Megabear

by ME REX

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card
    Download available in 16-bit/44.1kHz.

      £7 GBP  or more

     

  • 12" Vinyl
    Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Sold out here but last remaining copies at the Big Scary Monsters website

    Includes unlimited streaming of Megabear via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Download available in 16-bit/44.1kHz.

    Sold Out

  • Deck of Cards

    Designed by Jono Ganz. Sold out here but last decks are available at the BSM website!

    Sold Out

1.
Hydrogen 01:18
2.
Tin 00:32
I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean
3.
The gum disease billboard is screaming Come back to the world you’re leaving Down a dark empty street The party carries on for me we’re Gathered here in mourning of our abandoned beliefs With good grace grieving the people that all of us once used to be With mighty glow the air is thick Our bodies pulse and swell and stink Like all of hell and all of heaven Finally breaking loose together Threads of chaos we can weave into bandages, bedsheets and tapestries
4.
Helium 00:32
5.
Ancient Ash 00:32
I was led back to your side Down quiet streets I did not recognise How desperately the trees here seem to be grasping at the sky Roots are breaking through the pavement You’re a short walk and a train ride away The earth will move, the trees will shake No single thing will be unafraid
6.
Moon Rising 00:32
Above an endless depth of water I feel like I am resting The buildings are so tall here They all must reach to heaven Climbing to the moon To let the sky become me It’s just another axis Mundi
7.
Oganesson 00:32
8.
All the nights that We killed time in rites of joy and rage It kills us back a million little ways In dionesian rites like these We disobey, we bay and bleed It’s just a phase we’re going through It’s all I ever, ever, ever want to do
9.
Lead 01:06
Some kind of poison leached into the soil here And it bleeds into the seeds in this mud And it feels like bleach runs in your blood Blood beats in your eardrums Like an army of feet marching on Through the dusky air, the evening sun, The sky bearing its teeth and gums And you know it does too much to me In an insular world you’re a conquering queen In your coat and your crown and your hospital gown Seven days, severed ties Set in stone for the night ‘Cause I broke when I fell Do you think you could tell? And I used to believe anything could be healed But now that was just me searching some kind of peace Follow four fallow years We never could come clean completely We never could come clean But the rain saturated the dirt here at the end of a cursed year
10.
I remember you and me kicking a rotten tree to pieces Never questioning our thoughts We never talk about our feelings High that we all reach before we feel ourselves depleted The pipes have sprung a leak somewhere it's dripping from the ceiling Because I see deep, deep, deep, deep cracks in what once seemed so concrete You let everything else leave you When you only keep a secret secret secret Let the river run through me Carve out a valley deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean
11.
Argon 00:32
12.
Distillate 00:32
Something burning, iridescent and wet to clean and disinfect what memory is left Angel hair spaghetti skeleton, ketchup Baby's breath, the long, hot summer of sweat, sickness and discontent Made glorious autumn again Made glorious, golden, biting, burning autumn when Your tears of joy are the only holy water yeah And I could have sworn I had been here before and I was right I locked myself alone in this toilet stall one night
13.
Consciousness arrives The spark of the divine Restoring delicate fire to a Hyperrighteous bloody mind I am a gaunt and sweaty virgin Walking out between the churches The smell of wet paint, of light rain, of something burning And the buildings are a blur to me Like white mountains of mercury Home’s definition splinters It drifts and splits over the distances And I am caught drinking the water all of our flowers withered in
14.
We burned our offerings All but burned off our fingerprints We talk in terms of pride and shame The way we measure everything Trade with you in absolutes And obsolete currencies You stand on land you reclaimed from the water underneath And that’s the bluest water that I think I’ve ever seen And I watch the white smoke snaking out the pores of your skin And it’s no sweat, no death, no cresting No peace, no need, no destiny And you felt like the last real king of anything
15.
God of Rain 00:48
Move like you are treading water To keep you head above the flood Like there’s noone coming for us There’s no covenant or dove If you had never been afraid Could you have learned to be courageous? I know you’ve been brave Because I have read fear in your face If you never came crashing down down to kiss the dirt could you ever really say you fell in love with where you were
