Sorry...

"Manusia ini...

Kadang-kadang bila buat salah pada orang, kita senang sahaja nak claim pada orang itu agar jadi pemaaf...

Sedangkan kita pula meminta maaf sambil lewa sahaja...

Kita lupa... bila kita ketuk paku pada dinding, kalau kita cabut balik pun, bekasnya tetap masih ada...

Maka sebaiknya kita fikir 1000 kali sebelum kita sakitkan hati orang, fitnah orang, cerca orang...

Kalau TER-buat juga, usahalah bersungguh-sungguh menebus kesalahan kita...

Jangan sekadar pandai mengucap "maaf" sahaja.  

Masa tidak boleh diputar, apa yang berlaku tidak boleh ditukar..."

- adapted from HajarJufri-

To him...

awak... nak minta maaf banyak-banyak...

lately, don't know whether it is due to the stress, work, pressure, or PMS...

(pandai-pandai salahkan benda lain, sedangkan memang pun selama ni perangai sebenar panas baran...)

sorry sebab asyik melukakan hati awak...

kesian tengok awak buat muka manja yang kesian... macam anak kucing yang tak dilayan tuannya plak.. hehe

Thanks for enduring my temper.... ^^

TIRED !

- tired of endless birocratic dramas... of him saying this, her saying that
- tired of people who do not reply messages when those replies are urgently needed
- tired of people who do not tell us their plans, and when we have plans of our own, they got angry
- tired of last minute orders and decisions
- tired of passing jobs around and at last, it got to me
- tired of caring for people's feelings when my own is ignored
- tired of not being informed of anything, and at last it looked as if i did not do anything, i am irresponsible
- tired of having to smile and say "alright boss... ^^" / "ok no prob... ^^" / "alright... ^^" 
- tired of being labelled as "not doing any work" when i actually did, just that you don't expect me to say "ok, i did this that this that" right?

if he could leave his phone without a single cent, without top-up, without replying people's messages... 

CAN I DO THE SAME THING AS WELL?

of course i can!

but i will not... that's the difference between us...

when everything become my fault...

keeping silence... but everything has its limit...


all of a sudden, everything become my fault...


- him not talking to me, treating me like a stranger... all of a sudden, without reason... what i know was he was okay till the day he posted something... about "tanpa disedari, air mata membasahi pipi apabila terlihat dia bersama lelaki lain..." and after that, he stopped talking to me, sms me or even say hi to me... one thing that hurt me was him saying "don't worry, i know how to carry on with my life without you...:)"


- 2nd him asking to go out for McD since sunday.... for 3 days continuous... sunday, monday, tuesday... initially i said ok, but when no other friends are going out, only the 2 of us, i gave various excuses not to go out... and he was angry....


- 3rd him... all of a sudden... stopped talking to me... posting complicated statuses on fb... making it sounds as though it is about me... though i don't feel it is my fault, but i said sorry cos i don't wanna make matters worse...


when all of a sudden everything become my fault... unnecessary stress appear.... =(


remedies, anyone? ='(

A.P.O.L.O.G.I.Z.E

wonder why so many of my friends having "PMS" lately...
* PMS = Pre-Mesntrual Syndrome  refers to a wide range of physical or emotional symptoms that typically occur about 5 to 11 days before a woman starts her monthly menstrual cycle


it seems like those "affected" individuals are moody all of a sudden, avoiding me for reasons i don't know. and ironically, both of them are BOYS.


GUYS have PMS too? yeah, literally... and more severe than girls do, i can say...


and it is my habit to say sorry to someone whenever i sensed they are not talking to me. i said sorry sometimes not because i noe i'm wrong, but because i'm afraid i did something wrong which i don't realize. 

but the sincere apologies turn to be something that makes your heart says "it's ok... be patient... sabar... calm down... don't get angry, don't bother what he says..." when you see him posting in his FB status, as if it is REALLY your fault. padahal you did NOTHING and know NOTHING!


ah... that's life... and from there, i learn to be patient, control my emotions, take a deep breath and 

as if nothing happened...


that's the least i could do to make MYSELF happy... =)

Lesson of The Day : Learning from Mistake =)

maybe it is really my fault for choosing people based on 1st impression... cos the cruel fact is : 

1ST IMPRESSION KILLS!

no more choosing depending on 1st impression! no more people who can't handle stress, and in turn, make me stress!!!! i've got enough to bear by myself, to think for myself, and sometimes no time at all to think for other people. might sound bad and cruel, but this is FACT! who is going to care for me if not myself? if i care for others, who is going to care for me, think of my feelings, help me solve my problems???

it is especially more tension-ing when people around you are CREATING stress for themselves. one simple thing, yet they need to make it till as if it's a BIG deal, and that REALLY bothers me alot, cos it seems like it's a big problem though it is not...

