I'm back

Assalamualaikum..

yeah I'm back...
for some reasons in had to shut down this blog for a while.to people out there who accidentally came to my blog by searching something like blah blah blah,di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ni ak mntak baik2 tlg la jgn search menda2 yg xde kene ngena ngn korg ni.kes tu pon dh lame berlalu.kita yg masih hidup ni jdkan lah tauladan.ajal maut tu bila2 masa boleh sampai.

ape yg perlu kite buat skang ialah hidup dan beramal lah seperti kita akan mati pada saat selepasnya.sesungguhnye Allah jdkan kte untuk beramal kpdNya.

smoga lpas ni ak bole ber-blog dgn bebas.blog ni pon xde byk followers.mmg ak menulis utk kwn2 and family je.tp pd sape2 yang menyinggah terima kasih byk2 la singgah kt blog ak yg x seberapa neh.tinggal brape bln lg ak nk grad n dok kt fukuoka ni.lpas grad mmg ade kemungkinan ak xkn buat blog lg dh haha.....

xde ape sgt nk tls pon.mcm biase skang bdk2 tgh summer holiday.tp bdk yg dh masuk lab mcm ak ni laen sket.cuti x byk pon.dan ni la keje ak.tgh tggu sempai finalize report tah bile nk siap..so ak pon sebok2 menaip blog.mlm ni ade nomikai satu lab.mcm biase ak bg mcm2 alasan x nk pg.haha.

I'm going back HOME next week!!! oh yeah oh yeah (MBLAQ style) gile excited..mmg dh xde smgt nk masuk lab.. masuk pon bg ckup syarat je haha..dh terbayang2 makanan yang mak masak..katil empuk..bazaar ramadhan..kampung halaman..kepanasan malaysia..lemang,rendang,suasana hari raya kt umah wan serting,umah atuk johol..waaaaa....cpat la khamis depan!! hehe...

okeh...sampai cni shj... ^^

July post

Assalamualaikum...



mcm biase hr ni ak nk update blog utk bln 7.ckup la update sebulan sekali kn.lg pon ak br je menamatkan segala presentation,exams dan interview kerja mgu lpas.ni br la dpt nk luruskn pinggang sket.hr ni pon dtg lab lmbt.tp sempai mcm x ckp ape2 so ak andaikan saje yg hr ni xde keje,ak bole menaip blog sesuka hati,bole bace buku cerita yg tertangguh2 dan bole menjenguk laman fb kawan2 kekekeke..



environment lab ak sgt x best sgt2 la buat ak xde smgt nk masuk lab.xde sape yg bole berckp padahal ak boleh je berbahasa jepun.gua speaking english kang br tau huh!..sume buat keje sendri.pastu susunan meja mmg x best gile.sempai2 je dpt meja yg ade privacy sket.meja2 kohai ni mmg tgh2 jln.sng2 je org lalu blakang.ak even xbuat pape pon rase annoyed gile bile slalu sgt org lalu blakang.



okeh.dl penah skali bile ak ckp bdk2 lab ak mmg meng'anak-tiri-kan' ak sbb ak org luar.tp ade org ckp sbb ak yg xnk stat dl.ak yg xnk tanye dl so everything akn jd last mnt.shut the f up.bkn nye ak x ckp,bkn nye ak xtye.puas kot berckp.puas dh buat2 ramah dan semmg nye ak ni sbenanye byk ckp.tp bile ko tanye soklan sume org buat xtau ko nk buat ape? pnat kot asek nk tanye soklan tp xde respon.ak bkn tanye pki english level tinggi.ak pki bhs jpon plg mudah.kang tanye pki perkataan ssh2 kang ak blk yg x phm haha.tp, TIADA RESPON atau RESPON TIDAK JELAS atau diorg akn ckp TIDAK TAHU.....paham?? ak mls nk cite byk sbb skt ati.lg sakit ati kot bangsa sendri yg suke buat2 pandai.pastu x membantu pon.boleh blah.



tetapi.Alhamdulillah sensei2 n sempai(senior) utk grup kenkyu(research) ak ni byk gk membantu.tp ak jrg jmpe die sbb die byk kelas.mase presentation mgu lpas mmg byk mende salah/x ready..ak mmg x hapal pon presentation sbb mmg x mampu.byk exam dan interview berkumpul satu mgu.buat plak dlm bhs jpon sah2 la kerja ak mmg lmbt mcm kura2 huhu.kanji punye bunyi pon ak bole lupe haha.



