Far Too Much

by Katy Hallauer

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Guess I think too hard about things that don't matter
Thought my vision was clearing up, but it just got flatter
Turn off my heart
Turn off my head
Turn off the light
Stop taking meds
Busy means that I don't have to think

Lost a day or two somewhere along the way
It was last week then, but suddenly it’s today
I know the sun set, but I don't get a chance to watch it glow
I’m lost in time
It’s too fast or too slow

And I’m so scared that I don't know how to be loved
And I'm so scared that maybe I'm just not good enough
And I'm so scared of ending up lost and out of touch
And I'm so scared of wasting time thinking far too much

I know you hate me, so why don't you just say it?
And I hate me too but I just grin and bear it
So when you speak so softly
Tell me you love me
I don't understand
Why anyone would want to hold my hand

And I’m so scared that I don't know how to be loved
And I'm so scared that maybe I'm just not good enough
And I'm so scared of ending up lost and out of touch
And I'm so scared of wasting time thinking far too much

So I’ll hold you softly and apologise
For all the ones who broke your heart
And I’m so sorry that you don't realise
It's not your fault
And you can be whole again

And I’m so scared that I don't know how to be loved
And I'm so scared that maybe I'm just not good enough
And I'm so scared of ending up lost and out of touch
And I'm so scared of wasting time thinking far too much

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released August 1, 2025
Music and lyrics - Caitlin Hallauer
Mixing and mastering - Andy Harper

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Katy Hallauer Cape Town, South Africa

Katy Hallauer is a 24 year old musician and songwriter from Cape Town, South Africa. Growing up with a passion for music and singing, she learnt how to accompany herself on guitar and piano from a young age, drawing on her inspirations such as Freddie Mercury and Elton John.

Katy appreciates every bit of support from the amazing community of fans and music lovers. Thank you for listening.
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