STRESS MANAGEMENT !!!! ^^

Human...

human can be really different at different times...


at times, they can be very soft to you, talking with soft tones, softly, politely, sweetly...


and at another time, they changed... to be total strangers, not even saying "hi" to you...


i really dun understand human... and am trying very hard to understand...


at the mean time, just pretending to be stupid, closing both eyes to everything around me... 


after all, i am human as well... =)

Support VS Love

many times in life, you have to make a decision, whether you like it or not... decision that makes you think many times, many things to consider...


i love my college... i love it so much that i cried when we lose for Malam Rumpun Budaya Competition... i never measure how much i love my college, and i never knew about it till that day when i cried...


and yet... he represented other college for Street Soccer competition... playing for other college, getting number 3....


that's not the main point...


the main point is... getting himself injured, bleeding... 


when one wound is deepened by another wound... 


the feeling is complicated... 


maybe it is not the time yet for me to open up my heart and love someone...

I'm Not Perfect

i tried my best to do the best... though i know i am not perfect...

"Tegurlah saya andai kata saya silap... Tolong lah jangan berdingin dengan saya..."

i love JPK... i love my friends...

and i miss the name "Exco Publisiti & Informasi"

i really love the job of being this exco... so sorry to the current exco... for all mistakes and wrongs i've done...

IMY

finished Pesta Konvo, with many issues and problems occuring... Thank GOD i have friends supporting me all the time, till i can survive and overcome all those nonsense problems...


and everything makes me miss him more...

My Life now...

- was in the car with my best fren the other day... a fren who sort of quarrelled (cold war) for few days... cant help but cried in car... cos in my mind, i keep thinking "if i know such thing will happen, i would not have continued my battle. if i know you want to distance urself from the new jpk, i would not have joined it at the 1st place..."

"still in process of transition..away from love,away from care,away from joy..learn to keep 

quiet,

 be alone, just myself...it's HARD for me..I know you will NEVER forgive me..and for a 

VAMPIRE, HARD & NEVER are among the most painful,infinite crapping that we have to 

face.."

- difficulties when i have to juggle few jobs... being a vice president, a personal assistant, a secretary, a publicity & information exco... and of course, a final year student...

- suddenly feel so tired with things around me, especially when i can hardly spend any time with my best friends, unlike before... 

- worse still, skipping meetings done by best friends cos i have other commitments on hand...

- no regret, mei kin just need some time to re-adjust her life...

and everything will be back to normal... she'll smile once more... =)

*hopefully*

Being MYSELF~!!! ^^

i got what i want... at last!


and that's my aim at the 1st place, competing for JPK...


not to get a post, but just to guide so that a leader will be born..


i did not aim for president, but i am for timbalan presiden 1, cos i know very well my task continuing JPK is not to overshadow juniors to lead, but to guide them to lead


some might say that i am just showing off to others cos i did not get president. whatever it is, i know what i am doing, i know what i did is right... i know i am doing the right thing...


and i am proud i am not overtaken by greed, that i am still able to hold on to my own will till the end, that i did not accept the offer to be president cause the evil side of me ask me to...


I AM PROUD OF MEIKIN! ^^

To Continue or not...

few months ago, i said NO...

few weeks ago, i said I ALSO DON'T KNOW...

few days ago, i said YES, I AM OUT FOR IT...

few hours ago, i said OK, I'M NOT GOING...

wondering what i am talking about? about Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Kolej (JPK).... gonna leave it soon... a family, after a year of busy-ness and tired-ness... after a year of class-skippings and quizzes-missing...


should i continue, or should i retire just like that? i love it too much to let go... to people who tell me they wanted to be a JPK, but when i ask "why do you want to be a JPK?" they answered "cos i want to get college"


but being a jpk without a gang of fren is no fun... 


being a jpk when final year project is here, is of no fun also...


what can i do... 

