I'm a loser. 45 yrs old. Never had a good job. Never been married. No kids. Last time I've had sex 1 time since I was 32 (39 was last time I had sex). I chat with gir ki s online & when they ask me for a pic, I might as well block them bc they're never gonna talk to me again after I send it unless it's a reply that says 'ew'. Same for a dick pic. Women who want to see dick pics don't wanna see anything less than 7 inches or they'll laugh at it. That's just the reality of the internet world. I have 1 online friend. I met her just yesterday so it's only a matter of time until she ghosts me too- also, I'm old enough to be her dad. She knows my age and what I look like. She had no sexual interest. She's just nice and likes chatting with me so far. I have no real life friends. Sure, ppl that I was friends with 20 years ago say they're my friend but they're not. They won't invite nw to do anything with them. They don't call or text. I used to try to call or text or make a plan to just hang out and it's a chore and I always get the vibe that nobody really wants to hang out or be a real friend. I own nothing of any real value. I own nothing of value. I own 2 cheap vehicles 12+ years old and that only bc I got them for free. I have no money saved and can't afford anything outside of the basics to survive. I have no reason to live at all yet I'm far too big of a pussy to ever end my own life. I'm short. I'm fat. I'm going bald. When i was a kid, every adult woman told me that with my blonde hair and blue eyes that I would have women crawling all over me when I grew up. That I'd have to fight them off there would be so many. Literally every adult woman would tell me this.... idk what happen between the time I was a kid and adulthood but those women couldn't have been more wrong. Idk what to do with myself. I'm chronically bored and the only thing to do is masturbate and as I get into my late 40s, that's not as easy of a task as it used to be. I dont always get hard instantly like I used too... and I can't do it 15+ times a week like I used too... maybe 5...
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go to a local tavern or bar not all of them will want to talk but many will.
and not all are alcoholics i know many people that meet their wife husband at bars a great place to socialize. try learning how to play pool and join a team just get out there anywhere theres people and groups or join a club or group that has your same interests besides motherless :)
good luck
Well , the only natural way to change , is of course, through an evolutionary process. So you're not getting pussy , then you gotta take what you get. I'll fuck you , if you really want it. Maybe that would jump start your sexual evolution. The time to bitch , is when you run out of options. Until you have explored every option, got to stay positive. Cuz when you truly run out of options, positive thinking won't get you anywhere. So at least you have an offer