Junk Mail [VIDEO] by Star Rosencrans
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It never hits like a headline
More like a scrap from some fucked up ordinary
Floating your way across rivers and mountains
Junk mail from an alternate reality
I learned the name for a feeling
And now I can taste that there’s blood on every table
Every word now haunted by how it might be changing
The tang of iron was unmistakable
I went back to the country
New life was burning through the birch trees
My brother’s kid was playing I heard what she was saying
Some changes don’t happen over centuries
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Ceremonial Burial
04:04
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Strolling the rows
I can’t help but notice
the names on the bones
Scratched out in stone
The wasp and the conqueror
the worker, the drone
Pick out the doubters among them
By the height of the spire
By their brimstone and fire
Miss me with all of that nonsense
Oh the poison’s the same
But the Kool-aid has long expired
I say this as though
I’m any more certain
How anything goes
Circling above
I hope that’s an eagle
but deep down I know
It’s always a damn turkey vulture
you can tell by the wings
how it teeters and swings
Time was I’d not know the difference
Oh that question is gone
But a few more have stayed on lingering
Give it some time
A mountain’s a goosebump
A skull is a shrine
Call me a lion
I’m hoping somebody
Makes honey in mine
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Camera Man
05:13
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This is not my normal
Wearing pagan formal
Naked in the valley’s vein
Moonlit, blitzed, and gleaming
Boy, I’d rather be dreaming
Out of body, in my lane
I remember how that fire lit the trees
caught your flashing’ eyes and jellified my knees
Me, I thought I knew you
Knew which mysteries drew you
there’s no mystery left to me
Heels of hands on eyelids
Pictures blooming in blindness
What I’ve seen won’t let me be
Now I’m sorting through those chances to be brave
Forming negatives I’ll take into the grave
Sorry camera
Absent man
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Wild Imagination
06:04
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You used to want for nothing
That’s not to say you were not poor
Your wild imagination
Was the blood on Egypt’s door
You’re rushing in for gold
Bodies waterfall and fold
The world has you surrounded
Gotta love the way you’re told
Sleek and small, little Berlin Wall
Between me and all the pigs and pearls
All the same, get it in my brain
I cannot contain this much love
Ooo my my my
You passed me in the subway
I wasn’t sure but then I saw
That flash or recognition
And then the instinct to withdraw
My world is all around me
If I’m a dog at least I’m free
Sleek and small, little Berlin Wall
Between me and all the pigs and pearls
All the same, get it in my brain
I cannot contain this much love
Ooo my my my
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Aduantas
04:53
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Nobody wrote down
How many times he was sick
On the passage to Boston
I’d like to know though
That and the sound of streets
He would shortly get lost in
What I wouldn’t give for just a photograph or two
Pity he could not afford a camera
Even all the colors of a modern day machine
Could not contain the strangeness of America
What of the moment
Far enough inland
When the salt smell faded to background
Nothing familiar
But sewage and billiards
And the same lonesome feeling of all crowds
Pushing through to find the place his cousin had arranged
Tomorrow he’ll be filling in the Back Bay
Would I even recognize the grain of my own voice
If I could hear the song he sang on his way
“I stepped aboard a vision and followed with a will”
“Shoulder to shoulder
Crammed into trenches
There was no hope escaping that anger
All of that fighting
To put blood down in writing
But the dirt’s never worth what they wager
If they ask, just tell ‘em that I died in both world wars
There’s more to learn from solving your own mysteries
Leaving you with nothing was the best I could afford
With no imagined friends or so-called enemies”
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Which Stars
04:21
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Whose entrails are you reading lately?
Which stars are yours?
Forgiving all the freaks and babies
It’s hard I know
The hate is so ingrained in me
I can’t just let it go
I’ll try though
I finally found the faith to fake it
In bars at shows
The definition of a friendship
It starves and yet grows
I’m seeking out the seekers so
We all know what it looks like
To be hollow
I’ve started liking my job
I get to keep the world haunted
I’m a blood-powered machine
Keeping consciences clean
Why would you end a good war
When everyone is so gorgeous
There’s too much too explain
It cannot be made plain
The hate is so ingrained in me
I can’t just let it go
I’ll try though
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What if that happened?
04:42
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Freeze, hold it there
Love hangs like music, dissolves in the cold air
Coughing cars and people taking tea
The rain was like the year’s back breaking
Wait! Let’s move on
It’s getting late - We can hear more about it tomorrow
But what if we sleep in and it’s all gone,
What if we admit our dreams were wrong
What if that happened?
What if that happens to me?
Parked on the hillside
Our city of dreams
Everything shimmering exits and arteries
But none of it’s for me
and that’s ok
Everything’s for free in its own way
Show - Never tell
Go - Straight to hell but don’t leave me unfinished
Not that I would know how finished feels
Not that I’ve been sleeping at the wheel
Not that that happened
Not that happens to be
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Limbs
03:24
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Limbs cool
Heart rates drift back
To earthly levels
The salt of our work
We’re every time born again rebels
Two balloons
Bright and dumb against
Nothing
The gradient blue
The colored illusion of nothing
Empty as the young world
Hollow as the earth
Filling, as a song
Back to school
Hearts racing to
Nowhere
The harbor of blood
The holy regatta in thin air
When we die
Neither will cry
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I'm an animal now
03:59
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Is this wedding bed a grave?
Opened early before it’s time?
Break the ground then, let it breath
It works for wine
And it suits me fine.
All the stars might still go black
All the rivers laugh their last
At least you’ll know I’ve got your back
You’re all the future I need
I will go where you lead
I’m nothing without you
I was nothing before you
I’m an animal now
When you go away for work
All my habits come undone
I stay out late and drink to drink
Well it isn’t any fun
Making pancakes for one
I’m nothing without you
I was nothing before you
I’m an animal now
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Eamon Fogarty Brooklyn, New York
Eamon Fogarty is a singer, composer, and multi-instrumentalist who lives in New York.
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