Release Tension

bila lagi nak blogging kalau bukan sekarang kan? line at college is REALLY bad, considering the high intake of students.


actually baru balik dari kuching. merayau pagi-pagi... ^^


starting of sem is REALLY bothering me. with Final Year Project (FYP), events, activities and LAZINESS


skipped 1st day of class, on Monday, due to laziness + tiredness from juniors' orientation week. HAIHZ... tot wanna get full attendance this sem! >.<


quite random, during orientation week cried when my college lost in cheers competition. this mei kin, sot sot wan! this also wanna cry...


honestly, that moment, on my mind were these things... "hopes from abg salihin, abg ezral, abg hisham... and all other seniors... those who cant join me during this orientation... i've promised them victories from my college, but i fail to do it..." mayb crying is the way i release all the mix feelings in my heart. cried really hard, but is a way to release bottled up feelings and stress too la... heheh. when i see abg salihin's replies, that made me cry more... lol


talking about crying, feel uneasy this whole week. motivation gone, mood gone. nothing that can make me start my engine to work hard.


after jaga stor just now, was playing songs and singing out loud in my room, tot it is a way to release stress...


1.00am... ammar smsed and asked whether wanna go out anot... straight away agreed... and called up a few other ppl... namely abg salihin, mathew & farid. off we went out! =P


thats y i love campus life. can go out whenever i want, whenever i feel stress. lol


lepak at waterfront... walked around, disturbing ppl dating... sat down and chat and laughed... 


next, went to Raja Ayam Bakar, had some really hot and spicy sambal...


then drift on road, driver : abg salihin.... the wind : soothing! ^^


me, driving back to college from bhep, forced by abg salihin... =.='''


these are those few little things that managed to make me happy and smile again. heart felt much lighter...


in fact, i felt as if i've cried WHOLE DAY NOW!!! =))


if i were a Sim, i'm now in excellent mood! ^^


alright, a random, short summary of what happened to me these few days. now, OFF to sleep with a huge SMILE on my face!


love everyone... =D

Something I Should Have Done...

a friend of mine posted something in FB yesterday...

"TENSION!!!! mati lebih baik! lebih baik mati daripada hidup!"

fret not, he's okay... chatted with him just now on FB... nevertheless, his statement caused me to worry so much, unable to sleep... and i start thinking back of the past...

someone said & did the same thing as this friend last time... and cause i ignored him, cause i care about other things more than him, cause i forget to press the button "SEND" to send out the sms to him asking him is he alright the moment we got a weird "goodbye" message from him... if only....

maybe he will still be here today... celebrating Raya with his loving family...

It's the heart that counts...

went out with my mom to buy something... came back home with one voice message


never received a voice msg before, so it took some time before i finally figured out how to "retrieve" the message... pai sehhhh~


it's actually the sender's voice, singing this...

"Di manakah pemandangan terindah di dunia

Puas ku cari setelah jauh melangkah

Hingga takdir menyuluh ke arah mu

Ku temu pemandangan itu terlakar di wajahmu"

actually i have no idea what's the name of the song till he told me... 

Jatuh by Adam 

(click to listen ^^)

Di manakah pemandangan terindah di dunia?
Puas ku cari setelah jauh melangkah
Hingga takdir menyuluh ke arah mu
Ku temu pemandangan itu terlakar di wajahmu

Dengan setiap renungan
Terpesona ku rasakan
Dengan setiap belaianmu hati makin tersentuh

Oh kasih, oh kasih
Ku berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku

Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh
Jatuh cinta dengan kamu

Dalam berjuta-jutaan lagu
Tiada satupun dapat menenteramkan kalbu
Melainkan bila kau menyebut
Ke telinga bahawa kau juga sayang padaku

Dengan setiap lafaz kata
Harapan makin menyinar
Untuk kita bersama membina hidup bahagia

Oh kasih, oh kasih
Ku berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku
Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh

Jatuh cinta dengan kamu
Ku rasa setuah-tuah manusia
Nikmati hidup dengan wanita yang ku cinta

Oh kasih, oh kasihKu berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku
Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh
Jatuh cinta dengan kamu

"那些年，我們一起追的女孩" You Are The Apple of My Eye

So randomly i came across this movie yesterday when a uni senior of mine post the Part 1 trailer of this movie on FB. i watched it, and got quickly attracted to the storyline. Watched Part 2 as well =)