16.
Iron Oxide 00:32
And we can pray like crazy And not be worth a damn I’m just being bloody minded Like you know I am Like you I am
17.
Megabear 00:32
18.
Ursa Major 00:32
19.
Glory halflit hallway hallelujah I have split my head in two yeah I see me and you, cod liver oil and orange juice The sky bites down on us and we are consumed Oh Glory halflit hallway hallelujah I have split my head in two yeah
20.
Lapis Lazuli 01:04
The party, the party’s never over The party’s never over that’s just how I live my life And chaos is a bed of wires Is a bed of wires beautifully intertwined And he party, the party’s never over The party’s never over it goes on until you die And stretches out in every direction Horizon to horizon for miles and miles and miles and miles
21.
All the nights that We killed time in rites of joy and rage It kills us back a million little ways In Dionysian rites like these We disobey, we bay and bleed It’s just a phase we’re going through It’s all I ever, ever, ever want to do
22.
Krypton 00:32
23.
Jupiter 00:32
I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean
24.
I am glad that I still exist Creating an indebtedness pressing indents in your slick wet skin I am glad that I am more Than the accumulation of silences spread before me I am glad of these Holy saturnalian Wholly dark dark dark days of obligation When words of resolution, care or promise or caution, are hot breath dissolving into a cold cold new morning
25.
I am a song That has been woven from chaos And I follow straight rivers I am irretrievably lost I am pulled on through your veins A ferrous vessel built of meat Carried on ever cresting waves to no better destiny And my heart is bathed in lightning My blood is laced with onion power With this sunset the greatest days days are truly over The awakening glass mountains Biting into apple skin Bursting and sweet I swim back to you in my sleep
26.
Excavation 00:32
Blister bursts and bleeds River meets the sea We built a road where the water used to be I never see the downside I never feel the landslide under me but I see deep deep cracks in the concrete Slow erosion down through the centuries and Sinkholes open up All down the street and the Tang of blood I taste when your name escapes my teeth
27.
Don’t stop moving your feet Don’t stop shaking your head I hate to break it to you But the party never, ever, ever ends I want to show you quietly what I would do for love Move like you are treading water Keeping your head above the coming flood
28.
No flesh No death No hurt No grief No solid ground No gravity No taking back No more repeats No how it was No memory No change no growth No years of gold No song No words No breath No throat No spark No flame No gas No smoke No order No easier road
29.
Hale's Comet 00:32
30.
Radon 00:32
31.
Putrefaction 00:32
Since only last night All the plants have died All the food is putrified the fruit is thick with flies I feel sick, I feel hungry The fists and teeth of god shake above me but I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley, deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean
32.
Venus 00:32
But the silence breaks between us To a million tiny pieces There are places where the light bleeds Night is already retreating Don't you know you're lifting me With everything you live to see And now the future doesn't seem like such an awful place to be And you and me have always been Growing into different people We still feel human heat Even where we fail to seek it Make me shallow empty and clean Like when you felt like the last real queen of anything Yeah
33.
Iron Gated 00:32
We can try like crazy We can hope like mad I’m just being bloody minded Like you know I am Like you know I am
34.
We can try like crazy We can hope like mad I’m just being bloody minded Like you know I am Like you know I am
35.
Opus 00:32
A song rings from the throat Of your building’s waste disposal We burned all of our offerings The party’s never, ever over It’s the river it was then With different water running in When you felt like the last real king of anything
36.
Sweating on the sofa I am sticking to my clothes The TV is in the bath and the ashtrays overflow Nostalgia’s acrid, you can taste it in the back of your throat I get the feeling I’m neglecting vital acts of devotion oh
37.
Glory halflit hallway hallelujah I have split my head in two yeah I am a vision of beauty ascending from sleep on a strangers lawn Let the dawn draw blood above you born anew, born anew, born anew yeah
38.
Glory halflit hallway hallelujah I have split my head in two yeah I see me and you And the only god We ever knew When the sky bites down on us and we are consumed
39.
Wandle 00:48