tp bile abis present sensei ckp 'yoku ganbarimashita' (you worked hard)..die ckp kt ak je..org lain die xckp hahaha gile terharu kot..at least die hargai titik peluh ak..srius la buat mende tu 2/3 mgu lg ssh dr blaja utk exam monbusho kt aaj dl haha..pastu blk lab pon sempai dtg kt meja.even mmg ade yg salah tp xpe..at least ak dh cube abis baek..pehhh...abih ilang penat ak slame ni.yg lain jgn hrp kot.biase la tu.bile bab2 cani mmg diorg nk lpaskn dr sendri je.sbb presentation ni ade markah.diorg akn rase sgt malu klu dpt mrkh last.ak mls nk amik peduli.ak buat ape yg ak mampu je.buat dlm bhs sendri mmg la sng beb.cube la diorg bg ak present dlm bhs melayu or at least dlm english.insyaAllah maybe bole buat dlm 9/10 sempurna kot keke(perasan jap)



Alhamdulillah..abis jugak kerja ak utk sem ni..lpas ni tggal utk amik exam utk 2paper yg ak xlepas lg..pastu stat buat mesin/experiment apparatus...smpi ujung bln 8,insyaAllah plan akn blk bercuti ke malaysia 2minggu.balik raya yeay!! igt nk blk lama sket tp bile ak ckp nk blk 3 mgu pon sempai ak dh sengih2 kelat..so ak pon blk 2mgu je la sbb nnt kesian sempai kne buat jikken(experiment) sorg2 haha


tu je kot ak nk cite kali ni.sbenanye ade satu lg topik yg main2 dlm kpala ak ni.tp nnt dl lah.klu tls kt cni abis pnjg berjela post ak ni nnt.insyaAllah klu idea2 ak masih fresh dan ak x lupa,ak akn buat lg satu post hehe.xtau la nk ngomel ape dh.dr td ak dok lab tunggu kot2 sempai nk bg keje.tp die lalu blkg ak cm xde pape je haha.ok set.hr ni ak cabut pkol 5 jgk haha.

skang pon tgh tgu jwpn dr company2 yg ak mntak keja mgu lpas jgk.isk.nnt klu dh klua keputusan ak tls kt post laen haha.ok pening kpala plak panas2+environment lab yg agk tertekan.x saba nk blk umah.dok umah duduk x buat pape pon lg besst dr dok dlm lab hehe

hidup dlm lab ditemani dgn lagu2 cm nih..lyrics yg ade seribu makna.

So no matter what you been through, no matter what you into
No matter what you see when you look outside your window
Brown grass or green grass, picket fence or barbed wire
Never ever put them down, you just lift your arms higher

Raise 'em 'til your arms tired let 'em know you here
That you struggling, survivin', that you gon' persevere
Yeah, ain't nobody leavin', nobody goin' home
Even if they turn the lights out, the show is goin' on

The Show Goes On - Lupe Fiasco

p/s skang tgh dgr lagu my latest addiction 'because i miss you' by Jung Yong Hwa(CN Blue) pehhhh gile menusuk kalbu lagu neh..dh lame x dgr lagu leleh2 ni isk2..sape2 suke tgk drama korea bole try tgk drama yg ade lagu ni.. Heartstrings...cite best nk gelak2 klu stress dlm lab hehe

sekian...

satu hari yang penuh dugaan

salam...

ok skang ak akn update utk entry bln ni hahaha sbb bln ni blom ade entry lg :p

ak nk cite psl 1st presentation ak hr khamis lepas dimana ak terpaksa lalui mcm2 dugaan utk satu hr tu huhu..ak kene buat presentation psl bab heat transfer(inner tube correlations) dimana ni adelah bab yg plg ak suke dlm heat transfer..tp mcm biase la ak kene translatekn buku english tu dan buat ppt dlm bhs jpon = mmg seksa 3/4 hari.

hari isnin-mcm biase la dtg lab,siap report 1 page,buat slide show n blaja sket2 utk exam JLPT(Japanese Language Proficiency Test)

hari slase-rutin mcm biase tp ptg tu bantai meeting smpi pkol 8.blk umah pengsan.>_<

hari rabu-siapkn slide show smpi habis.alhamdulillah meeting ptg tu canceled sbb sempai demam kekeke

alhamdulillah stlah berhari2 pening kpala siap jgk slide show ak yg ade 16 pages.mcm biase hr khamis tu ak dtg skolah pkol 8 sbb ade klas pkol840.

tetapi.....

-abis2 je klas pkol 1030 tu,sorg sempai(senior) ni dtg kt ak tye bole x buat presentation.ak jwb la dh siap.pastu die pass kn satu fail ade isi presentation sempai2 taun lpas.die ckp nnt cek la kt cni klu ade info2 yg tggal.ak pon angguk.bile tgk byk gileeeee nk kene tambah weh!! mcm taik pesal pkol 5 ni ak nk present pkol 10 la br ko nk bgtau??..srius saket hati.so ak dgn glabah nye buat blk slide show.tambah sane sini alhamdulillah dlm pkol 3 siap jgk.

