Feels Like You're Dying

by Form & Color

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1.
A penchant for thrill seeking and also wanting everything And just as soon as I can get it all I want is what i haven’t I don’t want it When I have it I can do it all I can do it all I’ll do it I wanna doitalliwannadoitalliwantit I’m climbing up the walls imclimbingupthewallsimslipping And then I start to fall because my interests gone I’m dipping. I’m living on fantasy and dopamine and distracting And the promise of all the things that are glistening and yet to be I really wanna help and do it right so is this helping? Can you pat my head and say "good boy!" so I keep going? I’m so into this I can’t imagine doing something (else) I need another hit Need another hit need another The hits keep comin’ faster and faster Hold up The road to hell is my design The road to hell is well intentioned
2.
You want me to say your name again Is it gonna sound the same returned? Sending up all Our thoughts into space Easier than saying it to your face hope they come back to you and say All the right things in just the right way I can say your name to pieces I can say your name to shame Cause I’d go up above the clouds To read your message from the ground I’d be the last man in space It’s too hard to breathe down here alone But If I got your message, in the black, all alone (so far from home) I could breathe out that breath I’d been holding on (to). And drift away as I watch your star burn And I’ll be calling your name to pieces Hoping you catch them as they return Gravity’s Rainbow spells your name Ever is forever say you're never gonna leave me Ever is forever say you're always gonna love me It won’t sound the same When I say your name (Cause) you won’t stay the same Will you call my name?
3.
Dipped Out 04:37
Dumbfuck, outta luck,Reaching for your fading spark Overreach, hit your peak, Falling towards nothing It’s coming Went down in my soul, Said “it’s unavailable “ They Wanna know what you did, And you don’t wanna tell them It’s coming There’s no one left to answer And colors changing faster than A mood ring spent on a 6 year old, or A box of crayons thrown to the ground oh no Blue is me Red is you I did some things I never thought I’d do Dumbfuck, outta luck,Reaching for your fading spark Overreach, you hit your peak, you got nothing Peeked in, deep inside, Dipped out finding nothing Reaching for something, You got nothing It’s coming You’re taking all this anger Making something better A page that’s shaped by loving hands Can’t wait to see which colors end up where Guilt for green Grey is shame Sketching still life’s from all this Pain Again I take your drawing Meditate on it I can make you feel so fucking bad Colors merge and colors fade “I always liked that pink in red”, she said I’m done in black and white I’m turning on the light To see What I’ve always wanted Just reach out and grab it You and I will need to make some space for this Fucked around and found out what it was I missed You see, it’s what I’ve always wanted, you’re what I’ve always wanted Took the long way round to find acceptance What I have is what I want I’ll handle this You’ll see You’re what I’ve always wanted Just say "sorry", dummy Just reach out and grab it Just say “sorry”, dummy.
4.
don’t ask me exactly what I want I’m afraid you’ll get what you deserve You got exactly what you want To feel alive and now it hurts It feels like you’re dying You know exactly what I want You’re gonna ask me just the same Play dumb until you fucking can’t It helps you push over the blame It feels like you’re dying, it feels like you’re dying It feels like you’re dead It goes on and on and on
5.
I wanted to say This is the best you’ve ever done Nothing else will ever come Close to this I wanted to say This is the best you’ve ever done We put it in a box We filled it up with rocks and shame We threw it off a cliff and in Into the ocean Into the ocean blue I took another box Filled it up with much the same I wore it like a crucifix Forgiven but this one could not be fixed Could not be fixed This one could not be fixed What else to say? And what to do with what we’ve done? We can pack it all in or we can write another one Let that shame spiral Let that shame all the way out Let it spiral out to Where I can’t be found And now that I’ve unpacked it, I’m gonna write another one. The best I’ve ever done. I’m gonna write another one It’s just a song For you
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Vertigo 03:13
How are you doing what you said? How do you say the things you feel? For me it’s like a thief has come and took my tongue, I’m dying Now that you feel the way you feel Now that I’m trying to be real With you I’m touch and go, I’m vertigo, I’m failing at this Can you just put your lips to mine? Can you suspend your disbelief In me, that I don’t care, that I am wrong, oh god I’m trying If I could just pull this cotton out Out of my throat so I could speak And say to you “you know you’re right. And you always can be with me”. Soak it in Focus in and say you love me You shook me right up

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released March 28, 2025

Written & performed by Form & Color.
Recorded & engineered November/December 2024 by Kyle Nagle at WISH
Form & Color is
Steve
Kyle
Joe
Anthony

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