted to settle the matter quickly.

“Why the rush?”

“You!”

“Don't raise your voce, doctor. What if my handslips and shares the photos...”

“Stop! What kind of person are you to do something so disgusting?”

“Disgusting? The photos of you sleeping are beautiful.”

Naphak's teasing words were pushing Dr. Premsinee to her limit. The actress's smiling face
showed no concern for the trouble she was causing, making the doctor feel even worse.

“Enough!”

“Where are you going?” The actress grabbed Dr. Premsinee's hand as she turned to leave but
then let go as she remembered something.

"I'm leaving!"

“If you think you can walk out of this room, go ahead.”

Dr. Premsinee knew she couldn't leave. The high- security condo required the owner's code to
open the door, even from the inside, as it requered one to enter a code before they could open
the door.

“You...!”

“Pat. My name is Pat, not 'you,' Doctor.”

“I'm older than you. I know how to speak properly.”

“So, should I call you 'P' Prem' since you're older?”

Naphak smiled at the doctor, whose face showed a mix of calm and irritation. The more
she teased, the more the doctor showed her true emotions.

Even when she's annoyed, she's still pleasing to the eye...

“Can we talk about the photos now?” Dr. Premsineetook a deep breath, trying to calm herself
and not react to Naphak's provocations.

“Which photos, P' Prem?” Naphak knew but wanted to see the doctor's angry face.

“The ones you took while I was sleeping.”

“I don't remember taking anything while you were sleeping, I only remember taking them when
we were happy together, and you fell asleep from exhaustion…”

Smack!

“When do you want? Why are you doing this?”

The sound of the slap echoed, showing how angry Dr. Premsinee was. She stared at the
actress, who now had a handprint on her face, looking back at her calmly.

“I told you, I want you,” Naphak's voice was sincere.

“Hey, let go of me!”

Dr. Premsinee's wrist was grabbed, making her back off, and she plopped on the sofa when the
woman in front of her prevented her from going anywhere.

“You know? I always mean what I say, and I'll always do what I say.”

“You don't want me. You just don't want me to marry Wat for your friend's sake, right?”

“Think what you want, but you have to stay with me.”

Their eyes locked, filled with various emotions, but Naphak knew that anger and dislike were
among them.

“I'm not staying!”

“If you leave, I can't guarantee when the photos will get out…”

“You…”

“Oh, and I forgot to mention, I have a video of you enjoying yourself too.”

“You're crazy!”

“I have plenty of crazy things up my sleeves. You're mine now, don't forget.”

The soft whisper from the woman leaning in made Dr. Premsinee want to slap her again, but
she couldn't. Her lips were suddenly covered by Naphak's.

The kiss was slow and gentle, sweet enough to make Dr. Premsinee, who had tightly closed her
lips, slowly relax and respond. The familiarity of the kiss made her give in.
It wasn't a harsh kiss like in Thai novels where the hero forced the heroine, but a tender one
that they both shared.

But as Naphak was getting lost in the kiss, enjoying the doctor's response, she suddenly yelped
and pulled back, her tongue bitten.

“Ouch! Why did you bite my tongue? It hurts!” The actress cried.

Naphak complained like a child, making a face that made Dr. Premsinee laugh. It was the first
time she saw this side of the actress, different from the teasing one that always annoyed her.

“Serves you right.”

“What kind of doctor hurts people and doesn't take responsibility? I don't even know if
it's bleeding.”

“Why are you touching it with your hand? It's dirty.”

“I don't know where is the wound.

“Open your mouth and stick out your tongue.”

The beautiful doctor maintained a calm expression, but the person whose chin she was holding
couldn't take their eyes off her face. Naphak's face remained still, but her eyes revealed that she
felt an intense desire to possess this woman, so much so that she was sometimes taken aback
by her own thoughts,

“P" Prem, is there any wound?” Nam asked softly, her enticing gaze making Dr. Premsinee
unable to help but meet her eyes thoughtfully. If this woman wasn't so mischievous or trying
to make her feel deeply troubled, she'd have to admit that she was quite charming.

It was as if there were many personalities in her to explore, notjust the sharp beauty she
portrayed in dramas.

Most importantly, she expressed her feelings openly. If she liked women, she said so
without biding her feelings.

“No, there isn't.”

“Then let's have dinner together. I've already bought everything.”

“Okay,” Dr. Premsinee replied with a calm face, but she knew that something inside her had
changed.
She didn't refuse because she was afraid this villainess would spread unflattering images of her,
right?

Or was it because of the words, "You're mine," that made her feel strange?

Noone had ever used words to claim ownership of her before.

And she couldn't deny that this villainess was the first person she'd given something valuable to,
even if it was half willingly and half unwillingly.

Dr. Premsinee looked at the food on the table with surprise. At first, she didn't see anything, but
it seemed this villainess had indeed prepared as she said. The Japanese food was neatly
arranged, probably while she was exploring the room. The room's owner must've taken the
opportunity to prepare the dinner she'd bought and stored.

“Do you know this is our first date?” Naphak said.

“Who said it's a date?”

*I did. For me, it's a date.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond further because she was tired and frustrated with the actress's
words. This woman seemed stubborn or persistent, wanting something and going for it
without caring if the other party was willing

But as a doctor, she could tell that this person was brave enough to take responsibility for
her actions. Her words were sincere, but there was something conflicting in her feelings. It
was
because she approached her to prevent her friend from being disappointed if she married the
man who got her friend pregnant.

The dinner went smoothly without any arguments, except for the villainess constantly picking
up different sushi pieces and giving them to the doctor, who had to eat them under her
threatening gaze.

There was only one thing Naphak used to threaten Dr. Premsinee...

“Do you know what you're doing is wrong?” The doctor asked the actress.
“What did I do?”

“Blackmailing me,” Dr. Premsinee said evenly, trying to stay composed. She hoped her words
might make this villainess change her mind about using the photos to threaten her.

“I didn't blackmail you. I didn't ask for money from you.”

“You didn't ask for money, but you still threatened me.”

“I didn't. I just wanted you to know that my finger might accidentally press the wrong button
at any time.”

The actress's teasing tone made Dr. Premsinee want to do something, but she could only sit
and look at her with a calm expression. She knew this woman was deliberately provoking her to
show anger because every time she showed frustration, she saw the actress's bright eyes or
even a look of joy.

“You…”

“Are you going to say I'm pretty and cute? Goon because I think I'm hot.”

“You're annoying!”

“I accept the compliment.”

Dr. Premsinee chose to sit quietly, not responding further because every time, she ended up
losing to the woman in front of her, who continued toeat sushi comfortably

Beautiful but annoying might be the words that best describe this captivating villainess.

“When will you let me go back to my room?”

“Why are you in such a hurry togo back, P' Prem?”

“I want to rest. I've been working all day.”

“Okay, wait a moment while I pack my things.”

“ Why? ”

“I'm going to sleep with you,” she said, quickly walking to the bedroom, leaving Dr. Premsinee
slightly flustered by her own words.

Sleep with you. Sleep with you. It means just sleeping, right?
Dr. Premsinee had to reluctantly let the actress into her private room, where only close friends
were allowed. She valued her privacy but couldn't refuse this woman, especially when she held
such leverage. One day, she'd get the photo back and keep it in the safest place.

“P’ Prem, should I shower in the bedroom or…”

“The bathroom outside.”

Dr. Premsinee walked away into the bedroom, but Naphak smided happily, exploring the room,
which was decorated in a simple style with soft cream tones. It seemed their tastes were quite
similar.

Naphak looked at the photo frames near the large TV with a smile. It seemed the doctor had
arranged every picture neatly, from childhood to adolescence, to photos with her medical
friends, and finally, graduation photos with family and classmates, all smiling happily.

She had to admit that the doctor's group was good-looking and could all enter the
entertainment industry.

After showering and taking care of her personal business, wearing a robe over her inner
clothes, she knocked on the bedroom door. But it seemed the room's owner didn't care about
the noise, making her knock more insistently.

Soon, the door opened, and the beautiful doctor showed a peeved face. But Naphak didn't back
down from the look that said she was rude. Her motto was, 'If you're aiming for something, do it
to the best of your ability.’

She'd prove whether the women's artifices in shown dramas would work on Dr. Premsinee.

“Who told you to come into my room?”

“Where should I sleep then?”

“The sofa outside.”

“I can't sleep on the sofa. It'll hurt my back.”

“Hey!” Dr. Premsinee shook her head in exasperation as the person she wished to kick out of
the room lay on the bed, claiming space nonchalantly and even smiling teasingly.

“P' Prem, hurry up and come to bed. Staying up late makes you age faster.”
“You can shut your mouth a bit, you know?” She couldn't help but say, letting the actress know
that she didn't like or want to hear her words.

But then, as Dr. Premsinee was about to get some lotion to moisturize her skin, she stopped.
She saw the woman on the bed walk out and remove her robe, revealing a provocative black
see-through mesh nightgown that made her face flush and her heartbeat strangely.

She'd never felt shy around women before, but now she was blushing and bad to turn away to
hide her reddening face.

"Where should I put the robe?" The soft voice from behind made Dr. Premsinee startle slightly
before telling her to hang it in the corner of the room where a rack was placed.

The red face reflected in the large mirror made Naphak pleased, so she didn't bother to hang
the robe but instead moved closer, pressing against her back and quickly kissing both cheeks.

Kissing her when she's off guard is the best.

“You!”

“Your cheeks are so soft and smell good.”

“Don't you have a better nightgown?" Dr. Premsinee asked, feeling strange and not expecting
this villain to have such a seductive nightgown

“Don't you like it? Or do l not look good at it?”

“What does it have to do with whether I like it or not?”

“I chose this nightgown just for you.” The honeyed voice and the light breath on her ear made
Dr. Premsinee's face even redder. She doesn't know where to turn her face to.

"I don't like this kind of nightgown..." And why did she have to say something like that? Now, the
person behind her moved to stand in front, trying to make eye contact, making Dr. Premsinee
even more determined to avoid looking because her heart was beating too fast.

“Then, what kind of nightgown do you want me to wear?”

“I'm going to bed now,” she said, escaping to the bed. She chose the side against the wall and
turned her back, thinking it was the best option. Otherwise, the strange feelings would
confuse her even more

“P’ Prem, aren't you going to takeoff your robe?”

There was no response from the person lying with their back turned, but Naphak didn't feel
upset. Instead, she felt more satisfied seeing Dr. Premsinee's reaction, which wasn't as
indifferent as she'd feared.

She'd gone out of her way to buy a revealing nightgown. It wouldn't be wrong to say she
intended to seduce the beautiful doctor. After all, she wanted to see if the doctor's claim of
not liking women would hold true.

And now she knows. The one who said they didn't like women was blushing, making Naphak's
heart swell with joy.

She was right to invest in that sexy nightgownshe never thought she'd wear. Now, she figured
she needed to buy six more, one for each night of the week, because, one day, Dr. Premsinee
wouldn't be able to resist and would definitely touch her.

So, was she seducing Dr. Premsinee to make her her first, just as she was the doctor's first?
 CHAPTER 17

“You don't seem very refreshed, Doctor.”

“Well.”

“I've noticed for the past few days that you look tired. You can take a vacation if you need to,”
said the head nurse of The Cardiac Center, who was nearly forty, with concern. Normally, Dr.
Premsinee didn't drink coffee in the morning, but for the past few days, she'd asked the nurse to
make it for her. She even arrived earlier than the nurses on the morning shift.

“No, thank you, Aοi.”

“If you can't handle it, you should take a break. Just like when other doctors hand over their
cases to you.”

“Thank you, Aoi. Please remind me again when it's time for the rounds.”

“Sure, Doctor.”

The head nurse, who was quite close to Dr. Premsinee, left the office. The beautiful doctor
continued to sip her fragrant coffee slowly, as she still had plenty of time before her rounds.

How could she tell anyone that the reason she had to drink coffee every morning was because
she couldn't sleep well? She was wary of the person sharing her bed. When she tried to send
her away, she'd bring up the photos and videos, forcing her to let her stay.

She wouldn't mind if she wore regular pajamas, but every night, she wore something that made
her heart feel strange.

The actress wore sexy see-through nightgowns, changing colors every night.

Dr. Premsinee looked at her white gown coat, which she hadn't put on yet, with a steady gaze.
Today, the actress had quietly brought it to her when she forgot to take it out. When they
reached the car, she handed it to her with a smile, saying she noticed she'd forgotten it.
Knock! Knock! Knock! The sound of knocking on the door brought Dr. Premsinee back from her
thoughts of the past few days. She quickly composed herself and put on the white gown coat
that was lying nearby.

“Come in.”

“It's me, Lada.”

“Oh, I thought you'd come by at noon.” Dr. Premsinee smiled at her close friend, who sat down
on the chair and looked at her coffee cup with a mix of curiosity and concern.

*I have a patient appointment this morning.”

“A special patient, huh?”

"Yeah... Are you drinking coffee?" The coffee cup on Dr. Premsinee's desk was unusual. Even
during their school days, when they had to stay up late studying and slept only a few hours, her
friend rarely drank coffee because she didn't like caffeinated drinks much.

“I'm feeling a bit tired lately, and I wanted to smell the coffee.”

“Wanting something you don't usually have, huh?”

“Yes.”

Hearing her friend's answer made Dr. Fahlada pause. She immediately thought of something
she'd discussed with Dr. Tankhun, but it seemed too soon. Dr. Premsinee had just mentioned a
mishap a few days ago. They'd have to wait a few more weeks to see if what she suspected
was true.

“Do you have any other symptoms?”

“Lada, do you think I'm sick?”

“You don't look well.”

“I'm just tired because I haven't been sleeping well. It's nothing.”

“Good to hear. I'll get to work then. See you at lunch.”

Dr. Fahlada took another look at her friend's face before stepping out of the office. She
immediately texted Dr. Tankhun to share her suspicions. She didn't want her thoughts to be true
because if they were, her friend, who had always planned her life meticulously, would have a
hard time dealing with the problem.
Even the issue of her fiancé getting another woman pregnant had almost driven Dr. Premsinee
to the brink.

Meanwhile, the woman causing Dr. Premsinee's sleepless nights was posing for a photographer
in a studio, promoting a new imported sports car for Wanitchakorn Group.

The luxurious, expensive sports car was something even the presenter wanted to own, as it
exuded both coolness and elegance, suitable for women as well.

“Ms. Naphak, please show a more inviting expression.”

Eventhough it was the last set of the day, Naphak's professionalism shone through as she
easily changed poses according to the photographer's instructions.

The rapid shutter clicks stopped, and the staff was pleased with the day's smooth progress,
not dragging on unnecessarily.

“We're done for today.”

“Thank you, Shane.”

“With you as the model, Naphak, my work finishes quickly.”

“Because your skills are excellent.” Naphak smiled at the well-known forty-year-old
photographer she was familiar with. In the entertainment industry, everyone wanted to
be photographed by him for magazines.

“Praising each other again.”

“May I excuse? I'll go change now, Shane.”

“Go ahead.”

Naphak smiled at the famous photographer once more before heading to the changing room,
where the costume team was waiting to help her change. The outfit she wore for the shoot
had to be returned in perfect condition. Models couldn't just take the clothes they wore for
shoots. Besides, she had an appointment with the vice president of Wanitchakorn Group to
discuss
something she was eager to achieve.
It didn't take long for her to arrive at Wanitchakorn Group. Naphak smiled at the secretary
outside the vice president's office, who was on the phone, informing the boss of her arrival, as
was her duty to report to her boss to prevent outsiders from causing a disturbance.

“Ms. Naphak, please go inside.’

“Thank you.” She smiled at the experienced secretary before entering the vicepresident's office.

Naphak sat down in front of the large desk, where her beautiful senior was engrossed in reading
documents. She wanted to greet her, but Tichakorn had told her to make herself comfortable, as
her senior might have urgent work to finish.

“How was the photo shoot?”

“It went smoothly.”

“If there's anything you disagree with, let me know.”

The pen was set down, and the beautiful face smiled at her junior, who looked more serious
than usual.

“The concept is fine.”

“So, what's on your mind today? You look like you're thinking hard.”

“I have something to discuss with you, Ticha.” She hoped she wasn't wrong in seeking advice
from her experienced senior.

“It must be important if you look this serious.”

“How can I make someone want me, Ticha?”

"Hmmm, make someone want you... What?!”

Tichakorn exclaimed loudly, repeating her junior's words. This wasn't good at all.

Who wants to offer themselves to someone else?

“Ticha, you're overreacting.”

“How can I not? What are you thinking? Offering yourself to someone?”

“Well…”
“Are you so heartbroken over unrequited love that you want to offer yourself to someone else?
Don't be so dumb, Pat.” the vice president of Wanitchakorn Group lectured her beautiful junior.

“You think I want to offer myself to a man?”

“Isn't that what you mean?”

“Ticha, I mean a woman.” She wanted to laugh at her senior's misunderstanding. Did Tichakorn
think she would turn to like men?

“So, you want a woman to want you?”

“Yes.”

“I almost berated you, thinking you wanted to do something stupid out of heartbreak.”

“I wouldn't be that foolish, Ticha.”

“I still don't agree with you offering yourself to someone. Do you want people to see you as
worthless?”

“I'm the first for the doctor. I want the doctor to be my first too.”

“The doctor?”

“The woman I want to offer myself to is a doctor.”

“Wait, explain this more clearly, so I can understand.”

Tichakorn looked at her junior's face. Her mind was working hard to understand what she was
being told.

The story made Tichakorn frown and sigh. Dr. Premsinee was the woman Naphak liked, but
Naphak had ruined her wedding because the groom had gotten Nam pregnant. The wedding
was canceled, and now her junior had been intimate with Dr. Premsinee, being her first.

“Pat, you're thrilled to be the doctor's first. You think if the doctor is your first, she might feel
the same?”

The stunning actress's intention was clear. Tichakorn looked at her junior's face again and
smiled. Naphak seemed to understand physical relationships better than many might think.
But who would've known that she was so preserved, not even looking at others, if she thought
she liked someone? Just like she told them, she had a crush on her best friend, and she kept it
to herself.

Until something happened that made her realize that having a secret crush wouldn't get her love
in return. So, she decided to move on and look for new love.

“So, what have you done to make the doctor touch you?”

“I wear see-through nightgowns every night, Ticha, but she doesn't even look,” Naphak said,
paying for sexy sleepwear, yet Dr. Premsinee still showed no interest, prompting her to seek
quick advice from a love guru close to her.

“It's tough. She's never liked women before.”

“But, Ticha, from what I've seen, she sometimes blushes, like she gets shy and doesn't dare to
look directly.”

“What you said gives you a chance, but it's still tough. For me, seduction works when there's
already love. But she doesn't even like you yet, Pat.”

“So, what should I do?”

“I think you should let her see your sexiness and your true self. She has never liked women
before. She might be confused right now.”

“Confused?”

“Think about it. The doctor likes men, and suddenly, she has slept with a woman. If it were you,
wouldn't you be confused?”

Naphak didn't respond verbally but nodded in understanding. It was probably true, as Tichakorn
said. Dr. Premsinee had never liked women before, unlike them, who knew from the start that
they liked women. So, it wasn't surprising to see her hesitation. Even when Naphak hugged her,
the beautiful doctor lay stiff and shocked, making Naphak release her embrace.

“I'll try my best. The doctor is mine…”

“I think you more than just like her.”

“Probably.”

“And what if your love is unrequited?” Tichakorn couldn't help but ask. It was hard to get close
to someone who was about to marry a man and make her prefer women.
“I'll try my best. If I can't, I'll step back. I won't force love.”

But she still believed in love, hoping it wouldn't be cruel enough to disappoint her forever.

As it neared six in the evening, Dr. Premsinee sighed tiredly. Today was another day she
declined togo out with friends or even go home with Dr. Fahlada. For days, she waited for work
hours to pass before heading to her car in front of the hospital. She barely cared if her ex was
still waiting or had given upon reconciling with her.

Her focus now was on the alluring troublemaker.

The sound of a message made Dr. Premsinee pack her personal items on her desk. At this
hour, she knew who it was. She'd grown accustomed to the luxury German car driven by the
actress picking her up togo back to the condo together.

For days, she hadn't driven her car, being forced to ride together. Even if she didn't want to, she
had to comply because of the photos and video clips she couldn't retrieve from the actress.

The car moved out of the hospital as soon as the beautiful doctor got in. Inside, soft music
played to avoid complete silence, as usual. Naphak glanced at the person beside her, who
turned her face to the window with a smile. She wondered what was so interesting outside
the window compared to her sitting right there.

The car slowed and stopped as the traffic light turned red. Naphak looked at the beautiful
doctor, who seemed to be asleep, with a smile. She didn't know why, but every time she looked,
she wanted to smile. She unbuckled her seatbelt and reached for a small bag on the back seat.

A small blanket was then draped over the beautiful doctor, who still had her eyes closed. The
outside might be hot, but inside the car, she kept it quite cool, as she liked cold weather. But
from what she observed, Dr. Premsinee didn't like it too cold, so she adjusted the temperature
to be less chilly.

The owner of the small blanket turned back to focus on driving. Dr. Premsinee, who seemed
asleep but was aware of everything, had a small smile on her face. She just closed her eyes to
avoid thinking too much, but it gave her a headache with the actress's actions, which weren't as
bad as she thought. And the light perfumescent and the kiss on her check made her heart beat
strangely again.

When would this confusion fade away? If this excitement was from a man, she wouldn't be
confused. But now, she was feeling something for a woman, something she'd never felt before.
“Let's stop for dinner before going back to the condo.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond. Even if she wanted togo back to the condo, the car would always
stop at a restaurant. So, she chose not to say anything.

The restaurant, not far from the hospital, had a good atmosphere and privacy. But why had she
never stopped to try it? Dr. Premsinee looked at the woman beside her, who now gestured for
her to choose a seat first. In the past, when she was with her ex, he'd choose for her and order
without asking her opinion. But this actress was different.

*You choose, P' Prem. I can eat anything.”

“Why don't you choose the menu yourself?” Dr. Premsinee put down the menu and looked at
the woman in front of her, who was taking off her sunglasses and placing them on the table,
seeking an answer. Every time they ate together, this woman let her choose or ask what she
liked or disliked.

“Then I'll choose today.”

*Okay.”

But when the actress ordered, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile a little but quickly put on a
neutral face when the last dish was ordered. How could she not smile when the dishes the
actress ordered were her favorites, which she always ordered?

“Do you want to add any more dishes?”

“Why don't you order what you like?”

“I'm easygoing, not picky …”

“But the most annoying.”

Naphak burst out laughing when the beautiful doctor interrupted her sentence. She liked this
atmosphere, not sitting in silence. Lately, the doctor seemed more natural, or maybe she'd
resigned to her presence, leading to more conversations than the usual silence or harsh words.

Dinner went smoothly. Now, both Dr. Premsinee and the beautiful troublemaker were back at
the condo after battling traffic for an hour. Naphak threw herself onto the longsofa as soon
as she entered the living room. After a full meal and driving in the cool air, she was sleepy
and
wanted to rest her eyes.

“Get up. How many times do I have to tell you?”

Before she could close her eyes, the doctor's voice rang out, trying to pull her off the sofa. She
didn't like it when people lay down right after coming in. There were germs everywhere.

“I'm sleepy.”

“Sleepy or not, you need to wash your hands and feet with soap. Clean them well. There are
germs everywhere outside.” Hearing the doctor's nagging, Naphak got up to clean herself
immediately.

Naphak found Dr. Premsinee's cleanliness excessive. The doctor insisted on washing hands
and feet every time they came back from outside. If possible, she'd change clothes, too. The
doctor would shower every time she came back from work and again before bed or whenever
she deemed it necessary.

She didn't know why she loved cleanliness so much, but Naphak liked it because the doctor
smelled great.

“Should I just take a shower then?”

“Good, so germs won't accumulate in the room.”

“Are you saying I'm a germ?”

“If you say so. You're old enough to know.”

“Even if I'm a germ, I'll stick around. I'll make you choke on germs and remember me forever.”

“Exaggerating.”

“Germs like me aren't easy to find... Beautiful, hot, and exciting.”

 CHAPTER 18

Beautiful, hot, Exciting...

Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile when she thought of the words from someone confident
in themselves. She admitted that she was indeed beautiful and sexy, but she wasn't so sure
about being exciting.

The bedroom door opened as the room's owner wanted togo out and relax by watching TV in
the living room. Dr. Premsinee never forgot to wear a robe every time she stepped out. But what
made her steps halt was the sight of the person already sitting there, causing her to blink in
surprise. Today, she was in simple nightwear.

Just a tank top and shorts, not the usual revealing see-through nightgown.

But something made her face feel hot... Why didn't she wear abra properly?

“Do you want to watch something, P" Prem?”

”Just watch whatever you want.”

“Then I'll continue with my series.”

“Yeah.”

Dr. Premsinee glanced at the TV screen showing a foreign detective series that seemed to
captivate the actress. Initially, she thought the actress would watch dramas she starred in
or romantic series, but she preferred something more thrilling than she'd imagined.

“Who do you think is the villain, the manon the street or the woman?”

The actress's question made Dr. Premsinee, who was about to read a book, changed her mind
and looked at the TV screen showing an interrogation scene of the manon the street and the
woman who was the deceased's lover.
To say she was interested in the TV would be inaccurate as she was secretly watching the
beautiful-faced woman intensely focused on the series. The serious expression on this
woman's face was quite captivating.

“Maybe the manon the street. He seems strong enough to kill.”

“But I think it's the woman. It seems more complicated.”

“ Complicated? ”

“The woman might have an affair and conspired with him to kill her husband.”

“Eh...? Why are you lying down?”

“P" Prem, your lap is soft. Just borrowing it for a bit.”

Dr. Premsinee tried to move away from the person lying down on her lap but had to give in
because the other wouldn't let her move. Her eyes focused on the TV, and the murmuring about
the series made her smile unconsciously.

But she was slightly startled when her hand was grabbed, prompting her to voice a mild protest.
It seemed futile as her hand was held near the neck, and the person kept kissing her hand
frequently, making her more aware of her strange feelings.

“Your hand is so soft and smells nice. Do all doctors have soft hands?”

“I don't know.”

“I thought I took good care of myself, but compared to you, P' Prem, I fall short.”

“Are you watching the series or not?”

“Yes, I am. Maybe I should switch to using the same lotion as you, P' Prem.” She continued to
examine the doctor's soft hand with interest. The series was interesting, but the soft, fragrant
hand was much more so. She decided to observe the skincare routine secretly next time.

The TV continued with the characters' dialogue, answering the investigation team's questions,
but Dr. Premsinee wasn't paying attention. She was looking down at the woman lying on her
lap, trying to understand her increasingly complex feelings. Initially, she thought this woman
was here to cause trouble to help her close friend, but something in her heart told her there was
more to it.
She'd already told her she wouldn't go back to marry that man. To believe in what she said, did
they have to stay close like shadows? More importantly, her words often made her rethink and
examine her feelings.

'You're mine...'

These words made her feel a mix of emotions. Noone had ever expressed their feelings as
straightforwardly as this woman. It seemed like she did everything to stay close to her, but
another part of her still didn't believe it, thinking she did it for her close friend.

“P’ Prem, are you sleepy?”

“Hmmm?”

*You've been quiet. The case's mystery is solved now.”

“So, who did it?”

“You weren't really watching, were you? I thought you were... The woman did it. She conspired
with her adulterer to kill her husband for the insurance money.”

“Complicated... Do you like watching this kind of series?” Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but ask
when she saw the actress's eyes light up as she talked about detective series.

“My dad likes to watch them with me, so I grew to like them.”

“Hmmm, I'll goto bed first.”

Dr. Premsinee walked into the bedroom, but Naphak sat still, pondering what she'd just heard.
She couldn't believe it; it was the first time she heard the doctor refer to herself as 'Prem' in such
agentle tone. Did this mean their relationship was getting closer?

She was no longer a woman the doctor didn't want to know:

“Oh, I'm so happy!” She decided not to tease and to act sweetly. The doctor would surely soften
more. But for now, she hurried to follow her to bed.

The bedroom light was turned off, leaving only the small bedside lamp. Naphak couldn't help but
peek at the doctor lying on her side with her back turned. The doctor slept in this position every
night. She woke up later in the morning, so she never saw if the doctor changed her sleeping
position.

The lamp was turned off, leaving only darkness and two women lying still on the bed. But
Naphak slowly turned to face the doctor's back.
A smile appeared on her beautiful face as she decided to move closer until she could smell the
faint fragrance, she assumed was Dr. Premsinee's natural scent, which she liked very much.

“P’ Prem, can I hug you?”

Every night, she kept adistance, but tonight, there was no gap. She wrapped her arms around
the slim waist, but what made Dr. Premsinee lie still was the lips that repeatedly kissed her
shoulder and the face resting on her back, making her unable to think.

She didn't pull away or struggle to get out of the embrace.

“P' Prem …”

Naphak's soft voice made Dr. Premsinee sigh deeply before turning to face her in the darkness.
Even in the dark, their eyes adjusted to see the faint outlines of each other.

The soft lips moved closer, making Naphak's heart race. It didn't take long for her wish to come
true when a kiss in the dark began slowly, initiated by Dr. Premsinee herself. Naphak responded
to the sweet touch bit by bit, as it seemed the doctor just wanted to learn how to kiss, not a
passionate kiss like someone experienced.

“P’ Prem …”

“Stop talking, Goto sleep.”

After the kiss, she turned her back again and told her not to speak. It seemed the doctor was
still learning.

Naphak didn't insist on making Dr. Premsinee turn back. Tonight, she was already overjoyed.
She got a kiss, and the doctor allowed her to hug, even if it was just from behind.

Wearing simple nightwear improved their relationship unexpectedly.

If she'd known, she wouldn't have bothered with the revealing see-through nightgowns.

On Dr. Premsinee's weekend, Naphak learned many things about the beautiful doctor. What
she thought contradicted what she saw.
At first, she thought the doctor would sleep in on weekends, but she woke up early as usual.
The same breakfast of whole wheat bread with jam and a glass of fresh orange juice before
changing into workout clothes to go to the condo's fitness room made her rush to her room
to change and follow her.

Naphak let out a small sigh when she saw the treadmill next to Dr. Premsinee was available.
She quickly took the spot next to her. With such a disciplined workout routine, no wonder the
doctor's figure was flawless, perhaps even better than hers. Lately, she'd been exercising less,
focusing on calorie control and light weight training for modeling jobs.

After just twelve minutes, Naphak had to slow down the treadmill and breathe heavily as sweat
poured out. She eventually had to stop the treadmill and hold onto the rail, feeling her heart rate
was too fast.

It wasn't just Naphak who noticed her abnormal condition. Dr. Premsinee, who was running on
the treadmill, slowed down and eventually stopped when she saw the woman beside her looking
more exhausted than usual.

“Are you okay?”

“Keep running, P' Prem. I'm just a bit too tired,” Naphak smiled at the questioner before moving
to sit on the rest chair.

But Dr. Premsinee didn't return to her treadmill. She quickly grabbed the left wrist of the woman,
trying to catch her breath without saying a word, giving her a look that said not to ask anything
right now.

Dr. Premsinee furrowed her brow slightly at the other's pulse, which seemed faster than the
normal range for someone who exercises regularly. However, this actress had never shown any
symptoms that made her suspicious, except for this time when she seemed unusually tired for
someone who exercises frequently. Most celebrities in the entertainment industry, especially
someone like her who had been voted the third hottest woman by a men's magazine, should be
exercising quite a bit.

“Does this happen often when you exercise?”

“No, it just started recently.”

"How long has it been?”

“I haven't really noticed. When I started getting tired easily, I just controlled my calorie intake
instead.”
Naphak smiled at the beautiful doctor, who maintained a neutral expression, but she knew
that behind that face, the doctor was definitely pondering something.

“Try to remember as best as you can. How many times have you felt this kind of tiredness,
difficulty breathing, like something is blocking you?”

“P’ Prem, it's a holiday today.”

“A doctor has no holidays. Let me check your pulse again.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the actress, who was staring at her face. The pulse was not as fast as
the first time, which eased Dr. Premsinee's mind a bit. Perhaps the actress had been away from
exercise for a while, and running at her usual speed made her tire more easily than usual.

The doctor was concerned about the easy fatigue, but Naphak was happy that the doctor smiled
at her and spoke in a soft voice as if they were close friends. Moreover, the doctor held her
hand and even gently massaged her palm.

How could she not be thrilled? Does the doctor know that she's making Naphak fall for her
more each day?

“P’ Prem, you can go back to exercising. I'll wait around here.”

“Pat, you better go back and rest. You still don't look well.”

“You called me Pat…” It was the first time Dr. Premsinee said her name. If she wasn't afraid of
people looking, she would've jumped and cheered with joy.

“I can call me something else.”

“The same is fine. It's much cuter this way.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't say anything else and walked out of the fitness room. On a holiday
morning, there weren't many people exercising yet, so she didn't feel uncomfortable walking
close to the beautiful actress from the entertainment industry.

“I'm going to the hospital.”

“Why? You said it's a holiday.”

“To get you checked.”

“Get me checked? What for?” She was confused. Suddenly, the beautiful doctor said she'd take
her to get checked for a disease.
“Heart rate. Your father had this condition.”

“And how does that relate to me?”

“Sometimes we don't know we have a chance of having an irregular heartbeat. This disease can
be hereditary.”

What was supposed to be a relaxing day turned into the actress being subtly forced to become
Dr. Premsinee's patient. She couldn't refuse and had to undergo various tests as ordered by the
doctor. She didn't know what all the tests were, only that there were colorful wires attached to
her chest. While the doctor wasn't bothered that Naphak took off her bra, the villainess was
so embarrassed that she felt her face heat up.

After the tests were done, she went back to the doctor's office. She just sat quietly, watching
the doctor read a paper that looked like a heart rate graph.

Even when the doctor looked serious, she was still captivating.

Maybe she was a Dr. Premsinee maniac.

“Hmmm, nothing abnormal. The heart waves are normal, and the pulse rhythm is normal too. It
might be that you're just tired from exercising.”

“Maybe I need to start exercising again so you can see that I'm normal.”

“You need to observe yourself carefully. Sometimes, we don't know we have an irregular
heartbeat. Some people have it so bad they faint, like your father. But some people have minor
irregularities, only during certain times or activities.”

“You're making me stressed. It's already afternoon. Let's go eat something.”

“A nearby restaurant.”

“Okay, after eating, we can go back and rest.”

Dr. Premsinee and the actress walked out of the hospital together. But for Dr. Fahlada, who had
a management meeting today and saw her friend's back, she wondered who the woman
walking beside Dr. Premsinee was. If she'd come earlier, she might've seen more, but now she
only saw their backs.

Normally, if it wasn't a close friend or someone intimate, Dr. Premsinee would never show such
behavior. The woman walking beside her friend felt unfamiliar. It couldn't be Dr. Melanee, so
who was this person?
Her curiosity grew because her friend came to the hospital on a holiday. If there wasn't an
emergency case, they'd usually rest to relieve work stress.

But Dr. Fahlada's curiosity had to stop when her sister called her to the meeting room. She'd
ask Dr. Premsinee later. Maybe it was a relative of her friend coming for treatment. She could
tell her friend not to worry and proceed with the treatment as needed.

After the day of the heart wave test as Dr. Premsinee wanted, it'd been almost a week that
Naphak had to rush filming to meet the broadcast's schedule. The rush was actually a
good thing for her.

When Dr. Premsinee gave her the code to enter the private room. Maybe she was tired of
having to answer her late-night calls to open the door, but she still felt that many of Dr.
Premsinee's actions were no longer like when they didn't want to know each other.

Today was another day she returned to the room at almost eleven, almost wanting to collapse
on the sofa in the living room. But the habit of cleaning herself after coming back, as the
doctor always reminded her, made Naphak, whose eyes were almost closing, walk to the
bathroom to
clean herself as if her subconscious was telling her to maintain cleanliness.

