Poisonous Love Eng
Poisonous Love Eng
Prologue
2. Chapter 1
3. Chapter 2
4. Chapter 3
5. Chapter 4
6. Chapter 5
7. Chapter 6
8. Chapter 7
9. Chapter 8
10. Chapter 9
11. Chapter 10
12. Chapter 11
13. Chapter 12
14. Chapter 13
15. Chapter 14
16. Chapter 15
17. Chapter 16
18. Chapter 17
19. Chapter 18
20. Chapter 19 [Dr. Prem initiate the move now]
21. Chapter 20
22. Chapter 21
23. Chapter 22
24. Chapter 23
25. Chapter 24
26. Chapter 25
27. Chapter 26
28. Chapter 27
29. Chapter 28
30. Chapter 29
31. Chapter 30
32. Chapter 31 : [Fck! This Chapter is unbearable!]
33. Special Chapter 1
34. Special Chapter 2
35. Hidden Scenes Dr. Casanova
36. Hidden Scenes Fifty Shades of Dr. Fahlada
37. Hidden Scenes Cootchie-cootchie-coo
38. Special Chapter 3
Prologue
The Beautiful Bride
It's undeniable that every woman in this world dreams of wearing a white
wedding dress—the kind that makes her feel like a princess in a fairy tale,
walking down the aisle with her handsome prince and living happily ever
after.
Today, the beautiful wedding dress that once brought a smile to its owner’s
face had to be tucked away in the deepest corner of the closet to spare her
the pain every time she saw it. The wedding had to be called off because…
the groom-to-be got another woman pregnant.
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
The phone’s ringing, right on cue, made the woman with tear-streaked
cheeks quickly grab it to silence it before collapsing back onto the wide
bed. Her eyes, however, drifted to the bathroom door slightly ajar, with a
pair of slippers in front.
It hurt that the wedding had to be stopped and that she had to become a
jilted bride. Because this woman… was utterly wicked.
This woman was a deadly poison that left a deep wound in her heart, but in
the end, she couldn’t deny that this lethal poison turned into the one that
taught her to love again.
The gorgeous villainess secretly loved a woman who didn't seem worthy of
her at all.
"So, shouldn't you know by now if your manager is worthy of your love?"
This was the one thing Tichakorn couldn't understand about her junior. She
was beautiful and sexy, but she chose to secretly love her best friend, who
was now her manager. And the beautiful villainess refused to admit that the
woman she secretly loved wasn't as sweet and cute as she'd imagined.
"Nam is very good to me, Ticha. I like gentle people. I think I secretly have
a crush on the right person."
"Nam..."
She smiled as soon as she saw her manager, who was also her best friend
and secret crush, in the room.
Nam's sweet voice and gentle smile made Naphak forget everything else as
she walked over to see the delicious-looking food her manager had set on
the table.
"It's done. Maybe I'm not that important." Nam's soft, hurt voice made
Naphak immediately take her hand.
"You're probably the only one who thinks that while others... don’t."
Nam's tears made Naphak pull her into a comforting hug. Even though it
hurt to hear her talk about someone else, she couldn’t stand to see Nam in
pain. She didn’t want to see the sadness in the sweet, gentle eyes she’d
fallen for at first sight.
Would she ever bear the chance to take care of the heart of the woman she
secretly loved? Not just keep her feelings inside...
At St. King Hospital, patients still waited for services even though it was
nearly five in the evening. The Cardiac Center had two elderly patients
waiting for a diagnosis. Among the team was Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn, a cardiologist.
The sound of knocking made the doctor, who had just diagnosed her last
patient, compose herself and adjust her gown.
"Prem."
Her friend's teasing made Dr. Premsinee blush slightly. It wasn’t just her
who was excited about the upcoming wedding; her friends were just as
thrilled to see her in a beautiful bridal gown.
"You used to be free all the time. Now that you're about to be a bride, you
have a chauffeur."
Dr. Premsinee watched her colleague leave the room before she started
packing up her things. Her fiancé had texted and reminded her of their
plans. The tall man in a fine suit waiting for her made Dr. Premsinee blush.
She handed him her briefcase, and he greeted her with a warm smile.
"No. I want to have dinner with you today," said Thawat, a thirty-five-year-
old man and one of the rising stars in the business world.
Even though he didn’t have to build a new business from scratch, being the
heir to his family’s enterprise, it wasn’t surprising that this handsome
businessman had been seen with various women before. But ever since he
met Dr. Premsinee, there hadn’t been any scandalous news about him.
"How about we eat at the mall nearby? That way, we don’t have to be in the
car too long and get tired," Thawat suggested, quickly opening the car door
for his girlfriend as they walked to the parking lot.
Dr. Premsinee smiled sweetly at her boyfriend. His actions had never
changed from the first day they started dating. He was always attentive and
gentle, which made her agree to his marriage proposal. The Italian
restaurant was bustling with people, but Thawat was able to find a private
spot for himself and his beloved.
Dr. Premsinee didn’t respond verbally; she just smiled as usual. Although
she didn’t like his habit of making decisions without asking her opinion,
like whether she wanted Italian food or not, she chose to let it go since they
were about to get married.
"Do you think that's a good idea? You're a doctor. I don't want people to
think badly of you," Thawat said, carefully placing her favorite dish on her
plate while talking.
He couldn’t deny that he was enchanted by Dr. Premsinee, who wasn’t only
beautiful but also calm, reasonable, and well-mannered. Her demeanor
made him pursue her wholeheartedly, and with the support of her friends,
he finally got to date his beautiful bride-to-be.
"I’ve told you before. Outside of work, I’m just Prem, not Dr. Premsinee,"
she reiterated.
"I'm sorry. Please forgive me." Thawat apologized, gently holding her hand.
Dr. Premsinee smiled before softly pulling her hand away, not wanting to
seem too harsh.
"Alright."
"I'm really exhausted today, Wat," Dr. Premsinee emphasized, letting him
know she genuinely wanted to rest, not just pretending, even though he'd
cleared his schedule to see her and spend time with her. She watched as her
boyfriend called the waiter to pay for the meal, then sighed softly. She
wasn't as perfect as everyone thought. She wasn't someone who would
easily go along with others' ideas; she just chose when to show her
stubbornness.
"I'll take you home,"
The luxury car drove into her condo's parking lot after passing the security
system, where Dr. Premsinee showed her key card to the security guard to
indicate that Thawat wasn't a stranger. Sometimes, he felt annoyed by this
routine every time he visited her.
"We're getting married soon. Don't you trust me enough to give me your
room's key card yet?"
Thawat sighed slightly at her answer but continued to be the perfect fiancé
by opening the car door for her. "Okay, I'll wait for our day."
"Can I have a goodnight kiss?" Thawat asked, smiling at her. Dr. Premsinee
was a woman he didn't dare to treat like he did with others. She was a
perfect woman he should cherish until their wedding day.
He didn’t want to miss this rare opportunity to touch her. Thawat watched
her slender figure disappear behind the door before turning to leave the
condo. He pulled out his latest model phone and called his close friends.
Since it wasn’t time for him to rest yet, unlike his tired girlfriend, he had
other plans.
"Okay, see you at the usual place," Thawat ended the call as soon as he
knew the destination for the night. With just over two weeks until his
wedding, he'd consider every night from now on his bachelor party.
~ Leave a voteee , 'Kay? (。・ω・。)ノ♡
Chapter 2
The vibrant nightlife continued to attract both workers and night owls to
unwind in their designed venues. It was much like the beautiful villainess
who smiled at her gorgeous senior, her senior's girlfriend, and the cool
senior who was single tonight. They invited her out to celebrate their
chance to work together.
"Is it really okay for me to drink with you all?" Naphak asked.
"Don't worry. This is Mawin's Club. I guarantee there won't be any leaked
photos causing scandal," Tichakorn reassured her junior with a smile.
Despite Naphak's strong and confident villainous role, she never intended to
tarnish her image with any misconduct.
"Didn't you say earlier that rumors are just rumors?" Tichakorn smiled at
her beautiful junior, who was starting to show signs of being fed up with the
entertainment industry's fabricated stories.
"Then just tell them that you like women, but you don't dare to approach
them because you're secretly in love with your friend," Aerin teased as they
reached the table.
Their junior had everything except for one thing -being in love with a
deceitful woman. But it wouldn't be fair to say Naphak didn't know her
friend well. When her friend was with her, she was sweet and gentle, just as
she liked.
However, if Tichakorn and Aerin hadn't accidentally seen that woman, they
wouldn't have known that the seemingly demure and cute woman wasn't
what she appeared to be. If she were truly demure, she wouldn't be wearing
a sexy outfit and kissing and hugging a man, would she?
"Didn't we come here to celebrate, Aerin? Why are we talking about this
again?"
"I told you to open an opportunity for others too, not just hoping for Nam."
"When will you then? If you don't, you'll never know the truth."
"Alright, alright, let's stop talking about this and order drinks. Pim, what
would you like?" Tichakorn interrupted the conversation between her best
friend and her junior, then turned to ask her smiling girlfriend beside her.
"Don't just lovey-dovey with each other. Pay attention to us too, right, Pat?"
"Right. Pim, don't just spoil Tichakorn. You can disagree with her
sometimes."
Naphak said, looking at the couple in front of her and couldn't help but
compare them to herself. Tichakorn found the person she wanted to be with
forever in just a few months, but Naphak had never experienced the
sweetness of having someone close by.
Drinks and snacks were quickly served, thanks to the club owner being
close friends with the two seniors. They didn't need to book a table or worry
about the expensive club being full. The staff seemed to know Tichakorn
and Aerin well, frequently checking on their needs until the seniors had to
send them to serve other tables. No wonder they said not to worry about any
leaked photos.
Naphak scanned the club with fascination. She noticed that the people
seemed relaxed as if this place allowed them to ignore social scrutiny.
Naphak sipped her colorful drink and listened to her seniors' conversation,
but her eyes were drawn to the special area in the club.
"It's a bachelorette party," Aerin said before the club owner, who joined
them later, could explain.
Naphak guessed she'd drunk quite a bit, as everyone at the party seemed to
be drinking with her. It's a shame if the woman in the short white dress is
the bride-to-be.
"Then why?"
"How can she let her beautiful girlfriend flirt with a charming woman like
that?"
"It's just a game, girl... Phak's, you should get a girlfriend already,"
Tichakorn whispered the last part, making Naphak roll her eyes.
Everyone seemed eager for her to find love quickly. And it seemed
Tichakorn was right. Pimlaphat just played along smoothly but didn't let the
charming woman touch her. They parted ways, and Pimlaphat made
Naphak blush by sitting on Tichakorn's lap and sharing a passionate kiss
right in front of her.
"I told you it was just a game..." Tichakorn said after kissing her girlfriend,
making Naphak's face burn.
Can't they save that for when they're alone? Honestly, a single girl like me
is so jealous of them.
The beautiful villainess felt a pang of envy watching her senior kiss her
girlfriend without a care in the world.
"Where did Bow go?" Dr. Premsinee asked as she arrived at the table,
finding only Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun chatting.
"Sura saw her playing our game, so she followed Sita out."
"Look who's talking. Soon, you'll be more interested in your groom than
friends." Dr. Tankhun's sarcastic remark made Dr. Premsinee laugh. She
hugged her handsome friend and kissed her cheek.
"I didn't think I'd feel this lonely. Soon, you'll be married." Dr. Tankhun's
raspy voice made the two remaining doctors hug their sentimental friend.
Being the only single one in the group can be lonely sometimes.
"Yes. Well, let's have a blast tonight, like a true bachelorette party...
Doctors, soon our friend will be a bride. Let's drink to Dr. Premsinee!"
The doctors' cheers made the bride-to-be tear up. She hugged Dr. Fahlada
and Dr. Tankhun, who were always by her side. Soon, the beautiful dress
would be worn by Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn...
All parties must end, and it was time for the doctors to head home. Even Dr.
Tankhun, who was supporting the bride-to-be who had drunk too much,
needed help. Luckily, Dr. Fahlada had only drunk a little, so she'd ensure
they both got home safely.
"Tan..."
Dr. Premsinee, the bride-to-be, had drunk so much she couldn't keep count.
"What now?" Dr. Tankhun was at a loss. Dr. Fahlada was still in the
restroom, and the crowd made it even harder for her to walk back. The
bride-to-be was pale and about to collapse.
"Tan..."
"I know. Stay here and don't move. I'll get Lada."
Dr. Tankhun reminded her friend, who had little sense left, not to wander
off before entrusting some friends who were drinking to look after the
bride-to-be. Dr. Premsinee looked around the club filled with nightgoers
having a blast, but she wasn't feeling it at all. Her body was giving out, and
if she stayed any longer, she was sure she'd collapse and embarrass herself.
The last thing she wanted was to pass out at her own bachelorette party.
"Hey, Prem, where are you going?" A friend called out to her.
"I can't take it anymore. Tell Tan I'm waiting outside," she replied.
Even though she was barely holding on, Dr. Premsinee didn't want to
trouble her friends who were having fun. The luxurious club seemed safe
enough that she didn't worry about getting kidnapped or anything. As soon
as she stepped out of the vibrant, noisy club, Dr. Premsinee didn't waste any
time and dragged her weary body to the parking lot.
But her eyes, ready to close, made the distance seem much longer. She
muttered to herself, wishing Dr. Fahlada's car would appear right in front of
her. It was as if her prayers were answered when she heard the sound of a
car unlocking nearby. It was Dr. Fahlada's German car. Dr. Premsinee
hurried her steps toward it.
Barely making it, she didn't hesitate to open the door and plop down inside
without waiting for an invitation or any words from the car's owner.
"Lada, I can't take it anymore..." She mumbled. The speaker, now slumped
and asleep, left the car's owner stunned. A woman in a short white dress had
just climbed into her car and passed out as if someone had flipped her
switch.
"Hey, Miss..." Naphak tried calling out to the woman who had brazenly
entered her car, but her voice was caught in her throat when she saw the
peaceful, sleeping face of the woman who reeked of alcohol.
She must've drunk a lot to be in such a state. For some reason, Naphak's
fingers lightly traced the face of the sleeping woman. The car's interior light
revealed her delicate features clearly. Her fingers then moved to the
woman's lips, adorned with a tempting shade of lipstick.
The fleeting thought made Naphak pull her hand back immediately. She
took a deep breath of the car's cool air to calm her racing heart, which had
quickened at the touch and the thought of those lips. She had to admit,
whether from a distance or up close, that this woman-whose name she didn't
even know-made her heart race in a surprising way. The short dress that
revealed a bit of cleavage made it even harder to look away.
She didn't know how long it took to regain her composure. She tried to
nudge the sleeping woman awake, but there was no response. What if this
woman gets into someone else's car? Would they do the same or worse?
The expensive car drove out of the parking lot. The owner grabbed a small
towel from the car and covered the beautiful woman who was mumbling
about being cold.
The deeply asleep woman probably had no idea how worried her friends
were about her disappearance. Who would've thought that Dr. Premsinee,
the bride-to-be, would go missing on her own bachelorette night?
Dr. Tankhun wanted to shout for someone to bring Dr. Premsinee back. She
was about to be a bride, but now she was missing on her bachelorette night.
If the groom found out his fiancée was missing with someone unknown, it
wouldn't end well.
"They said Prem walked out to wait outside. Where could she have gone?"
Dr. Tankhun wasn't the only one sobering up quickly after stepping out of
the club and not finding the bride. Dr. Fahlada was equally worried,
knowing how concerning Dr. Premsinee's drunken state could be.
"She didn't accidentally get into someone else's car, did she?"
Dr. Fahlada almost wanted to facepalm at the thought of whether the bride-
to-be could keep herself together tonight. If she were in a private room, it
wouldn't be a big deal, but now their friend was missing in public.
"Ms. Naphak, is there anything else I can help with?" the condo's security
guard asked.
Naphak quickly closed the door after handing the guard a tip. She didn't
want him snooping around her room. She couldn't help but feel exhausted,
having to carry her outfit for the next morning up to her room. Sometimes,
she felt annoyed having to wear clothes from brands that sponsored her
company. But what could she do? Almost every actor in the entertainment
industry was in the same boat, even though her contract had some special
clauses.
But her thoughts were interrupted when she saw through the bedroom
mirror that the drunk woman had awoken and was getting out of bed. Not
just getting up, but she was taking off her short dress.
"Let go, Lada, it's hot..." Dr. Premsinee, stubbornly trying to remove her
dress, still thought the woman holding her hand was her close friend.
Did the drunk woman realize that her sweet, dazed eyes and almost
absentminded smile were making Naphak stand still, watching the dress fall
off her fair body? Her breath caught when the woman's fumbling hands
tried to remove her white lace strapless bra but couldn't manage it.
Her face flushed as her eyes inadvertently looked down at the woman's
smooth, white legs, then stopped at the white lace panties matching her bra.
Watching the drunk woman curl up on the bed again, Naphak had to clutch
her chest to calm her racing heart. How many times had she felt her heart
race because of this woman she didn't even know but whose almost naked
body she'd seen and touched?
She didn't want to find a reason or anything that made her decide to walk
closer to the bed and look down at the enticing figure lying there. She had
to admit that this drunk woman had a splendid figure under that dress. Her
perfectly sized breasts, flat stomach, and well-shaped hips were in perfect
proportion. Were her big, alluring eyes the reason she felt so drawn to her,
even though she'd never felt this way before, not even with her secret
crush?
The woman's beautiful lips, lightly coated with lipstick, made Naphak feel
like she was swallowing a lump in her throat. She leaned down, unable to
resist the urge to kiss those lips softly, hoping the sleeping woman would
feel the touch. She didn't know how long she kissed her, but it seemed the
woman, who had started to wake up, fell back asleep.
Naphak couldn't believe it. Even after being kissed, this woman could still
sleep. This drunk girl is really cute. A smile spread across her face as she
looked at the woman's cleavage. An idea popped into her head. It wouldn't
be wrong to play a little prank on this woman who had taken over her bed.
A red mark appeared on the woman's fair chest as soon as Naphak's lips left
it. She smiled with satisfaction before deciding to get up from bed. The
woman who had caught her interest from the start now bore her mark.
She hadn't felt the playful feeling of pranking someone in a long time, but
now Naphak couldn't stop smiling. The more she looked at the enticing
figure, the more she smiled.
Beautiful, hot figure. Would she know how much it tortures me to only be
able to look?
Chapter 3
Rrrrrrrrrrr...
The loud sound of the phone ringing stirred the beautiful woman lying on
the soft bed. Dr. Premsinee blinked her eyes to shake off the drowsiness,
trying to regain her full consciousness as quickly as possible. Her large,
round eyes scanned the room before widening in shock at the sight of
everything around her. This wasn't her room, nor was it her friend's room.
Her eyes quickly darted down to check her own state under the thick,
fragrant duvet. Dr. Premsinee let out a sigh of relief when she saw that her
two small pieces of clothing were still on. She remembered getting into Dr.
Fahlada's car last night, but after that, everything was a blur. The next thing
she remembered was a dream-like sensation of... someone kissing her.
But as soon as the blanket slid down, revealing her chest, Dr. Premsinee let
out a deep sigh. She realized that last night wasn't just a dream, but she
could tell that nothing more than a kiss had happened. She was a doctor and
a woman; she knew her own body well. But was the person last night a
woman or a man?
Dr. Premsinee's eyes swept around the room again. There was only a picture
frame on the headboard, showing a group photo of four or five people, both
men and women, all dressed in college uniforms. How was she supposed to
know who had stolen a kiss and left a mark on her last night?
More importantly, that person had seen her almost naked body. A piece of
paper on the bedside table caught Dr. Premsinee's attention. She picked it
up and read it, her face turning red with embarrassment almost immediately.
Neat handwriting... a woman?
She knew the words in the message described last night's events well. If that
person hadn't been patient, she mightn't have remained the good bride she
dreamed of being, with her virginity taken away on her own bachelorette
party night.
Whether that person was truly good or not, she didn't know. She only knew
she had to thank them for not taking advantage of her in her drunken state.
But before she could think more about the person who helped her during
her bachelorette party, she was met by her three close friends who had come
to her condo right after work. It was clear that the three doctors had planned
to meet up.
"Prem, what happened last night? Tell us," one of them demanded. There
was no need to guess why her friends had come; they wanted to know what
happened to her, but Dr. Premsinee wasn't about to spill all the details.
"Nothing happened."
"You were drunk. We were so worried about you. I told you to wait, but you
walked off," Dr. Tankhun continued to scold her, as Dr. Premsinee had kept
him and Dr. Fahlada up almost all night.
"Is that all? It can't be just that," Dr. Melanee was skeptical. She knew how
wild things could get when her friend was drunk and out of control.
"The car owner took me to sleep at their condo."
"To sleep...?"
"Just to sleep. They seemed like a good person. They didn't take advantage
of me at all." Dr. Premsinee said, placing a glass of freshly squeezed orange
juice in front of her three friends before sitting down next to Dr. Melanee
and resting her head on her shoulder.
"Prem, are you really okay?" Dr. Tankhun searched her face for the truth. It
was hard to believe that a man would let a beautiful, drunk woman go
without doing anything unless the car owner was a woman.
"I'm telling the truth. They didn't do anything you guys are worried about."
Dr. Premsinee smiled, feeling comforted by her friends' concern.
"Then you were really lucky. If it wasn't a good person, you'd be in trouble,
Prem."
"I think the person last night was good," Dr. Premsinee didn't mention that
her definition of "good" included the fact that the person had only kissed
her and left a small mark on her chest, proving that last night wasn't a
dream but a reality where she'd felt soft, sweet lips on hers.
"I'm not sure. It was an expensive condo but not overly decorated. The
picture in the room showed both men and women."
"Why?"
"Think about it. If it was a man, he wouldn't have let Prem go so easily."
Dr. Tankhun's words seemed to resonate with everyone, including the bride-
to-be, who couldn't help but wonder if the person last night was indeed a
woman. And if so, why had she kissed her? Could it be that the person likes
women?
"Prem, what are you thinking about?"
"Wat has a meeting. I don't want to wait too long. Let's all go together so
you can help me decide."Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friends, who started to
complain about the groom. She got up first, prompting the others to follow.
But she couldn't help but smile at Dr. Tankhun's continued grumbling. Yet,
a strange feeling in her heart made her unconsciously touch her lips...
"Beautiful bride."
"Beautiful."
Dr. Melanee's voice was followed by Dr. Fahlada's, and finally, Dr.
Tankhun, who was eager to see their friend try on the dress.
"You guys are so impatient." Dr. Premsinee tried to keep a straight face, not
wanting her friends to see how excited she was to try on the beautiful white
dress she'd dreamed of since childhood. But she couldn't hide the smile in
her eyes.
"Hurry up. We want to see you in the wedding dress." Dr. Tankhun pushed
the bride-to-be into the fitting room, eager to see Dr. Premsinee in the dress
they'd all helped choose. How many people were as lucky as Dr. Premsinee,
with a handsome, kind groom who owned a successful business?
It wasn't long before the doctors saw their friend emerge in the beautiful
wedding dress. Even without makeup and hair done, Dr. Premsinee looked
stunning. On the big day, the groom wouldn't be able to take his eyes off
her.
"Beautiful," Dr. Tankhun was the first to approach, spinning the bride-to-be
around and showering her with compliments. He was sure that Dr.
Premsinee's wedding would be like a perfect fairy tale. Dr. Premsinee
smiled at her friends, who all loved the dress she was wearing. She was
glad she'd chosen the 'Kanrada' boutique, whose designer had created a
flawless wedding dress. In just a few days, she'd be the ideal bride.
After trying on the dress to her satisfaction, it was time to return it to the
boutique for final adjustments to ensure it fit perfectly on the big day. In
just a few days, the beautiful wedding dress would be worn for a sweet
wedding ceremony.
The setting sun made the film crew rush to finish today's outdoor scenes. If
they didn't finish on time, the costs would exceed the budget.
"Scene number thirteen, the villainess pretends to sprain her ankle so the
hero will take her to the doctor. Action!"
As soon as the director's voice ended, the actors began their roles. The
villainess, who had won numerous awards, continued to portray her
character's deceitful charm, making the hero feel sympathetic. Her
seductive gaze made the actor playing the hero genuinely interested in her
despite it being just an act.
"Cut! Excellent... Phak's that was perfect. That's the look I wanted," the
director praised.
"Thank you. I got this opportunity because of you," the villainess, who had
just received praise, quickly walked over to the female director she was
close to. Mhon was the first person to give her a chance to act in a drama
and had taught her many things. She was someone Naphak always
respected in the industry.
"Would it really matter if you didn't have work in the industry?" The
middle-aged female director, who knew the villainess's family background,
almost wanted to roll her eyes at her. It seemed like the entertainment
industry was just a hobby for her rather than something she took seriously.
"I think you take care of your manager more than the other way around."
Usually, the personal manager should take care of the actress, but it seemed
like Naphak's had a lot of privileges.
The director could only watch the slender back of the beautiful villainess
until she was out of sight. Even though this woman played the role of a
villain, she had as many fans as the leading actors and actresses. But there
was one thing that really bothered her. Naphak's close friend and personal
manager often caused problems with her work, like today when Naphak
was exhausted from overlapping event schedules.
"When will you start acting like a villain in real life, Phak?" She couldn't
help but notice the way the gorgeous villainess looked at her manager.
After changing her clothes, the rising star didn't waste any time driving
back to her condo to rest. The day's work schedule had drained almost all
her energy. But a message on her phone made her change her route while
waiting at a traffic light.
It didn't take long for her to stand in front of her manager's condo, pressing
the doorbell. She was annoyed that Nam had accepted overlapping jobs,
causing her to apologize to the drama crew for the delay in filming. But
seeing Nam's apologetic face and hearing her pleading voice made her
soften again. And now, seeing Nam looking unwell, she wanted her to rest
more and not follow her around like before.
"Nam! What's wrong? You don't look well." Seeing the pale face of her
close friend, whom she secretly had a crush on, Naphak didn't hesitate to
support her and walk her to the sofa in the living room.
"Phak..."
"No."
"Why not? You look so pale." The more her manager resisted, the more
confused and concerned she became. But when their eyes met, she sighed
again.
"Even..."
"Nam!? Why are you crying?" The tears that flowed from her friend's eyes
as she hugged her made the beautiful villainess feel helpless. All she could
do was hold her and comfort her, not liking to see the one she secretly loved
cry without knowing the reason. Seeing the tears and hearing the sobs made
her feel like her heart was being squeezed.
"Tell me what's wrong. Who did this to you? Tell me." If she could, she'd
shake her friend to get her to reveal what was troubling her. But all she
could do was hold her and comfort her, wanting to tell her that the more she
cried, the more it hurt her too.
"What..." She wanted to ask what had happened, but now all she could do
was listen to the sobs of the person she secretly loved. Sometimes, she
didn't understand why she endured this without confessing her feelings. She
was afraid that the woman beside her wouldn't accept it and would leave
her.
"Okay."
"When you aren't crying, you're the cutest, you know?" She smiled at the
woman with swollen eyes before gently letting go of her hand.
She knew her friend was deliberately changing the subject. Almost every
time she tried to confess her feelings, her friend would find a way to avoid
it or change the topic. This made her hesitant to express her feelings. She
felt so far away.
But her plan to make a simple meal was interrupted when she saw a
medicine bag. Curiosity made her look inside to see if her friend had gone
to the doctor without telling her.
Her voice trailed off as she read the labels and saw a small document in the
bag, explaining why her friend looked so sick. The deep pain made Naphak
almost collapse, her eyes burning with tears of sorrow. The woman she
secretly loved, whom she always tried to be close to, was pregnant.
"Phak?!" The shocked voice of her friend entering the kitchen didn't register
with her. All she knew was that tears were streaming down her face
uncontrollably.
The woman hugging her with tears made it impossible for her to push away,
no matter how much her heart ached. Who would've thought that the sweet,
gentle woman she loved would get pregnant by a man she didn't know? The
disappointment made Naphak want to leave, but her legs were too weak to
move. Her heart still cared for the woman sobbing in her arms.
"Don't cry, Nam, don't cry..." She told her friend not to cry, but her own
tears flowed as the reality hit her hard.
Her friend's confession of love for another man was a harsh reminder that
her feelings would never be reciprocated.
She loves him. She'll never look at me, the one who has always cared for
her...
Chapter 4
"But I love him, love him so much..."
The words echoed in her mind, amplifying the pain in her heart and causing
the dried tears to flow once more. Her beautiful eyes gazed at the photo of
two women in college uniforms, her heart aching as if it had shattered into
pieces. The pain was so intense that she didn't want to do anything but let
the tears of unrequited love flow.
But the ringing phone interrupted her thoughts, and Naphak decided to
answer, seeing it was a senior who might be calling about work. She had
recently signed a contract to be a presenter for Wanitchakom Group.
She wiped away her tears as she put the phone back in her bag. Her swollen
eyes glanced at the photo in front of her before she turned it face down, not
wanting to think about the painful memories.
No matter how good she was, the person she loved would never return her
feelings. Nam loves someone else... loves him enough to have a child
together.
It didn't take long for her to arrive at the pub restaurant as her beautiful
senior had suggested. She didn't intend to drink away her sorrows but just
wanted to escape the place filled with the memories of Nam. Staying in the
same place would only deepen her pain, making her lose herself. Her
feelings were a mix of sadness and disappointment that the woman she
thought was sweet and proper had let herself get pregnant.
"Ticha..."
"Naphak, you're like a little sister to us," Tichakorn said with concern,
echoed by Aerin.
The glasses she wore to hide her swollen eyes didn't help. She gave a tired
smile, showing her seniors that she was burdened and exhausted, both
physically and emotionally.
"If something's bothering you, you can tell us," Aerin smiled, but Naphak
turned away, not wanting them to know what she was hiding.
"Nam is pregnant..."
Tichakorn and Aerin sighed deeply, sipping their drinks. Maybe this pain
would finally make their dear sister realize that the woman she secretly
loved wasn't as sweet and proper as she thought.
"But..."
"If she doesn't love you, then that's it. No matter how good you are, she
won't love you back," Tichakorn said, offering no comfort but words to
make Naphak think about her next steps in love.
"I'm not stupid. I just didn't want to believe Nam would do something like
this."
"I guess I expected too much and got disappointed. Let's talk about
something else," Naphak smiled weakly, changing the subject to avoid
talking about the person she secretly loved. But why did her heart keep
replaying the words of that woman, saying she loved someone else?
After dinner with her seniors, it was time to part ways. They made sure she
was okay to go home alone, and she assured them she was fine, not letting
disappointment break her.
"I'm okay,"
She started to leave but stopped when she saw someone familiar eating with
friends. Naphak recognized the woman at the table, remembering the night
she met a drunk woman who stripped and fell asleep in her room, the
woman who made her leave a small mark on her chest.
"Who?"
"Someone I think I've met... Oh, they're gone," Dr. Premsinee said, looking
for the person who had disappeared.
"Maybe the bride-to-be is just too charming, and people can't help but be
drawn to her." Dr. Tankhun teased, making everyone laugh.
"You're exaggerating."
"Be careful. Someone might come and cause trouble for your wedding."
"Tankhun!"
"Just kidding... No one loves two people like Bow," Dr. Tankhun said,
making Dr. Melanee laugh.
The three doctors laughed, teasing Dr. Melanee about her two lovers before
changing the subject. Dr. Melanee offered to pay for dinner to stop the
teasing.
"Let's talk about something else. I'll pay for dinner."
"Go ahead, Bride-To-Be. I'll wait for revenge." Dr. Melanee jokingly
threatened Dr. Premsinee, but the latter didn't flinch; she even linked arms
with Dr. Melanee and told Dr. Fahlada to order expensive dishes.
They didn't have many opportunities to tease their friend like this, better
make the most of it while at it. After dinner, they parted ways. Dr. Melanee
and Dr. Tankhun went for more drinks, Dr. Fahlada's lover picked her up,
and Dr. Premsinee went back to her condo, wanting to rest. She looked at
the wedding invitation and favors with a smile.
Soon, she'd wear the beautiful wedding dress she'd always dreamed of.
Dr. Premsinee went to her bedroom after placing the card and favor on the
living room table, wanting to sleep early as advised by others around her.
She wanted her wedding day to be perfect. She undressed, placing her
clothes in the laundry basket. She smiled at her well-proportioned body in
the mirror before taking off her slightly sexy white floral bra and panties,
seeing the faint mark on her chest. The bachelorette party would've caused
her more trouble if the room owner hadn't controlled themselves.
She touched the mark lightly, thinking about how different things could've
been if that night had gone differently. The virginity she cherished would be
worthless on her wedding day if it was taken away on the night of her
bachelorette party...
She still believed that the person from the bachelorette party whom she had
inadvertently troubled was a good person, even though she didn't know if
they were a man or a woman. Maybe she'd have the chance to thank and
repay that person someday.
The bright sunlight began to shine through, waking the person on the soft
bed. A slender hand reached for the glasses and put them on, then got up
and walked to the kitchen to drink a glass of water, a morning routine
whenever she woke up early without rushing or working late into the night.
Naphak sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV to avoid the silence in
the room. The beautiful female news anchor continued to report the news as
usual, but what made her smile was the rumor that the anchor was the lover
of superstar Engfah.
The phone rang, displaying a familiar number that made Naphak sigh
deeply. Despite trying to avoid it, she couldn't escape the truth that her
longtime crush loved someone else, and more importantly, she was
pregnant.
Having or not having a manager didn't feel much different for her.
Sometimes, she wondered why she had to manage her own schedule when
she had a manager like others. Maybe it was time to face reality, not just
live in the rose-tinted dream.
Not even twenty minutes after hanging up, the slender figure of the woman
she secretly loved, with tears welling up in her eyes, stood before her.
Naphak couldn't help but hug and comfort her, not wanting this woman to
shed more tears. She didn't want the mother's sadness to affect the innocent
baby in her womb.
"Nam..."
Hearing the sobbing words made Naphak gently push her away to look into
her eyes. How could the woman she thought was gentle and sweet say such
a thing? Even if the baby was the child of a man who hurt her, the baby was
innocent. How could a mother kill her own child?
"But now it's worthless.... Even if I'm pregnant, he doesn't want me."
"Nam! The baby is innocent! How can you be so cruel to your own child?"
The heart-wrenching cries made Naphak hurriedly help her sit on the long
sofa, sighing deeply. So, the whole story was that the baby's father was
getting married and didn't accept the baby.
"In three days. What should I do. Phak, you have to help me."
The pleading voice of her secret crush made Naphak turn away slightly. It
was a familiarity she was starting to get tired of, that whenever this woman
was in trouble, she'd come crying for help, even now... when she was
pregnant, and the man didn't accept her.
"I don't know. I know just that she might be a doctor... He doesn't love me. I
don't want to live anymore, Phak."
"Nam! Why are you thinking such crazy things over one man?"
This would be the last time she did something for this woman. After this,
she'd let go and remember that once she had a crush, but it only brought
disappointment when the love wasn't reciprocated like in the novels.
No matter how many good deeds she did, the woman she loved never
saw her ...
Chapter 5
"Finally, the day has come for the beautiful bride to be the happiest woman
in the world." Dr. Premsinee looked at the pre-wedding photo in her hand
with a smile full of joy.
In less than two hours, the engagement ceremony would begin in the
morning, followed by the wedding celebration with her fiancé in the
evening. She didn't want a grand ceremony. Even though her fiancé wanted
to spend lavishly on a luxurious event, she preferred a simple one. She
firmly believed that grandeur didn't prove their love grew stronger every
day.
The words from Dr. Tankhun and Dr. Melanee made the bride-to-be blush
slightly in her traditional Thai dress.
"More than just okay. I never imagined you'd look this stunning in a
wedding dress," Dr. Tankhun said, spinning the bride-to-be around with
eyes full of emotion.
In their group, Dr. Premsinee mightn't stand out as much as Dr. Fahlada or
Dr. Melanee, but she had big, round eyes and a strikingly beautiful face that
easily drew attention. However, Dr. Premsinee was a doctor with a low
passion for romance as she was more focused on her work than on those
who tried to court her. If they hadn't encouraged Thawat, the handsome
businessman, today's wedding might never have happened.
Dr. Tan wasn't the only one puzzled by the commotion. The bride-to-be,
hearing it too, quickly walked to the balcony to see what was happening on
the lawn in front of the house. Two women were talking to Dr. Fahlada.
One of them was very beautiful but seemed quite outspoken.
"We'll go check. You stay..." Dr. Melanee stopped speaking as the bride-to-
be walked out of the room, not caring that the ceremony was about to start.
The voices grew louder, so much so that it surprised the bride-to-be. Dr.
Fahlada tried to calm the woman in sunglasses, but she didn't seem to care
and continued to shout and demand to see the bride.
"I'm here," Dr. Premsinee said, looking at the woman who seemed familiar,
though she couldn't place where she'd seen her before. She only knew the
woman was so pretty she couldn't help but look twice.
The loud woman's voice trailed off as her eyes, hidden behind sunglasses,
froze upon seeing the bride.
The drunk woman who had stripped in front of her that night was the bride?
Naphak couldn't help but scan the woman in the traditional Thai dress. Her
first thought was that this woman was incredibly beautiful, so much so that
she didn't want to look away. She wanted to stare just like that night when
she saw her almost naked, leaving marks on her chest.
"What do you want?" Dr. Premsinee tried to speak softly, as she would with
a patient, hoping to calm the angry woman.
Silence.
No one moved as the beautiful woman's angry words hung in the air. Only
Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee moved to support the bride, but Dr. Premsinee
stood firm, not collapsing.
"Still don't believe me? Here's the proof. My friend is three weeks
pregnant." The speaker was angry, holding a paper that confirmed her
words. But Dr. Premsinee didn't know if the shy, modest woman was
pregnant by her fiancé or if it was someone else she claimed to be her
friend.
"Hey! You're a doctor. Can't you see the proof I'm showing you?"
"Sorry, but I'm not the kind of woman who cancels her wedding just
because someone claims to be pregnant with my fiancé's child."
"You...!"
"Please leave. I have nothing to discuss with you." Dr. Premsinee wanted to
get away. She didn't care what the loud woman would say. She just wanted
to hide her tears.
"Wait! What kind of woman are you? How can you stay calm when your
fiancé gets someone else pregnant? He's cheating on you!"
The slender hand that held her back and the words that confirmed her
fiancé's infidelity made Dr. Premsinee unable to hold back her tears. But did
Dr. Premsinee know that her tear-streaked face made the person who came
to ruin the wedding feel a pang in her heart? The pain in her eyes made
Naphak want to pull her into her arms, just like that night when she was
drunk, and Naphak could do anything with her.
SLAP!!
The sound of a hand hitting a face made the slapped person immediately
touch her lips. Naphak felt the sting and the pain from the slap. This was the
first time she'd ever experienced it, but what interested her more than the
pain or her bleeding lip was...
There was no sobbing, just the pained eyes of the bride who had to cancel
her wedding. The beautiful, fairy tale-like wedding was ruined...
Naphak could only watch the pained eyes of the bride and her slender back
disappearing into the house. It didn't make her happy. Instead, she felt
something she couldn't understand, touching her chest as if trying to figure
out what this feeling meant.
The wedding was ruined as planned, but why wasn't she happy for her
friend? Her heart was filled with the image of the bride's pained eyes and
tears.
The beautiful face of the woman wearing a traditional Thai dress was still
streaked with tears, even though she should've been sitting gracefully in the
beautifully decorated living room, ready for the groom to place the ring on
her finger in the engagement ceremony.
The continuous knocking on the door came as the groom arrived, only to be
told that the engagement and wedding were canceled because the bride
wasn't ready. No one knew how much it hurt the bride to be the one to call
off the wedding.
Dr. Premsinee slowly wiped her tear-streaked face. She was heartbroken
that her dream wedding had fallen apart. Even though her parents wanted
the ceremony to continue to avoid embarrassment, she couldn't force herself
to, so she locked herself in her room.
The shouting outside from the groom continued for almost an hour, but
there was no response from inside. Dr. Premsinee's big eyes, looking at the
pure white wedding dress, were still filled with tears. The pain was almost
unbearable.
Did he sleep with someone else while we were together? The dream
wedding fell apart because the groom got another woman pregnant.
Did Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn's perfection mean nothing? Was that why
her lover cheated, and his woman dared to insult her here? But if a woman
disrupted the wedding celebration, how much gossip would there be?
Wasn't it better that the chaos happened now?
The important thing was the engagement hadn't happened yet. Even if she
might be gossiped about as a jilted bride... it was better than being married
and having a pregnant woman claim her husband...
The door that had been closed for an hour opened when Dr. Premsinee was
ready to control her emotions, even though her eyes were swollen from
crying.
"Come in, Wat."
"Prem! What happened? Why did you cancel our wedding?" As soon as the
door opened, the man in traditional Thai attire charged her with questions.
When he arrived, the bride-to-be's friend informed him that today's event
had been canceled without any explanation, prompting him to stand and
knock on the door to get the bride-to-be to come out and talk.
"Prem, you can't cancel the wedding." The man began to move closer to her
but was immediately blocked by her friend. He wasn't intimidated by the
unfriendly glare from her friend.
The romantic declaration of love from his lips made Dr. Premsinee look at
his tense, handsome face with a calm gaze, even though inside, she was in
so much pain that she didn't want to see him anymore.
"The woman you love? If you love me, why did you get another woman
pregnant?!"
"What?!"
"She came here, saying you're the father. Do you even know how
embarrassed I was?! Get out! I don't want to see you!"
Despite trying to hold back her tears, the weakness of her heart made it
impossible to contain her pain.
She wasn't perfect, but what was wrong with her that this man cheated on
her and let another woman stamp over her feelings?
"That's your problem. As for our wedding, I'm not ready. Tan, see the guests
out for me."
Her slender back, shaking with sobs, turned away, leaving her close male
friend to escort the man she didn't want to see out. She was disgusted that
he'd put her in such a painful situation. The shouts of explanation from the
man who was once her groom echoed as her friend pushed him out the door.
"Prem..."
The gentle voices of her two close friends made Dr. Premsinee rush into
their arms for comfort, letting out her sobs to release her pain.
Dr. Premsinee's heart-wrenching sobs made Dr. Melanee and Dr. Fahlada
stand still, hugging their dear friend. They had no comforting words,
knowing that any consolation would only deepen Dr. Premsinee's pain.
They understood that her decisions weren't made out of mere emotion. Dr.
Premsinee had her reasons, but how much could she endure the gossip of
being a jilted bride?
Meanwhile, the groom's striking face was red with anger as he sped to the
condo of the woman named on the pregnancy confirmation paper. He
wouldn't let the wedding fall apart like this. A perfect woman like Dr.
Premsinee was the one to be his wife, not a woman who was unworthy of
him.
As soon as he entered the room, his voice turned into a near shout at the
woman in front of him, pushing her away from hugging him.
"You're shameless! I don't love you. How dare you ruin my wedding!"
This time, he didn't just yell; he threw the woman who claimed to be
pregnant with his child onto the long sofa, stepping forward to grab her chin
in anger, barely able to control himself.
"Love? Or are you trying to trap me? Who would want a woman like you to
be the mother of their child?"
"But I'm pregnant with your child. If I can't be the mother, I'll get rid of it!"
"I'm not threatening. I'm the mother. I can do whatever I want with this
child."
Her challenging gaze as she held her stomach made Thawat want to shake
her for what she said. How did he ever see this woman as sweet and lovely?
She was so manipulative, using the child she claimed was his to threaten
him.
"You..."
"If you don't want this child, I don't see any value in it."
"Do you think you can trap me by getting pregnant? This is real life, not a
novel!"
"Wat!"
"We'll get a DNA test. If the child is mine, I'll pay the child support... But
don't you expect to be my wife. A woman like you is not worthy of me.
Remember that!"
"Waaaat!!!!!"
The screams of the woman he once thought he could get along with blared.
But his idea of getting along was only about the sex, where she satisfied his
desires. He was so taken with her that he thought of keeping her for his
pleasure when he couldn't be open with his lover about his desire. Dr.
Premsinee was his lover, and he'd marry only her.
The sun had set for a while now, and the sky, once bright with sunlight, was
now lit by neon lights from tall buildings, preventing them from being
completely dark. Phak, who had just returned from work, turned on the
lights as she disliked the darkness and went to sit on the balcony to enjoy
the night view, hoping to relax her mind.
This afternoon, she could barely work. Even though her job was just to
make an appearance at a department store for a sunscreen brand she was the
ambassador for, she couldn't shake off the morning's events. The team had
to remind her several times to smile at fans who bought enough products to
get her autograph.
The pained eyes of the bride in her traditional Thai wedding dress and the
tears streaming down her face made Phak reflect on her decision to ruin the
wedding of a woman she felt drawn to since their first meeting. But if she
hadn't told her that the groom had gotten someone else pregnant, the bride
would never have known the truth that he'd been unfaithful to her. If she
found out after the wedding, it would've hurt even more. So, her decision
was good for both her secret crush and the bride. But deep down, she didn't
want the woman who was drunk that night to get married either.
The phone rang, interrupting her relaxation. Seeing the caller was a
magazine owner and a kind older sister in the entertainment industry, Phak
decided to answer.
[We'll shoot at the beach. A bit sexy. I'll send you the outfits first.]
After hanging up, Phak opened the chat app to see the magazine owner's
message with pictures of the outfits, a bit of sultry swimsuits showing off
her figure, perfect for a beach shoot.
The slender fingers typed out a message agreeing to be the model for the
magazine. Phak also set up a date and time for the shoot, knowing her
personal manager wasn't available to handle it right now. She wasn't ready
to let Nam take on this role again, either.
Another decision she needed to make soon was finding a new condo as
quickly as possible. She didn't want to stay in a place filled with old
memories and where the person she secretly had a crush on knew. It was
about time she faced reality instead of clinging to the past she'd always
wished for, just as Tichakom had told her.
"People can get fooled, but once is enough. Don't let yourself get fooled
again."
Let's set aside the heartache and head to the beach for some refreshing
relaxation.
Chapter 6
The sound of crashing waves brought a smile to the observer's face. Bare
feet continued to tread slowly on the smooth white sand of the beach. The
early morning atmosphere, which few people wake up to see, was a favorite
of Dr. Premsinee, who always enjoyed watching the sunrise whenever she
took a vacation. Her sad eyes often gazed aimlessly at the vast sea. Her
beautiful but joyless face clearly showed how deeply she was hurting.
She wasn't foolish enough to let someone deceive her again and again. His
confession meant that while they were together, he had someone else,
leading to that woman getting pregnant.
Importantly, she wasn't generous enough to share her lover with someone
else. But now, she wanted to set aside the painful memories and find peace
with the relaxing atmosphere of the sea. If it could be said that she was
running away from the overwhelming questions, it wouldn't be wrong. She
wasn't ready to answer anyone's questions or face society's gossip.
