Ending of a year...

here I am, after a year in this profession... fiu~ what an experience... So, to recap:

1. Now my form 5 students are almost finished answering SPM English paper... I am anxious for them, praying hard for them to answer it well....it's hard not to get emotionally attach because i taught their tuition...

2. I had a jamuan (illegal!) with my 4 Dahlia students (a few of them , laen dah amik cuti awal2).. apparently they will still be with me for next year, except I won't be teaching them...

SPM and STPM!

SPM and STPM start tomorrow!

nehhh~? sgt cepat? I really lost count of the days, last time I checked, it was 30 days-to-SPM.. how time flies~

anyhow, I'll be invigilating for STPM starting tomorrow.. pray that my legs can stand for 3 hours for each paper.. haha, that's the consequence I have to bear. I was approached and asked to replaced some teachers to invigilate the SPM and STPM.. thinking hard, I opted for STPM because;

- it will finish on 10th of Dec, unlike SPM which will be on 16th of Dec.. on 11th will be driving up to Pahang for my niece's kenduri

- the school is quite near to my house, nevermind about the TnT or milage claim.. I'm afraid I'll arrive late there if it is too far

- erm, saja? jaga budak2 besar senang sket kot... I guess, lemme check it out tomorow okay~

btw, I got my surat lantikan yesterday and busy doing the Medical Checkup thingy today..

That's the final straw

The news I was waiting and anticipating for had came out. Yerp, sad but true..

apa2 aja lah.. (numb feeling)

wish it was for the best..

hmm, I'll wait for the blast to register in my mind..

oh kamon, i had prepared myself for this..

...

a peek on life-as-me..

Busy bee~

Since when i became a workaholic?? a nice question to ponder during this hols i guess..

Anyway, here I am, 2 months from my last posting, hahaha~ very inconsistent.. And here I am again, darker and moodier than before..

[29,30 & 31 Oct]

Literally darker, bcoz of the teachers' tournament (pskppk) in which I took part, and really enjoyed myself out there! Our district won 3rd placing for badminton, after we made it to the semi finals and lost by 2 points to KBB. Then, we were the first runner up for volleyball... we lost to Kota Setar, we were too tired after we beat KMY.. huargh~ life's like that.. alhamdulillah Allah..


[1-4 Nov]

hoho, after the game, I just knew that I have to replace a friend of mine to a volleyball 'coaching' course, which will be held on...erm..lemme check the date.. tomorrow!! oh well, nvrmind.. it will be in Alor Setar, so I willingly accepted the offer.. Upon arrival, I found out something... Apparently, the course is a Calon Pengadil or Refereeing Course! darn, i was misled! So there I was, in BTP Alr Star for a 4 days course, and I enjoyed myself there too! :)



anyway, despite by hectic schedule, deep down inside.. I'm hurting, by your ignorance and attitude.. please la, stop it.

my fav song at this moment

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

It becomes ugly and uglier

Ya Allah...permudahkanlah

“You cannot prevent the birds of sorrow from flying over your head, but you can prevent them from building nests in your hair.”

...

What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger

The Climb




I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb

Keep the faith
Keep your faith

[ Miley Cyrus: Hannah Montana ]