[~ emancipation of me ~]

Bila dok kat rumah, mmg xde perasaan langsung nak mengapdet blog walaupun cam banyak bende boleh diceritakan. Sepanjang cuti ni, banyak la gak pekara-pekara aku dah wat. Bejalan-jalan, belepak-lepak, berjejak kasih, bercuti-cuti, bergemok-gemok, dan sewaktu dengannya. Aku rasa cam sekejap gila cuti, lusa da nak stat kehidupan master aku. Bende baru, tempat baru, kawan baru, supervisor baru, hurm ape lagi yang baru yer..

Btw, aku x tau ape nak merapu panjang2.. Arini 4 July.LAgi 14 hari kapez nak balik. Yeyeh2. Oh, tp x dpt tgk konvo die. Huu. Sape suh blaja jauh sgt. huhu

Abes.

Arini aku bangun-bangun je terus cek email dengan harapan supervisor aku da reply email aku. Tengok-tengok die x reply pon lagi. Maybe die lom bukak kot. Semalam pon aku dok bebalas-balas email smpai kol 1 pagi. Mesti die da tido pon da time tu.

Pas cek email, seperti biasa aku login facebook. Tgk news feed aku, xde satu pon status yang x de bekaitan ngan kekalahan MU to Barca. Adekah dalam dunia ni aku sorg je x layan bola (selain rudy ahmad murad =b)??? Hurm, member-member andalas aku ni sume kaki bola. lepak mapley pon cite bola. adoi la hai.. baik layan fairy odd parent ke span bob ke atasinchi ke lagi best. =b

My ex-schoolmate (ayien) just open her new lambaian boutique this week, so petang td aku plan ngan member-member (lela, izza n adik die, atiqah, duan n ezra) pegi melawat la butik die. Support  member.. Lagipon lame gile dah x jumpa. Seriously, butik die sangat cool and baju2 die pon cun2.  For their first branch and  with their creativity to design their boutique sniri without help form expert, I personally think they really did a great JoB!  I love the interior damn much. And oh, baju2 pengantin exclusively design by her. So, entry for this specially nak promote butik die. =)

sempat minah ni melaram baju pengantin

I love the chandeliar!! smart gile

The fabulous designer with the lovely baju kawen below pon same rase nak curik.=b

There u go. Basically, she sells wide array of  clothes, acsesories, bags n shoes (in future), and also ade renting and jual baju kawen design by herself (with her adik kot). Sume sgt superb and unique. I loike! kalo la ade byk duit,  mmg akan ku shopping cardee2 di kedainye.. aaa geram2..oh diorg jual cupcake juge.Berminat? Visit her shop at;

0-36 Lorong Batu Nilam 3c,
Bandar Bukit Tinggi,
Klang Selangor 41200

Butik Lambaian (last pic courtesy to lambaian)

Sebelum apa2, aku nak “wish” kat kapez “GOOD LUcK and AlL The Best for Your Final Exam!”

=)

Sebab megat kate die maleh bace aku tulis BI, jadi arini aku tulis la bahasa melayu..(baek x aku?)

Dimulakan dengan, kisah keberangkataan keluarga aku ke bintulu aritu. So diorg datang 5 hari, and malangnya thesis aku masih tunggang langgang lagi time tu. SO, pecutian kami pon agak tungang langang sket sbb aku asek kn ulang alik masuk U setelkan thesis. Tapi ok la, sempat gak la kitorg buat tour Bintulu-Sibu-Bintulu-Miri-Brunei-Miri-Bintulu dalam mase 5 hari tu.. And, alhamdullilah, thesis aku setel dengan selamatnya. Thanx kepada rakan-rakan yang banyak gila tolong aku. Especially mase print2. Sbb aku dlm banyak2 bende pasal thesis ni, aku paling menyampah bila part kene print. Huhu. Ade je nak lari2 saje wat aku sakit jiwa. Malas nak elaborate, tgk gmbar aje la ye..

ok, dahla tu..malas pulak nak upload byk2..=b gmbar bawah tu mase naik bot g kampung air kat brunei.

nenenenene…ok, pastu balik KL! oyeah2!

So, sepanjang mase kat umah, byk tolong ibu aku je.. pastu ade la pusing2 sket.. jalan2 sket.. kenduri2 sket..selebihnya main fesbuk x sudah2.. =b owh, g kenduri az kawen..best gak sbb jmpe ramai kawan2 lame.. oh, gmbar pengantin tade..jadi aku letak gmbar comel kami.. hahahahaha mesti ina pengsan =b

uhuk2, ehem.. ok we proceed, ade gak la aku balik kampung kemas2..

kampung aku kat melaka tu da tade sape2 duduk..so, every month ayah aku balik bersih2kan umah..urus2 mane yg perlu diurus..

jadi, itu ajelah ringkasan bende2 yang aku wat sepanjang 2 mggu ni.. aku da apdet, ko bile lagi megat?