"The woman probably isn't a good one, that's why he didn't want her."
Who would know how much these rumors hurt her? How many people
would know why she canceled the wedding and accepted being gossiped
about... a jilted bride?
Her slow steps on the sand contrasted with the woman in shorts and a white
tank top who had been watching her for a while. Phak smiled slightly,
feeling good about the coincidence. It was unbelievable that her work trip to
Ko Samui would lead her to meet this woman again. But the sad face
reminded her of the wound she caused. She was the one who ruined the
sweet wedding, causing the doctor to face such heartache.
Phak decided to return to her room as it was almost time for her meeting
with the team preparing for the photoshoot location. She chose to stay at a
different hotel from the team, not because she couldn't stay at a three-star
hotel, but because she wanted to relax and unwind from the heavy events.
So, she booked a hotel with a private villa for comfort and privacy from the
paparazzi.
Work began immediately as the location was set up for the magazine
photoshoot. The first set, featuring cute swimwear, was completed. The
model was taken to change into the second set, a black one-piece swimsuit
with a mesh design at the waist, making it even more alluring.
Phak smiled at the stylists and makeup team, who admired her figure. Both
were large men who dreamed of being cute women, but she found them
charming as they were. Appearance didn't determine whether someone was
good or bad.
"Look at you girl, beautiful chest, slim waist, long legs. Gosh, we're so
jealous."
"Even without a bikini, you're already so hot and eye-catching. If you wore
one, ugh, we'd be invisible."
Their playful banter made Phak laugh as some showed her their sexy poses.
"Nat..."
"Aww, you're such a sweet girl," Nasie said, hugging her tightly, prompting
Phak to laugh.
"Why?"
"Well, I have to go; they're calling me," Phak said, avoiding their curious
looks.
But her gaze froze when she saw the model surrounded by assistants. Even
though the woman wore sunglasses that day, she recognized her face.
Dr. Premsinee quickly grabbed her phone and called her friend's lover, who
was also in the industry. No wonder she looked familiar.
"Do you remember the woman who said Wat got her friend pregnant?"
[Yes, why?]
"I think she works in showbiz. Can you check for me?"
Dr. Premsinee watched the busy photoshoot before ending the call after a
brief chat with Dr. Fahlada. She needed more time to heal and wasn't ready
to face questions or see the man who betrayed her. He came to St. King
Hospital every evening but didn't cause much trouble. He probably wanted
to talk and ask for another chance. But there were no chances from her.
As the sun began to set, perfect for evening beachgoers, Phak decided to
take a walk on the beach to relax after a day's work. She didn't wear a bikini
or a sexy swimsuit; she just wanted to walk and feel the sand under her feet
to alleviate her fatigue. Her eyes scanned the surroundings with a smile,
watching tourists, both Thai and foreign, enjoying their activities. But then
she froze, staring at the back of someone walking slowly into the sea. The
woman she'd ruined the wedding for? What was she doing?
Phak's frown deepened as she watched the woman in shorts and a gray t-
shirt walk deeper into the sea. The water was now almost chest-high. She
walked deeper and then suddenly disappeared underwater! Without
thinking, Phak ran with all her might towards the woman who had just
vanished into the sea before her eyes.
"You can't kill yourself just because you're disappointed that you didn't get
married!"
As soon as Phak hurriedly waded through the water to the spot where the
woman disappeared, she didn't hesitate to grab the woman under the water
and pull her up to breathe. But Phak didn't notice that her actions had
startled Dr. Premsinee, causing her to cough and choke on the water.
"Cough! Cough! Cough! Ow!" Dr. Premsinee exclaimed, her face and nose
stinging. What left her utterly baffled was being yanked out of the sea so
forcefully when all she wanted was to hold her breath underwater.
The angry tone left Dr. Premsinee bewildered as she continued to cough.
But when she looked up and their eyes met, it was as if the world had
stopped spinning for a moment.
Please don't imagine Dr. Premsinee's heart would be pounding. Right now,
Dr. Premsinee was shaking off the grip with a look that clearly conveyed
her dislike for the woman in front of her and her desire to be nowhere near
her.
Phak froze when she saw the look of disgust in the eyes of the woman, who
had regained some composure after coughing up seawater for a while. This
was probably the first time someone had looked at her with such disdain. If
she interpreted it correctly, this was a look for people who were disliked,
but not to the extent of hatred.
"Let go..."
"Fine, who would want to touch you anyway? I was just helping..."
"Helping?"
The speaker turned and walked up to the beach, leaving the listener
standing still, looking down at the water level around her chest. The
meaning of those words was that she'd mindlessly rushed in to help. She'd
misunderstood that this woman was trying to kill herself because she was
disappointed about not getting married.
Her words were polite but laced with a kind of condescension that made the
listener question... Whether she was stupid or not?
"Hey! Wait..."
Once again, Phak's slender hand seized the soft hand of the woman she'd
just misunderstood as trying to kill herself in the sea. Once again, Phak was
met with a stern look, demanding that she let go. But this time, she had
enough resilience to withstand that look.
"Let go..."
"No."
"I told you to let go... We don't know each other."
"We do now," Phak said with a teasing smile to the woman in front of her,
who sighed slightly before giving her a look that made her feel irritated.
The look that said she didn't like being close to her. Did this woman know
that she'd once been so much, much closer than this?
"I'm the one who ruined your wedding... Now you remember, right? We
know each other."
Phak didn't realize that her words were pushing Dr. Premsinee's patience to
its limit.
"I don't want to know someone who came into my life and caused chaos."
"Helped?"
"Helped you not get deceived by that man. Don't you understand that the
whole time he was with you, he was cheating on you?"
"Can you really? If I hadn't told you, you'd still be a fool who didn't know
your boyfriend was sleeping with someone else..."
SLAP!!!
The hand that wasn't being held slapped Phak's beautiful face hard. She
couldn't stand the words of the woman in front of her, which reminded her
of how long she'd been foolishly letting her ex-groom cheat on her and
impregnate another woman.
The forceful slap made Phak let the woman walk away. The tears welling
up in her eyes made her heart stumble, and the eyes of the surrounding
tourists began to turn toward them. Some even started to approach. It
wouldn't be good if there were pictures of a villainess getting slapped on the
beach. If such pictures leaked, it wouldn't be good for her or the woman
walking away in tears.
The sun had set for over an hour, and now the moon had taken its place,
shining brightly in the sky. Dr. Premsinee, who had been sitting quietly on
the balcony, began to move slightly to relieve the stiffness that had set in.
She'd been lost in thought after returning from the beach and cleaning up.
The words of the woman who had destroyed her wedding still echoed in her
mind. She didn't hate her, but she couldn't contain her anger.
Or maybe she should thank her for having the courage to tell her the truth.
If they'd gotten legally married, she couldn't imagine how she'd handle the
situation. Could she accept it if a woman suddenly came to claim the father
of her child, even though he was supposed to be her husband?
She just wanted to relax quietly but ended up meeting a woman she didn't
want to know. And what a nasty woman she was. If she wasn't a confident
woman, she couldn't have dared to ruin a wedding.
The phone rang, and Dr. Premsinee decided to answer it when she saw it
was Dr. Fahlada calling. The soft, inviting voice of her close friend always
brought a smile to her face. And the question she'd asked Dr. Fahlada earlier
seemed to have been answered. Her friend also mentioned that her lover
knew the woman who had ruined the wedding.
Naphak Tharanisorn , also known as Phak, is a beautiful villainess actress
who played the role of villainess...
Her slender fingers continued to scroll through the information her friend
had sent before searching for more details about the woman known as the
beautiful villainess of the entertainment industry. It seemed she was quite
popular.
She was surely stunning, but her sharp tongue made her feel unsettled. Her
thoughts kept drifting to the words and the face of the beautiful villainess
who had the courage to tell her that her groom had impregnated her friend.
But it seemed that Dr. Fahlada's message, informing her that her ex-fiancé
was persistently trying to find out where she was vacationing, made her
sigh at his lack of understanding.
She'd thought he was a good man who would understand things with ease.
But he was stubbornly refusing to accept what he'd done and was trying to
find out where she was. When she didn't answer his calls and eventually
blocked his number, he started bothering her close friend instead.
Listening to the relaxing rhythm of the music, she couldn't help but think
about the owner of the hand that had left a mark on her face. Feeling a bit
bored, Naphak's lips curled into a smile when she saw someone sitting and
drinking alone at a table.
Naphak took a sip of her colorful cocktail, feeling more at ease. Whenever
she saw this woman, her mood often improved. She wished tonight could
be like that night when this woman got so drunk she lost all sense of
awareness...
As time passed, many tourists began to drink more while some chose to
return to their rooms. She continued to watch the captivating doctor, who
kept sipping her colorful drink. Since she started watching, the doctor had
already had several glasses. From her quiet, private corner, she sighed when
it seemed like her beautiful doctor (since when did she become her doctor?)
started attracting some attention.
How could people not approach this doctor? She was so charming when
tipsy, even in a simple outfit.
Her eyes sparkled with displeasure when two men sat down at the table
with the doctor. Seeing them getting cozy with her beautiful doctor made
her even more irritated. Sometimes, she didn't understand herself. Why was
she so interested in this woman?
The doctor's affairs shouldn't concern her, but she couldn't deny her
feelings. Deep down, something was unresolved, and it conflicted with her
thoughts. She felt sorry for making the doctor sad, causing her to cancel her
wedding. But another part of her was glad the doctor didn't get married.
"She's sad and lets men approach so easily, huh?" Naphak muttered to
herself, wanting to complain when she saw the beautiful doctor
immediately lift her glass as the two men started talking to her. Naphak
probably didn't realize how furrowed her brows were now, nor how often
she muttered about the pretty doctor.
But the said doctor, unaware of being the subject of complaints, kept
smiling at the two young men at the table, who were junior doctors
coincidentally vacationing here but would return to work tomorrow.
"How many days are you staying, Prem?" Dr. Wut asked.
"That's a shame. Non and I are leaving tomorrow, so we can't hang out with
you."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the young doctor, who was also her junior. She was
surprised to see Dr. Wut with Dr. Non, as she'd heard they didn't get along.
He still remembered his first year in medical school. His senior's group was
well-known: Dr. Fahlada, as heavenly as an angel; Dr. Melanee, with an
irresistibly charming smile; Dr. Premsinee, with big round eyes and a
beautiful face, who could pressure anyone with her calm gaze; and finally,
Dr. Tankhun, who made the girls squeal but was attracted to the same sex.
"I'm not sure either. But now, Non and I are in love."
"Enemies to lovers, huh?" Dr. Premsinee teased her junior before laughing
at the two blushing young men.
"This drink is to celebrate your love, Wut, Non." Dr. Premsinee smiled at
the two young doctors, who raised their glasses to toast their beautiful love.
But it wasn't the same for Dr. Premsinee, who couldn't help but feel a pang
of pain. Instead of others celebrating her love, she had to celebrate others.
Their impromptu gathering ended as the two young doctors excused
themselves to rest for their journey back to work tomorrow.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the two doctors, who smiled back before she
resumed listening to the relaxing music and sipping her colorful drink. But
the sad, heartbroken lyrics made her sip the drink more frequently,
forgetting she didn't have friends with her tonight.
Dr. Premsinee's drinking was interrupted when an uninvited woman
casually sat at her table and ordered a drink, ignoring whether the table's
owner wanted her there. She stared at the woman in displeasure, but the
uninvited woman wasn't fazed. Naphak smiled at the beautiful doctor, who
put down her glass and stared back, trying to show her annoyance. But
Naphak casually sipped her drink.
"But we do now."
"I don't know rude people... As an actress, you should have more manners."
Despite drinking a lot, Dr. Premsinee was still clear-headed enough to speak
her mind. From what she'd read, many people liked this beautiful villainess,
but she only saw the bad side of her.
Naphak wondered if the beautiful doctor ever showed any emotion other
than a calm face.
"Nothing." She denied it, but her heart was smiling. How could she forget
how mesmerizing this woman was when drunk? It'd made her heart race
before.
"Dr. Premsinee, afraid to face people after your fiancé got another woman
pregnant, aren't you?"
"You..."
"Isn't it true? Your fiancé got someone else pregnant, so you had to cancel
the wedding. Must be quite embarrassing, right, Dr. Premsinee?"
"What do you want from me? Why are you still bothering me?"
If she could, she'd slap this villainess again because her words hurt so
much.
The speaker smiled prettily, but the listener struggled to contain her
emotions, trying to shake off the grip, but the hand wouldn't let go. She
wanted to walk away quickly, but her body wouldn't cooperate.
"If you don't like women, then you probably wouldn't mind drinking with
me, right?"
The provocative smile of the actress in front of her made Dr. Premsinee's
calm face falter. She couldn't figure out what this woman wanted from her.
Dr. Premsinee sat down with a frustrated thud.
The challenge from the woman in front of her made it hard to keep her calm
face, but she tried not to show too much emotion, even though she was
irritated by what the other woman said. Why wouldn't she dare to sit and
drink when she never had feelings for women?
The new colorful cocktail placed in front of her made Dr. Premsinee glance
suspiciously at the beautiful woman, but there was nothing suspicious—just
a smile and a normal invitation to drink. This woman was an actress. Maybe
she was playing a role for some reason.
But the way she used her beautiful eyes to just stare directly at her made it
impossible for her not to feel irritated. Ever since she could remember, no
one had ever dared to look at her with such unreadable eyes. It seemed like
only this villainess could make her lose control of her own feelings.
The soft, relaxing music continued to play, but as the night grew later, some
tourists began to head back to rest. However, this wasn't the case for the
table of the villainess and the beautiful doctor, who sat in almost complete
silence. One person kept staring with a slight grin, making the other person
at the table sit quietly, not wanting to engage in any conversation.
Dr. Premsinee called the waiter to pay the bill when she realized it was time
for her body to rest after several drinks. But instead of handing the money
to the waiting waiter, her table companion paid first.
"I just wanted to treat you since we got to know each other."
If it were someone else with a beautiful star wanting to get to know them,
they would've jumped at the chance. But why did this doctor remain so
indifferent, not showing any reaction she hoped to see? The more
indifferent she was, the more it challenged her ability to one day make this
indifferent person smile for her.
The rain that poured the next day left the beach almost deserted, as tourists
chose to relax inside their accommodations rather than get soaked in the
rain. Dr. Premsinee was one of those who chose to relax by reading a book
in her room instead of sitting on the balcony watching the raindrops with a
sorrowful face, as she usually did when something troubled her mind.
When she saw her close friends disappointed or having love problems, she
often wondered why they had to be so heartbroken. But when it happened
to her, she understood that it wasn't easy to shake the painful feelings off
her heart. Even though she kept reminding herself not to think about those
things, her heart just wouldn't listen to her brain. She could only think about
the foolishness of letting her heart feel good about that treacherous man.
The numbers on her phone screen made Dr. Premsinee sigh. She'd stayed in
her room too long, letting her thoughts linger on the same old issues. Her
intention for this vacation was to relax and leave behind the painful
memories.
She took off her fitted T-shirt and comfortable pants, including her
underwear, leaving her naked body with its smooth, enticing skin walking
around the room. She picked up a swimsuit and smiled at the new set
chosen by her close friends, Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee. They'd chosen a
red bikini, a color she didn't particularly like. A red bikini made others think
that the wearer must be very bold because if they weren't confident in their
body, it might make the onlookers shake their heads.
She put on a white robe to cover her sexy figure. Dr. Premsinee checked
herself in the mirror, not forgetting to grab a small bag and the book she'd
been reading. The rain had stopped, and the afternoon sun wasn't too hot.
The hotel pool was bustling with tourists. Laughter and chatter made the
atmosphere around the pool lively. Dr. Premsinee scanned the area before
walking to an empty lounge chair to place her belongings and lie down to
read before swimming.
The beautiful doctor read by the pool, but not the villainess with a sly smile
who immediately noticed her target walking to the pool area. It was her
lucky day to decide to swim and meet the person she wanted to see.
Naphak chose to sit a little away from her target's chair but kept her eyes on
her, who was engrossed in her book, oblivious to the noise and chaos
around the pool. It seemed that if this beautiful doctor was focused, the
chaos couldn't affect her.
Slowly, she removed her robe, revealing her sexy body in a white bikini.
Naphak smiled slightly when she saw her target shift and put down her
book, seemingly ready to swim. Her slender, smooth legs moved toward her
target. Despite the stares and whispers confirming if the sexy woman was
indeed Naphak Tharanisorn, she was used to the admiring and curious
glances or yearning stares.
But what made Naphak uneasy was that her beautiful doctor's eyes
remained indifferent, showing no interest or even a glance, even though she
walked into her line of sight and almost stood in front of her. The doctor
only glanced briefly before focusing on something else. She wore a bikini,
flaunting her sexy body, but why was she so indifferent? Am I not sexy
enough?
The person who began to doubt her own body was stunned when she saw
the doctor remove her robe, revealing a hidden swimsuit. A red bikini and
the body drew all eyes. It was incredibly sexy, making Naphak look down
at her own white bikini.
But Dr. Premsinee forgot that love often comes unexpectedly. The more you
dislike someone, the more they tend to stir your heart. Dr. Premsinee rested
at the pool's edge, smiling at a family teaching their child to swim. It was a
lovely scene, but it didn't last long as someone swam over, blocking her
view.
The smile on the pretty face made her sigh. She didn't know what this
woman wanted and why she'd been bothering her even though she knew
she'd called off her wedding. Or was this villainess still afraid that her ex-
lover wouldn't accept her friend's child, so she decided to keep irritating
her?
"Please move aside." Her soft voice surprised Naphak. She didn't expect the
beautiful doctor to use such a tone; she thought it'd be the usual flat voice.
"I'm sick."
"You're a doctor, aren't you? You wouldn't be that heartless, right?" She
said, realizing today that lines from a drama could actually be useful. She
genuinely didn't know how to strike up a conversation with this doctor, so
she lied about being sick.
"I'm sorry, but I think you are fine and that the hotel's doctor could take care
of you."
"Then why couldn't you tell that your boyfriend was deceiving you?"
The person who said this stared at the woman's face, which remained
expressionless upon hearing it. The flicker in her eyes made Naphak feel
guilty for unintentionally saying something so hurtful.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face that kept staring at her with
exasperation. This woman was meddling in her affairs probably because she
feared she'd go back to her ex-lover and that her friend wouldn't get what
she hoped for.
Chapter 8
The loud ringing of the phone forced the person deep in slumber to open
her eyes, even though she was still very sleepy. The sun hadn't even risen
yet. Today, she had to prepare for the final photo shoot, as yesterday's rain
had caused changes in the plan per the magazine owner's orders.
Naphak grabbed the phone from the small table beside her bed and sighed
in frustration. The caller was a woman she wasn't ready to talk to, but she
couldn't help but notice that her heart didn't ache as much as it usually did
when she thought of her best friend and secret crush.
The sound of sobbing from the other end made Naphak want to sigh, but
she couldn't do that. All she could do was listen and comfort this woman
whenever she had problems.
"You took jobs on your own, so you don't want me to be your manager
anymore?".
"The team scheduled a morning shoot for me. Let's talk later."
This was probably the first time she dared to hang up on her crush. She
wasn't annoyed with her, she just wanted to distance herself from the
woman she once thought she'd be tied to forever. Since everything she did
seemed worthless, she should step back and find happiness for herself.
She placed the phone on the bed, ignoring the incoming calls and numerous
chat messages.
The sunrise greeting the new day was what the team wanted, and the model
understood the concept well. She arrived early to give the team time to
check everything, from her own appearance to the rocky beach where the
shoot would take place.
It wasn't the model's voice but the makeup team's. Naphak smiled at the
team, who praised her beauty.
Today's concept was 'Sneaking away from her lover to the sea in the
morning' The team chose a cute light blue bikini for her, showing just
enough sexy curves to make magazine buyers eager to turn each page. Even
though it wasn't summer yet, beach photo shoots were common for actors.
The rocks used as props made the model enjoy the shoot even more, as the
team allowed her to suggest poses freely. Naphak smiled at the slim female
photographer who told her to really imagine sneaking away from her lover
to play or hiding among the rocks. Today, the photographer's job was to
snap away as the model created her own poses.
The photographer's praise made the model beam happily. She began using
the rocks to tease the imaginary person she envisioned standing in front of
her, looking annoyed that she'd snuck away to play alone. The person she
imagined was the beautiful doctor with a stoic expression...
As the sunlight grew brighter, the work sped up. The desired early morning
light was turning into bright daylight. Soon, the shoot was over, and the
team cheered for a job well done despite some weather-related obstacles.
Naphak smiled at the team, thanking them as always when her work was
done. She didn't forget to take friendly photos with some team members or
sign autographs for fans. She wasn't too arrogant to not give them her
autograph.
After saying goodbye to the team, who had to leave today per the magazine
editor's orders to cut unnecessary costs, Naphak strolled along the beach.
As planned, she still had a few days to relax here. But her plan to walk
along the beach and feel the sea water on her feet changed when she spotted
someone sitting with her knees hugged, watching the sun on the sand.
Naphak slowly approached, not wanting the person to notice, and stopped
to watch the beautiful face smiling at the sea. Her heart raced, making her
clutch her left chest. She tried to calm herself from the tightness caused by
seeing that beautiful smile and the conversation with a little child who was
probably also walking nearby. Did Dr. Premsinee affect her heart that
much? She felt happy seeing her smile and disliked seeing her sad, pained
eyes.
She never thought of any woman other than her best friend, whom she
secretly loved. But today, her feelings made her unsure. Something had
changed since she first noticed her in the club that day, leading to the night
that made her heart race when she saw the nearly naked, drunken woman.
If she was interested in her, she should get to know her better, right?
"Mind if I sit here?" Naphak smiled to herself when she met the stoic gaze
of the person who turned to look at her. She was getting used to the doctor's
expression. But sometimes, she wished this woman would smile at her.
"If I were a child, would you smile at me like you did at that child?" She
asked but got no answer, as usual. The doctor turned away, showing her
annoyance at being disturbed during her relaxation.
If someone heard her, they'd think she was crazy, talking to herself without
any response from the person beside her. Naphak lay down on the sand
when the woman beside her refused to speak or even look at her, acting as if
she wasn't there. But as soon as she lay down, the person beside her tried to
leave, making her quickly grab her wrist.
"Let go..."
"You're finally speaking. I thought you were mute today." Naphak didn't
know her teasing words made the listener even more annoyed.
"Let go!"
"No."
"I believe you understand Thai." The doctor's flat tone made Naphak almost
release her hand from the other's. Yet, she still wanted to hold on to it a little
bit more, so she ignored the harsh words.
"Of course I do. It's my mother tongue, but today, my ears aren't very
good."
"Let go."
"Let go!"
"No."
The scene of tugging and pulling ensued. One wanted to leave, but the other
wouldn't let go easily. Dr. Premsinee tried to shake her hand free, but it was
difficult as the person on the sand was stronger than expected. And it
seemed to make her lose her balance. Dr. Premsinee fell on top of the
person below.
Now, their faces were so close they could feel each other's breath. All
thoughts disappeared right at that minute.
Her hand was freed, but now her face was held gently. The person below
did something shocking and unbelievable, slowly touching her lips with her
own, nibbling lightly, then pressing more firmly.
A kiss she didn't want, but why was it so soft? It felt like she'd
experienced this touch before.
Dr. Premsinee tried to struggle again, but the more she did, the more the
woman below teased her lips until she could barely breathe. Though she felt
dazed and shocked at first, now she wanted to leave a mark on the beautiful
face that dared to do such a crazy thing.
"If you slap me, I'll kiss you again." Naphak wasn't joking but telling the
doctor in front of her, who was about to slap her, that she meant it.
"Disgusting!"
The doctor probably didn't realize she hadn't moved away. Her body had a
sweet fragrance, making Naphak want her to stay on top of her longer.
"1How annoying!"
The one being scolded kept smirking, even though the beautiful doctor gave
her a sharp glare before hastily walking away. If the doctor had turned back
for a moment, she would've seen the villainess gently caressing her own lips
with a dreamy expression.
"Your lips are so soft, and they smell nice, too," She mused.
The owner of those soft lips was far from dreamy, feeling irritated, so much
so that she plopped down on her bed the moment she returned to her room.
She sighed for what felt like the hundredth time, wiping her lips repeatedly
as if trying to clean off some invisible filth. But the more she cleaned, the
more she thought about the beautiful face that had left that kiss.
No one had ever dared to kiss her like that before. Even her ex-boyfriend
had only managed a peck on the cheek. But this villainess had the audacity
to kiss her, even teasing her with the tip of her tongue.
Why did that kiss feel so familiar, as if she'd experienced it before? She and
the villainess had never met, except for the day of her wedding when the
woman revealed the truth about her unfaithful fiancé.
It wasn't just her ex causing trouble; now, this villainess was stirring up her
life bit by bit. She'd come here for some peace of mind, but instead, she
found herself repeatedly annoyed by this villainess. Maybe she should go
back to work earlier than planned.
After spending some time reading and swimming by the pool, Dr.
Premsinee decided to have dinner at a nearby restaurant. It wasn't a fancy
place, but it had a nice atmosphere, being right by the sea. Everyone who
came to the beach wanted to feel close to the ocean. A few simple seafood
dishes were served with a smile from the waitress, who seemed eager to do
her job. Dr. Premsinee smiled back but politely asked for some privacy, not
wanting the waitress hovering around.
If Dr. Fahlada or Dr. Melanee were here, she wouldn't be surprised by the
waitress's attention, especially Dr. Melanee, whose charming eyes could
make any woman swoon. But she was alone, without her two attractive
friends.
The peace didn't last long. A small scream and excited chatter made Dr.
Premsinee look up. Even from her seaside table, she could see the cause of
the commotion: the gorgeous and hot actress, Naphak Tharanisorn.
Dr. Premsinee lost interest as soon as she recognized the actress, focusing
back on her meal. But she couldn't ignore the many eyes now glancing her
way. It didn't take long to understand why.
"Mind if I join you? There's no free table," Naphak said in a gentle tone.
"And I prefer some privacy. I think there are plenty of free tables," Dr.
Premsinee replied softly, matching the actress's tone.
Dr. Premsinee scanned the restaurant and frowned. When she first arrived,
none of the tables had reservation signs. Now, suddenly, they did. Maybe
customers had called to reserve them because the food was quite good.
Naphak smiled and subtly signaled to the staff, who had reserved the tables
at her expense. If anyone called her a stalker, they wouldn't be wrong.
Despite Dr. Premsinee's strong defenses, Naphak wanted to break through
them.
Dinner continued with a few more dishes, but the doctor showed no interest
in conversation. Naphak kept glancing at her, hoping for some reaction. She
would've preferred harsh words over this cold silence.
"The sea bass is delicious," Naphak said, placing a piece on Dr. Premsinee's
plate with a sincere smile.
"Thank you," the doctor replied, not rejecting the gesture but also not eating
the fish. She pushed it aside, making it clear she didn't appreciate it. Naphak
watched with a smile, though she was frustrated inside. No one had ever
rejected her so openly. This woman didn't want to know her at all.
"Are you still mad at me?" Naphak asked, her voice softening as she put
down her spoon. Dr. Premsinee set her glass down and looked directly at
her.
"Is it about me ruining your wedding?" Naphak's smile widened as she saw
the doctor's reaction. The wedding still affected her.
"Huh?"
"Yes."
"What?"
"You sound like you're not mad about me making you cancel your
wedding." Naphak was confused, but Dr. Premsinee meant what she said.
Initially, she was angry, but realizing the truth before the wedding and legal
marriage was a blessing.
"I should thank you... Excuse me, here's my share for the meal."
"Wait." Naphak grabbed her hand, making Dr. Premsinee pause. She looked
at her hand, silently asking to be released, but Naphak held on tighter,
trying to see into her calm eyes.
"Let go."
"Are you really not mad at me anymore?"
With that, Dr. Premsinee walked away, leaving Naphak to slump back into
her chair. She was speechless. The doctor didn't want to know her at all.
What would it take to make this woman want to know her?
Despite their rocky start, Naphak's heart was set on getting closer to her. Dr.
Premsinee might not want to know her now, but one day, Naphak would
make sure they knew each other very well.
Her parents are college lecturers, both holding the title of Professor. Her
older brother teaches at a university in the northern part of the country, and
her youngest sibling is pursuing a master's degree in England.
Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn has three close friends: Dr. Fahlada, Dr.
Melanee, and Dr. Tankhun. Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn was almost
married to Thawat Kuldirek, but the wedding was abruptly canceled."
The doorbell of her condo rang, prompting Naphak to set the papers down
and go answer the door. Only one person knew she was here. She probably
needed to expedite her search for a new condo.
The displeased expression of her former crush made her sigh. Since buying
the condo, Nam had known the entry code, but after returning from a
vacation, Naphak changed it for her peace of mind.
"I haven't changed. It's you who changed and forced me to change, too."
"Don't you care about me anymore? Don't you want me around?" Nam's
pleading tone made Naphak turn away and step back.
"You should sort out your own issues. Has that man accepted your child
yet?" Naphak couldn't help but ask about the man central to this issue, as it
concerned not just Nam but also Dr. Premsinee.
"No, he can't."
"What should I do? He's so cold. He won't even take my calls..." Nam's
trembling voice and tears made Naphak feel weary.
Nam had always been like this, but why had she once found it endearing?
The vulnerability that made her want to protect Nam now felt tiresome,
especially since Nam never tried to solve her own problems, even though
they were of her own making.
Naphak's words were meant to comfort her ex-crush, but she did really
mean them. If that man got involved with Dr. Premsinee, it would be harder
for her to approach the doctor.
"How?"
If Nam had noticed, she might have seen something different in Naphak's
demeanor. Naphak spoke as if she knew Dr. Premsinee personally, using her
nickname, even though she initially only knew her as a doctor named Dr.
Premsinee.
"You have that man. He will soon to be your husband and the father of your
child. I'm just your friend."
"Yeah."
Naphak reluctantly hugged her former crush, now just a close friend, to
comfort her. Despite everything, Nam was still a long-time friend, and
Naphak would help where she could. It's just that keeping that man away
from Dr. Premsinee also benefited her.
The next morning, Naphak wasted no time in executing her plan. She
returned to the large, familiar mansion where she'd lived since birth. She
smiled at the housekeeper, who rushed over upon seeing the youngest
daughter of the house. Naphak told her to continue with her work, not
needing to be fussed over like when she was a child. She then headed to the
living room to meet her beloved mother.
"I missed you, Mom, I missed you sooooo much. Where's Dad?"
"I don't want anything, I just want to take you for a health check-up."
"Yes."
"But it's not time for my check-up yet, Phak." Her mother was puzzled.
It wasn't time for her check-up, and Naphak had never shown interest in
such things; she even often avoided crowded places.
Her mother eventually gave in, following her daughter's wishes, though she
didn't fully understand. Naphak seemed determined to handle everything
herself, even asking about the next appointment and wanting to move it up
to next week, which her mother had to gently oppose.
"I'm fine. Why do I have to do it that often? The results show I'm healthy."
Her mother shook her head at her daughter's stubbornness. She appreciated
the concern but found weekly check-ups excessive.
"Do you feel tired or have any chest discomfort, like heart pain?"
Naphak informed the nurse, specifying which doctor she wanted for her
mother's check-up. She smiled as they were led to The Cardiac Center for
an immediate consultation. Her mother might not understand her daughter's
intentions, but Naphak was very pleased.
"I told you I don't have heart disease," her mother whispered, not wanting to
disturb others, especially the attentive nurse.
"Just to be safe, Mom."
"Let the doctor check. It's almost our turn. I'm excited."
Her mother shook her head at her daughter's persistence. "Why are you
excited? We're seeing a doctor, Phak."
The actions of her beloved daughter, who kept smiling and even said she
was excited, made the mother shake her head with affection. She acted as if
she'd never taken her mother to see a doctor before, looking so thrilled. But
if the mother knew what was causing her daughter to act this way, she'd be
stunned. Her beautiful eyes were fixed on the examination room door,
staring unblinkingly at the name of the doctor: Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn
"Aren't you coming in with me? You said you'd take me to see the doctor."
She nudged her daughter, who was suddenly sitting still and had asked the
nurse to take her mother into the examination room first. It might be the
first time the beautiful villain felt so excited that she was baffled by her own
reaction. Why was she feeling this way? She was just taking her mother to
see a doctor. Well, the doctor they were seeing was Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn.
"Aww, your daughter must be very sweet, caring so much about you."
The soft voice of the beautiful doctor in the examination room made the
person peeking through the door smile. The doctor's voice was so pleasant
when talking to patients, quite different from the cold tone she used with
her.
The examination room door opened again, and the patient's daughter smiled
at the doctor, who only glanced at her. But it seemed Naphak was lucky that
her mother knew Dr. Premsinee well enough to chat about various things,
even introducing her as her daughter and boasting that she was an actress
who had won several awards. Boasting about her gorgeous daughter was a
top priority for the mother.
The doctor's soft words effectively interrupted the mother's boasting. The
mother had to look at her beautiful daughter, who was staring at the doctor,
ignoring everything else.
The patient's whisper made the doctor glance at them slightly before
pretending to be interested in the patient's chart, as the beautiful woman's
eyes were constantly on her.
The daughter was sweating because her mother wasn't actually ill but had to
be examined by the doctor, who was also her husband's cardiologist. She
was starting to not understand why her daughter wanted her to get a heart
check-up when she didn't feel like she had any heart disease.
"How do you get tired, Auntie? Can you describe your symptoms?"
"I understand, but how does she get tired? I need to diagnose it correctly."
The doctor's voice wasn't as soft as when she talked to the mother as she
had to scold the daughter, who kept answering in a playful manner.
"She gets tired when she walks, Doctor. Could this be a sign of heart
disease?"
"But I'm the patient's daughter. I can answer for her." She still smiled and
teased.
Naphak probably didn't know that Dr. Premsinee was trying to count to a
hundred in her mind, then smiled sweetly at the patient, who was quite
confused by her daughter's teasing, as if they knew each other well.
The mother scolded her daughter, noticing her unusual behavior toward the
doctor.
"I'm worried about you, Mom. I want you to be examined by a skilled... and
pretty doctor."
The last part seemed unnecessary. When one is sick, they just want a good
doctor, not necessarily a beautiful or handsome one.
"I apologize for my daughter's actions, Doctor. She's probably just worried
about me."
"It's okay, Auntie. Your daughter is very caring... but it's best to know the
time and place, too."
The beautiful doctor still smiled sweetly at the patient and asked about her
symptoms again in a soft voice. But the ignored daughter glared at the
doctor, who didn't seem to notice, as she continued talking to the mother,
reassuring her that her symptoms were normal for someone her age.
"Auntie, you can rest assured. Your heart is still very healthy."
"Thank you so much, Doctor. See, Phak? I don't have heart disease, as the
doctor said." She quickly told her daughter she was fine, so they wouldn't
have to come for unnecessary check-ups again.
"Doctor."
She nodded, understanding what her mother said, but she still wanted to
talk to the beautiful doctor a bit more.
"Yes?"
The doctor's soft voice and smile were directed at the patient, who looked
apologetic for her daughter's reluctance to leave the examination room.
"My duty is to tell the truth to the patient. If the patient isn't sick, there's no
need for a check-up."
The doctor's voice became a bit firmer as the beautiful woman showed no
sign of leaving, even though the examination was over.
"Stop being cheeky. How can you talk to Dr. Premsinee like that? Think
about her feelings for once."
After leaving the examination room, the mother had to pinch her daughter's
stomach as a punishment. Only those close to her knew this side of her as
she only revealed her cute, cheeky self, not just her captivating, aloof
facade, to those whom she trusted enough.
Wait a minute...
There it is! Now everything was clear as day. No wonder she was teasing
Dr. Premsinee so much.
"But as far as I know, the doctor has a boyfriend and is about to get
married."
"Why not?"
So, the whole story was told in detail by the one who did it herself. The
matriarch of the Tharanisorn family sighed deeply after hearing what her
daughter had done. It wasn't surprising if Dr. Premsinee didn't like her
daughter or even wanted to know her, even though her daughter had made
the doctor realize that her fiancé wasn't faithful.
Because a perfect woman would feel quite humiliated being called a... jilted
bride.
Speaking of her daughter's close friend, she still couldn't believe she let
herself get pregnant as, in her eyes, the woman her daughter secretly loved
was sweet and well-behaved.
"Not entirely yet. But I want to start fresh with someone new."
There was no need to hide her love life or personal matters from her
parents, as they'd known from the start that their youngest daughter
preferred women over men.
What her daughter wanted seemed difficult from the start. Her desire
seemed to lead to a dead end. If this continued, the family would have to
prepare to comfort her when she got her heart broken.
"Mom, haven't you heard? Every woman has the potential to like other
women."
"Do you believe him? Whose favorite child are you?" The matriarch's voice
turned stern, making the daughter quickly hug and cuddle as usual.
"I'm your favorite, Mom. Without you keeping Dad in check, I wouldn't be
able to do this."
"What mafia are you talking about? There's no such thing anymore."
"Really? The other day, Yai called to tell me that Dad went to Shanghai for
work."
"I know, but I want Dad to be extra careful. His competitors are all
dangerous."
Her family wasn't involved in any illegal mafia activities; they just owned a
company that monopolized the production of light bulbs and electrical
wires for export.
Since she was born, she was used to seeing her father always having
bodyguards. She often teased him, saying she was the daughter of a mafia
boss. She didn't know much about his other businesses, only that what he
did wasn't illegal.
"When will Dad sell his shares? I don't want him going to casinos often."
"If you want him to rest, you have to help take care of things here."
"I'm a woman, Mom. I'm not like my brothers. I don't want to have
bodyguards following me around like a prisoner."
Talking about bodyguards always gave her chills. Even though she was
used to seeing them, she didn't like having them around. She wanted to live
a normal life, not having someone follow her everywhere for safety.
"Do you think I don't know that you don't want the doctor's ex to get close
to her?"
"I'm the one who raised you, Phak. Do you think I don't know my own
daughter's nature? You're quite the troublemaker."
"It's not wrong if what you want willingly lets you... do that."
Chapter 10
The sound of knocking on the office door in the late evening, just minutes
before the end of the workday, made Dr. Premsinee adjust her absentminded
expression back to a calm demeanor.
"Thank you. I'll go do the evening rounds then. If there's anything, just call
me."
"Yes, Doctor."
However, the nurses in the department were ordered not to disclose any
information about Dr. Premsinee to that man. If they slipped up, they might
lose their jobs, as the order came from Dr. Fahlada Thananusak, the deputy
director of St. King Hospital. Therefore, Dr. Premsinee's movements were
strictly kept secret from her former fiancé.
Dr. Premsinee handed the patient chart to the nurse after finishing her
evening rounds and writing the daily notes of her last patient. In the past,
she was like everyone else, sometimes wishing the workday would end
quickly. But now, she didn't want the workday to end. Every time it did,
she'd think of someone who used to wait for her to have dinner together.
She just missed those sweet times, but thinking about them always brought
pain.
Her steps toward the parking lot halted when she saw someone waiting. The
same person who made her feel increasingly unsafe was now leaning
against her car. The same old thing that exhausted her...
"Prem."
The man in front of her refused to move, blocking her from driving away as
usual. It had been like this every day since she returned to work. It made her
dread the end of the workday even more. She knew someone would be
waiting to say the same things without realizing why their relationship had
to end.
"Enough. Whatever you do, it won't make things better." Dr. Premsinee's
calm words were accompanied by a more displeased expression as the man
refused to let her get to her car.
"And why should I... Ouch!" Dr. Premsinee cried out in pain and shock as
her arm was yanked, not expecting the man to do such a thing.
"People who love each other don't do this. Let go! It hurts!" The more she
tried to pull away, the tighter his grip became, making Dr. Premsinee
increasingly angry.
"What are you doing?!" The loud voice seemed to make the man, who was
starting to show displeasure, loosen his grip.
But he still moved closer to Dr. Premsinee, trying to show the newcomer
that he knew her and wasn't an outsider intending harm. Dr. Premsinee felt
grateful to the person who intervened. She looked at the calm, beautiful
face of the woman approaching, noticing the clear irritation in her eyes
when she saw the red marks on her arm. She couldn't help but be surprised
but was thankful that this villainess had come to relieve her discomfort
from being with this man.
"It doesn't seem like that. I have business with the doctor. Let's go, Doctor."
The woman, barely containing her anger, saw the beautiful doctor's arm get
yanked so hard.
She gently held the hand and audaciously led Dr. Premsinee to her car,
parked not far from the doctor's. After dropping her mother off, she decided
to return to the hospital to tease the beautiful doctor again. If she hadn't
come back, who knows what the man might've done to Dr. Premsinee? The
luxury car drove out of the parking lot, but the young man stood still,
cursing in frustration.
The beautiful woman had taken his beloved away so casually, even though
he'd waited so long just to get close to Dr. Premsinee. But the more
challenging it was, the more he wanted Dr. Premsinee...
Inside the luxury car, only soft music played as the two sat in silence. It
wasn't until the car stopped at a traffic light that they turned to look at each
other.
"Thank you, but could you please drive me back to the hospital."
The car moved again as the light turned green. Dr. Premsinee looked at the
beautiful woman beside her and sighed slightly. If this woman hadn't
intervened, she didn't know when she would've shaken off her ex. She
might've had to wait for someone else to pass by or for security to patrol
each floor.
Naphak couldn't help but glance at the calm face, seeing the thoughtful eyes
with an indescribable feeling. Honestly, she had wanted to approach Dr.
Premsinee since she saw the man standing there. But she waited until he
yanked her arm before rushing in to take the doctor away.
If even Dr. Premsinee was threatened like this, what might happen to Nam?
She could only wonder, but since it was a matter of lovers, she shouldn't
interfere further.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the roadside noodle shop that the actress had
chosen, surprised. She hadn't expected the actress to choose such a place.
Usually, people in the entertainment industry had to maintain a good image.
And judging by her appearance, this villainess didn't seem to fit the
atmosphere of a roadside eatery, even though she was just wearing denim
and a plain white T-shirt today.
"I can."
"I thought you'd break out in hives." The speaker smiled, pleased to see the
calm face showing some other expression after her teasing words.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the woman walking ahead with a slightly changed
perspective. This villainess seemed to have many facets.
"Two bowls of tom yum noodles... Aren't you ordering, Doctor? Or are you
not hungry?"
It wasn't that she wasn't hungry, but Dr. Premsinee was surprised that the
slender woman ordered two bowls. And each bowl on the other tables
wasn't small. Didn't actresses have to control their weight?
The waiter took the order and moved on to other tables. Dr. Premsinee
couldn't help but survey the surroundings of the roadside shop. It seemed
like each table didn't care much about who else was dining there. Even with
an actress present, they were focused on their noodles. Maybe the actress
had minimal makeup, so people didn't recognize her.
"Is something wrong, Doctor? You keep looking at me." Naphak smiled at
the doctor before handing over the cleaned utensils.
"Thank you. I was just wondering what kind of person you are."
Dr. Premsinee's words made the listener pause but still smile, with a
comment that made the doctor blush slightly.
The conversation paused as the noodle bowls arrived. Dr. Premsinee looked
up at the woman eagerly eating her noodles, finding it unusual. She rarely
saw actresses eating such simple food, but this woman made her rethink.
Right now, she couldn't help but glance at the other's lips, which were
slightly red from the spiciness of the tom yum noodles. Every time she
looked, she couldn't help but think about the kiss. Even though she told
herself she didn't like it, every time she thought about it, she always
remembered the soft, fragrant lips. It was a kiss she didn't like at all.
The noodles were slowly eaten until the bowl was empty. She had to admit
that the taste of the noodles from this shop was quite delicious. Even the
person who ordered two bowls of tom yum noodles finished them all and
seemed very happy with the meal. They even ordered a bowl of soup to
finish off. She wondered how someone who ate so much could still look so
good.
"It's on me."
"But I'm someone who, when I want something, I have to get it. And I don't
give up easily."
Phak smiled at the stoic face handing money to the staff. Dr. Premsinee was
a formidable wall. Climbing or breaking it down would require immense
effort. But even if she was exhausted, she wouldn't give up easily.
"No matter how hard you try, it's pointless. Rest assured, I won't steal
anyone's husband or the father of someone's child."
She almost bit her tongue after saying that, realizing how contrary it was to
Dr. Premsinee's meaning. The doctor probably thought she was following
her to make sure she wouldn't go back to marry that man. But Dr.
Premsinee didn't know the real reason she was trying to get close to her....
"I think you should spend your time caring for your pregnant best friend."
Again, Dr. Premsinee's calm words left her speechless. Phak could only
watch the slender back walk out of the shop with a weary look. How could
she not understand what Dr. Premsinee meant? The doctor was reminding
her to think about how she'd interfered and caused two people in love to
part ways.
But wasn't it because of her that the beautiful doctor didn't end up marrying
and found out that the man had someone else all along? Was there no weak
point in Dr. Premsinee's wall for her to make it tumble down?
The morning sunlight began to shine brightly, causing the beautiful face to
open her eyes in slight annoyance as the phone rang, preventing her from
sleeping further. She grabbed her glasses from the bedside table and put
them on, not forgetting to wear a robe over her thin nightgown.
Last night was already frustrating enough when the beautiful doctor
escaped in a taxi while she was still sitting, unable to follow her out of the
shop. By the time she realized it, the doctor was already in the taxi. She
hadn't taken any jobs that required her to wake up early lately, but someone
was still bothering her. She was getting tired of dealing with other people's
issues more and more. She didn't know how she used to smile through
everything. Maybe it was true what people said, that when love fades,
boredom sets in.
But maybe she never loved her best friend at all, as her heart never raced
when they were close. She and Nam might just be close and bonded, and
she kept reminding herself, always thinking that a woman like Nam was the
type she'd love. If she opened her heart to others' opinions, she might feel
less hurt when she found out her best friend was pregnant.
"Why aren't you taking any jobs? I even tried to get you some."
Nam's displeased tone made Phak turn away. She didn't want to meet Nam's
pleading eyes again. Maybe it was true what her mom asked: if she wanted
a new love, had she really let go of the old feelings?
"Your fans will be waiting, and if you take a long break, they'll forget you."
"You can't."
"Why not?"
Nam's serious tone and face surprised Phak. She never took showbiz
seriously like others. She just wanted the experience and, at that time, an
excuse to stay close to her best friend, who offered to be her manager.
"If you go study, what will I do? Are you going to leave me?"
"What about me? I'm your manager. If you leave, what will I do?"
"I never asked you to. It was you who wanted to be my manager."
"Don't leave me... How will I live without you? You promised to take care
of me."
The arms hugging her from behind made Phak sigh. If it were before, she
would've been happy that this person saw her as important, that they
couldn't be without each other. But now, it wasn't like that anymore. Since
she decided to move on and remember only the good memories, she had to
be stronger.