Because if she wasn't clean, Dr. Premsinee mightn't let her into the bedroom.

Naphak, who was about to close her eyes after stretching out on the sofa in the living room, was
startled when she saw someone standing there. When did Dr. Premsinee come in? She should
be asleep by now.

“ Did you drink? ”

“Just a little. I already took a shower. Why can you still smell it?” Naphak exhaled into her palm
and sniffed to make sure.

“If you're tired, go sleep in the room.” Dr. Premsineesaid and quickly turned her face away. This
might be the first time she'd felt worried about this woman because it'd been almost a week
since she'd returned late at night.

Naphak didn't get up as Dr. Premsinee wanted but instead grabbed the doctor's soft hand and
gently pulled, causing the doctor to lose balance and fallonto her.

“P’ Prem …”
Their eyes met, and neither knew what the other was thinking. Dr. Premsinee looked at the
beautiful faceshe was lying on and tried to pull herself away but couldn't because the
actress's arms were wrapped around her.

Various feelings flowed in, making her unsure of herself. She closed her eyes to block out the
images that started from this woman ruining the wedding until now, making her heart beat
differently and confusing her feelings too much.

“Let go…”

The soft voice that came out was swallowed immediately as her lips were pressed shut. Dr.
Premsinee tried to push herself away from the gentle kiss, fearing that if she let it goon,
she'd respond to the kiss like before. Eventhough she was confident in her feelings, thinking
she
wouldn't be swayed by a woman, now she wasn't so sure.

From initially trying to reject the touch, Dr. Premsinee began to respond and reciprocate the
familiar kiss. She even started to initiate, letting go of the conflicting thoughts that made her
feel at odds with her feelings.

Their lips continued to move together, taking turns leading and following, as if they'd learned
each other's kiss without realizing it. Eventhough Dr. Premsinee let go of her thoughts, deep
down, she was still confused by what was happening.

It wasn't that she didn't understand the relationship between women, but she never
thought she'd like a woman or want to try dating one like her close friends. Now, her
thoughts were always conflicting. And the woman who made her confused was the one
who ruined the
wedding, causing it to be canceled.

Most importantly, she got close to her and annoyed her for her friend's sake, didn't she?

“P’ Prem, I …”

The soft, raspy voice brought Dr. Premsinee back from her confused thoughts to focus on the
woman in front of her. What puzzled her even more was how she ended up sitting and kissing
this actress. Just a moment ago, she was lying on top of her. Was she so lost in her
confusion that she acted without realizing it?

Or was it the feelings inside her that made her give in to the intoxicating touch?

“Enough,” she said.

“Please, stopping now wouldn't beas torturous for you as it is for me, would it?”
The actress's pleading eyes, combined with the way she guided Dr. Premsinee's hand inside
her shirt to touch her chest, made everything clear. Unlike the night when their physical
relationship began-something she could blame on alcohol she was fully aware now.

Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but blush as she moved her hand to touch the actress's chest,
eliciting a soft, sweet sound that made her want to smile. The more she moved her hand, the
louder the tantalizing sounds became.

Was she trying to learn to ease her confusion?

Or was everything she did driven by the feelings in her heart that were becoming harder to
deny?
 CHAPTER 19

Kiss... a woman.

Touch... a woman.

Have a physical relationship... with a woman.

The bafflement in Dr. Premsinee's mind still made her unsure of what was about to happen. Yet,
another part of her wanted to learn what it'd feel like if she initiated the physical relationship
that night. The memory of that night was so vague that she wanted to be certain why she didn't
resist or refuse, unlike many times when her ex-lover tried to ask for more than just a kiss on the
cheek.

“To the bed, P' Prem …”

She didn't respond to the whisper but allowed her hand to be held as they walked to the
bedroom. Now, the desire to understand her own heart was stronger than the orderly thoughts
she'd always maintained. She wanted to know how it'd feel if she, as a woman, was the one to
initiate, compared to being the one who started.

In the bedroom, only the dim light from a small lamp allowed Dr. Premsinee to see the naked
woman pulling her onto the bed. Although she'd never learned the practical aspects of bedroom
activities, except for the night she was barely conscious, she knew what the upcoming feelings
would be.

She wasn't indifferent or old-fashioned; she just chose not to indulge in physical pleasures
that might disrupt her life's plans. But what happened with this woman made her plans chaotic,
not as intended. It was as if this woman came to teach her that what we think or aim for
mightn't
always be achievable.

Her lips responded to the soft touch, and she began to reciprocate. Eventhough Dr. Premsinee
was on top, she didn't know where to start, so she kept kissing, causing the naked woman
beneath her to place her hands on her chest and guide her movements.
Dr. Premsinee quickly learned to move her hands, caressing and squeezing the breasts, making
the woman beneath her moan. Dr. Premsinee seemed to enjoy touching the ample breasts so
much that Naphak couldn't help but passionately kiss her back, signaling that if she continued
to play with just the breasts, she might have to switch places and let Naphak be on top.

Dr. Premsinee began to move her facedown to the breasts, gently touching them as whispered
instructions guided her. The tip of her tongue touched the firm peak, making Dr. Premsinee
smile as she felt the excitement and thrill of exploring a woman's body and learning about
physical relationships between women. She finally understood the happiness her two
close friends often talked about.

“So soft... and gorgeous.”

Massaged, squeezed, and teased the buds. Did shejust realize for the first time that Naphak's
breasts were also quite impressive?

"P" Prem... ahh..."

"How does it feel? Why are you making that sound?"

Oh! Dr. Premsinee, why ask now... Naphak smiled at the question she was eager to answer, but
she couldn't respond as Dr. Premsinee continued to touch her breasts with both hands and lips
simultaneously.

“P' Prem... ah…”

“Does it hurt?”

“No, it doesn't. Please go on... ah…”

“But…”

“It doesn't hurt, P' Prem. Please continue... ah…” She was almost tempted to say that Dr.
Premsinee could do anything to her, and she'd accept it all, as long as she didn't stop now.

Otherwise, both Dr. Premsinee and her might suffer.

“What should I do next?”

Understand that she was inexperienced and at a loss but happy to hear the soft sounds of
pleasure.

“Do whatever you want. I can't tell you.”

How could she tell it in words when she wasn't skilled in bedroom matters?

Dr. Premsinee asked out of curiosity, but the actress couldn't provide much guidance as she
wasn't very experienced either. She let Dr. Premsinee learn on her own.

Their lips met again, but this time, the kiss wasn't slow and gentle. It was filled with
intense feelings, making both of them breathless.

But Dr. Premsinee seemed to control her breathing first, moving down a bit to align with
what she intended to touch, remembering that the woman beneath her did this to her that
night.

“Ah…”

The feeling of being touched at her sensitive spot made Naphak hug Dr. Premsinee, who
paused, surprised by the sensation. The actress's appearance didn't suggest that she was so
pure. She'd assumed that Naphak had some experience, as she seemed to understand and
know how to handle these feelings.

Dr. Premsinee resumed after letting Naphak hug her for a while. She wasn't naive; she knew
how to alleviate the tormenting feelings, even if she made some mistakes. She began to
understand how to make Naphak's beautiful face show signs of torment and hear her
hoarse moans, making her smile.

The more she explored, the more shivering voice came out of Naphak called out her name.

The physical pleasure they learned that night continued, with new feelings introducing
themselves and Dr. Premsinee's confusion and curiosity gradually fading.

When women can find happiness together.

And tonight, that happiness might occur many times or until their bodies were too tired
to continue.

The morning sunlight began to shine in, making the person on the bed turn away. But the
drowsiness disappeared immediately when she felt the emptiness on the other side of the bed.
Naphak almost got up to check the room if not for the slight pain she felt below.

Where did Dr. Premsineego?

But when she picked up her phone to check the time, she realized that Dr. Premsinee had
probably gone to work. It was almost ten o'clock. She must've slept soundly, or Dr. Premsinee
didn't wake her up as she'd promised. Evén though she didn't get to see Dr. Premsinee off
today, shie wasn't upset or annoyed because what she'd hoped for had come true.

Her first time, she willingly gave it to Dr. Premsinee.

The phone's vibration indicating an incoming call made Naphak, who intended to handle her
personal matters, answer the call from someone who must've had urgent business to call on
her day off.

“Yes, Mhon.”

“Pat, do you have any work scheduled?” The drama director asked a question she didn't want to
ask, but the channel was rushing to air the drama, so she had to call for the actress's schedule.

"No. Are you hurrying to film the drama?"

"Yes."

"Is it because of my news?"

"You could say that."

"The news about me skipping the event, right?" Eventhough the director didn't want to make
her feel bad, the news about the beautiful villainess not being responsible for her work and
skipping events was spreading, causing many organizers to boycott her.

The news was entirely false. Eventhough she didn't care, the damaging news she tried to avoid
affected her and those around her. Her mother had to call to confirm, and her two brothers told
her to leave the entertainment industry because they didn't like their sister having bad news,
regardless of the reason. She had to calm her brothers down and prove to the reporters that she
wasn't like that.

She hung up the phone and accepted the urgent drama schedule, starting this afternoon with
scenes to shoot. Rushing the shoot was good because she only had Mhon's drama left. She
could clear her schedule and take a break as planned.

Naphak quickly texted Dr. Premsinee to inform her that she might be home late tonight. She
wanted to continue picking up and dropping off Dr. Premsinee because their relationship
was improving, making her confident that soon, what she hoped for would come true.

Dr. Premsinee would be hers, both body and soul.

Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, whom Naphak intended to inform about her urgent schedule, only
read the message in the evening, twenty minutes past her work hours. She quickly read every
word before putting her phone back in her gown coat pocket as Dr. Melanee was sitting with
her.

Ever since she confided in her close friends about the mistake, she made that night, they'd been
taking turns to keep her company more frequently. If one friend was unavailable, another would
always step in. What amused her was how seriously each of them observed her.

“Prem, what should we eat?" Dr. Melanee asked”

“Bow, don't you have any plans this evening?" Dr. Premsinee chuckled at the overly obvious
behavior of her charming doctor friend, who seemed to be there to observe her closely.

“Nope.”

“Aren't you supposed to pick up Sita or Jane?”

“Sita and Jane went shopping together.”

“Are you being left alone these days, Bow?” Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but laugh at her
friend's situation. It seemed like Dr. Melanee was often left alone by her two lovers lately.

“You're exaggerating, Prem.”

“Has Dr. Charming lost her allure?”

“Stop teasing. Lada has a meeting, and Tan has an appointment. It's just the two of us. So,
what do you want to eat tonight?”

“Are you determined to stick with me?” Dr. Premsinee wasn't annoyed; she found it amusing to
see Dr. Melanee's overly stern expression. It was likely that Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had
insisted on keeping a close watch on her.

“No, it's just the two of us left. Or do you have someone hidden away, Prem?”

“No, I have nothing to hide from you guys.”

“Are you sure? So, what do you want to eat?”

“I feel like eating something sour.”

“Sour, huh…”
“Som Tum, the spicy one, something like that. Just talking about it makes me hungry. Let's go,
Bow.”

Dr. Melanee could only nod along with her friend, still deep in thought. She was starting to
notice the strange behavior that Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had mentioned. It'd been almost
three weeks since Dr. Premsinee admitted her mistake, so it wasn't surprising that her odd
behavior was becoming noticeable. But it seemed like Dr. Premsinee herself hadn't realized that
her body might be undergoing changes.

Dr. Premsinee had never liked this kind of food, but now she suddenly wanted it.

Could it be that what they suspected was coming true?

The two beautiful doctors stopped by an Isaan restaurant not far from the hospital. Dr.
Melanee remained silent, watching her friend order food from the restaurant staff.

“Bow, aren't you ordering anything?”

“No, you've ordered plenty. But don't you dislike sour mango? Why did you order mango salad?”

“I just felt like eating something sour.”

“Sour…”

“Yeah, it's a recommended dish here. We should try it.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled cheerfully, but Dr. Melanee, who hadn't ordered anything, was still deep in
thought. She took out her phone and texted their other two close friends to share the strange
things happening with Dr. Premsinee.

If she hadn't seen it herself, she wouldn't have believed what Dr. Fablada and Dr. Tankhun had
said.

“Prem, why are you so quiet?”

“Nothing.”

"Hey, isn't that woman a celebrity?" Dr. Melanee pointed to the TV screen, which was showing
an entertainment news report featuring the woman who had disrupted Dr. Premsinee's wedding,
causing it to be canceled.

“Maybe. The food's here. Let's eat.” Dr. Premsinee pretended not to care, but the TV continued
to broadcast the scandalous news about the beautiful villainess.
'It's confirmed, everyone. The beloved villainess, Naphak Tharanisorn, really did skip the event.
We'll have to wait and see how she explains herself, but insiders say noone dares to hire her
for events anymore, fearing she'll skip out.'

The two entertainment hosts continued to speak dramatically, leading the audience to think
along with the news. Scandals involving celebrities often sold well if they were of public interest.
Customers in the restaurant began discussing the news about the actress who was now under
scrutiny.

“That woman is pretty, but she seems to have a bad attitude.”

“Maybe it's not like that.”

“Prem, that woman ruined your wedding.”

“Isn't it good? I got to see Wat's true colors. We should thank her.”

“If you're okay with it, then we are too.” Dr. Melanee smiled at her friend, noticing that Dr.
Premsinee still glanced at the TV screen before pretending to focus on the food.

“You guys worry too much. I can handle this.”

“We know you always do what's best, but please, don't do like that night again.” Dr. Melanee
couldn't hold back from mentioning the night Dr. Premsinee made her mistake. She didn't know
the details, but she knew Dr. Premsinee had missed their appointment and ended up having a
relationship with someone else. They couldn't believe that the rational Dr. Premsinee would do
such a thing.

“Let's eat the papaya salad. I don't want to talk about stressful things.”

“Good idea. You shouldn't stress too much these days. It might affect…”

“Affect what?”

“Your health. Aren't there a lot of patients lately?”

“Yeah, there are, but sometimes I feel nauseous. Maybe I'm not getting enough sleep.”

“Nauseous too?”

“Why do you look so shocked, Bow?”

“Nothing. Let's eat the som tum and go back to rest.”

Dr. Melanee pretended to eat, but her mind was racing. Dr. Premsinee's symptoms were
becoming more apparent every day. It seemed their fears were coming true. How would Dr.
Premsinee handle the situation?

Eventhough she was rational, dealing with sensitive issues wasn't easy.

After finishing their dinner, Dr. Premsinee asked Dr. Melanee to drop her off at the front of her
condo. She wasn't ready for her friend to see her room, which would surely raise questions. She
didn't want to explain anything complicated, especially when she couldn't even answer her own
questions.

Dr. Premsinee glanced at the wall clock, which was nearing eleven. She turned off the TV and
all the lights in the living room, preparing togo to bed.

She didn't understand why she stayed in the living room until almost eleven

Was she waiting for something?

Dr. Premsinee tried to close her eyes and sleep, but every time she did, memories of the
previous night made her heart race and her face flush. She couldn't believe she felt good about
the woman who had ruined her wedding and used her nude photos as leverage to get close to
her.

She was even more confused about why she'd initiated physical intimacy with the
actress despite being fully aware.

She was her first, and she was bers.

We were each other's first.

The overwhelming emotions made Dr. Premsinee blush. She decided to turn off the bedside
lamp to force herself to sleep.

Dr. Premsinee had just fallen asleep when she was awakened by an embrace. The person who
woke her was trying to snuggle closer, making her move away. But it wasn't easy to escape the
embrace.

“P’ Prem, don't move. I want to hug you.”

“Let go…”

“No, let me hug you to relieve my exhaustion.”

“Let go…”
“You're struggling so you can pretend you didn't consent, right? But you did.”

Not only did Naphak speak, but she also moved to straddle the beautiful doctor, who tried to
push her away. But there was no way she'd let go of the doctor she'd been thinking about all
day.

Naphak leaned down to kiss her but missed and only kissed her cheek as the doctor turned her
head away, refusing to be kissed easily.

“Let go…*

“You're so cruel. I'm yours now, remember?” It was a reminder of what had happened the
previous night.

The kiss that initially missed its mark now landed as the doctor didn't turn away. The gentle
kiss began, and our hands moved inside each other's clothes, helping to remove the nightgown,
which fell to the floor beside the bed.

There were no more confused questions about what was happening in bed.

They'd both learned enough to understand what to do to make each other happy.

And the happiness tonight would last until the soft, hoarse whispers faded away, or until
their bodies begged forrest, just like the nights before.
 CHAPTER 20

‘I'm yours now.'

This sentence seemed to echo in her mind constantly. Eventhough she claimed to feel
indifferent, Dr. Premsinee often wore a smile on her face.

So, this is what it feels like to have someone belong to you, she thought.

Dr. Premsinee placed the simple breakfast she'd prepared on the table: pancakes drizzled with
honey, freshly squeezed orange juice, and plain milk, ready to be enjoyed according to one's
preference.

She hadn't made it for anyone else; it was just that she'd prepared too much pancake batter and
squeezed too many oranges. So, there was enough breakfast for two.

“P’ Prem …”

“Hmmm?”

“I have a terrible headache. It feels like it's going to explode,” Naphak said, her face scrunched
up in discomfort as she plopped down on a chair in the kitchen. She'd initially planned to hug
the doctor,who was wearing a cute apron she rarely wore.

“Is it really bad?”

“Yes, it is. I have work from 4 PM until almost 1 AM today.”

“Finish your breakfast and take some headache medicine right away.”

“Did you wake up early to make this yourself, Prem?” Despite her headache, Naphak couldn't
help but smile at the sight of the breakfast the beautiful doctor had made. It was simple yet
beautifully presented, with the dishes and utensils neatly arranged.

“Yes.”
“Then I'll eat now.”

“Wait, did you brush your teeth?”

“I forgot. I woke up and came straight to you.”

“Go brush your teeth first.”

“Okay, clean freak.”

Dr. Premsinee shook her head as the complaining woman hurried to the bathroom. She wasn't
overly obsessed with cleanliness; she just wanted Naphak to feel fresh upon waking up.
Nowadays, it was common for women to wake up and not brush their teeth or wash their
face before leaving the bedroom.

The breakfast table was silent, but it was filled with the mutual understanding of two people
who knew how happy they were. Both had smiles on their faces, and the actress even moved to
sit next to the doctor, who gave her astern look. But that didn't stop Naphak from
complaining
about how mean the doctor was.

“Finish your breakfast and take your medicine.”

“Can you give mean injection instead, Prem?”

“Hmmm?”

“I hate swallowing pills. It feels like I'm going to die,” Naphak said, her face showing genuine
distress at the thought of swallowing the pill in the beautiful doctor's hand.

“You have to take it, even if you don't like it. Haven't you heard the saying…”

“A bitter pill to swallow. I've heard it since I wasa kid, P' Prem. My mom said it so often that I
remember it by heart.”

“Then you know. Swallowing a pill isn't that hard.”

Dr. Premsinee gave the actress a sweet smile, but she still looked troubled. It seemed she really
didn't like taking pills, as she refused to take the medicine from the doctor's hand.

“It's not hard, but it's bitter. It feels like I'm going to die every time.”

“Then try it. The doctor needs to know if you'll die from taking medicine.” It felt like she
was coaxing a child to take bitter medicine. And this "child" was a grown woman, not a
little kid.
“Doctor, it's bitter.”

“Bitter or not, you have to take it.” Was she really playing the role of a doctor with a patient now?
And the beautiful patient was giving her pleading eyes.

“Can you crush the pill and dissolve it in water for me, Prem?”

“Like a child.”

“I really can't swallow pills. But if you feed me like in the movies, maybe I'll take it.”

“Hmmm?”

“The hero feeds the heroine with his mouth. It won't be bitter because your mouth is sweet,
Prem.”

“Seems like your headache is gone since you can joke around.”

“I'm just kidding. Please crush the pill for me, Prem.”

The beautiful doctor didn't respond to the actress's plea but walked to the kitchen counter
to crush the pill and dissolve it in water so the reluctant patient could swallow it.

Dr. Premsinee watched the actress swallow the crushed pill with a mix of amusement and
sympathy. The actress made a face as if she were being forced to eat something she hated. In
reality, crushed pills mixed with water were often more bitter than whole pills.

“Bitter, isn't it?”

“It feels like I'm going to die.”

“Pills make you feel like dying. Potion makes you feel like dying. So, you just don't want to take
medicine.”

“I don't like taking medicine. But if you feed me, maybe I'll take it.”

Talking was one thing, but the actress wrapped her arms around the doctor from behind and
planted a big kiss on her cheeks.

“Shove the pill in your mouth and wash it down with water.”

“That's mean. I'll die for sure.”

“Maybe it's better if you die.”

“If I die, you'll cry and miss me, P' Prem. You'll think about our time in bed... Ouch, that pinch
hurts!”

“Serves you right!”

Dr. Premsinee's face turned red as she walked away to the bedroom, leaving Naphak chuckling
softly. She'd managed to make the doctor blush this morning.

She wished every morning could be this happy: waking up together, having breakfast together,
teasing each other before going to work, and then coming back to sleep in each other's arms.

She was happy now without needing a reason.

In the future, she hoped to be happy without anything coming between them.

The film set was busy trying to finish shooting ahead of schedule, and there were no
problems so far. The only issue was the villainess of the story, who wore a blank expression
as she
arrived onset. A crew member ran up to report that her former manager was waiting to see her.
She thought her friend would understand after being out of touch for nearly two weeks, but it
seemed Nam didn't understand that she was no longer her manager.

The smile of the woman she once secretly liked, which she used to find cute, no longer had the
same effect. She didn't smile back or walk toward her, letting the woman, who was about two
months pregnant, come to her instead.

“Pat…”

“What is it, Nam?” Eventhough they were no longer manager and client, this woman was still
her friend, and she wished her well.

“Where have you been, Naphak? I couldn't reach you. You haven't been back to your condo.”

“I've been busy filming.”

“You're avoiding me. Why aren't you the same with me anymore?” The former manager's face,
once adorable, now showed displeasure.

“Nam, you have afamily. You should be with your family.”

“We used to be together all the time.”

“Back then, I didn't know you were like this. Now I do.” The actress's calm gaze conveyed to her
former manager that things had changed.

“Pat!”

“Let's stop talking about the past. You know it's not the same.”

The actress tried to speak calmly to her former crush, but it seemed futile. The former
manager knew how comfortable life was with Naphak by her side. The thought of losing her
never
crossed her mind, eventhough she loved the man she planned to marry.

“I don't understand. I only know that you have to be the same to me.”

“Nam …”

“What did I do wrong for you to treat me like this?”

“You didn't do anything wrong, but things aren't the same now.” It seemed she was at fault for
opening her eyes and seeing things clearly, realizing who truly cared for her and who pretended
to while plotting against her behind her back.

“If I didn't do anything wrong, then be the same Naphak who always indulged me. Now I feel like
I have noone.”

Tears began to flow from the former manager's eyes, making Naphak turn away. But she
couldn't help but hug her, offering comfort to the woman she once secretly loved. They were
still friends, after all.

“What happened this time?” She was tired of her friend's drama but still cared for her, wanting
her to be happy with her choices.

“You disappeared, and Wat wants togo back to that doctor. They're going to get married. What
should I do? I'm so tired. I have noone.”

“Why is he marrying again?”

“I don't know. They love each other so much. Wat is just waiting for the DNA test results…”

“There's no way the doctor would go back to marry him.” Naphak immediately released her
from the hug, feeling hurt by the news.
“They love each other. They can forgive each other. Wat even said that the doctor's family
accepts his past. I don't want to keep the baby. Even if I do, Wat won't love me.”

Naphak didn't care about her former manager's sobs. She was more concerned about the man
going back to marry Dr. Premsinee. It was impossible. The doctor was always in her sight,
except when she was working.

“There's no way the doctor would go back to marry him.”

“They love each other. What do you know?”

“I know because I…”

“Why? Why did you speak as if you knew that doctor well?” It wasn't just a question, the former
personal manager stared at the beautiful actress's face suspiciously. How could she not know
that for Naphak to speak like that, she must know the woman who took Wat away from her.

But the question was, when did Naphak get to know Dr. Premsinee?

“It's nothing, Nam. Just go back. I have to prepare for the scene now.”

“Pat…”

“I told you togo back, so go back.”

“Can I still be your personal manager?”

“Not anymore. Right now, I don't want a personal manager... Sorry.”

The actress walked away, but the former personal manager's face was filled with rage, almost
wanting to scream. She felt like she had no one left. Nothing was going as she'd planned. The
man didn't even mention marrying her, and the child in her womb didn't make him do what she
wanted at all.

Was she wrong to let herself get pregnant to hold a man like him into marrying her?

And now, the woman who used to give her everything was slowly drifting away. This made her
even more determined to do whatever it took to get what she desired, as the fire of jealousy
burned intensely in her heart.
Dr. Premsinee, who had just comedown from rounding on her patients, paused slightly when
she saw a man she recognized well sitting in the cardiology department. Soon, a nurse
whispered to her that this man had come for a heart check-up and had specifically
requested her.

“Doctor, will you take this patient?”

“It's okay. If I refuse, it might tarnish the hospital's reputation.”

“Yes, Doctor.”

“But I'll see him last.”

“Understood.”

Before entering the examination room, Dr. Premsinee glanced at the man who was already
looking at her. He smiled at her, but she didn't return the smile, only maintaining a neutral
expression. She used to think he had a gentle smile, but now she saw it as utterly insincere.

The patient examinations continued, with Dr. Premsinee paying no mind to the former lover
waiting outside for a chance to talk to her. He wasn't important enough for her to remember,
so she worked without any distractions or worries about when he might come in.

But the man waiting to see Dr. Premsinee grew increasingly frustrated as his name wasn't
called. He walked over to ask the nurse, but the answer he received made him return to his
seat. All of Dr. Premsinee's patients had appointments, but he knew the woman he wanted as
the mother of his child had instructed the nurse to tell him that.

He knew well that a private hospital would never let a patient wait this long. They probably
thought he'd give up and leave. But today, he was determined to see Dr. Premsinee to clear
things up and rekindle their love, as his family wished.

Patience would get him what he wanted, even if it took a while.

And it seemed his patience would pay off when the nurse told him togo into Dr. Premsinee's
examination room. It looked like his former fiancée had intentionally made him wait until all the
other patients were gone, and it was almost closing time. Perhaps this was his chance to talk
to the woman he wanted as the mother of his future children.

The calm gaze of the woman in the white gown coat made him suppress his urge to touch
her as there were two nurses in the room with them.

“What brings you in, Mr. Thawat?”

“Prem …”

“Mr. Thawat, please describe your symptoms.”

“I want to talk to you alone.” Dr. Premsinee nodded to signal the nurses that it was okay. She
could talk to this man without worry as they were in a hospital, not a secluded place.

“What do you want to say?”

“Prem, I …”

The confidence Thawat once had seemed to wane as he spoke to the woman he wanted as his
lawful wife.

“I don't think we're that close.”

“Prem …”

“Today, you're here as a patient, and we're not close. Call me Doctor.”

Dr. Premsinee's eventone seemed to irritate the man in front of her, as he'd never seen his
former fiancéeso cold.

“I know you're still mad at me, but I want you to give me a chance to explain.”

“I understand.”

“I'm glad you're giving me a chance.”

“I mean, you don't need to explain. I understand.”

“Prem... I …”

From feeling hopeful, Thawat's face turned puzzled by his former fiancée's words. She seemed
to understand, but her demeanor didn't match someone trying to reconcile.

“Go take care of your child and wife. There's nothing between us anymore.”

“Prem …”

“I hope you understand this, just as I understand you.” Dr. Premsinee looked at the increasingly
incensed face of the man in front of her with a neutral expression. She might've once seen him
as a suitable partner, but now he was just an irresponsible man trying to reconcile with her while
having a child with another woman.
“I made a mistake. I loveyou, Prem. Please, give me a chance…”

“People who love each other don't betray each other. What you did was cheat on your lover.
Can that still be called love?”

Dr. Premsinee's words conveyed all her feelings to the man in front of her. The man she once
thought could be agood breadwinner was nothing like she imagined. His eyes began to show
anger when things didn't go his way.

“Do you think I'd take a woman who easily gives herself to others as my wife?”

“That's your business. But to me, you're just a man I used to know.”

“Prem!” His voice rose in fury at her last sentence. Was he just a man she used to know? He'd
cherished her all along, but she treated him as if he had no value. Many men made mistakes,
but he hadn't realized that a fun-loving woman would let herself get pregnant to trap him.

Knock! Knock! Knock! The sound of the door opening interrupted him. The man who was about
to approach Dr. Premsinee stopped when he saw who entered. It was none other than the heir
to the private hospital.

“Excuse me, Doctor Premsinee's shift is over.” Dr. Fahlada smiled at her friend but maintained a
neutral expression toward the man in the room. She opened the door wider, revealing two
security guards waiting for her orders.

It mightn't look good, but protecting her friend was worth it.

“I don't understand what you're saying, Prem, but I'll do everything to marry you!”

The man, who was once her fiancé, left the office. Dr. Premsinee nodded to let her friend know
she was okay. Now, only she and her friend remained in the room, as the security guards had
likely escorted the man to his car as per Dr. Fahlada's orders.

“Wat won't give up easily, Prem.”

“Let him be. He can go insane on his own. Even if he talks to my parents, it won't matter.”

“Have you talked to your parents?”

“Yes, they understand.”

“That's good. It'd be a mess if they wanted you to marry him.”

Dr. Fahlada began to smile along with her friend, relieved by what she'd said. They knew well
that every parent wanted their child to marry someone suitable. A handsome businessman
with everything might make many parents overlook past mistakes.

Dr. Premsinee's parents were known for their strictness, but they feared that if they found
out their daughter had a one-night stand and her body had changed, they wouldn't be able to
accept it. Her parents always talked about propriety, which was one reason Dr. Premsinee didn't
seek love much.

If the person wasn't suitable or good enough to use the word "us"...
 CHAPTER 21

On the same day that was filled with headaches and chaos, the villainess of the drama didn't let
the film crew waste any time on her personal issues. She was able to separate her personal life
from her work so well that the crew finished shooting the scenes she was in without any delays.

But when she returned to her condo, which was now nearing the dawn of a new day, Naphak
couldn't help but think about what her former manager had said. She told herself that the
woman's words couldn't be trusted. There was noway Dr. Premsinee would go back to marry
that man, and there was noway the doctor would ever love a man like that.

Even if she did love him, Naphak would never allow the wedding to happen.

Eventhough the bedroom was dark, it wasn't a problem for her to know where everything was
placed. Naphak sat down gently on the bed to avoid waking the person who was sound asleep
because she knew how easily Dr. Premsinee could wake up.

She thought she was being completely silent.

But the small lamp was turned on immediately as she sat down on the bed.

“Is something wrong?”

Naphak didn't answer the question but chose to sigh softly when she met the eyes that
were already looking at her. She didn't know how to start or what to say to ease the tension.
She
wanted to ask directly but was afraid of the answer that might make her lose control and
think about locking this woman away where noone could find her.

But if she did that, Dr. Premsinee would surely be so angry and hateful that she wouldn't want to
see her face again, especially since their relationship was improving.

“No, nothing.”

“Thengo to bed, it's late.”

“You should sleep, P' Prem. I can't sleep.”

“If there's something, just say it,” Dr. Premsineesaid, sitting up against the headboard, staring
at the woman sitting at the edge of the bed with a calm gaze. She didn't like the feeling of
something being left unsaid or wanting to ask but not asking.

“There's nothing.”

“If you want to ask something, just say it.” She didn't want to get more irritated. She'd already
dealt with enough annoying things today, but it seemed this woman wasn't cooperating at all,
still saying there was nothing, eventhough her eyes were full of things she wanted to say.

“Are you going to marry that man, P' Prem...?”

“What are you talking about?”

Before the actress could finish her sentence, the beautiful doctor interrupted with irritation.
What she heard was the most ridiculous thing, and she'd already dealt with the headache
caused by that man today. Now, she had to face questions about him again.

“Even if you love that man, I won't let it. I won't let you marry him!”

“Let go!”

The grip on her arm made Dr. Premsinee almost want to push the woman in front of her away,
but she couldn't do that when she saw the possessive look in her eyes, making her sigh.

“You belong to me.”

“I don't belong to anyone.”

“But I belong to you. Do I have to remind you, P' Prem, that you're mine?” Maybe it was the fear
of losing her that made Naphak forget herself and do something Dr. Premsinee didn't like. The
doctor didn't like her sharp tongue and the way she used certain things to threaten her.

“I'm not yours. Let go!”

“You're mine!” The more she was rejected, the more irritated Naphak became. Did Dr.
Premsinee knew that her feelings were about to explode? Hearing that man was still planning a
wedding made her anxious, forcing her to make the doctor understand that she belonged to her
and noone else.

“I'm not anyone's!”

“You're mine!”
The kiss that pressed down wasn't gentle at all, making Dr. Premsinee struggle to break free. As
soon as she had the chance, she didn't hesitate to bite the woman's lip hard.

“Ouch!”

“Get out of my room! Now!”

“P" Prem …”

“If I'm yours because of this, then I must be someone else's too, right?” Dr. Premsinee stepped
off the bed, turning her back on the woman still sitting there. She'd dealt with enough chaos
today and now had to face this headache in the middle of the right.

“P’ Prem …”

“Don't think that just because we slept together, you can do whatever you want.”

“Have you forgotten that I have something in my hand...?” The threat she'd intentionally
forgotten was brought up again as soon as Naphak felt scared about the future.

But not for Dr. Premsinee, who, upon hearing this, turned back to stareat the speaker with an
emotionless gaze, unaffected by what she heard. The good feelings that made her heart
flutter weren't as she thought. This woman did everything just to win over her.

This woman's heart didn't waver like hers, which was starting to waver more each day.

“If you think those photos can do anything to me, goon.”

“P" Prem …”

“Do whatever you want with them... After this, we don't know each other!”

“P’ Prem …”

“Get out of my room now! Get out…”

“I won't.”

“If you won't, I will.”

Dr. Premsinee wasn't joking. Various feelings made her not want to look at this woman, so she
grabbed her robe but had to stop when the actress blocked her and held her hand. But she
quickly let go when she twisted her wrist free.
“I'll go…”

The bedroom door closed, but Dr. Premsinee remained standing, not moving back to the bed.
The actress's eyes before leaving were full of pleading, almost making her soften, but she
wouldn't soften for this person again.

Because what this person showed was just a desire to win.

What we had wasn't from the heart...

On the other hand, the person who left the bedroom stood still, looking at the door with a
guilty look. The cold gaze she received made her heartache, forcing her to clutch her left chest,
hoping the tight feeling would go away.

Everything about Dr. Premsinee always affected her heart...

This time, she really messed up, letting the words from her former manager get to her and
reminding the doctor of her sensitive feelings. All this time, they'd forgotten the threats she
made to stay close, but today, she brought it up again. It was deserved that she received a cold
gaze and was kicked out of the bedroom.

Tonight would be the first night since they got close that she had to sleep in her own
room without the warm scent she loved to snuggle into.

Even if she wanted to apologize, Dr. Premsinee probably wouldn't want to listen now. She
needed to think about how to make up for their relationship.

Tomorrow she had to shoot the remaining two scenes of the drama, then she'd have enough
time to apologize for her harsh words.

Now, her feelings for Dr. Premsinee were clear enough to make her smile.

Even if we fight, it won't belong before we get close again.

The next morning, while many might come to work cheerfully, it wasn't the case for Dr.
Premsinee, whose face clearly showed she wasn't well. The nurses in the cardiology
department asked with concern because the beautiful doctor usually came to work with a
smile and a bright face. But today, she was quiet and didn't say anything.

By almost eleven, Dr. Premsinee had to stop her patient rounds because she couldn't bear her
headache anymore. She handed her patients over to other doctors, needing to take a break
from the stress and physical exhaustion.
 Dr. Premsinee gave a tired smile to Dr. Tankhun, who came to pick her up from the hospital and
stayed with her at her condo

“You can go back to work, Tan.”