-dh siap so nk print utk 13 org plak.tbe2 internet xleh pki.printer plak x sambung kt komp ak.kene plak mntak diorg installkn printer setting dkt komp ak.dh buang masa.

-printer dh bole install tbe2 printer plak buat hal.main print je abih tunggang langgang susunan slide show ak.ak geram.lantak ah tunggang langgang pon nnt pndi2 la korg bace.full stop.

-dh print msti la nk stapler kn.kebetulan stapler ak mmg dh abis.cek2 kt lab punye stapler pon abis jgk.yg tggal stapler besa gedabak gile tu.lg ak geram.lantak ah ak staple kn jugak ketas yg stakat 3lai tu dgn stapler besa.pehhhhhhh.siap.

-presentation stat pkol 5 tp sbb ak org no.2 ak stat present dlm pkol 630.mcm biase la ak maen baca je.belit xphm ak x kire sbb ak dh pnat.alhamdulillah kebanyakan soklan yg diorg bg ak bole jwb.

-presentation ended.blk umah genkai.xlrt nk buat ape.tp ak stay up jgk smpi pkol satu nk siapkn report yg kne anta b4 pkol 12b hr jum.

-hr jum.report berjaya dihantar.pkol 5 trus gerak ke jusco mlepaskn stress.ak bedal 3scoops eskrem baskin robbins ha ha ha.....kebetulan scholar br masuk maka dpt la ak shopping brg sket2 kekeke

begitula kisah hidup ak satu mggu.

pengajaran : jgn buat keje last minit.(tp klu dh bdk2 jpon ni mmg suke bg keje

last minit ak pon xtau nk buat ape)..hmmph...

mcm kjap td..sempai bgtau hr ni meeting pkol 630....ak : angguk2 tp dlm hati (haiiiii pkol 630 tu org dh penat la baiii...cemano nk meeting?)

ni la reality lab ak.mmg sgt ssh utk org 'pagi' cm ak ni.even ak x lah bgn awl pagi sgt mcm pkol 5(sbb lpas subuh ak tdo blk haha)..tp srius la lpas asr bkn masa ideal utk otak ak bekerja...aiyayayayaya...

apo nk buek jang...tahan je la lg 9bln..aslkn ak grad...

tu je la kisah idop ak spanjang minggu lpas.Alhamdulillah Allah masih bagi ak kesabaran dan ketahanan.smoga dugaan ni dpt menjadikan ak org yg lebih tahan mental fizikal dan penyabar hehe.

p/s : hr rabu 22/6 ak akn ke osaka utk seminar kerjaya (panasonic environmental)

hr khamis 23/6 ade interview kerja.doakan lah so i'll get the best job for myself :)

sekian,dont know when will i update after this.i have my 2nd presentation on 5th july and one more report to go.

sorry ckp bhs campur aduk hahaha

sekian,annyoung.

not a Birthday post but still,happy belated birthday to ME :)

last spring with mama & ayah

jay park's 'take a deeper look'-bought this for my own birthday haha

birthday ice-cream cake from my kohaitachi (juniors)..doumo arigatou :)

Assalamualaikum.....

1stly as i mentioned above, happy belated birthday to me! im 24!!! when i was young i've been dreaming to get married to the one that i love when i reach 24 yrs old.okeh enough fairy tales :P seems like im going to marry my books,journals and reports for the time being heh

i have nothing to write since writing is soooo not for me hahah..saje tls dlm english kunun nk polish blk english ak yg dh tunggang langgang keke.

ohhh bout the 1st pic.my parents came to japan last month and we had a great 1week holidays together.wish we could spend time a lil bit longer but school really loves me haha.and last holiday might be the last spring in japan or maybe the last spring for me in fukuoka since its finally my final year in kyudai huhu :(

im planning to get a job here in japan but who knows.my rezeki might be better in my hometown as well so all i can do right now is work hard and pray so He can give whats best for me.looking for a job also isnt that easy :/ you have to write 'entry sheet',resume,take the exams and gor for the interviews.and honestly i had been thinking about giving up sooo many times.

