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It's Aromantic Awareness Week and so my website is aro-colored.

Last Login: 17 Feb 14:45 UTC

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they wanna do a Blake's 7 reboot…why?

📍 Erfurt, DE

About the website

This is

  • a personal website
  • a passion project focused on fun and self-expression
  • comparable to a personal social media account

This isn't

  • commercial in any way
  • a personal marketing strategy meant to enhance visibility and professional success
  • interested in looking or acting like a website the former two points would apply to

📌 Favourite Posts

If you want personal recommendations beyond the recent feed below, check out my favourite blog posts!

Warum Webseiten einfacher sind, als du denkst

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Dieser Post erfordert 0 technisches Know-How, was heißt für Leute mit technischem Know-How ist er vielleicht langweilig. Aber weil die deutschen IndieNews so einsam und leer sind

Proust's questionnaire

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I saw Proust’s questionnaire on James' Blog and I thought I should try it out.

Funnily enough I got Proust's "In Search of Lost Time" as audiobook CDs for my birthday, because I thought it was funny that there was actually an audiobook. It's 7 days long, btw.

pointing at the box of CDs on my drawer

2025 in review

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The best way to introduce this post might be to reflect on my post from January, where I begrudingly declared some new years resolutions, and see how good I was at keeping them:

Map of the internet

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Reply to Help me map the internet! by Tiffany

Also posted to Indienews, maybe more people will draw maps before the end of November.

I saw Sara submit something for this! I think it's a cool prompt and since I'm done with my huge project (for now) I can finally draw stuff for fun again without feeling bad and thinking "I should be creating something else". So I also made it kinda silly.

Here's my map: A person in a rocket ship flying through starry space, where all planets orbiting those stars connect to each other with lines

Cycle of life and death

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Reply to this months IndieWeb carnival hosted by Alex on Cycles and fluctuations

This is a really fitting topic for an autumn month and a month so close to the end of the year!

I don't really have a solid vision of where this post is gonna go, just some general thoughts that could be connected to the topic. But since I haven't done the Carnival in a while (I had a short story planned that happened to really fit in with the topic last month, but of course I didn't get around to writing it) something may be better than nothing.

Here's an autumn poem to get it started:

While young, I knew no grief I could not bear,
I'd like to go upstair.
I'd like to go upstair
To write new verses, with a false despair.

I know what grief is now that I am old,
I would not have it told.
I would not have it told
But only say I'm glad that autumn's cold. The Ugly Page/ Picking Mulberries by Xin Qiji (this translation)

Collection of retro graphics

Warning! These include colorful flashing GIFs

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88x31 Buttons

Doctor Mario say: You were diagnosed with gay Get a computer now! Peace now! Google Chrome is evil CSS is awesome Death Positive, Pro Death, Death approved Eat Glue Somewhere out there Sonic is crying. Pink sonic says: I look so gay. Don't recolor! trans rights but it's misspelled Mozilla Firefox browser archive.org logo followed by the word preserve The Truth is out there, I just forgot the URL Pride Now! The button is designed like those that tell you to download a program and in the bottom right corner is says version 3.0 What the hell is vi/vim? are those your pronouns o kama sona toki pona. this means 'learn toki pona' in the language toki pona you're telling me a queer coded this? Indie Web now!

People

Jame's Coffee Blog benji.dog represented by cookie monster ARTLUNG ❤️ Joe Crawford ninaction on neocities (opens in new window)

Stamps

Donkey from Shrek next to the words 'I bother people' certified cringeworthy my farts hospitalize small children mario and luigi big smiley emoticon I heart the Undertale soundtrack A crude drawing of Bart Simpson and the handwritten words: eat pant

Blinkies

Sci-Fi Fanatic Water Drinker Chat Addict Pride is not being afraid of who you are Save the earth Trans Over the Rainbow I love reading Lemon Demon I love cheese freaks and geeks forever! I was writing you a letter in my mind, and during the process i began to dream of webdesign so when it came to writing PS I love you I wrote CSS I love you instead... after that i CSSes some roll over buttons. Well CSS is pretty awesome!
My most recent art: a graphic titled 'first snow' that depicts a small child in a puffy jacket, two women in hijabs building a snowman and a person in a hat poking holes in the snow on a railing and blowing the snow out of the holes they created

A World without the Pain of Death

i woke from dream, cried, short of breath:
what nightmare is my own desire -
a world without the pain of death
where no man fears he will expire.

The earth was dry as blocks of sand,
a lifeless heap we couldn't know
and not one leaf would grace this land
without the kiss of nature's flow;

Where death did not exist in theory
life as we know it was not found
and every body that stood near me
seemed to be yearning for the ground;

Where none had ever died before
no worm could feast on sustenance,
no seeds could spring out of the floor,
no thing could start, where no thing ends.

The earth was such a dreary place -
no laughter came from people's lips
walking forever through the maze
and dreaming of apocalypse.

Despite it all they cherished living
and I suppose we'd never see
the ailments that can be forgiven;
no matter what, man wants to be.

They couldn't know for what they're yearning
and hungry in the inner eye
are things of which they're never learning:
What privilege it is to die.