TIRED OF LIVING

by HARSH R

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WELL, I'M TIRED OF LIVIN' AND SCARED OF DYING I CAN'T GET AHEAD AND THERE'S NO USE TRYING THINGS WOULD BETTER CHANGE AND I AIN'T LYING SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON YEAH, THE PEOPLE WORKING AROUND ME EVERYDAY ARE GETTING PROMOTION AND A RAISIN' PAY BUT I KEEP WORKING THE SAME OLD WAY AND SOMETHING' BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON YEAH, THE MAN NEXT DOOR OWNS A 40 ROOM SHACK RIDES AROUND EVERYDAY IN A BIG CADILLAC BUT I'M STILL WALKING, THAT'S A FACT AND SOMETHING' BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON WELL, I'M TIRED OF LIVIN' AND SCARED OF DYING I CAN'T GET AHEAD AND THERE'S NO USE TRYING THINGS WOULD BETTER CHANGE AND I AIN'T LYING SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON WELL, EVERYBODY'S GOT A GIRL TO CALL HIS OWN BUT I KEEP ON LIVIN' ALL ALONE LIKE A KING WITHOUT A THRONE SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON WELL, MY BROTHER JON, HE'S NEVER BROKE HE NEVER WORKS A LICK AND THAT AIN'T NO JOKE IF THINGS DON'T CHANGE, I'M AFRAID, I'LL CROAK SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON YEAH, I'M TIRED OF LIVIN' AND SCARED OF DYING I CAN'T GET AHEAD AND THERE'S NO USE TRYING THINGS WOULD BETTER CHANGE AND I AIN'T LYING SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON YEAH, SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN PRETTY SOON
2.
I OPEN MYSELF TO YOU I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU I GIVE IT ALL I'M AN EMPTY WOMB ALL THAT WE ASPIRE TOWARDS WILL BE ALL THAT WE DESIRE FOR WILL BE I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU I PUT MY FAITH IN YOU I GIVE IT ALL I'M AN OPEN WOUND I LET IT GO I LET IT
3.
CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND? THE SOUND OF GHOSTS CAN YOU HEAR THEIR WORDS? THEY'RE SCREAMING CAN YOU SEE THE SHAPE? IT HANGS IN THE AIR YOU CAN TRACE ITS PATH IT FOLLOWS THE TASTE OF BLOOD DROWNING ME CAN YOU FEEL THE HAND? THE HAND THAT SCRAPES YOU CAN FEEL ITS WEIGHT IT'S GRINDING CAN YOU SEE THEIR EYES? THEY WATCH THE SKY I ABHOR THEIR GAZE IT BURROWS THE STENCH OF DEATH STRANGLES ME I KNOW YOU...
4.
EVERYTHING I DO IS A CHARADE A FALSE FRONT TO KEEP THE ENEMY AT BAY SO I BARE MY TEETH BUT LOOK AWAY I’M AFRAID THAT YOU’LL SEE ME THIS IS MY HIDING PLACE BEHIND THESE ROTTEN WALLS I’M SLOWLY WEARING AWAY AN OPEN DOOR DRAWS YOU NEAR ME SO I LET MY BARRIERS DECAY I WANTED YOU TO KNOW ME THIS IS MY HIDING PLACE BEHIND THESE ROTTEN WALLS INSIDE THIS ROTTEN MIND HIDDEN FROM THE ROTTEN WORLD EVERY SHADE OF MY COUNTENANCE IS A VEIL TO CONCEAL ME AND WHEN IT FALLS APART IT WILL REVEAL ME THIS IS MY HIDING PLACE BEHIND THESE ROTTEN WALLS INSIDE THIS ROTTEN MIND
5.
