here is the air holding its throat in the doorway
light folds against my cheek like a quiet instruction
somewhere
a train exhales iron into the morning
somewhere
the sea keeps a ledger i'm not allowed to read
i've lived inside ceilings that vibrate
vents counting the room in mechanical breaths
fluorescent bones buzzing their soft warning
i learned which corners let the body loosen
which floors remember weight without complaint
i say the word home
and the walls listen for papers
silence answers in triplicate
i sign my name
the ink hesitates
once
twice
i sign again
the signature returns unfamiliar / the paper refuses the name
i carry a map made of salt and forgetting—
it curls when handled
edges dissolve on the tongue
routes appear when i walk them barefoot
and vanish when i turn
some rooms smell of rain and iron
some keep their windows turned inward
i practice an ordinary face
i practice the art of leaving slowly
a moth lands on my wrist
i let it rest there
even light has teeth
i've lived inside many winds
under the concrete
circuits singing
the radio in the air replies with snow / i try again / it hisses my name back wrong
i listen
i pack
i stay
i leave
the body writes its own grammar
forgets mid-sentence
breath interrupts
and the page agrees
at night a corridor opens behind my ribs
keys sleep in a bowl of water
the suitcase won't close all the way
i press the lid down
the hinges change their mind
my name folded at the bottom
like a shirt i no longer wear
i remember someone once folded my collar like that
if rest exists
it may be a hum with no owner
a room that smells of rain after metal
hands that do not count what they touch
time without a checklist
no barcode for longing
no passport for breath
the air
doesn't fall—
it listens back