What is so special about this movie?
it is based on a book written by a very famous chinese author, one of taiwan best-selling authors, 九把刀, also known as Giddens. not only that, it is also based on his OWN childhood experience of chasing girl during high school. (these reminds me of the Thailand movie : First Love, A Little Thing Called LOVE")


Meanwhile, In Taipei Film Festival “International New Talent Competition”, it won the Audience Choice Award...


i'm not good at promoting, but just want to share this little sweet love story with you all. too bad, it's not screening at Malaysia... =(


p/s : Giddens is one and only chinese author who makes me regret of not studying in chinese school, cos i am unable to read his novels now all because i don't know how to read mandarin characters... =)
* i've changed the playlist of my blog... the 1st song played is the theme song of this movie... nice & sweet, just like our childhood ^^

Everything is fine...

one of those last days of my LI (latihan industri), me n a few interns were chatting when suddenly this certain cruel fact hit me hard...

"we mite be close now, but once we leave here, there will be no more common topics between us, and the gap will start growing day by day till we no longer as close as now"

exactly! that's very true... that's a fact... don't agree?

in secondary skul, we have our best friends... we will talk about everything from guys to tuitions to the girl next class, but once we go on our own way in life, when we come out from gathering, we will be talking about different things : i'll be talking about my course, and she, her course.

that's what we call : GAP

sth we have to accept eventhough we dun like it... =)

UNIFI !

don't get me wrong, i am not a promoter for unifi...


after few years of using 52.0kbps Jaring Dial Up connection, wifi is finally installed, thanks to my brother ^^


*akibat boleh on9, sibuk layan fb, youtube, etc... lupa pulak nak post apa...* =P

Family or Enemy?

mood was quite good initially, taking into account that "he" sms-ed me yesterday, and my best friend told me that he liked me (lol)


mood changed once something happened...


was waiting for my experiment to run (need to wait for 15 minutes). so i went over to my friend's work place and asked whether is there anything she wants me to help her with (pity them, next thursday have to do presentation alr, but their supervisor like dun care about them at all)


she asked me to help her wash some apparatus, then asked me to dry it up at the lab above, and sambil itu help her weigh some samples (since our weighing balance rosak)


while weighing, a staff came over and asked


- you are under who?
- who ask you to use the weighing balance here?
- who gave you the permission?
- did you tell your supervisor?
- did you ask my boss? (my friend;s supervisor)


bombarded with questions that i am unable to answer, what i did was just smile and walked away...


i just dno why it hurts me so much to hear those things. mayb because of his "warning", "stern", "serious" tone... and at the same time, i was thinking "why can't i use the instruments in the lab since they all belong to the same company, MPOB? i am just a student, their politics is their problems. their misunderstandings, their past, are all theirs. why must they drag innocent students like me into such situation?"


p/s : my supervisor's office is at the lab downstairs, and this lab upstairs belongs to my friend's supervisor. both these supervisors are "enemies", have some misunderstandings that i also dont know is what. so they divide very clearly which is who's etc..


and so, because of this, students have to bear the consequences... of not being able to enjoy those new apparatus upstairs..


sometimes, it is better to work in a small company, but has warmth like family; rather than work in a big company but as enemies...


- "don like dat mei mei.. 2morrow i bring u ''sat keh mah'' n other very very sweet sweet stuff 4 u ok? =)"
seeing my fren saying this, i suddenly remembered one friend... a friend who gave me sweets when i am down/sad/no mood... someone who wished that with sweet things, hopefully my mood will get better... someone who brought sweets all the way back from Genting, someone who quietly put a packet of sweets underneath my desk in school when i was depressed... someone.. a friend i had lost... =')

Little Act

went to Station 1 cafe with sis, her bf and xiao tian (a gal from china working at the same palce as my sis)


reached there. got down from car. suddenly a woman (i think around 40 years old) called "miss... miss..."


holding my hands, she said she was there to look for a relative who had cheated her money. but the relative ran off, shifted. so she has no money to board a taxi back to her home.


she said she needed rm10... i gave her that... and her eyes were teary...


"only god can repay you all for what you all did... thank you..."


and she's a malay...


the main thing does not lie on her race or ethnic, but lies on the fact that despite being from different background, when you helped someone, ur heart feels light instantly... 


help someone, and feel the difference ^^

This is not L.O.V.E

a friendship which blossoms into relationship... that is LOVE, isn't it?

