Teardrop Star

by Briana Marela

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1.
Horizon 04:08
Trying to get yourself set in motion, because you’ve been sitting here for so long in a hesitation to leave this city, that you could always come back, chin up I was thinking to be sad, feel some regret, but I don’t think I should I don’t expect you to feel this way and I wouldn’t want you to Lonely like I’m dead inside, I want you around Tell your brother I know what’s right, I want you to thrive Can’t we leave the door open? Can’t we leave it and see what comes through? Can’t we see what comes through? Good things on the horizon for you. (x2) Found a river that meets the ocean, I got a letter I won’t send out with an explanation of fears unfolding, I said I wish that I was good enough Lying in your arms you don’t understand how I’d be missing you Your self centered self doubt pulls me down and I don’t know what to do Lonely and unsatisfied, I want you around You’re like no other that comes to mind, I want you to thrive Can’t we leave the door open? Can’t we leave it and see what comes through? Can’t we see what comes through? Good things on the horizon for you. (x4) Good things on the horizon for you. Good things on the horizon for you.
2.
Relay 03:36
Left you out, and I feel ashamed In my careless way, unseen I rushed to find an end to my disgrace Now you need space You don’t see my strength Relieve me when there’s more to say We’ll talk (Will we want to?) oooh relay We’ll talk, (Well why don’t you?) oooh relay (x2) Haunting me, we’re traumatized Would you sever ties with me? I’m hurt and been hurt far too many times Trust walks the line and when it feels right I’m waiting here for you to speak your mind We’ll talk (Will we want to?) oooh relay We’ll talk, (Well why don’t you?) oooh relay (x2) Relay, relay, relay, relay, relay, relay
3.
Walk Away 05:04
It’s not a choice I can make. Choose him, choose love, refuse my fate But how’d we end up this way? We can only blame ourselves for our mistakes Every time I’m alone I’m filled with angst Its too heavy a weight to carry on my own And it makes me want to walk away from everything I’ve gained but… I would never walk away, I would never walk away from love. I would never turn away, I would never turn away from love. (x2) I want to cry it all out I’ve loved you since the day we met it’s true But I don’t know how this can work out Everything I do might be a mistake You send me songs and dreams of loss, our situations changed from afar I have to love you in the only way that still makes explained because… I would never walk away, I would never walk away from love. I would never turn away, I would never turn away from love. (x2) Never turn away from love. I would never walk away, I would never walk away from love. I would never turn away, I would never turn away from love. (x2)
4.
Susu's House 04:45
5.
It’s not, you’re wrong, interpreting my protection Nothing kept in plain view I keep my heart close like cards to read I choose how you know me privately You want to pick something ripe You’re looking for something sweet Sugar in the bowl, fruit from the tree But if you taste the truth, there’s poison in the roots When you take what you took from me (x8) What is brought forth in the name of love? Bona fide can’t be right, it’s useless I keep my heart safe and guaranteed Everyone’s got something to prove I have reason to believe, you’re hiding something Privacy, security, secrets you confess, but what do you expect? When you take what you took from me (x8) When you take what you took from me (x4)
6.
Why do I look so far ahead? (x3) It’s out of my hands. It’s out of my hands. Why do I look so far ahead? (x3) It’s out of my hands. It’s out of my hands. It’s out of my hands, it’s out of my hands. (x2) It’s out of my control, it’s out of my hands (x7) It’s out of my control, why do I look so far ahead? Why do I look so far ahead? Why do I look so far ahead? (x3) It’s out of my hands. It’s out of my hands.
7.
Slow Burn 04:38
You take fire and I’ll take rain (you take fire) (x3) To be the queen of the slow burn, yeah I’m going to sneak into your heart, ahh I can’t see what the future holds We better keep it in the unknown I want to keep it all on par I want to keep it in a jar I want to see it in the stars I want to feel it in your arms It takes time to spark, be airborne It takes time for embers, slow burn Staring down at what would collapse Burning brighter till you notice If I’m patient and see it through, in a world without a fuse I want to see the back of the club I’m not a brand you can consume It’s not having an audience I want to spend my time with you It takes time to spark, be airborne It takes time for embers, slow burn (x2) You take fire and I’ll take rain (x17) You take fire and I’ll take
8.
Driving was just an excuse to listen to her music I felt so low I thought I was underground I couldn’t breathe I thought I was underwater Driving was just an excuse, I had nothing else to do I fell in and out of love here, the tape grinds and repeats I mailed three postcards and hope one will reach you Unseen in my own house, a ghost no one asked me to be And there I was in the kitchen, feeling empty I drove to the end of the road, to see where it would go I drove to no end at all In the driver’s seat I felt home, in the driver’s seat

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These songs were written and recorded by Briana Marela & Joel Skavdahl, mostly in 2018. Recorded in many various bedrooms and spaces, such as Ashley and Eli’s music trailer on Whidbey, my dad's apartment, Susu’s House in Olympia, The Sou’wester beach cabin, The Unknown, and more!

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released October 11, 2024

Produced by Briana Marela Lizárraga and Joel Skavdahl

Mixed by Briana Marela and Nicholas Wilbur

Mastered by Idania Valencia

Album art by Natalie Day and Drew Miller

J-card riso printed by Neoglyphic Media in Bellingham, WA

Tracks 1 & 8 written by Briana Marela. All other songs written by Briana Marela and Joel Skavdahl, all songs are performed by Briana and Joel.

Caitlin Payne Roberts plays guitar on Tracks 1, 2, and 7 and sings backup vocals on 2

Lori Goldston plays cello on Tracks 2 & 3



Some elements of these songs were recorded/overdubbed at The Unknown in Anacortes, WA by Nicholas Wilbur.

Some vocals for Out of my Hands were recorded by Kiri Stensby at her studio in NY.

Some parts of End of the Road were recorded/manipulated at Mills College by Briana.

Additional production for End of the Road recorded by Alex Somers at his home in LA.



Thank you to Joel Skavdahl, Asenath Lizárraga, Daniel Lizárraga, Linda Erickson, Juan Lizárraga, Don Johnson, Nicholas Wilbur, Caitlin Payne Roberts, Kiri Stensby, Taylor Deupree, Alex Somers, Idania Valencia, Natalie Day, Drew Miller, Sally Decker, Ashley Eriksson, Eli Moore, Lori Goldston, and the Sou’wester Artist Residency Program.

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Briana Marela is a Peruvian American composer/artist raised in Seattle, WA. Her music varies from experimental, electronic and ambient to lyrically forward pop music.

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