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Backburner
02:44
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Better Fool
02:01
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Nothings gonna change
Just cause you blew the candles out on your birthday cake
I don’t think my friends like me
I think I have ADHD
I think I’ll set some boundaries
And keep you far away from me
You taught me there would be no one else for me
And that's a lesson that I'm currently unlearning
I am a fool right now
I was a fool back then
But I’m a better fool than I ever have been
Gone our separate ways
Until I bump into you and you tell me how much you've changed
I'm not ready to let go
But I can't keep holding out hope
That when you're sad you’ll talk to me
Instead of coming for my throat
And it sure feels real to me now
It’s as clear as it’s ever been
I wish I could go back in time and show myself what I couldn’t see then
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Drain
03:25
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I wanna learn to be patient like you
I never stop to take the rocks out of my shoes
You see the sunny side of every situation
I'm stuck in my imagination
I’m a lost cause, I got a dark heart
I like to stay sad cause it’s a lost art
If you saw me lying dead in the street would you stop your car to take a picture of me?
I’ll be your roadkill, promise to stay still
We’re going downhill from here
Hey, hey
I’m learning how to drain
All of this hate out from my heart and from my brain
I’m learning not to pick up when you call me because the way I act with you is alarming
And you don’t want my company or conversation
I’m junk food, instant gratification
I want true love, like in the movies
Standing ovation at the ending
I try my hardest just to look on the bright side
But everyday I just can’t make up my mind
Am I confident?Or a dumb bitch?
So what fuck it who gives a shit!!!!!!!!!
Hey, hey
I’m learning how to drain
All of this hate out from my heart and from my brain
Hey, hey
I just wanna feel okay
I’m taking everything I know, I’m gonna throw it all away
Hey give me a break, at least I got out of bed today
Changed my clothes and tried to hydrate
Did all the stupid shit my self help books say
I won’t speak negativity because my words become reality
But oh my god I fucking hate myself
I hate you because you remind me of myself
And I don't understand how anyone could be so fucking stupid!!!! >:(
Fuck.
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4. |
Keep In Touch
03:18
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I think you’d like it in los angeles
You could move in, my roommates would be fine with it
We’ll paint the walls green, your favorite color
And we’ll drink vodka slushies all summer
I could dog sit while you’re on tour
Send me postcards from every liquor store in every city
Write on them that you miss me
Kiss it with your favorite lipstick and spray it with perfume before you send it
Maybe it’s just a stupid dream
I know you’d never change your life to be with me
6 hours north in a city by the sea
I want you here right now, I want you here with me
You stopped sending pictures of your day
Your view from the bus stop, your pretty face
You said you’d call me when you get home
I stayed up all night waiting by my phone
If i were closer, would you remember the way I made you feel in september?
You said it’s too cold in san francisco, but i keep you warm so you’ll take me where you go!!
Let’s keep in touch, maybe one day we’ll fall in love
I just wanna be touched, this distance is too much
I think of you all day and it fucks me up!!!
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Dumb
01:36
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I know you don’t think that I’m cool, and it’s not like i need you to
But when you walk into the room I’m trying to impress you
And no I’m not a kid, but i still think about the stupid things i did
Sewing patches on my jacket cause i thought that you would like it and you didn't!!!
You said,
"Nobody’s gonna care about the sad little songs you share
And nobody's gonna know how your dumb little songs go"
OH OH OH OH OH OH OOOHH WOAAAHHHH
They said,
"Nobody’s gonna care about the cute little songs you share
And nobody's gonna know how your dumb little songs go"
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6. |
Friends at Best
02:54
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You said of all your friends that you like me the best
Made me stay up with you all night, fell asleep with your head on my chest at 9 am
Is this how you treat all of your friends?
Why won’t you hold me close when it’s cold outside?
If you don’t have a conscience, that’s alright, I’ll lend you mine
I said “I’m not gonna fuck things up this time”
Woke up in your car, you were grinding your teeth, and there’s blood on my thighs
I just wanna be alone without being lonely
I don’t wanna be touched, but I want somebody to hold me
I love your crooked teeth more than I love you
Just cause you say to my face doesn’t mean that it’s true
You and I can be friends at best if this is how you treat all of your friends
I’ve got my friends, I’ve got my dog, I’ve got my bed
I’ve been working all week and I’m gonna go out dancing this weekend
And I don’t need you!!!
Lie to myself and say that we are through
This year has been weird and I’m just trying to stay alive
I don’t really know you but yeah, you can come inside
This year has been weird and I’m just trying to stay alive
I don’t really like you but yeah, you can cum inside me
I just wanna be alone without being lonely
I said "don’t fucking touch me" but I want somebody to hold me
I love your stupid laugh more than I love you
Just cause you say to my face doesn’t mean that it’s true
You and I can be friends at best if this is how you treat all of your friends
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7. |
Sentimental Scum
02:38
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I’m 25, only getting older
Lost all my friends when I got sober
Lost the only man I loved when I got self esteem
No one likes you when you’re in your mid 20s still chasing a teenage dream
It’s okay if I’m blooming just a little bit late
I used to be young and dumb, now I’m just dumb
Hang around my old town like I’m sentimental scum
So what, who cares!!
