quarter-life crisis

by CHILIØ

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1.
Here's a little secret Don't know what I'm doing I got no direction But my wheels keep moving Should I take the safe route Become a teacher? Should I call my mom now or call my dealer? Pretend that I'm fine With my shit figured out As I stare at this compass That's spinning around So sick of feeling lost Wandering Wandering Wandering this aimless road Wondering Wondering Which direction I should go? Woke up and I don't know where the time went Is this how I really want my life spent? Don't mind me Just another day In my quarter-life crisis Still a kid living in a man's body Ditching hobbies and fucking up my laundry Feels like I'm holding still On a moving train Time speeds by I'm still the same Everyday of life Feels pre-ordained Pretend I don't see Everyone else succeed My ambitions Found dead On the scene So sick of feeling lost Wandering Wandering Wandering this aimless road Wondering Wondering Which direction I should go? Woke up and I don't know where the time went Is this how I really want my life spent? Don't mind me Just another day The best days Of our lives So they say Left behind Choose a script Choose your life Make it quick Get it right Focus on What you lack Then you lose What you have Focus on What you have Then you gain What you lack Sick of feeling lost Wandering Wandering Wandering this aimless road Wondering Wondering Which direction I should go? Woke up and I don't know where the time went Is this how I really want my life spent? Don't mind me It's just another day In my quarter-life crisis
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aromatherapy 02:59
I don't recall Choosing to be born Every rose I've grabbed Stabs me with thorns Every choice I make Carries consequence What I lost at birth I'll gain in death Burning at both ends Take the edge off Steaming up the air Find me again I just need to vent Where the fuck do I start? Work sucks Health sucks Everybody sucks Life sucks Time sucks But with you it All fades away Like Aromatherapy Tangled up On the daily Wrapped around my pain Till you found a way to Save me Burning at both ends Take the edge off You help me unbend but Twist me again Steaming up the air with your Moonstruck smile Cause my Work sucks Health sucks Everybody sucks Life sucks Time sucks But with you it All fades away Like Aromatherapy Show the way Love is the only place to find yourself And see Trust the cosmos The best is yet to come All I'll say is it's a small price to pay Work sucks Health sucks Everybody sucks Life sucks Time sucks But with you it All fades away Like Aromatherapy With you it all fades away Like Aromatherapy It all fades away Like Aromatherapy It all fades away
3.
all i c 02:57
I just need something to love and fill a space Something real that helps me wring out all this hate In a world where noone cares or can relate Out of the blue you hit me like a hand grenade Now im a slave I'm out of phase Lost in your stars Without a trace God Dam you're all I see Fueling up my dreams Burning my disease RIP RIP This side im scared to see You'll be the death of me Another casualty RIP RIP Wallpaper of my mind Once I have you I'll be fine Cutting out everyone whos a distraction Disregard my own health to pay for habits Do I want what I want Cause I cant have it God Dam your all i see Fueling up my dreams Burning my disease RIP RIP The side im scared to me You'll be the death of me Another Casualty RIP RIP Between every heart beat Likes weeds through the concrete Between every heart beat Likes weeds through the concrete Between every heart beat Between each breath Likes weeds through the concrete You live in my head Between every heart beat Between each breath Likes weeds through the concrete You live in my head Everywhere that i go Everywhere that i go Everday that i wake Everday that i wake See you in the shadows See you in the shadows Nothing I won't trade Nothing I won't trade Everywhere that I go Everytime I close my eyes God Dam you're all I see Fueling up my dreams Burning my disease RIP RIP This side im scared to see Like it was meant to be Another casualty RIP RIP God Dam your all i see Fueling up my dreams Burning my disease RIP RIP The side im scared to me You'll be the death of me Another Casualty RIP RIP I just need something to love and fill a space Something real that helps me wring out all this hate
4.
buried alive 02:45
Fuck Suffocating Out of air Buried down so deep below the darkness leaves us unaware Don't matter what mask you wear because The views the same from this electric chair Scratchin caskets as they close Diggin us nowhere else to go Fightin for chances to survive Trenchin out our souls We're buried alive Scratchin caskets as they close Diggin us nowhere else to go Fightin for chances to survive Trenchin out our souls We're buried alive I'm buried alive Financial Fiddler's puppet hands Got us marching to the beat Crush evolution like an ant On crooked crutches we stand They built this straw foundation In the middle of quicksand Scratching caskets as they close Digging us nowhere left to go Fighting for chances to survive Trenching out our souls Were buried alive I'm buried alive Go! Scratchin caskets as they close Diggin us nowhere else to go Fightin for chances to survive Trenchin out our souls We're buried alive Scratchin caskets as they close Diggin us nowhere else to go Fightin for chances to survive Trenchin out our souls We're buried alive I'm buried alive
