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River John

by Alex Currie

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1.
Fluoxetine 03:15
Is it biological, or something you picked up/ Can you spare your armour to protect from loss of time that you threw away/ To nothing in particular/ It’s gone/ You find yourself on the mend without the chemicals/ It’s easier said than done to check in on yourself/ This time you feel ok/ Can you continue to be this way?
2.
Weak 03:11
What’s another four letter word for enervated? And where’s it all go? How do we remedy the situation from here? When did I lose all of my short term comprehension and require a list to remember anything at all? When patience runs thin and you have a hard time accepting help, you gotta wait, and you can admit that’s not your strongest trait/So pot meet kettle we’ve both been set on a rapid boil/ I’m burning out/Do we even know what’s happening? Can you slow your pounding heart and adjust your ridged posture? So maybe you can actually hold eye contact with somebody you don’t already know so well. How did we end up here? Can somebody tell me where we’re going? Is there a way to disappear without anybody else knowing?
3.
When I come home from outside where did you go? I find you lying on my bed covered in cobwebs from head to toe/ And that’s not really ideal, I know you don’t agree/ I’d rather not be sleeping with spiders all over me/ Makes it hard to dream/ You knocked down Matryoshka out of the window in pieces on the floor/ It seems she’s really not put back together all that well anymore/ But what’s that even matter to you as your lying next to me? Taking up all of my personal space and biting me if I try to leave
4.
As you run your fingers through your hair, you’re shaking out the sand you dragged up the stairs and in to your bed/ The sheets from 1968/ Who remembers the Atlanta flames? Forgotten teams for families to celebrate/ Olfactory memories of seasonal habitation/ Overflowing spaces/ No you can’t be two places at once/ You remind me of the ocean/ The place where I belong Temporarily sedentary/ It’s a slower paced erosion on a different type of sand/ Hyponatremia, this brittle bohemia is the place where you fell out of love and started diggin’ on yourself/ Pulled apart with indecision, you‘re just making the best of it for now/ Overflowing spaces/ No you can’t be two places at once/ You remind me of devotion/ Where I’ve been all along
5.
Never wanted it to end this way again/ I thought I could do it better/ Now the place has cracked in two/ We’re trapped like this together/ While the ceiling falls/ Water finds a way/ So the boats won’t sail/ Took the long way home again/ Or maybe not at all/ One or two won’t hurt/ But surely in accumulation/ While the ceiling falls/ Water finds a way/ So the boats won’t sail/ Only wish we could realize we’re not only hurting ourselves/ Can’t pull the wool over everyone’s eyes, they’re only trying to help/ One day at a time/ Always knew we’d get back here again/ The light is fading from the tunnel/ Falling from the sky, a blessing in disguise /// Purple socks from a Newhaven woman/ I thought they were stretched, my girl said it’s a frill/ New friends that I met from the road/ Remind me of old friends I met long ago/ A hand-stitched screen printed cd-r changed my whole outlook on music and community/ I Try to keep it close but they’re gone/ When you feel like you don’t have a right to be sad because you never kept in touch/ Like the inspiration and memories left behind somehow were never quite enough/ Like some god damn gatekeeper to my grieving/ I wonder how much I’ve left behind of things I’ve picked up along the way/ So I’d like to borrow something from you I know that you wouldn’t mind for me to say/ *Lately I’ve got issues with myself that should settle/ Some hand me downs that folks were given when they were my age/ My lack of confidence is balanced by my ego/ That’s only because we only talk when I’m in revolt

about

River John is a collection of songs written in 2024 during a torrent of creative inspiration. The album deals with Alex’s clinical depression, anxiety, loss, longing and a feeling of being confined. River John is an internal response to these themes.

Alex hopes you enjoy it and reassures you he is fine.

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released January 15, 2025

Engineered and recorded by David James Allen at Littleknown
Labs in Prince Edward County Ontario. Additional home
recording by Alex Currie, Michael Nunes and Mike Dorton.
Mixing: David James Allen
Mastering: Asher Gould-Murtagh
All songs and lyrics written by Alex Currie with the exception of
the interpolated last verse of *old friends written by Richard
Laviolette from his song Ordinary Fellow. (You’ve changed
Records)

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Alex Currie Prince Edward, Ontario

Hi! I’m Alex, a multi-hyphenate artist, single father and community organizer.

I make music because it makes me happy, the most I can ask for is for you to give it a listen.

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