I was half asleep when my phone ringing that cause me to be fully awake now. Im not mad, nor sad, nor frustated, nor whatsoeva. I just sat still and think. I thought I already contented hearing to “that stuff”, but somehow, it makes me angry and makes me realized that the roots of all the problem is the victim itself. Not that Im on the other side or what.

Most people failed to see things through their  brains.  They prefer to use their senses rather than thinking hard on the consequence of their act. Unless proven that u realy own ur “6th sense”, solving things using senses is sometimes nonsense and ridiculous. Allah swt gave us the brain as a tools to be well-utilize. Not just simply a present to make us feel that we are better than other creature.

There are many approaches in problem solving. From what Ive learnt, solving a problem is not as simple as ABC nor 123. It takes several steps to achieve the “making decision” level. Many people stuck at listing the best alternatives and many people fail to choose the right one. My self is not excluded here. If solving problems is that easy, I bet many consultants outhere already lost their jobs.

Sometimes when we trying so hard to solve the problems, we will eventually tend to ignore the fact that it might lead us to other problems.  It is the eagerness that create the blind spot there. In some event, it might became even worse and the early toughts of shrinking the problem is now turn to swelling up the problem.  Melanchollicaly enough,  it cause others to suddenly involve in your problems and cause ur problems now theirs. Now, that happens to pissed me off.

Most thing are better kept to ownself. No matter how hard your heart screaming to let it out, the pain will eventually disappear someday somehow. If you are too weak to bear it alone, its better to share it with the closest person to you. Not everyone. And what even better is, you try your best to reconcile the problems from eye to eye rather than spreading the case and keep hating the person until forever. Because as painfull as u are, others who have to bare the consequences of your act felt as much as ur pain.  And sadly, they dont do anything wrong but get bad names.  So, have some sympathy atleast for them.

End of discussion.

Ini hari gua sungguh produktif. X macam hari-hari sebelom ni yang langsung xde input melepek je kat bilik dr pagi sampai petang main facebook. Selain membasuh baju yang seminggu x dibasuh (=b), gua dok mngemas barang-barang masuk kotak ngan beg. Gua rase da banyak gile barang gua angkut bawak balik sket2 before ni. Tapi apesal cam menimbun je lagi ni? adeih.

Apehal lak gua2 nih? cam mat pet je bunyiknye..tukor2,

So, thesis  i aku sudah hampir setel. Hampir je, belom setel lagi pon.  References aku x lulus-lulus lagi. Apeke susah benor nak tulis references ni. Sabor je la. Nak korek balik sumber-sumber maklumat aku nak pi perbetol references dah satu hal. Ade gak aku reka references sniri ni kang. Eh, shhhht..jgn gtau supervisor aku. Baru plan je tu lom wat lagi =b

Journal aku punye correction pon x wat lagi. Jap je siap kalo da stat pasal aku wat 4 page je. Tapi nak mule tu punye la pemaleh ya amat. 9hb ni plak budak-budak sepayung ngan aku ade bengkel wat journal. huuuu. Famly aku da datang mase tu. Potong betol la aku nak besuke-ria. Orang lain da syok2 balik umah lame dah. Kami gak x setel-setel lagi. Sabar la alii~

Kafe kolej aku da tutup kelmarin. Maka terputus la sumber makanan untuk aku yang x de peralatan memasak ni. Nak kuar ari2 maleh. Makan je la apa yang ada. Untung-untung leh gak bekurangan lemak tepu di badanku ini. Mane x nye, sepanjang this week asek makan BBQ la, jamuan la, bday party la. Dah sendat da perut ni. huhu.

Bercakap pasal thesis, aku rasa aku semakin sengkek angkara thesis. Sekali print satu copy da rm20. Tu baru BW version. Kalo colour dah rm25 camtu. Bayangkan bape kali kene hanta correction. Dari final draft, sampai latest correction yang aku anta da 3 copy. Pastu, untuk final punya, kn print 4 copy. Satu untuk library, satu supervisor, satu co-supervisor and satu lagi aku punye. Bajet dalam RM100 la kan.  Then nak bukukan by hardcover, kn bayar satu rm25 lagi. Total Rm200 la camtu..uwaaa.. kopak sungguh..kalo shopping da banyak dapat tu..huahuahua..