“I took leave. Are you okay, Prem?” Dr. Tankhun couldn't help but worry about his beautiful
friend. When he got a call from Dr. Fahlada saying Dr. Premsinee was showing symptoms they
feared, he rushed out of the hospital immediately. Who wouldn't worry about a friend whose
body was starting to change?

“I'm fine. I just vomited because I didn't get enough rest.”

“If Lada wasn't in a meeting and Bow didn't have an urgent case, all of us would be herewith
you.”

“You talk like I'm seriously ill.”

“You've never been sick. Look at you now; you're so pale.” He wanted to ask Dr. Premsinee
directly but didn't dare, fearing it'd hurt her feelings.

Because lately, they have to be careful not to hurt Dr. Premsinee's feelings as her hormones
start to change overtime.

“I'll feel better after a short rest.”

“I think you shouldn't push yourself. It'll take another two months for you to feel better.*

“Why do I have to wait two months?”

“So your body can adjust to the hormones.” The more he spoke, the more curious he became.
He could hardly wait for the evening when the other two close friends would come to chat.

Or maybe he shouldjust ask Dr. Premsinee directly...

“You're acting weird, Tan. Why do my hormones need to adjust to my body?”

“Because you're pregnant, aren't you?”

“Yeah, pregnant... What did you just say?!” Dr. Premsineesat up immediately upon hearing Dr.
Tankhun's statement. So, her friends really thought she was pregnant all this time?

“That day you slipped up. We understand you didn't mean for it to happen. Stay calm, Prem.
Every problem has a solution.”
The worried look on her friend's face made Dr. Premsinee turn away to smile secretly. So, her
friends thought she'd slept with a guy and got pregnant. How could she not continue to prank
them when she rarely got the chance to do so?

“Ι …”

“Prem, you don't have to say anything. We understand. Just relax.”

“You don't understand, Tan. It's…” She wanted to tell Dr. Tankhun how funny it was to see his
serious face, which was rare.

“You still have us. We'll find away out together.”

“I know I have you guys.”

“Exactly. Now, just rest and don't stress. It'll affect the little one.” Dr. Tankhun smiled
comfortingly at his pretty friend, who still looked pale and couldn't quite accept what
was happening.

It started with a slip-up... then eating things she never ate before, and even cravingsour foods.
Recently, she felt nauseous. How could they not think that Dr. Premsinee was pregnant?

“Thanks, Tan.”

“I think you should take a few days off. I'll tell Lada.”

“No, don't …”

“You should rest. Your body can't bear without it.” It wasn't just her body that couldn't handle it.
From what he saw, Dr. Premsinee seemed to have something weighing on her mind. He knew
she wouldn't do anything foolish, but he still wanted her to rest because she'd been through
enough.

Rest to relieve stress, hoping things might get better...

The film crew filmed the last scene of the drama today, so everyone was working hard. The
drama's villainess, who had a scene today, did an excellent job. Eventhough she looked tired
and sometimes zoned out, when called to the set, she put her worries aside and did her job
well.
“Last scene, rolling!”

The villainess smiled sweetly at the heroine as she entered the room where the heroine was
dressed in a stunning wedding gown. Her eyes apologized for once trying to steal the heroine's
lover, almost breaking their friendship. But she realized that the hero never loved her and loved
the heroine more each day. Today, she understood and came to apologize for everything she'd
done.

“I'm sorry.”

“It's okay. I understand. We're friends.”

The heroine's sincere smile brought tears to the villainess's eyes before the heroine's arms
wrapped around her in a comforting hug.

The last scene continued as scripted, but who knew what the villainess was thinking as she
cried?

Just thinking about seeing Dr. Premsinee in a wedding dress again made her heart ache,
almost unbearable, and she could hardly breathe.

“Cut! Great job! Wrap up and celebrate!” The director's voice signaled the end, and everyone
cheered. The drama they'd been filming for three months ended beautifully.

But the main characters hadn't joined the celebration yet, as the PR team requested interviews
with waiting reporters.

Naphak smiled at the familiar entertainment reporters, knowing they'd ask about her
recent scandal after interviewing the lead actors.

“Naphak, have you seen the news?”

“Which one? There are so many I can't keep track.”

“The one about you skipping an event, causing organizers to hesitate to hire you again.”

“I need to clarify that I didn't accept that event.”

“What do you mean?”

“I told my former manager I wouldn't take any jobs, but she accepted it without telling me. I
wasn't ready, so I asked them to clear it with the event organizers. But as you know, the news
came out that I skipped the event.”
“So, you're not hiring the same manager anymore?”

“Yes, I don't have a manager now. Please help clear this up for me.”

“Naphak, there's a rumor that someone saw you being with a woman on the beach. What's that
about?”

“I'm open to love, whether it's the same or different gender.”

“So, the rumor could be true?”

“I'd rather not answer that. I need togo now so you can interview other actors.” The actress
smiled at the reporters before walking away as she'd agreed with the PR team, given how much
she could discuss.

She dialed a familiar number, Dr. Premsinee, but noone answered. Naphak frowned. It was
almost six o'clock; the doctor should be off work and available to take her call.

Or was she still too angry to answer?

“Pat, there you are. I've been looking everywhere.”

“What's up, Cherry?” Naphak smiled at the makeup artist, who seemed a bit out of breath from
looking for her.

“Let's go party tonight…”

“Let me take this call first.” Seeing the incoming number, Naphak answered immediately.
After hearing the report, she frowned even more.

“Sorry, Cherry, I have urgent business.”

“That's a shame.”

“We'll have another party. I won't miss it. I need to see Mhon now.”

Naphak quickly excused herself to inform the director why she couldn't join the celebration.
She didn't want to waste a minute. She wanted to leave the set immediately.

Because the person she had someone watch wasn't at the condo.

Don't think you can leave easily Dr. Premsinee.

The sound of waves crashing at night and the light rain made Dr. Premsinee, who was relaxing
on the balcony, decide togo inside. She didn't want to get sick from the rain. She came to the
beach to reflect on her feelings, whether she was happier alone or with someone who often
disturbed her.

After a shower, Dr. Premsinee lay on the bed, reading a book with the TV on for company. But
she knew that eventhough her eyes were on the book, her thoughts were on someone who
loved to critique detective series and ask her questions.

Even at the beach, she couldn't escape ber thoughts.

The doorbell rang, making Dr. Premsinee frown. Who would visit her room at almost ten at
night? It couldn't be hotel staff since she had the "Do Not Disturb" sign up and hadn't ordered
anything,

The second ring made Dr. Premsinee get up to see who was at the door. Pecking through the
peephole, she frowned even more. She didn't expect the person she was just thinking about to
be standing there.

How did she get here? How did she know she was here?

“If you don't open the door, I'll stand here until morning.”

It was clear now who had followed her. This woman knew too much about her movements.
There had to be something she hadn't figured out yet.
 CHAPTER 22

Finally, the door swung open, and the person waiting seized the opportunity to slip inside
immediately. Dr. Premsinee could only watch with a calm gaze before sneaking a smile as the
actress hurried to the bathroom, a familiar routine whenever they returned to the room
together to wash her hands and feet thoroughly.

“I've washed my hands and feet, P' Prem,” Naphak announced.

“Hmmm,” Dr. Premsinee responded.

“P’ Prem…” Naphak never liked that indifferent look. She didn't want to see that cold stare from
Dr. Premsinee again. After getting so close and developing their relationship to this point, she
wasn't about to throw away her good fortune.

“Please leave. This is my room,” Dr. Premsinee said firmly.

“P’ Prem, are you really going to be so cruel and make me drive back to Bangkok this late?”
Naphak pleaded.

“You came here of your own volition. I didn't ask you to come,” Dr. Premsinee replied.

“I'm sorry for being rude. I won't talk like that again. P' Prem, Please forgive me,” she said,
knowing words alone wouldn't suffice. Naphak moved closer, wrapping her arms around
the beautiful doctor, inhaling the faint, familiar scent deeply, making the drive worthwhile.

The apologetic embrace was meant to soothe the doctor's anger, while Dr. Premsinee couldn't
help but smile slightly. She liked this adorable side of the actress, but what she couldn't stand —
or perhaps even hated — was Naphak's arrogance and the way she used embarrassing secrets
to threaten her.

“Why should I forgive you?” Dr. Premsinee asked.

“If you don't forgive me, I'll die,” Naphak said dramatically.
“Then do it,” Dr. Premsinee retorted.

Despite not forgiving her, Dr. Premsinee allowed herself to be hugged.

“I can't die now because I haven't…” Naphak trailed off.

“What?” Dr. Premsinee asked.

“I won't tell. I'll let you know when the time comes. But for now, please stop being mad. I rushed
here right after filming. Have some pity on me,” she implored.

The beautiful doctor seemed to be losing to the actress's charm as a corner of her mouth
lifted into a smile. Dr. Premsinee looked at the lovely face pleading with her, feeling something
indescribable. She'd never experienced this kind of feeling before, as no one had ever been this
close or affectionate with her.

“You know you're being rude?” Dr. Premsinee asked.

“I know. I'm scared. We're together now, and I'm afraid you'll get married…” Naphak's eyes
wavered with fear as she spoke.

Dr. Premsinee couldn't believe that those eyes, which had once disrupted her wedding, could
now show fear of her marrying her ex-fiancé.

This woman didn't have any special feelings other than wanting to win, right?

“I won't marry someone who betrayed my trust.”

“Really?”

“If you think my words aren't trustworthy, just leave.”

“I trust you. Please don't send me away, my neat doctor.”

“You're gonna get it. Go take a shower. It's late.”

“I didn't bring any clothes. I'll sleep naked tonight.”

“Dirty!”

“But I didn't bring any clothes.”

“You can wear a robe.”

“No need. We'll end up taking it off anyway,” Naphak said, running into the bathroom. Dr.
Premsinee blushed and mumbled to herself, but there was no way the actress would be scared
by her grambling.

After all, what she said was true they'd end up taking the clothes off anyway. Hehe!

In the dimly lit room, Naphak smiled when she saw the beautiful doctor lying with her back
turned. Did she think that turning her back would make Naphak give upon hugging her? Noway
was she going to sleep without the sweet warmth of the beautiful doctor tonight.

When making up, it had to be like in the novels, where the hero and heroine reconcile with close
physical contact.

“You don't know that I couldn't sleep at all last night,” Naphak whispered, hugging Dr.
Premsinee from behind. Dr. Premsinee, pretending to be asleep, couldn't help but smile.
Knowing she had such an influence on someone felt good. She used to think it was
exaggerated, but now she understood how special it felt to be important to someone.

“I'm sleepy,” Dr. Premsinee said.

“You're not sleepy, I know,” Naphak replied.

“I am,” Dr. Premsinee insisted.

“Sleepy people don't respond. If you turn to me, you can tell yourself you didn't give into me,
right?” Naphak teased.

The beautiful doctor did not respond, but Naphak smiled when Dr. Premsinee turned around
and looked into her eyes in the darkness. Dr. Premsinee's slender hand slowly united the white
robe, caressing the bare skin hidden underneath.

Dr. Premsinee wasn't giving in; shejust couldn't resist.

It was unclear how long Dr. Premsinee's lips explored every inch of Naphak's bare skin, even
the smooth legs, making Naphak breathe heavily. Dr. Premsinee seemed to have learned how
to make her feel better than she'd expected.

The once quiet and curious Dr. Premsinee was gone, replaced by someone who understood
how to make them both happy.

The feeling of frustration returned as Prem's lips touched the moist petals of Naphak's flower.
Naphak tried to prop herself up to see Prem's face between her legs but fell back onto the bed,
overwhelmed by the sensation.
She'd planned to take the lead, but how did she end up on the receiving end?

Dr. Premsinee seemed to enjoy making her lose control while Naphak struggled with the intense
pleasure, her heart racing. She wanted to beg Prem to do something about this feeling, fearing
she might die from the torment.

“P’ Prem... Ah…”

“Such a sweet voice,” Dr. Premsinee remarked. It was said that when deep emotions were
involved in physical relationships, another hidden personality could emerge. Dr. Premsinee
might be one of those people, revealing a new side when unfamiliar feelings were awakened.

“P’ Prem…” Naphak called out repeatedly, unable to stay still on the bed.

The more she struggled, the more Dr. Premsinee's tongue teased her sweet petals as if
intentionally provoking her to call out.

The frustration began to fade as Dr. Premsinee's face remained between her legs, savoring the
sweet nectar of her flower. Naphak collapsed in relief as the tension was released, her heart
pounding with excitement, showing how much she enjoyed the pleasure.

“P’ Prem, I could've died,” she said, pulling Dr. Premsinee, still fully clothed, into her arms.

“Hmmm?” Dr. Premsinee responded.

“I called so many times, but you didn't look,” Naphak complained.

“Who would look at a time like that?” Dr. Premsinee retorted.

“Oh, so embarrassing. How could you leave me naked alone?” Naphak teased.

“You undressed yourself,” Dr. Premsinee pointed out.

“You're being serious again. Come undress with me,” Naphak whined.

And so, the battle of undressing began, accompanied by laughter filling the room. They decided
to let go of their past grievances and start anew with familiar touches.

Naphak smiled at the beautiful doctor, who glared at her playfully. Now, Dr. Premsinee was
naked beneath her. Naphak felt triumphant. Eventhough she didn't exercise often, she could
still make the doctor weak.

Dr. Premsinee, just a few kisses on her chest, and she was already melting...
“I love being like this with you,” Naphak said.

"Hmmm," Dr. Premsinee responded.

After finishing her sentence, Naphak gave Dr. Premsineea passionate kiss. Would Dr.
Premsinee even understand what she was saying?

“P’ Prem, you're beautiful, you're fierce, my serious doctor,”Naphak continued.

“Hmmm,” Dr. Premsinee replied.

Give me a moment to think, not just kiss right after speaking.

“I won't let anyone take you away,” Naphak declared.

“Hmmm,” Dr. Premsinee responded.

There were some words she couldn't make out because of those frequent kisses.

Dr. Premsinee couldn't take it anymore and grabbed Naphak's face tightly. If she let her go, she
mightn't understand anything all night because of those constant kisses.

Their lips met softly, making Prem's slender hands wraparound Naphak's neck. The kiss,
starting gently, made the beautiful doctor respond willingly. The memory of harsh,
aggressive kisses was gone.

She preferred gentle, intoxicating kisses over those that began with fiery passion.

The hot breath brushing against my face still made my heart race with excitement for the
happiness that awaited us. The bare skin being touched made Dr. Premsinee let out a sound
from her throat. But it seemed the person exploring her skin wasn't satisfied with just that.
They moved down to her flat stomach, kissing there for a while.

*P' Prem, Can I touch you,”

The sweet, pleading voice made it impossible for her to resist. Slowly, her legs parted, and her
face flushed slightly as the beautiful face kept staringat her. Eventhough the bedroom was
dark, the light from outside was enough to see what was happening.

Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face that lowered to kiss her chest softly, then smiled
at her. She almost wanted to chide the person who kept smiling so cheerfully, but her mood
changed to panting when the actress's fingers moved down to tease her sensitive spot,
making her lean down for a kiss.
But the kiss didn't last long. Her chest seemed more interesting than her lips. If it was just
her nipples being touched, she could endure it without making a sound. But the fingers slowly
caressing her wet, sensitive spot made it impossible to stay silent.

“Ah…”

“So soft, I like it.”

“Pat…” Dr. Premsinee could only call out her name.

Hearing the whispered compliments made her lose herself even more. The excitement made
her want this person to bring her happiness quickly.

Her sensitive peaks were touched, and her sensitive spot was invaded. Noone could endure
such feelings, right?

Dr. Premsinee panted heavily, her beautiful hips moving with the rhythm of pleasure, leaving her
doctor persona behind. Now, she was just a woman longing to escape the tormenting arousal.

Her heavy breathing and the tight grip of her hips made Dr. Premsinee let out a sound, but her
lips were covered at the right moment, making the sound stay in her throat. The kiss
continued as if they both wanted their hearts to return to their normal rhythm.

After breaking the kiss, Dr. Premsinee's face flushed when the person lying beside her looked at
her beautiful legs, then up to her chest, which had some marks. The actress looked at her own
chest with curiosity.

“I have fewer marks… ”

“Stop talking,” Dr. Premsinee immediately covered her mouth. Was she trying to embarrass her
by saying she didn't know how to make marks with her lips?

“You need more practice.”

“I'm sleepy. Going to sleep now.”

“Then I'll be back soon.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't have to wonder for long. The actress returned with a damp towel and
started cleaning her body. What made her blush even more was when the actress cleaned her
private parts. She didn't know how to react.

“At first time, I cleaned you like this.”

“Eventhough I don't know much about my feelings…”

“After we shared happiness, I want you to feel comfortable before cuddling like this.”

Dr. Premsinee was still processing what the actress said. After cleaning her, she climbed
into bed and cuddled her tightly. She couldn't turn away because the actress held her so
tightly.

She didn't want to cuddle, but she couldn't move, so she had to…

The sunlight streaming into the bedroom made Dr. Premsinee stir and wake up. She looked
around, but the person who drove to see her wasn't in the room. Seeing a robe near the bed
made her smile. The person must have prepared it for her.

Dr. Premsinee tied the robe and smiled again when she saw her clothes from last night neatly
put away. She smiled even more when she saw a toothbrush with toothpaste already on it in the
bathroom.

“Like a married couple... Where did she go?” Her question was answered when she saw a note
under a glass of water.

'I went to buy clothes and supplies. Be back soon. Ordered breakfast for you. If you wake up
near noon, just eat a little. Wait for lunch with me.'

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the note and stepped out of the bathroom after taking care of herself.
It was almost eleven. She wasn't hungry, just waiting for the person who wrote the note to have
lunch together.

After a light breakfast, Dr. Premsinee picked up a book and relaxed in the living room. She
opened the glass doors to enjoy the seaview. Eventhough it was almost noon, the villa's
sunlight wasn't too strong. She preferred relaxing to staying in the bedroom.

Soon, the villa door opened, and the tall, slender actress in floral shorts and a white t-shirt,
wearing glasses, walked in smiling. She'd mentioned being slightly nearsighted but rarely wore
glasses.

“P’ Prem, have you been awake long?”

“For a while.”

“ Did you eat much for breakfast? ”

“A little.”

“Good. I'll order room service for lunch.”

“Okay.” Just her agreement made Naphak smile. Eating a little breakfast meant waiting for
lunch together.

Lunch was a simple menu that didn't take long. Dr. Premsinee smiled when she saw the actress
had ordered her usual dishes.

Dr. Premsinee watched the actress eat with amusement. She must've been very hungry, eating
immediately when the food arrived. Sometimes, the actress seemed like a child, showing her
feelings openly without pretending

“P’ Prem.”

“Yes?”

"What are you thinking? You haven't eaten."

“Nothing.”

“If it's not good, we can order something else. Maybe you want to change the menu.”

“No, I like what you ordered.”

Oh, Dr. Premsinee, you're making my heart work too hard. Just a simple statement made her so
flustered she almost ate wrong.

She wasn't used to Dr. Premsinee talking like this, so she was thrilled and didn't know what to
do.

The tissue in Dr. Premsinee's hand lightly dabbed her lips, making Naphak drop her spoon. Her
heart swelled with the beautiful face smiling at her. She wanted to kiss Dr. Premsinee but
couldn't because her mouth was full.

“Why are you holding food in your mouth? You're not a child.”

Her hand touched her cheek, almost making her swallow the unchewed food.

“Chew thoroughly, or you'll choke.”

She might choke from the gentle touch on her cheek, telling her to chew.
“After chewing, open your mouth to show there's no food left.”

She wanted to be a child every day with Dr. Premsinee.

Naphak was lost in the moment, but Dr. Premsinee smiled at her dazed expression. Lunch took
longer because one person kept holding food in their mouth, needing constant reminders to
chew. But she couldn't do it all lunch, especially with Dr. Premsinee's stern look telling her it was
too much. The big kid had to stop holding food and chew properly.

Their relaxing time lasted until the evening when the sunlight softened. Dr. Premsinee was
surprised when the actress walked in smiling proudly. She usually didn't see her smile like this.
In the afternoon, the actress had invited her to the hotel's fitness room, but she declined,
preferring to read.

“P' Prem.”

“Yes?”

“Let's go swimming.”

“I didn't bring a swimsuit.”

“I already bought them.”

“Hmmm?”

“When I went shopping, I bought a swimsuit too. But we'll swim here,” she said, pointing to the
private pool on the balcony with a romantic seaview.

Dr. Premsinee locked eyes with the mischievous glint in Naphak's gaze, feeling a mix of
irritation and curiosity. She had to wake up early just to go swimsuit shopping, and she was sure
Naphak had something up her sleeve. When the swimsuits were handed over, Dr. Premsinee
was even more puzzled.

“A white bikini for you, Prem. A redone for me.”

Dr. Premsinee began to recall the memories associated with these two bikinis. It didn't take
long for her to remember that by the pool, back when they didn't get along, she'd worn the
redone
while the other had worn the white.

“This time, I want to see if I look as hot in red as you do, P' Prem.”
It was clear that the white and red bikinis from that time still lingered in Naphak
Tharanisorn's mind.

The white bikini mightn't have been alluring enough last time, but this time, wearing red
might just catch Dr. Premsinee's attention.
 CHAPTER 23

White bikini, red bikini...

Dr. Premsinee could only chuckle at the swimsuits in her hand, but it seemed the actress wasn't
sharing her amusement. The serious look on her face suggested she was under some kind of
pressure or expectation.

“I'm going to change now,” said Naphak.

“Okay,” Dr. Premsinee replied.

The actress went to change in the bathroom, while the doctor chose to change in the bedroom.
The large mirror reflected the red marks on her chest, and Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but
gently trace them with her fingers, smiling. These marks were a result of her own willingness,
not because she was forced. Sometimes, feelings are better expressed through actions than
words.

The beautiful doctor continued to change into her swimsuit without rushing, but Naphak
was different. She was busy examining her own figure again to boost her confidence.

Last time, she wore a white bikini, and Dr. Premsinee didn't seem to care. This time, she
switched to a red bikini, hoping to catch the doctor's attention.

Initially, she wanted Dr. Premsinee to notice her figure, but now it was Naphak who was staring
at the doctor as she removed her robe and draped it over a chair before walking to the poolside,
twisting her body a few times.

Why did the bikini look so good on the doctor?

Naphak continued to gaze at the woman with an enchanting figure, not even blinking. If she
were to compare herself now, she'd be like an old man secretly staring an attractive young
woman when his wife wasn't looking
The firm, round backside made Naphak swallow hard. She wasn't a pervert, she just thought the
doctor's behind was as beautiful as any famous lingerie model's. And the untouched chest
made her even prouder.

Is she really a doctor, or does she secretly work as a model? Her figure is just too perfect.

“Pat, aren't you coming to swim?” Dr. Premsinee asked, looking puzzled as the person who
invited her to swim just stood there, lost in thought.

“Yes, I am.”

“Wait, are you going to swim with your robe on?”

“Oh, right. I forgot,” Naphak said, laughing at her own clumsiness but feeling a bit embarrassed
that the doctor caught her staring. How could she not look?

The outer beauty was stunning, but the inner beauty was a hundred times more.

As Naphak removed her robe, her heart raced with anticipation, but her hopes were dashed
when the doctor just smiled normally and gestured for her to come closer to the pool.

So, the red bikini didn't make Dr. Premsinee notice her more?

“What's wrong? Why the frown? Didn't you want to swim?” the doctor asked.

“I'm just confused.”

“Confused about what?” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the puzzled woman, who even in the pool,
kept staring with questioning eyes.

“Do you think I'm beautiful, P' Prem?”

“Yes, you are.”

“And what do you say about my sexiness?”

“You are sexy.”

Both beautiful and sexy, why didn't the doctor's eyes show any excitement?

“So. I'm both pretty and hot, but…” Naphak trailed off.

“But what?” De Premsinee asked.

“Why don't you seem interested in my beauty and sexiness?” Naphak had to be direct because
otherwise, she'd be left wondering why the beautiful doctor seemed indifferent to what she
was
so proud of.

“Huh? ”

“Last time, I wore a white bikini, thinking I looked good and sexy, but you didn't care at all,”
Naphak explained.

“And then?” the doctor prompted.

“So this time, I tried wearing a red bikini like you did, but you still don't care,” Naphak said,
feeling dejected. Dr. Premsinee laughed, seeing the actress's crestfallen face, and gently
stroked her cheek to comfort her. She didn't realize Naphak had thought so much about it.

“I'm used to beauty and sexiness,” Dr. Premsinee said.

“Huh? I don't understand,” Naphak admitted, needing the doctor to elaborate. Otherwise, the
actress, admired for her beauty, would be even more confused about why her looks didn't seem
interesting,

“Honestly, my friends are striking and hot. I've seen it so much that I might be indifferent to it.”
Dr. Premsinee explained, hoping to clear the confusion for the woman who was listening
intently. She understood that someone confident in their appearance might feel a bit
deflated when faced with indifference.

“So, what do you like?” Naphak asked.

“Just be yourself. Don't do anything that's not your nature,” the doctor replied.

“So, you like simplicity?”

“Probably. I'm going to swim now.” Dr. Premsinee said, diving into the pool. But Naphak stayed,
looking at her reflection in the water before laughing,

Beauty and sexiness shouldn't be used to seduce Dr. Premsinee.

Laughter filled the pool, full of happiness. Eventhough the playful one got a stern look from the
doctor, she wasn't scared. The closer they got, the more Naphak knew how to make Dr.
Premsinee forgive her.

She also learned that the doctor liked it when she spoke lovingly and adorably, with a bit of
playful teasing. Most importantly, the doctor didn't like it when she was annoying or threatening.
But one thing she knew for sure was that Dr. Premsinee was an excellent swimmer. Even in a
playful race, Naphak was panting while the doctor seemed relaxed as if the race was just a
warm-up.

“Oh, P' Prem, I'm exhausted.”

“You need to exercise more. Just a few laps and you're tired.”

“I give up. So, you swim often?” Naphak asked, waving her hand in surrender. She was curious
because, during their time together, she hadn't seen the doctor swim much, mostly going to
the gym instead.

“I used to swim often. I've just been busy lately,” Dr. Premsinee said, not wanting to admit that
the reason she hadn't been swimming as much was because someone had been disrupting her
daily routine.

Naphak didn't say anything more but swam to where the doctor was resting, clinging to her.

“How can I become a good swimmer, P' Prem?”

“You already know how to swim. You just need to practice more.”

“So, if I want to get good at something else, I need to practice with you a lot, right?”

“That's being cheeky,”

“Well, you said it yourself. If you want to get good, you need to practice. Let's practice together.”

“Practice by yourself. I'm going to change.”

“You call me cheeky, but you're the one leaving the pool first,” Naphak teased, making the
doctor blush. She loved this atmosphere, teasing the doctor until she laughed and blushed.

In conclusion, Naphak Tharanisorn liked everything about Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn.

For dinner, they chose togo to the hotel's special zone, reserved for guests to watch the sunset.
The evening sea view of Pattaya mightn't be as natural as some other natural destinations, but
it was suitable for those who worked and didn't have time to travel far from Bangkok.

“P’ Prem,” Naphak called, making the doctor, who was enjoying the sunset, turn her attention
back.
“Yes?”

“Actually, I met you before the wedding…”

Naphak started, the wine in her hand giving her the courage to speak her mind. But mentioning
the wedding made her emotions choke up.

“Yes?”

“At the bachelorette party, you got into the wrong car, thinking it was your friend's,” Naphak
continued.

“And then?”

“I took you to my room. You were drunk and took off your clothes, but I didn't do anything to
you. I just left a mark,” Naphak confessed, recounting the events of that night. She might've
started with admiration for the good-looking, drunken woman, but as she got to know her,
she wanted to win over the woman who initially treated her like something repulsive. But now,
it
wasn't like that anymore.

“Are you telling me this to make me think you're a good person?” Dr. Premsinee asked.

“No, I want you to know that I was impressed by the beautiful, drunken woman that night,”
Naphak clarified.

Dr. Premsinee didn't say anything more. She turned to look at the sea, but a smile spread
across her face, making her pretend to touch her face.

But the one who started to reveal her feelings knew that what she said was getting closer to Dr.
Premsinee's heart.

The good atmosphere made us start to express our feelings bit by bit, making our
heartbeats align.

While many hearts were starting to beat in sync, it wasn't the case for Nam, who was extremely
frustrated trying to find Naphak. The news made her feel scrutinized by society, wondering
what happened and why the famous actress fired her as her manager.

Where did Pat go? Why can't I reach her?

She almost threw her phone away in frustration because she couldn't reach the person she
needed to. She'd called and sent messages, but there was no response, as if she were trying to
avoid her.

Her mood has been increasingly irritable these days. The smallest things could set her off,
perhaps because she was pregnant, causing hormonal changes in her body.

The man she hoped to marry seemed unpredictable, and the woman she thought would always
be there for her and whom she could manipulate had changed. She wondered if she'd made the
right decision by getting pregnant to trap a man who now treated her like she was worthless.

The sound of the doorbell interrupted Nam's thoughts, making her smile. At this hour, it
could only be one person. Even if he didn't value her, he still came to see her often, and their
relationship remained the same.

Don't think for a second that she'd let him marry that doctor easily.

The baby in her womb was the only leverage she had over him.

If he still refused to marry her, she'd show him that she could do much more.

Their relationship had always been like this. He came to her to release his stress, and she never
refused him. He wasn't just a handsome man; he was perfect in every way, and most
importantly, he was the man she loved, even if his lovemaking sometimes hurt her.

But in the end, she always found happiness in it...

The sounds of pleasure still escaped, eventhough this happiness often began with pain. The
belt left red marks on her bare skin, but it was a mutual preference for this kind of pleasure. If
someone couldn't accept it, they might find it disgusting, but not for a couple with such
specific tastes.

One person had to inflict pain to get aroused, while the other willingly accepted it. Though the
first time might've been scary, subsequent times were a willing acceptance of pain before
reaching happiness.

The man sleeping soundly on the bed after their activities made Nam caress his handsome
face with infatuation. The first time she met him, they clicked immediately. Eventhough she
was
afraid when he revealed his bedroom preferences, his money made her forget her fears and
abandon those feelings.

And she fell in love with him, both for his looks and the happiness he gave her.
She was just a woman who had to struggle on her own. Her parents weren't wealthy enough to
support their children through higher education, so she had to do everything she could for a
comfortable life.

Her life got better when she met a woman named Naphak Tharanmsorn. She knew this close
friend had a crush on her, so she took the opportunity to benefit from her. Naphak fell for her
charm without any coercion, and she willingly did whatever Nam wanted.

But her importance to Naphak gradually faded, especially after she found out Nam was
pregnant. Nam knew how hurt and disappointed Naphak was, but she didn't think Naphak would
actually be able to let her go, given the feelings in her eyes.

Now, Nam wasn't so sure anymore. The changes made her fear losing the comfort she'd always
had from Naphak Tharanisorn.

She was almost two months pregnant, and in her close friend's eyes, she was no longer
important.

Her slender hand picked up the phone to call the person on her mind but changed her mind and
checked entertainment news instead, hoping for some new gossip.

But when she saw the news about the beautiful villainess, she almost screamed. The news
showed the actress looking at the woman sitting next to her with eyes full of love, though
the other woman's face wasn't visible as they watched the sunset together.

“Could this be why the beautiful villainess decided to part ways with her former manager?
Someone saw Naphak Tharanisorn looking at the pretty woman beside her with such loving
eyes that everyone around them was envious.”

How could she look at another woman?

Who was this woman who took away the person who could give her everything? Ahhh!!!!

Three days had passed since she returned from her break and resumed her usual work
schedule. But what was unusual for everyone who saw the lovely cardiologist was her newfound
brightness, which made people smile. Dr. Premsinee no longer looked emotionless or worried.

What was even stranger was that near the end of the workday, a beautiful, slender woman
would come to the department and wait until Dr. Premsinee finished her rounds. Sometimes,
she'd even go into the examination room if the doctor took too long, and they'd leave together.
Everyone was curious and suspicious but could only watch since the gorgeous woman wore a
mask and glasses.

The curiosity was shared by Dr. Fahlada, who had been informed about it. Recently, the former
fiancé of her close friend hadn't been causing any trouble, but now a woman was visiting her
friend instead. What was surprising was how close Dr. Premsinee seemed to be with this
woman, allowing her to wait and sometimes even enter the examination room after hours.

Dr. Fahlada had been too busy to observe closely, but she was glad her friend seemed happy
and not stressed about recent events. They hadn't yet discussed the matter they were all
worried about.

The important issue they needed to confirm with their close friend.

It concerned the baby in Dr. Premsinee womb, and they'd already made a decision.

When they finally had some free time, it was time to talk to Dr. Premsinee, whom they all
worried about. They decided to meet at Dr. Bow's condo so that Dr. Tankhun wouldn't have to
drive back and forth. More importantly, Dr. Premsinee wasn't ready to have visitors in her
private room, where someone was probably waiting for her to return after the conversation
with her friends.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friends, who all had serious expressions, especially Dr. Tankhun,
who almost escorted her to the sofa. She had to tell him that he was worrying about her as if
she were sick. If she remembered correctly, she'd already told her friends that she was fine and
had nothing to stress about anymore.

“Why do you all look so serious?”

“Prem, do you have any symptoms?”

“What symptoms?” She was confused. Out of nowhere, her friend asked if she had any
symptoms. She remembered she wasn't sick and had been working normally since returning
from her break.

“From what you're going through.”

“No, I'm fine. What are you talking about, Tan?” She had to speak firmly to Dr. Tankhun as she
was starting to get confused by his words. Her other two friends seemed to understand him,
leaving her the only one puzzled by their serious expressions.

“Prem, have you gone for a prenatal checkup yet?” Dr. Bow couldn't hold back and had to say
what they were all thinking, letting Dr. Premsinee know that she was carrying their niece or
nephew.
But why did her friend act like she didn't know she was pregnant? Dr. Tankhun had said Dr.
Premsinee knew because she took a break to deal with the news of her pregnancy.

“I'm pregnant...?” She'd forgotten she was still playing the role that made her friends believe she
was pregnant after telling them about the night she slipped up.

“Yes, you're pregnant. But don't worry, we've thought it through.”

“Thought what through?” Seeing her friends' tense faces made Dr. Premsinee smile, touched by
their concern and care.

There was no need to ask for help; whenever there was a problem, her friends were always
ready to help.

“Let's get married, Prem.”

Dr. Tankhun's proposal left Dr. Premsinee stunned. And her other friends, Dr. Fahlada and Dr.
Melanee, nodded in agreement.

“I'll be the father of your baby, Prem. Our niece or nephew will have a legal father, and you
won't have to face society's judgment.”

“Tan…” Dr. Premsinee didn't hesitate to hug Dr. Tankhun. He even talked about marriage. Her
friends must've thought it through on how to solve the problem.

“We've thought it through. I'll be the father of your baby. You won't have to be nervous about
that. We'll all help raise the little one. Earn is so excited she's already bought a bunch of baby
clothes. Dr. Sita's gift for the baby is huge too.”

“But, Lada, Bow, Tan…”

“No buts, Prem. We're really willing to help. We'll get through this together,” Dr. Tankhun
reassured his close friend, trying to ease her worries. Little did he know, Dr. Premsinee's face
was now beaming with a satisfied smile.

“I'm not pregnant. You all misunderstood me.”

“Um, it's okay. Um, not pregnant... What?! You're not pregnant?!” Dr. Tankhun was dumbstruck,
as were Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee, who stared at Dr. Premsinee in utter disbelief.

“I'm really not. I was just stressed during that time, and you all assumed I was pregnant,” she
explained, unable to hold back a chuckle. But her smile faded quickly as each friend walked out
of the living room in different directions. Dr. Tankhun headed to the kitchen, Dr. Fahlada went to
the balcony, and Dr. Melanee stood by her bedroom door. This was a clear sign they were
sulking, and she'd have to apologize to each one individually.

