you would think me saying I'm gay would make people understand I ONLY like MEN.

wiping someone elses tears while no one is there to wipe mine

i want to be on the receiving end of comfort this time around. its not fair.

nth time in my lifetime where i had to comfort someone while bawling and hyperventilating wishing someone was saying the things i was saying

going through all this pain for fucking NOTHING. Everything amounts to NOTHING. NOTHING ever fucking matters. who the fuck cares.

pride month and im SHAMED for my boundaries awesome

been dealing with the most disingenuous performative allyship ever lol, i know what you are, drop the act.

currently very aware of my physical body and I really dont like it

getting into a cool awesome show and that one fuckass ship is the fandom favorite so i lowkenuinely kill myself

this is all im good for. this is my life and i will die doing this one thing

deadass who do i even talk to who i fucking vent to i have nobody wow this sucks

no one to vent to no one to go to

i dont even have a name. only a purpose

just do your job stupid fucking bitch this is what you get for thinking you deserve anything in this world

i just want to feel like i matter

i just want a day where i dont cry

whnen you suicidal as fuck and overwhelmed beyodn belief but youre nothing more but a walking fleshlight to someone

effort leads nowhere. dont waste your emotional energy on anybody

it doesnt matter how well you do today, you will always get humiliated and put down back to your place.

I'd give all this attention and accolades away if it meant things could feel normal and happy betweeen us again