1. |
Juncture I (Test Flight)
01:18
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2. |
Low Earth Orbit
05:05
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Here,
I am nothing but the quiet air.
Never thought this would feel so strange,
Never thought the world would be so big
in my window.
I’m falling,
but I’m never
hitting the ground;
I’m floating,
weightlessly,
just trying
to be alive
and
To be lost in,
pieces of my mind;
To be drowning
in an ocean of starlight.
And somewhere,
I will find you,
so we can stand here,
just for the sake of standing still.
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3. |
Grave of the Cosmonauts
06:14
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The raindrops would
wash away these wounds
and fill up the street.
The people
still buzzing like radios
wishing they could
just fade away,
just fade away.
Cars will crash into neon lights
bending into the night,
whispering for you to hide
in the chasms of moonlight.
So sink into,
sink into the noise.
I will
learn,
how to fly,
maybe,
maybe in another life.
…
Fall into your arms
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All of my life,
Still searching for something
missing.
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6. |
Broken Bird
06:56
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The warning signs
will take me home,
in the red lights,
in the red lights.
If only,
If only I could breathe,
If only I could breathe,
I’ll just run, I’ll just run
So wait for me to come home,
wherever that would be,
I’ll come flying at the speed of light.
If only,
If only I could breathe,
If only I could breathe.
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I know
that you’re out there
somewhere.
And I know
that you’ll find a way
back to the morning.
I couldn’t quite find the words
to bring myself to speak,
so just let me close my eyes.
…
And now the dream goes on.
Can we, just pretend?
That we’ll untie these strings and I’ll hold you…
So just let me close my eyes.
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8. |
Pipe Dreams
04:35
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So waste it all away,
Crash into the waves.
I am so sick of the ceiling
so tired I could just wisp away.
But I’m still hopelessly wishing,
still hopelessly wishing,
to see you in my dreams,
so that one day I would hopefully,
forget how to wake from my sleep.
Is this how it has to be?
And it’s just me,
and all the lies I tell myself;
it’s just me, I could go
wherever I want, but I must first disappear.
Tired of waking up
and this place just won’t stop spinning
around, around
around.
So fuck it all, but it’s not even satisfying to yell it out loud;
It’s so cold out, I know it will be warm but
There’s always another
winter.
I guess I’ll sleep now, it’s easier to pretend
that I could be
wherever I want,
wherever I want
wherever I want.
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9. |
Juncture III (Pleiades)
02:02
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If I could build a ship and sail to you,
I would fly
to the moon and back again,
but I can’t get my feet off of the ground.
Wasting away…
What if everything was distant as moonlight?
Will I crash into those pieces of your eyes?
Every corner of every room,
filled with traces of you.
…
Why does it always have to be so hard?
…
All the oceans in the world
would not fill up the spaces,
the spaces between us.
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11. |
Stars
03:46
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There will always be these stars,
saying the rest is only fiction.
Even distance is just a way for them to say:
Goodnight,
Goodnight.
So follow them to another dimension,
Oh, how strange
the way the spaces unfold.
So drift away,
we’ll just drift away
drift away,
just drift away.
And now it’s just me and the stars,
just me and the stars.
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13. |
Juncture IV (Undoing)
02:43
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14. |
Coming Home (Reprise)
07:25
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Never knew how to forget,
never living another day,
never growing older.
Never knew how to tell you,
never finding a way,
through all of this mess.
I’ll never understand these songs,
and I’ll never figure how
to go back where I belong.
But I miss you, I miss you.
It’s been so long but I still miss you,
I still miss you.
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Help me find
the parts of my brain that I left humming
So I can finally sleep at night.
What would it take to realize,
my friend,
that I’m living someone else’s life?
Is this just a way to stay alive?
So follow the stars as if they were lighthouses,
take me back to you.
…
Go back to the place where we began.
We can keep searching and searching
but it’s really no place at all.
We can keep laughing and laughing
at how ridiculous it is
to be just anything.
Go back to the place where we began.
I’m sorry I’m here but I know
that I’m nowhere at all.
And I can keep sleeping and sleeping
but I won’t really be dreaming
of you,
or anything else.
But I know you’re still listening.
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Let us turn into memories,
and fade into the streetlights;
Let us dissolve,
and become
glimmers on the asphalt;
Let us stay here,
just for a moment;
This is the end,
but it’s not
the ending of it all.
Does it really matter,
how I say goodbye?
Distance
Is more than just speed
and time.
So will I see you again when I fall to sleep?
Maybe when I see you again we’d both know
better than to cry.
Leaving, doesn’t have to be
so melodramatic.
Would this get easier?
Or would it be too much?
Would it be too much to grow out of this?
Leaving, doesn’t have to be
so melodramatic.
So I said: “Goodnight,
Goodnight.
There is no need
to be terrified.”
But I’m scared
to turn around, to see
would you still be standing
there?
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weirdfish Boston, Massachusetts
experimental indie/post rock artist
based in my bedroom
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