I really wish I was inside of one of those videos where the anime girl is dancing outside a brutalist apartment complex in the cold snow at night with a... watered down, quite nostalgic song in the backround?

♥♥♥♥♥♥ up my life award
Genuine hikikomori loser
No friends irl
Depressed? (I always feel that empty piercing in my... just below my stomach? I feel like a piece of paper being scrunched up in an empty void)
(high functioning) Autist (not annoying but a little socially retarded)
Overthinker
Literally cannot function without cigarettes or razors
I don't like my parents and I barely talk to anyone in my family
I feel cold, so cold. is my soul already dead? i feel cold on the inside, but there is a thin layer of warmth on around my skin, like my body is putting up a facade
Every night I barely sleep because my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ thoughts keep on spiralling...
I've died before. I guess quantum immortality wasn't a lie
Constant ringing in my ears, never experienced true silence in my entire life
Really bad at messaging first (idk what it is, I just can't bring myself too...)
I fantasise about getting SA'd because then at least someone would want me
Touch starved
Attention deprived
Affection denied
Ofc im single and have never had a gf
Visits from social services (♥♥♥♥ off)
Talk to me
Denpa enjoyer