Since they all went their separate ways, she really had to apologize to each one, right?

The playful sulking and the act of making up were rarely needed, but the charm of their close-
knit group brought laughter and complaints about being left worried for so long back into the
room.

Being friends means getting angry, sulking, and then making up, just like they did, sitting
together and chatting again.

“So, what's the deal? You said you messed up that night, started craving weird foods, and even
felt nauseous. How could we not think you were pregnant?” one friend asked.

“You all just over-thought it.”

“How could we not? The symptoms were so obvious.”

“That night, I messed up with a woman, not a man.”

Oh... a woman. No way to get pregnant. What?! Dr. Premsinee messed up with a woman?!

There had been no signs, nothing to suggest that Dr. Premsinee would get involved with a
woman or be so disappointed with men that she'd switch to women. Their friend didn't seem
like someone who would do something out of spite.

Something must've happened, something that led Dr. Premsinee to get involved with a woman.

And who was the woman Dr. Premsinee messed up with?

 CHAPTER 24

Smile, smile, and smile again. Ever since she returned to the room, Dr. Premsinee's face has
been adorned with nothing but smiles.

Naphak adjusted her glasses, staring at the doctor who had just showered and changed into
fresh clothes, now sitting in the living room with her. Normally, her doctor (since when she
was hers?) didn't smile this often. And this was a genuinely happy smile as if she'd
encountered
something delightful.

“P' Prem …”

“Yes?”

“Are you feeling, okay?”

“I'm fine, really.”

“I noticed you've been smiling a lot. I thought you might be ill. You've been smiling non-stop
since you got back.” She had to ask what had happened to make her smile so much. But a good
mood was always welcome, so she took the opportunity to lie down on her lap.

Lying on a soft lap, watching TV, and having a gentle hand stroke her hair — just as she'd
always dreamed.

“Isn't it good to be in a good mood?”

“It is, but it's unusual. Still, I like it when you smile. You look beautiful when you smile, but you're
also beautiful when you're serious. In short, you're beautiful in every way.”

Serious or smiling, Naphak's heart always saw Dr. Premsinee as beautiful.

Dr. Premsinee didn't say anything more but played with the long, silky hair of the person who
had taken her lap as a pillow. She was in a good mood because she'd teased a friend a bit and
asked about the relationship between women. But her secret hadn't slipped out to her friends
yet.
The night she lost her virginity for the first time, she still didn't want her close friends to
know who it was. If they found out, she'd have to explain at length why a woman who ruined
a
wedding ended up in an unexpected relationship.

She knew her friends understood what she'd explained, but she didn't want to say much now.
There were still many things to watch out for and be cautious about.

Eventhough her friends had stable relationships with their partners, the media often
portrayed same-sex relationships as unsteady. She wanted to be sure of what she thought
was good
before sharing it with her friends.

But if her close friends found out on their own, that was something she couldn't control.

“So, you're not acting anymore?” Dr. Premsinee, pausing her thoughts, asked the person lying
still watching TV, who hadn't mentioned work for a while.

“I'm taking a break. I don't want to be in the media right now. I'd rather be with you, P' Prem.”

“Hmmm.”

“Honestly, I'm tired of the entertainment industry. So, I'm taking a long break.”

Dr. Premsinee nodded, understanding the actress's words. The entertainment industry could be
tiresome, as Dr. Fahlada's lover had mentioned. Some news was often overstated by
journalists. Just an encounter with a male actor by chance could be spun into a secret
relationship to sell news without considering the truth that the two mightn't have any
relationship at all.

But the entertainment news in the evening made Dr. Premsinee freeze when she recognized
the woman being interviewed by reporters.

‘Naphak and I aren't fighting. We still love each other. She just needs a break, and I've been
unwell often. So, we're taking a break from work.’

‘And the rumor that Naphak didn't want you to be her personal manager…?’ the reporter
continued to probe, as the former manager's answer remained vague.

'We're taking a break from work, so there's no need for a manager. But if we comeback to work,
I'd still be her personal manager.'

'And the rumor that Naphak went on a romantic vacation by thesea with another woman?" The
reporter's question made the interviewee, who happened to be at a cosmetic launch event,
tense up.
They must befriends. Naphak wouldn't have anyone else. Excuse me.’ And the interview ended
there. But the TV show's host's commentary made the listener want to leave.

'See, I knew it. Naphak and her manager must have something special. When asked about the
rumor of Naphak being sweet with someone else, she seemed angry. But the real question is
whether Naphak and her manager have issues, and who is the woman by thesea in the leaked
photos…’

Dr. Premsinee tried to get up from the sofa but couldn't as her waist was tightly held by the
actress, whose face was now blowing on her stomach. She'd seen the leaked beach photos and
didn't think they were serious since no faces were visible. But the news about the actress and
her manager irritated her.

“P’ Prem…” Naphak sighed deeply when the doctorsat still, ignored her call, and turned away.

She didn't know why she didn't want Dr. Premsinee to have a serious face. She didn't want the
reporter's interview to affect their good relationship.

“Listen to me. You don't have to respond. Just sit still.”

No response, no words, but sitting still was good enough.

“Nam and I are close friends. She's my manager, and I used to have a crush on her…”

The last sentence almost made Dr. Premsinee get up from the sofa, but she couldn't as the
speaker's hands were strong, and her lips pressed a kiss on her stomach.

“But not anymore. I belong to you, P' Prem.”

"If you're fighting, go sort it out." The cold tone didn't sound jealous, did it? Or maybe it was?

"We're not fighting. Nam has her family, and I belong to you, P' Prem. It's just the past. The
present is what matters most."

'I belong to you. This statement from the actress made Dr. Premsinee want to smile, but she
kept a serious face. She couldn't help but admire the actress's courage to speak about her past
feelings to make her understand and remind her that the past didn't matter anymore.

It's just the past. The present is what we should care about. And the look in her eyes was full of
meaning, making her feel warm...

Dr. Premsinee leaned down to kiss the lips of the person on her lap, who was now still and
surprised, then smiled widely as if she'd won the lottery.
The vibrating sound of the phone on the coffee table drew both their gazes. It wasn't Dr.
Premsinee's phone but the actress'. The contact’s name made the owner sigh before looking at
the beautiful doctor's indifferent face while watching TV.

But instead of reaching for the phone vibrating for the second time, Naphak changed her mind
when the owner of the soft lapshe was using as a pillow got up from the sofa without a word.

“P’ Prem, wait for me.”

“If you want to talk, go talk.”

The indifferent tone suggested she wanted her to talk to the caller, but Naphak wasn't annoyed
by Dr. Premsinee's demeanor. Instead, she smiled widely, feeling certain about something the
beautiful doctor was showing.

Was shejealous?

“P” Prem, are you jealous?”

“It's all in your mind.. I just want to get a book to read.”

“Okay, it's all in my mind.... I'm yours alone, after all.”

“I knew... Why are you holding my hand? I'm going to get a book.”

“I'll go with you. I want to stick with you.”

“Are you trying to annoy me?”

“I'm not. Let me go with you. I don't want to be apart.”

“Really annoying.” Dr. Premsineecomplained but let the actress hold her left hand.

She couldn't deny it anymore. She liked having this annoying person close by. Eventhough her
carefully planned steps were now in disarray, she felt good about it. Just wait a bit longer until
she is more confident in her feelings. She didn't want to expect and be disappointed like when
her wedding was canceled. Expectations, when unmet, could be very painful.

The phone on the coffee table kept vibrating, showing the same caller. But it seemed
unimportant as the owner left it, and the bedroom door remained closed, with no sign of the
two women coming out.
Initially, they said they were going to get a book to read, but why were they taking so long?
Maybe they were searching every nook and cranny, thinking the desired book might be hidden
somewhere.

The bedroom door would probably open again in the morning tomorrow...

The busy workday had stretched from morning until nearly the end of the day before Dr.
Premsinee finally had a moment to rest. With no more patients to see in the cardiology
department, she glanced at the time on her left wrist. It was time to leave, but she couldn't
bring herself to get up from her office chair.

The sound of knocking on the door signaled that someone was about to enter, making Dr.
Premsinee smile. She couldn't escape her close friends anymore, could she? They'd insisted
repeatedly that they needed to talk today and forbade her from sneaking back to her condo first.

"We're here" The loud voice that came first was unmistakably Dr. Tankhun, who was already
inspecting the curtains around the patient's bed, just in case his friend was hiding someone.

“Tan, who do you think I'm hiding?”

“Haven't you heard? The most dangerous place is the safest place.”

“Are you guys really trying to catch me out?” Dr. Premsinee looked at her three friends, all
smiling at her and sitting neatly in a row. Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee were in on it with Dr.
Tankhun too.

“Honestly, I still can't believe you got involved with a woman.”

“You've never liked women before, and you're always someone who thinks before acting,” both
Dr. Melanee and Dr. Fahlada voiced what had been on their minds. If Dr. Premsinee had shown
any interest in women before, they might've understood the situation more easily. But it was
hard to believe that their friend had developed feelings for a woman to the point of
having physical intimacy

“Prem, what exactly happened?”

“Do you think I'm joking?”

“We know you're not joking, but there must be a reason why you decided to do this.” Dr.
Tankhun looked at Dr. Premsinee's face, unable to shake the thought of what it meant for his
friend to have a physical relationship with a woman. If it was love, he wouldn't believe it. Dr.
Premsinee had called off her wedding not long ago, so it seemed unlikely she'd find new love
and give something so important so quickly.

“This time, I don't have a reason.” Because if she had a reason, she wouldn't have let that night
happen—the night that threw her life into chaos.

“And now, you and her...?”

“We're seeing each other.”

“Prem, are you really going to switch to liking women?” Dr. Tankhun stared into his friend's calm
eyes, finding it hard to believe.

“I can't give you an answer yet.” She couldn't answer because she didn't feel an attraction to all
women. Even now, she wanted to be sure of her feelings before she could confidently say
whether she liked women or not.

“Can you tell us who the lucky woman is?”

“You'll find out soon enough,” Dr. Premsineeglanced at the time again before smiling at her
friends, who all had serious expressions. She chose not to hide it because, regardless of when
they found out, there would be questions.

The three doctors didn't seem any less curious because Dr. Premsinee never let anyone into
her office. Even her ex-fiancé didn't have that privilege. But this woman did.

They didn't have to wait long to see the woman Dr. Premsinee had decided to give something
important to. But as soon as the examination room door opened, their stern expressions
turned even more stoic.

The woman who entered was the same one who had boldly demanded the father of her friend's
unborn child.

Dr. Melanee was the first to stand up and face the actress, who seemed both stunned and
surprised to find Dr. Premsinee's friends sitting there.

“Why are you here? This isn't the place to find a husband for your friend,” Dr. Melanee's words
left everyone in the room stunned, including Dr. Premsinee, who tried to get up but was held
back by Dr. Tankhun. Dr. Fahlada stood beside Dr. Melanee.

It was as if the two beautiful doctors needed to know what the woman who had entered wanted.
The first time she came, it wasn't a good impression. If they were to say this woman had a
physical relationship with their friend, it'd be because she had some hidden agenda.
It wasn't wrong for the three doctors to think that way, given the circumstances.

“If you're herewith bad intentions, you should leave.” The calm words from Dr. Fahlada
Thananusak made Naphak's face turn serious. She knew what that meant: if her reason for
getting close to Dr. Premsinee would cause regret, she should leave now.

“I'm sorry for making you all upset before... but now, I'm with P' Prem.”

Naphak didn't avoid eye contact as she spoke. She knew the doctors in the room understood
what she meant by savingshe was with Dr. Premsinee.

She wanted to see if the bewitching doctors in front of her could pressure everyone with
their eyes alone.

“Prem, we'll wait at the usual place,” Dr. Fahlada told her friend, ignoring the woman in front of
her who seemed to be waiting for their questions.

“Okay, I'll be there soon.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at her three friends as they walked out of the examination room
without even glancing at the actress, who had to step aside. Her friends accepted and were
ready to understand her decision, even if they didn't fully grasp how it'd happened.

Noone expected the bride who had to cancel her wedding to end up in a deep relationship with
the woman who had ruined her wedding.

“P’ Prem…” Naphak almost whispered as she sat down next to the desk, holding Dr.
Premsinee's hand to show how sweaty it was.

Her face might handle pressure well, but her hands told a different story; it was shaken and
sweaty.

“Yes?”

“I almost had a heart attack. Your friends are nice- looking but scary.”

“Let's go eat together,” Dr. Premsinee chuckled at the actress's complaint but said
nothing more, just inviting her to dinner.

“Really? I'm so nervous.”

“My friends just want to get to know you. Isn't it good to know each other?”
“I'm scared.”

“Hmmm?”

“Honestly, I'm afraid your friends won't be okay with me for ruining your wedding. But I'll try to
explain to them.”

“Okay.”

“Give me some support, please.”

“Pleading?”

“Just a little. My heart is racing so fast it's uncomfortable.” The light kiss on her lips
made Naphak smile. She held Dr. Premsinee's hand, who also smiled back.

“Let's go, we'll be late.”

“Okay.”

It didn't take long for the luxury car to arrive at a nice restaurant, but Naphak couldn't help
feeling nervous under the scrutinizing eyes of Dr. Premsinee's friends.

As soon as she reached the table and started the conversation, she felt invisible as Dr.
Premsinee's friends talked about things she didn't understand. But just holding the soft
hand reassured her that Dr. Premsinee was there with her.

When the Japanese food they ordered began to arrive, it was time to eat. The three doctors
watched the actress as she asked for more wasabi because the wasabi on the table had been
mixed with soy sauce. Out of habit, Naphak forgot they weren't alone.

Dr. Premsinee didn't like mixing wasabi with soy sauce but preferred the pure taste of wasabi.

The three doctors exchanged glances when the actress chewed slowly, and their friend touched
her check lightly, telling her not to hold the food in her mouth, even opening her mouth a little to
show she'd chewed it all.

They were eating with many people, notjust the two of them.

Now, it was obvious to the three doctors how their friend felt. They were ready to support her
decision, even if they didn't fully understand it. They trusted that Dr. Premsinee had thought it
through.
The meal ended with understanding, eventhough the three doctors openly said they didn't like
the actress much. Naphak appreciated their honesty, knowing what they didn't like so she could
improve.

But she didn't feel scared at all when she received smiles from the three doctors before
they parted ways.

“P' Prem, thank you for introducing me to your friends.”

“It wasn't anything special. They just wanted to know you.”

“Okay, nothing extra. Just normal.”

“Funny? ”

“ Are you? ”

“No, I just wanted to say that it's normal for you, but for me, it's very special.”

“Just drive. Keep your eyes on the road.”

“Sure, I guarantee we'll get to the condo safely, P’ Prem.”

Inside the car, which was now pulling away from the restaurant, both the driver and the
passenger next to them were smiling, their hearts slowly connecting to each other.

But it wasn't the same for another couple sitting at another table in the restaurant, who had
witnessed everything from the moment the two walked in. The closeness they displayed
made the observer's face go rigid with sudden anger.

The anger was clear and distinct. Thawat was furious that the woman he desired was showing
affection in away he'd never received, and it was with another woman. No wonder Dr.
Premsinee had been rejecting his advances; she had this woman by her side.

Thawat might've been angry at Dr. Premsinee for showing affection, which he'd always craved,
but Nam was even angrier. She wanted to scream out loud when she saw the woman next to
Naphak, the same woman who had almost married her man once. And now, she'd taken
Naphak away from her too.

Was Dr. Premsinee about to take everyone away from her?

As soon as they reached their place, Nam chose to distance herself from the man who was
visibly furious. She knew that when he was like this, he'd express his emotions through
bedroom games that could leave her more bruises than usual. But it seemed she couldn't
escape when he approached her slowly with a leather belt in his hand.

“Wat, I want to rest tonight.”

“You want to rest, but I don't.”

“Let me go. I'm already hurt. I don't want this.” The lingering pain made her fearful because if it
got worse, she was afraid it'd affect the baby in her womb.

More importantly, she now craved the warmth and gentleness of Naphak, not the pain from
this man.

“Then why did you ruin the wedding? Because of you, my family cursed me for letting a good
woman like Dr. Premsineego!”

“Thengo back to her! Go back, and I'll go back to Pat too.”

“Pat?”

“The woman with the doctor you said was suitable. She's the one taking everything from me!”

“So, you had your friend stay close to Dr. Premsinee to keep her from coming back to me?”

“So, what? Ouch...! I'm hurt.” The strong grip on her arm made Nam cry out. The enraged face
of the man in front of her made her more scared than ever as if he was about to kill her with
his bare hands.

“You are such a…”

“A what? Say it!”

“Disgusting woman.”

“If I'm so disgusting, why have sex with me? You bastard!” In her anger, Nam stomped on his
foot with all her might.

“Damn it!” His infuriated curse came with a powerful shove, sending the slender woman
flying into the coffee table.

The hard impact on her stomach made Nam scream in shock, and she was even more terrified
when she saw blood streaming down her legs.
But there was noone in the room she could call for help. The man she claimed to love so much
walked out immediately, ignoring her cries for help.

Her baby... she was in so much pain. Someone, please help.

 CHAPTER 25

“My baby... my baby… ”

The last memory before passing out with the phone in her hand made Nam, who had just woken
up with a start, cry out loudly in fear of losing someone. This caused the person who had been
sleeping next to the bed to quickly check on her and offer comfort.

“Nam, it's okay. Calm down.”

“Pat, waah…” The sobbing made Naphak hold her close in a comforting embrace. The image of
Nam lying still on the living room floor with blood flowing from her legs was still vivid in her
mind.

Her phone had ang around 9 PM. Initially, she thought not to answer, but Dr. Premsinee
suggested she should, in case it was urgent. Upon hearing the faint voice, “Pat, help me…” she
immediately drove to her friend's condo.

She didn't know why Nam was in that situation because when she entered the room, Nam was
already unconscious. But what made her hastily call Dr. Premsinee was the sight of blood
flowing profusely from Nam's legs.

“It's okay, don't cry.”

“My baby, waah… ”

“Your baby... it's at peace now…” Naphak chose to hold the sobbing woman tightly. Even
though she no longer loved Nam in the same way, she still wished for good things for her. But
what had happened now must've broken Nam's heart.

“ Waah, hic... I have noone left, waah…”

“Nam …”

“Pat, don't leave me, waah... hic …”

The pleading voice of someone who had just lost her two-month-old unborn baby was so
heartbreaking that it almost softened the listener's heart. But Naphak didn't respond because
her feelings had changed. How could she promise when her heart no longer felt special toward
this person?

The door to the patient's room closed as Dr. Premsinee walked out with a calm expression. She
couldn't bear to watch the actress hugging her former manager. They'd once felt good about
each other. Perhaps she should let the actress reflect on her feelings as the woman who had
just lost her child needed support during this loss.

Even though deep down, she didn't want to see them together.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the nurses at the counter, who smiled back and asked if she had an
urgent case or had forgotten something since it was unusual for her to be on the patient
recovery floor at eleven at night.

“I had some business to attend to, so I came to check the patient's chart.”

The nurse near the patient's chart quickly handed it to Dr. Premsinee, who maintained a calm
demeanor, making the nurses feel tense. It was rare for the attending doctor to come to the
recovery floor this late unless the patient was in critical condition. But as far as they knew,
no patient was in such a state, except for the miscarriage case that came in around 9 P.M..

And Dr. Premsinee wasn't the attending doctor for that case.

But then, a slender woman wearing glasses, tight jeans, a black T-shirt, and sandals made all
the nurses at the counter smile.

“Is there anything I can help you with?”

“No, thank you. I just want to speak with Dr. Premsinee.”

“Oh, okay... Excuse me, doctor, a patient's relative wants to speak with you,” the nurse said
softly, feeling a bit awkward as Dr. Premsinee still had an emotionless expression, and it was
quite late.

“Alright.” Dr. Premsinee handed the patient's file back to the nurse before stepping away
from the counter toward the clevator, Talking herewith the actress wouldn't be ideal.

Her private office was the most secluded place.

From the elevator to her private office, Dr. Premsinee didn't say a word, maintaining her calm
expression and making the observer speechless.
Naphak sighed as soon as she entered the private office. She quickly hugged the doctor, who
stood still, allowing her to embrace. She wanted togo back to the condo, back to the warm
embrace, but she couldn't leave her friend who had just lost her child alone.

“P' Prem, I'm so tired.”

“Rest, then.”

“Tonight…”

“Go be with your friend. I'm going to rest too.” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the actress, who frowned
in confusion. She wasn't angry that Naphak had to stay with that woman. If it were her, she'd do
the same if a friend was in trouble.

“You're not mad at me, are you?”

“Why would I be mad?”

“Because I'm with Nam …”

“When a friend is in trouble, we have to help.”

Dr. Premsinee understood the situation, but Naphak felt uneasy. She held the doctor's soft hand
and kissed it repeatedly to show how much she cared about her feelings. She wasn't afraid of
her own feelings, that she might go back to feeling the same way about Nam, but she was more
worried that the doctor might be upset or displeased that she had to be with Nam.

“Do you know why your friend had a miscarriage?”

“That man.”

“Hmmm?”

“They had a fight, and he pushed Nam against the coffee table. He left her in the room without
even checking if he'd caused her to miscarry!” The angry tone made Dr. Premsinee gently
stroke her arm to calm her down.

At first, she thought it might've been an accident, but hearing this made her not want to believe
it. The man, who was her former fiancé, was generally a gentleman, except for that one time he
squeezed her arm too hard, but that was just once.

“Wat did this?”

“Don't you believe that your ex-fiancé did all this?”

“Don't speak to me in anger.” The calm voice and the stopped stroking hand startled Naphak,
realizing she'd let her frustration out on Dr. Premsinee.

“I'm sorry.”

“I was just asking, not saying I didn't believe you. Go take care of your friend. I'm going to rest.”

“P’ Prem…” Naphak watched the slender back walk out of the office before quickly following.
But just as she was about to offer to walk her to the parking lot, her phone rang

“Answer it. Your friend is calling.”

“Let me walk you to your car first.”

“I can walk by myself. I'm not so weak that I can't be alone.” The elevator door closed, and
Naphak sighed deeply. Dr. Premsinee's words reminded her of someone who constantly called
her.

On days when she felt weak, Dr. Premsinee didn't demand anyone to stay with her. But another
woman, whose consequences were from her own choice, couldn't be alone. And if she didn't
stay with her as requested, she'd threaten to kill herself.

The sunlight streaming through the curtains into the recovery room made the slender figure
lying on the long sofastir awake. Naphak couldn't help but glance at the bed, where the patient
seemed to be sleeping peacefully. Last night, after she returned, Nam's persistent questions
made her lose her temper when Nam accused her of abandoning her. But no matter how
frustrated she was, she had to comfort her because Nam claimed she'd just lost her baby.

Naphak tried to move as quietly as possible because she didn't want to wake Nam. She
desperately wanted to go to the cardiology department.

She was just here to watch over a patient, so why did it feel like she was sneaking off to meet
someone?

At 7 AM, there were no patients at the cardiology department, only three or four nurses
organizing documents. Naphak smiled at one of the nurses who noticed her approaching.

“Is there anything I can help you with?”

“I have an appointment with Dr. Premsinee.”

“Oh, okay. Please goto the examination room. The doctor is waiting.”

“Thank you.” Despite the nurses' questioning looks, Naphak smiled and walked to Dr.
Premsinee's examination room.

Knock! Knock! Knock! She knocked to let the person inside know before entering without
waiting for permission.

Dr. Premsinee, in a light blue work dress and a half-length white gown coat, was washing her
hands. Without hesitation, Naphak walked over and hugged her from behind, missing her
terribly. It was hard to believe how much she missed the beautiful doctor.

“Ohl Why didn't you knock?”

“I did, but you didn't hear.”

“I must've been lost in thought.” Dr. Premsinee threw the paper towel into the trash before
turning to smile at the woman in front of her, who seemed to have slightly dark circles under
her eyes.

“Have you had breakfast, P' Prem?”

“Yes, I made sandwiches for you too. Didn't you rest?”

“You have dark circles under your eyes.”

“I went to bed around two last night,” she said.

Despite feeling a bit tired, the sight of the small box containing a sandwich brought a wide
smile to her face. She never imagined that the beautiful doctor would make breakfast for her
like this.

It's thrilling, absolutely thrilling.

“Is your friend feeling better?”

“She's better but still struggling. She gets mad if I disappear.”

“Hmmm, and coming down here like this, won't the person upstairs be mad?” she asked calmly
before taking a sandwich out of the box for the person who was already waiting with an open
mouth.

“Let her be mad.”

“Hmmm?”

“I'm not a prisoner, you know. I don't have to be with her all the time.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled slightly at the irritated tone of the person who was talking while
chewing the sandwich, prompting her to tell her to swallow before speaking.

Sometimes, the feeling of discomfort doesn't need to be rushed. The best thing is to
let someone learn on their own.

The phone rang, signaling an incoming call, causing the owner to sigh deeply before mumbling
about the boredom she was feeling.

Dr. Premsinee could only smile at the corner of her mouth but said nothing except to tell the
woman being called to hurry up and finish the sandwich and go back to the patient who
was probably waiting.

“Hurry up and eat. Your friend is waiting.”

“I'll comedown to see you again.”

“No need. Your friend might get annoyed,” Dr. Premsinee said, closing the box after the
sandwich was finished, smiling at the person whose face was starting to show signs of
frustration.

“Wait for me in the evening. We'll go home together.”

“Take care of your friend first. I told you, I'm not a weak woman who can't be alone.”

“But I want you to be unable to live without me.”

“That's too much. Go now. It's almost time for my rounds.”

Naphak smiled at the doctor and then planted a big kiss on both her cheeks. The scent of Dr.
Premsinee made her not want to leave, but she had to, to be with the woman who kept calling
her, which was quite annoying.

And as expected, the patient on the bed showed immediate indignation when she opened the
door. Naphak sighed in frustration as Nam acted like she was her prisoner, needing to be
watched all the time to prevent her from causing trouble.

“Where did you go?”

“It's my business, Nam... personal business.”

“So, I have no right to know? I'm bad, I'm mean…”

“Nam, you understand the word 'personal,' right?” The calm tone and displeased face made the
person on the bedstop for a moment.

“I don't want to be alone. I'm scared…” Nam switched from an irritated tone to a pleading one,
hoping the soft-hearted person would relent as before.

“Noone will harm you.”

“You have to stay with me. I have noone else…” Nam's tears, which seemed to come on
demand, made the actress walk closer to comfort her.

“Okay, I'll stay with you.”

“Promise you won't leave mealone.”

“I promise.”

Naphak probably didn't know that her promise brought a smile to the person who had just
lost her child. But it wasn't a smile of gratitude for not being abandoned in tough times; it was
a
smile of desire to possess.

If the speaker had known that the promise would bind her into a difficult situation, she
probably wouldn't have said it.

“If I lose you, I have no one else.”

“You still have your parents, your family.”

“You know what my family in the countryside is like.”

The struggle with poverty made her not want to return to her old life. She only sent money home
and never returned to her hometown, which held no good memories.

“But they're your family.”

“Having you is enough.”

Naphak said nothing more, standing still to let the crying patient hug her. She understood her
friend's hardships but didn't like that she never visited her parents. But she couldn't say much
because it was her family matter, and she was an outsider, only able to offer some advice.
“You should talk to that man. Does he know what he did to you?”

“He'd be happy I'm like this! He can go back to loving that doctor.” The mention of the
doctor made Naphak's face show immediate displeasure.

“A man like that would never get any love from Dr. Premsinee.”

“How do you know? If they didn't love each other, why would they get married?”

Naphak fell silent, turning to sit on the long sofa to hide her irritation, but it didn't escape
the patient's eyes, who intended to provoke her.

“That's just the past. Now, there's noway the doctor would go back to him.”

“You're so sure,” Nam couldn't help but be sarcastic. The image of Naphak being close to the
doctor, who was her enemy, still made her feel jealous and annoyed.

The gentleness, the care, the smile, everything about Naphak should be hers.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

“Excuse me,” the practical nurse said, entering to do her job, making Naphak lie down and turn
her face toward the sofa.

Nam's words had irritated her. Eventhough Dr. Premsinee was always in her sight, she couldn't
control the doctor's feelings, could she?

How much did Dr. Premsinee love the man she almost married?

And now did she feel about her, whomet her in an unimpressive way?

Dr. Premsinee, who was in Naphak's thoughts, had been busy with work since morning, taking
a lunch break with Dr. Fahlada, who was also busy. But the beautiful doctor at St. King Hospital
always found time to talk unless their breaks didn't align or they were too busy.

“Lada…”

Hmm? What's up, Prem?”

“That woman had a miscarriage.” If she didn't talk about it, she'd feel very uncomfortable.

“ That woman? ”

“The one who claimed to be pregnant with Wat at the wedding.”

“I remember. How do you know, Prem?”

“She called Pat last night. She's resting upstairs now.”

Dr. Premsinee's tranquil face might hide her feelings from others, but not from Dr. Fahlada, her
close friend for years. She knew that Dr. Premsinee's eyes were showing some unease.

It wasn't about her ex-fiancé but perhaps about the actress who had become the woman her
friend had chosen.

“Naphak's close friend?”

“The woman Naphak used to have feelings for.”

Dr. Fahlada smiled immediately upon hearing her friend's words. Now she knew that Dr.
Premsinee's unease came from her feelings. She was glad her friend felt something more than
just duty or thinking it was the best decision.

“And?”

“Nothing, just telling you.”

“Just telling me, huh?” she said, smiling. Sometimes, this side of Dr. Premsinee was cute. She
thought her friend didn't know how to express her feelings.

“What are you smiling about, Lada?”

“Nothing, just that you're cute today... How did that woman miscarry?”

Teasing her friend a bit, she then asked seriously about the cause of the miscarriage.

“Wat.”

“Wat? Really?” It wasn't just Dr. Premsinee who found it hard to believe at first. Dr. Fahlada was
also baffled. Thawat seemed like a gentleman, and they couldn't imagine him doing something
so violent that it caused a woman to miscarry.

“Yeah, Pat said he threw her hard, causing her to hit the table.”

“Did they fight?”

“Probably. Otherwise, he wouldn't have lost his mind.”

“We can't say for sure. We didn't see what happened between them.”

“True.”

“So, Pat has to stay and take care of the person she used to like?” Dr. Fahlada smiled again,
seeing her friend's face turn serious at her words.

No one likes their person being close to someone from the past.

“Probably.”

“Talk nicely. Don't fight. Your image doesn't suit fighting over someone.”

“What are you talking about, Lada?”

“Just saying, sometimes I want the heroine to be a bit mean.”

“Well, I'm the heroine in this story, so my role is prominent.”

“Sure, Dr. Premsinee the heroine.”

The two attractive doctors exchanged cheerful smiles before leaving the hospital cafeteria, as
it was almost time to return to their duties of seeing patients again.

A kind-hearted heroine who has to endure the villain's bullying only exists in novels.

But in real life, no one would willingly let themselves be harmed. right?
 CHAPTER 26

It's been almost three days since Nam left the hospital to recuperate at the condo, but Naphak
still had to take care of her former manager, who claimed to be scared and not ready to be
alone. Naphak's frustration at not being able to do much made her want to distance herself
from this woman more each day.

Every time she went out, there was a phone call almost every ten minutes. When she
answered, there were tears and suicide threats, forcing her to rush back. She barely had any
personal time, and most importantly, the time she could spend with Dr. Premsinee had
vanished, making her genuinely upset. Eventhough the doctor said she understood, Naphak
still felt uneasy.

Every night, they used to talk, hold hands, and kiss, but now they only communicated through
phone calls and text messages. She had no idea how to extricate herself from this
uncomfortable situation. Every time she tried to be strong and ignore it, the crying and
suicide threats pulled her back to care for her former manager.

“Pat, aren't you going to shower? It's almost eight o'clock,” the voice of her former manager
snapped Naphak out of her thoughts. She turned to look and then averted her gaze, sighing in
frustration.

Nam's revealing nightgown didn't excite her at all; she felt indifferent and didn't want to look. If
it were Dr. Premsinee wearing such a nightgown, she would've jumped to hug and kiss her until
she got scolded. The more she thought about it, the more she missed her. When would Nam be
able to take care of herself?

“I'm going out for a bit,” said Naphak.

“Why are you going out?”

“It's personal, Nam, and I'm bored.”

“Bored? Being with me is boring? You never used to be like this. You don't see me as important
anymore, do you?”

“Nam!”

“Pat, you have someone else. You care about someone else more than me. Yes, I'm just a
worthless woman!”

“Stop talking like this! It's annoying!”

“Pat! Come back! I said come back!” Nam's angry cries didn't make Naphak turn back. She
walked out, feeling irritated and annoyed by the repetitive complaints, which had pushed her
patience to the limit.

The door closed, and Nam collapsed onto the long sofa, crying. The fear of losing Naphak
because of someone else made her unable to control her emotions, screaming in frustration
at not being able to keep everything the same.

But then, the slim phone left on the sofa made Nam smile slightly. Since it belonged to
the person who had walked out in frustration, her slender fingers didn't hesitate to unlock
the screen, which displayed the owner's picture. She tried entering the four digit code,
and it
unlocked easily. Naphak never liked changing her passwords to something complicated. They'd
been together for so long, how could she not know what numbers Naphak liked to use?

Naphak might've changed the password to her private room, but luckily, her phone still had the
same code Nam had suggested, related to herself, making it easy to remember and not forget.

The first thing Nam opened was the message box or the favorite chat app everyone used.
Seeing the exchanged messages made her tear-streaked face want to scream again.

The messages were full of teasing and sweetness, making her envious and unable to believe
that she once thought Naphak would never leave her. It wasn't just the messages showing a
deep relationship between two people.

The photos of them together confirmed it...

“Ahhh! I hate you, Dr. Premsinee! Ahhh!”

Meanwhile, the beautiful doctor, who was hated without doing anything, was walking to open
the door when the doorbell rang at an unexpected hour. Seeing the sulky face of the person
standing at the door made Dr. Premsinee smile.

“Why are you here?”

“I missed you,” Naphak said, expressing her feelings. Though the listener's face remained calm,
the corners of her mouth curved into a smile, making Pat happy that her words affected Dr.
Premsinee's heart.

“Don't you have to take care of your friend?” Dr. Premsinee asked, seeing Pat's expression as
she explained why she was here tonight.

“I'm bored.”

“Can we get bored of friends?” Dr. Prem could guess the reason behind Pat's boredom. Since
they started getting close, she'd learned that the youngest daughter of the Tharanisorn family
was probably spoiled like any rich kid.

But there were many things the actress did that made her think otherwise.

Pat had a quick temper and got easily irritated by things she didn't like, even quitting abruptly,
like her entertainment career. But Naphak Tharanisorn wasn't self-centered like some high-
society kids.

Being too soft-hearted and overly sympathetic was something Dr. Premsinee didn't like the
actress.

“Not exactly bored, but I'm annoyed. She doesn't make sense.”

“That bad? Wasn't she someone you used to like?”

“ .....”

Naphak looked at Dr. Premsinee's slightly smiling face, not quite understanding. She thought
the beautiful doctor might be teasing, showing a bit of jealousy. But seeing the smile on Dr.
Premsinee's face made her think the doctor wasn't jealous. If she were, she wouldn't be smiling
like this.

Was Dr. Premsinee good at hiding her feelings, or was Naphak too dumb to understand?

“So, are you staying here or going back to your friend?”

“Staying with you, P' Prem. I managed to escape.”

“Escape, really?”

“I'm tired of being annoyed. I even forgot my phone in a hurry.”

“Go shower. Germs are everywhere.”

“I'm a germ source, P' Prem.”

“You're, but you've been around germs.”

Naphak was slightly stunned but had to leave the living room when Dr. Premsinee gave her a
stern look.

This Naphak was germ-free, but having been around germs, she had to be clean according to
hygiene standards...

