1. |
quarter-life crisis
02:54
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Here's a little secret
Don't know what I'm doing
I got no direction
But my wheels keep moving
Should I take the safe route
Become a teacher?
Should I call my mom now
or call my dealer?
Pretend that I'm fine
With my shit figured out
As I stare at this compass
That's spinning around
So sick of feeling lost
Wandering
Wandering
Wandering this aimless road
Wondering
Wondering
Which direction I should go?
Woke up and I don't know where the time went
Is this how I really want my life spent?
Don't mind me
Just another day
In my quarter-life crisis
Still a kid living in a man's body
Ditching hobbies and fucking up my laundry
Feels like I'm holding still
On a moving train
Time speeds by
I'm still the same
Everyday of life
Feels pre-ordained
Pretend I don't see
Everyone else succeed
My ambitions
Found dead
On the scene
So sick of feeling lost
Wandering
Wandering
Wandering this aimless road
Wondering
Wondering
Which direction I should go?
Woke up and I don't know where the time went
Is this how I really want my life spent?
Don't mind me
Just another day
The best days
Of our lives
So they say
Left behind
Choose a script
Choose your life
Make it quick
Get it right
Focus on
What you lack
Then you lose
What you have
Focus on
What you have
Then you gain
What you lack
Sick of feeling lost
Wandering
Wandering
Wandering this aimless road
Wondering
Wondering
Which direction I should go?
Woke up and I don't know where the time went
Is this how I really want my life spent?
Don't mind me
It's just another day
In my quarter-life crisis
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2. |
aromatherapy
02:59
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I don't recall
Choosing to be born
Every rose I've grabbed
Stabs me with thorns
Every choice I make
Carries consequence
What I lost at birth
I'll gain in death
Burning at both ends
Take the edge off
Steaming up the air
Find me again
I just need to vent
Where the fuck do I start?
Work sucks
Health sucks
Everybody sucks
Life sucks
Time sucks
But with you it
All fades away
Like Aromatherapy
Tangled up
On the daily
Wrapped around my pain
Till you found a way to
Save me
Burning at both ends
Take the edge off
You help me unbend but
Twist me again
Steaming up the air with your
Moonstruck smile
Cause my
Work sucks
Health sucks
Everybody sucks
Life sucks
Time sucks
But with you it
All fades away
Like Aromatherapy
Show the way
Love is the only place to find yourself
And see
Trust the cosmos
The best is yet to come
All I'll say is it's a small price to pay
Work sucks
Health sucks
Everybody sucks
Life sucks
Time sucks
But with you it
All fades away
Like Aromatherapy
With you it all fades away
Like Aromatherapy
It all fades away
Like Aromatherapy
It all fades away
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3. |
all i c
02:57
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I just need something to love and fill a space
Something real that helps me wring out all this hate
In a world where noone cares or can relate
Out of the blue you hit me like a hand grenade
Now im a slave
I'm out of phase
Lost in your stars
Without a trace
God Dam you're all I see
Fueling up my dreams
Burning my disease
RIP
RIP
This side im scared to see
You'll be the death of me
Another casualty
RIP
RIP
Wallpaper of my mind
Once I have you
I'll be fine
Cutting out everyone whos a distraction
Disregard my own health to pay for habits
Do I want what I want
Cause I cant have it
God Dam your all i see
Fueling up my dreams
Burning my disease
RIP
RIP
The side im scared to me
You'll be the death of me
Another Casualty
RIP
RIP
Between every heart beat
Likes weeds through the concrete
Between every heart beat
Likes weeds through the concrete
Between every heart beat
Between each breath
Likes weeds through the concrete
You live in my head
Between every heart beat
Between each breath
Likes weeds through the concrete
You live in my head
Everywhere that i go
Everywhere that i go
Everday that i wake
Everday that i wake
See you in the shadows
See you in the shadows
Nothing I won't trade
Nothing I won't trade
Everywhere that I go
Everytime I close my eyes
God Dam you're all I see
Fueling up my dreams
Burning my disease
RIP
RIP
This side im scared to see
Like it was meant to be
Another casualty
RIP
RIP
God Dam your all i see
Fueling up my dreams
Burning my disease
RIP
RIP
The side im scared to me
You'll be the death of me
Another Casualty
RIP
RIP
I just need something to love and fill a space
Something real that helps me wring out all this hate
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4. |
buried alive
02:45
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Fuck
Suffocating
Out of air
Buried down so deep below the darkness leaves us unaware
Don't matter what mask you wear because
The views the same from this electric chair
Scratchin caskets as they close
Diggin us nowhere else to go
Fightin for chances to survive
Trenchin out our souls
We're buried alive
Scratchin caskets as they close
Diggin us nowhere else to go
Fightin for chances to survive
Trenchin out our souls
We're buried alive
I'm buried alive
Financial Fiddler's puppet hands
Got us marching to the beat
Crush evolution like an ant
On crooked crutches we stand
They built this straw foundation
In the middle of quicksand
Scratching caskets as they close
Digging us nowhere left to go
Fighting for chances to survive
Trenching out our souls
Were buried alive
I'm buried alive
Go!