"You have a man and a baby on the way. Take good care of them, okay?"
She gently removed the arms hugging her and decided to walk to her
bedroom without looking back at her former secret crush, whose eyes were
filled with anger at being demoted in importance.
Sometimes, the line between close friends and benefits is so thin that we
overlook it...
As soon as she entered her bedroom, Phak sighed deeply and sat on her bed,
feeling exhausted. Why couldn't her best friend understand things more
easily? She did many things for her, like ruining the wedding to prevent her
from being a single mother. It hurt her deeply then, but now that she was
strong enough to step back, her friend still wouldn't let go of her, even
though she said she loved that man.
She dialed her brother's number to ask him to deal with the new condo
matter faster. If she bought it in her name, her fans and her manager would
find out. She needed peace and privacy the most right now.
"Yai, can you please buy a condo for me? I've sent you the address. Thank
you."
After telling her eldest brother what she needed, she called the man she
respected and loved the most.
The person who said she'd take her father to the doctor was sitting grumpily
in the living room. The head of the Tharanisorn family refused to let his
beautiful daughter take him to the hospital, unlike his wife, who was taken
for a health check-up before it was due. The daughter even told her mother
about the trouble she caused others. But what made him smile was that his
beloved daughter always took responsibility for her actions.
He hugged his daughter, who came to hug him like she always did when
she wanted something and wanted the family to get it for her. Being the
only daughter and the youngest, it was clear how much she was spoiled. But
she never caused any serious trouble for the family. She only came back to
say that the person she loved didn't love her back, just to get some comfort
from the family.
"Hmmm?"
"Dr. Premsinee, your cardiologist."
"Oh, Dr. Premsinee... Get ready to cry. You're going to get your heart
broken."
"Dad!"
"I'm telling you now, I won't help. If you want something, you have to work
for it yourself. As my daughter, you have to do that. No matter how much it
hurts, don't cry. If the doctor doesn't like you, you can come back and cry at
home."
"Dad, not only you're not helping, but you're also not encouraging me."
"What promise?"
"If there comes a day when you're in so much pain that you can't bear it, go
study abroad for me."
"Okay, if there ever comes a day when I'm in so much pain that I can't take
it, and I cry... I'll move on."
Love... if it doesn't work out, we just have to let go and move on, even if at
that moment, our hearts hurt so much we beg for death.
Chapter 11
Knock Knock Knock!
The sound of knocking on the examination room door during a lunch break
could only mean one thing: Dr. Fahlada was here with her usual sweet
smile. Dr. Premsinee used to call her to join her for lunch, but now it was
Dr. Fahlada who came to fetch her from the examination room.
That's why Dr. Fahlada had to come down to get her. She just didn't want to
face everyone's questioning eyes. Even though she often said she was ready,
in reality, she wasn't ready to deal with the curious and suspicious looks
regarding her heart-wrenching story.
"Prem..."
"I'm just tired of it. I didn't do anything wrong, so why do I have to deal
with this?"
She'd heard people say that if a woman canceled a wedding, there must be
something wrong with her. Such talk only increased people's suspicion.
"Well, that's human. We're curious about everything except our own
business."
Dr. Fahlada smiled encouragingly at her exhausted friend. Her friend had
never been interested in love and always focused on work. When it was
time to marry, she chose a man she thought was perfect. But facing such
emotional turmoil was hard to handle.
"That's another thing. He just won't give up," said Dr. Premsinee.
"He doesn't love the woman he messed up with. No matter what, he won't
accept it. Wat has a reputation to uphold. He'll definitely try to get you to
marry him again, Prem."
"Let's go eat. Let's not think about it for now, or we'll miss our break."
"I know."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her beautiful friend before they walked out of the
examination room to have lunch together. Dr. Fahlada's words were clear to
her. Being on her side meant all her friends understood and were ready to
support her.
The fact that her ex wasn't causing trouble at the hospital was due to Dr.
Fahlada's orders as the deputy director of St. King Hospital, ensuring he
was monitored whenever he came to wait inside. This forced him to wait
for her only after work. The hospital cafeteria was still bustling with people,
including doctors from various departments taking turns for lunch before
returning to their afternoon schedules.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friend's plate of rice and curry. Dr. Fahlada
always had the same dish, making her feel bored on her behalf.
"Tired of what?"
"Eggs with tamarind sauce. You eat them almost every lunch."
"I just don't know what else to eat. Too lazy to think about it."
Dr. Fahlada pushed the condiments toward her friend, who chose noodles in
thick gravy instead of rice and curry today.
Their lunch was simple but drew the attention of others in the cafeteria. Dr.
Premsinee sighed slightly as she felt the stares. She put down her spoon but
smiled at her friend, indicating she was fine, just full from lunch.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her concerned friend before her gaze was caught by
someone staring directly at her, not averting their eyes like others. The
strikingly beautiful face behind tinted sunglasses was unmistakable. Even in
casual clothes, this beautiful villainess still exuded an aura that drew
repeated glances.
Dr. Premsinee chose not to tell her friend that the woman who ruined her
wedding was sitting not far away, staring at her without even trying to hide
it, as if she enjoyed looking at her.
She never hid her feelings from the man in front of her, who was her cousin
and, importantly, completely uninterested in women.
"Hmmm?"
The naval officer wanted to turn and see who his sister liked, but she held
his hand to stop him.
He asked, teasing his beautiful sister. Everyone in the family knew she had
a longstanding crush on her best friend, making him think she'd always be
in that kind of status. But now she said she liked someone else.
"If you're not sure, don't say you will move on from her! You have to be
sure before telling others you're over her."
"As a soldier's sister, you mustn't say you can't. You must always say you
can."
"Kidnap Dr. Premsinee and take her to a deserted island like in the dramas.
Then I'll make her fall in love with me."
Before she could finish, her hair was tousled by a big hand, annoyed by her
dramatic talk.
"No one helps me. Dad, Mom, Yai, Klang, and now you. Am I really
everyone's favorite?" She complained lightly, knowing why no one helped.
"If you don't make an effort for it, no one can help you."
"Can I see now if the doctor you like is pretty. Oh, where are you going?"
She quickly pulled her naval officer brother along. They'd been chatting,
and she didn't notice when her target left. The naval officer smiled, seeing
his beloved sister determined about the doctor she liked. She'd never shown
such steadfastness with her best friend, whom she had a crush on. But with
this person, she was open with the family.
"Too late. The doctor took the elevator." Her brother said.
"I'll wait for my heart doctor. You can go back after you're done."
"Chai!"
Her snarling face didn't scare the naval officer. Instead, he laughed, seeing
his beloved sister determined about what she wanted. Since she was a kid,
she'd been wrapped in cotton wool, scared of everything, and couldn't do
anything herself. She was soft-hearted, always giving in to others, and often
bullied by friends. The family had to consult a psychiatrist, gradually
changing their upbringing.
Finally, from a naive girl, she became a beautiful woman who no longer
needed her family's constant care.
Dr. Premsinee looked at her watch and sighed slightly. She wanted to delay
the end of her workday to avoid her ex, who kept trying to apologize and
wouldn't accept what he'd done, making her increasingly annoyed. She
wondered when her ex would understand and stop bothering her. But before
she could leave her office, she had to put on her lab coat again as there was
a knock on the door, and a nurse came in, saying a patient's relative wanted
to consult her.
"Thank you."
It didn't take long for the middle-aged nurse to escort the patient's relative,
who had something to discuss, into the room. She then excused herself,
leaving the doctor and the relative to talk privately without any
interruptions. As the nurse left the examination room, Dr. Premsinee almost
wanted to ask her to stay.
But when she locked eyes with the woman who had just removed her
amber-tinted sunglasses, she composed herself, leaning back slightly in her
chair to signal that it was time for a serious conversation.
"What would you like to consult with me about?" Dr. Premsinee's gentle
tone made Naphak smile.
Despite the doctor's apparent dislike for her, she still used the same kind
voice she reserved for her patients, which Naphak couldn't help but admire.
No matter how much Dr. Premsinee disliked her, once she donned her white
coat, she set aside personal feelings and fully embraced her role as a
dedicated physician.
"Doctor..."
"Yes?"
"Doctor."
"If you don't know what to say, I might have to excuse myself," Dr.
Premsinee said, looking displeased at the smiling woman in front of her. It
was clear this woman intended to irritate her.
"I'm just nervous and can't find the right words. It's you, after all," Naphak
mumbled softly, her face showing a hint of sadness, which made the
beautiful doctor soften her expression.
"About everything?"
"Excuse me?" Dr. Premsinee asked, puzzled as the actress, known for
playing villainous roles... Did she say something about not falling for
something?
"How about we discuss this over dinner, Doctor?" Naphak suggested with a
suppressed smile, seeing the doctor's stern look that seemed to say, "Don't
try to distract me with dinner invitations."
"If you don't start discussing the matter at hand, I'll have to excuse myself."
"My father seems more tired than usual and a bit short of breath," Naphak
said, crossing her fingers behind her back. She wasn't lying, she was just
bringing up her father's symptoms after he'd come out of her mother's room.
They might have been doing something together, which naturally left him
breathless.
"Yes, probably," Naphak replied. Of course, he has. She thought about how
her father had spent a long time being affectionate with her mother.
"Someone at home should keep an eye on him, or better yet, bring him in
for a check-up. I can then monitor his heart rhythm and possibly adjust his
medication."
The serious expression on the beautiful doctor's face made Naphak stare in
admiration. It was worth spending hours at the hospital just to have this
close conversation. The closer she got, and the more she knew her, the more
she realized that her heart always pounded hard whenever she met Dr.
Premsinee.
"Okay, Doctor."
"Please take good care of him. It's best to bring him in for a check-up."
"Well, I won't take up any more of your time, Doctor. I'll be going now."
She allowed herself a small smile. When this actress spoke nicely and didn't
irritate her, she seemed quite pleasant. But her admiration was short-lived.
As Dr. Premsinee walked to the hospital parking lot, she noticed the actress
following her. She tried to slow her pace to let the actress pass, but the
woman behind her seemed to match her pace.
Dr. Premsinee stopped abruptly when she saw someone leaning against her
car. He straightened up as soon as he saw her, but his gaze shifted when the
woman who had been following her stepped up beside her.
The soft whisper in her ear made her turn away from the man in front of her
to look at the enticing woman beside her.
She then glanced down at the soft hand holding hers. Why did she let this
woman lead her and agree to get into the car with her? Was it to avoid
facing her ex-lover? The car moved away from the hospital and stopped at a
traffic light. Looking out the window, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but
glance at the woman beside her, who was on the phone discussing some
work matter, seemingly displeased.
The irritated tone and the way she tossed her phone onto the back seat made
Dr. Premsinee shake her head.
The woman beside her seemed quite hot-tempered. No wonder she had the
guts to ruin her wedding. Thinking back to that day, it was strange how she
now relied on this woman to escape her past lover.
"Think about those who can't make ends meet. We're fortunate not to be in
that situation. Even if you can buy things as you please, it's better to use
them wisely."
"Excuse me?"
Dr. Premsinee chose to remain silent, turning to look out the window again.
How did she end up lecturing this woman? And that teasing smile made her
put on an even more stoic face.
The car continued along the road until it reached the condo building. As it
turned into the parking lot, Dr. Premsinee looked at the driver, who was
smiling. The woman seemed familiar with the condo and had an access
card. More importantly, she hadn't asked where to drop her off.
"We're here."
As the car door closed, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but look back at the
woman, who rolled down the window and smiled at her. Maybe if this
woman didn't irritate her or bring up painful topics, she might eventually
feel good about her. Dr. Premsinee's hand paused as she was about to close
the elevator door when someone hurried in to join her.
"Thank you."
"Yes."
The woman's answer made Dr. Premsinee understand why she seemed so
familiar with the place. But why had she never seen her before?
"Yes, I just moved in today," Naphak replied, providing another answer that
made Dr. Premsinee understand why she was seeing her at the condo for the
first time.
The elevator ascended, the floor numbers lighting up one by one. But the
two occupants had different expressions. One wore a stoic face, staring at
the elevator wall, waiting for it to reach her floor. The other stood smiling,
watching her companion.
DING!
The elevator stopped, and the lights went out, startling both women, who
instinctively moved closer together. But what shocked Dr. Premsinee more
than the elevator stopping was the sudden embrace from the woman beside
her, who leaned on her shoulder like someone overwhelmed or hiding some
fear.
"Doctor... I—"
"Yes?"
The actress's words left Dr. Premsinee confused, but not for long, as her lips
were suddenly covered by the other's, pressing gently and sweetly. She
forgot to push the woman away as she usually would.
Dr. Premsinee, who stepped out to look at the view from the condo balcony,
could only gaze at the various city lights with a calm yet confused
expression. The incident in the elevator had left her feeling strange. Her
hand hadn't left a mark on the beautiful face of the person who dared to
press her lips against hers.
The feeling came so quickly that she was left stunned. She only came to her
senses when the elevator reached the floor she'd pressed. The person who
had stolen her kiss walked out first, leaving her standing still, watching her
back as the elevator doors slowly closed again. As a result, she had to go
back down and come up again.
Twice now, she'd been kissed by that villainess. To say it was stolen
mightn't be entirely accurate. When their lips parted, the woman still stood
there, not running away like a thief. But this time was different from the
first; she didn't slap her like she did the first time. Moreover, this time, there
was a feeling that made the pace of her heartbeat change slightly.
This thought kept circling in her mind. The first time, she thought it was an
accident, but the second time wasn't an accident. It was a coincidence that
the elevator got stuck, and the beautiful actress leaned in to kiss her. The
important thing was that she didn't reject the kiss and even got lost in that
sweet, soft kiss. She'd never been kissed by anyone before, but now she'd
been kissed twice by a woman. And it was the woman who had messed up
her life.
"Does that villainess like women too?"
While Dr. Premsinee was thinking about the kisses, the person who had
dared to kiss her was annoyed by the continuous ringing of her phone. The
vibrating alert went silent again, showing five missed calls. Naphak sat
down on the long sofa in the mostly empty room, feeling tired.
All five missed calls were from the woman she once secretly loved. The
slim phone was placed on the long sofa as the new condo owner chose to
explore the room, thinking about what to buy because she wanted to move
in as soon as possible. For big furniture, she'd need Klang's help. She
couldn't wait to move out of the old environment. Or did she do it to be
close to Dr. Premsinee?
Naphak couldn't help but smile when she thought of the lovely, soft lips
she'd kissed. She hadn't expected that this time the doctor wouldn't slap her
face like the first time she had intentionally kissed her by the sea. After
kissing, she wanted to kiss again, especially since the doctor's lips were so
soft and inviting.
She smiled as her target was just a few rooms away. Since this floor was a
special floor, each room had more space than other floors. So, it wasn't
surprising that people would buy and sell at high prices. The villainess's
door closed, but a smile appeared on her beautiful face as she looked at Dr.
Premsinee's door.
The sound of the doorbell ringing three times made the condo owner
quickly put on a robe over her thin nightgown and walk to the monitor on
the wall to see who was visiting her room at night. It couldn't be a close
friend since no one could enter without her giving the code or a personal
keycard.
The monitor showed the beautiful face of the person standing at the door,
making Dr. Premsinee look again before opening the door and pretending to
be calm, even though she felt a bit tense inside when facing the owner of
the lips that had kissed her.
"Doctor."
Dr. Premsinee's words made Naphak frown. She didn't like the doctor's
indifferent face and tone.
BANG!!
The door was shut in her face before she could finish her sentence, making
the person standing outside smile. Just mentioning the kiss had made the
doctor lose her composure. Seeing the doctor show any emotion other than
calm meant her mission was successful. Naphak smiled at the door, which
showed no sign of opening again, before walking back to her room to rest.
Meanwhile, the room owner, who had shut the door on the actress, stood
still, looking at the monitor showing the smiling face of the annoying
woman before she walked away. Dr. Premsinee exhaled as her irritation
subsided. To say she was irritated wasn't quite right. Hearing the actress
mention the kiss left her unsure of how to respond, so she had shut the door
in her face.
The villainess smiled at the beautiful actress who greeted her, feeling more
and more tired of having to smile.
"I haven't seen you around lately. Mhon kept complaining that she shouldn't
have allowed you to take leave. It's all quiet and lonely on the shooting set
now."
"I only have a few scenes left, so I asked Mhon for a break."
The actress smiled at the villainess of the same age. Even though Naphak
joined the industry later, her acting skills weren't inferior, and she was well-
liked on the shooting set.
"Is it so important that you have to take a break from the industry?"
"Yes, the working hours are unpredictable, but my mission has a set
schedule."
The villainess's smile made the actress frown in confusion, but she didn't
ask further as the staff called them to stand by for the event.
The villainess's important mission was probably to mess with Dr.
Premsinee's heart.
The event ended smoothly, despite some chaos when fans tried to get close
to their favorite stars. Naphak handed her outfit to the staff after changing
into comfortable casual clothes. Then, she walked to the back, where the
staff assisted the actors.
"Nam, I can go back myself. You can go." She said calmly to her personal
manager waiting at the back, as she'd told her to, so they could walk to the
parking lot together as usual.
"No."
"But you never act like this. When I come to events, you're always in a
good mood."
"Then let's go eat at a nice place like we used to." Her manager's sweet
voice made the actress turn away slightly before smiling at her.
It wouldn’t be good for people to think the manager and the actress were
fighting.
"Let them."
"I'm too lazy to drive. After we eat, we can go rest," Naphak said, ignoring
her friend's displeased face as she walked to the nearest restaurant.
Naphak probably didn’t realize her rejection or the growing distance was
making her personal manager increasingly displeased, but before she could
step into the restaurant, Naphak had to stop abruptly. Following her
manager's gaze inside, she spotted the familiar face of a woman dining with
her friends at one of the tables.
"Hmmm?"
"The woman who took Wat away from me." Naphak ignored her manager's
angry tone.
She was only interested in Dr. Premsinee, who was sitting next to Earn's
manager. Earn was seated close to another doctor whom Naphak had seen at
Dr. Premsinee's wedding.
She continued walking into the restaurant, following the staff who
welcomed them. She couldn’t help but glance at Dr. Premsinee's table,
noticing that the doctor had also seen her, but only for a brief moment.
The food they ordered was simple, so it didn’t take long for the restaurant to
serve it. Naphak glanced at the table diagonally across from them, which
she’d intentionally chosen so she could sit opposite Dr. Premsinee. What
she didn’t like was Nam's disapproving look toward Dr. Premsinee.
"Nam!" Naphak had to scold the woman across from her. The tone and
demeanor surprised her. She didn’t expect someone so sweet to use such a
vengeful tone, like a villainess in many dramas.
"Are you blaming me, Phak? Phak! Where are you going? Are you leaving
me?" The trembling voice and tear-filled eyes of her former secret crush
made Naphak sit back down.
Sometimes, she was tired of her own soft-heartedness, which never allowed
her to be decisive. Even though she disliked Nam blaming others instead of
reflecting on herself, seeing her tears made Naphak comfort her again.
"I won't leave you. Let's not talk about others. Eat a lot so your baby will be
strong, okay?"
"Wat said he'd go back and marry that doctor... The doctor accepted his
mistakes because she loved him. What should I do, Phak? I can’t live
without him..."
Naphak didn’t care about the woman’s ramblings about the man. She was
only interested in whether Dr. Premsinee had forgiven the man who
betrayed her.
"She’s a doctor but doesn’t care about morals. That woman is evil. How can
I compete with her?"
Naphak probably didn’t realize that the words from the woman in front of
her made her gaze at Dr. Premsinee with increasing displeasure. She’d told
herself there was no way she’d go back to a man who betrayed her love, but
behind her back, he was forgiven so easily.
The actress glanced at the table diagonally across once more before
stepping out of the restaurant, ignoring the calls of her former secret crush.
The irritation from what she’d just learned made her not want to stay in the
restaurant any longer. She knew that if she stayed, she might confront Dr.
Premsinee instead of just watching her.
"Work?"
"Nam! I told you not to accept work without telling me. I want to rest."
This might be the first time Naphak decided to walk away from the woman
she once loved and ignore the calls behind her. The longer it went on, the
more she grew tired of Nam’s presumptuous decisions, even though she’d
already said she wanted to take a break.
Just a call from the man she was waiting for could change someone’s mood
instantly. And the woman who could change her mood so quickly wasn’t
done yet. As soon as she returned to the meeting place, she didn’t hesitate to
make herself happy, letting out moans of pleasure. Even though her bare
skin bore marks of pain, she enjoyed being under the man who liked
hearing her pained voice before they both reached physical satisfaction.
This woman had just told her close friend that Dr. Premsinee had taken the
father of her unborn child, making her friend believe her words.
But the truth was, she was physically enjoying herself with this man. She
was just using her friend’s soft-heartedness to hurt that doctor, preventing
the man she loved from returning to the perfect woman he spoke of. The
woman suitable for him, whom he’d marry, was Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn. She was just a toy for him to play with when he was bored.
She wouldn’t let her man go back to that doctor, and the doctor would have
to suffer for daring to take this man.
"No, my three beautiful friends. Today, I can’t take you back to your
condos... I have to go."
Dr. Tankhun’s words left the three beautiful doctors stunned. If they were
drinking to relax, Dr. Tankhun would never say that or leave the table. But
now, he was walking to a corner of the restaurant where a handsome man
had been looking at their table before disappearing with Dr. Tankhun. It
seemed they knew each other before, not like they’d just met.
Dr. Melanee was the first to ask, not believing what she saw. When did their
friend secretly meet or date that guy?
"It’s good, Lada, but I want to know when he found time to get to know that
guy."
So, the conversation at the table of the three beautiful doctors revolved
around the handsome doctor who had disappeared with the handsome,
muscular guy, the type that Dr. Tankhun liked. But it seemed only Dr.
Premsinee occasionally zoned out, not listening much to her two close
friends. The live band’s sad love song was playing, requested by someone
at another table, adding salt to their heartbreak.
Both Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee exchanged looks. They’d noticed Dr.
Premsinee’s sad expression since the heartbreak song started. Even though
she pretended to be strong, they knew well that Dr. Premsinee hadn’t fully
come to terms with what happened. Being a woman who had prepared
everything for her wedding but didn’t get married... That feeling was hard
to get over.
As Dr. Premsinee walked toward the bathroom, she was startled when
someone grabbed her arm, pulling her aside to avoid blocking the walkway.
But when she saw who it was, she almost wanted to tell this person how
rude she was rather than slap her. But the calm look in her eyes—what was
that about? When did she make her so angry?
The smell of alcohol from the woman in front of her made Dr. Premsinee
take another look at that beautiful face. Even though she seemed sober, this
troublemaker had clearly had quite a bit to drink.
"If you’re going to drink and bother others like this, you should go home,"
Dr. Premsinee said.
"Like you can take care of yourself when you drink," the woman retorted.
"Yes, I can take care of myself and not cause trouble for others," Dr.
Premsinee replied, starting to lose her temper as the woman continued to
provoke her.
"And who was it that got so drunk they got into someone else’s car?" the
woman shot back.
Dr. Premsinee stood there, watching the slender figure disappear into the
bar. Her mind was racing, trying to process what the woman had just said.
How did she know that she’d once gotten into the wrong car? And what
was with that strange smile at the corner of her mouth? What did it all
mean? The woman spoke as if she knew something about what happened
on the bachelorette party night.
Chapter 13
That bachelorette party night, how did that villainess know I got in the
wrong car?
How did she know? She acted like she knew everything that happened that
night.
Dr. Premsinee, who was listening to the morning news in the living room,
let out a frustrated sigh when she couldn't find the answer she was looking
for. No matter how hard she tried to remember, she just couldn't.
Could it be that the villainess was the owner of that car and the one who
took her to her room? She wasn't quite sure because, as far as she could
recall, there weren't many photos in that room to remember. There were
only group photos in student uniforms, and she didn't pay much attention to
remembering everyone's faces in those frames. But the ringing phone
interrupted her thoughts, making Dr. Premsinee quickly answer it when she
saw it was her mother calling, which was rare.
Dr. Premsinee sighed slightly, knowing she had to visit her parents'
suburban home today to discuss what happened on her wedding day.
Since that day, she'd avoided talking about it. Her parents probably didn't
want their daughter to become a jilted bride, but what could she do when
the groom betrayed her love? It didn't take long for Dr. Premsinee to drive
to her parents' suburban home, a place she rarely visited due to its distance
from the hospital where she worked. She wasn't distant from her parents,
but they usually met for meals outside the house, except for special
occasions when the family gathered there.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the housemaid from the neighboring country, Ma-
prang, who had been with her parents for many years and was trusted for
her loyalty.
"The master went to the university, and the mistress is waiting for you
inside."
"Yes, Doctor."
The maid looked at the doctor's back with admiration. How could Ma-prang
not admire Dr. Premsinee, who was both beautiful and kind? Whenever Ma-
prang was sick, the doctor always took care of her.
"I'm just talking to you, not anyone else." Ma-prang almost rolled her eyes
at Som-mai the driver, but he walked away to move the doctor's car.
"God, Som-mai, always leaving me talking to myself... Will the doctor get
married again?"
The maid continued to ponder, hoping her beloved Dr. Premsinee would
have another wedding. But Dr. Premsinee was currently troubled by what
her mother had said. She wasn't ready to make any decisions yet. She
wanted to let her heart heal from the wounds. But her mother probably
didn't think that way. No one dared to ask her at the hospital, but her
mother's friends likely had opinions that led to this conversation.
"What are you going to do, Prem? Wat came to talk to us."
"What did he say, Mom?"
"Wat came to apologize, admit his mistake, and ask for another chance."
"He said he was drunk that day, that it was just one mistake. But he doesn't
accept that the baby is his. He wants a DNA test. If the baby is his, he'll pay
the child support. He wants another chance from you, Prem. He says he
loves you very much."
Dr. Premsinee didn't answer her mother's question but instead asked her to
think about whether what that man said or did was love for her daughter.
"So you want me to marry a man who betrayed me? Do I have to accept and
let a man who cheated on me trample my dignity?"
Her words made her mother sigh. For Dr. Premsinee, love or not wasn't the
main issue. The issue she couldn't accept was having her dignity destroyed,
that she'd never compromise. Since she was a kid, Dr. Premsinee had
planned her life out. When she talked about marriage, she mentioned the
appropriateness of age and career but never said she loved the man so much
that she wanted to spend her life with him, unlike others who often cited
love as the main reason.
"Okay."
"But I don't want you to close yourself off. I want you to get married."
Every parent wants their child to have a family. She was one of them,
wanting her middle daughter to get married, even if the first attempt failed.
As a professor, her mother probably wanted her to live the life she thought
best. Dr. Premsinee wasn't troubled by her mother's wishes, she just wasn't
ready to open up to someone new. But Dr. Premsinee didn't know that she'd
encounter new feelings in the near future that would make her life more
chaotic than she could handle.
After having lunch with her parents and chatting a bit more, Dr. Premsinee
decided to relax by walking in a famous downtown mall.
Dr. Tankhun called to say he might be late and told her to wait at the
restaurant. Dr. Fahlada had to drop off her girlfriend at the filming set first,
and Dr. Melanee would come later after having dinner with her two lovers.
Since when did she become the one with more free time than her friends?
Wasn't it usually Dr. Tankhun?
"Tan, I'm not used to this."
[Aw, don't cry, Prem. That's what it's like being single.]
Dr. Premsinee could only agree to her friend's repeated reminders, telling
him she wasn't a child. Since the bachelorette party night, Dr. Tankhun
hadn't let her drink much, fearing she might get into the wrong car and
disappear again, like that night.
She put her phone back in her bag and decided to head to the floor where
the clothing brand 'Karn' was. Maybe she could shop while waiting for
dinner time, as it'd been a while since she last shopped.
But before Dr. Premsinee could reach the store, she saw a familiar broad
back and handsome face. It was her ex-fiancé, walking with a woman, and
they seemed to be a couple. Seeing them enter a clothing store, Dr.
Premsinee didn't hesitate to follow but kept her distance so they wouldn't
notice.
When she saw the woman's face, she turned away, recognizing her
immediately. The woman who claimed to be pregnant with her ex-fiancé's
child...
Dr. Premsinee didn't realize how tightly she was gripping her bag. Seeing
them so close made her pity herself. What her mother had just told her was
entirely different from what she saw. He told her mother that he wanted
another chance and that his relationship with that woman was a mistake.
But what she saw now was nothing like what he'd said. What a deceitful
man he was.
If she hadn't seen it today, she wouldn't have known that his attempts to
reconcile with her weren't out of genuine love as he claimed. Because if he
truly loved her, he'd never have done this. It's good that she saw it with her
own eyes. Now, she could make a firm decision.
Dr. Premsinee slowly turned away from the scene, which made her feel
betrayed. The wound in her heart, which she thought had healed, reopened.
But this time, it didn't hurt as much as before. It just left her wondering why
she had to encounter betrayal again and again.
She was probably fortunate to see the truth with her own eyes... The truth
that the so-called mistaken relationship he mentioned was... a lie.
Dr. Premsinee's sad face and dazed demeanor made the person searching for
her stop in their tracks. Phak almost wanted to run to her immediately upon
seeing the doctor, but she had to wait until her responsibilities were
finished. She finally found her on this floor, only to be surprised by Dr.
Premsinee's distressed appearance.
Phak then saw the reason, which made her equally annoyed. Her personal
manager, who was supposed to be looking after her, was happily shopping
with a man.
Nam had told her she had an urgent matter and had to rush to see a relative
who had an accident and was hospitalized, which was why she couldn't
come today. Was she stupid or just not thinking about it carefully? She was
smiling so brightly with a man in the mall where she'd presumably taken the
job for her. She'd complained endlessly that the man wouldn't take her, but
it didn't seem like that at all.
It hurt to have felt sympathy for her, but seeing it today confirmed that she
was lying. She used the expensive phone in her hand to capture the image
immediately. It stung a bit that the person she once secretly loved had lied
repeatedly to her.
From now on, this would be enough. She wouldn't let herself be deceived
again. Once she had enough pictures, Naphak hurriedly walked in the
direction Dr. Premsinee had gone. Given the doctor's condition, she
shouldn't be alone. The doctor must be hurting more than she was, having to
see this scene, especially since the man was someone Dr. Premsinee had
almost married.
Naphak wiped a bit of sweat from her face as she half-walked, half-ran to
catch up with the doctor, ignoring the stares of others. It was exhausting
because the walk to the parking lot where the doctor's car was parked was
quite far.
"Doctor, wait!"
"What are you doing?" Dr. Premsinee jumped when a hand suddenly
grabbed her shoulder, followed by a breathless voice. It was good she didn't
scream or throw something.
"No, no, I'm serious. I'm tired. Can I have some water?"
The water bottle in the car was handed to the actress, who was panting so
hard that Dr. Premsinee had to tell her to breathe slowly, fearing she might
faint.
"I do, but I've been getting tired easily lately... Thank you." The empty
bottle was handed back to its owner, and Naphak slowly inhaled as the
doctor instructed.
"Huh?"
"I live in the same condo as you, and I didn't drive my car here..."
The doctor's calm words as she ordered food and alcohol made Naphak
sigh. She didn't want to say she'd seen everything that had driven the doctor
to come to a restaurant like this before sunset. But if she said it, the doctor
wouldn't let her stay. It was natural to be hurt, seeing an ex-lover to whom
you almost married with someone else.
The soft music playing in the restaurant allowed the few customers there to
relax, including Dr. Premsinee and the beautiful villainess, who remained
silent. Only the doctor sipped the intoxicating drink, unlike the villainess
who kept looking at the doctor's face while eating instead of drinking the
dark liquid. If they both drank, who would drive back then?
"I do. I know how much it hurts when you love someone and they don't
value you or betray you."
Naphak poured good wine into the empty glass for the beautiful doctor,
who looked surprised at her words. Dr. Premsinee acted as if she'd never
experienced love or thought someone like her wouldn't understand
heartbreak.
Dr. Premsinee's slightly flushed face made Naphak smile. She liked the
doctor when she drank alcohol because she became more talkative, open
with her emotions, and smiled more.
"I think that bad luck comes with good luck... that brought us together." She
didn't say the last part aloud for Dr. Premsinee, who was sipping her wine,
to hear.
Time passed, and the first bottle of wine was finished, with the second
almost gone. Naphak decided to stop the waiter from bringing more as Dr.
Premsinee's face was now red, and her eyes were almost closed, making
Naphak sigh in frustration. She was frustrated that the doctor smiled at
everyone and complained about being hot, trying to take off her coat.
Naphak reached to take the glass from Dr. Premsinee's hand, placed it on
the table, and left more than enough money for the meal. Though the doctor
was reluctant to leave, it wasn't hard to get her out of the restaurant. As the
evening progressed, more people came, and it wasn't good to have eyes on
their table.
"Let's go home."
"I'm fine."
"Fine or not, we have to go. You've drunk a lot and are drunk."
It took a while to get her to walk, support her out of the restaurant, and get
her to sit in the passenger seat, making Naphak sweat. The half-drunk, half-
sober doctor was stubborn. If she'd known, she would've let her drink until
she was completely drunk; it would've been easier.
The car slowly moved out of the parking lot with the phone of the now
sleeping Dr. Premsinee vibrating with an incoming call. Naphak looked at
the screen, which showed the caller, before deciding to put it back in the
drunk's bag. She didn't need to tell the doctor's friend where she was taking
her.
Naphak smiled at the peacefully sleeping face on the bed, thinking back to
that night. The night she met this drunk doctor. But today was different
from that day. She wanted to kiss more than leave a mark on her chest like
that night. The drunk on the bed stirred slightly, opening her eyes to look
around the room before looking at her, seemingly thinking about something.
But what made Naphak sit down on the bed in shock was Dr. Premsinee
crying and hugging her tightly.
The still drunk doctor mumbled, but the one comforting her knew that what
she heard was the deep feelings of this doctor, whose wedding was
destroyed.
But what shocked Naphak the most was when the doctor pulled away from
the hug and started undressing, removing both the top and bottom pieces.
And the lights were still on, so she saw everything.
As soon as she undressed, Dr. Premsinee sat in front of her, wrapping her
arms around her neck and pulling her closer.
"Don't say such sarcastic things, Doctor." Naphak had to grit her teeth to
speak, not wanting the drunk person to regret it later. She knew well that
this doctor was drunk and was being sarcastic about something that made
her upset.
"Am I not beautiful, not good enough? Is that why he did this?"
Did Dr. Premsinee realize that the more she spoke and pressed her ample
chest closer, the more it made the person trying to control her emotions turn
away and sigh repeatedly? But then, Naphak's plan to calm the drunk
person came to a halt when her lips were suddenly invaded, breaking the
restraint she'd been holding onto.
The closer the woman she was interested in got, the harder it was to let this
night pass without anything happening, even though this would be her first
time getting close to a woman as well.
The more she kissed, the more she wanted to kiss again and again. Naphak
hardly realized how many times she'd moaned. The kiss from the naked
woman in front of her made her never tire of being kissed. She didn't know
if the doctor was aware of it, but she knew that the doctor's lips were like a
drug that made her heart beat erratically. Dr. Premsinee didn't give her a
moment to breathe.
"Mmmm..."
Naphak's slender hands cupped the doctor's flushed face, taking a deep
breath because if she delayed any longer, she might run out of air. She
wasn't skilled enough to handle the continuous invasive kisses from a
drunken person, even though she liked how passionate the doctor became
after drinking alcohol.
The sweet eyes looking at her with frustration made Naphak unable to resist
pressing her lips against the wine-scented ones. She had to admit the truth:
she liked the woman in front of her, even her coldness that kept her from
getting to know her beyond the boundaries set.
"Doctor..."
"Let... go..."
Now, their lips exchanged sweetness, their breaths mingling, and the
rhythm of their hearts told how they felt. Naphak, who pulled away first,
smiled at the sight of the eyes of the woman on top of her before pushing
the doctor down onto the bed and taking the top position.
"Phak..." The doctor's voice, still half-drunk, made Naphak give another
sweet kiss before hearing a frustrated moan from the woman beneath her
when she decided to pull away. But that frustration didn't last long.
Now, her hot lips were trailing kisses down the smooth skin, reaching the
full breasts that her slender hands cupped, her eyes filled with excitement
and fascination. It was as if this villainess had just seen something beautiful
for the first time.
"How beautiful, even more beautiful than mine," she admitted. Though she
liked her own body, compared to the doctor beneath her, she conceded.
The breasts that seemed small weren't as small as she thought, and looking
further down made her blush deeply. Dr. Premsinee was alluring all over, so
much that she didn't want to look away. Naphak's left hand, which was
cupping the breast, moved tentatively as she lowered her face to taste its tip
for the first time. Though she frowned, unsure of what to do next, her deep
feelings made her thoughts and actions not much conflicting.
She wanted to touch them gently, fearing the doctor's moans were from
pain. But Naphak didn't know that those sounds were from growing,
pending feelings. The doctor's hands began to wander, stopping at Naphak's
back, still fully clothed.
"Doctor... what should I do next?" she asked, unsure of what to do, as it was
her first time being close to a naked woman with such a pained expression.
There was no answer from Dr. Premsinee, whom she annoyed. The doctor
tried to push her face away, but Naphak wouldn't let her. She moved closer,
giving a passionate kiss, not caring if it hurt the doctor, who protested by
hitting her.
But the resistance faded as Naphak's fingers slowly entered the deep part of
the doctor's flower, reaching deep inside despite the difficulty.
She leaned down to give a gentle kiss to the now calmer doctor, who no
longer tried to pull away. Her fingers moved slowly, guided by the rhythm
of their hearts, leading to the awaited happiness. The hoarse moans made
Naphak worry, fearing the doctor was in pain. But when she stopped, the
doctor clung to her shoulders, and when she moved her fingers, the grip
lessened.
Her fingers, moving in and out of the flower, had to stop when the tightness
made it difficult to move. Naphak smiled at the sight of the doctor's sweaty
face, kissing slowly as she noticed the closed eyes. The evidence on her
fingers made Naphak's eyes shine with happiness and disbelief.
Naphak looked at the naked body on the bed before heading to the
bathroom, returning with a small towel and a basin of water. Though it was
her first time, she knew what to do to clean up after such happiness.
Because the delightful flower of this woman was the important part and had
to be kept clean.
The soft towel, dipped in water and wrung out, gently wiped the doctor's
body, who continued to sleep soundly, only murmuring softly before falling
back asleep, unaware of Naphak's smiling face. After cleaning the beautiful
doctor, Naphak undressed, placing her clothes beside the doctor's, smiling.
She wondered what would happen tomorrow and how the composed doctor
would react upon waking up to find them naked and entwined.
But no matter how much Dr. Premsinee denied or tried to escape, Naphak
had something that would make the doctor unable to refuse, even if it was
something terrible for her.
The soreness in her body made the newly awakened doctor slowly move to
get comfortable. But as soon as she opened her eyes and regained some
consciousness, Dr. Premsinee's eyes widened in shock. She looked down at
the face nestled against her chest, doubling her shock. How did she let this
happen?
The images and actions slowly returning to her mind made Dr. Premsinee
sigh deeply. How did she let this go so far? And the last image before she
closed her eyes in exhaustion made her face flush. She remembered the
tight feeling and the rapid heartbeat, understanding what it meant. She
couldn't believe that happiness could come from a woman. And the woman
who spent the night with her was the one who ruined her wedding.
Dr. Premsinee carefully moved away from the embrace, getting out of bed
as quietly as possible to avoid waking the sleeping woman. If she woke up
now, she wouldn't know what to say. Even though she felt pain and found it
hard to move, Dr. Premsinee didn't take long to get dressed. But then, her
eyes caught something that made her stop in her tracks. She picked up the
picture frame to take a closer look, ensuring what she saw was real. The
feelings of suspicion and familiarity with those soft lips were now
explained.
The woman who was her first was that Good Person she'd always felt
grateful for. Dr. Premsinee turned to look at the person still peacefully
asleep on the bed before placing the frame back in its original spot and
leaving the room. Despite the turmoil inside her, she wasn't ready to talk
about the unintended events or face this beautiful villainess just yet.
Who would've thought that the virginity she'd always cherished would be
given to a woman she didn't even like? As soon as she entered her room,
not far from the one she'd just left, Dr. Premsinee wasted no time heading to
the bathroom. She turned on the shower, letting the water hit her fully
clothed body. The overwhelming emotions made her unable to hold back
her tears.
If asked how she felt now, she'd say she didn't know. She couldn't even
think of what to do next if she had to face that infuriating woman again.
Could she still be cold when the memories of last night showed she'd
willingly given something important? Work, marriage at the right age, and
having two kids, that's what she'd always envisioned. But now, everything
seems to have gone wrong.
Wrong enough to stir new feelings... feelings she never thought she'd bear
for another woman.
Dr. Premsinee had been out of the room for a while when the villain stirred.
She immediately woke up upon sensing the emptiness on the other side of
the bed, where the hot, bare body had lain all night. No, she's left... Naphak
didn't rush to get out of bed to find the beautiful doctor who had left only
warmth behind. Why did the soft pillows seem more fragrant today? Even
though the bed in her new condo had just been set up by her family and
used for the first time last night. Just thinking about the beauty of last night
made her smile until her cheeks hurt.
"Dr. Premsinee..."
Just saying the name made her happy. How wonderful would it be to be
close to her every day? Probably so much that she wouldn't want to leave
the room. But Naphak might've forgotten that her happiness mightn't be the
same as the person in her thoughts.
"Even if you refuse me, I'll make sure you can't refuse me."
The new morning might be bright for many, but not for Dr. Premsinee, who
didn't smile much. Even though her close friends called to ask why she
broke their plans and didn't answer her phone, how could she explain what
had happened and what she was doing when they called? However, her plan
to be alone and reflect on things had to be canceled because, no matter how
early she came to work, her close friends were already waiting in her office.
She wasn't surprised to see Dr. Fahlada in her office early, but Dr. Tankhun,
who worked at a different hospital, was suspicious. She knew she'd be
questioned about her disappearance.
"At six thirty in the morning?" Dr. Tankhun glared at the pretty doctor who
was putting on her gown.
He didn't understand why all three of his close friends had to come to the
hospital early whenever they had problems. Starting with Dr. Fahlada, Dr.
Melanee, and now Dr. Premsinee, who clearly had something going on
since she avoided eye contact.
"Yeah, sure. Your patients are probably awake now, Dr. Premsinee," Dr.
Tankhun said, glaring at his smiling friend. It was well-known that doctors
at private hospitals usually did rounds around nine in the morning.
"Where?"
"On your neck." Dr. Fahlada's short comment made the room's owner sigh.
She thought Dr. Fahlada, who had been quiet, wouldn't ask, but she'd
always been like this since they got to know each other—quiet but
observant. While others mightn't notice, Dr. Fahlada had.
"Don't say that, Dr. Premsinee! You're not someone who does things
without thinking." Dr. Tankhun immediately retorted, offended by his
friend's excuse. He knew his three close friends well enough to know that
she wouldn't do that. If it were Dr. Charming, it'd be different.
"Prem, did you take the morning-after pill?" Dr. Fahlada's face immediately
frowned, and Dr. Premsinee's worried expression made her even more
concerned. Even though her close friend knew how to protect herself in
such situations, she was still worried because Dr. Premsinee had never
crossed the line to have a physical relationship with anyone before.
"I didn't..."
Dr. Premsinee's answer made Dr. Tankhun and Dr. Fahlada look at each
other before deciding to sit back down. They were initially appalled when
their friend said she made a mistake. But since their friend had thought it
through and decided not to take the pill, even though she could get
pregnant, they had to respect her decision.
"It's almost time for rounds. Let's get to work. We'll talk later."
Dr. Fahlada had to pull Dr. Tankhun, who hadn't moved, after the room's
owner spoke in a calm and tired voice, indicating she wasn't ready to share
much. They knew Dr. Premsinee would eventually tell them everything
once she had time to think it over... about why she allowed such a mistake
to happen.
"Lada, tell me Prem was just joking." Dr. Tankhun immediately asked Dr.
Fahlada as soon as they stood outside the exam room, hoping what he heard
wasn't true. It wasn't that he couldn't accept what he heard, but he couldn't
believe that Dr. Premsinee, who always followed the rules, would make
such a mistake. Saying their friend was rebelling against life seemed even
more unlikely. He had to find out what really happened.
"But..."
"You know how Prem is. When she's ready, she'll tell us," Dr. Fahlada
smiled at her confused friend.
They all worried about Dr. Premsinee, but they couldn't interfere with her
decision. They could only wait for Dr. Premsinee to be ready to share
everything. But maybe Dr. Premsinee's decision might turn out to be a good
thing.
Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had already left The Cardiac Center, but Dr.
Premsinee still stood staring at the door before sitting down in her chair.
She knew her friends' words were full of concern, but she couldn't help but
chuckle. She almost laughed when they asked if she'd taken emergency
contraception. She wasn't wrong to say she hadn't taken it. How could she
take it when she hadn't made a mistake with a man as her friends thought?
But with a woman...
Dr. Premsinee was lost in thoughts about the mistake she believed she'd
made, but that wasn't the case for Naphak, who was immediately upset
upon returning to her old condo and finding her former secret crush already
waiting for her.
"How many times have I told you not to accept any more work? I want to
take a break."
It wasn't just because she'd distanced herself and no longer had a crush on
her that she wanted to avoid being close to her. Many things Nam did were
enough for her not to want her as her personal manager.
She'd finally feel like a weight had been lifted off her chest, not having
to worry about her issues anymore.
Chapter 15
The film set was bustling with staff from various teams, each diligently
handling their responsibilities. The actors were fully immersed in their
roles, and Naphak was one of them, taking a break after finishing the first
scene of the day.
"No," Naphak replied. She quickly thanked Mhon, the director, who handed
her a sweet drink and made room for her to sit nearby.
Rumors had been circulating that Naphak had missed an event she was
supposed to attend, angering the event organizers and tarnishing her
reputation. Everyone knew that Naphak Tharanisorn was responsible and
committed to her work.
"I saw the news," Mhon said, handing her a gossip magazine. Naphak took
it but didn't open it. The news was false, but she couldn't blame the event
organizers. The chaos was caused by her personal manager. If Nam had
truly cared, she wouldn't have given an interview claiming she couldn't
reach Naphak, causing her to miss work.
Naphak smiled at the concerned director, whom she respected like an older
sister, and leaned on her shoulder to ease her discomfort. "What should I do,
Mhon?"
"The news is out. You need to let people know that you no longer have a
personal manager."
"But—"
"Heroes only exist in dramas. In real life, we're all villains trying to
survive," Mhon said, looking at Naphak's striking face with frustration.
Despite playing villainous roles, Naphak was far from one in real life. She
was often too empathetic and accommodating.
