Sciatica, tmj, and cervical radiculopathy worse than ever rn :( I miss my old life so much before my neck injury and tbi destroyed it

I didn't grow up with terms like autism burnout and regression but boy am I feeling them when the world is so actively hostile at every turn

Fighting to get a new prior auth for PT again. Ppl talk up autism awareness but NEVER ACTUALLY PROVIDE LEGAL ACCOMMODATIONS????

Like I constantly feel pushed to my limits with new bureaucratic bullshit every fucking day. Just feel so burnt out.

...while repeatedly getting Google's ok and case ID to get my phone repaired for free. Just an ongoing nightmare.

Have negative infinity spoons after spending today getting refused my phone's warranty at the repair shop...

Have I mentioned lately how much I hate insurance?????? Wasting days of my life trying to fight it and deal with this bureaucratic bullshit.

I should really give Stranger Things another try, it's literally about the 80s and dnd etc etc, you'd think that'd be literal catnip for me

The only difficult part is the loneliness that comes with it.

I'm a strange and broken individual. It's no longer something I feel bad about, but something I embrace.

Been daydreaming a bunch of story stuff. But now I want an AU of it so the boys all get a happy ending 🥺

I miss talking to ppl but I'm scared eventually it'll start to show how stressed out and messed up I am over my healthcare and finances. Idk

Took a big gamble with my new insurance this coming year, I really hope it's worth it. I've been sick with worry.

In crashout mode the past few months from financial and medical stress, really really unwell

Dr said the tears usually work rly well for ppl so fingers crossed. Think I might be having hormonal issues, but drs don't take that srs

I got autologous serum tears 70% for $400. Was hoping to offset the cost on my cc but everything is BAD. Can't see tho my dry eye is so bad

Not able to get meds I need, counterforce appeals getting denied, doctor's offices are no help... Hard not to feel like giving up

I've been keeping to myself. Feels like I get a few nastygrams from my insurance each week. I'm so depressed over it man.

Feels like a big race to the bottom

Prices have been driven really low overall, which is especially hard in expensive countries, and there are fewer customers than ever