Dr. Premsinee watched Naphak's back as she walked into the room to take care of her personal
business in the bathroom as instructed. Thinking about the events of the past three or four days,
she couldn't help but be surprised.

So much had happened, but the man responsible for it all hadn't shown any accountability.
Maybe he didn't know, or perhaps he had urgent meetings abroad, preventing him from taking
responsibility.

But then, her personal phone buzzed with a message, pulling Dr. Premsinee out of her
thoughts. She frowned, and her face turned serious as she read the message from an unknown
number.

'Pat went back to you because I told her to. It's just relaxation, not a commitment.'

There was no need to find out who owned the number. The message's meaning made it clear
who it was.

Dr. Premsinee immediately deleted the disturbing message without hesitation. At that
moment, the person mentioned in the annoying message was calling out, indicating she was
ready to
sleep together.

“I smell nice now. I'm sleepy too.”

“After being with germs for days…”

“I'm clean now. I followed your method exactly.”

Naphak didn't know if Dr. Premsinee disliked Nam because she was pregnant with her ex-fiancé
or because Naphak stayed with Nam. But she decided to assume the latter.

Dr. Premsinee didn't like her staying with Nam.

“Goto bed.”
“I want to sleep with you. We haven't cuddled for many nights.” Naphak expressed her feelings
directly, not realizing the listener might blush and turn away to hide it.

Though Dr. Premsinee wanted to lie down, she remained half-sitting, half-lying against the
headboard, with a lamp on to read her book as planned.

But her resolve wavered when Pat's slender hand started to undo her robe's knot and touch her
stomach, prompting a warning look. But the scolded person wasn't afraid, she seemed to enjoy
teasing Dr. Premsinee's skin inside the thin nightgown.

“Pat!”

“Cootchie-cootchie-coo, please sleep with me.”

“Are you ever going to grow up?” Sometimes, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but laugh at the
actress's childish antics, which always made her smile and broke her usual stoic demeanor.

“Not yet. Sleep with me. Let's cuddle…”

The words of endearment were cut short as the lamp's light was abruptly turned off, causing
the person playing "Cootchie-cootchie-coo" to smile broadly. She then snuggled their face into
the fragrant chest, feeling the urge to bury her face as deeply as she longed.

She adored Dr. Premsinee's beautiful chest the most.

The soft whispers that began to emerge made Naphak unable to stop at just playing "Cootchic
- cootchie- coo" on the beautiful doctor's body. The smooth, alluring skin continued to tempt
her lips to leave a touch onevery inch, and she did exactly as she thought.

The more she touched, the more she became fascinated, not wanting to be apart even for a
moment.

The happiness in the bedroom continued in a rhythm that called for each other as they both felt
the touch of their hearts clearly. Even without words, their actions were evident, making the
two of them express through their bare bodies.

The time of happiness passed, and now the bedroom held only two bodies entwined in sleep,
their faces adorned with smiles. But the vibrating sound of Dr. Premsinee's phone made its
owner quickly open her eyes in case it was an urgent matter from the hospital. However, seeing
the contact of the messages made the doctor frown immediately.

Two in the morning! That woman still wasn't asleep? How did she have the time to send so
many messages? Each message was the same, making her not want to read them. They were
messages claiming ownership of the woman snuggling into her chest. What made Dr.
Premsinee's face turn stern and affronted was the picture of that woman with her person,
taken together.

'Pat is mine. You're just a fleeting one.'

The message, along with the picture of the two women by thesea, made Dr. Premsinee exhale
slowly before looking down at the woman who made someone want to claim her with a calm
face. She didn't understand that woman at all. Why was she still troubling her?

She'd already canceled the wedding for the sake of the woman's unborn child, yet she came
back to disturb her as if she knew about the relationship between her and Naphak and wanted
Naphak to return to her.

Dr. Premsinee decided to turnoff her phone as soon as she saw the person snuggling start to
move. She then closed her eyes to rest again, not forgetting to place the phone further away. If
the hospital had an urgent matter and couldn't reach her personal phone, they'd call her condo
directly.

The happiness of being with Dr. Premsinee seemed to pass so quickly, making Naphak's
gorgeous face smile less and sometimes become easily irritable. But there was only one
thing that truly bored her: Nam still kept asking her to stay and watch over her closely.

“When will you talk to that man and understand each other?”

“What do you want me to say to him? He hurted me.”

“To discuss what to do next, not make me stay and take care of you like this.” Naphak was
losing patience, wanting togo somewhere or do something but couldn't.

Nam's words about wanting to die if left alone made Naphak have to be careful not to let
that happen. If it did, it'd be a lifelong guilt for causing a woman to commit suicide, and she
didn't want that burden.

“Am I so disgusting that you don't want to be close to me?”

“It's not like that. I have my own life and can't always stay with you.”
“Before, you'd never say this. Why have you changed? Tell me what happened between us…”
Nam's tears made Naphak sigh deeply. Nam never contemplated herself to see why things
changed.

“You're my friend.”

“But I don't want to be just friends with you... I'm sorry for making you hurt. Pat, Give meanother
chance.”

The pleading voice made Naphak turn away, not wanting to see the tears and the pleading eyes
that used to make her heart flutter. But now, it wasn't like that anymore. Her heart didn't flutter,
she was thinking about why Nam kept changing.

Once, she said she loved that man so much that she couldn't live without him, but now she has
changed her words shockingly.

“Nam, listen to me... I care for you as a friend.”

“Is it because of her?”

“ Her? ”

“That bitch who took everything from me!”

“ Bitch? ”

“That bitch Premsineel She pretends to be good but loves to take! She took Wat and now wants
to take you from me!”

“Nam! Stop talking about her like that.”

“Why can't I? I hate her! She made me lose everything! I hate her!”

“Stop it, Nam!” Hearing the thoughts of the woman she once found adorable made Naphak want
to walk away. She couldn't believe the dirty thoughts of this woman. How did she ever see her
as agood person?

“I hate Dr. Premsinee! I freaking hate her! Pat, come back. If you don't come back, I'll... kill
myself …”

Nam's yelling didn't make the person walking away turn back, eventhough the last words were
scary because they meant life. But Naphak didn't think of turning back. The words about Dr.
Premsinee were unacceptable.
Blaming others without looking at oneself, when will she ever be happy with her life…

Dr. Premsinee, unaware of the hatred directed at her, was sitting exhausted in her examination
room. This evening, an urgent case required a medical team, and she was part of the team
called to care for a VIP patient, the famous actress IngfahAphiromrak. Now, past seven in the
evening, she'd just finished work.

Her personal phone, filled with annoying messages, made her feel even more drained. If it were
any other day, she wouldn't have had to drive back to her condo herself. But today, she had to
rely on herself since her driver was with the woman sending those annoying messages.

But before she could reach her car, she had to stop. A man was leaning against her car. If she
avoided him, she'd have to avoid him forever. It was good to talk today and tell him what he'd
done.

“Prem …”

“I have something to talk to you, Wat.”

“Yes, I'm glad you're willing to talk to me today.”

“Let's meet at the restaurant.”

“Alright.”

The happy face and gentle words of the man she once thought would be a good husband if they
married made Dr. Premsinee sigh before opening her car door and driving out of the parking lot
to the restaurant they'd arranged.

Dr. Premsinee looked at the ordered food with a blank face. If it were Naphak here, the food
wouldn't have been ordered before she arrived. But this man still did things his way without
asking if she liked it.

“Please sit, Prem. I've ordered the food.”

“Okay.”

This meal was full of indifference for Dr. Premsinee but not for the man in front of her, beaming,
thinking he got another chance. He didn't think he'd be this lucky after returning from
an overseas meeting.

But if Thawat noticed, he'd see Dr. Premsinee's indifferent eyes, not feeling the meal was
delicious, just eating out of politeness.
“Are you full, Prem?”

“Yes.”

“Like when we were about to get married, you atea little like this.”

“Wat, today I want to tell you that our relationship can't be the same.”

“Why?!” From being in a good mood, thinking today was a good day, Thawat was displeased
hearing this from the beautiful doctor he wanted as his life partner.

“You're the one who should know well. When we were together, you still dated another woman
until she got pregnant. She came to claim the father of her child at our wedding. Do you think I
should forgive?” Dr. Premsinee tried to speak calmly for him to understand that there was no
way they could go back to being the same.

“I admit I made a mistake, but I truly love you, Prem.”

“What is your love, Wat? You say you love me, but then you go and do that thing with someone
else.” The evidence in the form of photos on her phone made the young man realize that
everything he'd said was a lie. She was no longer the fool who would believe his sweet words of
love.

“Do you think I'd marry that woman?”

“I don't know about that, but what you should know is that because of you, that woman had a
miscarriage. You should go take care of her.”

After she spoke, Dr. Premsinee looked at the man's stunned face. She didn't wait for him to say
anything more as her matter to speak with him was over.

But before she could reach the parking lot, he grabbed her slender arm, and what he said next
disgusted her. She couldn't believe he could be so selfish.

“I'm free now. Let's get married, Prem.”

“You should go take care of your wife, not say things like this.”

“That woman had a miscarriage. I'm free now, no more obligations. We can get married and
have two kids, just like you wanted.”

“Wat, let go of me!”

“We have to get married.”

“I don't love you, Wat. Let go of me. You're hurting me!” Dr. Premsinee cried out, letting him
know that his grip was hurting her arm. She wished someone would come by; she didn't want to
stand there with this man who was becoming a stranger to her.

“Let go of the doctor right now!” The angry voice and the furious face that accompanied it
made Dr. Premsinee smile. It was the person she'd been thinking about.

“Is it because of her that you don't come back and marry me?”

“You're hurting me! Pat, help…”

Dr. Premsinee's pained voice and her terrified face made Naphak unable to bear it any longer.
She ordered the two men behind her to separate the man who was hurting Dr. Premsinee
immediately.

“I'll make you comeback and marry me, Prem! You can't be happy with this woman!” The man's
shouting faded as he was dragged away from the parking lot.

Naphak watched as her men dragged Dr. Premsinee'sex-fiancé away with a calm face before
turning back to look at the doctor, who was already looking at her. The red marks on her slender
arm made Naphak angry.

Angry at the doctor for coming out with that man, and angry at herself for being late and
causing the doctor to get hurt.

“Pat…”

“Why did you come out with him again, P' Prem? Do you still believe that man is good? He's
done so many things. Why would you trust him again? What if I hadn't come in time? Do you
love him that much to come out with him alone like this?”

Slap! The sound of a palm hitting a face made the person who got slapped turn their head. But
what made Naphak's heart sink was seeing the tears streaming down the face of the person
who slapped her.

“If you're going to insult me, just leave.”

“P" Prem …”

“I said leave. Let go…”

"How can I let you go, P' Prem? I loveyou so much. I'm going crazy …”
The embrace from behind made Dr. Premsinee, who was opening her car door, stop. It wasn't
just the hug that made her cry again, but the words of love from the woman who had turned her
life upside down and ultimately led her off the path she'd dreamed of.

A new path that made her discover a happiness she'd never felt before.
 CHAPTER 27

“I loveyou so much. I think I'm head over heels in love with you....”

These words kept swirling in Dr. Premsinee's mind, making it impossible for her to stop smiling.
Hearing the heartfelt confession from the actress made her happier than any other time she'd
been confessed to. This was the first time she wanted to hear it over and over again without
getting bored.

“The video and photos were just an excuse; they never existed.”

“Hmmm?”

“I just wanted to be close to you, so I made up the story about the video and photos.”

“That's sneaky... You almost made me hate you, you know?”

“I know. Please don't hate me. I loveyou so much.”

If she hated her, she wouldn't let the sweet talker lie on her lap on the sofa like this, let alone
kiss her hand repeatedly.

“And that night…”

“When?” Today seemed to be the day to reveal their feelings, as the beautiful doctor seemed to
have some lingering questions.

“The night of my bachelorette party. Why didn't you…”

“I did leave a mark,” Naphak said, unable to hold back her laughter. At that time, Dr.
Premsinee's bare skin was too tempting not to leave a mark, thinking they wouldn't have
another chance to meet.
But who knew fate would bring us closer together?

“I mean…”

She wanted to speak directly, but embarrassment held her back.

“I wouldn't do anything to someone who didn't consent, and you were unconscious. You fell
asleep right after you undressed.”

“The first time, I consented?”

“That's not right. I held back, but you were teasing…”

“I wasn't teasing! Don't make things up.”

“Fine, you weren't teasing. You were just a bit tipsy and needed…”

“Who needed?”

“I needed it,” Naphak said, moving from lying on Dr. Premsinee's lap to sitting beside her, then
snuggling close and hugging the owner of the enchanting smile.

“Are you not in pain anymore? You're talking a lot.”

“I was going to ask you.”

“What?”

“Are you a doctor or aslapper? Each slap shakes my heart.”

“You'll get it. Why are you being cheeky?”

“I'm not cheeky anymore. Now I only have sweet words. Let's go prove it.”

Dr. Premsinee could only shake her head in exasperation at the woman extending her hand for
her to hold. She let herself be led into the bedroom. Today, she mightn't have expressed her
feelings, but she was sure that her heart had been claimed by someone.

Someone who had stirred her heart into chaos.

But ultimately, this person made her heart feel love.

In the dead of night, which should be a time for rest, after they'd intimately connected, Dr.
Premsinee was startled awake by the vibrating phone, signaling a message, just like many
nights before. Did the person sleeping next to her know that there was a woman who wanted
her so badly that she didn't care if she was being a nuisance?

Delicate tingers decided to delete some inappropriate messages. She thought that
woman should see a psychiatrist to treat whatever was making her act this way, or she'd
lose
everything.

But then the phone rang, and the person who wouldn't get up to answer it made Dr. Premsinee
wake her up. A call in the middle of the night could be important.

“Nam! Don't do that…”

The urgency in Naphak's voice made Dr. Premsinee sigh. Did she make a mistake waking Pat
to answer this call?

“Okay, I'll go…”

But before Naphak could get out of bed, the beautiful doctor pinned her down. The phone fell
beside her as their lips met in a sweet kiss.

From rushing to meet the caller's demands, Naphak now seemed lost in the kiss, which felt like
a powerful drug

The more they kissed, the more she wanted...

“P’ Prem, I have togo... Ugh…”

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond to the request, neither allowing nor denying it. Her lips were busy
exploring the bare skin, as they always did.

“Nam said she would... Ugh... kill herself …”

Naphak's hoarse words made the kisser pause, but only briefly, before resuming the passionate
kiss.

Now, the desire to be with the alluring doctor outweighed the threat from her former manager,
who said she'd kill herself if Naphak didn't goto her.
“You know, if someone really wanted to kill themselves, they wouldn't threaten it so many
times.”

“P' Prem... Ugh…”

Naphak could barely form words as she felt like she was floating on clouds, with lips
knowing exactly where to touch to make her lose control.

Now, the sensitive spots being gently caressed made her forget everything else, focusing only
on the pleasure ahead. She loved seeing Dr. Premsinee's beautiful face looking at her with
desire.

Because that meant she was important to Dr. Premsinee.

The hot breaths and hoarse voices calling each other's names echoed in the bedroom, where
the air conditioning couldn't cool their heated bodies.

Dr. Premsinee glanced at the phone, still connected, with a calm look before moving her hips to
give the pleasure Pat begged for.

She wasn't stopping Naphak from going to her friend. She was just making Naphak focus on her
and letting the woman on the other end know that no matter how much she begged, Naphak's
cries of pleasure only called her name.

The bedroom pleasure continued as the two desired, eventhough it was already the next
morning. The caller, gripping her phone tightly, would've crushed it if it were plastic.

“Ahhh!” Nam screamed, hearing the sounds of pleasure. She heard every word they said and
Naphak's cries of joy, calling the name of the woman she hated. What would it take to defeat
this woman?

The woman who took everything from her, who made her life miserable.

She hated Dr. Premsinee!

The recurring events made Dr. Premsinee tired and stressed. The disturbing messages now
came during work hours, making it hard to focus on her patients. But today, she was relaxing
with close friends, having lunch and chatting as they usually did when they had free time. Even
though they each had their own partners, they agreed to meet every two weeks or once a
month.

“Prem, is something wrong?” Dr. Tankhun asked, noticing that Dr. Premsinee often looked tired
during their meals, eventhough she usually never got tired of work.

“Nothing.”

“Is Lada's hospital overworking you?”

“That's ajoke. The work isn't hard.”

“So, there's something else.”

“Lada and Bow are here. Let's order food.”

Dr. Tankhunshook his head at the beautiful doctor who wouldn't talk. But he knew something
was on her mind, especially when she kept looking at her bag. He guessed it had to do with her
phone, as there was nothing else in her bag to worry about.

The dinner table was filled with lively conversations and playful banter that made everyone
laugh. However, only Dr. Premsinee, despite acting as usual, had something troubling her mind,
which her three friends could sense just by looking at her. It wasn't about the woman who had a
miscarriage and the man who might come back to bother their friend, as Dr. Premsinee had
assured them that the man wouldn't cause any more trouble.

“Prem,” Dr. Melanee called out.

“What's up, Bow?” responded Dr. Premsinee.

“I'm worried about you, Prem,” Dr. Melanee said straightforwardly, causing Dr. Premsinee, who
was sitting next to her, to lean on her shoulder as she always did when she was tired since their
schooldays. Everyone always said that Dr. Melanee had the most charming eyes.

“I know, but I'm really fine,” Dr. Premsinee insisted.

“Yeah, right. How many years have we been friends, Dr. Premsinee?” Dr. Melanee retorted.

“I'm acting normal, yet you still know something's up,” Dr. Premsinee said with a smile.

“What's the point of having friends if they can't help when you're in trouble?” Dr. Melanee
replied.
Dr. Premsinee could only smile at her close friend, who was now making a serious face,
causing her to laugh. If she didn't speak up, she knew the three doctors would definitely be
upset with her.

“It's just something bothering me. That woman wants her lover back,” Dr. Premsinee
finally admitted.

“Wat?” Dr. Melanee asked.

“No... Read this,” Dr. Premsinee said, handing her phone over, which showed numerous unread
messages from the woman she mentioned.

“Pat?” Dr. Melanee guessed.

“Yes,” Dr. Premsinee confirmed.

“This is clearly psychotic behavior... Lada, let's go,” Bow said, turning to Lada.

“Where are we going, Bow?” Dr. Fahlada asked, confused. She knew Dr. Melanee was the
most hot-headed among them, but she didn't expect her to be so serious that she lost her usual
charming demeanor.

“Prem, you need to arrange for that psycho woman to meet you here. Tankhun, stay with Prem
and watch from a distance,” Dr. Melanee instructed.

“What are you planning to do, Bow?” Dr. Tankhun asked, now equally confused, as Dr. Melanee
hadn't explained anything, making it seem like they were communicating telepathically.

“Prem, you're the heroine, Act like a heroine being bullied,” Dr. Melanee said, ignoring Dr.
Tankhun's question.

“Bow, where are you taking me?” Dr. Fahlada asked, puzzled by Dr. Melanee's cryptic
instructions.

“We're going to find the woman who's so desperate to steal someone that she's
becoming psychotic.”

“The woman who wants to steal someone?”

“Pat,” Dr. Melanee clarified.

Dr. Fahlada smiled at her friend's words and nodded, signaling to Dr. Tankhun, who was still
confused, to understand more.
“Bow, don't forget, we're not the heroines in this story,” Dr. Fahlada reminded.

“Exactly. If we were the heroines, we'd have to be perfect. But in this story, Prem is the heroine.
We're just helping her.”

“But we don't need to stand out,” Dr. Fahlada argued.

“Whether westand out or not, we need to be beautiful and charming first.”

Before they could leave the restaurant, the two doctors laughed, drawing attention from others.
But the stares didn't faze the confident doctors as they walked out to execute their freshly
hatched plan without wasting any more time.

The two women involved in Dr. Melanee's plan received messages that surprised them. Naphak
almost jumped off the sofa in her room, where she was waiting for Dr. Premsinee. Initially, it
was just a message asking her to meet at a restaurant, but soon, she received multiple calls
from an
unfamiliar number. When she answered, she realized it was Dr. Melanee, one of Dr.
Premsinee's close friends.

“Okay, Bow. I'll be there right away,” Naphak said, not wasting any time as she grabbed her
sunglasses and car kevs, ready to leave her condo.

Meanwhile, the other woman in Dr. Melanee's plan smiled upon seeing Dr. Premsinee's
message, indicating a desire to talk things out. Nam didn't hesitate to drive to the meeting place,
feeling happy that she was getting her person back.

Naphak had to comeback to her, and she'd have everything as it was before.

Finally, the moment everyone was waiting for arrived. The two women reached the meeting
place around the sametime. Dr. Melanee and Dr. Fahlada brought Naphak to a spot where she
could clearly see what was about to happen. Despite her bewilderment and questions, Naphak
followed the beautiful doctor's instructions to watch closely.

Nam and Dr. Premsinee...

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the woman approaching her. She had to admit that this woman was
quite cute. If her personality matched her looks, many people would want to be by her side. But
her current behavior made everyone want to distance themselves.
“Please, have a seat,” Dr. Premsnee invited.

“Are you brave enough to face me now, Dr. Premsinee?” Nam taunted.

“Why wouldn't I be?”

“I thought you'd be scared, going around stealing other people's things.”

Dr. Premsinee had to suppress her feelings, maintaining a smile. Today, she was the 'heroine
being bullied by the villain.'

“I don't need to steal. People come to me willingly. Unlike some people who have to do
everything to keep someone, but they still want to run away.”

*You!”

“I'm not talking about you. But if you want to take it personally, go ahead.”

Nam hated that smirk because it was true. She couldn't deny it.

“Just say what you have to say. Stop pretending to be nice while insulting others," Nam
demanded.

“If I'm insulting, what do you call what you're doing?” Dr. Premsinee countered.

Nam wanted to scream. Dr. Premsinee seemed harmless but had away of making her feel like
being slapped in the face.

“You!”

“What you're doing is what a psychopath does.”

“Shut up!”

“She doesn't want you anymore, yet you still want her…”

Splash! Water was thrown in Dr. Premsinee's face, but she didn't retaliate. She calmly wiped
her face and smiled at the furious woman in front of her.

“Pat is mine!” Nam screamed.

“She isn't an object. She can decide who makes her happy.”

“Are you saying I'm not making her happy?”

“If she was happy with you, she would've left me long ago. But you heard her, didn't you? How
happy she is with me... So, who is really the fleeting one?”

Slap! Nam's hand hit Dr. Premsinee's face, causing her to stumble. Despite the pain, Dr.
Premsinee smiled at the woman whose face was red with anger.

The plan for the heroine to be bullied by the villain was a success...

“Nam! What the hell are you doing?!” Naphak's furious voice followed by a push made Nam
step back. Dr. Premsinee, who was being helped up, couldn't help but smile.

The plan for the hero to see the villain hurting the heroine was also a success.

“I'm telling you right now, I'm not yours. I belong to P' Prem. I love P' Prem!” Naphak declared.

“No, you don't. Can't you see she's manipulating you!” Nam cried, realizing Dr. Premsinee's
smile was laced with poison.

“I love P' Prem…” Pat repeated.

“I hate her. I'll get you back! Let go of me, Pat!” Nam screamed, filled with vengeful rage,
making Naphak rush to protect her beloved doctor. But Nam's strength was greater, causing
Naphak to fall. Seeing what Nam was about to do, Naphak intervened, resulting in a cut that
bled.

“Ouch!”

“Pat!” Both Dr. Premsinee and Nam shouted in shock.

But Naphak, bleeding, showed no fear. Her eyes were filled with anger, realizing how far Nam
would go.

“From now on, You and I don't know each other anymore.”

“Pat, I'm sorry. Please don't leave me,” Nam pleaded, crying, but Naphak's cold stare made her
shiver.

Knowing Naphak's nature, she could be as kind as an angel but also as ruthless, making
someone feel invisible.

“Don't make me hate you more. I won't take back everything you earned. But please, don't
intrude in my life again. Let's go, P' Prem.”
Two women supported each other as they walked away, leaving behind a woman who once
harbored vengeful emotions, now crying and lamenting over the consequences of her own
actions. the

There was no longer the kind-hearted Naphak for Nam. No matter what, Naphak would never
turn back to her again.

Nam had made a mistake, not being content with what she had, which led to her losing
everything now.

The villain in real life was now grieving over the outcome she'd brought upon herself. But for the
three doctors observing from a distance, they all sighed in relief as their plan had succeeded
without any hitches. A villain who harbors ill intentions toward others often ends up with no
one left by their side.

“Lada, what do you think will be the end for this woman?”

“Bow, weren't you the one who came up with the ending? Why are you asking?”

The two beautiful doctors conversed while still watching the woman who had made the
wrong choices for herself. Only Dr. Tankhun sighed deeply.

“Beautiful doctors, you two are not the heroines of this story. You don't need to stand out
so much.”

“Supporting characters don't stand out.”

“But I think you two are already overshadowing the heroine of the story.” Dr. Tankhun couldn't
help but laugh when the two doctors glared at him.

“I wonder how Prem isdoing now.”

“I think she knows what to do to make Pat feel guilty for putting Prem through this.”

“So, are we really the heroines?”

“I can't answer that. Sometimes, the heroine doesn't need to be bullied.” Dr. Fahlada's response
made both Dr. Tankhunand Dr. Melanee laughed before they all walked toward the parking lot.
The worries about Dr. Premsinee's concerns regarding this woman seemed to have dissipated.
Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, who had taken the actress to the hospital for treatment, had
returned to the condo. But the face of the person sitting quietly on the sofa was still filled
with anger.

She had to tell her to calm down, and now with her hands sweaty, she couldn't help but worry. It
seemed like whenever the actress couldn't control her emotions, something was off, but she
wasn't entirely sure.

“Pat…”

“P’ Prem …”

The simultaneous utterance made Dr. Premsinee, who was holding a glass of water, smile
before sitting down next to the person who looked remorseful with affection.

“What is it?”

“I'm sorry. Sorry for not knowing anything, making you get hurt, and those crazy messages.
They aren't true. I could never love anyone else but you, P' Prem.”

“I know.”

“I can't believe Nam could be so malicious.”

“We think we know someone well, but we mightn't. Pat, you're a woman. You should know how
complex women's emotions can be.”

Dr. Premsinee's words made Naphak sigh, realizing the truth that women have complex
emotions. What happened today made her feel relieved that she could love this doctor
without considering Nam's feelings anymore.

But the fact that the doctor wasn't angry puzzled her a bit. If there was a third party involved,
shouldn't there be anger?

“Please be mad at me. I feel terrible.”

“Hmmm?”

“Usually in dramas, if there's an adultery, they fight and end up in bed... I want that too.”

“You'll get it. Take your anti-inflammatory medicine. It's a capsule, not bitter,” Dr. Premsinee
couldn't help but laugh when the actress's face immediately stopped smiling upon seeing
the pill.
“My arm hurts, can't take the pill.”

“Take it. The capsule isn't bitter.” She was brave in other matters, but when it came to medicine,
she turned into a little child who needed to be coaxed.

“Feed me. My arm really hurts.”

The person who disliked taking pills continued to plead, hoping the doctor would relent, but it
seemed ineffective. Naphak reluctantly took the capsule, but then the glass of water was
taken by the doctor herself. Seeing this, Naphak didn't hesitate to offer the capsule to the
beautiful
doctor.

The anti-inflammatory capsule in the doctor's mouth slowly passed down Naphak's throat
without difficulty, as the person being fed the pill in such an intimate way didn't resist
swallowing the medicine she disliked.

The bitterness of the pill was replaced by the sweetness of a kiss, which was always
enchanting every time they touched.
 CHAPTER 28

‘P' Prem, come to visit my home. I want you to meet my family.’

The gentle invitation that came from the person sleeping tight on the bed made Dr. Premsinee
smile. A few days ago, Naphak had asked her several times and meticulously planned for them
to visit her house during the holidays. But the mastermind behind the plan showed no signs of
waking up.

There were many reasons why Naphak wanted her to visit the Tharanisorn' house, but only one
reason made her heart swell with happiness.

'You're important to me. That's why I want everyone in my family to know you.'

Eventhough she knew the members of the Tharanisorn' house from being their doctor, this
time, she'd be introduced as their beloved daughter's special person. Naphak always spoke
about her with a smile when discussing personal matters, as if showing her that she truly
wanted her to be a part of her life.

'I love very much, P'Prem. We might've met under less than ideal circumstances.'

'But now, my heart belongs to you. I want you to know every part of my heart, my dear.'

"If you marry me, all of my possessions will be yours. '

'Just one thing, Dr. Premsinee, please don't be cruel to me. Otherwise, I might die of
heartbreak.'

Naphak's seemingly playful words after a sensitive issue with a close friend revealed her
sincerity.

Naphak might've been difficult in the past, making her reluctant to get to know her, but today,
Naphak made her heart learn the happiness that comes from love.
Difficult and annoying she might have been in the past. But now, she felt she never wanted to
be apart from this woman.

It was unbearable that the love in Dr. Premsinee's heart would be for another woman.

Dr. Premsinee smiled as her fingers gently brushed the nose of the person lying down, causing
her to stir. She then leaned down to kiss the smooth forehead, as she always did when she
woke up first and had to wake the sleepyhead. How this sleepyhead managed to work in the
entertainment industry with such irregular hours was beyond her.

But Dr. Premsinee's thoughts were interrupted when her slender waist was embraced by the
newly awakened person, who began kissing her here and there until she had to hold her face to
prevent things from going too far and derailing their plans for the day.

“P’ Prem, let go.”

“Wake up and get up.”

“Still sleepy, give meanother thirty minutes.”

“If you keep delaying, I'll cancel today's plan to visit your home.”

“Noway! I wake up now.”

“Go wash up, brush your teeth. You're so filthy. Not brushing your teeth and still kissing others.”

“Okay, neat doctor. Your wish is my command.”

Dr. Premsinee shook her head lightly at the striking woman who got out of bed naked. She was
getting used to seeing the beautiful woman not caring about her image. Initially, she wasn't
used to seeing a naked woman in a well-lit room, but now it'd become a habit every time she
woke
this person up.

Because for two people to live together, the most necessary thing is to adjust to each other.
No one gets everything they want all the time. If only one side gets everything, why would there
be the word "we"?

Now, the word "we" had truly come to life for her...
The Tharanisorn' house, with its clear marble sign, made Dr. Premsinee feel excited, even
though she tried to tell herself not to be. But as the car drove along the path to the large
European style house, she couldn't hide her feelings under her calm face, prompting the driver
to hold her hand.

“Everyone is waiting to celebrate my love... You're the love of my life.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond with words but chose to kiss the thin lips to thank her for
her sincerity before opening the car door to enter the 'Tharanisorn' house.

No words were needed; the actions clearly conveyed the happiness awaiting them.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the owner of the soft hand that gave her confidence as they entered
the living room where everyone was waiting.

And what she'd worried about didn't happen. The "Tharanisorn' family welcomed her warmly.
Everyone was happy that their beloved daughter or sister had found love, not heartbreak as
they'd feared, thinking Naphak wouldn't be loved by her.

Even when Naphak shared her plans to get close to her, her parents chided their daughter for
using such devious tactics and eventold her she had their permission to handle their
daughter as she saw fit. This made Naphak jokingly complain that she'd become the favorite
daughter instead.

“Take care of Pat, Dr. Premsinee.”

“Please take care of her, doctor. Our daughter is stubborn; you have our permission to discipline
her.”

“Thank you very much for trusting me to take care of her,” Dr. Premsinee's smile as she
entrusted herself to the heads of the "Tharanisorn' family spoke volumes. When a same-sex
relationship was accepted by the family, it was the greatest happiness.

But now, it started with the "Tharanisorn' family first.

As for the ‘Chotiphicharn' family, that would have to wait for the right time.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the proud owner of the bedroom, who was showing off her room after
they'd finished getting to know the family. She was then taken upstairs to explore the bedroom,
which was filled with the charming atmosphere of fairy tale princesses.

“Hard to believe you'd decorate your room this way …”

“Which way?”
“You look chic, but the bedroom looks like it belongs to a girl.”

“Mostly, I stay at the condo, so I'm too tired to redecorate.”

“Not still obsessed with cartoons? I saw coloring pictures in the car.”

“How did you see that?”

“Such a child. Who would believe that the beautiful villainess still wants to live in a fairy tale
world... Ah!” Dr. Premsinee's surprised cry pleased the prankster, who made her fallonto the
bed with herself lying on top.

“I want you to be the princess in my world.”

“And you're the prince?”

“No, I'm the princess who gets to be with Princess Premsinee.”

“Sweet talker.”

“Sweet only for you... my princess.”

Now, sweet words didn't matter as much as the soft lips that kissed each other. Dr.
Premsinee wrapped her arms around the neck of the person above her as her heart began to
feel the
burning touch that the other intentionally made her fall for, and she was willing to stay in
this whirlpool without getting bored.

Today, she mightn't say "I loveyou," but it wouldn't be long before she did.

When she says "I loveyou," it will be the day her heart loves Naphak with all her heart.

Please, wait a little longer...

The happiness of the past few days made Dr. Premsinee's face always have a smile, making
those close to her happy too. The beautiful doctor of the cardiology department was back to
her cheerful self, spreading smiles that made others feel refreshed, unlike when she had to
cancel her wedding.
But some might wonder why Dr. Premsinee always had an actress known for playing villains by
her side. In the morning, she'd drop her off at work, and in the evening, she'd pick her up.
Sometimes, if she arrived early, she'd wait, or even if Dr. Premsinee had an urgent case and
finished late, the beautiful actress would patiently wait without showing any irritation. This
had become a common sight for the doctors and nurses in the cardiology department.

Dr. Premsinee smiled when she saw the woman waiting in her office had fallen asleep on her
desk. She must've been too tired to stay awake. Usually, no matter how late she finished, she'd
be greeted with a bright smile, but today, she had a commercial shoot and must've been
exhausted, not even waking up when she returned to her office.

“Pat, why are you sleeping here? Wake up.”

“Oh! P' Prem.”

“What's wrong.”

“P’ Prem, I was responding, not wondering what's wrong.” The groggy person had to wake up
fully when faced with Dr. Premsinee's deadpan joke.

“I thought you were asking.”

“Your jokes make me stunned.”

“If you say so, don't go anywhere. Wait for someone to take you.”

“P' Prem!”

“Just teasing to wake you up. Get up so we can go home.” Dr. Premsinee laughed at the
pouting person who was wrapping her slender waist in a hug.

She wanted every day to be like this because it was the happiness they both could feel.

Initially, they planned to stop for dinner and then go back to the condo to rest, but they had to
change plans slightly when she remembered they needed to buy some personal items that were
running low. Dr. Premsinee looked at the person walking beside her, holding her hand, leading
her to the cosmetics booth where a superstar actress was the presenter.

“I know that you use this brand.”

“How clever.”

“I care about all of your details.”

“Sweet talk like this, what do you want?”

“You caught me again.”

“So, what do you want?”

The soft whisper made Dr. Premsinee blush immediately. What the actress said made her heart
race with anticipation.

“Let's take a bath together…”

It was impossible not to feel embarrassed. Since living together, they'd never bathed together,
not even once. Every time they were close, it was always in a place where they slept together.

“Please, P' Prem, let's soak together. It'll save time.”

“You always think of something dirty.”

“I wasn't thinking anything like that. Where did your mind go? I just don't want to waste our rest
time.” The mischievous one quickly walked away from the stern gaze, fearing she might get
punished if she stayed too close.

Dr. Premsinee shook her head, smiling at the person who walked into the cosmetics booth
ahead of her. The feeling of being watched made her look around, but she saw nothing
suspicious. Maybe she was just overthinking and worrying too much.

Shouldn't she be happy with the present?

After all, future problems arejust that we can't foresee...

But if Dr. Premsinee had noticed something, she might've seen that it wasn't just one pair of
eyes watching. The closeness between her and the actress made people who saw them
question the kind of their relationship.

Women whispering to each other.

Women balding bands tightly.

Women smiling sweetly at each other.