Mhon walked away, leaving Naphak to sigh deeply. Initially, she didn't
believe Nam would give an interview blaming her, but entertainment
reporters confirmed it. Nam's words led to articles accusing Naphak of
being irresponsible and causing trouble for her manager. Can benefits really
change people this much?
A call from the crew snapped Naphak out of her thoughts. She needed to
focus on her work and deal with her worries later. But as she waited for her
next scene, she couldn't help but think about the beautiful doctor likely
attending to patients at that moment.
For two days, her busy filming schedule had kept her from seeing Dr.
Premsinee, but she still knew everything about her. She wondered if the
marks she left had faded.
The marks were fading, but the memories of that night lingered, frustrating
Dr. Premsinee. Despite performing her duties well, she often found herself
reflecting on her actions, questioning why she hadn't been more careful. Dr.
Premsinee stood up from her chair after she glanced at the clock on her
office wall; it was time to leave. But before she could even step out of the
room, her phone rang.
It was the same old stuff, her ex-fiancé still waiting for her. She rarely drove
her own car anymore, relying on Dr. Fahlada, Dr. Tankhun, or Dr. Melanee
to take her home. She felt guilty for imposing on her friends, but her ex
wouldn't back off or try to understand his mistakes.
Before leaving The Cardiac Center, Dr. Premsinee quickened her pace to
avoid a stylish woman in a cream dress and sunglasses. In the past, she
wouldn't have avoided her, but now she wasn't ready to face her.
"I was just about to call you to tell you that I'll wait at the emergency exit."
Dr. Premsinee sighed as her friend nodded in understanding, not
questioning why she hadn't called from her office.
"Go wait there; I'll get the car." Dr. Fahlada handed her files to Dr.
Premsinee and headed to the parking lot. They needed to hurry because her
beloved Earn was already done with filming and was waiting at the condo.
Dr. Premsinee turned to see the tall woman frowning and seemingly saying
something she couldn't hear. But she could tell she was annoyed.
As the luxury car arrived, Dr. Premsinee hurriedly got in, glancing back at
the actress, who seemed to notice her leaving. The actress's displeasure was
evident as she hurried toward them, but it was too late; the car was already
moving.
"Just excited."
"Excited about what?"
"Wondering if Wat will find out we snuck out through the emergency exit."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at Dr. Fahlada, who looked puzzled, then turned to
watch the passing scenery, avoiding her friend's scrutinizing gaze. She
didn't want to be pressured into revealing her secrets.
"Go back to Yai. You don't have to follow her anymore," she instructed,
putting her phone away.
She didn't need her brother's people; she'd be the one watching Dr.
Premsinee herself. Dr. Premsinee wouldn't be able to escape her. Naphak
smirked as she left the hospital. She didn't need to rush; Dr. Premsinee
couldn't avoid her forever. They lived in the same condo, and she had a
special bargaining chip.
But waiting at Dr. Premsinee's door proved futile. Despite ringing the bell
repeatedly, there was no response. Neighbors began to notice her. Naphak
glared at the closed door. Dr. Premsinee was deliberately avoiding her. She
couldn't hide forever.
She thought both Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee's relationships were cute,
and the obstacles they and their lovers had faced made them love each other
even more. However, if she had to ask herself about the possibility of liking
a woman, she'd say it was impossible. Then why did that night make her
heart race?
The workday should've started fresh, but Dr. Premsinee's heart raced as she
read a message from an unknown number. The photo on her phone made
her hands tremble. She forced herself to stay composed, not wanting to
arouse suspicion.
The photo showed her asleep, her face and the area near her upper
chest visible. Who could've taken such a photo?
Dr. Premsinee nearly crushed her phone, tears welling up in her eyes.
Even though she'd started to feel better about the actress, what she did and
used to blackmail her made those good feelings dry up, leaving only anger
and hatred in their place.
"Don't avoid me, Dr. Premsinee, if you still want these photos to remain
a secret, or else..."
Dr. Premsinee wiped the tears from her face as it was almost time for her to
see the patients waiting for treatment. No matter how anxious she was, she
couldn't waste her time as a doctor.
One minute lost could mean the life of someone waiting for her help. When
it was time for work, Dr. Premsinee chose to go up to the inpatient ward to
check on her patients, as the outpatients waiting for treatment were other
doctors' responsibility.
Dr. Premsinee spent about an hour checking on her patients and completing
their charts before heading down to her own office in The Cardiac Center,
as an internal call informed her that the scheduled patients, as well as new
ones, were waiting for diagnosis.
Some patients didn't take long, coming in with initial concerns about
potential heart issues. Others took longer, especially elderly patients who
required thorough and careful examinations.
As the examination time was nearing its end, Dr. Premsinee finally leaned
back to relax. Even though today's examinations were like any other day,
she knew there were many times she let outside issues intrude on her
thoughts, and she had to refocus on her work.
The sound of someone knocking on the door made Dr. Premsinee sit up and
allow the person outside to enter.
"Doctor, a patient wants to speak with you," the nurse said with a polite
smile, knowing it was almost the end of Dr. Premsinee's shift.
"Please, let him in," she said, though she hesitated upon hearing the name.
As the doctor treating Mr. Phakkaphon from the start, she couldn't avoid it,
even though she feared he might come with his daughter. But it seemed
what she feared didn't happen as Mr. Phakkaphon came with his wife and
another person who appeared to be his son, not his daughter, which
would've made her anxious and possibly unable to contain her feelings.
"It's okay."
"My sister told us she spoke with you and that you advised bringing our
father for a consultation."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the tall, handsome young man who resembled his
father. His sister must've inherited their mother's beauty but still had some
features of their father.
Why did she have to think about the actress who made her anxious and
disliked, even though she was starting to feel good about her?
Sometimes, she regretted the good feelings she had for her, thinking that
after that night, she wouldn't mention what happened. But Dr. Premsinee
was almost unable to believe she'd taken photos that night to blackmail her
later. Naphak Tharanisorn played a villainess on screen, and in real life, she
was probably one, too.
"I'm sorry, I was just thinking about what might be causing Mr.
Phakkaphon's shortness of breath," she lied, not wanting the family in front
of her to know she was actually thinking about their youngest daughter.
"I need Mr. Phakkaphon to undergo an EKG and other tests. In the
meantime, please monitor what activities make him feel tired, dizzy, or
weak."
"Okay, Doctor. Actually, I'm fine, but my daughter worries too much," Mr.
Phakkaphon said, confirming to the doctor himself that he was still healthy
and not as ill as his wife and children feared. But who knew they came to
the hospital in the evening just to fulfill their daughter's request?
"It's good to be concerned," Dr. Premsinee said, barely able to think of
anything else to say when she heard the word "daughter" from the elderly
man in front of her.
"Then we'll take our leave. We've taken up enough of your time."
At first, when she found out that the kind person who helped her at the
bachelorette party was the same as the beautiful villainess, she was shocked
enough. But she tried to think that nothing happened that night because she
was too drunk to remember. But that night, something did happen because
she drank too much, and she still had enough sense to wonder why someone
as perfect as her was cheated on by her lover.
So she did something she never thought she'd do. She couldn't blame the
physical relationship on the other party for not restraining themselves...
since she was the one who initiated it.
But before she could leave The Cardiac Center for the parking lot, she was
startled when a hand grabbed hers tightly, making it impossible to shake off.
The face behind the sunglasses made Dr. Premsinee want to scream for help
if not for the whispered words meant only for her.
Dr. Premsinee could only look at the woman in front of her, who still hadn't
let go of her hand. She nodded to show she'd comply, but her hand was still
held tightly. Despite trying to shake it off and saying she wasn't running
away, the actress ignored her and walked her to the parking lot, holding her
hand as if she had the right.
"I don't know," she replied, only now thinking of her ex-fiancé who wasn't
waiting for her today.
"Yeah."
"Hey! If you keep talking about this, stop the car. I'll get out!"
"Okay, okay, I won't talk about it," Naphak said, her charming smile not
working on the beautiful doctor. She handed Dr. Premsinee a heart-shaped
candy.
"What?"
The giver smiled slightly before focusing on the traffic, which required
careful attention. The receiver held the candy before putting it in her gown
pocket, which she hadn't taken off yet.
"You!"
The speaker grinned and even smiled at the other residents of the condo
before pulling Dr. Premsinee into the elevator. Curious eyes followed them,
wondering why the doctor had her hand held by a famous actress. Inside the
crowded elevator, everyone was eager to get to their rooms and relax,
leaving little space and forcing them to stand close together.
Dr. Premsinee had no choice but to stand pressed against the actress, who
still refused to remove her tinted sunglasses. To make matters worse, the
actress's free hand wrapped around her waist. The tighter the space, the
closer they got, and the faint scent of perfume stirred something in her
heart.
"Let go..."
"I can't. It's crowded. Are you really that uncomfortable being close to me?"
Naphak whispered in a calm voice. Dr. Premsinee acted as if she were a
germ that needed to be avoided at all costs.
"You!"
"Shhh! Don't you see people are watching us, Doctor?" The soft whisper
near her ear made Dr. Premsinee freeze.
She tried to keep a neutral expression, hiding the blush creeping up her
face. Every time the beautiful face came close, she couldn't help but
remember the joy of the first night. As soon as the elevator reached their
floor, Dr. Premsinee tried to shake off the actress's grip again. But
somehow, the actress had a firm hold, making it nearly impossible for her to
escape.
"Go to my room."
"You don't have to, but I might leak the photos on my pho...".
The woman holding her had a powerful bargaining chip. While Dr.
Premsinee was vexed, the actress smiled. Behind her tinted sunglasses, her
eyes sparkled with happiness as she looked at the beautiful doctor beside
her.
Dr. Premsinee was surprised at how close the actress's room was to hers—
just three doors away. She'd once asked the previous owner to buy it
because of the view she liked so much, but they refused to sell it or set a
very high price.
Once inside and with the door closed, the actress finally released her grip.
Naphak let the doctor, still in her gown, stand in the living room while she
went to pour a glass of cold water. Dr. Premsinee looked around the room,
taking in the decor she hadn't noticed the morning she woke up naked.
Now, she had the chance to explore. The room wasn't heavily decorated,
mostly retaining the original condo design with minimal furnishings. The
living room had just a sofa and a TV, and the kitchen area was almost
empty.
"Let's get this over with. I don't have much time." Dr. Premsinee ignored
the glass of water on the coffee table. She wanted to settle the matter
quickly.
"You!"
"Don't raise your voice, Doctor. What if my hand slips and shares the
photos..."
"Enough!"
"Where are you going?" The actress grabbed Dr. Premsinee's hand as she
turned to leave but then let go as she remembered something.
"I'm leaving!"
"If you think you can walk out of this room, go ahead." Dr. Premsinee knew
she couldn't leave. The high-security condo required the owner's code to
open the door, even from the inside.
"You!"
"Can we talk about the photos now?" Dr. Premsinee took a deep breath,
trying to calm herself and not react to Naphak's provocations.
"Which photos, Phi Prem?" Naphak knew but wanted to see the doctor's
angry face.
"I don't remember taking anything while you were sleeping. I only
remember taking them when we were happy together, and you fell asleep
from exhaustion..."
SLAP!!
The sound of the slap echoed, showing how angry Dr. Premsinee was. She
stared at the actress, who now had a handprint on her face, looking back at
her calmly.
"Hey, let go of me!" Dr. Premsinee's wrist was grabbed, making her back
off, and she plopped on the sofa when the woman in front of her prevented
her from going anywhere.
"You know? I always mean what I say, and I'll always do what I say."
"You don't want me. You just don't want me to marry Wat for your friend's
sake, right?"
"Think what you want, but you have to stay with me."
Their eyes locked, filled with various emotions, but Naphak knew that
anger and dislike were among them.
"If you leave, I can't guarantee when the photos will get out..."
"You..."
"Oh, and I forgot to mention, I have a video of you enjoying yourself too."
"You're crazy!"
"I have plenty of crazy things up my sleeve. You're mine now, don't forget."
The soft whisper from the woman leaning in made Dr. Premsinee want to
slap her again, but she couldn't. Her lips were suddenly covered by
Naphak's.
The kiss was slow and gentle, sweet enough to make Dr. Premsinee, who
had tightly closed her lips, slowly relax and respond. The familiarity of the
kiss made her give in. It wasn't a harsh kiss like in Thai novels where the
hero forced the heroine, but a tender one that they both shared.
But as Naphak was getting lost in the kiss, enjoying the doctor's response,
she suddenly yelped and pulled back, her tongue bitten.
The actress cried. Naphak complained like a child, making a face that made
Dr. Premsinee laugh. It was the first time she saw this side of the actress,
different from the teasing one that always annoyed her.
"What kind of doctor hurts people and doesn't take responsibility? I don't
even know if it's bleeding."
The beautiful doctor maintained a calm expression, but the person whose
chin she was holding couldn't take their eyes off her face. Naphak's face
remained still, but her eyes revealed that she felt an intense desire to
possess this woman, so much so that she was sometimes taken aback by her
own thoughts.
"Phi Prem, is there any wound?" Naphak asked softly, her enticing gaze
making Dr. Premsinee unable to help but meet her eyes thoughtfully.
"Okay," Dr. Premsinee replied with a calm face, but she knew that
something inside her had changed.
She didn't refuse because she was afraid this villainess would spread
unflattering images of her, right? Or was it because of the words, "You're
mine," that made her feel strange?
No one had ever used words to claim ownership of her before. And she
couldn't deny that this villainess was the first person she'd given something
valuable to, even if it was half willingly and half unwillingly.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the food on the table with surprise. At first, she
didn't see anything, but it seemed this villainess had indeed prepared as she
said. The Japanese food was neatly arranged, probably while she was
exploring the room. The room's owner must've taken the opportunity to
prepare the dinner she'd bought and stored.
Dr. Premsinee chose to sit quietly, not responding further because every
time, she ended up losing to the woman in front of her, who continued to
eat sushi comfortably. Beautiful but annoying might be the words that best
describe this captivating villainess.
"Why?"
"I'm going to sleep with you," Naphak said, quickly walking to the
bedroom, leaving Dr. Premsinee slightly flustered by her words. "Sleep with
you." It means just sleeping, right?
Dr. Premsinee had to reluctantly let the actress into her private room, where
only close friends were allowed. She valued her privacy but couldn't refuse
this woman, especially when she held such leverage. One day, she'd get the
photo back and keep it in the safest place.
Dr. Premsinee walked away into the bedroom, but Naphak smiled happily,
exploring the room, which was decorated in a simple style with soft cream
tones. It seemed their tastes were quite similar. Naphak looked at the photo
frames near the large TV with a smile. It seemed the doctor had arranged
every picture neatly, from childhood to adolescence, to photos with her
medical friends, and finally, graduation photos with family and classmates,
all smiling happily.
She had to admit that the doctor's group was good-looking and could all
enter the entertainment industry.
After showering and taking care of her personal business, wearing a robe
over her inner clothes, she knocked on the bedroom door. But it seemed the
room's owner didn't care about the noise, making her knock more
insistently.
Soon, the door opened, and the beautiful doctor showed a peeved face. But
Naphak didn't back down from the look that said she was rude. Her motto
was, "If you're aiming for something, do it to the best of your ability."
She'd prove whether the women's artifices shown in dramas would work on
Dr. Premsinee.
"Hey!" Dr. Premsinee shook her head in exasperation as the person she
wished to kick out of the room lay on the bed, claiming space nonchalantly
and even smiling teasingly.
"Phi Prem, hurry up and come to bed. Staying up late makes you age
faster."
As Dr. Premsinee was about to get some lotion to moisturize her skin, she
stopped. She'd never felt shy around women before, but now she was
blushing and had to turn away to hide her reddening face.
The soft voice from behind made Dr. Premsinee startle slightly before
telling her to hang it in the corner of the room where a rack was placed. The
red face reflected in the large mirror made Naphak pleased, so she didn't
bother to hang the robe but instead moved closer, pressing against her back
and quickly kissing both cheeks.
"You!"
"Don't you have a better nightgown?" Dr. Premsinee asked, feeling strange
and not expecting this villain to have such a seductive nightgown.
"I chose this nightgown just for you." The honeyed voice and the light
breath on her ear made Dr. Premsinee's face even redder. She didn't know
where to turn her face to.
And why did she have to say something like that? Now, the person behind
her moved to stand in front, trying to make eye contact, making Dr.
Premsinee even more determined to avoid looking because her heart was
beating too fast.
She chose the side against the wall and turned her back, thinking it was the
best option. Otherwise, the strange feelings would confuse her even more.
There was no response from the person lying with their back turned, but
Naphak didn't feel upset. Instead, she felt more satisfied seeing Dr.
Premsinee's reaction, which wasn't as indifferent as she'd feared.
The one who said they didn't like women was blushing, making
Naphak's heart swell with joy.
She was right to invest in that sexy nightgown she never thought she'd wear.
Now, she figured she needed to buy six more, one for each night of the
week, because one day, Dr. Premsinee wouldn't be able to resist and would
definitely touch her.
So, was she seducing Dr. Premsinee to make her first, just as she was
the doctor's first?
Chapter 17
"You don't seem very refreshed, Doctor."
"Well."
"I've noticed for the past few days that you look tired. You can take a
vacation if you need to," said the head nurse of The Cardiac Center, who
was nearly forty, with concern.
Normally, Dr. Premsinee didn't drink coffee in the morning, but for the past
few days, she'd asked the nurse to make it for her. She even arrived earlier
than the nurses on the morning shift.
"If you can't handle it, you should take a break. Just like when other doctors
hand over their cases to you."
"Thank you, Aoi. Please remind me again when it's time for the rounds."
"Sure, Doctor."
The head nurse, who was quite close to Dr. Premsinee, left the office. The
beautiful doctor continued to sip her fragrant coffee slowly, as she still had
plenty of time before her rounds. How could she tell anyone that the reason
she had to drink coffee every morning was because she couldn't sleep well?
She was wary of the person sharing her bed. When she tried to send her
away, she'd bring up the photos and videos, forcing her to let her stay.
She wouldn't mind if she wore regular pajamas, but every night, she wore
something that made her heart feel strange.
The sound of knocking on the door brought Dr. Premsinee back from her
thoughts of the past few days. She quickly composed herself and put on the
white gown coat that was lying nearby.
"Come in."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her close friend, who sat down in the chair and
looked at her coffee cup with a mix of curiosity and concern.
The coffee cup on Dr. Premsinee's desk was unusual. Even during their
school days, when they had to stay up late studying and slept only a few
hours, her friend rarely drank coffee because she didn't like caffeinated
drinks much.
"I'm feeling a bit tired lately, and I wanted to smell the coffee."
"I'm just tired because I haven't been sleeping well. It's nothing."
Dr. Fahlada took another look at her friend's face before stepping out of the
office. She immediately texted Dr. Tankhun to share her suspicions. She
didn't want her thoughts to be true because if they were, her friend, who had
always planned her life meticulously, would have a hard time dealing with
the problem. Even the issue of her fiancé getting another woman pregnant
had almost driven Dr. Premsinee to the brink.
Meanwhile, the woman causing Dr. Premsinee's sleepless nights was posing
for a photographer in a studio, promoting a new imported sports car for
Wanitchakorn Group. The luxurious, expensive sports car was something
even the presenter wanted to own, as it exuded both coolness and elegance,
suitable for women as well.
Even though it was the last set of the day, Naphak's professionalism shone
through as she easily changed poses according to the photographer's
instructions. The rapid shutter clicks stopped, and the staff was pleased with
the day's smooth progress, not dragging on unnecessarily.
"Because your skills are excellent." Naphak smiled at the well-known forty-
year-old photographer she was familiar with. In the entertainment industry,
everyone wanted to be photographed by him for magazines.
"Go ahead."
Naphak smiled at the famous photographer once more before heading to the
changing room, where the costume team was waiting to help her change.
The outfit she wore for the shoot had to be returned in perfect condition.
Models couldn't just take the clothes they wore for shoots. Besides, she had
an appointment with the vice president of Wanitchakorn Group to discuss
something she was eager to achieve.
It didn't take long for her to arrive at Wanitchakorn Group. Naphak smiled
at the secretary outside the vice president's office, who was on the phone,
informing the boss of her arrival, as was her duty to report to her boss to
prevent outsiders from causing a disturbance.
"Thank you." She smiled at the experienced secretary before entering the
vice president's office.
Naphak sat down in front of the large desk, where her beautiful senior was
engrossed in reading documents. She wanted to greet her, but Tichakorn
had told her to make herself comfortable, as her senior might have urgent
work to finish.
"So, what's on your mind today? You look like you're thinking hard."
"I have something to discuss with you, Ticha." She hoped she wasn't wrong
in seeking advice from her experienced senior.
"How can I not? What are you thinking? Offering yourself to someone?"
"Well..."
"Are you so heartbroken over unrequited love that you want to offer
yourself to someone else? Don't be so dumb, Phak." The vice president of
Wanitchakorn Group lectured her beautiful junior.
"Yes."
"I almost berated you, thinking you wanted to do something stupid out of
heartbreak."
"I still don't agree with you offering yourself to someone. Do you want
people to see you as worthless?"
"I'm the first for the doctor. I want the doctor to be my first too."
"The doctor?"
Tichakorn looked at her junior's face. Her mind was working hard to
understand what she was being told. The story made Tichakorn frown and
sigh. Dr. Premsinee was the woman Naphak liked, but Naphak had ruined
her wedding because the groom had gotten Naphak pregnant. The wedding
was canceled, and now her junior had been intimate with Dr. Premsinee,
being her first.
"Phak, you're thrilled to be the doctor's first. You think if the doctor is your
first, she might feel the same?"
The stunning actress's intention was clear. Tichakorn looked at her junior's
face again and smiled. Naphak seemed to understand physical relationships
better than many might think. But who would've known that she was so
reserved, not even looking at others, if she thought she liked someone? Just
like she told them, she had a crush on her best friend, and she kept it to
herself.
Until something happened that made her realize that having a secret crush
wouldn't get her love in return. So, she decided to move on and look for
new love.
"So, what have you done to make the doctor touch you?"
"I wear see-through nightgowns every night, Ticha, but she doesn't even
look," Naphak said, paying for sexy sleepwear, yet Dr. Premsinee still
showed no interest, prompting her to seek quick advice from a love guru
close to her.
"But, Ticha, from what I've seen, she sometimes blushes, like she gets shy
and doesn't dare to look directly."
"What you said gives you a chance, but it's still tough. For me, seduction
works when there's already love. But she doesn't even like you yet, Phak."
"I think she might be confused right now. I think you should let her see your
sexiness and your true self. She has never liked women before."
"Confused?"
"Think about it. The doctor likes men, and suddenly, she has slept with a
woman. If it were you, wouldn't you be confused?"
So, it wasn't surprising to see her hesitation. Even when Naphak hugged
her, the beautiful doctor lay stiff and shocked, making Naphak release her
embrace.
"Probably."
"And what if your love is unrequited?" Tichakorn couldn't help but ask. It
was hard to get close to someone who was about to marry a man and make
her prefer women.
"I'll try my best. If I can't, I'll step back. I won't force love."
Today was another day she declined to go out with friends or even go home
with Dr. Fahlada. For days, she waited for work hours to pass before
heading to her car in front of the hospital. She barely cared if her ex was
still waiting or had given up on reconciling with her.
The sound of a message made Dr. Premsinee pack her personal items on her
desk. At this hour, she knew who it was.
She'd grown accustomed to the luxury German car driven by the actress
picking her up to go back to the condo together. For days, she hadn't driven
her car, being forced to ride together. Even if she didn't want to, she had to
comply because of the photos and video clips she couldn't retrieve from the
actress.
The car moved out of the hospital as soon as the beautiful doctor got in.
Inside, soft music played to avoid complete silence, as usual. Naphak
glanced at the person beside her, who turned her face to the window with a
smile. She wondered what was so interesting outside the window compared
to her sitting right there.
The car slowed and stopped as the traffic light turned red. Naphak looked at
the beautiful doctor, who seemed to be asleep, with a smile. She didn't
know why, but every time she looked, she wanted to smile. She unbuckled
her seatbelt and reached for a small bag on the back seat. A small blanket
was then draped over the beautiful doctor, who still had her eyes closed.
The outside might be hot, but inside the car, she kept it quite cool, as she
liked cold weather. But from what she observed, Dr. Premsinee didn't like it
too cold, so she adjusted the temperature to be less chilly.
The owner of the small blanket turned back to focus on driving. Dr.
Premsinee, who seemed asleep but was aware of everything, had a small
smile on her face. She just closed her eyes to avoid thinking too much, but
it gave her a headache with the actress's actions, which weren't as bad as
she thought.
And the light perfume scent and the kiss on her cheek made her heart beat
strangely again. When would this confusion fade away? If this excitement
was from a man, she wouldn't be confused.
But now, she was feeling something for a woman, something she'd never
felt before.
Dr. Premsinee didn't respond. Even if she wanted to go back to the condo,
the car would always stop at a restaurant. So, she chose not to say anything.
The restaurant, not far from the hospital, had a good atmosphere and
privacy. But why had she never stopped to try it? Dr. Premsinee looked at
the woman beside her, who now gestured for her to choose a seat first.
In the past, when she was with her ex, he'd choose for her and order without
asking her opinion. But this actress was different.
Dr. Premsinee put down the menu and looked at the woman in front of her,
who was taking off her sunglasses and placing them on the table, seeking an
answer. Every time they ate together, this woman let her choose or ask what
she liked or disliked.
"Okay."
But when the actress ordered, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile a little
but quickly put on a neutral face when the last dish was ordered. How could
she not smile when the dishes the actress ordered were her favorites, which
she always ordered?
Naphak burst out laughing when the beautiful doctor interrupted her
sentence. She liked this atmosphere, not sitting in silence.
Lately, the doctor seemed more natural, or maybe she'd resigned to her
presence, leading to more conversations than the usual silence or harsh
words.
Now, both Dr. Premsinee and the beautiful troublemaker were back at the
condo after battling traffic for an hour. Naphak threw herself onto the long
sofa as soon as she entered the living room. After a full meal and driving in
the cool air, she was sleepy and wanted to rest her eyes.
Before she could close her eyes, the doctor's voice rang out, trying to pull
her off the sofa. She didn't like it when people lay down right after coming
in. There were germs everywhere.
"I'm sleepy."
"Sleepy or not, you need to wash your hands and feet with soap. Clean them
well. There are germs everywhere outside."
If possible, she'd change clothes, too. The doctor would shower every time
she came back from work and again before bed or whenever she deemed it
necessary. She didn't know why she loved cleanliness so much, but Naphak
liked it because the doctor smelled great.
"Even if I'm a germ, I'll stick around. I'll make you choke on germs and
remember me forever."
"Exaggerating."
Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile when she thought of the words from
someone confident in themselves. She admitted that she was indeed
beautiful and sexy, but she wasn't so sure about being exciting.
The bedroom door opened as the room's owner wanted to go out and relax
by watching TV in the living room. Dr. Premsinee never forgot to wear a
robe every time she stepped out. But what made her steps halt was the sight
of the person already sitting there, causing her to blink in surprise.
Today, she was in simple nightwear, just a tank top and shorts, not the usual
revealing see-through nightgown. But something made her face feel hot...
"Who do you think is the villain, the man on the street or the woman?"
The actress's question made Dr. Premsinee, who was about to read a book,
change her mind and look at the TV screen showing an interrogation scene
of the man on the street and the woman who was the deceased's lover. To
say she was interested in the TV would be inaccurate, as she was secretly
watching the beautiful-faced woman intensely focused on the series. The
serious expression on this woman's face was quite captivating.
"Complicated?"
"The woman might have had an affair and conspired with him to kill her
husband."
Dr. Premsinee tried to move away from the person lying down on her lap
but had to give in because the other wouldn't let her move. Her eyes focused
on the TV, and the murmuring about the series made her smile
unconsciously.
But she was slightly startled when her hand was grabbed, prompting her to
voice a mild protest. It seemed futile as her hand was held near the neck,
and the person kept kissing her hand frequently, making her more aware of
her strange feelings.
"Your hand is so soft and smells nice. Do all doctors have soft hands?"
"I thought I took good care of myself, but compared to you, Phi Prem, I fall
short."
"Yes, I am. Maybe I should switch to using the same lotion as you, Phi
Prem." She continued to examine the doctor's soft hand with interest.
The series was interesting, but the soft, fragrant hand was much more so.
She decided to observe the skincare routine secretly next time. The TV
continued with the characters' dialogue, answering the investigation team's
questions, but Dr. Premsinee wasn't paying attention.
She was looking down at the woman lying on her lap, trying to understand
her increasingly complex feelings. Initially, she thought this woman was
here to cause trouble to help her close friend, but something in her heart
told her there was more to it.
She'd already told her she wouldn't go back to marry that man. To believe in
what she said, did they have to stay close like shadows? More importantly,
her words often made her rethink and examine her feelings.
'You're mine...!'
These words made her feel a mix of emotions. No one had ever expressed
their feelings as straightforwardly as this woman. It seemed like she did
everything to stay close to her, but another part of her still didn't believe it,
thinking she did it for her close friend.
"Hmmm?"
"You weren't really watching, were you? I thought you were... The woman
did it. She conspired with her adulterer to kill her husband for the insurance
money."
"My dad likes to watch them with me, so I grew to like them."
"Hmmm, I'll go to bed first." Dr. Premsinee walked into the bedroom, but
Phak sat still, pondering what she'd just heard.
She couldn't believe it; it was the first time she heard the doctor refer to
herself as 'Prem' in such a gentle tone. Did this mean their relationship was
getting closer? She was no longer a woman the doctor didn't want to know:
She decided not to tease and to act sweetly. The doctor would surely soften
more. But for now, she hurried to follow her to bed. The bedroom light was
turned off, leaving only the small bedside lamp.
Phak couldn't help but peek at the doctor lying on her side with her back
turned. The doctor slept in this position every night. She woke up later in
the morning, so she never saw if the doctor changed her sleeping position.
The lamp was turned off, leaving only darkness and two women lying still
on the bed. But Phak slowly turned to face the doctor's back. A smile
appeared on her beautiful face as she decided to move closer until she could
smell the faint fragrance she assumed was Dr. Premsinee's natural scent,
which she liked very much.
Every night, she kept a distance, but tonight, there was no gap. She wrapped
her arms around the slim waist, but what made Dr. Premsinee lie still was
the lips that repeatedly kissed her shoulder and the face resting on her back,
making her unable to think. She didn't pull away or struggle to get out of
the embrace.
"Prem..."
Phak's soft voice made Dr. Premsinee sigh deeply before turning to face her
in the darkness. Even in the dark, their eyes adjusted to see the faint
outlines of each other. The soft lips moved closer, making Phak's heart race.
It didn't take long for her wish to come true when a kiss in the dark began
slowly, initiated by Dr. Premsinee herself.
Phak responded to the sweet touch bit by bit, as it seemed the doctor just
wanted to learn how to kiss, not a passionate kiss like someone
experienced.
"Prem..."
After the kiss, she turned her back again and told her not to speak. It
seemed the doctor was still learning. Phak didn't insist on making Dr.
Premsinee turn back.
Tonight, she was already overjoyed. She got a kiss, and the doctor allowed
her to hug, even if it was just from behind. Wearing simple nightwear
improved their relationship unexpectedly. If she'd known, she wouldn't have
bothered with the revealing see-through nightgowns.
On Dr. Premsinee's weekend, Phak learned many things about the beautiful
doctor. What she thought contradicted what she saw.
At first, she thought the doctor would sleep in on weekends, but she woke
up early as usual. The same breakfast of whole wheat bread with jam and a
glass of fresh orange juice before changing into workout clothes to go to the
condo's fitness room made her rush to her room to change and follow her.
Phak let out a small sigh when she saw the treadmill next to Dr. Premsinee
was available. She quickly took the spot next to her. With such a disciplined
workout routine, no wonder the doctor's figure was flawless, perhaps even
better than hers.
It wasn't just Phak who noticed her abnormal condition. Dr. Premsinee, who
was running on the treadmill, slowed down and eventually stopped when
she saw the woman beside her looking more exhausted than usual.
"Keep running, Phi Prem. I'm just a bit too tired." Phak smiled at the
questioner before moving to sit on the rest chair.
But Dr. Premsinee didn't return to her treadmill. She quickly grabbed the
left wrist of the woman, trying to catch her breath without saying a word,
giving her a look that said not to ask anything right now.
Dr. Premsinee furrowed her brow slightly at the other's pulse, which seemed
faster than the normal range for someone who exercises regularly.
However, this actress had never shown any symptoms that made her
suspicious, except for this time when she seemed unusually tired for
someone who exercises frequently. Most celebrities in the entertainment
industry, especially someone like her who had been voted the third hottest
woman by a men's magazine, should be exercising quite a bit.
"I haven't really noticed. When I started getting tired easily, I just controlled
my calorie intake instead." Phak smiled at the beautiful doctor, who
maintained a neutral expression, but she knew that behind that face, the
doctor was definitely pondering something.
"Try to remember as best as you can. How many times have you felt this
kind of tiredness, difficulty breathing, like something is blocking you?"
"A doctor has no holidays. Let me check your pulse again." Dr. Premsinee
smiled at the actress, who was staring at her face.
The pulse was not as fast as the first time, which eased Dr. Premsinee's
mind a bit. Perhaps the actress had been away from exercise for a while,
and running at her usual speed made her tire more easily than usual.
The doctor was concerned about the easy fatigue, but Phak was happy that
the doctor smiled at her and spoke in a soft voice as if they were close
friends. Moreover, the doctor held her hand and even gently massaged her
palm.
How could she not be thrilled? Did the doctor know that she's making
Phak fall for her more each day?
"Phi Prem, you can go back to exercising. I'll wait around here."
"Phak, you better go back and rest. You still don't look well."
It was the first time Dr. Premsinee said her name. If she wasn't afraid of
people looking, she would've jumped and cheered with joy.
Dr. Premsinee didn't say anything else and walked out of the fitness room.
On a holiday morning, there weren't many people exercising yet, so she
didn't feel uncomfortable walking close to the beautiful actress from the
entertainment industry.
"Get me checked? What for?" She was confused. Suddenly, the beautiful
doctor said she'd take her to get checked for a disease.
"Heart rate. Your father had this condition."
What was supposed to be a relaxing day turned into the actress being subtly
forced to become Dr. Premsinee's patient. She couldn't refuse and had to
undergo various tests as ordered by the doctor. She didn't know what all the
tests were, only that there were colorful wires attached to her chest. While
the doctor wasn't bothered that Phak took off her bra, the villainess was so
embarrassed that she felt her face heat up.
After the tests were done, she went back to the doctor's office. She just sat
quietly, watching the doctor read a paper that looked like a heart rate graph.
Even when the doctor looked serious, she was still captivating.
"Hmmm, nothing abnormal. The heart waves are normal, and the pulse
rhythm is normal too. It might be that you're just tired from exercising."
"Maybe I need to start exercising again so you can see that I'm normal."
Dr. Premsinee and the actress walked out of the hospital together.
But for Dr. Fahlada, who had a management meeting today and saw her
friend's back, she wondered who the woman walking beside Dr. Premsinee
was. If she'd come earlier, she might've seen more, but now she only saw
their backs.
But Dr. Fahlada's curiosity had to stop when her sister called her to the
meeting room. She'd ask Dr. Premsinee later. Maybe it was a relative of her
friend coming for treatment. She could tell her friend not to worry and
proceed with the treatment as needed.
After the day of the heart wave test as Dr. Premsinee wanted, it'd been
almost a week that Phak had to rush filming to meet the broadcast's
schedule.
The rush was actually a good thing for her. When Dr. Premsinee gave her
the code to enter the private room. Maybe she was tired of having to answer
her late-night calls to open the door, but she still felt that many of her
actions were no longer like when she didn't want to know each other.
Today was another day Naphak returned to the room at almost eleven,
almost wanting to collapse on the sofa in the living room. But the habit of
cleaning herself after coming back, as the doctor always reminded her,
made Phak, whose eyes were almost closing, walk to the bathroom to clean
herself as if her subconscious was telling her to maintain cleanliness.
Because if she wasn't clean, Dr. Premsinee mightn't let her into the
bedroom.
Naphak, who was about to close her eyes after stretching out on the sofa in
the living room, was startled when she saw someone standing there. When
did Dr. Premsinee come in? She should be asleep by now.
"Just a little. I already took a shower. Why can you still smell it?"
"If you're tired, go sleep in the room," Dr. Premsinee said and quickly
turned her face away.
This might be the first time she'd felt worried about this woman because it'd
been almost a week since she'd returned late at night. Naphak didn't get up
as Dr. Premsinee wanted but instead grabbed the doctor's soft hand and
gently pulled, causing the doctor to lose balance and fall onto her.
"Phi Prem..." Their eyes met, and neither knew what the other was thinking.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face she was lying on and tried to pull
herself away but couldn't because the actress's arms were wrapped around
her. Various feelings flowed in, making her unsure of herself. She closed
her eyes to block out the images that started from this woman ruining the
wedding until now, making her heart beat differently and confusing her
feelings too much.
"Let go..." The soft voice that came out was swallowed immediately as her
lips were pressed shut.
Dr. Premsinee tried to push herself away from the gentle kiss, fearing that if
she let it go on, she'd respond to the kiss like before. Even though she was
confident in her feelings, thinking she wouldn't be swayed by a woman,
now she wasn't so sure.
From initially trying to reject the touch, Dr. Premsinee began to respond
and reciprocate the familiar kiss. She even started to initiate, letting go of
the conflicting thoughts that made her feel at odds with her feelings.
Their lips continued to move together, taking turns leading and following,
as if they'd learned each other's kiss without realizing it. Even though Dr.
Premsinee let go of her thoughts, deep down, she was still confused by what
was happening.
It wasn't that she didn't understand the relationship between women, but she
never thought she'd like a woman or want to try dating one like her close
friends. Now, her thoughts were always conflicting. And the woman who
made her confused was the one who ruined the wedding, causing it to be
canceled.
Most importantly, she got close to her and annoyed her for her friend's
sake, didn't she?
"Phi Prem, I..." The soft, raspy voice brought Dr. Premsinee back from her
confused thoughts to focus on the woman in front of her.
What puzzled her even more was how she ended up sitting and kissing this
actress. Just a moment ago, she was lying on top of her. Was she so lost in
her confusion that she acted without realizing it? Or was it the feelings
inside her that made her give in to the intoxicating touch?
Unlike the night when their physical relationship began, something she
could blame on alcohol she was fully aware of now. Dr. Premsinee couldn't
help but blush as she moved her hand to touch the actress's chest, eliciting a
soft, sweet sound that made her want to smile.
The more she moved her hand, the louder the tantalizing sounds became.
Was she trying to learn to ease her confusion?
Or was everything she did driven by the feelings in her heart that were
becoming harder to deny?
The bafflement in Dr. Premsinee's mind still made her unsure of what was
about to happen. Yet, another part of her wanted to learn what it would feel
like if she initiated the physical relationship that night. The memory of that
night was so vague that she wanted to be certain why she didn't resist or
refuse, unlike many times when her ex-lover tried to ask for more than just
a kiss on the cheek.
She didn't respond to the whisper but allowed her hand to be held as they
walked to the bedroom. Now, the desire to understand her own heart was
stronger than the orderly thoughts she'd always maintained. She wanted to
know how it would feel if she, as a woman, was the one to initiate,
compared to being the one who started.
In the bedroom, only the dim light from a small lamp allowed Dr.
Premsinee to see the naked woman pulling her onto the bed. Although she'd
never learned the practical aspects of bedroom activities, except for the
night she was barely conscious, she knew what the upcoming feelings
would be.
Dr. Premsinee quickly learned to move her hands, caressing and squeezing
the breasts, making the woman beneath her moan. Dr. Premsinee seemed to
enjoy touching the ample breasts so much that Naphak couldn't help but
passionately kiss her back, signaling that if she continued to play with just
the breasts, she might have to switch places and let Naphak be on top.
Dr. Premsinee began to move her face down to the breasts, gently touching
them as whispered instructions guided her. The tip of her tongue touched
the firm peak, making Dr. Premsinee smile as she felt the excitement and
thrill of exploring a woman's body and learning about physical relationships
between women. She finally understood the happiness her two close friends
often talked about.
She massaged, squeezed, and teased the buds. Did she just realize for the
first time that Naphak's breasts were also quite impressive?
Naphak smiled at the question she was eager to answer, but she couldn't
respond as Dr. Premsinee continued to touch her breasts with both hands
and lips simultaneously.
“Does it hurt?”
She was almost tempted to say that Dr. Premsinee could do anything to her,
and she'd accept it all, as long as she didn't stop now.
Understand that she was inexperienced and at a loss but happy to hear the
soft sounds of pleasure.
How could she tell it in words when she wasn't skilled in bedroom matters?
Dr. Premsinee asked out of curiosity, but the actress couldn't provide much
guidance as she wasn't very experienced either.
She let Dr. Premsinee learn on her own. Their lips met again, but this time,
the kiss wasn't slow and gentle. It was filled with intense feelings, making
both of them breathless.
But Dr. Premsinee seemed to control her breathing first, moving down a bit
to align with what she intended to touch, remembering that the woman
beneath her did this to her that night.
“Aaahhh...”
The feeling of being touched at her sensitive spot made Naphak hug Dr.
Premsinee, who paused, surprised by the sensation.
The actress's appearance didn't suggest that she was so pure. She'd assumed
that Naphak had some experience, as she seemed to understand and know
how to handle these feelings. Dr. Premsinee resumed after letting Naphak
hug her for a while.
She wasn't naive; she knew how to alleviate the tormenting feelings, even if
she made some mistakes. She began to understand how to make Naphak's
beautiful face show signs of torment and hear her hoarse moans, making her
smile.
The more she explored, the more shivering voice came out of Naphak
calling out her name. The physical pleasure they learned that night
continued, with new feelings introducing themselves and Dr. Premsinee's
confusion and curiosity gradually fading. When women can find happiness
together. And tonight, that happiness might occur many times or until their
bodies were too tired to continue.
The morning sunlight began to shine in, making the person on the bed turn
away. But the drowsiness disappeared immediately when she felt the
emptiness on the other side of the bed. Naphak almost got up to check the
room if not for the slight pain she felt below. Where did Dr. Premsinee go?
But when she picked up her phone to check the time, she realized that Dr.
Premsinee had probably gone to work. It was almost ten o'clock. She must
have slept soundly, or Dr. Premsinee didn't wake her up as she'd promised.
Even though she didn't get to see Dr. Premsinee off today, she wasn't upset
or annoyed because what she'd hoped for had come true.
“Yes, Mhon.”
“Phak, do you have any work scheduled?” The drama director asked a
question she didn't want to ask, but the channel was rushing to air the
drama, so she had to call for the actress's schedule.
“Yes.”
Even though the director didn't want to make her feel bad, the news about
the beautiful villainess not being responsible for her work and skipping
events was spreading, causing many organizers to boycott her.
The news was entirely false. Even though she didn't care, the damaging
news she tried to avoid affected her and those around her. Her mother had
to call to confirm, and her two brothers told her to leave the entertainment
industry because they didn't like their sister having bad news, regardless of
the reason. She had to calm her brothers down and prove to the reporters
that she wasn't like that.
She hung up the phone and accepted the urgent drama schedule, starting
this afternoon with scenes to shoot. Rushing the shoot was good because
she only had Mhon's drama left. She could clear her schedule and take a
break as planned.
Naphak quickly texted Dr. Premsinee to inform her that she might be home
late tonight. She wanted to continue picking up and dropping off Dr.
Premsinee because their relationship was improving, making her confident
that soon, what she hoped for would come true.
Ever since she confided in her close friends about the mistake she made that
night, they'd been taking turns to keep her company more frequently. If one
friend was unavailable, another would always step in. What amused her was
how seriously each of them observed her.
“Bow, don't you have any plans this evening?” Dr. Premsinee chuckled at
the overly obvious behavior of her charming doctor friend, who seemed to
be there to observe her closely.
"Nope."
"Are you being left alone these days, Bow?" Dr. Premsinee couldn't help
but laugh at her friend's situation. It seemed like Dr. Melanee was often left
alone by her two lovers lately.
"Stop teasing. Lada has a meeting, and Tan has an appointment. It's just the
two of us. So, what do you want to eat tonight?"
"No, it's just the two of us left. Or do you have someone hidden away,
Prem?"
"Sour, huh..."
"Som Tum, the spicy one, something like that. Just talking about it makes
me hungry. Let's go, Bow."
Dr. Melanee could only nod along with her friend, still deep in thought. She
was starting to notice the strange behavior that Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun
had mentioned.
It'd been almost three weeks since Dr. Premsinee admitted her mistake, so it
wasn't surprising that her odd behavior was becoming noticeable. But it
seemed like Dr. Premsinee herself hadn't realized that her body might be
undergoing changes.
Dr. Premsinee had never liked this kind of food, but now she suddenly
wanted it. Could it be that what they suspected was coming true? The two
beautiful doctors stopped by an Isaan restaurant not far from the hospital.
Dr. Melanee remained silent, watching her friend order food from the
restaurant staff.
"No, you've ordered plenty. But don't you dislike sour mangoes? Why did
you order mango salad?"
"Yeah, it's a recommended dish here. We should try it." Dr. Premsinee
smiled cheerfully, but Dr. Melanee, who hadn't ordered anything, was still
deep in thought.
She took out her phone and texted their other two close friends to share the
strange things happening with Dr. Premsinee. If she hadn't seen it herself,
she wouldn't have believed what Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had said.
"Nothing."
"Hey, isn't that woman a celebrity?" Dr. Melanee pointed to the TV screen,
which was showing an entertainment news report featuring the woman who
had disrupted Dr. Premsinee's wedding, causing it to be canceled.
"Maybe. The food's here. Let's eat." Dr. Premsinee pretended not to care,
but the TV continued to broadcast the scandalous news about the beautiful
villainess.
We'll have to wait and see how she explains herself, but insiders say no one
dares to hire her for events anymore, fearing she'll skip out.'
"That woman is pretty, but she seems to have a bad attitude." Dr. Bow
started to give comment.
"If you're okay with it, then we are too." Dr. Melanee smiled at her friend,
noticing that Dr. Premsinee still glanced at the TV screen before pretending
to focus on the food.
"We know you always do what's best, but please, don't do it like that night
again." Dr. Melanee couldn't hold back from mentioning the night Dr.
Premsinee made her mistake. She didn't know the details, but she knew Dr.
Premsinee had missed their appointment and ended up having a relationship
with someone else. They couldn't believe that the rational Dr. Premsinee
would do such a thing.
"Let's eat the papaya salad. I don't want to talk about stressful things."
"Good idea. You shouldn't stress too much these days. It might affect..."
"Affect what?"
"Yeah, there are, but sometimes I feel nauseous. Maybe I'm not getting
enough sleep."
"Nauseous too?"