I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley, deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean I want a river to run through me Carving a valley deep deep deep but It overcomes It wins the day It talks me round To ancient shames I am naked I am shaking I am possessed with the feeling I am finally making peace with all the broken parts of me
40.
Burnt Oak 00:34
There is no song Since all was silent There is no one around for miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles And miles
41.
Pulled Apart 01:04
The party, the party’s never over The party’s never over and it’s pulling you apart If these buildings are crude crucibles Then change me, make me beautiful You’re a tiny little shot in a great big dark Any surface is an altar Any bathroom is a church now For our rites of joy and rage I am numb, powerless and compulsive I spit blood and dirt from a bust lip And I am holding a king’s ransom in a fistful of foreign change
42.
Peck 00:32
I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley, deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean I want a river to run through me Carve out a valley, deep, deep, deep Make me shallow Make me empty Make me clean
43.
Nettles 00:32
Above an endless depth of water I feel like I am resting The buildings are so tall here They all must reach to heaven You get these memories that haunt you These extremely scary thoughts Find these violent ideations see Blood in bloom between the rocks
44.
Royal Art 00:32
The party, the party’s never over The party’s never over like it’s here inside of me The party feels just like a loose tooth It hurts to pull away but still it shifts and aches and bleeds
45.
Back to terra firma Back to the very first thing Back to light coming through your window like hot blood flooding a numb limb Back to that same strange, sad terror That’s invading from the waking world Back where you felt like the last real king of anything Back to sweaty and terrified Back to watching myself hanging pissed Back to my own two strangers hands From a star emblazoned bridge in Hammersmith Back to my clean shirt clinging to my dirty skin Back where you felt like the last real king of anything
46.
Peckham Rye 01:04
There is no song It's long since ended I lied about the angels I said I saw descending There is no song There is no sound There is no depth or weight to Any of our words now There is no song The air will ring with There is no voice here That is capable of singing There is no song There is no story I thought I saw an order to the chaos But I watched that fall away before me We have no song We have no language We have No way to articulate New boundaries of anguish There is no song there is no breath We have not got one single throttled, glottal, guttural utterance left
47.
Above an endless depth of water I feel like I am resting The buildings are so tall here They all must reach to heaven Stretching to the sun from down in the pulse and the gutweed The sky bites down upon me
48.
No more sorrys when you want something concrete Something you can build with Begin to fix a promise And if I had been honest Said you were all I wanted We were nobody’s prodigies We were nobody’s problems And no-one ever told you it was going to be like this With highs so high and lows so low no middle ground exists That we could have oblivion or bliss We could choke back static Or bask in splendor solis
49.
The party, the party’s never over The party’s never over I don’t really mind now Because all my friends are there And these songs are never really ending Even when it’s silent they will hang thick in the air
50.
Piled the furniture to burn The way we watched the earnest do And when we’re rid of everything Begin to reconstruct the room No dirt No earth No dearth No feast No fruit down here among the weeds No depth No breadth No breath No breeze No air No blood No bone No body
51.
Neon 00:32
52.
Xenon 00:32

about

Megabear is an album made up of 52 tracks. The majority of the tracks are 32 seconds long, performed at 120 bpm, in 4/4 time, & in the key of Bb. Each track is represented by a card that has been beautifully designed by Jono Ganz.

This album has no beginning or end but exists as a cyclical body of work intended to be played on shuffle. This allows the listener to find their own unique sonic narrative with each listen.

There are 8.06e+67 possible combinations to experience Megabear. It will play in a different order every time you press play. We hope you enjoy it.

credits

released June 18, 2021

All songs by ME REX:

Myles McCabe - vocals, piano, keyboards, acoustic guitar
Kathryn Woods - vocals
Phoebe Cross - vocals, drums
Rich Mandell - vocals, keyboards, bass

Additional cello by Rose Asprey

Recorded at New Cross Towers and Resident Studios
Produced and mixed by Rich Mandell

Artwork and design by Jono Ganz

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

ME REX London, UK

shows

contact / help

Contact ME REX

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like ME REX, you may also like: