1. |
Am I Being Greedy?
02:19
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Am I being greedy?
I want you to need me
Am I ungrateful?
These days i’m so hateful
I rip out my spine
And point to you the problem
I want you to solve them
Am I not worth seeing?
I want you to believe me
Am I stuck with a tragic
Unmanageable habit?
I tear out my spine
And point to you the problems
I want you to solve em
Time after time
Expecting something better
It’s not up to you to get it
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2. |
Cotton Mouth
03:22
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Everyone is wondering when i’m gonna do
The next best thing for them
But what’s the next best thing for you?
I’ve got cotton in my mouth
I can’t seem to get it out
Oh no
If you asked me how I felt yesterday
Well I wouldn’t know
But I know every days the same
I’ve got cotton in my mouth
I don’t wanna spit it out
Oh no
I sunk into the living room chair
Now everybodys looking at me
Everybodys there
She’s got cotton in her mouth
She can't seem to get it out
Oh no
Those were better times
But were they better at all?
Now everythings so similar
I don't know what to call it
When there's cotton in your mouth
You just wanna spit it out
Oh no
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3. |
Know You Anymore
02:40
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Am I a walking clown to you?
Someone you can relate to
Do you think i’m funny too
When i’m not acting how I’m supposed to
I know that I’m not fun when
It feels like this is the end
There’s a light in the distance
If you blink then you might miss it
Show me how you wanna die
Show me how you wanna get left behind
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna know you that’s for sure
Can’t help that you don’t listen
If you did this would be different
Try to destroy my mind
So I don’t remember it this time
Show me how you wanna die
Show me how you wanna get left behind
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna know you that’s for sure
Show me how you wanna die
Show me how you wanna get left behind
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna know you that’s for sure
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4. |
Head On
03:15
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Oh man
It's this again
Another wasted weekend
Another last ditch plan
But I
Hungout with my own mind
Hungout with my own body
I could have thrown a party
And even though I try
I know it takes time
To get my head on
To get my life wrong
I know it’s not right
But I know it takes time
To get my head on
It’s been life long
I know it’s not right
But It takes some time
Oh no
You’ve got to go
I told you something that
You wish you didn't know
But now
I’m all alone
I didn’t mean to make you think
About your own M.O.
To get my head on
To get my life wrong
I know it’s not right
But I know it takes time
To get my head on
It’s been life long
I know it’s not right
But it takes some time
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5. |
Do Over
02:58
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If I could be born again
The doctor would take my hand
We heard about your past life
This time we will get it right
I sit on a bed of nails
Knowing nothings as bad as it feels
We all want to lie down with you
But there's nothing that we can do
I just ask for a do over
Maybe you can look it over?
If i just asked for a do over
Maybe I could do it over?
My body walks back from the ledge
Forced to just try again
So i’m keepin a part of me
That only my eyes can see
I just ask for a do over
Maybe I can do it over?
If i just asked for a do over
Maybe I could do it over?
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6. |
New Distraction
03:15
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Cozied up with father time
Telling stories of his life
Those are his and there not mine
To prove
Drying out on your back porch
In a skin I can’t afford
Everyone says it’s not hard
To do
So come on
I’m waiting
For some kind of new distraction
Come on
I’m waiting
For something that’s new to happen
So come on
I’m waiting
For some kind of new distraction
Come on
I’m waiting
For something that’s new to happen
Stickin me with chewed up gum
Sayin please just have some fun
But theres nothing that id
Rather not do
Cuz currently my hands are tied
With a rope made of my mind
Hone the knife and slice through me
Like fruit
So come on
I’m waiting
For some kind of new distraction
Come on
I’m waiting
For something that’s new to happen
So come on
I’m waiting
For some kind of new distraction
Come on
I’m waiting
For something that’s new to happen
So come on
Come on
So come on come
Oh come on come on
Don't wait for it to happen
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7. |
Do You Hate Me?
02:48
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Something different came out of my mouth
Than what I wanted to say
That's ok
I don't mind
I don't care anyway
We don't talk
Anymore
But that ain't my fault
Even if I know that it's me
That stopped texting you at all
Well ok
Do you hate me?
Is what I wanted to say
Do you think about me anymore anyway?
Do you hate me is what I can't get out my brain
Do you hate me is what I wanted to
Walking to the corner store
You're across the street
I pretend I don't see you
Even if you see me
Having awkward conversation
Isn't on my list
Of things that I would like to do
With my weekend
Well ok
Do you hate me?
Is what I wanted to say
Do you hate me?
is what I can't get out my brain
Do you think about me anymore anyway?
Do you hate me is what I wanted to
Say
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8. |
Gears
02:19
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I feel sick to my stomach
I don't wanna go out
Something is wrapping
It’s way around
Inside my torso
There's a cross armed crowd
No one was dancing
But the music was loud
Can't feel my feet
On the brake of this car
So i’m always stopping
Without going far
Clapping for people
You don't even like
But when they dont listen
It cuts like a knife
Sticky with something
Entirely new
Cant pull my head out
Of what I fell into
A sound loud enough
For people to hear
But no one is watching
In their low light sphere
I want to
Park it switch it reverse
I need to
But I can’t put it in first
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9. |
I Love The Hell I Know
01:12
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10. |
Guts
03:49
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Guts
There is a part of me beyond repair
I think you put it there
I think you put it there
Don't try to cut it out
I don't think I can live without
It being there
It being there
I think i’ll swallow them up
When they dig deep inside my guts
This can't be fair
This can't be fair
There is a part of me beyond repair
I want to keep it there
I want to keep it there
I love the hell
I know
I love this hell
I know
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11. |
Me Time
03:06
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Ok
Now i’ve got to go
If you're hearing this its the
Last season of my show
I can't be honest today
I don't think that you'd want to hear
What I say anyways
Setting up for
A little detour
A little down time
Just a little me time
I’m setting up for
A little detour
A little down time
Just a little me time
I no longer exist
If i don't contribute
This fucking useless shit
I wanna be a happy person
But when I try to do it
I’m not sure if it’s worth it
Setting up for
A little detour
A little down time
Just a little me time
I’m setting up for
A little detour
A little down time
Just a little me time
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