Ape-apepon.. aku mmg sudah tidak sabar mau balik rumah.. Famly aku dtg 7hb pastu kitrg balik 12 may (tahniah sape yang meneka ngan tepat kat kuiz “How well do u know shido dido” =b). Cepat laaa mase bejalannnnn~ tik tok tik tok

suda rindu mau gigit ini budak

p/s: Wishlist aku suda bekurang satu.yeyeh!

1. Hp/Asus Laptop

2. HTC phone (walopun bukan tynt ii tapi still best.TQ dear! =b balik cepat!)

3. Nike high dunk

4. Fossil/ Nike watch

5. BMW m3 coupe

Xde sape2 nak tolong kurangkan satu lagi?hahaha

I’ve already done with my final exam and what left is minor thesis correction to be submit tomorrow and abundance of free time to be waste. I am so bored that I decide to came up with my latest obsession wish list just for fun. So here it is, my top 5 most wanted items : tadaa~ =b

1. HP Pavilion dv2 notebook with 500gb hard disc

or Asus F8Vr and F6V notebook PCs ( I prefer the black one)

2. HTC tynt ii handphone/pda/gps/whatever it is (note to kapez: maybe u can consider sold ur tynt ii to me with half prices =b)

3. Nike high dunk for women.wowee! saye mau saye mau!

4. Any of these watches from nike and fossil. =b

and last but not least;

5.  BMW M3 coupe (all time favourite)

hee yang last skali tu agak melampau la kan. So, there u go. Dear friends, relatives and beloved boyfriend who ever thinking of giving me present in future, u might as well consider all the stuff here as I purposely listed for your convenience in choosing the gift.huahuahua =b gilak!

I think I left my “final exam mode” somewhere beyond planet earth because as hard as I forced myself seeking for them, they just never there for me. Im in a state where studying became a burden and I prefer online shopping rather than doing anything else. PheW~ Im so Helpless and my FHS paper just now is a mess. Whatever it is,  Im done with 2 paper already and got 1 more left to graduate. Oh, is this the part where I need to jump up and down to show you how excited I am??

Like this maybe? Yes? No?

Heh!

I need to get back to work. Got meeting with my supervisor tomorow and I have done nothing that she told me to do. Ngaa~ Lazy Dum DUm!

Note: Cant wait to back home. Seriously need a hair cut and the alpha baby. =b

Note lagi: Mau tdo~x jd buat keje =b

I’ve lost count on how many FB quiz that I comments today…Gile sengal punya kuiz.. Tho I have no intention in doing any, I keep wasting my time commenting on others while I supposed to stick my nose to the book rite now. My final exam on 14th and I havent start my revision yet! Demmit!!

Anyway,  Im kinda addicted repeating the same song in my playlist over and over and over again and I think my neighbours think Im sewel oredi because I keep playing them thousand times a day and keep pumping up the volume only when the same song were on play.

Since im so free today (supposedly NOT), I’ll list them here:

1. Lady gaga — Just Dance (terasa macam nak bejoget2 bile dgr..iskh3)

2. Akon — Dangerous

3. Artic monkey — Mardy bum

4. Sixpence none the richer — Dont dream its over

5. Lily allen — Not fair (newly addicted)

6. Panic at the disco — Any song

7. Jet — SKin and bones

Atleast betukar2 gak la lagunye kan..dari jiran aku bilik mane ntah dari pagi smpai ptg dok ulang2 lagu matahariku.. =B

Btw, aku cam da xbley blah nak layan Yuna. Bile kuar je lagu die cam cepat2 tukar. Sebabnye, aku cam bengang gile CD yuna yg ade dalam parcel yg kapez send kat aku last 2 month yang x smpai2 tu lah puncanya parcel tu ntah kat mane ntah skrg..kat kastam la kot.. sedey gile bile mengenangkan.. wuu.. Yuna gak yang dipersalahkan..x patot2.. =b

Ahh..ape lagi aku buat kat sini, stady la shida HOi!

p/s: apekejadahnye la tibe2 winamp aku main lagu raya pulak ni..adoi

Semalam ade spot cek..hasilnye adelah:-

Sialan..aku kn saman sbb x tutup lampu ngan kipas.. Rm10.. buduss.. Makan duit aku!Sori gmbar sungguh lah poor quality..Demmit!!

Btw, pemohonan master ku sudah di approve! oyeah2.. congratz kepada diri sniri dan rakan-rakan lain.. hee