"Nothing. Let's eat the som tum and go back to rest." Dr. Melanee
pretended to eat, but her mind was racing.
Dr. Premsinee glanced at the wall clock, which was nearing eleven. She
turned off the TV and all the lights in the living room, preparing to go to
bed. She didn't understand why she stayed in the living room until almost
eleven.
Dr. Premsinee tried to close her eyes and sleep, but every time she did,
memories of the previous night made her heart race and her face flush. She
couldn't believe she felt good about the woman who had ruined her
wedding and used her nude photos as leverage to get close to her. She was
even more confused about why she'd initiated physical intimacy with the
actress despite being fully aware.
She was her first, and she was hers. We were each other's first.
The overwhelming emotions made Dr. Premsinee blush. She decided to turn
off the bedside lamp to force herself to sleep. Dr. Premsinee had just fallen
asleep when she was awakened by an embrace. The person who woke her
was trying to snuggle closer, making her move away. But it wasn't easy to
escape the embrace.
"Let go..."
"Let go..."
"You're struggling so you can pretend you didn't consent, right? But you
did."
Not only did Naphak speak, but she also moved to straddle the beautiful
doctor, who tried to push her away. But there was no way she'd let go of the
doctor she'd been thinking about all day. Naphak leaned down to kiss her
but missed and only kissed her cheek as the doctor turned her head away,
refusing to be kissed easily.
"Let go..."
The kiss that initially missed its mark now landed as the doctor didn't turn
away. The gentle kiss began, and their hands moved inside each other's
clothes, helping to remove the nightgown, which fell to the floor beside the
bed.
There were no more confused questions about what was happening in bed.
This sentence seemed to echo in her mind constantly. Even though she
claimed to feel indifferent, Dr. Premsinee often wore a smile on her face.
So, this is what it feels like to have someone belong to you, she thought.
Dr. Premsinee placed the simple breakfast she'd prepared on the table:
pancakes drizzled with honey, freshly squeezed orange juice, and plain
milk, ready to be enjoyed according to one's preference. She hadn't made it
for anyone else; it was just that she'd prepared too much pancake batter and
squeezed too many oranges. So, there was enough breakfast for two.
"Hmmm?"
"I have a terrible headache. It feels like it's going to explode," Naphak said,
her face scrunched up in discomfort as she plopped down on a chair in the
kitchen. She'd initially planned to hug the doctor, who was wearing a cute
apron she rarely wore.
"Finish your breakfast and take some headache medicine right away."
Despite her headache, Naphak couldn't help but smile at the sight of the
breakfast the beautiful doctor had made. It was simple yet beautifully
presented, with the dishes and utensils neatly arranged.
"Yes."
Dr. Premsinee shook her head as the complaining woman hurried to the
bathroom. She wasn't overly obsessed with cleanliness; she just wanted
Naphak to feel fresh upon waking up. Nowadays, it was common for
women to wake up and not brush their teeth or wash their face before
leaving the bedroom.
The breakfast table was silent, but it was filled with the mutual
understanding of two people who knew how happy they were. Both had
smiles on their faces, and the actress even moved to sit next to the doctor,
who gave her a stern look. But that didn't stop Naphak from complaining
about how mean the doctor was.
"Hmmm?"
"I hate swallowing pills. It feels like I'm going to die," Naphak said, her
face showing genuine distress at the thought of swallowing the pill in the
beautiful doctor's hand.
"You have to take it, even if you don't like it. Haven't you heard the
saying..."
"A bitter pill is to swallow. I've heard it since I was a kid, Phi Prem. My
mom said it so often that I remember it by heart."
"Then you know. Swallowing a pill isn't that hard."
Dr. Premsinee gave the actress a sweet smile, but she still looked troubled.
It seemed she really didn't like taking pills, as she refused to take the
medicine from the doctor's hand.
"It's not hard, but it's bitter. It feels like I'm going to die every time."
"Then try it. The doctor needs to know if you'll die from taking medicine."
It felt like she was coaxing a child to take bitter medicine. And this "child"
was a grown woman, not a little kid.
Was she really playing the role of a doctor with a patient now? And the
beautiful patient was giving her pleading eyes.
"Can you crush the pill and dissolve it in water for me, Prem?"
"Like a child."
"I really can't swallow pills. But if you feed me like in the movies, maybe
I'll take it."
"Hmmm?"
"The hero feeds the heroine with his mouth. It won't be bitter because your
mouth is sweet, Prem."
"Seems like your headache is gone since you can joke around."
"I'm just kidding. Please crush the pill for me, Prem."
The beautiful doctor didn't respond to the actress's plea but walked to the
kitchen counter to crush the pill and dissolve it in water so the reluctant
patient could swallow it. Dr. Premsinee watched the actress swallow the
crushed pill with a mix of amusement and sympathy.
The actress made a face as if she were being forced to eat something she
hated; in reality, crushed pills mixed with water were often more bitter than
whole pills.
"Pills make you feel like dying. Potion makes you feel like dying. So, you
just don't want to take medicine."
"I don't like taking medicine. But if you feed me, maybe I'll take it."
Talking was one thing, but the actress wrapped her arms around the doctor
from behind and planted a big kiss on her cheeks.
"Shove the pill in your mouth and wash it down with water."
"If I die, you'll cry and miss me, Phi Prem. You'll think about our time in
bed... Ouch, that pinch hurts!"
"Serves you right!" Dr. Premsinee's face turned red as she walked away to
the bedroom, leaving Naphak chuckling softly.
She'd managed to make the doctor blush this morning. She wished every
morning could be this happy: waking up together, having breakfast together,
teasing each other before going to work, and then coming back to sleep in
each other's arms. She was happy now without needing a reason.
The smile of the woman she once secretly liked, which she used to find
cute, no longer had the same effect. She didn't smile back or walk toward
her, letting the woman, who was about two months pregnant, come to her
instead.
"Phak..."
"What is it, Nam?" Even though they were no longer manager and client,
this woman was still her friend, and she wished her well.
"Where have you been, Naphak? I couldn't reach you. You haven't been
back to your condo."
"You're avoiding me. Why aren't you the same with me anymore?" The
former manager's face, once adorable, now showed displeasure.
"Back then, I didn't know you were like this. Now I do." The actress's calm
gaze conveyed to her former manager that things had changed.
"Phak!"
"Let's stop talking about the past. You know it's not the same."
The actress tried to speak calmly to her former crush, but it seemed futile.
The former manager knew how comfortable life was with Naphak by her
side. The thought of losing her never crossed her mind, even though she
loved the man she planned to marry.
"I don't understand. I only know that you have to be the same to me."
"Nam..."
"You didn't do anything wrong, but things aren't the same now."
It seemed she was at fault for opening her eyes and seeing things clearly,
realizing who truly cared for her and who pretended to while plotting
against her behind her back.
"If I didn't do anything wrong, then be the same Naphak who always
indulged me. Now I feel like I have no one."
Tears began to flow from the former manager's eyes, making Naphak turn
away. But she couldn't help but hug her, offering comfort to the woman she
once secretly loved. They were still friends, after all.
"What happened this time?" She was tired of her friend's drama but still
cared for her, wanting her to be happy with her choices.
"You disappeared, and Wat wants to go back to that doctor. They're going to
get married. What should I do? I'm so tired. I have no one."
"I don't know. They love each other so much. Wat is just waiting for the
DNA test results..."
Naphak didn't care about her former manager's sobs. She was more
concerned about the man going back to marry Dr. Premsinee. It was
impossible. The doctor was always in her sight, except when she was
working.
"Why? Why did you speak as if you knew that doctor well?"
It wasn't just a question; the former personal manager stared at the beautiful
actress's face suspiciously. How could she not know that for Naphak to
speak like that, she must know the woman who took Wat away from her.
But the question was, when did Naphak get to know Dr. Premsinee?
"It's nothing, Nam. Just go back. I have to prepare for the scene now."
"Phak..."
The actress walked away, but the former personal manager's face was filled
with rage, almost wanting to scream. She felt like she had no one left.
Nothing was going as she had planned.
The man hadn’t even mentioned marrying her, and the child in her womb
hadn't made him do what she wanted at all. Was she wrong to let herself get
pregnant to hold a man like him into marrying her? And now, the woman
who used to give her everything was slowly drifting away. This made her
even more determined to do whatever it took to get what she desired, as the
fire of jealousy burned intensely in her heart.
Dr. Premsinee, who had just come down from rounding on her patients,
paused slightly when she saw a man she recognized well sitting in the
cardiology department. Soon, a nurse whispered to her that this man had
come for a heart check-up and had specifically requested her.
"Yes, Doctor."
"Understood."
Before entering the examination room, Dr. Premsinee glanced at the man,
who was already looking at her. He smiled at her, but she didn’t return the
smile, only maintaining a neutral expression. She used to think he had a
gentle smile, but now she saw it as utterly insincere.
He knew well that a private hospital would never let a patient wait this long.
They probably thought he’d give up and leave. But today, he was
determined to see Dr. Premsinee to clear things up and rekindle their love,
as his family wished. Patience would get him what he wanted, even if it
took a while. And it seemed his patience would pay off when the nurse told
him to go into Dr. Premsinee’s examination room. It looked like his former
fiancée had intentionally made him wait until all the other patients were
gone, and it was almost closing time. Perhaps this was his chance to talk to
the woman he wanted as the mother of his future children.
The calm gaze of the woman in the white gown coat made him suppress his
urge to touch her as there were two nurses in the room with them.
"Prem..."
"I want to talk to you alone." Dr. Premsinee nodded to signal the nurses that
it was okay. She could talk to this man without worry as they were in a
hospital, not a secluded place.
"Prem, I..." The confidence Thawat once had seemed to wane as he spoke
to the woman he wanted as his lawful wife.
"Prem..."
"Today, you’re here as a patient, and we’re not close. Call me Doctor." Dr.
Premsinee’s even tone seemed to irritate the man in front of her, as he’d
never seen his former fiancée so cold.
"I know you’re still mad at me, but I want you to give me a chance to
explain."
"I understand."
"Prem..." From feeling hopeful, Thawat’s face turned puzzled by his former
fiancée’s words. She seemed to understand, but her demeanor didn’t match
someone trying to reconcile.
"Go take care of your child and wife. There’s nothing between us anymore."
"Prem..."
Dr. Premsinee looked at the increasingly incensed face of the man in front
of her with a neutral expression. She might’ve once seen him as a suitable
partner, but now he was just an irresponsible man trying to reconcile with
her while having a child with another woman.
"People who love each other don’t betray each other. What you did was
cheat on your lover. Can that still be called love?" Dr. Premsinee’s words
conveyed all her feelings to the man in front of her.
The man she once thought could be a good breadwinner was nothing like
she imagined. His eyes began to show anger when things didn’t go his way.
"Do you think I’d take a woman who easily gives herself to others as my
wife?"
"That’s your business. But to me, you’re just a man I used to know."
"Prem!"
His voice rose in fury at her last sentence. Was he just a man she used to
know? He’d cherished her all along, but she treated him as if he had no
value. Many men made mistakes, but he hadn’t realized that a fun-loving
woman would let herself get pregnant to trap him.
The sound of the door opening interrupted him. The man who was about to
approach Dr. Premsinee stopped when he saw who entered. It was none
other than the heir to the private hospital.
"Excuse me, Doctor Premsinee’s shift is over." Dr. Fahlada smiled at her
friend but maintained a neutral expression toward the man in the room. She
opened the door wider, revealing two security guards waiting for her orders.
It might not look good, but protecting her friend was worth it.
"I don’t understand what you’re saying, Prem, but I’ll do everything to
marry you!" The man, who was once her fiancé, left the office.
Dr. Premsinee nodded to let her friend know she was okay. Now, only she
and her friend remained in the room, as the security guards had likely
escorted the man to his car as per Dr. Fahlada’s orders.
"Let him be. He can go insane on his own. Even if he talks to my parents, it
won’t matter."
"Have you talked to your parents?"
Dr. Fahlada began to smile along with her friend, relieved by what she’d
said. They knew well that every parent wanted their child to marry someone
suitable. A handsome businessman with everything might make many
parents overlook past mistakes.
Dr. Premsinee’s parents were known for their strictness, but they feared that
if they found out their daughter had a one-night stand and her body had
changed, they wouldn’t be able to accept it.
Her parents always talked about propriety, which was one reason Dr.
Premsinee didn’t seek love much...
If the person wasn’t suitable or good enough to use the word "us".
Chapter 21
On the same day that was filled with headaches and chaos, the villainess of
the drama didn't let the film crew waste any time on her personal issues.
She was able to separate her personal life from her work so well that the
crew finished shooting the scenes she was in without any delays.
But when she returned to her condo, which was now nearing the dawn of a
new day, Naphak couldn't help but think about what her former manager
had said. She told herself that the woman's words couldn't be trusted. There
was no way Dr. Premsinee would go back to marry that man, and there was
no way the doctor would ever love a man like that. Even if she did love
him, Naphak would never allow the wedding to happen.
Even though the bedroom was dark, it wasn't a problem for her to know
where everything was placed. Naphak sat down gently on the bed to avoid
waking the person who was sound asleep because she knew how easily Dr.
Premsinee could wake up.
She thought she was being completely silent. But the small lamp was turned
on immediately as she sat down on the bed. "Is something wrong?"
Naphak didn't answer the question but chose to sigh softly when she met the
eyes that were already looking at her. She didn't know how to start or what
to say to ease the tension. She wanted to ask directly but was afraid of the
answer that might make her lose control and think about locking this
woman away where no one could find her. But if she did that, Dr.
Premsinee would surely be so angry and hateful that she wouldn't want to
see her face again, especially since their relationship was improving.
"No, nothing."
"There's nothing."
"If you want to ask something, just say it." She didn't want to get more
irritated. She'd already dealt with enough annoying things today, but it
seemed this woman wasn't cooperating at all, still saying there was nothing,
even though her eyes were full of things she wanted to say.
"What are you talking about?" Before the actress could finish her sentence,
the beautiful doctor interrupted with irritation. What she heard was the most
ridiculous thing, and she'd already dealt with the headache caused by that
man today.
"Even if you love that man, I won't let it. I won't let you marry him!"
"Let go!" The grip on her arm made Dr. Premsinee almost want to push the
woman in front of her away, but she couldn't do that when she saw the
possessive look in her eyes, making her sigh.
"But I belong to you. Do I have to remind you, Phi Prem, that you're mine?"
Maybe it was the fear of losing her that made Naphak forget herself and do
something Dr. Premsinee didn't like. The doctor didn't like her sharp tongue
and the way she used certain things to threaten her.
"You're mine!"
The more she was rejected, the more irritated Naphak became. Did Dr.
Premsinee know that her feelings were about to explode? Hearing that man
was still planning a wedding made her anxious, forcing her to make the
doctor understand that she belonged to her and no one else.
"You're mine!"
The kiss that pressed down wasn't gentle at all, making Dr. Premsinee
struggle to break free. As soon as she had the chance, she didn't hesitate to
bite the woman's lip hard.
"Ouch!"
"Phi Prem..."
"If I'm yours because of this, then I must be someone else's too, right?" Dr.
Premsinee stepped off the bed, turning her back on the woman still sitting
there. She'd dealt with enough chaos today and now had to face this
headache in the middle of the night.
"Phi Prem..."
"Don't think that just because we slept together, you can do whatever you
want."
The good feelings that made her heart flutter weren't as she thought. This
woman did everything just to win over her. This woman's heart didn't waver
like hers, which was starting to waver more each day.
"If you think those photos can do anything to me, go on."
"Phi Prem..."
"Do whatever you want with them... After this, we don't know each other!"
"Phi Prem..."
"I won't."
Dr. Premsinee wasn't joking. Various feelings made her not want to look at
this woman, so she grabbed her robe but had to stop when the actress
blocked her and held her hand. But she quickly let go when she twisted her
wrist free.
"I'll go..."
The bedroom door closed, but Dr. Premsinee remained standing, not
moving back to the bed. The actress's eyes before leaving were full of
pleading, almost making her soften, but she wouldn't soften for this person
again. Because what this person showed was just a desire to win. What they
had wasn't from the heart.
On the other hand, the person who left the bedroom stood still, looking at
the door with a guilty look. The cold gaze she received made her heartache,
forcing her to clutch her left chest, hoping the tight feeling would go away.
All this time, they'd forgotten the threats she made to stay close, but today,
she brought it up again. It was deserved that she received a cold gaze and
was kicked out of the bedroom. Tonight would be the first night since they
got close that she had to sleep in her own room without the warm scent she
loved to snuggle into.
Tomorrow she had to shoot the remaining two scenes of the drama, then
she'd have enough time to apologize for her harsh words. Now, her feelings
for Dr. Premsinee were clear enough to make her smile. Even if they fight,
it won't be long before they get close again.
The next morning, while many might come to work cheerfully, it wasn't the
case for Dr. Premsinee, whose face clearly showed she wasn't well. The
nurses in the cardiology department asked with concern because the
beautiful doctor usually came to work with a smile and a bright face.
But today, she was quiet and didn't say anything. By almost eleven, Dr.
Premsinee had to stop her patient rounds because she couldn't bear her
headache anymore. She handed her patients over to other doctors, needing
to take a break from the stress and physical exhaustion.
Dr. Premsinee gave a tired smile to Dr. Tankhun, who came to pick her up
from the hospital and stayed with her at her condo.
Dr. Tankhun couldn't help but worry about his beautiful friend. When he got
a call from Dr. Fahlada saying Dr. Premsinee was showing symptoms they
feared, he rushed out of the hospital immediately. Who wouldn't worry
about a friend whose body was starting to change?
"If Lada wasn't in a meeting and Bow didn't have an urgent case, all of us
would be here with you."
He wanted to ask Dr. Premsinee directly but didn't dare, fearing it'd hurt her
feelings. Because lately, they have to be careful not to hurt Dr. Premsinee's
feelings as her hormones start to change over time.
"I think you shouldn't push yourself. It'll take another two months for you to
feel better."
"So your body can adjust to the hormones." The more he spoke, the more
curious he became. He could hardly wait for the evening when the other
two close friends would come to chat.
"That day you slipped up. We understand you didn't mean for it to happen.
Stay calm, Prem. Every problem has a solution."
The worried look on her friend's face made Dr. Premsinee turn away to
smile secretly. So, her friends thought she'd slept with a guy and got
pregnant. How could she not continue to prank them when she rarely got
the chance to do so?
"I...."
"You don't understand, Tan. It's..." She wanted to tell Dr. Tankhun how
funny it was to see his serious face, which was rare.
"Exactly. Now, just rest and don't stress. It'll affect the little one." Dr.
Tankhun smiled comfortingly at his pretty friend, who still looked pale and
couldn't quite accept what was happening.
It started with a slip-up... then eating things she never ate before, and even
craving sour foods. Recently, she felt nauseous. How could they not think
that Dr. Premsinee was pregnant?
"Thanks, Tan."
"I think you should take a few days off. I'll tell Lada."
"No, don't..."
The film crew filmed the last scene of the drama today, so everyone was
working hard. The drama's villainess, who had a scene today, did an
excellent job. Even though she looked tired and sometimes zoned out, when
called to the set, she put her worries aside and did her job well.
The villainess smiled sweetly at the heroine as she entered the room where
the heroine was dressed in a stunning wedding gown. Her eyes apologized
for once trying to steal the heroine's lover, almost breaking their friendship.
But she realized that the hero never loved her and loved the heroine more
each day. Today, she understood and came to apologize for everything she'd
done.
"I'm sorry."
The heroine's sincere smile brought tears to the villainess's eyes before the
heroine's arms wrapped around her in a comforting hug. The last scene
continued as scripted, but who knew what the villainess was thinking as she
cried?
Just thinking about seeing Dr. Premsinee in a wedding dress again made her
heart ache, almost unbearable, and she could hardly breathe.
"Cut! Great job! Wrap up and celebrate!"
The director's voice signaled the end, and everyone cheered. The drama
they'd been filming for three months ended beautifully. But the main
characters hadn't joined the celebration yet, as the PR team requested
interviews with waiting reporters. Naphak smiled at the familiar
entertainment reporters, knowing they'd ask about her recent scandal after
interviewing the lead actors.
"The one about you skipping an event, causing organizers to hesitate to hire
you again."
"I told my former manager I wouldn't take any jobs, but she accepted it
without telling me. I wasn't ready, so I asked them to clear it with the event
organizers. But as you know, the news came out that I skipped the event."
"Yes, I don't have a manager now. Please help clear this up for me."
"Naphak, there's a rumor that someone saw you being with a woman on the
beach. What's that about?"
"I'd rather not answer that. I need to go now so you can interview other
actors." The actress smiled at the reporters before walking away as she'd
agreed with the PR team, given how much she could discuss.
She dialed a familiar number, Dr. Premsinee, but no one answered. Naphak
frowned. It was almost six o'clock; the doctor should be off work and
available to take her call. Or was she still too angry to answer?
"What's up, Cherry?" Naphak smiled at the makeup artist, who seemed a bit
out of breath from looking for her.
"Let me take this call first." Seeing the incoming number, Naphak answered
immediately. After hearing the report, she frowned even more.
"That's a shame."
"We'll have another party. I won't miss it. I need to see Mhon now."
Naphak quickly excused herself to inform the director why she couldn't join
the celebration. She didn't want to waste a minute. She wanted to leave the
set immediately. Because the person she had someone watch wasn't at the
condo.
The sound of waves crashing at night and the light rain made Dr.
Premsinee, who was relaxing on the balcony, decide to go inside. She didn't
want to get sick from the rain. She came to the beach to reflect on her
feelings, whether she was happier alone or with someone who often
disturbed her.
After a shower, Dr. Premsinee lay on the bed, reading a book with the TV
on for company. But she knew that even though her eyes were on the book,
her thoughts were on someone who loved to critique detective series and
ask her questions. Even at the beach, she couldn't escape her thoughts.
DING!
The doorbell rang, making Dr. Premsinee frown. Who would visit her room
at almost ten at night? It couldn't be hotel staff since she had the "Do Not
Disturb" sign up and hadn't ordered anything.
The second ring made Dr. Premsinee get up to see who was at the door.
Peeking through the peephole, she frowned even more. She didn't expect
the person she was just thinking about to be standing there. How did she get
here? How did she know she was here?
"If you don't open the door, I'll stand here until morning."
It was clear now who had followed her. This woman knew too much about
her movements. There had to be something she hadn't figured out yet.
Chapter 22
Finally, the door swung open, and the person waiting seized the opportunity
to slip inside immediately. Dr. Premsinee could only watch with a calm
gaze before sneaking a smile as the actress hurried to the bathroom, a
familiar routine whenever they returned to the room together to wash her
hands and feet thoroughly.
"Phi Prem..."
Naphak never liked that indifferent look. She didn't want to see that cold
stare from Dr. Premsinee again. After getting so close and developing their
relationship to this point, she wasn't about to throw away her good fortune.
"Phi Prem, are you really going to be so cruel and make me drive back to
Bangkok this late?"
"You came here of your own volition. I didn't ask you to come,"
"I'm sorry for being rude. I won't talk like that again, Phi Prem. Please
forgive me." She knew words alone wouldn't suffice.
Naphak moved closer, wrapping her arms around the beautiful doctor,
inhaling the faint, familiar scent deeply, making the drive worthwhile. The
apologetic embrace was meant to soothe the doctor's anger, while Dr.
Premsinee couldn't help but smile slightly.
She liked this adorable side of the actress, but what she couldn't stand or
perhaps even hated was Naphak's arrogance and the way she used
embarrassing secrets to threaten her.
"Then do it," Dr. Premsinee retorted. Despite not forgiving her, Dr.
Premsinee allowed herself to be hugged.
"What?"
"I won't tell. I'll let you know when the time comes. But for now, please
stop being mad. I rushed here right after filming. Have some pity on me,"
she implored.
"I know. I'm scared. We're together now, and I'm afraid you'll get married..."
Naphak's eyes wavered with fear as she spoke.
Dr. Premsinee couldn't believe that those eyes, which had once disrupted
her wedding, could now show fear of her marrying her ex-fiancé.
This woman didn't have any special feelings other than wanting to win,
right?
"Really?"
"Dirty!"
"No need. We'll end up taking it off anyway," Naphak said, running into the
bathroom.
Dr. Premsinee blushed and mumbled to herself, but there was no way the
actress would be scared by her grumbling. After all, what she said was true
—they'd end up taking the clothes off anyway.
Haha!
In the dimly lit room, Naphak smiled when she saw the beautiful doctor
lying with her back turned. Did she think that turning her back would make
Naphak give up on hugging her? No way was she going to sleep without the
sweet warmth of the beautiful doctor tonight. When making up, it had to be
like in the novels, where the hero and heroine reconcile with close physical
contact.
"You don't know that I couldn't sleep at all last night," Naphak whispered,
hugging Dr. Premsinee from behind.
Dr. Premsinee, pretending to be asleep, couldn't help but smile secretly and
her face turned red. Knowing she had such an influence on someone felt
good. She used to think it was exaggerated, but now she understood how
special it felt to be important to someone.
"I'm sleepy,"
"Sleepy people don't respond. If you turn to me, you can tell yourself you
didn't give in to me, right?" Naphak teased.
The beautiful doctor did not respond, but Naphak smiled when Dr.
Premsinee turned around and looked into her eyes in the darkness. Dr.
Premsinee's slender hand slowly untied the white robe, caressing the bare
skin hidden underneath. Dr. Premsinee wasn't giving in; she just couldn't
resist.
It was unclear how long Dr. Premsinee's lips explored every inch of
Naphak's bare skin, even the smooth legs, making Naphak breathe heavily.
Dr. Premsinee seemed to have learned how to make her feel better than
she'd expected.
The once quiet and curious Dr. Premsinee was gone, replaced by
someone who understood how to make them both happy.
The feeling of frustration returned as Prem's lips touched the moist petals of
Naphak's flower.
Naphak tried to prop herself up to see Prem's face between her legs but fell
back onto the bed, overwhelmed by the sensation. She'd planned to take the
lead, but how did she end up on the receiving end?
Dr. Premsinee seemed to enjoy making her lose control while Naphak
struggled with the intense pleasure, her heart racing. She wanted to beg
Prem to do something about this feeling, fearing she might die from the
torment.
"Phi Prem..." Naphak called out repeatedly, unable to stay still on the bed.
The more she struggled, the more Dr. Premsinee's tongue teased her sweet
petals as if intentionally provoking her to call out. The frustration began to
fade as Dr. Premsinee's face remained between her legs, savoring the sweet
nectar of her flower. Naphak collapsed in relief as the tension was released,
her heart pounding with excitement, showing how much she enjoyed the
pleasure.
"Phi Prem, I could've died," she said, pulling Dr. Premsinee, still fully
clothed, into her arms.
"Hmmm?"
"You're being serious again. Come undress with me," Naphak whined.
And so, the battle of undressing began, accompanied by laughter filling the
room. They decided to let go of their past grievances and start anew with
familiar touches. Naphak smiled at the beautiful doctor, who glared at her
playfully.
Naphak felt triumphant. Even though she didn't exercise often, she could
still make the doctor weak. Dr. Premsinee, just a few kisses on her chest,
and she was already melting.
There were some words she couldn't make out because of those frequent
kisses. Dr. Premsinee couldn't take it anymore and grabbed Naphak's face
tightly. If she let her go, she mightn't understand anything all night because
of those constant kisses.
Their lips met softly, making Prem's slender hands wrap around Naphak's
neck. The kiss, starting gently, made the beautiful doctor respond willingly.
The memory of harsh, aggressive kisses was gone. She preferred gentle,
intoxicating kisses over those that began with fiery passion.
The hot breath brushing against her face still made her heart race with
excitement for the happiness that awaited them. The bare skin being
touched made Dr. Premsinee let out a sound from her throat. But it seemed
the person exploring her skin wasn't satisfied with just that. They moved
down to her flat stomach, kissing there for a while.
"Phi Prem, can I taste you?" The sweet, pleading voice made it impossible
for her to resist.
Slowly, her legs parted, and her face flushed slightly as the beautiful face
kept staring at her. Even though the bedroom was dark, the light from
outside was enough to see what was happening.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the beautiful face that lowered to kiss her chest
softly, then smiled at her. She almost wanted to chide the person who kept
smiling so cheerfully, but her mood changed to panting when the actress's
fingers moved down to tease her sensitive spot, making her lean down for a
kiss.
But the kiss didn't last long. Her chest seemed more interesting than her
lips. If it was just her nipples being touched, she could endure it without
making a sound. But the fingers slowly caressing her wet, sensitive spot
made it impossible to stay silent.
"Aaahhh... Phaak"
Hearing the whispered compliments made her lose herself even more. The
excitement made her want this person to bring her happiness quickly. Her
sensitive peaks were touched, and her sensitive spot was invaded. No one
could endure such feelings, right?
Dr. Premsinee panted heavily, her beautiful hips moving with the rhythm of
pleasure, leaving her doctor persona behind. Now, she was just a woman
longing to escape the tormenting arousal.
Her heavy breathing and the tight grip on her hips made Dr. Premsinee let
out a sound, but her lips were covered at the right moment, making the
sound stay in her throat.
The kiss continued as if they both wanted their hearts to return to their
normal rhythm. After breaking the kiss, Dr. Premsinee's face flushed when
the person lying beside her looked at her beautiful legs, then up to her chest,
which had some marks.
Dr. Premsinee immediately covered her mouth. Was she trying to embarrass
her by saying she didn't know how to make marks with her lips?
The actress returned with a damp towel and started cleaning her body. What
made her blush even more was when the actress cleaned her private parts.
She didn't know how to react.
After cleaning her, she climbed into bed and cuddled her tightly. She
couldn't turn away because the actress held her so tightly. She didn't want to
cuddle, but she couldn't move, so she had to...
The sunlight streaming into the bedroom made Dr. Premsinee stir and wake
up. She looked around, but the person who drove to see her wasn't in the
room. Seeing a robe near the bed made her smile.
The person must have prepared it for her. Dr. Premsinee tied the robe and
smiled again when she saw her clothes from last night neatly put away. She
smiled even more when she saw a toothbrush with toothpaste already on it
in the bathroom.
Her question was answered when she saw a note under a glass of water.
"I went to buy clothes and supplies. Be back soon. Ordered breakfast for
you. If you wake up near noon, just eat a little. Wait for lunch with me.'
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the note and stepped out of the bathroom after
taking care of herself. It was almost eleven. She wasn't hungry, just waiting
for the person who wrote the note to have lunch together.
After a light breakfast, Dr. Premsinee picked up a book and relaxed in the
living room. She opened the glass doors to enjoy the sea view. Even though
it was almost noon, the villa's sunlight wasn't too strong. She preferred
relaxing to staying in the bedroom.
Soon, the villa door opened, and the tall, slender actress in floral shorts and
a white t-shirt, wearing glasses, walked in smiling. She'd mentioned being
slightly nearsighted but rarely wore glasses.
"For a while."
"A little."
"Okay."
Just her agreement made Naphak smile. Eating a little breakfast meant
waiting for lunch together.
Lunch was a simple menu that didn't take long. Dr. Premsinee smiled when
she saw the actress had ordered her usual dishes. Dr. Premsinee watched the
actress eat with amusement.
She must've been very hungry, eating immediately when the food arrived.
Sometimes, the actress seemed like a child, showing her feelings openly
without pretending.
"Phi Prem."
"Yes?"
"Nothing."
"If it's not good, we can order something else. Maybe you want to change
the menu."
"Oh, Dr. Premsinee, you're making my heart work too hard." Just a simple
statement made her so flustered she almost ate wrong.
She wasn't used to Dr. Premsinee talking like this, so she was thrilled and
didn't know what to do. The tissue in Dr. Premsinee's hand lightly dabbed
her lips, making Naphak drop her spoon. Her heart swelled with the
beautiful face smiling at her. She wanted to kiss Dr. Premsinee but couldn't
because her mouth was full.
"Why are you holding food in your mouth? You're not a child." Her hand
touched her cheek, almost making her swallow the unchewed food.
She might choke from the gentle touch on her cheek, telling her to chew.
Naphak was lost in the moment, but Dr. Premsinee smiled at her dazed
expression. Lunch took longer because one person kept holding food in
their mouth, needing constant reminders to chew. But she couldn't do it all
lunch, especially with Dr. Premsinee's stern look telling her it was too
much. The big kid had to stop holding food and chew properly.
Their relaxing time lasted until the evening when the sunlight softened. Dr.
Premsinee was surprised when the actress walked in smiling proudly. She
usually didn't see her smile like this.
In the afternoon, the actress had invited her to the hotel's fitness room, but
she declined, preferring to read.
"Phi Prem."
"Yes?"
"Let's go swimming."
"Hmmm?"
"When I went shopping, I bought a swimsuit too. But we'll swim here," she
said, pointing to the private pool on the balcony with a romantic sea view.
Dr. Premsinee locked eyes with the mischievous glint in Naphak's gaze,
feeling a mix of irritation and curiosity. She had to wake up early just to go
swimsuit shopping, and she was sure Naphak had something up her sleeve.
When the swimsuits were handed over, Dr. Premsinee was even more
puzzled.
"A white bikini for you, Prem. A red one for me."
Dr. Premsinee began to recall the memories associated with these two
bikinis. It didn't take long for her to remember that by the pool, back when
they didn't get along, she'd worn the red one while the other had worn the
white...
"This time, I want to see if I look as hot in red as you do, Phi Prem."
It was clear that the white and red bikinis from that time still lingered in
Naphak Tharanisorn's mind. The white bikini mightn't have been alluring
enough last time, but this time, wearing red might just catch Dr. Premsinee's
attention.
Chapter 23
White bikini, red bikini...
Dr. Premsinee could only chuckle at the swimsuits in her hand, but it
seemed the actress wasn’t sharing her amusement. The serious look on her
face suggested she was under some kind of pressure or expectation.
The actress went to change in the bathroom, while the doctor chose to
change in the bedroom. The large mirror reflected the red marks on her
chest, and Dr. Premsinee couldn’t help but gently trace them with her
fingers, smiling.
These marks were a result of her own willingness, not because she was
forced. Sometimes, feelings are better expressed through actions than
words.
The beautiful doctor continued to change into her swimsuit without rushing,
but Naphak was different. She was busy examining her own figure again to
boost her confidence.
Last time, she wore a white bikini, and Dr. Premsinee didn’t seem to care.
This time, she switched to a red bikini, hoping to catch the doctor’s
attention.
Initially, she wanted Dr. Premsinee to notice her figure, but now it was
Naphak who was staring at the doctor as she removed her robe and draped
it over a chair before walking to the poolside, twisting her body a few
times. Why did the bikini look so good on the doctor?
Naphak continued to gaze at the woman with an enchanting figure, not even
blinking. If she were to compare herself now, she’d be like an old man
secretly staring at an attractive young woman when his wife wasn’t looking.
The firm, round backside made Naphak swallow hard. She wasn’t a pervert;
she just thought the doctor’s behind was as beautiful as any famous lingerie
model’s. And the untouched chest made her even prouder. Is she really a
doctor, or does she secretly work as a model?
“Phak, aren’t you coming to swim?” Dr. Premsinee asked, looking puzzled
as the person who invited her to swim just stood there, lost in thought.
“Yes, I am,”
“Oh, right. I forgot,” Naphak said, laughing at her own clumsiness but
feeling a bit embarrassed that the doctor caught her staring.
How could she not look? The outer beauty was stunning, but the inner
beauty was a hundred times more. As Naphak removed her robe, her heart
raced with anticipation, but her hopes were dashed when the doctor just
smiled normally and gestured for her to come closer to the pool.
So, the red bikini didn’t make Dr. Premsinee notice her more?
“What’s wrong? Why the frown? Didn’t you want to swim?” the doctor
asked.
“Confused about what?” Dr. Premsinee smiled at the puzzled woman, who
even in the pool, kept staring with questioning eyes.
“You are sexy.” Both beautiful and sexy—why didn’t the doctor’s eyes
show any excitement?
“So, I’m both pretty and hot, but...” Naphak trailed off.
“But what?”
Naphak had to be direct because otherwise, she’d be left wondering why the
beautiful doctor seemed indifferent to what she was so proud of.
“Huh?”
“Last time, I wore a white bikini, thinking I looked good and sexy, but you
didn’t care at all,”
“So this time, I tried wearing a red bikini like you did, but you still don’t
care,” Naphak said, feeling dejected.
Dr. Premsinee laughed, seeing the actress’s crestfallen face, and gently
stroked her cheek to comfort her. She didn’t realize Naphak had thought so
much about it.
“Honestly, my friends are striking and hot. I’ve seen it so much that I might
be indifferent to it,” Dr. Premsinee explained, hoping to clear the confusion
for the woman who was listening intently. She understood that someone
confident in their appearance might feel a bit deflated when faced with
indifference.
“So, what do you like?”
“Probably. I’m going to swim now,” Dr. Premsinee said, diving into the
pool. But Naphak stayed, looking at her reflection in the water before
laughing.
Laughter filled the pool, full of happiness. Even though the playful one got
a stern look from the doctor, she wasn’t scared. The closer they got, the
more Naphak knew how to make Dr. Premsinee forgive her. She also
learned that the doctor liked it when she spoke lovingly and adorably, with
a bit of playful teasing. Most importantly, the doctor didn’t like it when she
was annoying or threatening.
But one thing she knew for sure was that Dr. Premsinee was an excellent
swimmer. Even in a playful race, Naphak was panting while the doctor
seemed relaxed as if the race was just a warm-up.
“You need to exercise more. Just a few laps and you’re tired.”
“I give up. So, you swim often?” Naphak asked, waving her hand in
surrender. She was curious because, during their time together, she hadn’t
seen the doctor swim much, mostly going to the gym instead.
“I used to swim often. I’ve just been busy lately,” Dr. Premsinee said, not
wanting to admit that the reason she hadn’t been swimming as much was
because someone had been disrupting her daily routine. Naphak didn’t say
anything more but swam to where the doctor was resting, clinging to her.
“You already know how to swim. You just need to practice more.”
“So, if I want to get good at something else, I need to practice with you a
lot, right?”
“Well, you said it yourself. If you want to get good, you need to practice.
Let’s practice together.”
“You call me cheeky, but you’re the one leaving the pool first,” Naphak
teased, making the doctor blush.
She loved this atmosphere, teasing the doctor until she laughed and blushed.
In conclusion, Naphak Tharanison liked everything about Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn.
For dinner, they chose to go to the hotel’s special zone, reserved for guests
to watch the sunset. The evening sea view of Pattaya might not be as natural
as some other destinations, but it was suitable for those who worked and
didn’t have time to travel far from Bangkok.
“Phi Prem,” Naphak called, making the doctor, who was enjoying the
sunset, turn her attention back.
“Yes?”
“Actually, I met you before the wedding...” Naphak started, the wine in her
hand giving her the courage to speak her mind. But mentioning the wedding
made her emotions choke up.
“Yes?”
“At the bachelorette party, you got into the wrong car, thinking it was your
friend’s,” Naphak continued.
“And then?”
“I took you to my room. You were drunk and took off your clothes, but I
didn’t do anything to you. I just left a mark,” Naphak confessed, recounting
the events of that night.
She might have started with admiration for the good-looking, drunken
woman, but as she got to know her, she wanted to win over the woman who
initially treated her like something repulsive. But now, it wasn’t like that
anymore.
“No, I want you to know that I was impressed by the beautiful, drunken
woman that night,” Naphak clarified.
Dr. Premsinee didn’t say anything more. She turned to look at the sea, but a
smile spread across her face, making her pretend to touch her face. But the
one who started to reveal her feelings knew that what she said was getting
closer to Dr. Premsinee’s heart. The good atmosphere made them start to
express their feelings bit by bit, making their heartbeats align.
While many hearts were starting to beat in sync, it wasn’t the case for Nam,
who was extremely frustrated trying to find Naphak. The news made her
feel scrutinized by society, wondering what happened and why the famous
actress fired her as her manager.
Where did Phak go? Why can’t I reach her?
She almost threw her phone away in frustration because she couldn’t reach
the person she needed to. She’d called and sent messages, but there was no
response, as if she were trying to avoid her. Her mood had been
increasingly irritable these days. The smallest things could set her off,
perhaps because she was pregnant, causing hormonal changes in her body.
The man she hoped to marry seemed unpredictable, and the woman she
thought would always be there for her and whom she could manipulate had
changed. She wondered if she'd made the right decision by getting pregnant
to trap a man who now treated her like she was worthless.
The sound of the doorbell interrupted Nam's thoughts, making her smile. At
this hour, it could only be one person. Even if he didn't value her, he still
came to see her often, and their relationship remained the same. She
wouldn't let him marry that doctor easily.
The baby in her womb was her only leverage over him. If he still refused to
marry her, she'd show him she could do much more. Their relationship had
always been like this. He came to her to release his stress, and she never
refused him. He wasn't just a handsome man; he was perfect in every way,
and most importantly, he was the man she loved, even if his lovemaking
sometimes hurt her. But in the end, she always found happiness in it.
The sounds of pleasure still escaped, even though this happiness often
began with pain. The belt left red marks on her bare skin, but it was a
mutual preference for this kind of pleasure. If someone couldn't accept it,
they might find it disgusting, but not for a couple with such specific tastes.
One person had to inflict pain to get aroused, while the other willingly
accepted it. Though the first time might've been scary, subsequent times
were a willing acceptance of pain before reaching happiness.
The man sleeping soundly on the bed after their activities made Nam caress
his handsome face with infatuation. The first time she met him, they clicked
immediately. Even though she was afraid when he revealed his bedroom
preferences, his money made her forget her fears and abandon those
feelings.
And she fell in love with him, both for his looks and the happiness he gave
her.
She was just a woman who had to struggle on her own. Her parents weren't
wealthy enough to support their children through higher education, so she
had to do everything she could for a comfortable life.
Her life improved when she met a woman named Naphak Tharanisorn. She
knew this close friend had a crush on her, so she took the opportunity to
benefit from her. Naphak fell for her charm without any coercion, and she
willingly did whatever Nam wanted.
But her importance to Naphak gradually faded, especially after she found
out Nam was pregnant. Nam knew how hurt and disappointed Naphak was,
but she didn't think Naphak would actually be able to let her go, given the
feelings in her eyes.
Now, Nam wasn't so sure anymore. The changes made her fear losing the
comfort she'd always had from Naphak Tharanisorn.
She was almost two months pregnant, and in her close friend's eyes, she
was no longer important. Her slender hand picked up the phone to call the
person on her mind but changed her mind and checked entertainment news
instead, hoping for some new gossip. But when she saw the news about the
beautiful villainess, she almost screamed. The news showed the actress
looking at the woman sitting next to her with eyes full of love, though the
other woman's face wasn't visible as they watched the sunset together.
Could this be why the beautiful villainess decided to part ways with her
former manager? Someone saw Naphak Tharanisorn looking at the pretty
woman beside her with such loving eyes that everyone around them was
envious. How could she look at another woman? Who was this woman who
took away the person who could give her everything? Ahhh!!!!
Three days had passed since she returned from her break and resumed her
usual work schedule. But what was unusual for everyone who saw the
lovely cardiologist was her newfound brightness, which made people smile.
Sometimes, she'd even go into the examination room if the doctor took too
long, and they'd leave together.
Everyone was curious and suspicious but could only watch since the
gorgeous woman wore a mask and glasses. The curiosity was shared by Dr.
Fahlada, who had been informed about it.
Recently, the former fiancé of her close friend hadn't been causing any
trouble, but now a woman was visiting her friend instead. What was
surprising was how close Dr. Premsinee seemed to be with this woman,
allowing her to wait and sometimes even enter the examination room after
hours.
Dr. Fahlada had been too busy to observe closely, but she was glad her
friend seemed happy and not stressed about recent events. They hadn't yet
discussed the matter they were all worried about. The important issue they
needed to confirm with their close friend concerned the baby in Dr.
Premsinee's womb, and they'd already made a decision.
When they finally had some free time, it was time to talk to Dr. Premsinee,
whom they all worried about. They decided to meet at Dr. Bow's condo so
that Dr. Tankhun wouldn't have to drive back and forth.
More importantly, Dr. Premsinee wasn't ready to have visitors in her private
room, where someone was probably waiting for her to return after the
conversation with her friends.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her friends, who all had serious expressions,
especially Dr. Tankhun, who almost escorted her to the sofa. She had to tell
him that he was worrying about her as if she were sick. If she remembered
correctly, she'd already told her friends that she was fine and had nothing to
stress about anymore.
"What symptoms?" She was confused. Out of nowhere, her friend asked if
she had any symptoms. She remembered she wasn't sick and had been
working normally since returning from her break.
She had to speak firmly to Dr. Tankhun as she was starting to get confused
by his words. Her other two friends seemed to understand him, leaving her
the only one puzzled by their serious expressions.
Dr. Bow couldn't hold back and had to say what they were all thinking,
letting Dr. Premsinee know that she was carrying their niece or nephew. But
why did her friend act like she didn't know she was pregnant? Dr. Tankhun
had said Dr. Premsinee knew because she took a break to deal with the
news of her pregnancy.
"I'm pregnant?" She'd forgotten she was still playing the role that made her
friends believe she was pregnant after telling them about the night she
slipped up.
Seeing her friends' tense faces made Dr. Premsinee smile, touched by their
concern and care. There was no need to ask for help; whenever there was a
problem, her friends were always ready to help.
"Let's get married, Prem," Dr. Tankhun's proposal left Dr. Premsinee
stunned. Her other friends, Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee, nodded in
agreement.
"I'll be the father of your baby, Prem. Our niece or nephew will have a legal
father, and you won't have to face society's judgment."
"Tan..." Dr. Premsinee didn't hesitate to hug Dr. Tankhun. He even talked
about marriage. Her friends must've thought it through on how to solve the
problem.
"We've thought it through. I'll be the father of your baby. You won't have to
be nervous about that. We'll all help raise the little one. Earn is so excited
she's already bought a bunch of baby clothes. Dr. Sita's gift for the baby is
huge too."
"No buts, Prem. We're really willing to help. We'll get through this
together," Dr. Tankhun reassured his close friend, trying to ease her worries.
Little did he know, Dr. Premsinee's face was now beaming with a satisfied
smile.
"Um, it's okay. Um, not pregnant... What?! You're not pregnant?!" Dr.
Tankhun was dumbstruck, as were Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee, who stared
at Dr. Premsinee in utter disbelief.
"I'm really not. I was just stressed during that time, and you all assumed I
was pregnant," She explained, unable to hold back a chuckle.
But her smile faded quickly as each friend walked out of the living room in
different directions. Dr. Tankhun headed to the kitchen, Dr. Fahlada went to
the balcony, and Dr. Melanee stood by her bedroom door. This was a clear
sign they were sulking, and she'd have to apologize to each one
individually.
