paper friends

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is_a_bel The more I listen to this, the more I love it :) You’re really talented & I love your lyrics. Favorite track: nyctophobia.
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1.
dont go to bed dont fall asleep your eyelids aren't heavy yet anyway there's things to see you've missed it all you're wasted, gone don't worry about it all i'm so tired of it all.
2.
never try 03:04
i cant stand you sometimes in my bedroom at night wondering why i keep on running when i don't wanna fight and if you do this once more i think i'll sink through the floor theres nothing quite like hating all the parts of me i adore striped sweater, candy cane hanging with the broken brains running with their fingers frayed from playing games to keep them sane quiet eyes who never cry waiting for midnight if you don't close your eyes tonight the ghosts inside you never die walking home from the playground trace the mud on the floor you said “don't worry ‘bout your friends, cuz you don't need them no more” i cant feel my hands and fingers, could you please close the door? i cant feel my hands and fingers like i used to before striped sweater, candy cane hanging with the broken brains running with their fingers frayed from playing games to keep them sane blue eyes, you never die eating up my insides it’s okay you never try you can close your eyes tonight
3.
draft 02:11
they buried ur body next to mine i'm not sure why the moon was hiding behind the clouds and tears fell from their eyes i'm not sure if it's true what they say i'm not sure if it's worth it anyway cuz there's something about the silence that makes me wish i could've stayed so now we're lying in the floor there's nothing left of us anymore just a couple of empty bodies sinking into earth's core i wanna see the life left in your eyes i wanna feel your fingers between mine but we just lay there forever we'll just lie here forever
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medicine 01:50
we’re still growing tall pictures on the walls you don't look happy you don’t look at all fingers in the grass tie dye t-shirt on standing on the playground i don't feel so small (i'm still pretty small) i don’t want things to change (going away, we’re going away) but i’m old enough to know now things never stay we’re still growing tall (i miss my doggy) pictures on the walls (raincoat, froggy) you don't look happy (what happened to the days when) you don’t look at all (i didn’t need medicine) fingers in the snow (we’re still freezing) christmas lights that glow (my body is healing) standing in my backyard (black shoes and white keys) i don’t want to go (my body’s against me) i don’t want things to change (going away, we’re going away) but i’m old enough to know now things never stay i want to be okay (going away, we’re going away) but i’m old enough to know now things never stay
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talk 2 u 03:02
the leaves are falling down like they do every year yet somehow it surprises me how winter grows near and every day when i walk home and feel the breeze on my face i know we’re just a speck of stardust and we’re floating through space and that's a pretty crazy thought but honestly i don't mind its kinda comforting to know that we don't have too much time and now the clock is ticking onwards and the night turns to day we’re only given so much time until the stars go away id leave a letter at your door for you to read when you get home but that seems kinda scary so i’ll call u on the phone but ur voice it makes me queasy and i don’t understand so i guess i’ll type some words for you with my freezing hands i guess it takes away the meaning of anything great because my texts can't really compensate for october’s grace and when the night is finally over and the leaves are all gone you can take some time to think and i can write another song i’ll admit the thought of holding u seems pretty nice so let’s just hold on to the fact that maybe things’ll be alright but the truth is things probably aren’t gonna be that way and that’s okay cuz really all i want’s for you to be okay. i’d love for you to find a person you can talk to and i’d love for me to be that person right next to you but also i don’t mind if that person is someone new cuz you know that if you’re happy, well then i’m happy too.
6.
stars are so damn far away, i wish that we could float through space and hold onto the light until my arms turn to flames. find me in a place wrapped in rings of ice and slate, and when my body falls apart, just let it drift away. cuz bodies are a gentle crutch, when all we do is see and touch, i hope you never forget that your colors came from something such as pink that breathes and tan that bleeds and wings that you and i can’t see and words that crackle when you speak. all i want’s to feel my feet above the earth (though soon below) where, soon, all of the creatures go to fall asleep and never know the world their bodies nurtured. i’ll lift my body towards the sky and watch the world around me die. you and i won’t be alive.
7.
capo 2 g c g d you are the light on my windowsill that flickers every winter night do something right every time’s a little harder but at least you’re still alive em c g d can you hear the people talking? do you hear them call your name? sometimes it just goes right through me i just want to feel the same lay under red sheets for hours maybe sleep can fix your brain rubber boots and plastic waters that will never feel the same g c g c, em c g d pretty stars fall from the clouds up in the sky tonight and under a sheet of white the earth is tucking itself to sleep and after years of trying i can hardly see you belong in the sky and i’m laying on concrete you are the earth and when it’s cold we’ll sing for hours we can stay here till it hurts sometimes the world scares me so but i guess i don't mind the snow don't mind the snow do you really mean to tell me all those things you want to say? or are you just another person who just wants to be okay? lay under red sheets for hours heavy blankets growing cold maybe that’s why i enjoy it find a weight i can control pretty stars fall from the clouds up in the sky tonight and under a sheet of white the earth is tucking itself to sleep and after years of trying i can hardly see you belong in the sky and i’m laying on concrete and you are hardly moving and i can’t close my eyes i just want to be younger i’m so terrified
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nyctophobia 05:54
the night’s not made for people who think like you do so just don’t think too much, it’ll all be over soon, soon stare out your window or the light under your door it takes some time sometimes to find something worth looking for i know its hard to convince yourself twice but there’s demons at your doorstep, and all you’ve gotta do is fight and maybe i’m not one to say because i hide from you all day i know you want to go away is it okay to feel this way? all i want’s for you to stay i remember how cold your hands felt on tuesday the night’s not made for people who think spent too much time tonight standing over my bathroom sink do you realize how big the world is compared to you? and even from afar, the stars are microscopic too so did you ever get around to doing all those things you thought would make you proud so pack your bags tonight, lets go out with a bang i’d rather fuck things up than let them forget my name but i hide from you all day i know you want to go away is it okay to feel this way? all i want’s for you to stay you left your jacket at my house it’s sitting on my attic floor and no matter how hard i try to i cant bring myself to knock on your door do you think about the changing weather? (the leaves are falling down) do you wonder why your body’s sore? do you have a plan to make things better? do you think about me anymore? do you think about me anymore?

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released December 31, 2020

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aug - dec 2020
album art by me from my math class when i was bored

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