"A relationship build without the foundation of a friendship is just like a castle build on sand"

how can it proceeds further to a relationship if the friendship is working backwards? (read : it does not get closer, but it gets further and further, feels more and more awkward)

then this isn't L.O.V.E, right?

Light in Midst of Darkness

1st July 2011, Monday...

starting of new 2nd half of the year, many would say. saw quite a number of posts in facebook regarding how bad 1st half of the year was, all hoping for a better 2nd half... as for my case, well, typically Mei Kin... i forgot that 1st July is supposed to be a significant day marking beginning of 2nd half of the year, so i paid no special attention to it. hehehe


but something makes me feel i need to look at 1st July 2011 in another way...


Scene 1


a friday, as usual, 2 hours and 30 minutes lunch hour. we settled for McD at last (tak jadi pergi Alamanda again)


on the way, when we reached a traffic light junction, my friend suddenly exclaimed "wa, that kitten really ah... so dangerous lah cross roads like that"


initially i didnt even realize there's a kitten on road. when my friend commented like that, of course i try to look around and see where's d kitten lo... saw a cute kitten hiding underneath cars which stopped at red light. we were busy discussing about what will happen when the light turned green...


then it happened...


no no no... not the kittens kena langgar... but is my friend... no no no... not he kena langgar also... is he opened his door, got out from the car, rushed towards d kitten, stopped incoming cars and took the kitten from underneath a car. then, he took the kitten with him and put it to a safe area, far away from the road.


this is not something u can see happening often... you can only see it happening when you are lucky enough... ^^


Scene 2


went to Fish Farm Thailand Seafood restaurant (at Ampang Lookout Point) for dinner... after that sit at hilltop (at this restaurant call Haven), enjoying a cup of Chocolate Oreo Chips Shake (name so long for what... =.=''') while looking at sceneries... top hill ma... hehehe


"Marry him... Marry him... Marry him..."


these words echoed from the table behind me. i turned and see yet another scene that you will not get to see everyday...


a man, down on both his knees, with a white rose... he was proposing to his gf, friends are busy recording/taking photos


heart felt an instant sweetness... though it is not me involved, but felt deeply sweetened... just like how i got deeply touched by words in one of my friend's blog, though those words are not for me...


when will i find someone who will do such things and say such things to me? =)


those 2 events make me feel : 2nd half of the year had just kicked off, GREATLY... ^^

Perfect Love Story

during my secondary school life, i had this one teacher... Miss Lim Soo Yee... she had never taught me before, but somehow i know her just like i know other teachers who taught me in school. even after graduating from f6, i still look for her whenever i go back to SMK Kepong Baru. 


one thing i know is that, she has a bf, working in taiwan. in a relationship for about 5 years (or is it 7 years i forgot). "when are you going to get married?" is the most common questions ppl ask her, besides "wah, how you and your bf maintain good relationships though so far apart?"


she, always with her branded sweet smile, answered "no choice la, not so fast going to get married... of course distance sometimes is a problem, but what to do..."


i've always loved her love story and salute her for her ability to love her bf so unconditionally... 


few months ago, i saw her uploaded a photo...

looks like she is going to get married... ^^


yesterday, i saw few friends of mine wishing her "CONGRATULATIONS" over Facebook... and a look into her page, i saw THIS...

under the album "Soo Yee's wedding"

SHE GOT MARRIED !

my heart is blooming with joy and happiness, just like a bed of flowers...

though it is not me who get married, but i feel the sweetness of her patience and sacrification all these while... she loved, and God rewarded her...

may her have a happy marriage life... ^^

wish i could have such a perfect love story as well... and sweet one... 

missing him right now... 

sometimes i just have to be thankful...

wonder why human hold so much grudges, complains so much when there's many things they can be thankful about. well, maybe not human in general, but is MEIKIN in particular...


i always complain about this and that in life, not knowing there are many things, be it small or big, that i can be soooooooo thankful about...


to list down a few...


loving mom and dad
- who gives me what i want, love me for 21 years already... and a place for me to hug and cry... should be thankful that i have a full-time mom, not a working mom... i can manja with her when i want, when i have problem just hug her and end up crying... still feeling as if i am still the small and young baby meikin...


