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Bitter Reality
05:07
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Now you realize that I'm alive after all this time,
All it took for me was to make you suffer and expunge all my pain onto you.
Now you finally see my truth, that this world is just a fucked up lie.
Now you realize, now you see why I’ve become this man,
This hateful person.
I’ll never be able to redeem myself.
And now you finally realize as a corpse and rotting that this was a lie.
Happiness will never last.
In this world, the only guarantee in this world is that you will be screwed over by everyone.
I remember when I first saw the truth, I couldn’t believe my eyes.
Now you finally realize, now you finally realize, now you finally realize,
The cold hard truth.
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Escape From Life
04:47
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Lately I’ve been running from my plagued thoughts
But I can't run forever.
I will reach my end.
Ever on the run till my road ends.
But I don’t know when that time will come
Until then I’ll be a blind wanderer.
Blind wanderer…
And finally I reach my end.
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Enshrouded in Silence
04:29
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Enshrouded in silence, no one knows who I am.
I’m just a vessel for the true man in my mind.
I’ve always kept my silence to fit in with the scum that is humanity.
As long as I keep my silence, as long as no one knows,
I’ll just be another spectator of life.
The silence is my home, it brings me safety.
The silence is the only thing I can trust.
Till the day I die, I will stay enshrouded in silence
Enshrouded by silence, no one will ever know who I am.
Enshrouded by my silence!
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Ghost
04:03
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I feel completely unnoticed in this world
I’m nothing more than a ghost to them.
And no one would care if I were to disappear.
So many sleepless nights, drives me mad.
I’m nothing more than a ghost to them.
I feel completely unnoticed in this world.
There is no one for me in this wretched world.
I’m nothing more than a ghost.
Everyday I feel completely unnoticed in this world.
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Cold and Distant
03:51
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The coldness of this world seeps into my veins, makes me hateful.
I’ve become so distant, distant from everyone.
People are so ruthless so I’ve become so cold.
My rage made me cold and distant.
You all made me cold and distant.
For my own sanity, I’m cold and distant.
This world has made me so crazy, I must stay isolated from humanity
My rage made me so cold and distant.
You all made me so cold and distant.
For my own sanity, I’m cold and distant.
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Worthless
04:52
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I am worthless
I am drowning
in my hatred for this world
there is nothing in my mind but depression and misery
worthless is all i am
useless is all they see
I am such a disappointment
Why, why… Do I have to be so useless?
I am worthless.
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Desolation in my dark mind, my thoughts are filled with hatred.
I can't feel anything, I’ve gone completely numb.
I hate this world and I hate myself.
It brings me torment and it fills my dread.
I don't know if I can take it anymore, everyday I descend further in the hole.
As the marching of time takes its toll.
Desolation in my dark mind, my thoughts are filled with hatred.
I can't feel anything, I’ve gone completely numb.
I hate this world and I hate myself.
I stay in solitude as I cry, I won't regret anything when I die
Desolation…In my dark…Desolation…In my dark…Mind
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