Since they all went their separate ways, she really had to apologize to each
one, right? The playful sulking and the act of making up were rarely
needed, but the charm of their close-knit group brought laughter and
complaints about being left worried for so long back into the room. Being
friends means getting angry, sulking, and then making up, just like they did,
sitting together and chatting again.
"So, what's the deal? You said you messed up that night, started craving
weird foods, and even felt nauseous. How could we not think you were
pregnant?" One friend asked.
Their friend didn't seem like someone who would do something out of
spite..
Normally, her doctor—since when was she hers?—didn't smile this often.
And this was a genuinely happy smile, as if she'd encountered something
delightful.
"Phi Prem..."
"Yes?"
"I noticed you've been smiling a lot. I thought you might be ill. You've been
smiling non-stop since you got back."
Naphak had to ask what had happened to make her smile so much. But a
good mood was always welcome, so she took the opportunity to lie down
on her lap. Lying on a soft lap, watching TV, and having a gentle hand
stroke her hair was just as she'd always dreamed.
"It is, but it's unusual. Still, I like it when you smile. You look beautiful
when you smile, but you're also beautiful when you're serious. In short,
you're beautiful in every way."
The night she lost her virginity for the first time, she still didn't want her
close friends to know who it was. If they found out, she'd have to explain at
length why a woman who ruined a wedding ended up in an unexpected
relationship. She knew her friends understood what she'd explained, but she
didn't want to say much now. There were still many things to watch out for
and be cautious about.
Even though her friends had stable relationships with their partners, the
media often portrayed same-sex relationships as unsteady. She wanted to be
sure of what she thought was good before sharing it with her friends. But if
her close friends found out on their own, that was something she couldn't
control.
"So, you're not acting anymore?" Dr. Premsinee, pausing her thoughts,
asked the person lying still watching TV, who hadn't mentioned work for a
while.
"I'm taking a break. I don't want to be in the media right now. I'd rather be
with you, Phi Prem."
"Hmmm."
"Honestly, I'm tired of the entertainment industry. So, I'm taking a long
break."
But the entertainment news in the evening made Dr. Premsinee freeze when
she recognized the woman being interviewed by reporters.
"Naphak and I aren't fighting. We still love each other. She just needs a
break, and I've been unwell often. So, we're taking a break from work."
"And the rumor that Naphak didn't want you to be her personal manager?"
The reporter continued to probe, as the former manager's answer remained
vague.
"We're taking a break from work, so there's no need for a manager. But if we
come back to work, I'd still be her personal manager."
"And the rumor that Naphak went on a romantic vacation by the sea with
another woman?" The reporter's question made the interviewee, who
happened to be at a cosmetic launch event, tense up.
"They must be friends. Naphak wouldn't have anyone else. Excuse me."
And the interview ended there. But the TV show's host's commentary made
the listener want to leave.
"See, I knew it. Naphak and her manager must have something special.
When asked about the rumor of Naphak being sweet with someone else, she
seemed angry.
But the real question is whether Naphak and her manager have issues, and
who is the woman by the sea in the leaked photos..."
Dr. Premsinee tried to get up from the sofa but couldn't as her waist was
tightly held by the actress, whose face was now resting on her stomach.
She'd seen the leaked beach photos and didn't think they were serious since
no faces were visible.
But the news about the actress and her manager irritated her.
"Phi Prem..." Naphak sighed deeply when the doctor sat still, ignored her
call, and turned away. She didn't know why she didn't want Dr. Premsinee
to have a serious face. She didn't want the reporter's interview to affect their
good relationship.
"Nam and I are close friends. She's my manager, and I used to have a crush
on her."
The last sentence almost made Dr. Premsinee get up from the sofa, but she
couldn't as the speaker's hands were strong, and her lips pressed a kiss on
her stomach.
The cold tone didn't sound jealous, did it? Or maybe it was?
"We're not fighting. Nam has her family, and I belong to you, Phi Prem. It's
just the past. The present is what matters most."
This statement from the actress made Dr. Premsinee want to smile, but she
kept a serious face. She couldn't help but admire the actress's courage to
speak about her past feelings to make her understand and remind her that
the past didn't matter anymore. The present was what they should care
about. And the look in her eyes was full of meaning, making her feel warm.
Dr. Premsinee leaned down to kiss the lips of the person on her lap, who
was now still and surprised, then smiled widely as if she'd won the lottery.
The vibrating sound of the phone on the coffee table drew both their gazes.
It wasn't Dr. Premsinee's phone but the actress's. The contact's name made
the owner sigh before looking at the beautiful doctor's indifferent face while
watching TV.
But instead of reaching for the phone vibrating for the second time, Naphak
changed her mind when the owner of the soft lap she was using as a pillow
got up from the sofa without a word.
The indifferent tone suggested she wanted her to talk to the caller, but
Naphak wasn't annoyed by Dr. Premsinee's demeanor. Instead, she smiled
widely, feeling certain about something the beautiful doctor was showing.
"I knew... Why are you holding my hand? I'm going to get a book."
"Really annoying."
Dr. Premsinee complained but let the actress hold her left hand. She
couldn't deny it anymore. She liked having this annoying person close by.
Even though her carefully planned steps were now in disarray, she felt good
about it.
Just wait a bit longer until she was more confident in her feelings. She
didn't want to expect and be disappointed like when her wedding was
canceled.
The phone on the coffee table kept vibrating, showing the same caller. But
it seemed unimportant as the owner left it, and the bedroom door remained
closed, with no sign of the two women coming out.
Initially, they said they were going to get a book to read, but why were they
taking so long? Maybe they were searching every nook and cranny,
thinking the desired book might be hidden somewhere. The bedroom door
would probably open again in the morning.
The busy workday had stretched from morning until nearly the end of the
day before Dr. Premsinee finally had a moment to rest. With no more
patients to see in the cardiology department, she glanced at the time on her
left wrist. It was time to leave, but she couldn't bring herself to get up from
her office chair.
The sound of knocking on the door signaled that someone was about to
enter, making Dr. Premsinee smile. She couldn't escape her close friends
anymore, could she? They'd insisted repeatedly that they needed to talk
today and forbade her from sneaking back to her condo first.
"We're here." The loud voice that came first was unmistakably Dr. Tankhun,
who was already inspecting the curtains around the patient's bed, just in
case his friend was hiding someone.
"Haven't you heard? The most dangerous place is the safest place."
Dr. Premsinee looked at her three friends, all smiling at her and sitting
neatly in a row. Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee were in on it with Dr. Tankhun
too.
"You've never liked women before, and you're always someone who thinks
before acting." Both Dr. Melanee and Dr. Fahlada voiced what had been on
their minds. If Dr. Premsinee had shown any interest in women before, they
might've understood the situation more easily. But it was hard to believe
that their friend had developed feelings for a woman to the point of having
physical intimacy.
"We know you're not joking, but there must be a reason why you decided to
do this." Dr. Tankhun looked at Dr. Premsinee's face, unable to shake the
thought of what it meant for his friend to have a physical relationship with a
woman. If it was love, he wouldn't believe it. Dr. Premsinee had called off
her wedding not long ago, so it seemed unlikely she'd find new love and
give something so important so quickly.
"This time, I don't have a reason.". Because if she had a reason, she
wouldn't have let that night happen, the night that threw her life into chaos.
"Prem, are you really going to switch to liking women?" Dr. Tankhun stared
into his friend's calm eyes, finding it hard to believe.
She couldn't answer because she didn't feel an attraction to all women. Even
now, she wanted to be sure of her feelings before she could confidently say
whether she liked women or not.
"You'll find out soon enough." Dr. Premsinee glanced at the time again
before smiling at her friends, who all had serious expressions.
She chose not to hide it because, regardless of when they found out, there
would be questions. The three doctors didn't seem any less curious because
Dr. Premsinee never let anyone into her office. Even her ex-fiancé didn't
have that privilege. But this woman did.
They didn't have to wait long to see the woman Dr. Premsinee had decided
to give something important to. But as soon as the examination room door
opened, their stern expressions turned even more stoic.
The woman who entered was the same one who had boldly demanded the
father of her friend's unborn child. Dr. Melanee was the first to stand up and
face the actress, who seemed both stunned and surprised to find Dr.
Premsinee's friends sitting there.
"Why are you here? This isn't the place to find a husband for your friend,"
Dr. Melanee's words left everyone in the room stunned, including Dr.
Premsinee, who tried to get up but was held back by Dr. Tankhun. Dr.
Fahlada stood beside Dr. Melanee.
It was as if the two beautiful doctors needed to know what the woman who
had entered wanted. The first time she came, it wasn't a good impression. If
they were to say this woman had a physical relationship with their friend,
it'd be because she had some hidden agenda. It wasn't wrong for the three
doctors to think that way, given the circumstances.
"If you're here with bad intentions, you should leave." The calm words from
Dr. Fahlada Thananusak made Naphak's face turn serious. She knew what
that meant: if her reason for getting close to Dr. Premsinee would cause
regret, she should leave now.
"I'm sorry for making you all upset before... but now, I'm with Phi Prem."
Naphak didn't avoid eye contact as she spoke. She knew the doctors in the
room understood what she meant by saying she was with Dr. Premsinee.
She wanted to see if the bewitching doctors in front of her could pressure
everyone with their eyes alone.
"Prem, we'll wait at the usual place," Dr. Fahlada told her friend, ignoring
the woman in front of her who seemed to be waiting for their questions.
"Okay, I'll be there soon." Dr. Premsinee smiled at her three friends as they
walked out of the examination room without even glancing at the actress,
who had to step aside.
Her friends accepted and were ready to understand her decision, even if
they didn't fully grasp how it'd happened. No one expected the bride who
had to cancel her wedding to end up in a deep relationship with the woman
who had ruined her wedding.
"Phi Prem..." Naphak almost whispered as she sat down next to the desk,
holding Dr. Premsinee's hand to show how sweaty it was. Her face might
handle pressure well, but her hands told a different story; they were shaken
and sweaty.
"Yes?"
"I almost had a heart attack. Your friends are nice-looking but scary."
"My friends just want to get to know you. Isn't it good to know each other?"
"I'm scared."
"Hmmm?"
"Honestly, I'm afraid your friends won't be okay with me for ruining your
wedding. But I'll try to explain to them."
"Okay."
"Pleading?"
"Just a little. My heart is racing so fast it's uncomfortable." The light kiss on
her lips made Naphak smile. She held Dr. Premsinee's hand, who also
smiled back.
"Okay."
It didn't take long for the luxury car to arrive at a nice restaurant, but
Naphak couldn't help feeling nervous under the scrutinizing eyes of Dr.
Premsinee's friends.
As soon as she reached the table and started the conversation, she felt
invisible as Dr. Premsinee's friends talked about things she didn't
understand. But just holding the soft hand reassured her that Dr. Premsinee
was there with her.
When the Japanese food they ordered began to arrive, it was time to eat.
The three doctors watched the actress as she asked for more wasabi because
the wasabi on the table had been mixed with soy sauce.
Out of habit, Naphak forgot they weren't alone. Dr. Premsinee didn't like
mixing wasabi with soy sauce but preferred the pure taste of wasabi.
The three doctors exchanged glances when the actress chewed slowly, and
their friend touched her cheek lightly, telling her not to hold the food in her
mouth, even opening her mouth a little to show she'd chewed it all. They
were eating with many people, not just the two of them.
Now, it was obvious to the three doctors how their friend felt. They were
ready to support her decision, even if they didn't fully understand it. They
trusted that Dr. Premsinee had thought it through.
The meal ended with understanding, even though the three doctors openly
said they didn't like the actress much. Naphak appreciated their honesty,
knowing what they didn't like so she could improve. But she didn't feel
scared at all when she received smiles from the three doctors before they
parted ways.
"Phi Prem, thank you for introducing me to your friends."
"No, I just wanted to say that it's normal for you, but for me, it's very
special."
Inside the car, which was now pulling away from the restaurant, both the
driver and the passenger next to them were smiling, their hearts slowly
connecting to each other. But it wasn't the same for another couple sitting at
another table in the restaurant, who had witnessed everything from the
moment the two walked in. The closeness they displayed made the
observer's face go rigid with sudden anger.
The anger was clear and distinct. Thawat was furious that the woman he
desired was showing affection in a way he'd never received, and it was with
another woman. No wonder Dr. Premsinee had been rejecting his advances;
she had this woman by her side.
Thawat might've been angry at Dr. Premsinee for showing affection, which
he'd always craved, but Nam was even angrier. She wanted to scream out
loud when she saw the woman next to Naphak, the same woman who had
almost married her man once.
And now, she'd taken Naphak away from her too. Was Dr. Premsinee
about to take everyone away from her?
As soon as they reached their place, Nam chose to distance herself from the
man who was visibly furious. She knew that when he was like this, he'd
express his emotions through bedroom games that could leave her more
bruised than usual. But it seemed she couldn't escape when he approached
her slowly with a leather belt in his hand.
"Let me go. I'm already hurt. I don't want this." The lingering pain made her
fearful because if it got worse, she was afraid it'd affect the baby in her
womb.
"Then why did you ruin the wedding? Because of you, my family cursed
me for letting a good woman like Dr. Premsinee go!"
"Phak?"
"The woman with the doctor you said was suitable. She's the one taking
everything from me!"
"So, you had your friend stay close to Dr. Premsinee to keep her from
coming back to me?"
"So, what? Ouch...! I'm hurt." The strong grip on her arm made Nam cry
out. The enraged face of the man in front of her made her more scared than
ever, as if he was about to kill her with his bare hands.
"Disgusting woman."
"If I'm so disgusting, why have sex with me? You bastard!" In her anger,
Nam stomped on his foot with all her might.
"Damn it!"
His infuriated curse came with a powerful shove, sending the slender
woman flying into the coffee table. The hard impact on her stomach made
Nam scream in shock, and she was even more terrified when she saw blood
streaming down her legs.
But there was no one in the room she could call for help. The man she
claimed to love so much walked out immediately, ignoring her cries for
help.
The last memory before passing out with the phone in her hand made Nam,
who had just woken up with a start, cry out loudly in fear of losing
someone. This caused the person who had been sleeping next to the bed to
quickly check on her and offer comfort.
"Phak..."
The sobbing made Naphak hold her close in a comforting embrace. The
image of Nam lying still on the living room floor with blood flowing from
her legs was still vivid in her mind. Her phone had rang around 9 PM.
Initially, she thought not to answer, but Dr. Premsinee suggested she should,
in case it was urgent. Upon hearing the faint voice, "Pat, help me..." she
immediately drove to her friend's condo.
She didn't know why Nam was in that situation because when she entered
the room, Nam was already unconscious. But what made her hastily call Dr.
Premsinee was the sight of blood flowing profusely from Nam's legs.
Naphak chose to hold the sobbing woman tightly. Even though she no
longer loved Nam in the same way, she still wished for good things for her.
But what had happened now must've broken Nam's heart.
The pleading voice of someone who had just lost her two-month-old unborn
baby was so heartbreaking that it almost softened the listener's heart. But
Naphak didn't respond because her feelings had changed.
How could she promise when her heart no longer felt special toward
this person?
The door to the patient's room closed as Dr. Premsinee walked out with a
calm expression. She couldn't bear to watch the actress hugging her former
manager. They'd once felt good about each other.
Perhaps she should let the actress reflect on her feelings as the woman who
had just lost her child needed support during this loss. Even though deep
down, she didn't want to see them together.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the nurses at the counter, who smiled back and
asked if she had an urgent case or had forgotten something since it was
unusual for her to be on the patient recovery floor at eleven at night.
"I had some business to attend to, so i came to check the patient's chart."
The nurse near the patient's chart quickly handed it to Dr. Premsinee, who
maintained a calm demeanor, making the nurses feel tense. It was rare for
the attending doctor to come to the recovery floor this late unless the patient
was in critical condition.
But as far as they knew, no patient was in such a state, except for the
miscarriage case that came in around 9 P.M.. And Dr. Premsinee wasn't the
attending doctor for that case. But then, a slender woman wearing glasses,
tight jeans, a black T-shirt, and sandals made all the nurses at the counter
smile,
"Oh, okay... Excuse me, doctor, a patient's relative wants to speak with
you,"
The nurse said softly, feeling a bit awkward as Dr. Premsinee still had an
emotionless expression, and it was quite late.
"Alright."
Dr. Premsinee handed the patient's file back to the nurse before stepping
away from the counter toward the elevator, Talking here with the actress
wouldn't be ideal. Her private office was the most secluded place. From the
elevator to her private office, Dr. Prensinee didn't say a word, maintaining
her calm expression and making the observer speechless.
Naphak sighed as soon as she entered the private office. She quickly
hugged the doctor, who stood still, allowing her to embrace. She wanted to
go back to the condo, back to the warm embrace, but she couldn't leave her
friend who had just lost her child alone...
"Rest, then,"
"Tonight..."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the actress, who frowned in confusion. She wasn't
angry that Naphak had to stay with that woman. If it were her, she'd do the
same if a friend was in trouble.
"You're not mad at me, are you?"
Dr. Premsinee understood the situation, but Naphak felt uneasy. She held
the doctor's soft hand and kissed it repeatedly to show how much she cared
about her feelings. She wasn't afraid of her own feelings, that she might go
back to feeling the same way about Nam, but she was more worried that the
doctor might be upset or displeased that she had to be with Nam.
"That man."
"Hmmm?"
"They had a fight, and he pushed Nam against the coffee table. He left her
in the room without even checking if he'd caused her to miscarry!"
The angry tone made Dr. Premsinee gently stroke her arm to calm her
down. At first, she thought it might've been an accident, but hearing this
made her not want to believe it. The man, who was her former fiance, was
generally a gentleman, except for that one time he squeezed her arm too
hard, but that was just once.
"Don't speak to me in anger." The calm voice and the stopped-stroking hand
startled Naphak, realizing she'd let her frustration out on Docto's Plums.
"I'm sorry,"
"I was just asking, not saying I didn't believe you. Go take care of your
friend. I'm going to rest."
"Phi Prem..."
Naphak watched the slender back walk out of the office before quickly
following. But just as she was about to offer to walk her to the parking lot,
her phone rang.
"I can walk by myself. I'm not so weak that I can't be alone."
The elevator door closed, and Naphak sighed deeply. Dr. Premsinee's words
reminded her of someone who constantly called her on days when she felt
weak, Dr. Premsinee didn't demand anyone to stay with her. But another
woman, whose consequences were from her own choice, couldn't be alone.
And if she didn't stay with her as requested, she'd threaten to kill herself.
The sunlight streaming through the curtains into the recovery room made
the slender figure lying on the long sofa stir awake.
Naphak couldn't help but glance at the bed, where the patient seemed to be
sleeping peacefully. Last night, after she returned, Nam's persistent
questions made her lose her temper when Nam accused her of abandoning
her. But no matter how frustrated she was, she had to comfort her because
Nam claimed she'd just lost her baby.
Naphak tried to move as quietly as possible because she didn't want to wake
Nam. She desperately wanted to go to the cardiology department. She was
just here to watch over a patient, so why did it feel like she was sneaking
off to meet someone?
"Thank you,"
Despite the nurses' questioning looks, Naphak smiled and walked to Dr.
Premsinee's examination room.
She knocked to let the person inside know before entering without waiting
for permission. Dr. Premsinee, in a light blue work dress and a half-length
white gown coat, was washing her hands. Without hesitation, Naphak
walked over and hugged her from behind, missing her terribly. It was hard
to believe how much she missed the beautiful doctor.
"I must've been lost in thought." Dr. Premsinee threw the paper towel into
the trash before turning to smile at the woman in front of her, who seemed
to have slightly dark circles under her eyes.
"Have you had breakfast, Phi Prem?"
"Yes, I made sandwiches for you too. Didn't you rest? You have dark circles
under your eyes."
Despite feeling a bit tired, the sight of the small box containing a sandwich
brought a wide smile to her face. She never imagined that the beautiful
doctor would make breakfast for her like this. It's thrilling, absolutely
thrilling.
"Hmmm, and coming down here like this, won't the person upstairs be
mad?" She asked calmly before taking a sandwich out of the box for the
person who was already waiting with an open mouth.
"Hmmm?"
"I'm not a prisoner, you know. I don't have to be with her all the time."
Dr. Premsinee smiled slightly at the irritated tone of the person who was
talking while chewing the sandwich, prompting her to tell her to swallow
before speaking.
The phone rang, signaling an incoming call, causing the owner to sigh
deeply before mumbling about the boredom she was feeling. Dr. Premsinee
could only smile at the corner of her mouth but said nothing except to tell
the woman being called to hurry up and finish the sandwich and go back to
the patient who was probably waiting.
"Hurry up and eat. Your friend is waiting."
"No need. Your friend might get annoyed," Dr. Premsinee said, closing the
box after the sandwich was finished, smiling at the person whose face was
starting to show signs of frustration.
"Take care of your friend first. I told you, I'm not a weak woman who can't
be alone."
Naphak smiled at the doctor and then planted a big kiss on both her cheeks.
The scent of Dr. Premsinee made her not want to leave, but she had to, to be
with the woman who kept calling her, which was quite annoying.
"Nam, you understand the word 'personal,' right?" The calm tone and
displeased face made the person on the bed stop for a moment.
"I don't want to be alone. I'm scared..." Nam switched from an irritated tone
to a pleading one, hoping the soft-hearted person would relent as before.
"I promise." Naphak probably didn't know that her promise brought a smile
to the person who had just lost her child. But it wasn't a smile of gratitude
for not being abandoned in tough times; it was a smile of desire to possess.
If the speaker had known that the promise would bind her into a difficult
situation, she probably wouldn't have said it.
The struggle with poverty made her not want to return to her old life. She
only sent money home and never returned to her hometown, which held no
good memories.
Naphak said nothing more, standing still to let the crying patient hug her.
She understood her friend's hardships but didn't like that she never visited
her parents. But she couldn't say much because it was her family matter,
and she was an outsider, only able to offer some advice.
"You should talk to that man. Does he know what he did to you?"
"He'd be happy I'm like this! He can go back to loving that doctor."
The mention of the doctor made Naphak's face show immediate displeasure.
"A man like that would never get any love from Dr. Premsinee."
"How do you know? If they didn't love each other, why would they get
married?"
Naphak fell silent, turning to sit on the long sofa to hide her irritation, but it
didn't escape the patient's eyes, who intended to provoke her.
"That's just the past. Now, there's no way the doctor would go back to him."
The image of Naphak being close to the doctor, who was her enemy, still
made her feel jealous and annoyed. The gentleness, the care, the smile,
everything about Naphak should be hers.
"Excuse me," the practical nurse said, entering to do her job, making
Naphak lie down and turn her face toward the sofa.
Nam's words had irritated her. Even though Dr. Premsinee was always in
her sight, she couldn't control the doctor's feelings, could she? How much
did Dr. Premsinee love the man she almost married? And now did she feel
about her, who met her in an unimpressive way?
Dr. Premsinee, who was in Naphak's thoughts, had been busy with work
since morning, taking a lunch break with Dr. Fahlada, who was also busy.
But the beautiful doctor at St. King Hospital always found time to talk
unless their breaks didn't align or they were too busy.
"Lada..."
"That woman had a miscarriage." If she didn't talk about it, she'd feel very
uncomfortable.
"That woman?"
Dr. Premsinee's tranquil face might hide her feelings from others, but not
from Dr. Fahlada, her close friend for years. She knew that Dr. Premsinee's
eyes were showing some unease. It wasn't about her ex-fiancé but perhaps
about the actress who had become the woman her friend had chosen.
Dr. Fahlada smiled immediately upon hearing her friend's words. Now she
knew that Dr. Premsinee's unease came from her feelings. She was glad her
friend felt something more than just duty or thinking it was the best
decision.
"And?"
"Just telling me, huh?" She said, smiling. Sometimes, this side of Dr.
Premsinee was cute. She thought her friend didn't know how to express her
feelings.
Teasing her friend a bit, she then asked seriously about the cause of the
miscarriage.
"Wat? Really?"
It wasn't just Dr. Premsinee who found it hard to believe at first. Dr. Fahlada
was also baffled. Thawat seemed like a gentleman, and they couldn't
imagine him doing something so violent that it caused a woman to miscarry.
"Yeah, Phak said he threw her hard, causing her to hit the table."
"We can't say for sure. We didn't see what happened between them."
"True."
"So, Phak has to stay and take care of the person she used to like?" Dr.
Fahlada smiled again, seeing her friend's face turn serious at her words. No
one likes their person being close to someone from the past.
"Probably."
"Talk nicely. Don't fight. Your image doesn't suit fighting over someone."
The two attractive doctors exchanged cheerful smiles before leaving the
hospital cafeteria, as it was almost time to return to their duties of seeing
patients again.
A kind-hearted heroine who has to endure the villain's bullying only exists
in novels.
But in real life, no one would willingly let themselves be harmed, right?
Chapter 26
It's been almost three days since Nam left the hospital to recuperate at the
condo, but Naphak still had to take care of her former manager, who
claimed to be scared and not ready to be alone.
Naphak's frustration at not being able to do much made her want to distance
herself from this woman more each day. Every time she went out, there was
a phone call almost every ten minutes. When she answered, there were tears
and suicide threats, forcing her to rush back.
She barely had any personal time, and most importantly, the time she could
spend with Dr. Premsinee had vanished, making her genuinely upset. Even
though the doctor said she understood, Naphak still felt uneasy.
Every night, they used to talk, hold hands, and kiss, but now they only
communicated through phone calls and text messages. She had no idea how
to extricate herself from this uncomfortable situation. Every time she tried
to be strong and ignore it, the crying and suicide threats pulled her back to
care for her former manager.
The voice of her former manager snapped Naphak out of her thoughts. She
turned to look and then averted her gaze, sighing in frustration. Nam's
revealing nightgown didn't excite her at all; she felt indifferent and didn't
want to look.
"Bored? Being with me is boring? You never used to be like this. You don't
see me as important anymore, do you?"
"Nam!"
"Phak, you have someone else. You care about someone else more than me.
Yes, I'm just a worthless woman!"
Nam's angry cries didn't make Naphak turn back. She walked out, feeling
irritated and annoyed by the repetitive complaints, which had pushed her
patience to the limit.
The door closed, and Nam collapsed onto the long sofa, crying. The fear of
losing Naphak because of someone else made her unable to control her
emotions, screaming in frustration at not being able to keep everything the
same.
But then, the slim phone left on the sofa made Nam smile slightly. Since it
belonged to the person who had walked out in frustration, her slender
fingers didn't hesitate to unlock the screen, which displayed the owner's
picture. She tried entering the four-digit code, and it unlocked easily.
Naphak never liked changing her passwords to something complicated.
They'd been together for so long, how could she not know what numbers
Naphak liked to use?
Naphak might've changed the password to her private room, but luckily, her
phone still had the same code. Nam had suggested it, related to herself,
making it easy to remember and not forget. The first thing Nam opened was
the message box or the favorite chat app everyone used. Seeing the
exchanged messages made her tear-streaked face want to scream again.
The messages were full of teasing and sweetness, making her envious and
unable to believe that she once thought Naphak would never leave her. It
wasn't just the messages showing a deep relationship between two people.
The photos of them together confirmed it.
Meanwhile, the beautiful doctor, who was hated without doing anything,
was walking to open the door when the doorbell rang at an unexpected
hour. Seeing the sulky face of the person standing at the door made Dr.
Premsinee smile.
Though the listener's face remained calm, the corners of her mouth curved
into a smile, making Naphak happy that her words affected Dr. Premsinee's
heart.
"Don't you have to take care of your friend?" Dr. Premsinee asked, seeing
Naphak's expression as she explained why she was here tonight.
"I'm bored."
Dr. Premsinee could guess the reason behind Naphak's boredom. Since they
started getting close, she'd learned that the youngest daughter of the
Tharanisorn family was probably spoiled like any rich kid.
But there were many things the actress did that made her think otherwise.
Naphak had a quick temper and got easily irritated by things she didn't like,
even quitting abruptly, like her entertainment career.
But Naphak Tharanisorn wasn't self-centered like some high society kids.
Being too soft-hearted and overly sympathetic was something Dr.
Premsinee didn't like about the actress.
"Not exactly bored, but I'm annoyed. She doesn't make sense."
"Escape, really?"
Naphak was slightly stunned but had to leave the living room when Dr.
Premsinee gave her a stern look. This Naphak was germ-free, but having
been around germs, she had to be clean according to hygiene standards.
Dr. Premsinee watched Naphak's back as she walked into the room to take
care of her personal business in the bathroom as instructed. Thinking about
the events of the past three or four days, she couldn't help but be surprised.
So much had happened, but the man responsible for it all hadn't shown any
accountability. Maybe he didn't know, or perhaps he had urgent meetings
abroad, preventing him from taking responsibility. But then, her personal
phone buzzed with a message, pulling Dr. Premsinee out of her thoughts.
She frowned, and her face turned serious as she read the message from an
unknown number.
[Phak went back to you because I told her to. It's just relaxation, not a
commitment.]
There was no need to find out who owned the number. The message's
meaning made it clear who it was. Dr. Premsinee immediately deleted the
disturbing message without hesitation. At that moment, the person
mentioned in the annoying message was calling out, indicating she was
ready to sleep together.
Naphak didn't know if Dr. Premsinee disliked Nam because she was
pregnant with her ex-fiancé or because Naphak stayed with Nam. But she
decided to assume the latter. Dr. Premsinee didn't like her staying with
Nam.
"Go to bed."
"I want to sleep with you. We haven't cuddled for many nights."
Naphak expressed her feelings directly, not realizing the listener might
blush and turn away to hide it.
Though Dr. Premsinee wanted to lie down, she remained half-sitting, half-
lying against the headboard, with a lamp on to read her book as planned.
But her resolve wavered when Naphak's slender hand started to undo her
robe's knot and touch her stomach, prompting a warning look. But the
scolded person wasn't afraid; she seemed to enjoy teasing Dr. Premsinee's
skin inside the thin nightgown.
"Phak!"
Sometimes, Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but laugh at the actress's childish
antics, which always made her smile and broke her usual stoic demeanor.
The words of endearment were cut short as the lamp's light was abruptly
turned off, causing the person playing "Cootchie-cootchie-coo" to smile
broadly.
She then snuggled her face into the fragrant chest, feeling the urge to bury
her face as deeply as she longed. She adored Dr. Premsinee's beautiful chest
the most. The soft whispers that began to emerge made Naphak unable to
stop at just playing "Cootchie-cootchie-coo" on the beautiful doctor's body.
The smooth, alluring skin continued to tempt her lips to leave a touch on
every inch, and she did exactly as she thought.
The more she touched, the more she became fascinated, not wanting to be
apart even for a moment. The happiness in the bedroom continued in a
rhythm that called for each other as they both felt the touch of their hearts
clearly.
Even without words, their actions were evident, making the two of them
express through their bare bodies. The time of happiness passed, and now
the bedroom held only two bodies entwined in sleep, their faces adorned
with smiles.
But the vibrating sound of Dr. Premsinee's phone made its owner quickly
open her eyes in case it was an urgent matter from the hospital. However,
seeing the contact of the messages made the doctor frown immediately.
Two in the morning! That woman still wasn't asleep? How did she have
the time to send so many messages?
Each message was the same, making her not want to read them. They were
messages claiming ownership of the woman snuggling into her chest. What
made Dr. Premsinee's face turn stern and affronted was the picture of that
woman with her person, taken together.
The message, along with the picture of the two women by the sea, made Dr.
Premsinee exhale slowly before looking down at the woman who made
someone want to claim her with a calm face.
She didn't understand that woman at all. Why was she still troubling her?
She'd already canceled the wedding for the sake of the woman's unborn
child, yet she came back to disturb her as if she knew about the relationship
between her and Naphak and wanted Naphak to return to her.
Dr. Premsinee decided to turn off her phone as soon as she saw the person
snuggling start to move. She then closed her eyes to rest again, not
forgetting to place the phone further away. If the hospital had an urgent
matter and couldn't reach her personal phone, they'd call her condo directly.
"When will you talk to that man and understand each other?"
"What do you want me to say to him? He hurt me."
"To discuss what to do next, not make me stay and take care of you like
this."
"It's not like that. I have my own life and can't always stay with you."
"Before, you'd never say this. Why have you changed? Tell me what
happened between us..." Nam's tears made Naphak sigh deeply. Nam never
contemplated herself to see why things changed.
"You're my friend."
"But I don't want to be just friends with you... I'm sorry for making you
hurt. Phak, give me another chance."
The pleading voice made Naphak turn away, not wanting to see the tears
and the pleading eyes that used to make her heart flutter.
But now, it wasn't like that anymore. Her heart didn't flutter, she was
thinking about why Nam kept changing. Once, she said she loved that man
so much that she couldn't live without him, but now she has changed her
words shockingly.
"Her?"
"That bitch Premsinee! She pretends to be good but loves to take! She took
Wat and now wants to take you from me!"
"Why can't I? I hate her! She made me lose everything! I hate her!"
Hearing the thoughts of the woman she once found adorable made Naphak
want to walk away. She couldn't believe the dirty thoughts of this woman.
How did she ever see her as a good person?
"I hate Dr. Premsinee! I freaking hate her! Phak, come back. If you don't
come back, I'll... kill myself..."
Nam's yelling didn't make the person walking away turn back, even though
the last words were scary because they meant life. But Naphak didn't think
of turning back. The words about Dr. Premsinee were unacceptable.
Blaming others without looking at oneself, when will she ever be happy
with her life?
Dr. Premsinee, unaware of the hatred directed at her, was sitting exhausted
in her examination room. This evening, an urgent case required a medical
team, and she was part of the team called to care for a VIP patient, the
famous actress Engfah Aphiromrak.
Now, past seven in the evening, she'd just finished work. Her personal
phone, filled with annoying messages, made her feel even more drained. If
it were any other day, she wouldn't have had to drive back to her condo
herself. But today, she had to rely on herself since her beloved driver was
with the woman sending those annoying messages.
But before she could reach her car, she had to stop. A man was leaning
against her car. If she avoided him, she'd have to avoid him forever. It was
good to talk today and tell him what he'd done.
"Prem..."
"Alright."
The happy face and gentle words of the man she once thought would be a
good husband if they married made Dr. Premsinee sigh before opening her
car door and driving out of the parking lot to the restaurant they'd arranged.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the ordered food with a blank face. If it were
Naphak here, the food wouldn't have been ordered before she arrived. But
this man still did things his way without asking if she liked it.
"Okay."
This meal was full of indifference for Dr. Premsinee but not for the man in
front of her, beaming, thinking he got another chance. He didn't think he'd
be this lucky after returning from an overseas meeting. But if Thawat
noticed, he'd see Dr. Premsinee's indifferent eyes, not feeling the meal was
delicious, just eating out of politeness.
"Yes."
"Like when we were about to get married, you ate a little like this."
"Wat, today I want to tell you that our relationship can't be the same."
"Why?!"
From being in a good mood, thinking today was a good day, Thawat was
displeased hearing this from the beautiful doctor he wanted as his life
partner.
"You're the one who should know well. When we were together, you still
dated another woman until she got pregnant. She came to claim the father
of her child at our wedding. Do you think I should forgive you?" Dr.
Premsinee tried to speak calmly for him to understand that there was no
way they could go back to being the same.
"What is your love, Wat? You say you love me, but then you go and do that
thing with someone else."
The evidence in the form of photos on her phone made the young man
realize that everything he'd said was a lie. She was no longer the fool who
would believe his sweet words of love.
"I don't know about that, but what you should know is that because of you,
that woman had a miscarriage. You should go take care of her."
After she spoke, Dr. Premsinee looked at the man's stunned face. She didn't
wait for him to say anything more as her matter to speak with him was over.
But before she could reach the parking lot, he grabbed her slender arm, and
what he said next disgusted her. She couldn't believe he could be so selfish.
"You should go take care of your wife, not say things like this."
"That woman had a miscarriage. I'm free now, no more obligations. We can
get married and have two kids, just like you wanted."
"I don't love you, Wat. Let go of me. You're hurting me!" Dr. Premsinee
cried out, letting him know that his grip was hurting her arm. She wished
someone would come by; she didn't want to stand there with this man who
was becoming a stranger to her.
"Let go of the doctor right now!" The angry voice and the furious face that
accompanied it made Dr. Premsinee smile. It was the person she'd been
thinking about.
"Is it because of her that you don't come back and marry me?"
"You're hurting me! Phak, help..." Dr. Premsinee's pained voice and her
terrified face made Naphak unable to bear it any longer. She ordered the
two men behind her to separate the man who was hurting Dr. Premsinee
immediately.
"I'll make you come back and marry me, Prem! You can't be happy with this
woman!"
The man's shouting faded as he was dragged away from the parking lot.
Naphak watched as her men dragged Dr. Premsinee's ex-fiancé away with a
calm face before turning back to look at the doctor, who was already
looking at her.
The red marks on her slender arm made Naphak angry. Angry at the doctor
for coming out with that man, and angry at herself for being late and
causing the doctor to get hurt.
"Phak..."
"Why did you come out with him again, Prem? Do you still believe that
man is good? He's done so many things. Why would you trust him again?
What if I hadn't come in time? Do you love him that much to come out with
him alone like this?"
SLAP!!
The sound of a palm hitting a face made the person who got slapped turn
their head. But what made Naphak's heart sink was seeing the tears
streaming down the face of the person who slapped her.
"Prem..."
"How can I let you go, Phi Prem? I love you so much. I'm going crazy..."
The embrace from behind made Dr. Premsinee, who was opening her car
door, stop.
It wasn't just the hug that made her cry again, but the words of love from
the woman who had turned her life upside down and ultimately led her off
the path she'd dreamed of.
A new path that made her discover a happiness she'd never felt before.
Chapter 27
"I love you so much. I think I'm head over heels in love with you...."
"The video and photos were just an excuse; they never existed."
"What?"
"I just wanted to be close to you, so I made up the story about the video and
photos."
"I know. Please don't hate me. I love you so much." If she hated her, she
wouldn't let the sweet talker lie on her lap on the sofa like this, let alone kiss
her hand repeatedly.
"When?"
Today seemed to be the day to reveal their feelings, as the beautiful doctor
seemed to have some lingering questions.
"I did leave a mark." Naphak said, unable to hold back her laughter.
At that time, Dr. Premsinee's bare skin was too tempting not to leave a
mark, thinking they wouldn't have another chance to meet. But who knew
fate would bring them closer together?
"I mean..."
"I wouldn't do anything to someone who didn't give me consent, and you
were unconscious. You fell asleep right after you undressed."
"Fine, you weren't teasing. You were just a bit tipsy and needed..."
"Who needed?"
"I needed it." Naphak said, moving from lying on Dr. Premsinee's lap to
sitting beside her, then snuggling close and hugging the owner of the
enchanting smile.
"What?"
"I'm not cheeky anymore. Now I only have sweet words. Let's go prove it."
Dr. Premsinee could only shake her head in exasperation at the woman
extending her hand for her to hold. She let herself be led into the bedroom.
Today, she mightn't have expressed her feelings, but she was sure that her
heart had been claimed by someone. Someone who had stirred her heart
into chaos. But ultimately, this person made her heart feel love.
In the dead of night, which should be a time for rest, after they'd intimately
connected, Dr. Premsinee was startled awake by the vibrating phone,
signaling a message, just like many nights before.
Did the person sleeping next to her know that there was a woman who
wanted her so badly that she didn't care if she was being a nuisance?
Delicate fingers decided to delete some inappropriate messages. She
thought that woman should see a psychiatrist to treat whatever was making
her act this way, or she'd lose everything.
But then the phone rang, and the person who wouldn't get up to answer it
made Dr. Premsinee wake her up. A call in the middle of the night could be
important.
The urgency in Naphak's voice made Dr. Premsinee sigh. Did she make a
mistake waking Phak to answer this call?
"Okay, I'll go..." But before Naphak could get out of bed, the beautiful
doctor pinned her down.
The phone fell beside her as their lips met in a sweet kiss. From rushing to
meet the caller's demands, Naphak now seemed lost in the kiss, which felt
like a powerful drug. The more they kissed, the more she wanted.
"Phi Prem, I have to go... Ugh..." Dr. Premsinee didn't respond to the
request, neither allowing nor denying it. Her lips were busy exploring the
bare skin, as they always did.
Naphak's hoarse words made the kisser pause, but only briefly, before
resuming the passionate kiss. Now, the desire to be with the alluring doctor
outweighed than the threat from her former manager, who said she'd kill
herself if Naphak didn't go to her.
Naphak could barely form words as she felt like she was floating on clouds,
with lips knowing exactly where to touch to make her lose control.
Now, the sensitive spots being gently caressed made her forget everything
else, focusing only on the pleasure ahead. She loved seeing Dr. Premsinee's
beautiful face looking at her with desire. Because that meant she was
important to Dr. Premsinee. The hot breaths and hoarse voices calling each
other's names echoed in the bedroom, where the air conditioning couldn't
cool their heated bodies.
Dr. Premsinee glanced at the phone, still connected, with a calm look before
moving her hips to give the pleasure Phak begged for. She wasn't stopping
Naphak from going to her friend. She was just making Naphak focus on her
and letting the woman on the other end know that no matter how much she
begged, Naphak's cries of pleasure only called the doctor's name.
The bedroom pleasure continued as the two desired, even though it was
already morning. The caller, gripping her phone tightly, would've crushed it
if it were plastic.
She heard every word they said and Naphak's cries of pleasure calling the
name of the woman she hated.
What would it take to defeat this woman? The woman who took everything
from her, who made her life miserable. She hated Dr. Premsinee!
The recurring events made Dr. Premsinee tired and stressed. The disturbing
messages now came during work hours, making it hard to focus on her
patients.
But today, she was relaxing with close friends, having lunch and chatting as
they usually did when they had free time. Even though they each had their
own partners, they agreed to meet every two weeks or once a month.
"Nothing."
Dr. Tankhun shook his head at the beautiful doctor who wouldn't talk. But
he knew something was on her mind, especially when she kept looking at
her bag. He guessed it had to do with her phone, as there was nothing else
in her bag to worry about.
The dinner table was filled with lively conversations and playful banter that
made everyone laugh. However, only Dr. Premsinee, despite acting as
usual, had something troubling her mind, which her three friends could
sense just by looking at her. It wasn't about the woman who had a
miscarriage and the man who might come back to bother their friend, as Dr.
Premsinee had assured them that the man wouldn't cause any more trouble.
"I'm worried about you, Prem," Dr. Melanee said straightforwardly, causing
Dr. Premsinee, who was sitting next to her, to lean on her shoulder as she
always did when she was tired since their school days. Everyone always
said that Dr. Melanee had the most charming eyes.
"Yeah, right. How many years have we been friends, Dr. Premsinee?"
"I'm acting normal, yet you still know something's up," Dr. Premsinee said
with a smile.
"What's the point of having friends if they can't help when you're in
trouble?"
Dr. Premsinee could only smile at her close friend, who was now making a
serious face, causing her to laugh. If she didn't speak up, she knew the three
doctors would definitely be upset with her.
"It's just something bothering me. That woman wants her lover back,"
"What?"
"No... Read this," Dr. Premsinee said, handing her phone over, which
showed numerous unread messages from the woman she mentioned.
"Phak?"
"Yes,"
"This is clearly psychotic behavior... Lada, let's go," Bow said, turning to
Lada.
She knew Dr. Melanee was the most hot-headed among them, but she didn't
expect her to be so serious that she lost her usual charming demeanor.
"Prem, you need to arrange for that psycho woman to meet you here.
Tankhun, stay with Prem and watch from a distance," Dr. Melanee
instructed.
"What are you planning to do, Bow?" Dr. Tankhun asked, now equally
confused, as Dr. Melanee hadn't explained anything, making it seem like
they were communicating telepathically.
"Prem, you're the heroine. Act like a heroine being bullied," Dr. Melanee
said, ignoring Dr. Tankhun's question.
"Bow, where are you taking me?" Dr. Fahlada asked, puzzled by Dr.
Melanee's cryptic instructions.
"We're going to find the woman who's so desperate to steal someone that
she's becoming psychotic."
"Phak," Dr. Melanee clarified. Dr. Fahlada smiled at her friend's words and
nodded, signaling to Dr. Tankhun, who was still confused, to understand
more.
"Bow, don't forget, we're not the heroines in this story," Dr. Fahlada
reminded.
"Exactly. If we were the heroines, we'd have to be perfect. But in this story,
Prem is the heroine. We're just helping her."
"But we don't need to stand out," Dr. Fahlada argued.
Before they could leave the restaurant, the two doctors laughed, drawing
attention from others. But the stares didn't faze the confident doctors as they
walked out to execute their freshly hatched plan without wasting any more
time.
The two women involved in Dr. Melanee's plan received messages that
surprised them.
Naphak almost jumped off the sofa in her room, where she was waiting for
Dr. Premsinee. Initially, it was just a message asking her to meet at a
restaurant, but soon, she received multiple calls from an unfamiliar number.
When she answered, she realized it was Dr. Melanee, one of Dr.
Premsinee's close friends.
"Okay, Bow. I'll be there right away," Naphak said, not wasting any time as
she grabbed her sunglasses and car keys, ready to leave her condo.
Meanwhile, the other woman in Dr. Melanee's plan smiled upon seeing Dr.
Premsinee's message, indicating a desire to talk things out. Nam didn't
hesitate to drive to the meeting place, feeling happy that she was getting her
person back. Naphak had to come back to her, and she'd have everything as
it was before.
Finally, the moment everyone was waiting for arrived. The two women
reached the meeting place around the same time. Dr. Melanee and Dr.
Fahlada brought Naphak to a spot where she could clearly see what was
about to happen. Despite her bewilderment and questions, Naphak followed
the beautiful doctor's instructions to watch closely.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the woman approaching her. She had to admit that
this woman was quite cute. If her personality matched her looks, many
people would want to be by her side. But her current behavior made
everyone want to distance themselves.
"I thought you'd be scared, going around stealing other people's things."
Dr. Premsinee had to suppress her feelings, maintaining a smile. Today, she
was the 'heroine being bullied by the villain.'
"I don't need to steal. People come to me willingly. Unlike some people
who have to do everything to keep someone, but they still want to run
away."
"You!"
"I'm not talking about you. But if you want to take it personally, go ahead."
Nam hated that smirk because it was true. She couldn't deny it.
"Just say what you have to say. Stop pretending to be nice while insulting
others,"
"If I'm insulting, what do you call what you're doing?" Dr. Premsinee
countered. Nam wanted to scream. Dr. Premsinee seemed harmless but had
a way of making her feel like being slapped in the face.
"You!"
"Shut up!"
"She doesn't want you anymore, yet you still chasing her..."
SPLASH!!
Water was thrown in Dr. Premsinee's face, but she didn't retaliate. She
calmly wiped her face and smiled at the furious woman in front of her.
"She isn't an object. She can decide who makes her happy."
