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Mephy ¦

Mephont PayneGrey

Bangkok, Krung Thep, Thailand

I am always here for my friends. You just have to reach out.
We're all on borrowed time, so please don't take advantage of each other and take things for granted.
Make them know how much you care before it's too late.

Disclaimer: I rarely have Steam chat on these days due to my aging computer not playing nice with Chromium. Expect slow responses or the possibility of missing your message. I am most reachable via Discord.

You MUST specify in the comments section why you're adding me ; it cannot be trade offers, begging for games nor looking to get a quick "sexting" (is that what you kids call it?); I won't answer to these. I will also not add you if you can't even form sentences properly and type out your stammers. Don't add me if your idea of "busy" is being in-game.

NOTE: I will NOT add you, if your profile has a question mark for an avatar and is level 0-3 (read: you just made the account a few days ago); this is my response to the influx of phishing spambot accounts.
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual, Demisexual (i.e. I do not do hook-ups, sorry.)
Status: Single but not actively looking.
Birthday: September 16
Personal motto: Keep expectations moderate and you'll be pleasantly surprised when things go right.
Fursona: Skunk-Cat
I'm quite passive in real life, but i'm more talkative online.

Add me if you want, I'll accept your Invites, but please don't send me any group/clan invites; I've got enough...
- M3LL0WC4T

Preferred era of music & pop culture: '80s
Favorite Bond: Timothy Dalton
Favorite Doctor(s): McCoy (7th) and Davison (5th)
Favorite quote: Too many to list.
Favorite bands: a-ha, Depeche Mode, Pet Shop Boys, Electronic, Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark, Kraftwerk, They Might Be Giants,Spandau Ballet, Frankie Goes To Hollywood, Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band, Pet Shop Boys, Joy Division, New Order, Bronski Beat, Chicago

Favorite solo artists: Nik Kershaw, Peter Gabriel, David Bowie, Jimmy Somerville, Rick Astley, Harry Chapin

Favorite Films:
Blade Runner, Apocalypse Now, The Warriors, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Once Upon a Time in the West, Robocop, Highlander, Tears of the Black Tiger, Cinema Paradiso, Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain, The Living Daylights, Dune '84, Les Parapluies de Cherbourg, Modern Times, Chico y Rita, Brazil, Le Mépris, Hiroshima mon amour, The Empire Strikes Back, Cats Don't Dance, Mad Max 1, Live and Let Die, For a Few Dollars More, Mars Attacks!, Pee-wee's Big Adventure, Falling Down, True Stories

Favorite Shows/Franchises:
Doctor Who, James Bond, Gojira/Godzilla

To-Do List:
Forget & forgive [ ]
Move in with someone [ ]
Graduate from college [X]
Get the hell outta Thailand [X] (kinda.)
Meet people from Steam Friends list [X]
Get a job as a writer/journalist/poet/scripwriter [X] (kinda.)
Draw myself a fursona [X]

List of Items:
Orange Box [X] (Retailed)
Left 4 Dead: Game of the Year Edition [X] (Retailed)
Counter-Strike: Anthology [X] (Retailed)
Garry's Mod 11 [X] (Digital)
Killing Floor [X] (Digital) + DLCs
Left 4 Dead 2 [X] (Retailed)
HL: Anthology [ ]
Alien Swarm [X]
Counter-Strike: Source [X] (Digital)
Day of Defeat: Source [X] (Digital)

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Where's Mephy? (Dec. 2025)

I am still alive, just barely ever active in Steam chat. You can still find me here, but Steam chat is not very good to me. It used to be able to remember chats from way before, as far back as your first messages, and now it sometimes can't even remember a message from days ago. Since I have to read previous messages to jog my memory (it isn't what it used to be), this just won't do. Nowadays, you will mainly find me on Telegram and especially on Discord. Reach out to me on there instead.

And as of 2022 or so, I've indefinitely started using the "Invisible" status. It culminated from a bunch of factors, namely a series of fallouts with longtime friends limerence and mounting health issues. This led to a long period of depression and self-isolation. At the time, I felt my words went unheard by people and I was fighting a chronic illness alone. After some time and with much encouragement from those who didn't turn me away, I gradually overcame the negativity that I had surrounded myself with. I said, "No more." and shifted focus to those who mattered, and more importantly, myself.

I've since surrounded myself with supportive, positive people and am doing much better now. However, I grew accustomed to the privacy that came with not showing my status all the time. It is for this reason that I no longer seem to be online, though I very much am. And that's the story thus far.

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Mephy ¦

Apr 22 @ 10:31am

I'm not writing this whole response for pity, just giving you my perspective. I am doing much better, but I still have demons to fight. I only ask that people not just gloss over all of this and try to understand why I seem distant nowadays.

Mephy ¦

Apr 22 @ 10:30am

In truth, I also think perhaps my heart was broken one too many times, and I don't mean that in the romantic sense. I just got fed up with running after people. My fault is that I've always been a people pleaser, because I was scared to lose and let go. I like to make people happier than I can be in private. When people start leaving for whatever reason, a part of me goes with them. Now imagine how much of that is left, now that a lot of them had. It got pretty bad, emotionally, that I nearly did think to leave. Instead, I hid myself away for a while and refused to look at my friends list anymore. It took several years, but eventually, I did find some semblance of myself again. But there is still a part of me that feels hurt by all that had happened and having to make do, after all those years ago. It's why my profile still seems a tad barren.

Mephy ¦

Apr 22 @ 10:22am

Thanks. Nah, it's not really that.

Besides what I wrote above, I've been dialing down my online activities since about late 2010's, in part due to college keeping me busy. I am still active, just not as publicly engaged and a bit more choosy with where I give my energy. I feel tired a lot of the time due to my illness, even if I don't seem it. It affects my mood and energy, and I don't have as much patience to figure out other people's baggage anymore. Many also don't want to hear from me, and that's alright. I've learned to not cling to those who won't stay to listen.

CkRiX

Apr 20 @ 9:38pm

Hey dude. I thought you'd pretty much left the net. Been ages since we played anything on steam together but I hope life is treating you better. May you be healthy and jubilant always!

Nixy

Oct 17, 2025 @ 7:52am

nixyf1987
thats my discord user. add me there

Mephy ¦

Oct 17, 2025 @ 3:53am

Regarding my invisible status, it's a long story. There was just a lot of emotional things going on for the past few years, and I hid myself for a while because I got fed up and was not in a good headspace.

I am much better now, but I ended up not wanting to appear online all the time anymore, so I just kept it. My chats are always open though, and I will reply if I see it.

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