Loving a friend you cant have

So hard to be friends when you’re hurt so deeply

Do you know what its like to be in love with your best friend? To not be able to tell them because they are not yours to have? what its like to keep that down? To not be able to show or express your feelings for fear of pushing them away? How it feels to want someone so much it physically makes you ill knowing that you cant be with them?

When you love someone you can't decide to stop. Why I have no choice when it comes to you. If you were capable of loving you would know this.

Quotes - "Why Are We Still Friends", While the Fact More Than Just Friend

I can never be just friends with you.

"Have you ever fallen for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. They are only a friend, and nothing else, that's the lie you keeping[sic] telling yourself. You keep on saying they simply are just a friend, but deep inside, you know you're falling in love."

Most of my friends just tell me to get drunk and hook up with new girls. I dont think they have ever felt love the Way i did. Because i cant see myself with anyone else, i just cant let go. I still dream about her sometimes, only to feel the sadness when i wake up. How can you just let go of someone, who means the world to you? How do you move on from that?

"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. THe kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort... A love that will never dilute-even when the waters get deep, and dark." From:http://thegirlandherthoughts.tumblr.com/post/50348174383/marry-your-best-friend-i-do-not-say-that

Its not ur calls what hurts me ..its the thinking that one day u won't that kills me everyday ..umhm u never understand me that's why I'm like this that's why i deserve it all #kenchuaagolu

Falling in love with a friend, a friend who probably doesn’t see you in the same light you see them