"If she was happy with you, she would've left me long ago. But you heard
her, didn't you? How happy she is with me... So, who is really the fleeting
one?"
SLAP!
Nam's hand hit Dr. Premsinee's face, causing her to stumble. Despite the
pain, Dr. Premsinee smiled at the woman whose face was red with anger.
The plan for the heroine to be bullied by the villain was a success...
"Nam! What the hell are you doing?!" Naphak's furious voice followed by a
push made Nam step back. Dr. Premsinee, who was being helped up,
couldn't help but smile. The plan for the hero to see the villain hurting the
heroine was also a success.
"I'm telling you right now, I'm not yours. I belong to Prem. I love Prem!"
Naphak declared.
"No, you don't. Can't you see she's manipulating you!" Nam cried, realizing
Dr. Premsinee's smile was laced with poison.
"I hate her. I'll get you back! Let go of me, Phak!" Nam screamed, filled
with vengeful rage, making Naphak rush to protect her beloved doctor. But
Nam's strength was greater, causing Naphak to fall. Seeing what Nam was
about to do, Naphak intervened, resulting in a cut that bled.
"Ouch!"
"Phak!"
Both Dr. Premsinee and Nam shouted in shock. But Naphak, bleeding,
showed no fear. Her eyes were filled with anger, realizing how far Nam
would go.
"From now on, you and I don't know each other anymore!"
"Phak, I'm sorry. Please don't leave me," Nam pleaded, crying, but Naphak's
cold stare made her shiver. Knowing Naphak's nature, she could be as kind
as an angel but also as ruthless, making someone feel invisible.
"Don't make me hate you more. I won't take back everything you earned.
But please, don't intrude in my life again. Let's go, Prem."
Two women supported each other as they walked away, leaving behind a
woman who once harbored vengeful emotions, now crying and lamenting
over the consequences of her own actions.
There was no longer the kind-hearted Naphak for Nam. No matter what,
Naphak would never turn back to her again. Nam had made a mistake, not
being content with what she had, which led to her losing everything now.
The villain in real life was now grieving over the outcome she'd brought
upon herself. But for the three doctors observing from a distance, they all
sighed in relief as their plan had succeeded without any hitches. A villain
who harbors ill intentions toward others often ends up with no one left by
their side.
"Lada, what do you think will be the end for this woman?"
"Bow, weren't you the one who came up with the ending? Why are you
asking?"
The two beautiful doctors conversed while still watching the woman who
had made the wrong choices for herself. Only Dr. Tankhun sighed deeply.
"Beautiful doctors, you two are not the heroines of this story. You don't
need to stand out so much."
"But I think you two are already overshadowing the heroine of the story."
Dr. Tankhun couldn't help but laugh when the two doctors glared at him.
"I think she knows what to do to make Phak feel guilty for putting Prem
through this,"
Dr. Fahlada's response made both Dr. Tankhun and Dr. Melanee laugh
before they all walked toward the parking lot. The worries about Dr.
Premsinee's concerns regarding this woman seemed to have dissipated.
Meanwhile, Dr. Premsinee, who had taken Phak to the hospital for
treatment, had returned to the condo. But the face of the person sitting
quietly on the sofa was still filled with anger. She had to tell her to calm
down, and now with her hands sweaty, she couldn't help but worry. It
seemed like whenever Phak couldn't control her emotions, something was
off, but she wasn't entirely sure.
"Phak..."
"Prem..."
The simultaneous utterance made Dr. Premsinee, who was holding a glass
of water, smile before sitting down next to the person who looked
remorseful with affection.
"What is it?"
"I'm sorry. Sorry for not knowing anything, making you get hurt, and those
crazy messages. They aren't true. I could never love anyone else but only
you, Prem."
"I know."
"We think we know someone well, but we might not. Phak, you're a
woman. You should know how complex women's emotions can be."
Dr. Premsinee's words made Naphak sigh, realizing the truth that women
have complex emotions. What happened today made her feel relieved that
she could love this doctor without considering Nam's feelings anymore. But
the fact that the doctor wasn't angry puzzled her a bit. If there was a third
party involved, shouldn't there be anger?
"Hmmm?"
"Usually in dramas, if there's adultery, they fight and end up in bed...I want
that too."
"You'll get it. Take your anti-inflammatory medicine. It's a capsule, not
bitter."
Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but laugh when the actress's face immediately
stopped smiling upon seeing the pill.
She was brave in other matters, but when it came to medicine, she turned
into a little child who needed to be coaxed.
The person who disliked taking pills continued to plead, hoping the doctor
would relent, but it seemed ineffective. Naphak reluctantly took the capsule,
but then the glass of water was taken by the doctor herself. Seeing this,
Naphak didn't hesitate to offer the capsule to the beautiful doctor.
The anti-inflammatory capsule in the doctor's mouth slowly passed down
Naphak's throat without difficulty, as the person being fed the pill in such an
intimate way didn't resist.
The bitterness of the pill was replaced by the sweetness of a kiss, which
was always enchanting every time they touched.
Chapter 28
"Phi Prem, come to visit my home. I want you to meet my family."
The gentle invitation that came from the person sleeping tight on the bed
made Dr. Premsinee smile.
A few days ago, Naphak had asked her several times and meticulously
planned for them to visit her house during the holidays. But the mastermind
behind the plan showed no signs of waking up. There were many reasons
why Naphak wanted her to visit the Tharanisorn house, but only one reason
made her heart swell with happiness.
Even though she knew the members of the Tharanisorn house from being
their doctor, this time, she'd be introduced as their beloved daughter's
special person. Naphak always spoke about her with a smile when
discussing personal matters, as if showing her that she truly wanted her to
be a part of her life.
"I love you very much, P'Prem. We might've met under less-than-ideal
circumstances."
"But now, my heart belongs to you. I want you to know every part of my
heart, my dear."
"Just one thing, Dr. Premsinee , please don't be cruel to me. Otherwise, I
might die of heartbreak."
Naphak's seemingly playful words after a sensitive issue with a close friend
revealed her sincerity. Naphak might've been difficult in the past, making
her reluctant to get to know her, but today, Naphak made her heart learn the
happiness that comes from love.
Difficult and annoying she might have been in the past. But now, she felt
she never wanted to be apart from this woman. It was unbearable that the
love in Dr. Premsinee's heart would be for another woman.
Dr. Premsinee smiled as her fingers gently brushed the nose of the person
lying down, causing her to stir. She then leaned down to kiss the smooth
forehead, as she always did when she woke up first and had to wake the
sleepyhead.
"If you keep delaying, I'll cancel today's plan to visit your home."
"Go wash up, brush your teeth. You're so filthy. Not brushing your teeth and
still kissing others."
Dr. Premsinee shook her head lightly at the striking woman who got out of
bed naked. She was getting used to seeing the beautiful woman not caring
about her image. Initially, she wasn't used to seeing a naked woman in a
well-lit room, but now it'd become a habit every time she woke this person
up.
Because for two people to live together, the most necessary thing is to
adjust to each other. No one gets everything they want all the time. If only
one side gets everything, why would there be the word "we"? Now, the
word "we" had truly come to life for her...
The Tharanisorn house, with its clear marble sign, made Dr. Premsinee feel
excited, even though she tried to tell herself not to be. But as the car drove
along the path to the large European-style house, she couldn't hide her
feelings under her calm face, prompting the driver to hold her hand.
Dr. Premsinee didn't respond with words but chose to kiss the thin lips to
thank her for her sincerity before opening the car door to enter the
Tharanisorn house. No words were needed; the actions clearly conveyed the
happiness awaiting them. Dr. Premsinee smiled at the owner of the soft
hand that gave her confidence as they entered the living room where
everyone was waiting.
And what she'd worried about didn't happen. The Tharanisorn family
welcomed her warmly. Everyone was happy that their beloved daughter or
sister had found love, not heartbreak as they'd feared, thinking Naphak
wouldn't be loved by her.
Even when Naphak shared her plans to get close to her, her parents chided
their daughter for using such devious tactics and even told her she had their
permission to handle their daughter as she saw fit. This made Naphak
jokingly complain that she'd become the favorite daughter instead.
"Please take care of her, doctor. Our daughter is stubborn; you have our
permission to discipline her."
"Thank you very much for trusting me to take care of her," Dr. Premsinee
said, smiling as she entrusted herself to the heads of the Tharanisorn family.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the proud owner of the bedroom, who was showing
off her room after they'd finished getting to know the family. She was then
taken upstairs to explore the bedroom, which was filled with the charming
atmosphere of fairy tale princesses.
"Which way?"
"You look chic, but the bedroom looks like it belongs to a girl."
"Not still obsessed with cartoons? I saw coloring pictures in the car."
"Such a child. Who would believe that the beautiful villainess still wants to
live in a fairy tale world.... Ah!" Dr. Premsinee's surprised cry pleased the
prankster, who made her fall onto the bed with herself lying on top.
"Sweet talker."
Today, she mightn't say "I love you," but it wouldn't be long before she did.
When she says "I love you," it will be the day her heart loves Naphak with
all her heart. Please, wait a little longer...
The happiness of the past few days made Dr. Premsinee's face always have
a smile, making those close to her happy too. The beautiful doctor of the
cardiology department was back to her cheerful self, spreading smiles that
made others feel refreshed, unlike when she had to cancel her wedding.
But some might wonder why Dr. Premsinee always had an actress known
for playing villains by her side. In the morning, she'd drop her off at work,
and in the evening, she'd pick her up. Sometimes, if she arrived early, she'd
wait, or even if Dr. Premsinee had an urgent case and finished late, the
beautiful actress would patiently wait without showing any irritation.
This had become a common sight for the doctors and nurses in the
cardiology department.
Dr. Premsinee smiled when she saw the woman waiting in her office had
fallen asleep on her desk. She must've been too tired to stay awake.
Usually, no matter how late she finished, she'd be greeted with a bright
smile, but today, she had a commercial shoot and must've been exhausted,
not even waking up when she returned to her office.
"Oh! Prem."
"What's wrong?"
"Prem, I was responding, not wondering what's wrong." The groggy person
had to wake up fully when faced with Dr. Premsinee's deadpan joke.
"If you say so, don't go anywhere. Wait for someone to take you."
"Phi Prem!"
Dr. Premsinee laughed at the pouting person who was wrapping her slender
waist in a hug. She wanted every day to be like this because it was the
happiness they both could feel.
Initially, they planned to stop for dinner and then go back to the condo to
rest, but they had to change plans slightly when she remembered they
needed to buy some personal items that were running low.
Dr. Premsinee looked at the person walking beside her, holding her hand,
leading her to the cosmetics booth where a superstar actress was the
presenter.
"How clever."
The soft whisper made Dr. Premsinee blush immediately. What the actress
said made her heart race with anticipation.
"Let's take a bath together..."
"I wasn't thinking anything like that. Where did your mind go? I just don't
want to waste our rest time."
The mischievous one quickly walked away from the stern gaze, fearing she
might get punished if she stayed too close.
Dr. Premsinee shook her head, smiling at the person who walked into the
cosmetics booth ahead of her. The feeling of being watched made her look
around, but she saw nothing suspicious. Maybe she was just overthinking
and worrying too much. Shouldn't she be happy with the present?
But if Dr. Premsinee had noticed something, she might've seen that it wasn't
just one pair of eyes watching. The closeness between her and the actress
made people who saw them question the kind of their relationship. Women
whispering to each other. Women holding hands tightly. Women smiling
sweetly at each other. Is their relationship just close friends?
The large house in the famous housing estate, where he once almost became
a son-in-law, made the arriving man smile slightly. The brown envelope in
his hand was his chance to marry Dr. Premsinee, the woman perfect for
him.
"What business do you have, Thawat?" The nearly sixty years old man, still
in good shape, asked. The younger man's gaze, almost becoming a son-in-
law, irritated him.
"If it's the same topic, the answer remains the same."
"You probably don't know that your beloved daughter likes women."
He handed over the brown envelope, his handsome face revealing a sly
smile as the elders opened it with slightly trembling hands. Numerous
photos showed the closeness between the two women, holding hands, arms
around each other, and even walking with arms around their waists.
But the last photo, showing the two women kissing by a car, was
undeniable. It wasn't a friendly kiss; it was a lover's kiss.
"I don't mind that Prem is confused. I still want to marry her."
His words might seem gentle, like chivalry in shining armor, but the elders
who have been around the block knew better. Behind his handsome face lay
hidden tricks. If he were purely good, he wouldn't have had an affair while
dating their daughter.
"Leave my house. Thank you for revealing the truth that a man like you
can't make Dr. Premsinee love you."
"Be proud of your perverted daughter. Don't think I'll keep begging. If
others know Dr. Premsinee is deviant, who will want her?!"
"Get out!"
Thawat spoke with resentment as his plan failed. Who would've thought he
couldn't use this to marry Dr. Premsinee and was kicked out instead?
Enough with chasing a woman who didn't want him...
But Thawat didn't know how much his words would harm Dr. Premsinee.
The man, once almost a groom, left the house, but the living room remained
silent. The family head stared at the photos of their daughter with another
woman, recognizing her as an actress from a TV drama.
"I've seen our daughter with this woman," the nearly fifty-seven-year-old
woman said weakly, making her husband look at her in disbelief.
"How?"
"I saw them shopping together. I thought they were just close friends, but..."
"If she dates a man, she'll get over this strange phase." The father's
displeased look at the scattered photos showed that he couldn't accept his
successful daughter's flawed choice of partner.
"I'll set her up with my friend's son. Krit just got his PhD."
"Yes, Krit and Dr. Prem know each other. Tell her to come home."
"You raised her. You know how to talk to her so she won't refuse. I won't let
her life be tarnished by this nonsense."
The father left the living room in anger, leaving the mother sighing deeply.
Looking at the photos of the two women, it was hard to accept. Dr.
Premsinee had never shown signs of liking women. She almost had a dream
wedding.
How could she accept that her proud daughter liked women? Maybe she
was acting out of disappointment from the canceled wedding. If Dr.
Premsinee dated a man, she might get over liking women.
"Crack it gently to separate the shell, then use your thumbs to gently pull it
apart like this."
SPLAT!
She followed the instructions, but the egg didn't come out as neatly as Dr.
Premsinee's.
"Be patient."
"Try again. I'll answer the phone and come back to see your work."
The phone rang in the living room. Before leaving the kitchen, Dr.
Premsinee kissed her cheek for encouragement, leaving the frustrated one to
try cracking the eggs without shells mixing in. Dr. Premsinee glanced at the
incoming call number with a mix of curiosity and concern. It wasn't often
that her mother called on her days off, as she usually wanted her to rest,
unless there was something urgent to discuss.
"Yes, Mom..."
The call ended after just a brief conversation, but Dr. Premsinee's face
immediately grew serious. She could sense a tone of unease in her mother's
voice. What could be happening at home...? A fear staying at the bottom of
her heart began to surface, bit by bit, as her mind drifted to the threatening
words of her former fiancé.
There was no possibility she'd go back to marry him, but what could he do
to make her unhappy...?
The joyful call from the kitchen snapped Dr. Premsinee out of her troubling
thoughts. Her happiness was waiting for her right now.
Sometimes, though, no matter how much effort we put in, we can't achieve
what we desire.
Chapter 29
"The doctor is here!"
"But I'm so happy, Doctor! You never come to the house." The maid
beamed at her pretty doctor with joy.
"Hmmm, Ma-prang, could you ask Som-mai to park the car in the garage?"
The maid from the neighboring country quickly called out to Som-mai to
move the doctor's car into the garage. Dr. Premsinee smiled slightly at the
maid but couldn't help glancing at the unfamiliar luxury car parked in the
driveway.
Perhaps her parents had a special guest, but they rarely invited anyone over
unless it was someone very important. This special guest seemed to be
someone she'd seen often, as he was the son of her father's close friend.
"Hello, Prem."
"Okay."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at her parents and the handsome man who was almost
five years older than her. She remembered well that there were many times
when his parents and hers wanted them to develop a relationship, even
when she was still a medical student.
But back then, she told them she wanted to focus on her studies, and he
went abroad for further education.
The conversation between her parents and the man who often smiled at her
continued as they wished. Many times, she was pulled into the
conversation, even though she wasn't very pleased with her parents'
behavior. She maintained her manners, speaking politely and smiling back
at the man her parents seemed to like very much.
"Yes, Dad."
Dr. Premsinee knew exactly what her father was trying to do. But when it
came to choosing a partner, he'd always let her make her own decisions.
Why did he seem so eager for her to get close to Krit this time? Dr.
Premsinee smiled at the man with a PhD from abroad when he
straightforwardly expressed his desire to get to know her better.
She neither accepted nor rejected his advances, simply telling him that she
was busy and might not have much time to spend with him. But it seemed
he wasn't deterred by her indirect refusal.
As the luxury car drove away, Dr. Premsinee walked back into the house
with a calm expression.
Deep down, she knew that it wasn't just her parents wanting to introduce
her to this man.
"Mom, Dad..."
"Okay."
Dr. Premsinee kept a calm face, not showing any signs of fear, even though
her heart was racing. She thought her parents might know about her
relationship with Naphak, but another part of her hoped they didn't, as she'd
never told them herself. She hadn't told them because she wasn't sure how
they'd react to her being in a same-sex relationship. Even though they knew
her friends were in same-sex relationships, she'd never shown any signs of
being interested in women before. They might not accept it if she suddenly
announced that she liked women.
"He's nice."
Her father's stern tone made Dr. Premsinee freeze. She'd thought he might
suggest it, not outright tell her to date him.
"Give me a reason. You once told us that you wanted to get married at this
age."
"You've known each other before. There's nothing wrong with trying to date
him, is there?"
Dr. Premsinee looked into her father's steady eyes, which mirrored her own.
She knew his gaze was pressuring her to accept what he believed was right.
"I don't want to get married anymore."
Her firm refusal seemed to say it all. Her father looked at her calm face
once more before pulling out a brown envelope and placing several photos
on the coffee table.
The numerous photos of Naphak and her left Dr. Premsinee shocked and
speechless. This was why her parents wanted her to date the man they
approved of. As she'd suspected, they couldn't accept her homosexual
relationship. Her parents, both professors teaching hundreds of students,
couldn't accept this form of love.
Outwardly, they gave her complete freedom, but in reality, there was a fine
line they'd drawn for her to follow.
"Dr. Premsinee!"
"You're just acting out because you're disappointed you didn't get married."
"Same-sex love is wrong... You once told us you wanted to get married and
have a family. Why are you breaking your word now?"
"Dad..."
"Every parent wants the best for their child... Sleep on it, Dr. Premsinee. Is
this really the best thing? Do you want people to ask why our daughter, a
doctor, is abnormal and likes women?"
"Dad..."
"Please, let me talk to her." Her mother, who had been listening quietly,
said.
She touched her husband's arm to calm him down, then asked him to leave
the room so she could talk to their daughter, who seemed determined not to
follow their wishes. Dr. Premsinee couldn't be played hardball. Her passive-
aggressiveness was something her mother knew well.
"Prem..."
But her mother's smile and gentle touch made Dr. Premsinee's heart skip a
beat. Her mother's pleading eyes made her want to look away.
"Yes, I remember."
"Okay."
"Sure."
The more she listened to her mother's gentle voice, the more her tears
threatened to fall. She wanted to be strong and fight for her love, but she
saw no way to win. The only way she could win was by becoming an
ungrateful daughter who didn't follow her parents' wishes.
"The gift I want is for you to stop liking women and try dating Krit...
Can you give me that, Prem?"
Her mother's gentle voice and smile made Dr. Premsinee's eyes tremble
even more. Didn't they understand that love wasn't something you could
just stop? If it were that easy, no one would be heartbroken when they were
left.
"If I can't give you this gift..." The tears she tried to hold back began to fall.
She wasn't forcing her, but her gentle plea made her heartache.
"Prem, your father and I love you. We want you to have a perfect family
like you once told us."
"I've never asked you for anything, but this time, can you give me this
gift?"
The more she listened, the more Dr. Premsinee's heart ached. Tears
streamed down her face as she looked into her mother's pleading eyes. How
could a daughter refuse such a heartfelt request from her parents?
"Of course."
"Why did you and Dad get married?" Her shaky question made her mother's
eyes fill with tears.
"Prem..."
"Prem..."
The slender hand of the mother reached out to grasp her daughter's hand,
but it was in vain as her daughter pulled away. The rejection from her
daughter made it impossible for the mother to hold back her tears.
When a child is in pain, how can the parents not feel it too? But since they
chose to guide their child on the right path, they had to overlook their
child's pain.
"Can I have some time, Mom? Just a little time to say goodbye to my
love..."
How could she sever ties with the woman who always said she loved Dr.
Premsinee with all her heart? A love that brought a smile to her face just by
thinking about it, but why was the happiness so fleeting?
Dr. Melanee, who arrived later, immediately turned to ask Dr. Fahlada.
When she reached Dr. Tankhun's condo, she saw her friend already in tears.
"Prem called, crying. She parked her car by the roadside. I picked her up
and brought her here."
Dr. Fahlada's words made Dr. Melanee sigh deeply and turn away, unable to
watch Dr. Premsinee sobbing while Dr. Tankhun comforted her.
Dr. Premsinee's parents likely struggled to accept their daughter, who had
never previously shown interest in women and had always followed their
plans, suddenly falling in love with another woman, especially when she
was on the verge of engagement.
"Yes, if they had forced her, Prem would have resisted silently. But they
used gentleness and parental love to mask their true feelings. They just can't
accept her love."
"Our kind of love is difficult. It's even harder when the family doesn't
accept it."
"Yes, even if we claim we're happy, that happiness is never complete." Dr.
Fahlada, who had fought for her own love, understood well as she watched
her friend cry. But since this was about her friend's family, there wasn't
much they could do except offer support from the outside.
"How can we help Prem this time?" Dr. Melanee's question was difficult to
answer, as the future was uncertain. No one knew what decision Dr.
Premsinee would make. Their worries were set aside when Dr. Tankhun
called them to see Dr. Premsinee, who seemed to have made a decision.
"I know... Tan, Lada, Bow, but why does it hurt so much? Hic, hic..." Dr.
Premsinee's trembling voice revealed her deep pain, bringing tears to her
friends' eyes. Her weakness made it clear what her decision was. Their
hands clasped together, reassuring Dr. Premsinee that they'd never abandon
her and would always support her.
"Tell Phak gently, Prem. She might be even more hurt."
"Hic, hic, the longer we wait, the more it hurts. Telling her now or later...
it's the same."
The longer they waited, the more it hurt. Telling her now or later made
no difference. Because it was equally heart-wrenching.
Meanwhile, Naphak, unaware of the situation, was happily holding the gift
she had prepared—a simple, plain ring to symbolize her feelings.
Talking to herself, Naphak smiled, imagining the moment she would put the
ring on Dr. Premsinee.
But when she entered the dark condo, she was surprised. Dr. Premsinee had
come home earlier, yet the room was dark. Normally, Dr. Premsinee would
never leave the room in darkness, knowing Naphak didn't like it. Except
when sleeping, Dr. Premsinee would often lull her to sleep first.
"Phi Prem...?"
"Phi Prem, what's wrong? I'm here," she said, trying to comfort her beloved,
letting her know she was there to support her through any troubles.
"Phak..." Seeing Naphak's concerned face made the tears flow even more,
matching the pain in her heart.
"But I can't be with you... Hic, hic... I'm sorry let's end this."
It felt like a lightning bolt struck her heart. Her hands went limp at the
trembling voice. What happened? Why was Dr. Premsinee saying this?
Naphak stood up, looking at the tear-streaked face with anger. The words
were too serious to be a joke.
Naphak's anger made her unable to control herself, shouting back. The
trembling eyes showed Dr. Premsinee how scared she was of the answer.
"I'm sorry..."
She didn't know how to feel. It was as if the whole day had been a lie. She'd
just been happy about the gift she'd prepared for her beloved, but now, the
person she loved was saying they couldn't be together. Please, tell her what
to do so her heart won't break...
Because right now, her heart felt like it was being electrocuted, unable to
distinguish between reality and lies.
"Liar... Phi Prem, you're lying. We can be together."
Dr. Premsinee's slender hand tried to turn her face, but Naphak's eyes were
filled with tears. There was no sobbing, just tears showing how much the
words hurt.
"You don't have to love me... Just let us be together, please, Phi Prem. You
don't have to love me, just let us be together like before..."
The embrace felt so cold. Our hearts belonged to each other, but why did it
hurt so much?
"I won't accept it! Why say you love me and then break up? What do you
take me for? What do you take me for?"
CRASH!!
Objects were thrown aimlessly as Naphak couldn't contain her pain. But
there was no protest from the room's owner, who stood crying just as
painfully. No one wanted to be in pain, but when there was no choice, they
had to accept it.
"Phak, that's enough. Enough, my dear..." The trembling arms hugging from
behind made Naphak collapse to the floor, sobbing as if her heart would
break.
"It's my fault, my dear..." The gentle kiss meant to comfort her was devoid
of sweetness, only tears showing that the pain was real.
"We're just taking a break for a while. We still love each other. My heart
still belongs to you, Phak."
Even though Dr. Premsinee tried to comfort the woman in front of her, the
more she tried, the more her own heart ached.
Even though their hearts still loved each other, the pain was almost
unbearable. Was death the proof of how much their hearts loved each other?
No matter how long they sat there, listening to the sobs and holding each
other for comfort, all they knew was that the pain was disheartening their
hearts, almost stopping them from beating.
The eyes that looked at each other were filled with so much pain that Dr.
Premsinee had to gently touch the lips trying to hold back the sobs. They
were so close, yet it felt like they were so far apart, almost untouchable.
She wanted to plead more, but the pain was too much to bear, making her
unable to speak. The pain in her left chest was so tight, as if her heart was
working too hard to endure.
"I can't. Do you want me to confront my own parents?"
The gentle, hoarse voice of Dr. Premsinee made Naphak close her eyes in
exhaustion again. The reason for all this was that the family didn't accept it.
If she chose to love another woman, she had to accept this reason for their
breakup.
Naphak stood up and turned her back, not wanting to see the pain in the
woman she loved the most. They loved each other, but they couldn't be
together. Did those who opposed them know how much pain their hearts
endured?
"I will... I'll be as strong as you want... The only way we can't be together..."
If she had been aware of each other's lives, Naphak Tharanisorn wouldn't
have been able to fulfill Dr. Premsinee's wishes.
How far must she go for her heart to lessen its pain? If she struggled and
begged until she died in front of them, would the narrow-minded elders
have any sympathy? Or would they still cling to the old belief that a man
must be with a woman, forcing pure love to part ways?
Chapter 30
"I'll leave you, Phi Prem. Go as far away as I can..."
The meaning of "far" varies for everyone. For some, it might just mean
being separate but still in the same country. But for Naphak, it's different. If
they continue to hear about each other, the heart will never heal from the
pain.
Before they part ways, no matter how far apart they may be, she wished
they could spend just one more minute together. Before they say goodbye,
even though they still have love in their hearts, let them love each other
with all their hearts one last time.
Dr. Prem looked at the hand extended toward her and the tear-streaked face
that wore a smile she didn’t quite understand. But she accepted the soft
hand, even though it trembled.
"Tonight... we'll say 'I love you' for the last time..."
"I'm sorry..."
The more she heard the words "last time," the more it felt like her heart was
being repeatedly slashed with a knife. Naphak’s smile—how could Dr.
Premsinee not know it was just a facade? Even though her heart was
breaking, just like she was crying in this warm embrace.
She was the one who said they couldn't be together, but why did her heart
feel like it was breaking when she saw Naphak's smile? It was as if that
smile was a farewell, waiting for them to walk separate paths.
"Today, Phi Prem... I prepared a gift for you, but it seems unnecessary
now..."
"What is it, Phak?" Dr. Premsinee wiped away her flowing tears, forcing a
smile just like Naphak was trying to show her. They would part with smiles
because they still loved each other...
"A ring..." As she spoke, tears flowed again. The special gift she'd once
dreamed of giving happily was now a symbol of lost happiness.
"Put it on me."
"But..."
Not just words—Dr. Premsinee extended her left hand to the ring's owner.
Even though her face was tear-streaked, she wanted to affirm that her heart
would always belong to Naphak Tharanisorn.
The smooth ring, carefully chosen, was slowly placed on her left ring
finger. Both the ring's owner and the one receiving it had tears streaming
down their faces, even though they should have been happy to give such a
meaningful gift.
"I have something for you too, Phak." Dr. Premsinee wiped the tears from
the ring's owner before removing the necklace she'd worn since starting
work.
"A necklace..."
Because she loved it so much, she gave it to the woman who was her
heart.
"Phi Prem..."
She tried not to cry but couldn't hold back. Every time she said "I love you,"
it felt like her heart was being squeezed until her chest hurt. She wanted to
wait, even though this wait held little hope.
Tonight, there would only be "us." But tomorrow, they would walk their
own paths. On the wide bed that once felt warm when they cuddled, why
did it now feel so cold, even though they were in each other's arms like
every other night?
"Phi Prem..."
Naphak bit her lip to hold back her tears. She should be savoring this
happiness as much as possible before it faded away tomorrow. Her slender
fingers undressed both herself and the woman beneath her, leaving only
their bare bodies reflecting the bedroom light.
Their kisses began with gentle tenderness before their lips moved to
demand more, showing how their hearts yearned for love.
Dr. Premsinee gently wiped the tears from the person above her before
pulling her captivating face down for a kiss. She wanted to remember these
beautiful moments when they expressed love through their bodies so she
could imagine this passionate touch whenever she missed her deeply. Even
if she had to cry her heart out from this farewell touch, not knowing when
they’d meet again...
But she still wanted to remember this touch in her thoughts forever... Her
smooth skin had no place untouched by kisses filled with heartfelt
emotions. Even though some love marks might hurt, no sound interrupted
them, as they both knew why it hurt more than any other time they touched.
Because she wanted her to know that this pain was nothing compared to her
heartache. And she wanted these love marks to stay with them as long as
possible...
Before they faded away with the heart that had to cry from the separation...
Their bodies touched countless times, not wanting to part even for a second.
Even though their bodies were exhausted, their eyes didn’t want to close,
fearing that if they did, they wouldn’t see each other again. She wanted to
extend this moment of happiness for as long as possible.
Dr. Premsinee cradled the beautiful face that looked up at her after lying on
her side to face her. Her slender fingers were kissed slowly, one by one,
until they lingered on her left ring finger, where the smooth ring was worn.
Their love wasn’t just words; their eyes conveyed their heartfelt emotions.
Their lips moved to give another kiss from the depths of their hearts. No
matter how many thousands of kisses, it wouldn’t be enough for the heart
that was breaking.
Love... but in the end, they have to part. When will their love paths cross
again?
Moments of happiness always pass quickly. Now, the sun was rising as
usual, but the two women lying in each other’s arms didn’t want this
morning to be like any other.
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the person who started to move after being nestled
in her arms for a long time. She gently touched her smooth forehead with
love. They smiled at each other before their hearts broke...
Meanwhile, Naphak slowly got out of bed, putting on the clothes scattered
on the floor, not forgetting to look at the back of the person on the bed with
longing eyes. Her vision blurred with tears as it was time for her to walk out
of the room and unsure if she will be able to return.
The moment they had to walk separate paths was so painful it almost made
them die. No sobs were heard. Only tears flowed as they held back so the
one they loved wouldn’t hear how heart-wrenching their sobs were. The
door closed, and their hearts separated. One cried on the bed that once held
their warmth. The other collapsed, hugging her knees and crying behind the
door.
How long would it take for their hearts to mend from this pain?
Almost a week had passed since the day they decided to endure the
heartache that almost killed them, but the pain never faded. Even though
she still went to work every day, whenever she had free time, her heart
ached every time she thought of the beautiful tear-streaked face. At night,
she could hardly close her eyes, as every image of them together was still
vivid in her heart.
"Prem..."
The sound of knocking on her office door in the evening, followed by Dr.
Fahlada’s voice, made Dr. Premsinee smile slightly. "I'm not done with
work yet, Lada."
"Take a break. You can finish it tomorrow. Take care of yourself, Prem." Dr.
Fahlada looked at her friend's face, which lacked any brightness. Dr.
Premsinee’s pain now was even worse than when she had to cancel her
wedding.
"Yeah, really bad. If you've decided to move on, you have to endure it."
"I've tried, Lada, but my heart still hurts..." Dr. Premsinee wiped away her
tears, not wanting to show her weakness and make her friends worry.
They’d already sacrificed enough of their personal time to take care of her.
"Let's go grab something to eat together. It’ll be good to get out and about."
But as the food started to be served, she couldn’t help but feel a burning
sensation in her eyes. Seeing the wasabi made her think of the person who
always knew to separate the wasabi from the soy sauce for her.
"Prem..."
"At noon, I met Phak by chance," Dr. Melanee’s words made Dr. Premsinee
pause, but she didn’t show much reaction, causing her friends to exchange
glances.
"Yeah?"
"She said she’s flying to America tomorrow to pursue her master's degree."
"How is she doing?" Dr. Tankhun couldn’t help but ask, noticing Dr.
Premsinee looking down, avoiding eye contact.
"She looked pretty worn out, not doing too well. Prem..."
"Let’s hurry and eat. I need to get back and rest. I have to go to my home
tomorrow."
"Hmmm?"
"My parents want me to come over. It’s probably nothing since I’ve already
done what they asked." Her words were calm but carried a hint of sarcasm,
which everyone at the table understood. They knew how Dr. Premsinee felt
about her parents' request. But since she’d made her decision, she had to
accept the consequences, even if her heart was breaking.
"Tomorrow..."
"I’ve made my decision. If I go, I’ll want to make her stay, and that would
break my promise..." The tears that Dr. Premsinee couldn’t hold back spoke
volumes about her feelings.
Despite telling everyone she was fine, inside, she was suffering immensely.
Tomorrow they would part ways. And the words "I’ll leave you, Phi Prem.
Go as far away as I can..." must have meant this.
Different countries, different time zones... they wouldn’t have the chance to
be close again.
The next day might be bright for many, but not for the hearts of two women
walking separate paths, even though their hearts were still full of love for
each other. Dr. Premsinee lay hugging her pillow, which someone else used
to rest on, her face wet with tears.
"Phak, are you sure you want to drive to the airport yourself?"
"Yes, Dad. I’ll have our staff drive the car back. You and Mom don’t need
to see me off."
Naphak insisted on driving herself to the airport, not wanting her parents to
see her weakness. Just coming home and crying in front of them was
enough to make them worry.
"Yes, Dad."
"Once I’m done with my work here, Mom and I will visit you."
Her car drove away, but her father’s eyes were still filled with concern. His
daughter was so fragile now that he wasn’t sure she could handle it. He had
two of his men follow her car at a distance.
"Darling, I feel uneasy. Looking at her makes my heart break into pieces."
"She’s going to study. Don’t worry too much." He tried to comfort his wife,
but he was even more worried, seeing his daughter’s swollen eyes all week.
No matter how much they worried, parents had to let their children learn
from their pain. He believed that one day, his daughter would walk strongly
again.
The car cruised at a steady speed toward the airport. Naphak knew how fast
she should drive, having not slept well or stopped crying for the past week.
Many nights, she woke up in tears. The red traffic light made Naphak look
out the window.
Seeing a couple playfully walking on the sidewalk made her smile. She
touched the heart-shaped pendant on her neck, feeling overwhelmed. Both
loving and longing, why do we have to part?
The tears she thought she’d held back or was strong enough to stop began
to flow again. The pain in her chest grew, her heartbeat quickening
painfully. But the green light forced her to press the gas pedal, even as
sweat covered her face. The pain from her rapid heartbeat was unbearable,
as if her heart would tear her apart.
"Phi Prem..."
Her consciousness, struggling against the pain, began to fade. She didn’t
hear the blaring horns around her. The car sped up as the driver slumped
unconscious behind the wheel. Despite the honking, she didn’t regain
control.
CRASH!!
The sound of cars colliding was terrifying, with one car flipping over. The
overturned car was Naphak Tharanisorn’s. Chaos erupted on the road to the
airport. The severe accident made everyone wonder if the person inside
could survive, given the car’s condition.
The radio report made Dr. Premsinee turn it off as her car pulled into the
driveway.
Dr. Premsinee didn’t smile at the maid as usual, only asking about her
parents who had called her over. Her steps toward the living room halted
when she saw not just her parents but also the parents of the man smiling at
her. What are my parents going to do?
"Yes, Uncle."
Dr. Premsinee didn’t smile at the man, only showing a neutral expression.
She now understood why her parents wanted her here today. They planned
to corner her into accepting in front of the elders.
But the vibrating phone distracted her from her impending refusal. Dr.
Fahlada’s call might be urgent, given she’d taken the day off.
"What’s up, Lada..."
She felt numb, unable to react, only blinking at her friend’s words. She
didn’t know when she dropped the phone. The voices calling her didn’t
matter. Her tears flowed, shocked by the news.
[Prem, Phak’s car crashed. She’s in the hospital, and they’re trying to save
her...]
She only caught that much from Dr. Fahlada. Her heart sank at the news of
her beloved’s accident. Today was supposed to be... Phak was supposed to
fly out. Why did this happen?
She said, and tears immediately streamed down both cheeks. She saw her
mother’s shocked face, but her father’s face was clearly filled with rage.
"Prem! Where are you going? Come back here right now!"
"I can't get engaged as you wish because my lover is waiting for me."
"Prem!"
"I'm sorry, Uncle. Krit, I already have a lover, and my lover is a woman."
She no longer cared how angry her parents would be, as her heart was now
in turmoil, almost unbearable.
The journey to the hospital was swift, but it still felt too slow for Dr.
Premsinee. When she arrived, she almost rushed straight to the operating
room after inquiring from the nurse who was already waiting.
She wished what was happening was just a bad dream, but the people
outside the operating room made it clear that the painful reality was indeed
happening.
"Mom, Dad..."
She couldn’t say much more than calling out to Naphak’s parents, who were
crying with red eyes. Her hands were almost powerless as the mother’s
trembling hands pulled her into a hug.
"Prem, where have you been? She was waiting for you... Phak is in pain in
there..."
The words of the elderly woman hugging her made Dr. Premsinee, who was
trying not to cry, break down into uncontrollable sobs. It’s more
heartbreaking when you know you can’t help the one you love.
Why did she even study medicine if she couldn’t save Naphak? She had no
strength to say anything except to ask her lover’s mother to release her
embrace before walking over to her close friend, who was waiting with a
tense face.
"Lada... How... How is Phak?" She wiped away her tears, knowing she
shouldn’t show weakness. She needed to be strong to help her lover.
"The medical team is doing their best. Dr. Sita and Dr. Tankhun are in there
too."
She could barely find her voice when she heard the name of one of the
doctors helping her lover. Professor Dr. Sita Khanakul was a highly skilled
heart specialist.
Hearing what her close friend said felt like falling into a deep abyss with no
way out.
"Ladaaa..."
"No, I need to see Naphak. Let me go, Lada... Let me see Phak, please..."
Dr. Premsinee’s heart-wrenching cries made Dr. Fahlada, who was holding
her back, turn away to hide her own tears as her dear friend was
experiencing an unbearable loss.
More than canceling the wedding. More than deciding to walk separate
paths from Naphak. This time, it was a loss no one wanted to happen. The
operating room door opened, and familiar faces in green scrubs emerged,
prompting Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Premsinee to rush over immediately.
Dr. Premsinee’s weak voice, ready to collapse at any moment, made Dr.
Tankhun turn away before touching the senior doctor’s arm to let her
deliver the heartbreaking news.
"Prem, listen to me... The patient’s condition was very severe, combined
with an irregular heartbeat. We tried to bring the patient back... but the
patient couldn’t fight anymore. The patient has passed away, Prem."
"No! It’s not true! You’re all lying! I’ll see Phak! Please, let me..."
"I’m here, Phak, can you hear me? Please come back to me..."
Despite the commotion, she no longer cared about anything else. The pain
was too much to bear, as Dr. Premsinee could no longer endure what was
happening. Everything became blurry as her heart couldn’t handle the loss.
Her love was gone. Her love had gone far, far away... so far she couldn’t
reach.
Naphak Tharanisorn , the woman who always annoyed her, had gone.
How would Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn continue to live from now
on...?
Chapter 31 : [Fck! This Chapter is
unbearable!]
LAST CHAPTER!
The beautiful flower field in front of her made Dr. Premsinee unable to hide
her surprise.
How did she end up here all of a sudden? She looked around the field,
hoping to find someone to share this place with. Finally, her eyes lit up with
joy when she saw someone walking toward her.
It was the person she missed so much that tears streamed down her face
uncontrollably. The woman she loved with all her heart...
"Phak..."
Dr. Premsinee could only utter that name when the woman standing before
her was the one she thought about constantly, whether awake or asleep.
As soon as Naphak came closer, Dr. Premsinee didn't hesitate to reach out
and hug her. But her embrace felt empty, as if she couldn’t touch Naphak at
all. The more she tried to hold on, the more empty it felt. There was only a
smile...
No matter how loudly she called, it was in vain. There was only a smile
before Naphak slowly faded away. The woman who always teased her. The
woman who asked her to sing lullabies.
The woman who made her feel happy by saying, "I love you," was no
longer there...
"Prem, Prem, are you awake?" Her mother's voice brought Dr. Premsinee
back to consciousness. She began to stir and looked around the hospital
room, her gaze stopping on the elderly woman holding her hand with a
blank expression.
"Prem..."
"Prem..."
It wasn't just her mother's voice; her father was calling out too. But their
daughter, lying on the hospital bed, showed no sign of responding to their
words. Her eyes were empty, and she pulled her hand away from her
mother's grasp. Dr. Premsinee turned her back on her parents, ignoring
whatever they were saying. She wasn't ready to speak. She was lost in
thoughts, unable to accept the loss she'd experienced.
Tears flowed silently as her heart ached every time she thought of the
woman she'd just dreamed about. That woman hadn't gone anywhere; she'd
come back to her, right? Naphak Tharanisorn had just gone on a break.
She'd soon return to Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn...
The sound of the hospital room door opening didn't catch the attention of
the patient lying on the bed, crying with her back turned. Only her parents,
who were anxious, went to ask her three close doctor friends.
"Prem is in shock from the grief. We need to give her time to adjust to the
trauma, but we don't know how long it'll take for her to return to normal."
Dr. Tankhun couldn't hold back and explained what his friend was going
through, hoping her parents would realize the impact of their decisions on
their beloved daughter.
"That's enough, Tan." Dr. Fahlada had to restrain her friend when Dr.
Tankhun started to lose control of his emotions.
"Is Prem's condition that serious, Dr. Lada?" The mother asked.
"It depends on whether Prem can accept the trauma. Right now, Dr.
Premsinee seems to be in a dream-like state... If it’s severe, she might not
return to her normal self." Dr. Fahlada explained.
The three doctors let her parents ponder their words before approaching Dr.
Premsinee, who had a blank stare but tears streaming down her face. The
sight of their dear friend left them speechless. The love that parents often
claim to be for the right reasons can sometimes deeply hurt their child's
heart.
"Where is Phak? Where did she go?" Their friend's soft question left them
at a loss for words.
How could they answer when the woman their friend was asking for would
never come back?
Her voice trembled with heartbreak every time she spoke. Not only did her
three friends hear it, but also her parents, who were watching their daughter
on the bed with deep regret. They realized their actions had caused their
daughter unbearable pain and loss.
They'd brought Dr. Premsinee into this world, but in the end, they were the
ones who destroyed her happiness, leading to this tragic situation.
If Dr. Premsinee couldn’t return to her normal self, what would they do?
Would their daughter lose everything in her life? What parents thought was
right turned out to be something that deeply hurt their child's heart.
Her father walked over to look at his daughter, whose eyes were still empty
but filled with tears. He felt a deep sense of sorrow and regret for the
decision that had hurt his daughter so much. It wasn’t just hurt; it was a loss
that was hard to accept.
"Prem... I'm sorry, dear. Please come back," He pleaded, perhaps for the
first time, wanting his daughter to recover from her pain and disconnection
from the world around her.
"Your mom and I will no longer force you. Please come back to being the
same Dr. Premsinee we know," They begged, but it seemed to have no
effect. Dr. Premsinee’s eyes remained empty, unresponsive to their efforts to
bring her back to the present.
"Prem..."
With tears streaming down her face and a heart full of pain, Dr. Premsinee
slowly closed her eyes. She didn’t want to hear anything because she
couldn’t bear the loss.
"Prem, you have to come back to being yourself, dear," Her parents wished
for her to return to her old self as soon as possible. But the overwhelming
pain made it incredibly difficult, and the words she spoke reflected the deep
melancholy in the room.
All he could do was watch and support his daughter, promising to be a more
reasonable father, no longer imposing his own will.
Her parents were crying in sorrow, just like Dr. Premsinee, who had become
overwhelmed by the loss and had become a patient herself. Right now, it
was impossible for Dr. Premsinee to return to her old self. Her heart was too
broken to stay in this world. But she wouldn’t act on the thoughts that
crossed her mind. She just needed time for her heart to gradually get used to
the pain.
It might take time for her to return to being Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn,
the doctor who was ready to care for patients. But right now, she couldn’t
fulfill that role. She wasn’t ready to care for anyone, not even the woman
who was her heart...
She needed time to get used to this pain, though she didn’t know how long
it would take. All she knew was that her heart needed a break from this
painful story, waiting for the day it would be strong again...
Time passed slowly, as no one was ready to accept the loss. Some might
come to terms with it quickly, but for others, even a moment to hold on to
their loved one would be enough to say goodbye or share a final kiss to
show how much they loved them.
Dr. Premsinee, dressed in a neat black dress, looked at the scene before her
with sorrowful eyes, just like Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Melanee, who were
getting out of the car together.
Today was the last day they’d send their beloved woman to heaven. Dr.
Premsinee gave a small smile to reassure her two close friends that she was
fine. Despite the emotional turmoil she’d faced, she’d managed to return to
her duties, no matter how exhausting it was.
"Are you sure you’re okay?" Dr. Melanee couldn’t help but ask her friend,
who seemed to have lost weight since the emotional turmoil began. She
knew how much Dr. Premsinee had to endure and struggle to get through it.
"How could I not be able to handle it? Today is the last day..." She spoke,
her voice trailing off as sorrow overwhelmed her.
The person who would never wake up to smile and laugh again was
someone she loved dearly. The sound of crying and the tears streaming
down the faces of close relatives and friends filled the atmosphere with
sadness.
Today was the final day everyone would come together to send their
loved one to a better place.
As the ceremony concluded, people began to leave, except for close family
and friends who stood watching the black smoke rise into the sky. They
were all filled with grief, still thinking of and loving the one who had
passed.
"Your grandmother was like a family to us too, Tan," Dr. Melanee hugged
her friend as they all mourned the loss of Dr. Tankhun's grandmother.