5.
wallflower 03:19
When did you stop believing? And can I blame the seasons? Cause I cant find no reason Other than myself I have never been the type that's been too good with people Keeping up the small talk just for me was never simple When i know i can't stay But i don't know how to leave If i have something to say I delay Little wallflower waiting to bloom No ones got you like i do Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone Planet earth may not believe in you But I'll make sure the sun shines through Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone I just keep my head down Try make it through the day Reflecting every color round Cause i'm just neutral gray But I just wanna slipfast To the safety of the past And observe without being observed In the land of misfits toys I'm the last one picked by choice I'm the last one picked by choice Little wallflower waiting to bloom No ones got you like I do Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone Planet earth may not believe in you But I'll make sure the sun shines through Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone Blooming behind the roses We accept the love that we think we deserve I want you to know you deserve more We accept the love that we think we deserve I want you to know you deserve more Little wallflower waiting to bloom No one's got you like i do Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone Hey I always wait until the perfect silence Challenged by my own defiance Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone Planet earth may not believe in you But i'll make sure the sun shines through Nothing to everyone Nothing to everyone And I cant even fake it when did you stop believing? And I cant fake it can i blame the seasons And I cant fake it cause i cant find no reason And I cant fake it Other than myself And I cant fake it And Im so quiet When did you stop believin? My minds a riot And can i blame the seasons And im so quiet cause i cant find no reason My minds a riot When did you stop believin?
6.
No sympathy for you No sympathy for You For you For you Yeah, I've been wasting my time Just praying for stars to align There's fire in my veins That's begs for something new And I cant keep bargaining with God Hoping this dream would carry on All the habits we don't change That's the life we choose Never thought id be the one to take it all too far Cause I sold my soul For a chance at gold And I lose control Each passing day With nowhere left to hide Feels like I just Can't move on Feels like I'm just Waiting on a sign No sympathy for you No sympathy for you Cause I can't see, home anymore Just leave me, dead on the floor If you cant choose a side They will choose for you And I can't keep ignoring the door But my ego will settle the score And I'm so filled with pride Never slowing down Cause I sold my soul For a chance at gold And I lose control Each passing day With nowhere left to hide Feels like I just Can't move on Feels like I'm just Waiting on a sign Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign Feels like I'm just waiting on a sign Cause I sold my soul For a chance at gold And I lose control Each passing day With nowhere left to hide Feels like I just Can't move on Feels like I'm just Waiting on a sign Hesitation equals devastation Hesitation equals devastation
7.
My time has come Running as fast as I can From the cold hard truth Making every excuse that I can To deflect the blame Cause I got all the tools I need to save myself But I dont ever use them anyway If I could just zoom out and really see myself I would see that theres a better way I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire When you're in hell Only way out is through Only way out is through When you're in hell keep pushing I promise youve got more to give Pretend things are a certain way So we don't have to face the doomsday Lying to yourself, not ever going there Brings the background to the foreground Shallow thoughts drag me deeper than the ocean We can lose it all so quickly, so quickly If darkness defines me I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire When you're in hell Only way out is through Only way out is through When you're in hell keep pushing I promise youve got more to give You've been holding me for years Time will make you disappear You are no longer my fear If you are no longer Lost cause my mind is a maze Blasting down walls every day Stalked by my ghost to my grave I won't let you take my place When you resist, it persists And when you embrace, it dissolves In all of this grief, I resist Diving head first as i fall I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire When you're in hell When you're in hell I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire When you're in hell Only way out is through Only way out is through When you're in hell Keep pushing I promise youve got more to give I am the wind and the water I am the fuel and the fire When you're in hell Only way out is through Only way out is through When you're in hell Keep pushing I promise you've got more to give

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released August 7, 2024

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Medicinal post hardcore / pop punk from Calgary Canada

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