Suck it up kid, life’s not fair!!
Promise that I'll go nowhere
Honesty?? Sincerity??
Oh my god you’re scaring me!!
I think too much, act like I’m tough
But cry when you touch me
I just wanna be myself but I still don't know how
I was raised by MTV so you know that I'm a fuck up now
It’s okay to wish it were still yesterday
It’s okay, promise I’ll grow up by my 26th birthday
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8. |
Honeybear
02:16
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You know it’s wrong to treat me like you do
And I know it’s pointless, but I believed in you
I kept the light on, I kept the bed warm
You never came home, you said I’d been warned
Bubblegum in your hair, you used to call me honeybear
Sticky sweet, stuck on you, fixated on your every move
I used to say, “It’s all okay, it’ll work out in the end”
Now I’m not sure, it’s all a blur
I used to be so self assured
I can hear it in your voice when you’re lying through your teeth
And I don’t feel like myself or the girl I wanna be
Ignore the things you say, make myself small
You'll watch me fade away until I’m nothing at all
I used to be so self assured
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9. |
I Lost It (Self Respect)
02:11
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Tell me, do you think I’m pretty??
When you fuck me why don't you kiss me??
I need constant validation just to feel worthy of your conversation
I got post-it notes all over my mirror that say stupid shit like, “I’m beautiful, I love myself”
You said it best I’m the worst fucking liar
I’d try a little harder but I’m just so tired
You said I must have lost my self respect along the way
Because how could you take from me what I never had in the first place?
You said I have no self respect and that’s okay
Because then I need you around to make me feel like I’m something
Tell me do you think I’m someone??
The someone you want me to be??
I’ll cut my hair or grow it out, whatever you wanna see
I don’t even know myself, I’m always pretending I’m somebody else
And I’ll do whatever to keep you here forever cause I hate being alone more than I hate being together!!
You said I must have lost my self respect along the way
Because how could you take from me what I never had in the first place?
You said I have no self respect and that’s just fine
Because then it’s all my fault when I feel like I want to die
Oh I lost it
Abandon all your self respect, you don’t need where we’re going
You said abandon all your self respect, you don’t need it when you have me
You said abandon all your self respect, you don't need it where we're going
You said abandon all your self respect because we’re getting in the car and we’re never coming back, no!!!!
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Live Fast, Die Fun!!!
02:40
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WHAT DID YOU THINK WAS GONNA HAPPEN???
In the morning he drinks whiskey in his coffee
I brush it off because i want him to want me
No sugar or cream, he says I’m all the sweet he needs
Sends me off with a shot and a kiss on the cheek
Oh my god, I think he might be an aries
He’s so sweet but he kind of scares me
Stays out all night getting drunk and picking fights
And i want to make him mine but i know it’s just a waste of time
He says he wants to
Live fast die fun
Cause i'm the only in love
And i know it’s sounds dumb
But i wanna self destruct
Live fast, die fun!!
When i saw you i thought i’d never seen something so lovely
You thought “i think she could take care of me”
Let’s drink rum and coke, give each other stick and pokes
Every time i try to tell you to fuck off, I can't, I choke
Live fast, die fun!!
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11. |
Wallflower
03:24
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Falling in love with you is just asking to get my heart broken
Sharing another cigarette even though we both quit smoking
I’ll love you if you let me, I don’t know what I’m expecting
You said you don’t want love, just human connection
You just wanna fuck with no self reflection
I don't care if no one knows
I’ll be the wallflower at the back of your shows
I’ll only come around if you ask me to
And I’ll wait forever to fall in love with you
Everyone can see it, everybody knows
You’re just gonna leave me, you’re just gonna go
Because I can’t keep my promises
I can’t keep you around
I can’t get my shit together, I’m always the rebound
Still....
I don't care if no one knows
I’ll be the wallflower at the back of your shows
I’ll only come around if you ask me to
And I’ll wait forever
To fall in love with you
Being sad isn’t romantic, it just fucking sucks
And I’ll never find love cause I’m shit of luck
Being heartbroken is no fucking fun
And I’ll never love again because you were the one
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Wine Stains
03:44
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In the car I fell asleep, dreamt of you in the passenger seat
Woke up to your text messages like it was a bad omen
Stole the things that you gave to me
If I asked you’d give me anything
I touched your arm too much, I let you drive home drunk
I just keep fucking up
You got wine stains on your teeth and your t-shirt
The night you broke my heart, it still hurts
Friends don’t say “I love you” as much as you and I do
So say there’s nowhere else you’d rather be than ruining your life with me
You say we’re too similar, keep our emotions prisoner
We wear black to blend in shyly
Conscious clean but thoughts so grimy
Shrug and act like you don’t care, tonight you’ll have your fingers in my hair
I don’t believe you when you’re sweet
Your nice guy act is killing me
So say there’s nowhere else you’d rather be
You're ruining your life with me right??
So say there's nowhere else you'd rather be
It's only me, it's only me right??
So say there’s nowhere else you’d rather be than ruining your life with me
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Suzie True Los Angeles, California
đź’”sentimental scumbagsđź’”