WON'T YOU LAY ME DOWN UNDER ROCKS AND SOIL LET MY THOUGHTS UNWIND LET MY LIMBS UNFURL PLEASE LAY ME DOWN UNDER OPEN SKY LET OUR THOUGHTS DISSOLVE LET OUR LIMBS ENTWINE LET ME REST LET ME BREATHE LET ME DREAM FOR AWHILE WON'T YOU LAY ME DOWN IN THE CRASHING WAVES LET ME WASH AWAY TO AN UNMARKED GRAVE PLEASE LAY ME DOWN IN THE MOSS AND LEAVES OH PLEASE BURY ME LET ME REST LET ME BREATHE LET ME DREAM FOR AWHILE
6.
I FIND PEACE IN THE COLD QUIET OF MORN IN THE ILLUSION THAT I'M ALONE I FIND HOPE IN THE CALL OF BIRDS AT DAWN IN FIRST LIGHT THAT BURNS THE FOG DO YOU SEEK COMFORT OR AN ANSWER? WHEN WE KNOW NOTHING'S GETTING BETTER SO LET'S REVEL IN THE DAY'S POTENTIAL AND ENJOY OUR TIME HERE TOGETHER
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DID YOU SEE HER LOOKING ROUND THE EMPTY ROOM DID YOU FEEL HER ANGUISH, FEEL HER GLOOM DID YOU SEE HER LYING ON THE EMPTY BED DID YOU THINK OF THE THINGS YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID DID YOU SEE HER ALL ALONE AT NIGHT SHE WAITS FOR SOMEONE TO CALL BUT HE'S ALWAYS LATE DID YOU SEE HER LOOKING AT THE EMPTY BED DID YOU THINK OF THE THINGS YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID DID YOU SEE HER ALL ALONE AT NIGHT SHE WAITS FOR SOMEONE TO CALL BUT HE'S ALWAYS LATE DID YOU SEE HER LOOKING ROUND THE EMPTY BED DO YOU KNOW THE THINGS THAT GO ON IN HER HEAD DID YOU SEE HER DID YOU SEE THE BLOOD AS IT RUSHED FROM HER VEIN DID YOU FEEL HER HEART BREAK, FEEL HER PAIN DID YOU SEE HER LOOKING AT THE EMPTY BED DID YOU THINK OF THE THINGS YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID DID YOU SEE HER DID YOU SEE HER CRY DID YOU SEE HER AS SHE KNELT TO DIE TEARS IN HER EYES I WATCHED HER CRY TEARS IN HER EYES DID I SEE YOU CRY
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I'M SO SICK OF THE CITY SICK OF CONCRETE AND GRIME SO SICK OF FEELING TIRED ALL THE TIME I'M SO SICK OF OTHER PEOPLE AND ALL THE THINGS THEY SAY EVERYONE ALWAYS WANTS TO GET THEIR WAY EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING EVERY ERA, ITS DEMISE I TAKE PLEASURE IN KNOWING IN THE END, EVERYONE DIES I'M SO SICK OF THE CITY WHERE THE SUN NEVER SHINES HOSTILE STRUCTURES WORKING AS DESIGNED I'M SO SICK OF THE RAT RACE SICK OF GEARS THAT GRIND NEVER STOP OR YOU'LL BE LEFT BEHIND EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING EVERY ERA, ITS DEMISE I FIND PLEASURE IN KNOWING IN THE END, EVERYONE DIES

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REMEMBER DEATH SO THAT YOU MAY LIVE, REMEMBER TO LIVE SO THAT YOU CAN WATCH THEM DIE.

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released March 4, 2025

ALL MUSIC WRITTEN + PERFORMED by HARSH R except:
"TIRED OF LIVIN'" ORIGINALLY WRITTEN by ROLLIE WEBBER / BUCK OWENS
"DID YOU SEE HER?" ORIGINALLY WRITTEN by PINK MILITARY

MIXED by SCOTT EVANS at ANTISLEEP in OAKLAND, CA
MASTERED by CARL SAFF
COVER PHOTO by TEEMU LAMPINEN / @lupatarkastaja

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