huge waves of fatigue each time I stretch my system -> touch a block/ limiting belief -> do releasing work. mundane life-changing magic.

I'm proud of you! for your courage, tenacity, perfectionistic drive, growing capacity for self-compassion, and commitment to your vision <3

the way in is so easy. the way out can feel like a simulation or intrusion on a solipsistic state. I was used to being existentially alone

the narrative structure appears to be: a figure is introduced, against which proceeding events are juxtaposed to make lateral inferences

Does it matter whether you smile after you understand the truth or you smile without knowing it at all?

rather than the heart, i wish to show you my soul

in a moment where you feel deep love for someone, say it! you don't know who you will be tmr or in the next hour. say it when u mean it <3

intimately & comfortably sown (like a seed) into a master task which synthesizes other micro tasks into itself. capacity & complexity shift

blending sharp discernment with merciful compassion...

looks like i'm in the credit roll part of Uranus in my 7H. let the pattern line up so I have a good last look

on a stranger's face: a flash of inner torment. a part close to tears flickers right there, on their mask. people want to be found.

everything is titrated

me & whomst whenst!

hyperfixated on redoing my website for 3-4 days... I haven't locked in so hard and so easily in a while

a joy to witness a luminous being, albeit at a relational slant. you go dude

immense gratitude for precocious weirdos and nerds who fill the Internet w/ hobbies and thoughts and games which do nothing for the economy

ah, it's really over and i'm so grateful and happy :)

i love being here