"Seems a little odd youre too scared to ask him but your ok talking about it on the internet."
I don't think it's odd at all. This is a confession by the way. No?
The dilemma is that I feel like it's wrong and we shouldn't have done it the first time, but doing it again would convey that it's okay to do.
We grow up in a fairly religious household so i feel like we shouldn't but at the same time I want to. you see the dilemma,No?
Even though we've done it once it doesn't seem like asking my brother to fuck me will every be something I'm every get use to wanting to do...