Scratchin caskets as they close
Diggin us nowhere else to go
Fightin for chances to survive
Trenchin out our souls
We're buried alive
Scratchin caskets as they close
Diggin us nowhere else to go
Fightin for chances to survive
Trenchin out our souls
We're buried alive
I'm buried alive
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5. |
wallflower
03:19
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When did you stop believing?
And can I blame the seasons?
Cause I cant find no reason
Other than myself
I have never been the type that's been too good with people
Keeping up the small talk just for me was never simple
When i know i can't stay
But i don't know how to leave
If i have something to say
I delay
Little wallflower waiting to bloom
No ones got you like i do
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
Planet earth may not believe in you
But I'll make sure the sun shines through
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
I just keep my head down
Try make it through the day
Reflecting every color round
Cause i'm just neutral gray
But I just wanna slipfast
To the safety of the past
And observe without being observed
In the land of misfits toys
I'm the last one picked by choice
I'm the last one picked by choice
Little wallflower waiting to bloom
No ones got you like I do
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
Planet earth may not believe in you
But I'll make sure the sun shines through
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
Blooming behind the roses
We accept the love that we think we deserve
I want you to know you deserve more
We accept the love that we think we deserve
I want you to know you deserve more
Little wallflower waiting to bloom
No one's got you like i do
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
Hey
I always wait until the perfect silence
Challenged by my own defiance
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
Planet earth may not believe in you
But i'll make sure the sun shines through
Nothing to everyone
Nothing to everyone
And I cant even fake it
when did you stop believing?
And I cant fake it
can i blame the seasons
And I cant fake it
cause i cant find no reason
And I cant fake it
Other than myself
And I cant fake it
And Im so quiet
When did you stop believin?
My minds a riot
And can i blame the seasons
And im so quiet
cause i cant find no reason
My minds a riot
When did you stop believin?
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6. |
waiting on a sign
03:15
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No sympathy for you
No sympathy for
You
For you
For you
Yeah, I've been wasting my time
Just praying for stars to align
There's fire in my veins
That's begs for something new
And I cant keep bargaining with God
Hoping this dream would carry on
All the habits we don't change
That's the life we choose
Never thought id be the one to take it all too far
Cause I sold my soul
For a chance at gold
And I lose control
Each passing day
With nowhere left to hide
Feels like
I just
Can't move on
Feels like
I'm just
Waiting on a sign
No sympathy for you
No sympathy for you
Cause I can't see, home anymore
Just leave me, dead on the floor
If you cant choose a side
They will choose for you
And I can't keep ignoring the door
But my ego will settle the score
And I'm so filled with pride
Never slowing down
Cause I sold my soul
For a chance at gold
And I lose control
Each passing day
With nowhere left to hide
Feels like
I just
Can't move on
Feels like
I'm just
Waiting on a sign
Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign
Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign
Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign
Cause I sold my soul
For a chance at gold
And I lose control
Each passing day
With nowhere left to hide
Feels like
I just
Can't move on
Feels like
I'm just
Waiting on a sign
Hesitation equals devastation
Hesitation equals devastation
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7. |
only way out is through
03:49
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My time has come
Running as fast as I can
From the cold hard truth
Making every excuse that I can
To deflect the blame
Cause I got all the tools I need to save myself
But I dont ever use them anyway
If I could just zoom out and really see myself
I would see that theres a better way
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
When you're in hell
Only way out is through
Only way out is through
When you're in hell
keep pushing
I promise youve got more to give
Pretend things are a certain way
So we don't have to face the doomsday
Lying to yourself, not ever going there
Brings the background to the foreground
Shallow thoughts drag me deeper than the ocean
We can lose it all so quickly, so quickly
If darkness defines me
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
When you're in hell
Only way out is through
Only way out is through
When you're in hell
keep pushing
I promise youve got more to give
You've been holding me for years
Time will make you disappear
You are no longer my fear
If you are no longer
Lost cause my mind is a maze
Blasting down walls every day
Stalked by my ghost to my grave
I won't let you take my place
When you resist, it persists
And when you embrace, it dissolves
In all of this grief, I resist
Diving head first as i fall
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
When you're in hell
When you're in hell
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
When you're in hell
Only way out is through
Only way out is through
When you're in hell
Keep pushing
I promise youve got more to give
I am the wind and the water
I am the fuel and the fire
When you're in hell
Only way out is through
Only way out is through
When you're in hell
Keep pushing
I promise you've got more to give
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