~~~~
Translator's Interruption:
"If you had kept her, she would have suffered. It's better to let her go
peacefully."
The three doctors smiled at Dr. Tankhun, whose eyes were red and on the
verge of tears. Despite his efforts to keep his grandmother alive for two
weeks, the family decided to remove the respirator and let her pass away
peacefully.
"I forgot, Prem has to go to the hospital." Dr. Tankhun said, holding Dr.
Premsinee's hand and smiling at her. She had lost weight due to the
emotional strain and the need to care for someone.
"I will. If I'm not strong, others will suffer. I have to be their pillar."
Despite her exhaustion, Dr. Premsinee was ready to dedicate herself to the
person she awaited reuniting with. She smiled at the nurse who greeted her
as she walked onto the patient recovery floor. Everyone there knew why Dr.
Premsinee came after work hours and entered a particular patient room,
only to emerge the next morning ready for her duties.
Standing in front of the recovery room, Dr. Premsinee took a deep breath to
gather her confidence, ensuring she showed nothing but a smile to the
person inside.
The sound of the TV made her smile as she approached the patient's bed. It
seemed the TV was keeping the patient company. She gently stroked her
beloved's pale face before kissing her forehead with all her love. She
couldn’t imagine how she’d live without this person because she loved
Naphak Tharanisorn so much.
"Prem..."
"Did I wake you?" Dr. Premsinee asked sweetly, kissing the soft cheek of
the person who had just woken up. She pressed her forehead against hers,
allowing the patient to kiss her lips easily.
"Prem, will I ever be the same again?" The uncertainty in her voice made
the doctor, both her lover and physician, kiss her lips again.
Despite Dr. Premsinee’s efforts to encourage her and assure her of the
medical team’s competence, every time she looked at her unresponsive
lower body, it was disheartening. It wasn’t just her legs in casts; her heart
was also uncertain when it might stop again, even though she had a
pacemaker implanted.
The accident happened because her heart couldn’t handle the pressure,
possibly due to lack of rest, affecting blood flow to her heart. She had
frequent arrhythmias, leading to her heart slowing down until she couldn’t
bear the pain.
But she survived miraculously, even after her heart had stopped. She didn’t
know what happened during the nearly two weeks she was unconscious, but
waking up to Dr. Premsinee’s loving words and her family’s joy made her
smile.
"If you trust me, no 'buts'... Dr. Premsinee won’t let her beloved suffer."
Her loving smile brought tears to Naphak’s eyes. She loved this woman so
much. She knew how much Dr. Premsinee had endured, waiting for her to
wake up. Her parents told her that Dr. Premsinee had begged to be allowed
to stay by her side every night. From evening until the next morning, Dr.
Premsinee would be there, taking over from her family during the day.
"I love you too, Phak... Let’s clean up and have dinner."
"Okay." Naphak watched her lover’s slender back as she went to prepare the
cleaning supplies.
A nurse had told her that Dr. Premsinee insisted on doing this herself since
she was unconscious. Was she a dedicated doctor or just possessive, not
wanting anyone else to see her lover’s bare skin?
Naphak’s eyes welled up again as she looked at her legs in casts and the
faint scar on her chest, reminders of what she’d been through. She had to be
patient and trust her beloved doctor’s care, even if she didn’t know when
she’d return to a normal life.
As the bright sunlight faded into the evening, Dr. Premsinee drove into the
Tharanisorn mansion. For the past two months, she’d been staying there.
Usually, she’d see someone in a motorized wheelchair coming to greet her,
but today, only a maid was there to take her briefcase.
"Where’s Phak?"
"Thank you." Dr. Premsinee hurried to find her lover, eager to see her smile
and hear her gentle questions about her day.
Naphak’s words always made her happy, despite the worries she’d
discussed with her mentor about Naphak’s lower body strength. The casts
were off, but her progress was slow, requiring physical therapy to regain
muscle strength gradually.
"Why didn’t you wait for me today? I missed you so much," Dr. Premsinee
said, crouching in front of her lover in the wheelchair, who looked back
with a blank expression.
"Prem..."
"Yes?"
Naphak looked into the loving eyes of the beautiful doctor before her, tears
welling up as she thought about not wanting Dr. Premsinee to be burdened
with a disabled person. She’d tried to be strong, but she still couldn’t walk.
"So what?"
"I don’t want you to be with a disabled person. You have a future, and there
are others who can make you happy..."
"Prem..."
"You made me fall in love, and now you want to leave me? I won’t let you."
Her words, along with her firm grip, made Naphak break down in tears. The
gentle kiss that followed reassured her of the love they shared. How could
she have been so foolish to say such things to Dr. Premsinee?
"I’m sorry..."
"It’s good enough that I didn’t slap you. Think before you speak." She said,
a bit annoyed, but a smile crept onto her face as her soft cheek was kissed
tenderly.
Even with tears in her eyes, she managed to smile. Their faces were close,
and they shared a long kiss, letting their hearts feel just how much they
loved each other.
"Don’t say that again, okay? Don’t you know how much my heart suffers
without you by my side, anywhere?"
"I’m sorry..."
"Hang in there, my dear. Just a little more patience, and you’ll be back to
your old self."
"I love you too, my dear... How could I not love you? You’re the most
annoying troublemaker and villainess."
"It’s too late to back out now. The doctor has fallen for this wicked
woman."
"I willingly fell because the doctor loves this wicked woman with all her
heart."
"And this villain loves the doctor with all her heart too."
The words of love from their hearts and the smiles from their happiness
showed just how much Naphak Tharanisorn and Dr. Premsinee
Chotiphicharn loved each other.
Their story might have started with unpleasantness and mischief, but they
went through so much together, even the most emotionally challenging
moments. Today, their hearts belonged to each other, and they had shared
the sweetest words of love.
Special Chapter 1
The launch event for the famous perfume brand was graced by celebrities
and well-known actors celebrating the occasion. The brand's executive was
a senior actor well-regarded in the entertainment industry, known among
both junior colleagues and high-society elites.
Among those catching the media's attention was the beautiful villainess,
Naphak Tharanisorn, who had been out of the spotlight for about six
months following a severe accident.
Rumors had circulated that Naphak was disfigured, had gone abroad for
surgery, or was even paralyzed—despite no photos confirming these claims.
These rumors had significantly damaged her reputation.
Today, everyone would learn the truth from Naphak herself, as she attended
the perfume brand's launch event with a handsome man by her side. This
sparked new rumors that he might be someone special to her.
Finally, the person the reporters were eager to interview about the rumors
walked in with a handsome, sharp-looking man.
She wore a white dress that showed a bit of cleavage, adorned with a white
gold necklace featuring a heart pendant of significant importance to her.
Despite being away from the camera for a while, Naphak still smiled and
performed her duties flawlessly.
However, the man by her side, who had been reluctantly dragged along, was
starting to lose patience with standing still and smiling as instructed. He
regretted agreeing to his mischievous sister's request.
The naval officer couldn't help but smile inwardly at the beautiful woman
beside him. He'd fallen for her pleas, which should've been his brother's
responsibility. Instead, he, a cousin, was dressed up and brought to the
event, introduced as the nephew of Phakaphon Tharanisorn.
"Phak, you've been away for a long time," a reporter began as soon as the
beautiful villainess and her companion were invited to the interview area.
"As you all know, I had an accident and needed a long time to recover, so I
wasn't ready to take on any entertainment work. I'm here today to
congratulate the perfume brand," Naphak replied with a smile.
"Those are just rumors. I wasn't disfigured and didn't need to go abroad for
surgery, and I'm not paralyzed. But I must admit, the accident was quite
severe," Naphak answered, still smiling, though slightly annoyed by the
numerous rumors that had spread during her recovery.
"Are you fully recovered now?" a male reporter asked, curious about the
beautiful villainess who had once topped the sexy rankings voted by men.
"I'm fine now, but I still have to see the doctor regularly," Naphak replied.
"And the man by your side today...?" the reporter trailed off.
"Let's have him answer that," Naphak said sweetly, causing the naval
officer to look at her with a hint of reproach. He'd been told to just stand
there, and now he had to answer questions.
"We're cousins," the naval officer said succinctly, sending a look at his
sister, who was clearly enjoying teasing him.
"And the rumors about you frequently visiting St. King Hospital because of
a special someone, is that true?" another reporter asked.
"Where did you hear that from?" Naphak asked, still smiling.
"Someone saw you at St. King Hospital often," the reporter replied.
"I go to see the doctor," Naphak said. "Just the doctor, no one else."
"Don't try to sweet-talk me. I'll tell Dr. Premsinee," he threatened, knowing
that mentioning the doctor would make Naphak behave.
"Then why are you so mischievous? After the event, we'll go our separate
ways," he whispered as the time approached for guests to choose their
favorite perfume scents.
"Don't you think you should introduce your partner to me, Chai?"
The naval officer had no choice but to introduce his partner to his cousin,
fearing her complaints otherwise. He'd wanted to introduce his partner to
the family, but their schedules never aligned. After the perfume brand
launch, the naval officer took Naphak to the restaurant where he'd arranged
to meet his partner.
Meanwhile, his partner was smiling as all his friends had arrived early,
teasing him about finally introducing his boyfriend. If not for their indirect
pressure, he wouldn't have wanted to reveal their relationship yet. Despite
having known each other since high school, he still felt shy about it. Who
could’ve thought that the man he had a crush on would be his future
boyfriend? It felt like being on top of the world.
But when he saw his boyfriend walk into the restaurant with a familiar
woman by his side, he was surprised. How did they know each other, and
why were they so close? It wasn't just the naval officer's partner who was
confused. Naphak almost rushed over when she saw someone she knew
well at the table.
"Phak, wait. Where are you going?" the naval officer quickly stopped her.
"Huh?"
The naval officer realized that his partner was sitting with someone Naphak
knew well. Could it be that his partner and Naphak's partner were friends?
Dr. Tankhun smiled, realizing that his partner was related to Dr. Premsinee's
partner.
"Yes, I didn’t expect your cousin to be your boyfriend, Tan." Dr. Premsinee
had known the naval officer before but never thought he'd have a male
partner, let alone her close friend. No wonder she felt familiar with
Naphak's relative. She'd seen him from a distance during their gatherings
when Dr. Tankhun would leave to meet a man. Now she knew who Dr.
Tankhun's boyfriend was.
The conversation at the table was filled with stories about two incredibly
handsome men, as the beautiful doctors questioned them about their
relationships and how well they knew Dr. Tankhun. But of course, the naval
officer had no trouble answering, especially with a stunning partner who
occasionally teased him, earning a stern look from Dr. Premsinee, which
made him sit quietly and listen.
The lively conversation continued as the three doctors felt relieved that Dr.
Tankhun's boyfriend wasn't the young man he'd previously dated. If that
were the case, they'd have to prepare to console Dr. Tankhun when he got
heartbroken, hearing the phrase, "We just don't fit."
But this handsome and intense naval officer was someone they all approved
of, not because he was related to Naphak, but because of his impeccable
words and demeanor. It seemed both Dr. Tankhun and the naval officer
were comfortable being in a relationship without being glued to each other
all the time, as they both had their responsibilities.
After introducing Dr. Tankhun's boyfriend, it was time for everyone to part
ways. Naphak smiled at her beloved doctor, who told her to get off the sofa
and freshen up before relaxing together in the living room.
"Get up, go soak in warm water first, and then we'll watch a series."
Every time she heard this reason from her beautiful doctor, she couldn't
help but feel proud. Every time she went out, she had to come back and
soak in warm water. Even though her legs had healed, Dr. Premsinee still
worried, fearing she might get sore or her muscles might get tired.
"I don't want to soak alone."
"And?"
"You're exaggerating."
"You could just say you agree to soak in warm water with the one who
loves to tease, Dr. Premsinee."
The bathtub, suitable for one person, didn’t seem to be an obstacle for two
women to soak together, as both had slender bodies. Naphak’s face started
to blush when the woman opposite her signaled her to move closer. Even
though she’d seen Dr. Premsinee’s body countless times, seeing it under
bright light made her shy, often getting teased for it.
Since the accident and all the ensuing events, she hadn’t been confident in
her body. Every activity to control excess fat had to be done carefully, with
some activities being strictly prohibited.
"Phi Prem..."
"Move closer. Put your leg over here. I’ll massage it."
Dr. Premsinee’s words made Naphak smile repeatedly, and she smiled even
more when the doctor’s soft hands started massaging her legs, just like
every night. Even though her legs were normal, Dr. Premsinee still
massaged them to relax and exercise the muscles, just like when she had to
diligently do physical therapy to walk again.
Others might see this concern as excessive, but she never got tired of it. The
more concern, the more it showed their love.
"Phi Prem."
"Yes?"
After confessing her love, she moved her leg, which Dr. Premsinee was
massaging, and snuggled closer until their faces were so close they could
feel each other’s breath. Dr. Premsinee didn’t respond to the love
confession but instead cupped the beautiful face lovingly before pressing
her lips down gently, followed by a sweet kiss that never seemed enough.
She used to be confused about kissing this woman, but now she wasn’t
confused anymore. Her kisses were filled with love.
Who knew how long they kissed, but their breaths became heated, signaling
they needed to breathe. But Naphak seemed unsatisfied with the sweet kiss,
moving to sit on Dr. Premsinee’s lap, not letting their lips part for long, still
wanting to play with the kiss she never got tired of.
"Wait..." Dr. Premsinee had to gather her thoughts before things went too
far, holding the beautiful face with sweet eyes.
"Hmmm?"
"Not here."
"I'm healed."
"Don’t be stubborn."
Though she felt a bit sorry seeing Naphak’s disappointed face, she didn’t
want to give in. It wasn’t that she was shy about showing love in new
places, but she worried about the inconvenience, especially wanting
Naphak’s legs to stretch fully, not bent for long periods.
"I understand." She understood her beloved doctor’s concern, even if she
was a bit disappointed, knowing her body was fully healed.
The lips touching her chest made her smile and immediately forget her
annoyance. Dr. Premsinee just didn’t want her to feel too excited, affecting
her heart too much. The bathroom might be too exciting, but the bedroom
was definitely allowed, right?
On the soft bed, their beautiful naked bodies moved closer, even though
there was plenty of space for two people to rest comfortably. But the two
women chose to stay close, feeling each other’s heated breaths.
Naphak breathed heavily as her beloved doctor’s lips touched her bare skin
slowly, reaching her full chest, teasing her, making her voice out that if she
kept teasing her nipples, she might have to turn the tables and lay the doctor
down instead.
As the beautiful flower petals were tasted, Naphak felt so tormented she
wanted to lift her hips away, but another part of her wanted more touch. It
seemed her thoughts were known, making the touches faster to relieve the
sweet torment.
Her breath quickened as she reached the desired end, responding to the soft
lips giving a sweet kiss like every time their bodies expressed love. She
then snuggled into the arms of the woman who lay down, smiling sweetly.
"Does your heart feel any pain?" Dr. Premsinee asked, stroking the hair of
the woman snuggling against her chest with concern. Even though she
knew the activity wouldn’t affect the heart much, she wanted to be sure the
excitement from touching wouldn’t impact her lover.
Dr. Premsinee didn’t respond, letting her lover’s lips touch her chest, which
seemed to be her favorite spot, teasing for so long that sometimes she had to
protest to move elsewhere.
The sounds of happiness continued, with their naked bodies not parting, and
it seemed the night of expressing love through their bodies wouldn’t end
easily, as they still wanted to touch and learn from each other after the
recovery period.
So it wasn’t surprising that Dr. Premsinee and Naphak didn’t want the night
to end quickly.
It seems the beautiful villain didn’t deny the rumors. We might soon see her
officially introduce her lover.
The gossip magazine’s words made the reader smile slightly before putting
it back on the shelf. They had picked it up to read while waiting for
someone, the person mentioned in the news.
If it were before, Dr. Premsinee wouldn’t have bothered to pick up a gossip
magazine about actors. There was no need to know about celebrities. But
now, with a special someone in the entertainment industry, she had to read
them occasionally. She used to tease Dr. Fahlada, but now those teases
seemed to reflect on herself.
The voice, accompanied by a light touch on her arm, made Dr. Premsinee
immediately start examining the beautiful woman beside her. Before she
smiled, noticing that the woman beside her wasn’t wearing high heels but
had chosen sneakers as she’d requested. After finishing work, she always
had to wear sneakers for the comfort of her legs, which, although healed
and pain-free, still required caution.
Naphak had agreed with her doctor lover not to take on any work that might
lead to news or jeopardize her health. Therefore, any acting jobs she took
had to be carefully selected and approved.
Today, she had a cosmetics brand ambassador event at the mall from
afternoon until evening, so Dr. Premsinee drove straight there to pick her up
so they could go home together.
"That’s not allowed." Dr. Premsinee’s calm voice made Naphak, who was
eager to drive herself, fall silent immediately. She knew that no matter how
much she pleaded, driving was off-limits for a long time.
Naphak chose to hold the soft hand of her beautiful doctor. She understood
the concern and love reflected in her eyes.
After a severe car accident that nearly took her life, her family and Dr.
Premsinee strictly forbade her from driving. The sight of the wrecked car
was truly terrifying.
For dinner, they chose a famous Italian restaurant. But before they reached
the table the staff had prepared, Naphak paused slightly. Inside the
restaurant was a woman she once had a crush on, sitting with an older man
who didn’t look like her father.
Someone who thought Nam was still her manager asked Naphak to warn
her, but she’d already said they were no longer connected.
"Phi Prem, you’re joking with a poker face again," Naphak said, wishing
she could kiss her beautiful doctor right there if they weren’t in public.
"You are, but I didn’t mean the water in the glass." She was sure her
beloved doctor saw Nam too but chose to mention the water in the glass
instead.
"Okay."
"About what?"
"Phak, you and she had been friends for a long time. Do you think she’d
listen if you warned her? She probably chose what she thought was best for
herself."
"I think the same. Even if I warned her, she wouldn’t listen."
Knowing Nam’s personality, she believed her choices were the best.
Warning her might make Nam think Naphak was jealous, especially now
that Nam had everything she wanted, even if it was immoral.
"Okay, Phi Prem." Naphak glanced at her friend’s table once more before
deciding to ignore her.
Nam had made her choice, and Naphak shouldn’t interfere. Even when she
nearly died, Nam never visited her. Is this what they mean by fair-weather
friends?
When there’s no benefit, there’s no value in remembering the friendship.
After returning to the condo and finishing their personal routines, it was
time to relax and watch TV together. But Dr. Premsinee always brought a
foreign language book with her.
"Phi Prem?"
"Yes?"
"Hmmm?"
"News about Thawat and a model," Naphak handed over the newspaper
with a headline about a scandalous photo of a businessman and a model
known for her scandal in the entertainment industry.
"But it’s good he did. I got to meet you, and we fell in love."
"Sweet talker."
"You said you wanted to watch a series, but now you’re inviting me to the
bedroom."
"Let’s go cuddle, Phi Prem. Let’s go to bed," Naphak said, sending a sweet
look. Cuddling with Dr. Premsinee was better than watching a series.
"You’ll let me read, but your fingers will be crawling all over me."
Whether or not there would be any crawling, one thing was certain: it was
time to head to the bedroom.
Special Chapter 2
The aroma of breakfast wafted through the air, tickling Naphak's nose and
instantly shaking off any lingering drowsiness. She'd just woken up, and the
sight of the woman in the kitchen, wearing nothing but a white shirt and an
apron, was delightful. The apron covered the front, but from the back, her
smooth, fair legs were a sight to behold.
"You're awake?" Dr. Premsinee smiled at Naphak, who had turned around
to see her standing by the dining table, looking at her with a sweet,
inexplicable gaze.
"But Phi Prem, you like it when I take care of myself before leaving the
bedroom."
"Yes, it is. Are you not going to work today?" Naphak glanced at the clock
again. Usually, Dr. Premsinee was off to work by seven.
"I saw that you didn't have work for almost a week, so I took a day off," Dr.
Premsinee smiled at Naphak, who sat still, muttering about how she
should've been informed earlier so they could plan a trip together.
"The beach?"
"Yes, Fahlada, Melanee, and Tankhun are coming too. We all took a
vacation together... Here's orange juice," Dr. Premsinee said, ensuring
Naphak ate everything prepared for her.
"Are you and Dr. Fahlada not mad at each other anymore?" Naphak asked,
remembering the tension between them.
"Not really," Dr. Premsinee replied. Naphak frowned. She knew that her
beloved doctor had been upset with Dr. Fahlada for not revealing that she'd
revived, letting everyone believe she'd died for almost a week.
"Oh..."
"Yes, we're busy with work. It's better to make up when we're free," Dr.
Premsinee smiled at Naphak, who looked baffled, before taking the empty
plate to clean up.
"That's interesting. It's like they're mad but not really mad. Your group is so
lovely," Naphak said, hugging her beloved doctor from behind as she stood
at the kitchen counter. She knew that her beloved wasn't really mad at Dr.
Fahlada; it was just a playful act. Dr. Premsinee turned around to look at
Naphak, smiling at the thought of the painful days she'd spent crying and
hurting on the hospital bed. She couldn't help but be grateful for her friend's
plan.
If her friend hadn't been strong enough to tell her after almost a week that
Naphak was still alive, they might've had to struggle much more to be
together without obstacles like they were now. They have to feel the deepest
pain for them to realize that their love is hurting their child, and in the end,
it only leads to loss. The word Dr. Fahlada had said when the truth was
revealed. Dr. Tankhun had told her after Naphak was out of danger that
they'd planned to tell her as soon as she woke up. But seeing her parents'
condition in the recovery room, they decided to keep the miracle a secret
and let her play the role of someone in excruciating pain.
The sea breeze in front of them made everyone on vacation happy. Naphak
smiled at the beautiful doctor wearing a white tank top and a flowy skirt,
perfect for a beach walk. She preferred Dr. Premsinee in comfortable
clothes like this rather than a bikini.
"Really?"
"Phak, what are you doing here?" Sanithada asked, surprised to see her.
"Oh! Earn!" Both women were surprised to see each other. Their curiosity
was answered when two doctors walked in behind them, revealing that their
lovers were close friends, which explained their meeting here.
"When I visited Prem, you must've still been unconscious. And when I
visited you, Prem must've been recovering... right, doctor?" Sanithada asked
Dr. Fahlada.
"Yes," Dr. Fahlada smiled sweetly at her lover, who turned to her for
confirmation. She gently touched her waist to let Naphak know about their
relationship, avoiding further explanations.
"Why?"
"Prem, let's meet at the beach. Bow and Tan are setting things up," Dr.
Fahlada said, nudging her lover to follow her, knowing Earn would chat
with Naphak for a long time otherwise. As they walked to the beach for a
small party, Naphak was puzzled again when she saw Professor Dr. Sita
Khanakul, who had treated her heart alongside Dr. Premsinee.
"Phi Prem," Naphak whispered to her beloved doctor, curious about Dr.
Sita, who smiled at her.
"Yes?"
"And the other woman standing near Dr. Sita?" Naphak asked, feeling
something strange.
"Yes, she's about your age. Jane is Dr. Melanee's lover," Dr. Premsinee
explained.
"Really?" Naphak was stunned, staring at Dr. Melanee and the two beautiful
doctors talking together. She'd often heard Dr. Premsinee say that Dr.
Melanee was very charming and attracted many women. Now she
understood why Dr. Premsinee said that; Dr. Charming was Dr. Melanee's
alias. Her eyes were charming, and sometimes, love was a matter of heart
that we couldn't predict.
"Do you have any more questions?" Dr. Premsinee asked, amused by
Naphak's puzzled expression.
"I do, but I won't ask. Love is something we can't understand better than the
feelings of those involved," Naphak said wisely.
"That's good. Dr. Melanee has her reasons for her love, and the two women
have their reasons for not letting go of her."
"I understand. Let's go, Dr. Tankhun is calling us."
The handsome doctor was eager for the two striking women to join the
group, knowing that the private beach area they'd reserved was perfect for
their gathering. Dr. Fahlada had practically booked the entire villa zone of
the famous hotel for their privacy. The conversation was lively and fun as
the doctors relaxed from their stressful jobs, and Dr. Tankhun's gaze at Dr.
Fahlada signaled that it was time to start their activities.
"Prem..." A soft voice called out, accompanied by the sweet gaze of Dr.
Fahlada, who immediately passed it on to Dr. Premsinee.
"I've been waiting, you haven't started yet," Dr. Premsinee replied, taking a
small sip from her sweet drink. The first day's party had no alcohol, as Dr.
Fahlada's partner had requested, reasoning that since they were on a long
vacation, they shouldn't drink from the very first day.
"Sure."
Others who heard this might not be surprised, but Naphak and Sanithada
immediately looked at their doctors. At that moment, Dr. Premsinee and Dr.
Fahlada were taking off their casual outfits, revealing light blue bikinis
underneath.
"Bow, aren't you coming?" Dr. Premsinee asked Dr. Melanee, who was
sitting and smiling, whispering to her two lovers about how the beautiful
doctor in the bikini would make up.
The two beautiful doctors in bikinis, showing off their sexy bodies, smiled
at each other before walking into the clear sea, pretending to playfully make
up to surprise someone. But what the two beautiful doctors wanted to
surprise the onlookers with wasn't just a surprise. The heroine began to
frown more as she saw several moments where Dr. Fahlada was too close to
her best friend, even wrapping an arm around her neck. Is this the way that
close friends make up? They're too close.
If the heroine was starting to get annoyed, it wasn't much different from
Naphak, who frowned in displeasure but tried to stay calm. Dr. Premsinee
had explained how close the group of doctors was, even though she didn't
like seeing them make up like this. But isn't this too close...
"Phak."
The heroine took the villain's hand and walked away from the beachside
table, making Dr. Tankhun and Dr. Melanee laugh. It seemed their friends'
lovers were getting jealous, just as Dr. Premsinee and Dr. Fahlada intended.
But their plan seemed to backfire when the heroine took off her outfit,
leaving only a bikini, laid a towel on the sand, and handed Naphak a bottle
of sunscreen.
It was unclear if the doctors' prank on their lovers would turn into their
lovers pranking them back. And just as expected, before Naphak could
apply sunscreen to the heroine's back, Dr. Fahlada walked over with a stern
face, making Naphak hesitate to move.
"Earn," the stern voice called, making the heroine stand up and look at her
lover's body, covered in sea droplets, with displeasure.
"I know you don't like others getting close when I'm sexy."
"Don't tease me like this again. You were so close to Dr. Premsinee that I
thought you were going to kiss."
The heroine's sulky voice made Naphak smile, but she felt good knowing
the couple understood each other well enough to know it was just a playful
tease. But teasing like this often isn't good for jealousy. Naphak handed a
soft towel, prepared earlier, to Dr. Premsinee, who walked over, telling her
to put her clothes back on.
"I was holding back. Tonight, I'll show you how jealous I am."
Dr. Premsinee chuckled at her lover's serious tone before taking her hand
and returning to the group. As soon as they returned to the table, Dr.
Tankhun laughed at them. Their plan to make their lovers jealous had
backfired, forcing them to abandon it halfway, as Dr. Fahlada couldn't stand
it herself. When the time was right, the first day's party ended, and everyone
went to their private villas to rest. But the smiles on everyone's faces
remained, as the many events that had happened, with all the pain and
heartache, ultimately led to understanding through love. As long as we don't
give up fighting for love, we can fill our hearts with warmth.
Hidden Scenes Dr. Casanova
Dr. Melanee smiled at the two girls who walked in together after the small
party ended. She then sank into the sofa and turned on the TV to avoid the
silence in the room, as Dr. Sita and Jane had gone off to handle their
personal matters. With nimble fingers, she quickly sent a reply to Dr.
Tankhun, seeing that the two girls were not around to notice. They'd just
secretly agreed to relax with a drink at the hotel bar, nothing more.
"You go ahead, Jane. I want to sit for a bit," Dr. Melanee replied with a
smile to the neighboring girl who had become her lover. She placed her
phone beside her as Jane-rada sat down next to her, eyeing her suspiciously.
"What is it?"
"I want you to shower first so you can rest. Didn't Sita say you were on shift
last night and didn't get any rest?"
"Yes."
"Work can be hard like this. You'll get used to it over time."
"I thought I was tired, but seeing Dr. Sita's schedule, I feel like I have it
easy."
Dr. Jane-rada wasn't exaggerating. Dr. Sita's schedule was packed with
patient consultations, teaching medical students, and important research
with international medical teams.
"Okay."
They shared a gentle kiss on the lips before Jane-rada walked away just as
the beautiful doctor in a robe approached.
"Hmmm?"
Dr. Melanee smiled at the beautiful doctor who sat next to her, flipping
through channels to avoid eye contact. She didn't want to be caught
agreeing to go out with Dr. Tankhun tonight.
"Bow."
"Yes?"
The beautiful doctor looked into the enchanting eyes of the woman who
always made her heart weak. Because of love, she wanted Dr. Melanee by
her side. Their lips met in a sweet, passionate kiss before pulling away. Dr.
Charming untied the robe's knot, making the beautiful doctor smile.
"Not sleepy?"
[Didn't make what? Come prove that your charming smile still works.]
[Do you think those two beauties will leave their room?]
Dr. Melanee turned off her phone screen after the conversation with her
close friend. The TV was still on, but her attention was elsewhere. She kept
an eye on the bedroom door, hoping it wouldn't open. If Jane and Dr. Sita
didn't come out in fifteen minutes, it meant they were asleep, and she could
relax with Dr. Tankhun.
She wasn't planning to sneak out. She just wanted to prove herself as Dr.
Tankhun was invited. She changed from her casual clothes into a form-
fitting dress, applying makeup to look stunning. Tonight, her hidden charm
would be tested, and Dr. Tankhun would lose the bet again.
But before she could step out of the villa, she froze as the bedroom door
opened. The two women she thought were asleep emerged, and the room
lights were turned on by Dr. Sita, who stared at her calmly. Dr. Charming,
who had been planning to make Dr. Tankhun lose tonight, almost
abandoned her plan. Dr. Sita turned back to the bedroom, but the cute
neighboring girl stood there, frowning in displeasure, making Dr. Charming
slowly walk back into the room.
"I was going to call you to bed, but I guess it's not necessary now."
"Jane..."
"Nope... Finally, I get to snuggle with them. It's the first time."
---
Hidden Scenes Fifty Shades of Dr.
Fahlada
The heroine, who had just stepped out of the bathroom, glanced at the bed
where her lover was leaning against the headboard, laughing at something
on her phone. Normally, when they were relaxing together, Dr. Fahlada
wouldn't even bother with her phone. But now, it seemed like she was
chatting with someone else, and she was smiling and laughing. Isn't that
suspicious?
Dr. Fahlada flashed a sweet smile at the person who had just walked out of
the bathroom before turning her attention back to the messages on her
phone. At that moment, Dr. Tankhun was making her stifle a laugh with his
comment that Dr. Melanee was close to mastering the "three-way"
technique. Moreover, Dr. Tankhun suggested that she should imagine it
along with him. Just thinking about the idea that Dr. Charming would
achieve three-way mastery as Dr. Tankhun claimed was amusing. In fact,
they had asked Dr. Melanee several times who would be in control if all
three of them were together.
But Dr. Melanee had replied that if they were together, physical pleasure
wouldn’t be the focus. If they loved each other, they’d need patience and
understanding of each other’s roles. Otherwise, this fragile love could break
at any moment.
“Doctor,” she called out, making sure Dr. Fahlada turned to look at her,
sending a clear signal that her lover was standing in the bedroom with her.
If she didn’t put down the phone, there would definitely be some sulking.
“Yes?”
“You, of course.”
“I saw you just tapping your phone... I’m done showering now.”
“I know.”
Dr. Fahlada couldn’t resist kissing the temple of the person looking up at
her with a smile. Her lover was getting better at being affectionate day by
day, so much so that she didn’t want to be away from her at all.
“Do you really not know, or are you just teasing me?”
“You’re pretending...” she softly scolded as her hands untied the knot of her
robe, revealing her smooth, fair skin with nothing covering it.
With a seductive smile, the actress removed the bathrobe, leaving only her
beautiful, smooth skin on display. She stepped back toward the bed, her
eyes still fixed on Dr. Fahlada, who was slowly taking off her thin shirt as
well.
The bedroom lights, once bright, were now dimmed, leaving only the small
lamp’s glow. The breath on her face made the actress excited. Every time
the quiet atmosphere with no talking after they reached the bed came with
thin cloths tied around her wrists, followed by lips that started to touch,
making her heart race. She could hardly stand the teasing from Dr. Fahlada,
who seemed to enjoy every time she cried out in torment.
Her wrists were tied, unable to move, and the thin cloth covering her eyes
made her heart beat faster. Even though their love scenes happened often,
every time Dr. Fahlada turned into another person, it made her feel excited
and enjoy the love scenes more than when they were gentle and tender. Dr.
Fahlada never hurt her body but created excitement and an atmosphere that
sparked her imagination.
“Doctor… mmph.”
Her fingers lightly touched the smooth chest, moving back and forth,
making the slender body on the bed squirm in torment.
“Mmph, Doctor…”
“Doctor…”
The light touch on her chest made the blindfolded person frustrated, feeling
like she was being touched but then not.
“I’ll hurt, you know. Hurt so much that I won’t want you to leave my side
tonight.”
Dr. Fahlada probably didn’t know how much her soft whispers and the
passionate kiss that followed tormented the beautiful actress.
“I don’t mind the pain because I love you, love you so much, my dearest
doctor.”
With such pleading words, how could the angelic doctor, now transformed
into another persona, not comply? Her lips began to touch the beautiful bare
skin of the actress, who now let out sounds of happiness, along with the
love marks starting to appear as promised.
“It doesn’t hurt. Keep loving me, Doctor... please, I’m suffering…”
The torment mixed with pleasure and the heart’s contentment would
continue throughout the night as their hearts desired. Dr. Fahlada and the
beautiful actress still needed each other and never got enough of the
familiar touches. The excitement they both enjoyed in their love scenes was
because they loved each other and understood their hearts’ desires.
Hidden Scenes Cootchie-cootchie-
coo
Naphak looked at Dr. Premsinee, who chuckled softly after glancing at her
phone in surprise.
Normally, at this time, Dr. Premsinee wouldn't pay much attention to her
phone unless it was something urgent, usually a call, not a text message like
this.
"Yes?" Dr. Premsinee smiled at the owner of the arms hugging her from
behind the sofa before allowing her cheek to be kissed affectionately.
"Hmmm?"
She didn't want to be jealous, just curious why her usually stoic doctor was
smiling.
"Really?"
"Alright, fine. I admit I'm jealous... because I love you, Phi Prem."
"It's good that you asked, so you don't have to overthink things," Dr.
Premsinee said, turning her face to kiss the cheek of the person still behind
her affectionately.
"I was chatting with Tankhun. It was just a funny conversation, but it's over
now."
"I thought no one else could make you smile except me."
"You're so narcissistic."
"I'm not narcissistic. I'm just head over heels for this Dr. Premsinee,"
Naphak said, unable to help but laugh. She never thought she'd use lines
from a novel in real life.
"That's so cheesy."
"I do."
Dr. Premsinee couldn't deny it because her heart truly loved this woman.
"Phi Prem?"
"What's up? Why the sweet voice?" Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile at
the person who walked around to sit beside her, giving her a pleading look.
"So you know the bathtub is spacious... let's take a bath together," Naphak
said, trying her best to look pleading but still showing signs of shyness
since what she wanted wasn't just a bath.
"Didn't you say you wanted to bathe before bed?"
"Play what? Don't be shy," Dr. Premsinee found the confident actress's
shyness quite endearing.
"Huh?"
As soon as she finished speaking, she buried her face in Dr. Premsinee's
waist to hide her blushing cheeks. She just wanted to try something new, to
make things a bit more exciting.
There goes her dream... the expensive villa with the spacious bathtub didn't
help make Naphak's dream come true.
"Phi Prem..."
Before she could describe the hotness of the bathtub, which every loving
couple should try at least once, Dr. Premsinee walked away, making her
rush to follow. Maybe Dr. Premsinee didn't like the hotness. She preferred
something ordinary, not as thrilling as other couples. But she just wanted to
try once, to see how hot the bathtub could be.
But then, the sound of the door opening and the robe being placed down
made Naphak's face heat up instantly. No matter how many times she saw
Dr. Premsinee's body, her heart would race with embarrassment because the
doctor's curves were incredibly stunning. Everywhere she looked was
mesmerizing, so how could she not be infatuated?
"The beauty... Phi Prem, I'm so in love with you," she said, moving closer
to Dr. Premsinee, who was leaning against the edge of the tub, looking back
at her. Dr. Premsinee tried to hold back her smile but eventually couldn't,
smiling as the actress moved closer until she was sitting on her lap. But the
restless fingers made her pretend to give a stern look, which only made the
other person more playful, teasing her skin even more.
"Phak..."
"Mmm."
The teasing on her chest made Dr. Premsinee glare at her. She wasn't just
touching but creating a tingling sensation bit by bit, making it hard for her
to hold back her feelings. But it seemed impossible when this crab knew
exactly how to make her lose control.
"Phak..."
Her hope was fulfilled, smiling happily as she pressed her lips to kiss the
beautiful doctor, who could only express her joy. The love session in the
bathroom began willingly, even though it was a slow and careful one,
ensuring it didn't affect Naphak's legs. Naphak's pleading made Dr.
Premsinee give in, as deep down, she also wanted to experience a new kind
of love scene. Dr. Premsinee had to give in to her. She couldn't resist the
pleading words, and most importantly, she gave in because of love.
Special Chapter 3
The sunlight that began to stream in disturbed the rest time, causing the
person on the bed to start waking up. They tried to turn away to find a spot
to continue sleeping. But how could Dr. Premsinee, who had opened the
curtains to let the sunlight wake the sleepyhead, allow her lover to keep
their eyes closed in sweet slumber? Especially when today, the two of them
had an appointment, and the sleepyhead had agreed to go greet her parents
for the New Year.
"Phak."
"So sleepy, I don't want to wake up yet," she said, not wanting to wake up,
but her hands pulled Dr. Premsinee down onto the bed with her, hugging
tightly and not letting the doctor go anywhere.
"You say you don't want to wake up, but you don't sound sleepy at all."
"Phi Prem, you smell so good. You smell so good, I don't want to get up,"
she said, not just speaking but also starting to nuzzle Dr. Premsinee's neck.
"Are you getting up or not?" Dr. Premsinee had to start using a stern tone
when her lover still wouldn't get out of bed easily.
"Yes, ma'am."
"You're so cheeky, you never talk like this in front of them," Dr. Premsinee
could only shake her head in exasperation at the person who ran into the
bathroom. But it was because of this person's sincerity that her parents
softened and accepted their love. Dr. Premsinee couldn't help but smile at
the family vibe, now with someone she loved added to it. It seemed like
Naphak got along well with her family, except for her father, who remained
quiet. But she'd seen him smile occasionally when Naphak played with his
two-year-old granddaughter, who seemed particularly attached to Naphak.
"An apple."
"Well..."
Naphak was at a loss for words when faced with her beloved doctor's stern
gaze. She'd forgotten how much Dr. Premsinee valued cleanliness,
especially with her beloved niece, who was starting to speak sweetly and
needed extra care. She worried ten times more than Naphak did.
"It just fell a little. I thought the germs had no time to get on it."
"No way, Phak. You know Pun gets sick easily," Dr. Premsinee reached out
to pick up her little niece, who was asking to be held, and kissed her soft
cheeks lovingly.
Dr. Premsinee kissed her niece's soft cheeks as soon as she heard the words
that made her face warm. The person who taught her little niece to speak
was standing there, smiling proudly.
"Mama Phak."
The little niece continued to speak brightly, knowing that her words pleased
the adults, especially the beautiful Mama Phak, who was laughing heartily.
But Mama Prem punished Mama Phak by telling her to stop laughing and
even said that if she didn't stop, she'd have to sleep outside the room.
Mama Prem wasn't strict with Pun, only with Mama Phak.
The little niece, the family's darling, jumped into the arms of the jealous
Mama Phak, who then showered her with kisses. If it could be said that Pun
helped the Chotiphicharn family absorb the love between Dr. Premsinee and
the actress, it wouldn't be wrong. The little niece, who didn't let anyone
close easily, allowed Naphak to carry her around and even let her kiss her
cheeks, always calling for Mama Phak. Sometimes, her sister-in-law would
jokingly chide her little daughter about feeling left out.
"No need to ask. My brother and my sister-in-law will leave Pun with us."
"Really?"
"Great, I get to cuddle Pun. Mama Phak loves Pun but loves Pun a little less
than Mama Prem."
Dr. Premsinee smiled at the actress's delight at taking care of Pun. She
wondered how Naphak would handle it since Pun wasn't easy to take care
of, especially since Pun needed to hold something before sleeping. But
before Pun's bedtime, Dr. Premsinee sighed deeply when she decided to
stop by the department store as Naphak wanted and left Pun with Naphak
because she had to take care of personal business in the restroom. When she
reached the toy department, as Naphak had mentioned, she almost wanted
to scold both her lover and her niece for being too indulgent. In front of her
were expensive toys that Naphak had bought for Pun. She wondered if Pun
wanted the toys or if Mama Naphak wanted them herself.
"Phi Prem."
"I don't want you to spoil Pun with expensive toys like this."
"I'm sorry, but I can't return them. I've already paid," Naphak smiled
sweetly at her beloved doctor because this time, she was wrong for being
too excited about the toys that seemed to make parents willing to spend
money. Though Dr. Premsinee loved Pun very much, she raised her with
discipline. It was only Naphak who liked to take Pun out of Dr. Premsinee's
rules, often getting chided by the doctor. This time was no different, with
Dr. Premsinee giving her a stern look for spoiling Pun too much.
"I want you to be more reasonable with Pun. Don't spoil her until she gets
used to it, okay?"
"I want Pun to grow up as lovely as you, not thinking she can get whatever
she wants."
Naphak lifted Pun into her arms, kissed her soft cheeks lovingly, and held
Dr. Premsinee's hand as they walked out together, not forgetting to tell the
staff to send the toys as instructed. Now, Pun seemed very sleepy. Pun was
sleepy, so Mama Prem had to lull her to sleep. But something Mama Prem
used to lull Pun made Mama Phak, who had just entered the bedroom after
finishing her personal business, look a bit displeased. How could she be
pleased when Pun's little hands were holding Dr. Premsinee's chest?
"Phi Prem..."
"Why does Pun have to hold your chest?" Naphak moved closer, sitting on
the bed and staring at the little hands that seemed to enjoy holding the chest.
"Today, Mama Phak has to give in for Pun," Dr. Premsinee smiled at
Naphak's frowning face, indicating that her chest belonged only to Naphak.
"Phi Prem..."
"Wait until Pun falls asleep. Otherwise, she'll be cranky and won't sleep
well."
"I can't sleep well without holding your chest either."
"I don't care. After lulling Pun, you have to lull me too," Dr. Premsinee
smiled at the words that made the speaker laugh. She accepted the sweet
kiss Naphak gave her but had to pull away when Pun seemed to stir, making
her pat Pun's bottom gently to keep her in sweet slumber. Naphak couldn't
help but smile at the adorable sight of her little niece and her beloved
doctor. She kissed the soft cheeks of her two beloved ones on the bed and
dimmed the bedroom lights, leaving only a small lamp as Dr. Premsinee
had instructed, fearing that Pun would wake up startled in the middle of the
night without light.
Even though she couldn't cuddle Dr. Premsinee tonight, she still felt the
love that was clearly conveyed. Naphak Tharanisom allowed Pun to cuddle
Dr. Premsinee alone... no one else could even think about it. After the
designated days when her brother and sister-in-law returned from their
honeymoon, Dr. Premsinee had to return Pun to her real parents, even
though she wanted to take care of Pun a bit longer. The little hands waving
and blowing kisses, as Naphak liked to teach, couldn't help but make her
smile.
Until her brother's car drove out of the parking lot, Dr. Premsinee turned her
attention to the person beside her, but only for a moment before she turned
back into the condo, ignoring the actress who looked downcast, knowing
well why she was being ignored by the doctor.
"Phi Prem..."
There was no response, and she even walked away into the kitchen. Naphak
glanced at the magazine lying on the coffee table in the living room before
letting out a sigh. She really messed up by not checking the photo files the
magazine sent over. As soon as her beloved doctor saw the picture of her
posing with a senior actor, she went silent. Naphak watched Dr. Premsinee's
slender back as she paced around the kitchen. She then went over to hug
her, planting a soft kiss on her cheek to avoid being ignored like this.
"Let go, I haven't finished organizing things yet."
If they didn't talk now, she was sure she'd be sleeping outside the room
tonight. Even though Dr. Premsinee refused to sit down and talk, Naphak
managed to coax her into sitting on the sofa for a conversation. Naphak
smiled at her beloved doctor, who still wore a blank expression, and turned
her face away, not looking at her sitting beside her. This kind of behavior
made her break out in a sweat. Initially, she didn't think the photoshoot
would look this hot, but after the magazine retouched the images, they
looked much sexier than what her beloved doctor had ever asked for.
"If you have something to say, just say it. I need to get back to organizing
the kitchen."
Dr. Premsinee looked at the guilty face of the person beside her before
letting out a small sigh. She didn't mind Naphak doing photoshoots, but the
pictures came out looking too intimate and sexy with the male model.
"Next time..."
"I won't take any more modeling jobs. I don't want you to ignore me again."
The stern look wasn't as bad, but being ignored by Dr. Premsinee like this
again was something she'd rather avoid, even if it meant giving up modeling
jobs.
"You're exaggerating."
"If you don't believe me, ask Dr. Premsinee, my lover, and you'll see how
possessive she is."
Dr. Premsinee didn't answer Naphak's question as her beautiful face moved
closer, allowing her lips to be claimed by a sweet, soft kiss that asserted
ownership. And she was more than willing to let this person be the sole
owner of her heart.
"If anyone finds out, they'll think I'm unreasonable. No one will know
except me."
"I just know. Everyone wants Prem as their lover, but I won't give you to
anyone."
"Jealous kid."
Naphak didn't just say it, she was now gently kissing Dr. Premsinee's lips to
show that what she said was the true feeling of her heart that couldn't
change. Their kiss continued without boredom, as they both knew how
sweet a kiss filled with love could be. And it seemed it wouldn't stop at just
a kiss when Naphak's slender hand slipped inside Dr. Premsinee's shirt, but
she couldn't move as she wanted.
Dr. Premsinee's blushing face made the teasing person smile even more.
"Then I'll turn off the lights. You must give in."
"You're so demanding."
Naphak's confidence made Dr. Premsinee shake her beautiful face in mock
annoyance, but she had to admit that she allowed Naphak to be demanding
of things she could accept. And it seemed this was one of those things that
would make her happy if she let Naphak have her way. Because they love
each other, they want to be close, and they never tire of expressing their
love through the touch of their bodies.