The Dark Year

It's been a few weeks since I've watched the 100 after taking a little break, and maybe this episode wasn't the best one to dive back in.

After all we've seen and been through with the 100, all the lives lost, bloodshed and misery, I must say, this episode was probably the hardest for me to watch. Having to turn to that last option for them in able to survive.

Octavia is descending lower and lower into my ''people I don't like list'' and I don't know what she can possibly do at this stage, sometimes I wish that Lincoln was still in it to see what effect he would have had on here.

Excited to see how it all plans out but it's safe to say I've seen enough of the Dark Year.

I just can't shake how much I love her character and it has to do with the actress , she is exceptional . This , I have garnered over a long standing relationship with this show . When I couldn't see it I would listen to it like a radio show ( sure I wished I could watch ) but even as an audio I fell into it something fierce , she is perfect in this role and I really can't wait to see more ... and sound quality of her voice ! Anyway story arch ! She is has come the furthest of an character she stays true to herself and she makes hard choices . I found myself trying to explain what I was into about this show and basically the story line that is jam- packed and rich with with twists and reveals. Then I launched into Octavia and .... well , I realized just how much her story has inspired me over the years . There is little doubt that had her role been played by a different actress I may not have the same allegiance. I am defiantly Wonkru., that is FOR Wonkru lol. Everyone else flip flops, of course its the writing but how could anyone not admire Octavia at this point ? Throughout the revolving storylines she remains linear always moving forward and through. Anyway, it's been a trip and I will miss this but I believe there are 2 more seasons .... yet this season seems to be leading up to a certain level of closure and while I am saddened, I am here for it .

So, this review is going to consist of two parts. First, my non-spoilery review, and after that, a spoiler discussion/reaction about the episode.

This was an intense and disturbing episode. The more that was revealed about the Dark Year, the more shocked I was. The plots tied in perfectly with each other, and the episode ended at a really intense situation, that has me scared for the next two episodes. As of right now, this is probably my favorite season of the whole show. Who knew that a show, whichs 3rd season I hated, could catch itself in such an amazing manner and have me at the edge of my seat the whole time? I am most certainly impressed.

The acting of everyone was top notch. There is not much more I can say to this, without going into spoiler territory.

But I definitely recommend watching this episode. This season in general. It is just an amazing journey.

(SPOILER FROM THIS POINT FORWARD!) As soon as the "previously on The 100" started playing, I had to pause to get some food. Because I don't think I would have survived it otherwise. Even then, I wasn't ready to start the episode. But once I started, I immediately regretted the food part, due to Abbie vomiting. Which was delightful. As soon as McCreary walked in to the room where Clarke and Madi just tried to save Abbie, I thought now it would escalate. But it didn't. They somehow had a casual conversation in the next scene and I was just like "???". So yeah. I mean, of course, he spilled some threats and everything. But I would have expected him to immediately get rid of the two.

The Murphy - Raven - Shaw dynamic is amazing and I want a million more scenes of that please.

One thing that starts to bother me is Clarke kind of not giving a damn about anyone else... I mean, I do understand her motivations, but I would have liked to at least see more remorse or inner conflict from her.

It was obvious that they resorted to cannibalism in the dark year, but I was surprised to see it reavealed that early on. It definitely made me wonder what else was in store for us this episode.

Oh, and I also want more of this Murphy, Raven, Echo and Emori dynamic. Because yes. HOWEVER How freaking stupid was that plan? AND WHY, SHAW? WHY? <-- Back when I thought they'll be captured. Then I was like: YASSSS show me them badass fighting skills!

The dinner scene was really hard to watch. I was definitely not prepared for this.

I want to use this platform to express my deepest respect and love for the character Diyoza. At first I disliked her, now she is one of my favorite characters. I really hope she survives this season.

The Bellarke family really has a rough spot this episode. I still feel bad for Octavia, even though she did a lot of stupid and gruesome things in the past few episodes. But I really held out hope for something in the Dark Year to be responsible for her actions.

I had this theory early on, which I already commented on the YouTube-Video of the promo of this episode, that I think someone was pregnant (Abby) and Octavia had to shoot the baby. At least that's what it sounded like to me. But Abby suggesting that Octavia makes it a crime not to be a cannibal was extremely rough and disturbing. And Octavia acting on it and killing those who refused was even more screwed up. I do understand the mindset, though. She wants them to survive. Without food they die. When they are starved, they are not useful anymore when they're dead, so killing them now before its too late is sort of logical. Screwed up, but logical. But it was still extremely hard to watch.

SHAW AND RAVEN KISS WAS EVERYTHING

But Kane's decision to turn against Wonkru was shocking, to be honest. It made sense. But still. I was not prepared for this. And I am not prepared for the losses we are probably going to suffer.

(NO MORE SPOILERS)

So once again, all I can say is that this is my favorite season of this show, even beating season 2 and season 4, and I cannot wait for the two part finale.

Pros here is

• The story is surprisingly good and make sense.
• Characters development is insane. The 100 split up and walk their own path, it's kinda cool thinking about that.

cons:

• Too many betrayals and defectors in each episode. I mean, people switching sides too much that it confused me. It makes the story unreliable. Childish maybe. But that's it.

The episode is good, intense and as always, enjoyable.

This is a very intense episode of a great series. Just a great show.