Is their relationship just close friends...?

The large house in the famous housing estate, where he once almost became ason-in-law,
made the arriving man smile slightly. The brown envelope in his hand was his chance to marry
Dr. Premsinee, the woman perfect for him.

His mistakes would be overlooked if the relationship between the two women was revealed.

When he asked Dr. Premsinee for a chance and was rejected, he had to use this.

No parent would allow their child to have a homosexual relationship...

Thawat smiled as he was warmly welcomed by the elders. He respectfully greeted them as
always, but this time was different. He might shock them.

“Hello, Father, Mother.”

“What business do you have, Thawat?” The nearly sixty-year-old man, still in good shape,
asked. The younger man's gaze, almost becoming ason-in-law, irritated him.

“I'm here to talk about the same thing.”

“If it's the same topic, the answer remains the same.”

“We leave it to Dr. Prem.”

“Aren't you a little suspicious of her, Father, Mother?” Thawat grinned slightly before placing the
brown envelope on the coffee table.

“What are you trying to say?”

“You probably don't know that your beloved daughter likes women.”

The man's words, almost ason-in-law of the Chotiphicharn family, silenced the room. Only
Thawat smiled as his plan unfolded as expected.

“What are you talking about...?”

“I have evidence that you two can't deny.” He handed over the brown envelope, his handsome
face revealing asly smile as the elders opened it with slightly trembling hands.

Numerous photos showed the closeness between the two women, holding hands, arms around
each other, and even walking with arms around their waists. But the last photo, showing the two
women kissing by a car, was undeniable. It wasn't a friendly kiss; it was a lover's kiss.

“What do you want, Thawat?”

“I don't mind that Prem is confused. I still want to marry her.”

His words might seem gentle, like chivalry in shining armor, but the elders who have been
around the block knew better. Behind his handsome face lay hidden tricks.

If he were purely good, he wouldn't have had an affair while dating their daughter. Instead of
taking responsibility, he kept pestering her, ignoring his mistakes.

If they agreed to his demands, Dr. Premsinee might be cheated on again, and their daughter
would be heartbroken.

“I'm sorry, Thawat.”

“What do you mean? Why?”

“Leave my house. Thank you for revealing the truth that a man like you can't make Dr.
Premsinee love you.”

“I can't, or is your daughter the deviant one?!”

“Don't be rude here. Get out.”

“Be proud of your perverted daughter. Don't think I'll keep begging. If others know Dr.
Premsinee is deviant, who will want her?!”

“Get out!”

“I'll go, but remember, a perverted woman is disgusting.”

Thawat spoke with resentment as his plan failed. Who would've thought he couldn't use this
to marry Dr. Premsineeand was kicked out instead? Enough with chasing a woman who didn't
want him …

But Thawat didn't know how much his words would harm Dr. Premstnee.

The man, once almost a groom, left the house, but the living room remained silent. The family
head stared at the photos of their daughter with another woman, recognizing her as an
actress from a TV drama.

“I've seen our daughter with this woman,” the nearly fifty-seven-year-old woman said weakly,
making her husband look at her in disbelief.

“ How? ”
“I saw them shopping together. I thought they were just close friends, but…”

“This can't be happening!”

“What should we say to our daughter?”

“If she dates a man, she'll get over this strange phase.”

The father's displeased look at the scattered photos showed that he couldn't accept
his successful daughter's flawed choice of partner.

“A strange phase? But…”

“I'll set her date with my friend's son. Krit, just got his PhD.”

“The professor at our faculty?”

“Yes, Krit and Dr. Prem know each other. Tell her to come home.”

“But I'm afraid she'll…”

“You raised her. You know how to talk to her so she won't refuse. I won't let her life be tarnished
by this nonsense.”

The father left the living room in anger, leaving the mother sighing deeply. Looking at the photos
of the two women, it was hard to accept.

Dr. Premsinee had never shown signs of liking women. She almost had a dream wedding. How
could she accept that her proud daughter liked women? Maybe she was acting out of
disappointment from the canceled wedding.

If Dr. Premsinee dated aman, she might get over liking women.

Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, unaware of the impending problems, smiled as someone fussed
around in the kitchen. Even cracking two eggs nearly emptied the pack in the fridge.

“Crack it gently to separate the shell, then use your thumbs to gently pull it apart like this.”

Splat! She followed the instructions, but the egg didn't come out as neatly as Dr. Premsinee's.
“I give up. Every egg is a mess.”

“Be patient.”

“I am, but it's still bad,” Naphak complained, wanting to help her beloved doctor but failing,

“Try again. I'll answer the phone and come back to seeyour work.”

The phone rang in the living room. Before leaving the kitchen, Dr. Premsinee kissed her cheek
for encouragement, leaving the frustrated one to try cracking the eggs without shells mixing in.

Dr. Premsinee glanced at the incoming call number with a mix of curiosity and concern. It
wasn't often that her mother called on her days off, as she usually wanted her to rest—unless
there
was something urgent to discuss.

“Yes, Mom …”

The call ended after just a brief conversation, but Dr. Premsinee's face immediately grew
serious. She could sense atone of unease in her mother's voice.

What could be happening at home...?

A fear staying at the bottom of her heart began to surface, bit by bit, as her mind drifted to
the threatening words of her former fiancé.

‘You'll never be happy with this woman!’

There was no possibility she'd go back to marry him, but what could he do to make her
unhappy...?

“P’ Prem, I did it!” The joyful call from the kitchen snapped Dr. Premsinee out of her troubling
thoughts. Her happiness was waiting for her right now.

“I'll be right there.”

“Hurry up! I want to show you!” Just cracking an egg perfectly was something to be proud of,
even if it meant nearly emptying the fridge of eggs.

But isn't it worth showing off when you finally achieve something after trying so hard?

Sometimes, though, no matter how much effort we put in, we can't achieve what we desire.
 CHAPTER 29

“The doctor is here!”

“Keep it down, Ma-prang.”

“But I'm so happy, Doctor! You never come to the house,” the maid beamed at her pretty doctor
with joy.

“Whose car is that in the driveway?”

“It's your parent's guest.”

“Hmmm, Ma-prang, could you ask Som-mai to park the car in the garage?”

“Sure, Doctor. I'll take care of it,” the maid from the neighboring country quickly called out
to Som-mai to move the doctor's car into the garage.

Dr. Premsinee smiled slightly at the maid but couldn't help glancing at the unfamiliar luxury
car parked in the garage. Perhaps her parents had a special guest, but they rarely invited
anyone over unless it was someone very important.

And this special guest seemed to be someone she'd seen often, as he was the son of her
father's close friend.

“Hello, Mom and Dad... Hello, Krit.”

“Hello, Prem.”

“Comesit, Prem. Krit is here to visit us.”

“Okay.”
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her parents and the handsome man who was almost five years older
than her. She remembered well that there were many times when his parents and hers wanted
them to develop a relationship, even when she was still a medical student. But back then, she
told them she wanted to focus on her studies, and he went abroad for further education.

The conversation between her parents and the man who often smiled at her continued as they
wished. Many times, she was pulled into the conversation, eventhough she wasn't very pleased
with her parents' behavior. She maintained her manners, speaking politely and smiling back at
the man her parents seemed to like very much.

“I should get going now. I'll visit again soon.”

“Prem, see Krit out, dear.”

“Yes, Dad.” Dr. Premsinee knew exactly what her father was trying to do. But when it came to
choosing a partner, he'd always let her make her own decisions.

Why did he seem so eager for ber to get close to Krit this time?

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the man with a PhD from abroad when he straightforwardly expressed
his desire to get to know her better. She neither accepted nor rejected his advances, simply
telling him that she was busy and mightn't have much time to spend with him. But it seemed
he wasn't deterred by her indirect refusal.

“It's okay. I can wait for you.”

“Don't wait, Krit.”

“I'll leave for now. I'll see you soon.”

As the luxury car drove away, Dr. Premsinee walked back into the house with a calm
expression. Deep down, she knew that it wasn't just her parents wanting to introduce her to
this man.

“Mom, Dad…”

“Sit down. We need to talk, Prem.”

“Okay.”

Dr. Premsinee kept a calm face, not showing any signs of fear, eventhough her heart was
racing. She thought her parents might know about her relationship with Naphak, but another
part of her hoped they didn't, as she'd never told them herself.
She hadn't told them because she wasn't sure how they'd react to her being in a same-sex
relationship. Eventhough they knew her friends were in same-sex relationships, she'd never
shown any signs of being interested in women before. They mightn't accept it if she
suddenly announced that she liked women.

“What do you think of Krit?”

“He's nice.”

“I want you to try dating him,” her father's stern tone made Dr. Premsinee freeze. She'd thought
he might suggest it, not outright tell her to date him.

“I can't do that.”

“Give me a reason. You once told us that you wanted to get married at this age.”

“Krit and I don't know each other well enough.”

“You've known each other before. There's nothing wrong about trying to date him, is there?”

Dr. Premsinee looked into her father's steady eyes, which mirrored her own. She knew his gaze
was pressuring her to accept what he believed was right.

“I don't want to get married anymore.”

Her firm refusal seemed to say it all. Her father looked at her calm face once more
before pulling out a brown envelope and placing several photos on the coffee table.

The numerous photos of Naphak and her left Dr. Premsinee shocked and speechless. This was
why her parents wanted her to date the manthey approved of. As she'd suspected, they
couldn't accept her homosexual relationship.

Her parents, both professors teaching hundreds of students, couldn't accept this form of love.
Outwardly, they gave her complete freedom, but in reality, there was a fine line they'd drawn for
her to follow.

“Dr. Premsinee!”

“You see now why I can't get married.”

“You're just acting out because you're disappointed you didn't get married.”

“I'm not acting out, Dad.”

“Same-sex love is wrong... You once told us you wanted to get married and have a family. Why
are you breaking your word now?”

“Dad…”

“Every parent wants the best for their child... Sleep on it, Dr. Premsinee. Is this really the best
thing? Do you want people to ask why our daughter, a doctor, is abnormal and likes women?”

“Dad…”

“Please, let me talk to her,” her mother, who had been listening quietly, said. She touched her
husband's arm to calm him down, then asked him to leave the room so she could talk to their
daughter, who seemed determined not to follow their wishes.

Dr. Premsinee couldn't be played hardball.

Her passive-aggressiveness was something bermother knew well.

“I'm not acting out because of disappointment. Why... Why is it so wrong for me to love
a woman?” Her shaky voice revealed how much her once strong and resolute heart was
trembling.

Tears were the only thing left to show her parents how much she was hurting from
their disapproval of her love.

“Prem …”

“I won't get married, and I still love this woman.”

But her mother's smile and gentle touch made Dr. Premsinee's heart skipped a beat. Her
mother's pleading eyes made her want to look away.

“You know my birthday is coming up, right?”

“Yes, I remember.”

“This year, you don't need to get me a gift.”

“Okay.”

“But can I ask for a gift from you?”

“Sure.” The more she listened to her mother's gentle voice, the more her tears threatened to fall.
She wanted to be strong and fight for her love, but she saw no way to win.
The only way she could win was by becoming an ungrateful daughter who didn't follow her
parents' wishes.

“The gift I want is for you to stop liking women and try dating Krit... Can you give me that,
Prem?”

Her mother's gentle voice and smile made Dr. Premsinee's eyes tremble even more. Didn't they
understand that love wasn't something you could just stop? If it were that easy, noone would
be
heartbroken when they were left.

“If I can't give you this gift…”

The tears she tried to hold back began to fall.

“I'm not forcing you, but I'm asking you, Prem.”

She wasn't forcing her, but her gentle plea made her heartache.

“Prem, your father and I loveyou. We want you to have a perfect family like you once told us.”

“But now I…”

“I've never asked you for anything, but this time, can you give me this gift?”

The more she listened, the more Dr. Premsinee's heart ached. Tears streamed down her face
as she looked into her mother's pleading eyes.

How could a daughter refuse such a heartfelt request from her parents?

“Can I ask you something?”

“Of course.”

“Why did you and Dad get married?”

Her shaky question made her mother's eyes fill with tears.

“Because we love each other.”

“Then why is my love wrong in your eyes? Because I love a woman?”

“Prem …”
“You see how much it hurts me to do what you want.”

“Prem…” The slender hand of the mother reached out to grasp her daughter's hand, but it was
in vain as her daughter pulled away. The rejection from her daughter made it impossible for the
mother to hold back her tears.

When a child is in pain, how can the parents not feel it too? But since they chose to guide their
child on the right path, they had to overlook their child's pain.

“Can I have sometime, Mom? Just a little time to say goodbye to my love…”

How could she sever ties with the woman who always said she loved Dr. Premsinee with all her
heart?

A love that brought a smile to her facejust by thinking about it, but why was the happiness
so fleeting?

The heart-wrenching cries of Dr. Premsinee in Dr. Tankhun's arms made it hard for the two
onlookers to keep watching. It was rare to see their friend so devastated as if she'd lost
everything.

“Lada, what exactly happened?” Dr. Melanee, who arrived later, immediately turned to ask Dr.
Fahlada. When she reached Dr. Tankhun's condo, she saw her friend already in tears.

“Prem called, crying. She parked her car by the roadside. I picked her up and brought her here.”

“Is it about Pat's woman...?”

“Not this time.”

“Then who made Prem so upset?”

“Prem's parents didn't force her to break up with Pat. They asked her to do it as a birthday gift
for them.”

Dr. Fahlada's words made Dr. Melanee sigh deeply and turn away, not wanting to see Dr.
Premsinee sobbing while Dr. Tankhun comforted her.

Dr. Premsinee's parents probably found it hard to accept that their daughter, who had never
shown any interest in women before, and who had always followed their plans, suddenly fell in
love with another woman, especially when she was almost engaged.
“They're tricky, asking Prem for this as a gift.”

“Yes, if they'd forced her, Prem would've silently resisted. But they used gentleness and
parental love to show they cared, while in reality, they just couldn't accept her love.”

“Our kind of love is difficult. It's even harder if the family doesn't accept it.”

“Yes, even if we say we're happy, that happiness is never complete.”

Dr. Fahlada, who had fought for her own love, understood well as she watched her friend cry.
But since this was about her friend's family, there wasn't much they could do except offer
support from the outside

“How can we help Prem this time?”

Dr. Melanee's question was difficult to answer, as the future was uncertain. Noone knew
what decision Dr. Premsinee would make.

Their worries had to be set aside when Dr. Tankhun called them to see Dr. Premsinee, who
seemed to have made a decision.

“Prem, we're here for you, no matter what you decide.”

“I know... Tan, Lada, Bow, but why does it hurt so much? Hic, hic …”

Dr. Premsinee's trembling voice revealed how much pain she was in, bringing tears to her
friends' eyes. Her weakness made it clear what her decision was.

Their hands clasped together, reassuring Dr. Premsinee that they'd never abandon her and
would always be there to support her.

“Tell Pat gently, Prem. She might be even more hurt.”

“Should we want a bit longer, Prem?”

“Hic, hic , the longer we wait, the more it hurts. Telling her now or later... it's the same.”

The longer they waited, the more it hurt. Telling her now or later made no difference.

Because it was equally heart-wrenching...

Meanwhile, Naphak, unaware of anything, was smiling happily, having finished the gift she'd
prepared. The gift was now in her hands.

A simple, plain ring to symbolize her feelings...

“Will P’ Prem be happy to see this?”

“Even if she's not, I'll make her wear it.”

“I'll propose first so noone else can approach her.”

Talking to herself, Naphak smiled, imagining the moment she would put the ring on Dr.
Premsinee.

But when she entered the dark condo, she was surprised. Dr. Premsinee had come home
earlier, yet the room was dark. Normally, Dr. Premsinee would never leave the room in
darkness, knowing Naphak didn't like it. Except when sleeping, Dr. Premsinee would often lull
her to sleep first.

“P' Prem...?”

No response? Normally, there would be an answer. Did something happen?

Naphak quickly turned on the lights and was even more surprised to see Dr. Premsinee sitting
silently on the sofa with the TV on.

As she approached, she heard sobbing. Worried, she hurried to the trembling figure and saw
her swollen eyes. Naphak quickly sat beside her, looking at the bowed head, and gently turned
her tear-streaked face toward her.

What happened? Why was Dr. Premsinee crying so hard?

“P’ Prem, what's wrong? I'm here,” she said, trying to comfort her beloved, letting her know she
was there to support her through any troubles.

“Pat…”

Seeing Naphak's concerned face made the tears flow even more, matching the pain in ber
heart.

“I'm here, P' Prem. I'm with you.”

“But I can't be with you... Hic, hic …”

It felt like a lightning bolt struck her heart. Her hands went limp at the trembling voice.

What happened? Why was Dr. Premsinee saying this?

“P’ Prem, what are you saying?” Naphak stood up, looking at the tear-streaked face with anger.
The words were too serious to be a joke.

"I…"

“What are you saying? Why are you talking nonsense?” Naphak's anger made her unable to
control herself, shouting back. The trembling eyes showed Dr. Premsinee how scared she was
of the answer.

“I'm sorry …”

Naphak closed her eyes at the apology. She didn't know how to feel. It was as if the whole day
had been a lie.

She'd just been happy about the gift she'd prepared for her beloved, but now, the person she
loved was saying they couldn't be together.

Please, tell her what to do so her heart won't break..

Because right now, her heart felt like it was being electrocuted, unable to distinguish between
reality and lies.

“Liar... P' Prem, you're lying. We can be together.”

Please, let it be a joke.

“Pat... listen to me.”

“No! I won't listen. You're lying!” Dr. Premsinee's slender hand tried to turn her face, but
Naphak's eyes filled with tears.

There was no sobbing, just tears showing how much the words hurt...

“I loveyou, Pat... Hic, hic … ”

Why say you love me ifyou don't want us to be together...

“You don't have to love me... Just let us be together. Hic, hic, please, P' Prem, you don't have to
love me... waaah, hic, hic …”
You don't have to love me, just let us be together like before...

“My heart belongs to you, Pat…”

“And my heart belongs to you, P' Prem …”

The embrace felt so cold. Our hearts belonged to each other, but why did it hurt so much?

“Even if we're not together, we can still love each other…”

“I won't accept it! Why say you love me and then break up? What do you take me for? What do
you take me for? ”

Crash! Objects were thrown aimlessly as Naphak couldn't contain her pain. But there was no
protest from the room's owner, who stood crying just as painfully.

No one wanted to be in pain, but when there was no choice. they had to accept it.

“Pat, that's enough. Enough, my dear…”

The trembling arms hugging from behind made Naphak collapse to the floor, sobbing as if
her heart would break.

“Hic, waah... What did I do wrong... Hic, hic.”

“It's my fault, my dear…”

The gentle kiss to comfort her was devoid of sweetness, only tears showing that the pain
was real.

“I can't live without you... Hic, bic …”

“We're just taking a break for a while. We still love each other. My heart still belongs to you,
Pat.”

“I can't live without you. Hic, hic …”

“Be strong, my dear. I'll always stay in your heart.”

Eventhough Dr. Premsinee tried to comfort the woman in front of her, the more she tried, the
more her own heart ached.

"Why do we have to take a break when we love each other? Hic hic..."
They had to part ways even though their hearts still loved each other.

The pain is almost unbearable.

Or death is the proof for how much our hearts love each other?

No matter how long they'd been sitting here, listening to the sobs and holding each other for
comfort. All they knew was that the pain was disheartening their hearts, almost stopping
them from beating.

The eyes that looked at each other were filled with so much pain that Dr. Premsinee had to
gently touch the lips that were trying to hold back the sobs.'

We're so close, yet why does it feel like we're so far apart, almost untouchable?

“Be strong, my dear. Stay strong…”

“P’ Prem... Hic, hic... make it through together,... please...?” She wanted to plead more, but the
pain was too much to bear, making her unable to speak. The pain in her left chest was so tight
as if her heart was working too hard to bear.

“I can't. Do you want me to confront my own parents?”

The gentle, hoarse voice of Dr. Premsinee made Naphak close her eyes in exhaustion again.
The reason for all this was that the family didn't accept it. If she chose to love another woman,
she had to accept this reason for their breakup.

“I have to accept it... Hic, hic... Right?”

“Even if we're not together... My heart belongs to you…”

Dr. Premsinee's trembling lips were not met with a response. Naphak stood up and turned her
back, not wanting to see the pain of the woman she loved the most.

We love each other, but we can't be together, can we?

Do those who oppose us knowhow much pain our hearts are.

“I will... I'll be as strong as you want... Hic, hic... The only way we can't be together…”
“Pat…”

“I'll leave you, P Prem. Go as far away as I can... Hic hic.” If she'd been aware of each other's
life. Naphak Tharanisorn wouldn't have been able to fulfill Dr. Premsinee's wishes.

How far must I go for this heart to lessen its pain?

If I struggle and beg until I die in front of them, will the narrow-minded elders bave any
sympathy?

Or will they still cling to the old belief that a man must be with a woman, forcing pure love to
part ways?
 CHAPTER 30

‘I’ll leave you, P' Prem. Go as far away as I can...'

The meaning of "far" varies for everyone. For some, it might just mean separate but still staying
in the same country. But for Naphak, it's not like that. If they still hear things about each other,
the heart won't ever heal from the pain. But before they parted ways, as far away as it may be,
she wished they could spend just one more minute together.

Before we say goodbye, even though we still have love in our hearts, let us love each other with
all our hearts one last time.

Dr. Prem looked at the hand extended toward her and the tear-streaked face that wore a smile
she didn't quite understand. But she accepted the soft hand, eventhough it was trembling.

“Tonight... we'll say 'I loveyou' for the last time…”

“Hic, bic. I'm sorry …”

The more she heard the words "last time," the more it felt like her heart was being repeatedly
slashed with a knife.

Naphak's smile—how could Dr. Premsinee not know it was just a facade? Eventhough her
heart was breaking, just like how she was crying in this warm embrace.

She was the one who said they couldn't be together, but why did her heart feel like it was
breaking when she saw Naphak's smile? It was as if that smile was a farewell, waiting for
them to walk separate paths.

“Today, P' Prem... I prepared a gift for you, but it seems unnecessary now…”

“What is it, the gift you prepared for me?” Dr. Premsinee wiped away her flowing tears, forcing a
smile just like Naphak was trying to show her.
We'll part with smiles because we still love each other...

“A ring…” As she spoke, tears flowed again. The special gift she'd once dreamed of giving
happily was now a symbol of lost happiness.

“Put it on me.”

“But…”

“I told you, Pat, my heart belongs to you.”

Not just words, but Dr. Premsinee extended her left hand to the ring's owner. Eventhough her
face was tear-streaked, she wanted to affirm that her heart would always belong to Naphak
Tharanisorn.

The smooth ring, carefully chosen, was slowly placed on her left ring finger. Both the ring's
owner and the one receiving it had tears streaming down their faces, eventhough they
should've been happy to give such a meaningful gift.

“Thank you for still wanting to wear my ring.”

“I have something for you too, Pat.” Dr. Premsineewiped the tears from the ring's owner before
removing the necklace she'd worn since starting work.

“A necklace…”

“Yes, I love this necklace because I bought it with my first paycheck as a gift to myself.”
Because she loved it so much, she gave it to the woman who was her heart.

“P' Prem …”

“I loveyou, Pat, so much... Be strong, my dear.”

“I trust you, P' Prem... because I loveyou. I'll wait, wait for the day we can be together. Hic, hic.”
She tried not to cry but couldn't hold back. Every time she said "I loveyou," it felt like her heart
was being squeezed until her chest hurt.

She wanted to wait, even though this wait held little hope.

“Tonight, we do love each other. We'll be together.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled through her tears at the woman in front of her, slowly bringing her face
closer to the others, so they could feel each other's breath.
“Tonight, P' Prem, let me be yours.”

Tonight, there will only be "us."

But tomorrow, we will walk on our own paths...

On the wide bed that once felt warm when they cuddled, why did it now teelso cold, even
though they were in each other's arms like every other night?

“P’ Prem …”

“Shh! Do whatever you want, Naphak.”

Naphak bit her lip to hold back her tears. She should be savoring this happiness as much as
possible before it faded away tomorrow. Her slender fingers undressed both herself and the
woman beneath her, leaving only their bare bodies reflecting the bedroom light.

Their kisses began with gentle tenderness before our lips moved to demand more, showing how
our hearts yearned for love.

Even if they have to part, please don't forget this love...

Dr. Premsinee gently wiped the tears from the person above her before pulling her captivating
facedown for a kiss. She wanted to remember these beautiful moments when they expressed
love through their bodies so she could imagine this passionate touch whenever she missed
her deeply.

Even if she had to cry her heart out from this farewell touch not knowing when they'd
time again…

But she still wanted to remember this touch in her thoughts forever...

Her smooth skin had no place untouched by kisses filled with heartfelt emotions.
Eventhough some love marks might hurt, no sound interrupted them, as they both knew why
it hurt more than any other time they touched.

Because she wanted her to know that this pain was nothing compared to her heartache.

And she wanted these love marks to stay with them as long as possible...

Before they faded away with the heart that had to cry from the separation...
Their bodies touched countless times, not wanting to part even for a second. Eventhough their
bodies were exhausted, their eyes didn't want to close, fearing that if they did, they wouldn't see
each other again.

She wanted to extend this moment of happiness for as long as possible.

Please, let us love each other longer…

Dr. Premsinee cradled the beautiful face that looked up at her after lying on her side to face her.
Her slender fingers were kissed slowly, one by one, until they lingered on her left ring finger,
where the smooth ring was worn.

“I loveyou, Dr. Premsinee, my dearest.”

“I loveyou too, Pat, my dearest villainess.”

Their love wasn't just words; their eyes conveyed their heartfelt emotions. Their lips moved
to give another kiss from the depths of their hearts.

No matter how many thousands of kisses, it wouldn't be enough for the heart that was breaking.

Love... but having to part is so painful it feels like suffocating.

Love, love, love... but in the end, webare to part.

When will our love paths cross again?

Moments of happiness always pass quickly. Now, the sun was rising as usual, but the
two women lying in each other's arms didn't want this morning to be like any other.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the person who started to move after being nestled in her arms for a
long time. She gently touched her smooth forehead with love.

They smiled at each other before their hearts broke...

No words were spoken, only smiles exchanged before they began to do what they'd planned.

Dr. Premsinee lay on her side, facing away from the door, pulling the blanket up high and biting
it tightly. Meanwhile, Naphak slowly got out of bed, putting on the clothes scattered on the floor,
not forgetting to look at the back of the person on the bed with longing eyes. Her vision blurred
with tears as it was time for her to walk out of the room and never return.
The moment they had to walk separate paths was so painful it almost made them die. No sobs
were heard. Only tears flowed as they held back so the one they loved wouldn't hear how heart-
wrenching their sobs were.

The door closed, and their hearts separated.

One cried on the bed that once held their warmth.

The other collapsed, bugging her knees and crying behind the door.

How long would it take for their hearts to mend from this pain?

Almost a week had passed since the day they decided to endure the heartache that almost
killed them, but the pain never faded.

Eventhough she still went to work every day, whenever she had free time, her heart ached
every time she thought of the beautiful tear-streaked face. At night, she could hardly close her
eyes, as every image of them together was still vivid in her heart.

Knock, knock, knock.

“Prem…” The sound of knocking on her office door in the evening, followed by Dr. Fahlada's
voice, made Dr. Premsinee smile slightly.

“I'm not done with work yet, Lada.”

“Take a break. You can finish it tomorrow. Take care of yourself, Prem.” Dr. Fahlada looked at
her friend's face, which lacked any brightness.

Dr. Premsinee's pain now was even worse than when she had to cancel her wedding.

“It's really bad, isn't it?”

“Yeah, really bad. If you've decided to move on, you have to endure it.”

“I've tried, Lada, but my heart still hurts…” Dr. Premsinee wiped away her tears, not wanting to
show her weakness and make her friends worry. They'd already sacrificed enough of their
personal time to take care of her.

“Let's go grab something to eat together. It'll be good to get out and about.”
“Sounds good. I don't want to rush back to being alone.”

Today, they chose to have dinner at a Japanese restaurant in a shopping mall, the same place
they often frequented. Dr. Premsinee gave a small smile to her close friends as they tried to
include her in the conversation. But as the food started to be served, she couldn't help but feel a
burning sensation in her eyes. Seeing the wasabi made her think of the person who always
knew to separate the wasabi from the soy sauce for her.

“Prem …”

“It's nothing, Bow. I just miss…”

“At noon, I met Pat by chance,” Dr. Melanee's words made Dr. Premsinee pause, but she didn't
show much reaction, causing her friends to exchange glances.

“Yeah?”

“She said she's flying to America tomorrow to pursue her master's degree."

“How is she doing?” Dr. Tankhun couldn't help but ask, noticing Dr. Premsinee looking down,
avoiding eye contact.

“She looked pretty worn out, not doing too well. Prem …”

“Let's hurry and eat. I need to get back and rest. I have togo to my home tomorrow.”

“Hmmm?”

“My parents want me to come over. It's probably nothing since I've already done what they
asked.” Her words were calm but carried a hint of sarcasm, which everyone at the table
understood. They knew how Dr. Premsinee felt about her parents' request. But since she'd
made her decision, she had to accept the consequences, even if her heart was breaking.

“Tomorrow…”

“I'm going to see my parents.”

“Aren't you going to see her off?”

“I've made my decision. If I go, I'll want to make her stay, and that would break my promise…”
The tears that Dr. Premsinee couldn't hold back spoke volumes about her feelings. Despite
telling everyone she was fine, inside, she was suffering immensely.
Tomorrow we'll part ways.

And the words 'I'll leave you, P'Prem. Go as faraway as I can... 'must've meant this.

Different countries, different time zones... we won't have the chance to be close again.

The next day might be bright for many, but not for the hearts of two women walking
separate paths, eventhough their hearts were still full of love for each other.

Dr. Premsinee lay hugging her pillow, which someone else used to rest on, her face wet with
tears.

Meanwhile, the young actress Naphak Tharanisorn looked at the huge suitcase that her maid
loaded into the car.

“Pat, are you sure you want to drive to the airport yourself?”

“Yes, Dad. I'll have our staff drive the car back. You and Mom don't need to see me off.” Naphak
insisted on driving herself to the airport, not wanting her parents to see her weakness. Just
coming home and crying in front of them was enough to make them worry.

“Yai is waiting for you in Vegas.”

“Yes, Dad.”

“He'll stay with you until you adjust, okay?” Her father,who always taught her to be strong, was
now deeply worried. He instructed her older brother to stay with her until he was sure she could
manage on her own abroad.

“I'll be fine, Dad. Mom, I'm leaving now.”

“Once I'm done with my work here, Mom and I will visit you.”

“Okay. I loveyou both.”

Her car drove away, but her father's eyes were still filled with concern. His daughter was so
fragile now that he wasn't sure she could handle it. He had two of his men follow her car at
a distance.

“Darling, I feel uneasy. Looking at her makes my heart broken into pieces.”

“She's going to study. Don't worry too much.” He tried to comfort his wife, but he was even
more worried, seeing his daughter's swollen eyes all week.
No matter how much they worried, parents had to let their children learn from their pain.
He believed that one day, his daughter would walk strongly again.

Itjust might take along time...

The car cruisedat a steady speed toward the airport. Naphak knew how fast she should drive,
having not slept well or stopped crying for the past week. Many nights, she woke up in tears.

The red traffic light made Naphak look out the window. Seeing a couple playfully walking on the
sidewalk made her smile. She touched the heart-shaped pendant on her neck, feeling
overwhelmed.

Both loving and longing, why do we have to part?

The tears she thought she'd held back or was strong enough to stop began to flow again. The
pain in her chest grew, her heartbeat quickening painfully.

But the green light forced her to press the gas pedal, even as sweat covered her face.

The pain from her rapid heartbeat was unbearable as if her heart would tear her apart.

“P’ Prem …”

Her consciousness, struggling against the pain, began to fade. She didn't hear the blaring horns
around her.

The car sped up as the driver slumped unconscious behind the wheel. Despite the honking, she
didn't regain control.

Crash! The sound of cars colliding was terrifying, with one car flipping over.

The overturned car was Naphak Tharanisorn's

Chaos erupted on the road to the airport. The severe accident made everyone wonder if the
person inside could survive, given the car's condition.

'Car accident on the road...' The radio report made Dr. Premsinee turn it off as her car pulled
into the driveway.

Dr. Premsinee didn't smile at the maid as usual, only asking about her parents who had called
her over. Her steps toward the living room halted when she saw not just her parents but also the
parents of the man smiling at her.

What are my parents going to do?

“Come in, Prem. Krit, go get her.”

“Yes, Uncle.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't smile at the man, only showing a neutral expression. She now understood
why her parents wanted her here today.

They planned to corner her into accepting in front of the elders.

The conversation didn't register with Dr. Premsinee.

She maintained a neutral face, not caring about the discussion.

Despite her mother's pleading eyes, asking her to accept the match her father wanted.

It wasn'tjust a suggestion to date; her parents were arranging ber engagement.

But the vibrating phone distracted her from her impending refusal. Dr. Fahlada's call might be
urgent, given she'd taken the day off.

“What's up, Lada…”

She felt numb, unable to react, only blinking at her friend's words. She didn't know when she
dropped the phone. The voices calling her didn't matter.

Her tears flowed, shocked by the news.

'Prem, Pat's car crashed. She's in the hospital, and they're trying to save her...'

She only caught that much from Dr. Fahlada. Her heart sank at the news of her beloved's
accident. Today was supposed to be...

Naphak was supposed to fly out. Why did this happen?

Prem, we're discussing your engagement."

“I won't get engaged. There won't be any ceremony,” she said, and tears immediately streamed
down both checks. She saw her mother's shocked face, but her father's face was clearly filled
with rage.

“Prem! Where are you going? Come back here right now!”

“I can't get engaged as you wish because my lover is waiting for me.”
“Prem!”

“I'm sorry, Uncle. Krit, I already have a lover, and my lover is a woman.” She no longer cared
how angry her parents would be, as her heart was now in turmoil, almost unbearable.

Please, don't let anything happen to you, my love...

The journey to the hospital was swift, but it still felt too slow for Dr. Premsinee. When she
arrived, she almost rushed straight to the operating room after inquiring from the nurse who
was already waiting.

She wished what was happening was just a bad dream, but the people outside the operating
room made it clear that the painful reality was indeed happening,

“Mom, Dad…” She couldn't say much more than calling out to Naphak's parents, who were
crying with red eyes. Her hands were almost powerless as the mother's trembling hands palled
her into a hug.

“Prem, where have you been? She was waiting for you... Pat is in pain in there…” The words of
the elderly woman hugging her made Dr. Premsinee, who was trying not to cry, break down into
uncontrollable sobs.

It's more heartbreaking when you know you can't help the one you love.

Why did she even study medicine if she couldn't save Naphak...

She had no strength to say anything except to ask her lover's mother to release her embrace
before walking over to her close friend, who was waiting with a tense face.

“Lada... How is Pat?” She wiped away her tears, knowing she shouldn't show weakness. She
needed to be strong to help her lover.

“The medical team is doing their best. Dr. Sita and Dr. Tankhun are in there too.” The
mobilization of the medical team, or even requesting specialized doctors from other
hospitals, indicated that it was a very serious injury.

“Is Pat having heart problems, Lada?” She could barely find her voice when she heard the name
of one of the doctors helping her lover. Professor Dr. Sita Khanakul was a highly skilled heart
specialist.

“Yes, her heart has stopped twice already.”

Hearing what her close friend said felt like falling into a deep abyss with no way out.
“Lada…”

“Brace yourself, Prem.”

“No, I need to see Naphak. Let me go, Lada... Let me see Pat, please…”

Dr. Premsinee's heart-wrenching cries made Dr. Fahlada, who was holding her back, turn away
to hide her own tears as her dear friend was experiencing an unbearable loss.

More than canceling the wedding.

More than deciding to walk separate paths from Naphak.

This time, it was a loss no one wanted to happen.