loving sis and bro
- bro helped me in every tech-related-thing : iPhone, laptop, movies, songs etc... sis who fetched me during my industrial training, though she's very tired and sleepy... who rather sleep in living room so that i can sleep in her room...


loving friends
Aja & Ain
- who let me stay in their room in UPM though their room is fully loaded... who treats me so well and care for me so much


Nori
- who still sms me once a while, asking how am i doing... how's my broken heart etc


actually there's someone worth a special mention here... **ehem**


lately posted some quite emo statuses in fb... one day a fren fb chat with me... and he asked for my email, sending me a file... when i opened the fail, guess what is that?


it is him, singing one of my favourite song (my message tone) "Belaian Jiwa"


though that is not the sweetest voice i've ever heard, but the sincerity overcomes everything...


i asked him, why suddenly sing that song and record it down...


"cos i saw your sad posts... wanna cheer you up, and i noe you love this song..."


shouldn't i be grateful with what i have now, instead of complaining not having this and that? =)

Burden ?

1. tinggal rumah kakak di Nilai
- kakak kerja... terpaksa susahkan kakak n kawan kakak untuk hantar setiap hari... kakak habis kerja lewat... kena travel jauh... penat... jam lagi... dah banyak kali mengantuk... stress lagi... pastu nak jaga makan minum saya walaupun saya dah cukup dewasa tapi dia tak masih tak percaya saya boleh take care of myself


2. tinggal dengan kawan di UPM
- lagi lah!!!! satu bilik 6 orang... nak tinggal macam mana? tadi tengok kawan solat pun macam susah... sebab tempat terhad...


APA NAK DIBUAT?????? ='(

Pig vs Cow

i guess some readers will go "ewww... biar betul meikin ni... nk post pasal babi ke??"


if you feel you can't handle the word pig very well, leave this post. 


not once, not twice... but it comes across my mind quite a few times...


in Malaysia, you have
Malays CANNOT eat pork
Chinese NOT ALLOWED to eat mutton
Indians CANNOT eat mutton
p/s : mutton = cow's meat


before going further, let me explain... some chinese can eat mutton while some can't. actually, it depends on which dewa/dewi one put on their altar. there are so many, each "in-charge" of different aspects in life : some gives prosperity, some health, some studies, some ensure that you can have good & "dengar cakap" child etc etc... and even some chinese do not know the fact that *not all chinese cannot eat mutton*. only those who prayed & has GUAN YIN MAMA on the altar can't eat mutton. (*note : Guan Yin Mama is the dewi that some chinese pray to for "dengar cakap" child... normally small kids are taken to the tokong and di-anak angkat to Guan Yin Mama) as for MY case, i CAN eat mutton =)


though i've thought of this for quite some time, but it never really strikes me till one day.


so what is the problem with PIG and COW?


the story is like this...


during our last meeting for 1Malaysia program (for the main organizing committee), we were served chicken and mutton, among other dishes. while most of us were happily munching and enjoying "daging masak kicap" a famous way of cooking mutton, an Indian sat beside us. *Unimas student, the Indian here is Deva, FK 3rd Year. should not be a unheard name right? most of us know him


i look at his plate while i was eating (yala, i am that kind of person who will be busy looking right, left, front, back, everywhere and analyse everything around me whenever i am free, include eating time) of course, as an Indian, he did not take any mutton with him. then i start thinking...


"Chinese are not allowed to eat pork in front of their malays friends. maybe i am wrong, maybe chinese are ALLOWED to do that, but we did not do it so openly. what i mean here is we will not eat pork in front of our Malay friends, pork are even prohibited in hostel areas. even if we are allowed to eat them in front of our Malay friends, we also will feel segan & guilty lah..."


"BUT... why are we eating mutton in front of our Indian friends without feeling a bit of guilt? if think logically : indians arent allowed to eat mutton because they believed cow is sacred/mulia... some even said that cows are jelmaan of indians' god. *correct me if i am wrong, just writing what my indian friends told me* and imagine : we are eating their GOD and most sacred animal in front of them"


mmm... get what i was thinking?


how would you feel if you see someone eating your God's meat? or someone eating the most sacred thing in your religion?


i don't know, forgive me for my naive thoughts and irrelevant thinking... just something that come across my mind at that moment...


maybe it's time i stop eating mutton in front of my indian friends...


malaysia... respect each and every religion, and their beliefs... and our you will find that malaysia is indeed unique and beautiful ^^