The operating room door opened, and familiar faces in green scrubs emerged, prompting Dr.
Fahlada and Dr. Premsinee to rush over immediately.

“Tan, Dr. Sita…” Dr. Premsinee's weak voice, ready to collapse at any moment, made Dr.
Tankhun turn away before touching the senior doctor's arm to let her deliver the heartbreaking
news.

“Prem, listen to me... The patient's condition was very severe, combined with an irregular
heartbeat. We tried to bring the patient back... but the patient couldn't fight anymore. The
patient has passed away, Prem.”

“No! It's not true! You're all lying! I'll see Pat! Please, let me…”

"Prem, don't do that.”

“I'm here, Pat, can you hear me? Please come back to me…”

Despite the commotion, she no longer cared about anything else. The pain was too much to
bear, as Dr. Premsinee could no longer endure what was happening.

Everything became blurry as her heart couldn't handle the loss.

Her love was gone.

Her love had gone far, faraway... so far she couldn't reach.
Naphak Tharanisorn, the woman who always annoyed her, had gone.

How would Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn continue to live from now on…?
 CHAPTER 31

The beautiful flower field in front of her made Dr. Premsinee unable to hide her surprise. How
did she end up here all of a sudden? She looked around the field, hoping to find someone to
share this place with. Finally, her eyes lit up with joy when she saw someone walking toward
her. It was the person she missed so much that tears streamed down her face uncontrollably.

The woman she loved with all her heart...

“Pat…” Dr. Premsinee could only utter that name when the woman standing before her was the
one she thought about constantly, whether awake or asleep.

“Did you come to see me, P' Prem?” Naphak asked.

“I missed you, I missed you so much... Hic, hic…” As soon as Naphak came closer, Dr.
Premsinee didn't hesitate to reach out and hug her. But her embrace felt empty as if she
couldn't touch Naphak at all.

The more she tried to hold on, the more empty it felt. There was only a smile...

“I loveyou, P' Prem.”

“Don't go, don't go... Wait for me... Hic, hic … ”

No matter how loudly she called, it was in vain. There was only a smile before Naphak slowly
faded away.

The woman who always teased her.

The woman who asked her to sing lullabies.

The woman who made her feel happy by saying, "I loveyou,"

Was no longer there....

“Prem, Prem, are you awake?” Her mother's voice brought Dr. Premsinee back to
consciousness. She began to stir and looked around the hospital room, her gaze stopping on
the elderly woman holding her hand with a blank expression.

“Prem …”

“Why aren't you speaking, dear?”

“Prem …”

It wasn't just her mother's voice; her father was calling out too. But their daughter, lying on the
hospital bed, showed no sign of responding to their words.

Her eyes were empty, and she pulled her hand away from her mother's grasp...

Dr. Premsinee turned her back on her parents, ignoring whatever they were saying. She wasn't
ready to speak. She was lost in thoughts, unable to accept the loss she'd experienced.

Tears flowed silently as her heart ached every time she thought of the woman she'd just
dreamed about. That woman hadn't gone anywhere, she'd come back to her, right?

Naphak Tharanisorn had just gone on a break.

She'd soon return to Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn...

The sound of the hospital room door opening didn't catch the attention of the patient lying on
the bed, crying with her back turned. Only her parents, who were anxious, went to ask her three
close doctor friends.

“Prem hasn't said anything to me. She just keeps crying…”

“Calm down,” Dr. Melanee tried to comfort her friend's mother, who was on the verge of tears as
she looked at her daughter's trembling back, knowing she was crying in sorrow.

“Prem is in shock from the grief. We need to give her time to adjust to the trauma, but we don't
know how long it'll take for her to return to normal,” Dr. Tankhun couldn't hold back and
explained what his friend was going through, hoping her parents would realize the impact
of their decisions on their beloved daughter.

“That's enough, Tan,” Dr. Fahlada had to restrain her friend when Dr. Tankhun started to lose
control of his emotions.
“Is Prem's condition that serious, Dr. Lada?” The mother asked.

“It depends on whether Prem can accept the trauma. Right now, Dr. Premsinee seems to be in
a dream-like state... If it's severe, she mightn't return to her normal self,” Dr. Fahlada explained.

The three doctors let her parents ponder their words before approaching Dr. Premsinee, who
had a blank stare but tears streaming down her face. The sight of their dear friend left them
speechless.

The love that parents often claim to be for the right reasons can sometimes deeply hurt
their child's heart.

“Where is Pat? Where did she go? Hic, hic…” Their friend's soft question left them at a loss for
words.

“She'll come back, right...?” How could they answer when the woman their friend was asking for
would never come back?

“She can't swallow pills... Hic, hic... She finds them bitter…”

“Tell Pat... that I'm waiting... to come get me…”

Her voice trembled with heartbreak every time she spoke. Not only did her three friends hear it,
but also her parents, who were watching their daughter on the bed with deep regret. They
realized their actions had caused their daughter unbearable pain and loss.

They'd brought Dr. Premsinee into this world, but in the end, they were the ones who destroyed
her happiness, leading to this tragic situation. If Dr. Premsinee couldn't return to her normal self,
what would they do? Would their daughter lose everything in her life?

What parents thought was right turned out to be something that deeply hurt their child's heart.

Her father walked over to look at his daughter, whose eyes were still empty but filled with tears.
He felt a deep sense of sorrow and regret for the decision that had hurt his daughter so much.

It wasn'tjust hurt; it was a boss that was hard to accept.

“Prem... I'm sorry, dear. Please come back,” he pleaded, perhaps for the first time, wanting his
daughter to recover from her pain and disconnection from the world around her.

“Prem, come back to us, dear,” her mother added.

“Your mom and I will no longer force you. Please come back to being the same Dr. Premsinee
we know,” they begged, but it seemed to have no effect. Dr. Premsinee's eyes remained empty,
unresponsive to their efforts to bring her back to the present.

“Prem …”

With tears streaming down her face and a heart full of pain, Dr. Premsinee slowly closed her
eyes. She didn't want to hear anything because she couldn't bear the loss.

“Prem, you have to come back to being yourself, dear,” her parents wished for her to return to
her old self as soon as possible. But the overwhelming pain made it incredibly difficult, and
the
words she spoke reflected the deep melancholy in the room.

“How can I be the same... when my heart is gone... Hic, hic …”

Dr. Premsinee's heart-wrenching sobs made her mother unable to hold back. She hugged her
daughter tightly, repeatedly apologizing for causing her so much pain. Her father turned away,
hiding his own tears.

If he could turn back time, he wouldn't have forced his daughter to separate from her lover.

But he couldn't change the past...

All he could do was watch and support his daughter, promising to be a more reasonable father,
no longer imposing his own will.

Her parents were crying in sorrow, just like Dr. Premsinee, who had become overwhelmed by
the loss, who had become patient herself.

Right now, it was impossible for Dr. Premsinee to return to her old self. Her heart was too
broken to stay in this world. But she wouldn't act on the thoughts that crossed her mind.
She just needed me for her heart to gradually get used to the pain.

It might take time for her to return to being Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn, the doctor who
was ready to care for patients. But right now, she couldn't fulfill that role.

She wasn't ready to care for anyone, not even the woman who was her heart...

She needed time to get used to this pain, though she didn't knowhow long it would take.

All she knew was that her heart needed a break from this painful story, waiting for the day
it would be strong again...
Time passed slowly, as noone was ready to accept the loss. Some might come to terms with
it quickly, but for others, even a moment to hold on to their loved one would be enough to say
goodbye or share a final kiss to show how much they loved them.

Dr. Premsinee, dressed in a neat black dress, looked at the scene before her with sorrowful
eyes, just like Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee, who were getting out of the car together

Today was the last day they'd send their beloved woman to heaven. Dr. Premsinee gave a
small smile to reassure her two close friends that she was fine. Despite the emotional
turmoil she'd faced, she'd managed to return to her duties, no matter how exhausting it was.

“Let's go inside. The ceremony is about to start.”

“Are you sure you're okay?” Dr. Melanee couldn't help but ask her friend, who seemed to have
lost weight since the emotional turmoil began. She knew how much Dr. Premsinee had to
endure and struggle to get through it.

“How could I not be able to handle it? Today is the last day…” She spoke, her voice trailing off
as sorrow overwhelmed her. The person who would never wake up to smile and laugh again
was someone she loved dearly.

The sound of crying and the tears streaming down the faces of close relatives and friends
filled the atmosphere with sadness. Today was the final day everyone would come together to
send their loved one to a better place.

Dr. Premsinee placed a bouquet of sandalwood flowers, a symbol of farewell, before

stepping down from the crematorium to allow others to pay their last respects.

As the ceremony concluded, people began to leave, except for close family and friends who
stood watching the black smoke rise into the sky. They were all filled with grief, still thinking
of and loving the one who had passed.

“Thank you so much, all of you.”

“Your grandmother was like a family to us too, Tan,” Dr. Melaneesaid, hugging her friend. They
were all mourning the loss of Dr. Tankhun's grandmother.

“She was old, Tan. She's at peace now.”

“But I still miss her.”

“If you had kept her, she would've suffered. It's better to let her go peacefully.”

The three beautiful doctors smiled at Dr. Tankhun, whose eyes were red and ready to cry again.
He still couldn't come to terms with the loss Dr. Tankhun had managed to keep his grandmother
alive for two weeks, but in the end, the family decided they didn't want to see her suffer
anymore. They chose to remove the aspirator and let her pass away peacefully.

“Thank you all... Are you heading back?”

“We're taking Prem to the hospital first.”

“I forgot, Prem has togo to the hospital,” Dr. Tankhun said, holding Dr. Premsinee's hand and
smiling at her. She'd lost weight, affected by the emotional strain and the need to care for
someone waiting for her.

“Take care, Tan.”

“Drive safely... Prem, you need to stay strong.”

“I will. If I'm not strong, others will suffer. I have to be their pillar.”

Despite her exhaustion, Dr. Premsinee was ready to dedicate ber body and soul to someone
she was waiting to reunite with.

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the nurse who greeted her as she walked onto the patient recovery
floor. Everyone there knew why Dr. Premsinee came after work hours and went into a particular
patient room, only to emerge the next morning ready for her duties.

Standing in front of the recovery room, Dr. Premsinee took a deep breath to gather her
confidence, ensuring she showed nothing but a smile to the person inside.

The sound of the TV made her smile as she approached the patient's bed. It seemed the TV
was keeping the patient company. She gently stroked her beloved's pale face before kissing her
forehead with all her love.

She couldn't imagine how she'd live without this person.

Because she loved Naphak Tharanisorn so much.

“P’ Prem …”
“Did I wake you?” Dr. Premsinee asked sweetly, kissing the soft cheek of the person who had
just woken up. She pressed her forehead against hers, allowing the patient to kiss her lips
easily.

“I'm bored of lying down.”

“Hang in there. You'll be home in a few days.”

“P’ Prem, will I ever be the same again?” The uncertainty in her voice made the doctor, both her
lover and physician, kiss her lips again.

Despite Dr. Premsinee's efforts to encourage her and assure her of the medical team's
competence, every time she looked at her unresponsive lower body, it was disheartening. It
wasn't just her legs in casts; her heart was also uncertain when it might stop again, eventhough
she had a pacemaker implanted.

The accident happened because her heart couldn't handle the pressure, possibly due to lack of
rest, affecting blood flow to her heart. She had frequent arrhythmias, leading to her heart
slowing down until she couldn't bear the pain.

But she survived, miraculously, even after her heart had stopped. She didn't know what
happened during the nearly two weeks she was unconscious, but waking up to Dr. Premsinee's
loving words and her family's joy made her smile.

“Don't you trust my treat?”

“I'm scared…” She didn't want to lie to herself or pretend to be strong to ease others' worries.
Her condition was severe, and some nights the pain was unbearable.

Dr. Premsinee gently wiped her tears, understanding Naphak's feelings. Noone wouldn't be
scared after facing life and death.

“Do you trust the doctor who loves you?”

“I do, but…”

“If you trust me, no 'buts'... Dr. Premsinee won't let her beloved suffer.”

Her loving smile brought tears to Naphak's eyes, She loved this woman so much. She knew
how much Dr. Premsinee had endured, waiting for her to wake up. Her parents told her that Dr.
Premsinee had begged to be allowed to stay by her side every night.

From evening until the next morning, Dr. Premsinee would be there, taking over from her family
during the day.
“I loveyou, P' Prem.”

“I loveyou too, Pat... Let's clean up and have dinner.”

“Okay.”

Naphak watched her lover's slender back as she went to prepare the cleaning supplies. A nurse
had told her that Dr. Premsinee insisted on doing this herself since she was unconscious.

Was she a dedicated doctor orjust possessive, not wanting anyone else to see her lover's bare
skin?

Naphak's eyeswelled up again as she looked at her legs in casts and the faint scar on her
chest, reminders of what she'd been through. She had to be patient and trust her beloved
doctor's care.

Even if she didn't know when she'd return to a normal life.

As the bright sunlight faded into the evening, Dr. Premsinee drove into the Tharanisorn
mansion. For the past two months, she'd been staying there. Usually, she'd see someone in a
motorized wheelchair coming to greet her, but today, only a maid was there to take her
briefcase.

“Where's Pat?”

“She's in the flower garden, doctor.”

“Thank you.”

Dr. Premsinee hurried to find her lover, eager to see her smile and hear her gentle questions
about her day. Naphak's words always made her happy, despite the worries she'd discussed
with her mentor about Naphak's lower body strength. The casts were off, but her progress
was slow, requiring physical therapy to regain muscle strength gradually.

“Why didn't you wait for me today? I missed you so much,” Dr. Premsinee said, crouching in
front of her lover in the wheelchair, who looked back with a blank expression

“P’ Prem …”

“Yes?”
Naphak looked into the loving eyes of the beautiful doctor before her, tears welling up as she
thought about not wanting Dr. Premsinee to be burdened with a disabled person.

She'd tried to be strong, but she still couldn't walk.

“P’ Prem, stop loving me... I'm such a burden…”

“ So what? ”

“I don't want you to be with a disabled person. You have a future, and there are others who can
make you happy …”

“And Naphak Tharanisorn can't make me happy?”

“P" Prem …”

“You made me fall in love, and now you want to leave me? I won't let you.”

Her words, along with her firm grip, made Naphak break down in tears. The gentle kiss that
followed reassured her of the love they shared. How could she have been so foolish to say such
things to Dr. Premsinee?

“I'm sorry …”

“It's good enough that I didn't slap you. Think before you say,” she said, a bit annoyed, but a
smile crept onto her face as her soft cheek was kissed tenderly.

“You're a heavyweight, P' Prem. A singleslap can knock me out.”

Even with tears in her eyes, she managed to smile. Their faces were close, and we shared a
long kiss, letting their hearts feel just how much we loved each other.

“Don't say like that again, okay? Don't you know how much my heart suffers without you by my
side, Naphak?”

“I'm sorry …”

“Hang in there, my dear Just a little more patience and you'll be back to your old self.”

“I loveyou, P' Prem.”

“I loveyou too, my dear... How could I not love you You're the most annoying troublemaker and
villainess.”
“It's too late to back out now. The doctor has fallen for this wicked woman.”

“I willingly fell because the doctor loves this wicked woman with all her heart.”

“And this villain loves the doctor with all her heart too.”

The words of love from our hearts and the smiles from our happiness showed just how
much Naphak Tharanisorn and Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn loved each other.

Our story might've started with unpleasantness and mischief, but we went through so
much together, even the most emotionally challenging moments,

Today, our hearts belong to each other, and we're shared the sweetest words of love.
 EPILOGUE

‘The Beautiful Bride’

It's undeniable that every woman in this world dreams of wearing a pure white wedding dress, a
dress that makes her feel like a princess in a fairy tale, walking down the aisle with her
handsome prince and living happily ever after.

But sometimes, dreams and reality are worlds apart...

Today, the beautiful wedding dress that once brought a smile to its owner's face has to be
tucked away in the deepest corner of the closet, so she doesn't feel the pain every time she
sees it.

The called off wedding that because... the groum to begot another woman pregnant.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr!

The sound of the phone ringing right on time made that woman, with traces of tears on her
face quickly grab it to turn it off before lying back down on the wide bed. Her eyes, however,
drifted to the bathroom door that wasn't fully closed, with a pair of slippers left by it.

She'd once been heartbroken when her wedding was abruptly halted

She'd become a jilted bride... because of this woman... who was the most wicked of all.

But today, she found herself in love with the very woman who had caused such chaos.

“Aren't you awake yet? You'll be late for work.”

This woman had been a poison that hurt her heart deeply, but in the end, she couldn't deny that
this poison had turned into a love that taught her heart to love again.
Dr. Premsinee got out of bed and opened the closet, tears welling up as she remembered the
dream. She wasn't sad about not wearing the wedding dress anymore, it was just that I’m her
dream, the woman she loved was hurt, and she cried became she couldn't help her.

The wedding dress, which had been hidden in the deepest part of the closet, was taken out
today. Its owner wanted to pack it away and give it to someone else who might want it, as
she no longer wished to keep this beautiful dress with her.

“P’ Prem …”

“Yes?” The embrace from behind, accompanied by a sweet scent, made Dr. Premsinee turn
around to share a kiss.

“What are you doing?”

“Packing away the wedding dress. I forgot to do it after everything happened.”

“Are you sad?”

“A little, but I'm happier that it brought us together.”

“I loveyou, P’ Prem, loves you the most.”

“Try not loving me.”

“I wouldn't dare. Dr. Premsinee's hands are very heavy.” Naphak smiled at the beautiful doctor
who started to put on a serious face. But even with that serious face, she knew exactly how to
make it smile again. A little sweet talk, and soon her Dr. Premsinee would stop being mad.

“Does it still hurt a lot when you walk this morning?”

Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but look down at her lover's legs before smiling, seeing that this
morning Naphak walked without needing crutches.

Finally, all the effort and patience had paid off, and her beloved villainess could walk again.

“I'm healed. Thank you for being by my side.”

“Thank you for loving me.”

“You're my poison... that entered my heart and made it remember this poisonous love.”
“You're my deadly poison... a poison that taught me about pain and love, and in the end, this
deadly poison turned into a love poison for me.”

A deadly person filled with shards thorns that almost killed our hearts in the field of love.

But in the end, the deadly poison turned into a love poison that made our two hearts love each
other with all their might.
 SPECIAL CHAPTER 1

The launch event for the famous perfume brand was filled with celebrities and well-known
actors who came to join the celebration. The brand's executive was an actor, a senior actor in
the
entertainment industry, well-known among both junior colleagues and high-society celebrities.
Among those who caught the media's attention was the beautiful villainess who had been out
of the spotlight for about six months following a severe accident. Rumors had spread that
Naphak Tharanisorn was disfigured and didn't want to meet her fans or was even paralyzed,
despite no photos confirming these claims. These rumors had caused significant damage to
her reputation.

Today, however, everyone would learn the truth from Naphak herself, as she attended the
perfume brand's launch event with a handsome man by her side. This sparked new rumors that
he might be someone special to her.

The sound of camera shutters and the flash of lights began as soon as the celebrities
started arriving according to the schedule provided by the event organizers. Each celebrity
was
interviewed in away that didn't interfere with the rest of the event.

Finally, the person the reporters were eager to interview about the rumors walked in with a
handsome, sharp-looking man. She wore a white dress that showed a bit of cleavage, adorned
with a white gold necklace with a heart pendant, which held significant importance to her.

Despite being away from the camera for a while, Naphak still smiled and performed her duties
perfectly. However, the man by her side, who had been forced to come along, was starting to
lose his patience with standing still and smiling as instructed.

He regretted agreeing to his mischievous sister's request….

The naval officer couldn't help but smile inwardly at the beautiful woman beside him. He'd
fallen for her pleas, which should've been his brother's responsibility. Instead, he, a cousin, was
dressed up and brought to the event, introduced as the nephew of Phakkaphon Tharanisorn.

“Pat, you've been away for a long time,” a reporter began as soon as the beautiful villainess and
her companion were invited to the interview area.
“As you all know, I had an accident and needed a long time to recover, so I wasn't ready to take
on any entertainment work. I'm here today to congratulate the perfume brand,” Naphak replied
with a smile.

“And what about the rumors, Pat?” another reporter asked.

“Those are just rumors. I wasn't disfigured and didn't need togo abroad for surgery, and I'm not
paralyzed. But I must admit, the accident was quite severe,” Naphak answered, still smiling,
though slightly annoyed by the numerous rumors that had spread during her recovery.

“Are you fully recovered now?” a male reporter asked, curious about the beautiful villainess who
had once topped the sexy rankings voted by men.

“I'm fine now, but I still have to see the doctor regularly,” Naphak replied.

“And the man by your side today...?” the reporter trailed off.

“Let's have him answer that,” Naphak said sweetly, causing the naval officer to look at her with
a hint of reproach. He'd been told to just stand there, and now he had to answer questions.

“We're cousins,” the naval officer said succinctly, sending a look at his sister, who was clearly
enjoying teasing him.

“And the rumors about you frequently visiting St. King Hospital because of a special someone,
is that true?” another reporter asked.

“Where did you hear that from?” Naphak asked, still smiling.

“Someone saw you at St. King Hospital often,” the reporter replied.

“I go to see the doctor,” Naphak said. “Just the doctor, noone else.”

“Is the doctor special to you?"/”

“Of course, the doctor is my personal physician.”

“Anyway, I have togo now so you can interview others,” Naphak said, smiling at the familiar
reporters before walking away with the naval officer, who immediately started complaining
that he wouldn't be tricked into attending another event with her.

“You said I just had to stand there.”

“The reporters asked, and you only had to answer a little.”

“Don't try to sweet-talk me. I'll tell Dr. Premsinee,” he threatened, knowing that mentioning the
doctor would make Naphak behave.

“Everyone always threatens to tell P' Prem,” Naphak pouted.

“Then why are you so mischievous? After the event, we'll go our separate ways,” he whispered
as the time approached for guests to choose their favorite perfumescents.

“How will I get home?” Naphak asked.

“I've arranged for a driver to pick you up.”

“And where are you going?”

"My partner wants me to meet his close friends," he answered, causing Naphak to frown. She'd
be alone when she got home since her beloved doctor had plans with friends.

Chai has a boyfriend. Should he bring his boyfriend over to meet her, right?

“Don't you think you should introduce your partner to me, Chai.”

“I'm afraid you'll tease him.”

“You're exaggerating. Whatever, I'm going with you.”

The naval officer had no choice but to introduce his partner to his cousin, fearing her
complaints otherwise.

He'd wanted to introduce his partner to the family, but their schedules never aligned.

After the perfume brand launch, the naval officer took Naphak to the restaurant where he'd
arranged to meet his partner.

Meanwhile, his partner was smiling as all his friends had arrived early, teasing him about finally
introducing his boyfriend. If not for their indirect pressure, he wouldn't have wanted to reveal
their relationship yet. Despite having known each other since high school, he still felt shy about
it. Who could've thought that the man he had a crush on would be his future boyfriend?

It's like being on top of the world.

But when he saw his boyfriend walk into the restaurant with a familiar woman by his side, he
was surprised. How did they know each other, and why were they so close?
It wasn't just the naval officer's partner who was confused. Naphak almost rushed over
when she saw someone she knew well at the table.

“Pat, wait. Where are you going?” The naval officer quickly stopped her.

“To see P' Prem.”

“Huh? ”

“P’ Prem is over there.”

The naval officer realized that his partner was sitting with someone Naphak knew well. Could
it be that his partner and Naphak's partner were friends?

Dr. Tankhun smiled, realizing that his partner was related to Dr. Premsinee's partner.

“Is Dr. Tankhun Chai's boyfriend?” Naphak asked.

“Yes, I didn't expect your cousin to be your boyfriend, Tan.”

Dr. Premsinee had known the naval officer before but never thought he'd have a male partner,
let alone her close friend.

No wonder she felt familiar with Naphak's relative. She'd seen him from a distance during
their gatherings when Dr. Tankhun would leave to meet a man. Now she knew who Dr.
Tankhun's boyfriend was.

The conversation at the table was filled with stories about two incredibly handsome men, as
the beautiful doctors questioned them about their relationships and how well they knew Dr.
Tankhun. But of course, the naval officer had no trouble answering, especially with a stunning
partner who occasionally teased him, carning astern look from Dr. Premsinee, which made him
sit quietly and listen.

The lively conversation continued as the three doctors felt relieved that Dr. Tankhun's boyfriend
wasn't the young man he'd previously dated. If that were the case, they'd have to prepare to
console Dr. Tankhun when he got heartbroken, hearing the phrase, “We just don't fit.”

But this handsome and intense naval officer was someone they all approved of, not because he
was related to Naphak, but because of his words and demeanor, which were impeccable. It
seemed both Dr. Tankhun and the naval officer were okay with being in a relationship without
being glued to each other all the time, as they both had their responsibilities.
After introducing Dr. Tankhun's boyfriend, it was time for everyone to part ways. Naphak smiled
at her beloved doctor, who told her to get off the sofa and freshen up before relaxing together
in the living room.

“Get up, go soak in warm water first, and then we'll watch a series.”

“Cold water is fine too, P' Prem.”

“No, warm water relaxes the muscles more,” Prem insisted. Every time she heard this reason
from her beautiful doctor, she couldn't help but feel proud.

Every time she went out, she had to come back and soak in warm water. Eventhough her legs
had healed, Dr. Premsinee still worried, fearing she might get sore or her muscles might get
tired.

“I don't want to soak alone.”

“And?”

“Let's bathe together. It's lonely bathing alone.”

“You're overexaggerating.”

“Won't you take a bath with me, P' Prem?”

“I don't know, but I'm going to bathe now.”

You couldjust say you agree to soak in warm water with the one who loves to tease, Dr.
Premsinee.

The bathtub, suitable for one person, didn't seem to bean obstacle for two women to
soak together as both had slender bodies.

Naphak's face started to blush when the woman opposite her signaled her to move closer. Even
though she'd seen Dr. Premsinee's body countless times, seeing it under bright light made her
shy, often getting teased for it.

Since the accident and all the ensuing events, she hadn't been confident in her body. Every
activity to control excess fat had to be done carefully, with some activities being strictly
prohibited.

“P’ Prem …”
“Move closer. Put your leg over here. I'll massage it.”

“I can do it myself.”

“Will you move closer or not?”

“Okay, okay. You're so strict, doctor.”

“Stubborn patients need strictness. Do your legs hurt today?”

“Not at all. I'm fully recovered, P" Prem.”

“Even if you've recovered, I still worry. You need to take care of yourself.”

Dr. Premsinee's words made Naphak smile repeatedly, and she smiled even more when the
doctor's soft hands started massaging her legs like every night. Eventhough her legs were
normal, Dr. Premsinee still massaged them to relax and exercise the muscles, just like when
she had to diligently do physical therapy to walk again.

Others might see this concern as excessive, but she never got tired of it. The more concern, the
more it showed their love.

“P' Prem.”

“Yes?”

“I loveyou, P' Prem.” After confessing her love, she moved her leg, which Dr. Premsinee was
massaging, and snuggled closer until their faces were so close they could feel each other's
breath.

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond to the love confession but instead cupped the beautiful face
lovingly before pressing her lips down gently, followed by a sweet kiss that never seemed
enough. She used to be confused about kissing this woman, but now she wasn't confused
anymore. Her kisses were filled with love.

Who knew how long they kissed, but their breaths became heated, signaling they needed to
breathe.

But Naphak seemed unsatisfied with the sweet kiss, moving to sit on Dr. Premsinee's lap, not
letting their lips part for long, still wanting to play with the kiss she never got tired of.

“Wait…” Dr. Premsinee had to gather her thoughts before things went too far, holding the
beautiful face with sweet eyes.
“Hmmm?”

“Not here.”

“I'm healed.”

“Don't be stubborn.” Though she felt a bit sorry seeing Naphak's disappointed face, she didn't
want to give in. It wasn't that she was shy about showing love in new places, but she worried
about the inconvenience, especially wanting Naphak's legs to stretch fully, not bent for long
periods.

“I understand.” She understood her beloved doctor's concern, even if she was a bit
disappointed, knowing her body was fully healed.

“I'm very worried here.”

“I loveyou.” The lips touching her chest made her smile and immediately forget her annoyance.

Dr. Premsineejust didn't want her to feel too excited, affecting her heart too much.

The bathroom might be too exciting, but the bedroom was definitely allowed, right?

On the soft bed, their beautiful naked bodies moved closer, eventhough there was plenty of
space for two people to rest comfortably. But the two women chose to stay close, feeling
each other's heated breaths.

Naphak breathed heavily as her beloved doctor's lips touched her bare skin slowly, reaching her
full chest, teasing her, making her voice out that if she kept teasing her nipples, she might have
to turn the tables and lay the doctor down instead.

As the beautiful flower petals were tasted, Naphak felt so tormented she wanted to lift her hips
away, but another part of her wanted more touch. It seemed her thoughts were known, making
the touches faster to relieve the sweet torment.

Her breath quickened as she reached the desired end, responding to the soft lips giving a sweet
kiss like every time their bodies expressed love. She then snuggled into the arms of the woman
who lay down, smiling sweetly.

“Does your heart feel any pain?” Dr. Premsineeasked, stroking the hair of the woman snuggling
against her chest with concern.

Eventhough she knew the activity wouldn't affect the heart much, she wanted to be sure the
excitement from touching wouldn't impact her lover.
“No pain, just happiness... Now it's my turn.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't respond, letting her lover's lips touch her chest, which seemed to be her
favorite spot, teasing for so long that sometimes she had to protest to move elsewhere.

The sounds of happiness continued, with their naked bodies not parting, and it seemed the night
of expressing love through their bodies wouldn't end easily, as they still wanted to touch and
learn from each other after the recovery period.

So, it wasn't surprising that Dr. Premsinee and Naphak didn't want the night to end quickly.

'Beautiful Villainess Naphak Tharanisorn, after being away from the entertainment industry
for months, returns at a perfume brand launch, addressing various rumors, including one
about
having a special someone who is a doctor at a famous hospital. It seems the beautiful
villain didn't deny the rumors. We might soon see her officially introduce her lover.

The gossip magazine's words made the reader smile slightly before putting it back on the shelf,
having picked it up to read while waiting for someone, the person mentioned in the news.

If it were before, Dr. Premsinee wouldn't have bothered to pick up a gossip magazine about
actors. There was no need to know about celebrities. But now, with a special someone in the
entertainment industry, she had to read them occasionally.

She used to tease Dr. Fahlada, but now those teases seemed to reflect on herself.

“P’ Prem, have you been waiting long?” The voice, accompanied by a light touch on her arm,
made Dr. Premsinee immediately start examining the beautiful woman beside her.

Before she smiled, noticing that the woman beside her wasn't wearing high heels but had
chosen sneakers as she'd requested. After finishing work, she always had to wear sneakers for
the comfort of her legs, which, although healed and pain-free, still required caution.

“Not long,” she replied.

“Did I just see you reading a magazine?”

“Reading news about you.”

“News about me?” Naphak had agreed with her doctor lover not to take on any work that might
lead to news or jeopardize her health. Therefore, any acting jobs she took had to be carefully
selected and approved.

“News about you congratulating the perfume brand.”

“Oh, because I have a special someone who is a doctor,” Pat smiled at the woman beside her,
who was dressed in asweet-colored work dress. Today, she had a cosmetics brand
ambassador event at the mall from afternoon until evening, so Dr. Premsinee drove
straight there to pick her up so they could go home together.

“Are you done with work?”

“Yes, all done. Let's go get something to eat. I'm starving.”

“Okay, did you tell the driver togo back?”

“Yes, I did. Actually, I can drive myself now.”

“That's not allowed.”

Dr. Premsinee's calm voice made Naphak, who was eager to drive herself, fall silent
immediately. She knew that no matter how much she pleaded, driving was off-limits for a
long time.

“I won't drive.”

“I worry about you a lot, Pat.”

“I understand. It's actually nice to just sit and relax.”

Naphak chose to hold the soft hand of her beautiful doctor. She understood the concern
and love reflected in her eyes.

After a severe car accident that nearly took her life, her family and Dr. Premsinee strictly
forbade her from driving. The sight of the wrecked car was truly terrifying.

For dinner, we chose a famous Italian restaurant. But before we reached the table the staff had
prepared, Naphak paused slightly. Inside the restaurant was a woman she once had a crush on,
sitting with an older man who didn't look like her father.

She chose to smile because, despite some misunderstandings, their friendship remained. She
hoped Nam would find good things in life, but it seemed she still chose comfort by becoming
the mistress of a famous music label owner, as rumors suggested.
Someone who thought Nam was still her manager asked Naphak to warn her, but she'd already
said they were no longer connected.

“What's wrong? You said you were hungry.”

“I saw Nam.”

(The word Nam in Thai means water.)

“Of course you did. There's water in front of you.”

“P’ Prem, you're joking with a poker face again,” Naphak said, wishing she could kiss her
beautiful doctor right there if they weren't in public.

“Am I not telling the truth?”

“You are, but I didn't mean the water in the glass.”

She was sure her beloved doctor saw Nam too but chose to mention the water in the glass
instead.

“Okay.”

“Some of my friends wanted me to warn her.”

“About what?”

“She became the mistress of a music label owner.”

“Pat, you and her had been friends for long. Do you think she'd listen if you warned her? She
probably chose what she thought was best for herself.”

“I think the same. Even if I warned her, she wouldn't listen.” Knowing Nam's personality, she
believed her choices were the best. Warning her might make Nam think Naphak was jealous,
especially now that Nam had everything she wanted, even if it was immoral.

“Let's eat so we can go home and rest.”

“Okay, P' Prem.”

Naphak glanced at her friend's table once more before deciding to ignore her. Nam had made
her choice, and Naphak shouldn't interfere. Even when she nearly died, Nam never visited her.
Is this what they mean by fair-weather friends?

When there's no benefit, there's no value in remembering the friendship.

After returning to the condo and finishing their personal routines, it was time to relax and
watch TV together. But Dr. Premsinee always brought a foreign language book with her.

“P’ Prem?”

“Yes?”

“Look at this news in the newspaper.”

“Hmmm?”

“News about Thawat and a model,” Naphak handed over the newspaper with a headline about a
scandalous photo of a businessman and a model known for her scandal in the entertainment
industry.

A series of scandalous bedroom photos of a famous businessman has caused astir, leading
to a sudden wedding to cover up the groom's peculiar tastes, which might be exposed after the
bedroom photos created a buzz.

Dr. Premsinee returned the newspaper to Naphak, who had found the news about her former
fiance. She wasn't interested in his life anymore since they had no connection.

“So, what if I read the news?”

“Nothing, just that he married a woman completely opposite to what he wanted in a mother
for his children.”

“He brought it on himself.”

“But it's good he did. I got to meet you, and we fell in love.”

“Sweet talker.”

“Let's taste how sweet my words are.”

“You said you wanted to watch a series, but now you're inviting me to the bedroom.”

“Let's go cuddle, P' Prem. Let's goto bed,” Naphak said, sending a sweet look. Cuddling with
Dr. Premsinee was better than watching a series.
“But I want to read.”

“You can read in the bedroom... please?”

“You'll let me read, but your fingers will be crawling all over me.”

“How did you know, P' Prem?”

Though she pretended to complain, Naphak smiled widely as Dr. Premsinee got up from the
sofa and led the way to the bedroom.

Whether or not there would be any crawling, one thing was certain: it was time to head to the
bedroom.
 SPECIAL CHAPTER 2

The aroma of breakfast wafted through the air, tickling Naphak's nose and instantly shaking
off any lingering drowsiness. She'd just woken up, and the sight of the woman in the kitchen,
wearing nothing but a white shirt and an apron, was a delightful one. The apron covered the
front, but from the back, her smooth, fair legs were a sight to behold.

“You're awake?” Dr. Premsinee smiled at Naphak, who had turned around to see her standing
by the dining table, looking at her with a sweet, inexplicable gaze.

“Yes, I've washed my face and brushed my teeth.”

“No need to report like a child.”

“But P' Prem, you like it when I take care of myself before leaving the bedroom.”

“Isn't it nice? It makes you feel refreshed.”

“Yes, it is. Are you not going to work today?” Naphak glanced at the clock again. Usually, Dr.
Premsinee was off to work by seven.

“I forgot to tell you, right?” Dr. Premsinee said.

“Tell me what?” Naphak asked, curious.

“I saw that you didn't have work for almost a week, so I took a day off,” Dr. Premsinee smiled at
Naphak, who sat still, muttering about how she should've been informed earlier so they could
plan a trip together.

“Where should we go?” Naphak asked.

“Let's goto the beach. Now, eat up, and don't get distracted,” Dr. Premsinee said, reminding
Naphak to finish her breakfast.
The adorable sight of Dr. Premsinee nagging her about eating slowly was so endearing that
Naphak almost wanted to remain a child forever. It wasn't that she didn't want to chew, she
just wanted to be pampered by her beloved doctor.

“The beach?”

“Yes, Fahlada, Melanee, and Tankhun are coming too. We all took a vacation together... Here's
orange juice,” Dr. Premsinee said, ensuring Naphak ate everything prepared for her.

“Are you and Dr. Fahlada not mad at each other anymore?” Naphak asked, remembering the
tension between them.

“Not really,” Dr. Premsinee replied.

Naphak frowned. She knew that her beloved doctor had been upset with Dr. Fahlada for not
revealing that she'd revived, letting everyone believe she'd died for almost a week.

“Oh…”

“It's just a little spat. She'll make it up to me there.”

“Is that so?”

“Yes, we're busy with work. It's better to make up when we're free,” Dr. Premsinee smiled at
Naphak, who looked baffled, before taking the empty plate to clean up.

“That's interesting. It's like they're mad but not really mad. Your group is so lovely,” Naphak
said, hugging her beloved doctor from behind as she stood at the kitchen counter. She knew
that her beloved wasn't really mad at Dr. Fahlada; it was just a playful act.

Dr. Premsinee turned around to look at Naphak, smiling at the thought of the painful days she'd
spent crying and hurting on the hospital bed. She couldn't help but be grateful for her friend's
plan.

If her friend hadn't been strong enough to tell her after almost a week that Naphak was still
alive, they might've had to struggle much more to be together without obstacles like they
were now.

They have to feel the deepest pain for them to realize that their love is hurting their child, and in
the end, it only leads to loss.

The word Dr. Fahlada had said when the truth was revealed. Dr. Tankhun had told her after
Naphak was out of danger that they'd planned to tell her as soon as she woke up. But seeing
her parents' condition in the recovery room, they decided to keep the miracle a secret and let
her play the role of someone in excruciating pain.

Everyone knew she wouldn't commit suicide, so they dared to keep Naphak's condition a secret,
but they kept a close watch on her just in case something unexpected happened.

In the end, Dr. Fahlada's plan made her family accept their love, eventhough they didn't like it.
She knew it'd be hard for them to accept having an imperfect daughter, but she'd give them
time.

After all, perfection isn't the answer to happiness.

Thesea breeze in front of them made everyone on vacation happy. Naphak smiled at the
beautiful doctor wearing a white tank top anda flowy skirt, perfect for a beach walk. She
preferred Dr. Premsinee in comfortable clothes like this rather than a bikini.

“P’ Prem, where are the others?”

“They're staying in the nearby villa. We arrived last.”

“Really?”

“Yes, someone slept in and made us miss our flight.”

“I just wanted to hug you more.”

“Always so clingy. I had to wake you up so many times,” Dr. Premsinee said, looking at Naphak
with mock reproach.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

The sound at the door made Naphak change her target from cuddling her beloved doctor to
opening the door, thinking it might be Dr. Premsinee's friends coming to discuss their plans.

“Pat, what are you doing here?” Sanithada asked, surprised to see her.

“Oh! Earn!” Both women were surprised to see each other.

Their curiosity was answered when two doctors walked in behind them, revealing that
their lovers were close friends, which explained their meeting here.

“I didn't know you were Prem's girlfriend,” Sanithada said.

“It's a long story,” Naphak replied.

“When I visited Prem, you must've still been unconscious. And when I visited you, Prem must've
been recovering... right, doctor?” Sanithada asked Dr. Fahlada.

“Yes,” Dr. Fahlada smiled sweetly at her lover, who turned to her for confirmation. She gently
touched her waist to let Naphak know about their relationship, avoiding further explanations.

“I still can't believe you're Dr. Fahlada's girlfriend.”

“ Why? ”

“You never seemed interested in women.”

“Why look at others when my doctor is the best?”

Naphak nodded, understanding immediately. She couldn't deny that Dr. Fahlada was very
attractive, possibly more so than many actresses. The group of doctors was indeed very
popular.

“I get it. I'm the same way,” Naphak said.

“Prem, let's meet at the beach. Bow and Tanaresetting things up,” Dr. Fahlada said, nudging
her lover to follow her, knowing Earn would chat with Naphak for a long time otherwise.

As they walked to the beach for a small party, Naphak was puzzled again when she saw
Professor Dr. Sita Khanakul, who had treated her heart alongside Dr. Premsinee.

“P’ Prem,” Naphak whispered to her beloved doctor, curious about Dr. Sita, who smiled at her.

“Yes?”

“Is Dr. Melanee with Dr. Sita?” Naphak asked, noticing their frequent smiles at each other.

“They're lovers,” Dr. Premsinee replied.

“And the other woman standing near Dr. Sita?” Naphak asked, feeling something strange.

“Dr. Jane-rada,” Dr. Premsinee answered.

“A doctor? She looks so young,” Naphak said,

“Yes, she's about your age. Jane is Dr. Melanee's lover,” Dr. Premsinee explained.

“Really?” Naphak was stunned, staring at Dr. Melanee and the two beautiful doctors talking
together. She'd often heard Dr. Premsinee say that Dr. Melanee was very charming and
attracted many women.

Now she understood why Dr. Premsinee said that.

Dr. Charming was Dr. Melanee's alias. Her eyes were charming.

And, sometimes, love was a matter of heart that we couldn't predict.

“Do you have any more questions?” Dr. Premsinee asked, amused by Naphak's puzzled
expression.

“I do, but I won't ask. Love is something we can't understand better than the feelings of
those involved,” Naphak said wisely.

“That's good. Dr. Melanee has her reasons for her love, and the two women have their reasons
for not letting go of her.”

“I understand. Let's go, Dr. Tankhun is calling us.”

The handsome doctor was eager for the two striking women to join the group, knowing that
the private beach area they'd reserved was perfect for their gathering. Dr. Fahlada had
practically booked the entire villa zone of the famous hotel for their privacy.

The conversation was lively and fun as the doctors relaxed from their stressful jobs, and Dr.
Tankhun's gaze at Dr. Fahlada signaled that it was time to start their activities.

“Prem…” A soft voice called out, accompanied by the sweet gaze of Dr. Fahlada, who
immediately passed it on to Dr. Premsinee.

“What is it, Lada?”

“Can I make up with you now?”

“I've been waiting. You haven't started yet,” Dr. Premsinee replied, taking a small sip from her
sweet drink.
The first day's party had no alcohol, as Dr. Fahlada's partner had requested, reasoning that
since they were on a long vacation, they shouldn't drink from the very first day.

“Then let's go swim.”

“Sure.”

Others who heard this might not be surprised, but Naphak and Sanithada immediately looked at
their doctors. At that moment, Dr. Premsinee and Dr. Fahlada were taking off their casual
outfits, revealing light blue bikinis underneath.

“Bow, aren't you coming?” Dr. Premsinee asked Dr. Melanee, who was sitting and smiling,
whispering to her two lovers about how the beautiful doctor in the bikini would make up.

“No, I'd rather watch you two make up from here.”

The two beautiful doctors in bikinis, showing off their sexy bodies, smiled at each other
before walking into the clear sea, pretending to playfully make up to surprise someone.

But what the two beautiful doctors wanted to surprise the onlookers with wasn't just a
surprise. The heroine began to frown more as she saw several moments where Dr. Fahlada
was too
close to her best friend, even wrapping an arm around her neck.

Is this the way that close friends make up... They're too close.

If the heroine was starting to get annoyed, it wasn't much different from Naphak, who frowned
in displeasure but tried to stay calm. Dr. Premsinee had explained how close the group of
doctors was, eventhough she didn't like seeing them make up like this.

But isn't this too close...

“Pat…”

“What is it, Earn?”

“Come with me.”

The heroine took the villain's hand and walked away from the beachside table, making Dr.
Tankhunand Dr. Melanee laugh. It seemed their friends' lovers were getting jealous, just as Dr.
Premsinee and Dr. Fahlada intended.

But their plan seemed to backfire when the heroine took off her outfit, leaving only a bikini, laid a
towel on the sand, and handed Naphak a bottle of sunscreen.
It was unclear if the doctors' prank on their lovers would turn into their lovers pranking
them back.

And just as expected, before Naphak could apply sunscreen to the heroine's back, Dr. Fahlada
walked over with astern face, making Naphak hesitate to move.

“Earn,” the stern voice called, making the heroine stand up and look at her lover's body, covered
in sea droplets, with displeasure.

“You teased me first.”

“I thought you'd join me in the water. How could you tease me like this?”

“I know you don't like others getting close when I'm sexy.”

“If you know, why do it?”

“Don't tease me like this again. You were so close to Dr. Premsinee that I thought you were
going to kiss.”

The heroine's sulky voice made Naphak smile, but she felt good knowing the couple understood
each other well enough to know it was just a playful tease.

But teasing like this often isn't good for jealousy.

Naphak handed a soft towel, prepared earlier, to Dr. Premsinee, who walked over, telling her to
put her clothes back on.

“I'll put them on later.”

“No, I'm jealous.”

“You didn't show any reaction earlier.”

“I was holding back. Tonight, I'll show you how jealous I am.”

Dr. Premsinee chuckled at her lover's serious tone before taking her hand and returning to the
group.

As soon as they returned to the table, Dr. Tankhun laughed at them. Their plan to make their
lovers jealous had backfired, forcing them to abandon it halfway, as Dr. Fahlada couldn't stand it
herself.
When the time was right, the first day's party ended, and everyone went to their private villas to
rest.

But the smiles on everyone's faces remained, as the many events that had happened, with all
the pain and heartache, ultimately led to understanding through love.

As long as we don't give up fighting for love, we can fill our hearts with warmth.
 HIDDEN SCENES

DR. CASANOVA

Dr. Melanee smiled at the two girls who walked in together after the small party ended. She then
sank into the sofa and turned on the TV to avoid the silence in the room, as Dr. Sita and Jane
had gone off to handle their personal matters.

With nimble fingers, she quickly sent a reply to Dr. Tankhun, seeing that the two girls were not
around to notice. They'd just secretly agreed to relax with a drink at the hotel bar, nothing more.

“Bow, aren't you going to shower?” Dr. Jane-rada asked.

“You go ahead, Jane. I want to sit for a bit,” Dr. Melanee replied with a smile to the neighbor girl
who had become her lover. She placed her phone beside her as Jane-radasat down next to
her, eyeing her suspiciously.

“Something's off, Bow.”

“What is it?”

“Usually, when I ask you to shower, you rush to join me.”

“I want you to shower first so you can rest. Didn't Sita say you were on shift last night and
didn't get any rest?”

“Yes.”

“Work can be hard like this. You'll get used to it overtime.”

“I thought I was tired, but seeing Dr. Sita's schedule, I feel like I have it easy.”

Dr. Jane-rada wasn't exaggerating. Dr. Sita's schedule was packed with patient consultations,
teaching medical students, and important research with international medical teams.

“You said you wanted to be as skilled as Dr. Sita.”

“I can't handle it. Even half of her workload is too much... I'll go shower now.”

“Okay.”

They shared a gentle kiss on the lips before Jane-rada walked away just as the beautiful doctor
in a robe approached.

“Did you finish showering, Sita?”

“Yes, I came to tell you both to shower.”

“Jane's already showering, but I want to sit for a bit.”

“Hmmm?”

“I don't feel like showering yet. No rush,” Dr. Melanee smiled at the beautiful doctor who sat next
to her, flipping through channels to avoid eye contact. She didn't want to be caught agreeing to
go out with Dr. Tankhun tonight.

“Bow.”

“Yes?” The beautiful doctor looked into the enchanting eyes of the woman who always made
her heart weak. Because of love, she wanted Dr. Melanee by her side.

Their lips met in a sweet, passionate kiss before pulling away. Dr. Charming untied the robe's
knot, making the beautiful doctor smile.

“Hurry up and shower, then go to bed, Bow.”

“I'm not sleepy yet.”

"Not sleepy?”

“I want to watch a series. If you're sleepy, go ahead and sleep.”

Though surprised by the answer, Dr. Sita didn't ask further as she was already feeling sleepy.

Phew! Dr. Charming sighed with relief, quickly grabbing her phone to continue the chat. As
expected, Dr. Tankhun had sent a long message complaining about her sudden disappearance.

‘Almost didn't make it.’

‘Didn't make what? Come prove that your charming smile still works.’
‘What about Lada and Prem?’

‘Do you think those two beauties will leave their room?’

'Ha, I'll join you in a bit.'

Dr. Melanee turned off her phone screen after the conversation with her close friend. The TV
was still on, but her attention was elsewhere.

She kept an eye on the bedroom door, hoping it wouldn't open. If Jane and Dr. Sita didn't come
out in fifteen minutes, it meant they were asleep, and she could relax with Dr. Tankhun.

She wasn't planning to sneak out. Shejust wanted to prove herself as Dr. Tankhun had invited.

She changed from her casual clothes into a form-fitting dress, applying makeup to look
stunning. Tonight, her hidden charm would be tested, and Dr. Tankhun would lose the bet
again.

But before she could step out of the villa, she froze as the bedroom door opened. The two
women she thought were asleep emerged, and the room lights were turned on by Dr. Sita, who
stared at her calmly. Dr. Charming, who had been planning to make Dr. Tankhun lose tonight,
almost abandoning her plan. Dr. Sita turned back to the bedroom, but the cute neighbor girl
stood there, frowning in displeasure, making Dr. Charming slowly walk back into the room.

“I was going to call you to bed, but I guess it's not necessary now.”

“Jane…”

“I'm going to bed. Dr. Sita is waiting.”

The bedroom door closed again, but this time, Dr. Charming smiled at herself. When they
traveled together, she usually gave the bedroom to the two girls. But this time, they came to call
her to bed. So, what was she waiting for?

Three of us sleeping together keeps our warmth, right?

“Tan, tonight's off. I'll be Dr. Charmless.”

‘'What? You're not Dr. Charming anymore?’

“Nope... Finally, I get to snuggle with them. It's the first time.”

‘Oh, I'm jealous. Enjoy, Dr. Melanee! You're so naughty!’

 HIDDEN SCENES

FIFTY SHADES OF DR. FAHLADA

The heroine, who had just stepped out of the bathroom, glanced at the bed where her lover was
leaning against the headboard, laughing at something on her phone. Normally, when they were
relaxing together, Dr. Fahlada wouldn't even bother with her phone. But now, it seemed like she
was chatting with someone else, and she was smiling and laughing,

Isn't that suspicious?

Dr. Fahlada flashed asweet smile at the person who had just walked out of the bathroom
before turning her attention back to the messages on her phone. At that moment, Dr. Tankhun
was
making her stifle a laugh with his comment that Dr. Melanee was close to mastering the "three
- way" technique.

Moreover, Dr. Tankhun suggested that she should imagine it along with him. Just thinking about
it was amusing the idea that Dr. Charming would achieve the three-way mastery as Dr. Tankhun
claimed. In fact, they'd asked Dr. Melanee several times who would be in control if all three of
them were together.

But Dr. Melanee had replied that if they were together, physical pleasure wouldn't be the focus.
If they loved each other, they'd need patience and understanding of each other's roles.
Otherwise, this fragile love could break at any moment.

“Doctor,” she called out, making sure the doctor turned to look at her, sending a clear signal that
her lover was standing in the bedroom with her. If she didn't put down the phone, there would
definitely be some sulking.

“Yes?”

“Who do you care about more, me or your phone?”

Faced with her beloved's question, Dr. Fahlada couldn't help but laugh before putting the phone
far away from the bed and quickly walking over to hug her, preventing any further sulking.

“You, of course.”
“I saw you just tapping your phone... I'm done showering now.”

“I know.”

Dr. Fahlada couldn't resist kissing the temple of the person looking up at her with a smile. Her
lover was getting better at being affectionate day by day, so much so that she didn't want to
be away from her at all.

“But you don't do anything.”

“So, what should I do?”

“Do you really not know, or are you just teasing me?”

“I really don't know.”

“You're pretending…” she softly scolded as her hands untied the knot of her robe, revealing her
smooth, fair skin with nothing covering it.

“You're a little naughty.”

“Well, you seem more interested in other things than me.”

“This calls for a punishment, you know that?”

“I want you to punish meso badly.”

With a seductive smile, the actress removed the bathrobe, leaving only her beautiful, smooth
skin on display. She stepped back toward the bed, her eyes still fixed on Dr. Fahlada, who was
slowly taking off her thin shirt as well.

The bedroom lights, once bright, were now dimmed, leaving only the small lamp's glow. The
breath on her face made the actress excited. Every time the quiet atmosphere with no talking
after they reached the bed came with thin cloths tied around her wrists, followed by lips that
started to touch, making her heart race. She could hardly stand the teasing from Dr. Fahlada,
who seemed to enjoy every time she cried out in torment.

Her wrists were tied, unable to move, and the thin cloth covering her eyes made her heart beat
faster. Eventhough their love scenes happened often, every time Dr. Fahlada turned into
another person, it made her feel excited and enjoy the love scenes more than when they were
gentle and tender.

Dr. Fahlada never hurt her body but created excitement and an atmosphere that sparked her
imagination.
“I'm going to punish you, little naughty.”

“Doctor... mmph. ”

“This spot is beautiful... should I leave a mark?” Her fingers lightly touched the smooth chest,
moving back and forth, making the slender body on the bed squirm in torment.

“ Mmph, Doctor…”

“But if I leave a mark, it'll hurt.”

“Doctor…” The light touch on her chest made the blindfolded person frustrated, feeling like she
was being touched but then not.

“I'll hurt, you know. Hurt so much that I won't want you to leave my side tonight.”

Dr. Fahlada probably didn't know how much her soft whispers and the passionate kiss
that followed tormented the beautiful actress.

“Doctor, I want you to love me…”

“But it'll hurt.”

“I don't mind the pain because I loveyou, love you so much, my dearest doctor.”

With such pleading words, how could the angelic doctor, now transformed into another persona,
not comply?

Her lips began to touch the beautiful bare skin of the actress, who now let out sounds
of happiness, along with the love marks starting to appear as promised.

“Does it hurt, my love?”

“It doesn't hurt. Keep loving me, Doctor... please, I'm suffering…”

The torment mixed with pleasure and the heart's contentment would continue throughout the
night as their hearts desired. Dr. Fahlada and the beautiful actress still needed each other and
never got enough of the familiar touches.

The excitement we both enjoyed in our love scenes.

Because we love each other, we understand our hearts' desires.

 HIDDEN SCENES

COOTCHIE-COOTCHIE-COO

Naphak looked at Dr. Premsinee, who chuckled softly after glancing at her phone in surprise.
Normally, at this time, Dr. Premsinee wouldn't pay much attention to her phone unless it was
something urgent, usually a call, not a text message like this.

“P’ Prem.”

“Yes?” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the owner of the arms hugging her from behind the sofa before
allowing her cheek to be kissed affectionately.

“What are you doing?”

“Just reading the book I left unfinished.”

“Not reading a book. I mean before that.”

“Hmmm?”

“Your phone. What made you so happy? I saw you smiling.” She didn't want to be jealous, just
curious why her usually stoic doctor was smiling.

“Are you jealous?”

“No, I was just asking,” Naphak replied.

“Really?”

“Alright, fine. I admit I'm jealous... because I loveyou, P' Prem.”

“It's good that you asked, so you don't have to overthink things,” Dr. Premsinee said, turning her
face to kiss the cheek of the person still behind her affectionately.

“Okay, so why were you smiling?”

“I was chatting with Tankhun. It was just a funny conversation, but it's over now.”

“I thought noone else could make you smile except me.”

“You're so narcissistic.”

“I'm not narcissistic. I'm just head over heels for this Dr. Premsinee,” Naphak said, unable to
help but laugh. She never thought she'd use lines from a novel in real life.

“That's so cheesy.”

“Do you love me despite the cheesiness?”

“I do.” Dr. Premsinee couldn't deny it because her heart truly loved this woman.

“P" Prem?”

“What's up? Why the sweet voice?” Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile at the person who
walked around to sit beside her, giving her a pleading look.

“The bathtub here is spacious.”

“It should be, considering how expensive this place is.”

“So you know the bathtub is spacious... let's take a bath together,” Naphak said, trying her best
to look pleading but still showing signs of shyness since what she wanted wasn't just a bath.

“Didn't you say you wanted to bathe before bed?”

“I changed my mind... let's play …”

“Play what? Don't be shy,” Dr. Premsinee found the confident actress's shyness quite
endearing.

“Let's 'Cootchie-cootchie-coo' in the bathroom.... my leg is all better now, and we've never
played 'Cootchie- cootchie-coo' anywhere but the bed.”

“Huh? ”

“Cootchie-cootchie-coo in the tub... it's exciting, Prem.”

As soon as she finished speaking, she buried her face in Dr. Premsinee's waist to hide her
blushing cheeks. She just wanted to try something new, to make things a bit more exciting.
“Who said we're 'Cootchie-cootchie cooing' in the bathtub?”

There goes her dream... the expensive villa with the spacious bathtub didn't help make
Naphak's dream come true.

“P’ Prem …”

“Eventhough your leg is better, you still need to be careful.”

“But the bathtub is so hot... P' Prem, wait for me…” Before she could describe the hotness of
the bathtub, which every loving couple should try at least once, Dr. Premsinee walked away,
making her rush to follow.

Maybe Dr. Premsinee didn't like the hotness.

She preferred something ordinary, not as thrilling as other couples.

But shejust wanted to try once, to see how bot the bathtub could be.

Naphak's hope seemed to be dashed when the bathroom door remained closed. She was the
only one soaking in the warm water of the spacious bathtub, as Dr. Premsinee showed no sign
of joining her.

Naphak closed her eyes, leaning against the edge of the tub, relaxing with the unmet desire.
She had to be patient, and couldn't be as demanding as before, because what her beloved
doctor said was all out of concern for her.

But then, the sound of the door opening and the robe being placed down made Naphak's face
heat up instantly. No matter how many times she saw Dr. Premsinee's body, her heart would
race with embarrassment because the doctor's curves were incredibly stunning.

Everywhere she looked was mesmerizing, so how could she not be infatuated?

“What are you looking at?”

“The beauty... P' Prem, I'm so in love with you,” she said, moving closer to Dr. Premsinee, who
was leaning against the edge of the tub, looking back at her.

Dr. Premsinee tried to hold back her smile but eventually couldn't, smiling as the actress moved
closer until she was sitting on her lap. But the restless fingers made her pretend to give astern
look, which only made the other person more playful, teasing her skin even more.

“Pat…”
“I love Cootchie-cootchie-cooing on you.”

“Mmm.”

“Where should I touch next? Ah... this spot is so beautiful.”

The teasing on her chest made Dr. Premsinee glare at her. She wasn't just touching but
creating a tingling sensation bit by bit, making it hard for her to hold back her feelings. But
it seemed impossible when this crab knew exactly how to make her lose control.

“Still playing? Mmm... Pat…”

“Will you let me touch on you in the bathtub, P' Prem?”

“Pat…”

“Tell me. I really want to touch on you.”

“ Mmm … ”

“I take that as ayes.” Her hope was fulfilled, smiling happily as she pressed her lips to kiss the
beautiful doctor, who could only express her joy.

The love session in the bathroom began willingly, eventhough it was a slow and careful one,
ensuring it didn't affect the crab's legs. The crab's pleading made Dr. Premsinee give in, as
deep down, she also wanted to experience a new kind of love scene.

Dr. Premsinee had to give in to her.

She couldn't resist the pleading words, and most importantly, she gave in because of love.
 SPECIAL CHAPTER 3

The sunlight that began to stream in disturbed the rest time, causing the person on the bed
to start waking up. They tried to turn away to find a spot to continue sleeping. But how could
Dr. Premsinee, who had opened the curtains to let the sunlight wake the sleepyhead, allow
her
lover to keep their eyes closed in sweet slumber? Especially when today, the two of them had
an appointment, and the sleepyhead had agreed togo greet her parents for the New Year.

“Pat.”

“So sleepy, I don't want to wake up yet,” she said, not wanting to wake up, but her hands pulled
Dr. Premsineedown onto the bed with her, hugging tightly and not letting the doctor
go anywhere.

“You say you don't want to wake up, but you don't sound sleepy at all.”

“Well, now I'm sleepy. Let's sleep, okay?”

“Noway, it's almost nine.”

“P’ Prem, you smell so good. You smell so good, I don't want to get up,” she said, not just
speaking but also starting to nuzzle Dr. Premsinee's neck.

“Are you getting up or not?” Dr. Premsinee had to start using astern tone when her lover still
wouldn't get out of bed easily.

“Fine, I'll get up.”

“You always need to be scolded.”

“You look cute when you're stern. I love that.”

Dr. Premsinee pinched the nose of the one who said they liked being scolded, feeling a bit
exasperated. Who liked their lover to make astern face at them? Probably only this actress who
liked to tease her into speaking in a calm, serious tone.
“Hurry up and take a shower. Don't be late.”

“Yes, ma'am.”

“My parents don't like people who aren't punctual.”

“You're always threatening. I know what to do to impress my parents-in-law.”

“You're so cheeky, you never talk like this in front of them,” Dr. Premsinee could only shake her
head in exasperation at the person who ran into the bathroom. But it was because of this
person's sincerity that her parents softened and accepted their love.

Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile at the family vibe, now with someone she loved added to
it. It seemed like Naphak got along well with her family, except for her father, who remained
quiet. But she'd seen him smile occasionally when Naphak played with his two-year-old
granddaughter, who seemed particularly attached to Naphak.

“What did you give her to hold?”

“An apple.”

“I saw it fallon the floor.”

“Well…” Naphak was at a loss for words when faced with her beloved doctor's stern gaze. She'd
forgotten how much Dr. Premsinee valued cleanliness, especially with her beloved niece, who
was starting to speak sweetly and needed extra care.

She worried ten times more than Naphak did.

“Germs are everywhere. She'll get sick.”

“It just fella little. I thought the germs had no time to get on it.”

“Noway, Pat. You know Pun gets sick easily,” Dr. Premsinee reached out to pick up her little
niece, who was asking to be held and kissed her soft cheeks lovingly.

“Love you, Mama Prem.”

“Who taught you to say that, Pun? Tell Mama Prem.”

Dr. Premsinee kissed her niece's soft cheeksassoon as she heard the words that made her
face warm. The person who taught her little niece to speak was standing there, smiling proudly.

“Mama Pat.”

“And what else did Mama Pat teach you to say?”

“Mama Pat loves Mama Prem.”

The little niece continued to speak brightly, knowing that her words pleased the adults,
especially the beautiful Mama Pat, who was laughing heartily. But Mama Prem punished Mama
Pat by telling her to stop laughing and even said that if she didn't stop, she'd have to sleep
outside the room.

“Mama Prem is strict, right, Pun?”

“Not strict with me, only strict with Mama Pat.”

Mama Prem wasn't strict with Pun, only with Mama Pat.

“You're so smart, Pun. Let's give Mama a kiss.”

“Only love for Mama Prem. Mama Pat is jealous now.”

“I love Mama Pat too.” The little niece, the family's darling, jumped into the arms of the
jealous Mama Pat, who then showered her with kisses,

If it could be said that Pun helped the Chotiphicharn family absorb the love between Dr.
Premsinee and the actress, it wouldn't be wrong. The little niece, who didn't let anyone close
easily, allowed Naphak to carry her around and even let her kiss her cheeks, always calling for
Mama Pat. Sometimes, her sister-in-law would jokingly chide her little daughter about feeling
left out.

“P' Prem, can we take Pun for a few days?”

“No need to ask. My brother and my sister-in-law will leave Pun with us.”

“Really?”

“Yes, my brother wants to take my sister-in-law on another honeymoon.”

“Great, I get to cuddle Pun. Mama Pat loves Pun but loves Puna little less than Mama Prem.”
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the actress's delight at taking care of Pun. She wondered how Naphak
would handle it since Pun wasn't easy to take care of, especially since Pun needed to hold
something before sleeping

But before Pun's bedtime, Dr. Premsinee sighed deeply when she decided to stop by the
department store as Naphak wanted and left Pun with Naphak because she had to take care of
personal business in the restroom. When she reached the toy department, as Naphak had
mentioned, she almost wanted to scold both her lover and her niece for being too indulgent.

In front of her were expensive toys that Naphak had bought for Pun.

She wondered if Pun wanted the toys or if Mama Naphak wanted them herself.

“Put the toys back now.”

“P’ Prem.”

“I don't want you to spoil Pun with expensive toys like this.”

“I'm sorry, but I can't return them. I've already paid,” Naphak smiled sweetly at her beloved
doctor because this time, she was wrong for being too excited about the toys that seemed
to make parents willing to spend money.

Though Dr. Premsinee loved Pun very much, she raised her with discipline. It was only Naphak
who liked to take Pun out of Dr. Premsinee's rules, often getting chided by the doctor. This time
was no different, with Dr. Premsinee giving her astern look for spoiling Pun too much.

“I want you to be more reasonable with Pun. Don't spoil her until she gets used to it, okay?”

“Okay, from now on, I'll be more reasonable.”

“I want Punto grow up as lovely as you, not thinking she can get whatever she wants.”

“I understand. I promise to be a better Mama for Pun.”

Naphak lifted Pun into her arms, kissed her soft cheeks lovingly, and held Dr. Premsinee's hand
as they walked out together, not forgetting to tell the staff to send the toys as instructed. Now,
Pun seemed very sleepy.

Pun was sleepy, so Mama Prem had to lull her to sleep. But something Mama Prem used to lull
Pun made Mama Pat, who had just entered the bedroom after finishing her personal business,
look a bit displeased.

How could she be pleased when Pun's little hands were holding Dr. Premsinee's chest?
“P’ Prem …”

“Shhh! Quiet, Pun is sleeping.”

“Why does Pun have to hold your chest?” She moved closer, sitting on the bed and staring at
the little hands that seemed to enjoy holding the chest.

“Pun needs to hold a chest before sleeping.”

“I need it too.”

“Today, Mama Pat has to give in for Pun,” Dr. Premsinee smiled at Naphak's frowning face,
indicating that her chest belonged only to Naphak.

“P’ Prem …”

“Wait until Pun falls asleep. Otherwise, she'll be cranky and won't sleep well.”

“I can't sleep well without holding your chest either.”

“That's called being a big baby.”

“I don't care. After lulling Pun, you have to lull me too.”

Dr. Premsinee smiled at the words that made the speaker laugh. She accepted the sweet kiss
Naphak gave her but had to pull away when Pun seemed to stir, making her pat Pun's bottom
gently to keep her in sweet slumber.

Naphak couldn't help but smile at the adorable sight of her little niece and her beloved doctor.
She kissed the soft cheeks of her two beloved ones on the bed and dimmed the bedroom lights,
leaving only a small lamp as Dr. Premsinee had instructed, fearing that Pun would wake up
startled in the middle of the night without light.

Eren though she couldn't cuddle Dr. Premsinee tonight, she still felt the love that was clearly
conveyed.

Naphak Tharanisorn allowed Pun to cuddle Dr. Premsinee alone... no one else could even think
about it.

After the designated days when her brother and sister-in-law returned from their honeymoon,
Dr. Premsinee had to return Punto her real parents, eventhough she wanted to take care of
Puna bit longer. The little hands waving and blowing kisses, as Naphak liked to teach, couldn't
help but make her smile.
Until her brother's car drove out of the parking lot, Dr. Premsinee turned her attention to the
person beside her, but only for a moment before she turned back into the condo, ignoring the
actress who looked downcast, knowing well why she was being ignored by the doctor.

“P' Prem …”

There was no response, and she even walked away into the kitchen. Naphak glanced at the
magazine lying on the coffee table in the living room before letting out a sigh. She really messed
up by not checking the photo files the magazine sent over. As soon as her beloved doctor saw
the picture of her posing with a senior actor, she went silent.

Naphak watched Dr. Premsinee's slender back as she paced around the kitchen. She then went
over to hug her, planting a soft kiss on her cheek to avoid being ignored like this

“Let go, I haven't finished organizing things yet.”

“We can do that later. Let's talk first, okay?” If they didn't talk now, she was sure she'd be
sleeping outside the room tonight. Eventhough Dr. Premsinee refused to sit down and talk,
Naphak managed to coax her into sitting on the sofa for a conversation.

Naphak smiled at her beloved doctor, who still wore a blank expression, and turned her face
away, not looking at her sitting beside her. This kind of behavior made her break out in a sweat.
Initially, she didn't think the photoshoot would look this hot, but after the magazine retouched
the images, they looked much sexier than what her beloved doctor had ever asked for.

“If you have something to say, just say it. I need to get back to organizing the kitchen.”

“I didn't take sexy photos.”

“Then what are those pictures in the magazine?”

“They're retouched photos. When I took them, I followed everything you said. But I didn't check
how the magazine retouched them to look hot.”

Dr. Premsinee looked at the guilty face of the person beside her before letting out a small sigh.
She didn't mind Naphak doing photoshoots, but the pictures came out looking too intimate
and
sexy with the male model.

“Next time…”

“I won't take any more modeling jobs. I don't want you to ignore me again.” The stern look
wasn't as bad, but being ignored by Dr. Premsinee like this again was something she'd rather
avoid, even if it meant giving up modeling jobs.
“You can take them, but you need to be more careful.”

“Okay, I'll let you check every step.”

“That's not necessary.”

“It is. My lover is very jealous.”

“You're exaggerating.

“If you don't believe me, ask Dr. Premsinee, my lover, and you'll see how possessive she is.”

Dr. Premsinee didn't answer Naphak's question as her beautiful face moved closer, allowing her
lips to be claimed by asweet, soft kiss that asserted ownership. And she was more than willing
to let this person be the sole owner of her heart.

“Don't make me this jealous.”

“But I like it. I like that you're jealous of me.”

“If anyone finds out, they'll think I'm unreasonable.”

$Noone will know except me.”

“The readers will.”

“The readers won't mind. They all love Dr. Premsinee.”

“How do you know the readers love me?”

“I just know. Everyone wants Prem as their lover, but I won't give you to anyone.”

“Jealous kid.”

“I admit it. Dr. Premsinee is my one and only love.”

Naphak didn't just say it, she was now gently kissing Dr. Premsinee's lips to show that what she
said was the true feeling of her heart that couldn't change.

Our kiss continued without boredom, as we both knew how sweet a kiss filled with love could
be. And it seemed it wouldn't stop at just a kiss when Naphak's slender hand slipped inside Dr.
Premsinee's shirt, but she couldn't move as she wanted.
“What are you doing?”

“Just a little. After a kiss, we should…”

“It's daytime, and the lights are on.” Dr. Premsinee's blushing face made the teasing person
smile even more.

“Then I'll turnoff the lights. You must give in.”

“You're so demanding.”

“I know you'd allow me to be demanding.”

Naphak's confidence made Dr. Premsinee shake her beautiful face in mock annoyance, but she
had to admit that she allowed Naphak to be demanding of things she could accept. And it
seemed this was one of those things that would make her happy if she let Naphak have her
way.

Because we love each other, we want to be close, and we never tire of expressing our love
through the touch of our bodies.

“I do love you, Pat.”

“I loveyou too, P' Prem. I love you the most.”

“Thank you for loving me.”

“Thank you for letting me love you.”

-----THE END-----