Fortunatley,receiving endless support from my family and friends made me where i stand today and in the future.some people may think like this 'oh bdk pndi blaja obersea.sronoknye dpt tgk negara org.best gile bole beli brg mhl.pki iphone/htc bagai'.believe me the struggles were 10times than the enjoyment.and im unlucky enough that i have to take a longer road than my other batch-mates who are already graduated last march.Honestly,i've never thought of playing around.sape nk dok blaja stress lame2 wei?? and it took years for me to accept it and stand back on my feet.

i used to worry bout many things like 'malunye dgn kwn2 sbb extend' 'cane nk crk duit bile extend ni' 'pesal ak bodo sgt satu mende x phm' 'how bout my future?will i get recruited?etc.seriously,all these crap haunted me all night.depressed smpi trun berat tahu?? :P.

well that was me.now im still get stress whenever my work keeps piling up(biase la tu kn?? hehe) but now all i know is im gonna graduate and achieve my dreams or at least get a job for myself hehe.i know im talking nonsense but i want to say that im really grateful to Allah for giving me these 24yrs of life experiencing soooo many ups and downs.Finally we'll realize that how far we go we're going back to Him after all.everything i lost,everything i got.everything happened with Allah's will.Alhamdulillah.

Finally i wanna thank my family for always being there for me.not to forget my besties from high school and aaj(byk sgt name but im sure you know who you are hehe).Thanks for everything.

I LOVE YOU <3

p/s lets pray together :

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah segala dosa kesalahan kami dan dosa-dosa kesalahan ibu bapa kami serta kasihanilah ibu bapa kami sebagaimana mereka berdua mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah sekalian muslimin dan muslimat,mukminin dan mukminat, yang masih hidup dan yang telah mati.

Aamiiin.

a lil update after 5mths??

Assalamualaikum....

okeyh klu tgk last post bertarikh 2 nov 2010.mmg dh 5bln ak xupdate.bkn nye xnk main belog dh.tp ats sebab2 masa, exam duit dan stress menjadikan ak malas nk menaip belog.

salah satu sbbnye bile iMac kesayangan ak diserang stroke last2 mati jgk haha.so dikala sebulan/2bln ketiadaan komputer kt umah,ak 'melatih' diri ak dgn secara x langsungnye utk tidak sentiasa bergantung kpd internet sbg penghilang kebosanan.mcm biasa ape lg ak bole buat ialah tengok tv dan mengadap buku2 utk exam sampai muntah.alhamdulillah dgn izin Allah ak berjaya jugak meng-cukupkan kredit yang spatutnye utk masuk lab taun ni heh.ohhh..jgn xtau,skang ni ak tgh menaip post pki komputer lab haha! hari ni xde ape nk buat so ak dgn selambenye main komp ni mcm komp sendri.

tidak lupe jgk la masalah2 nk sambung scholar.melayan kerenah org yg ade kuasa ni sgt la memenatkan.seksa jiwa raga.huh.ak xnk ckp byk2 nnt kang xpsal2 kene saman.

skang ni dah masuk pertengahan musim bunga di jepun.bagi tempat ak Fukuoka yang terletak dalam pulau bhgn selatan Jepun iaitu kepulaun Kyushu,bunga Sakura dah pon kembang 2/3 mgu lpas.skang ni pokok sakura pon dh tggal daun je hehe.thp kesejukan pon dh xde rase ape dh.kire bole le stakat pki sweater nipis bile kluar(utk org yg dh dok 4taun kt sni kot).kohai2 yg br smpi masih lg menggigil2 haha!

mungkin ade juga yg tertanya2(bajet ramai la bace) selamat ke dok jpon ni sejak peristiwa super earthquake yg melanda kaw Tohoku pd 11 Mac 2011 ari tu dan juga Fukushima's nuclear plant accident.Alhamdulillah ak slamat dan sihat.aftershocks pon x penah smpi ke cni lg heh.cuma psl leaked radiation tu ak pon x reti nk jwb.klu xterkena Alhamdulillah.klu dh terkena ak redha je lah.hidup mati ak di tgn Allah.klu ak blk msia pon tp dh smpi ajl mane2 pon ak bole mati kn hehe.

'Knape x nak blk Malaysia je?' ni dh dikire FAQ gk la haha..bukan nye ak xnk blk.tp keja ak kt cni byk lg.bkn nye suka2 ati bole blk.bkn nye ak dok rilek2 je.bole dikatekan tiap ari mmg risau je memikirkan keadaan jpon yg agk kucar kacir skang ni.harga myk naik,cuaca yg x menentu,aftershocks magnitude above 5 yg x sudah2.dkat pulau kyushu ni byk je nuclear plant.tgu mase nsb x baik bole je bocor tbe2 huhu.TETAPI...tu lah ak mls nk ckp byk2 kali.ak rase tugas ak sbg sorg pelajar/anak/adik/kakak/rakyat msia/individu yg mengejar cita2 blom slesai kt cni.hehe.

Ape ak tgh buat skang? Skang dah masuk lab.'Thermal Lab?' lbih krg la namenye.Sume mende yang bkl ak kaji/research nnt dibwh tajuk/tema Thermodynamics dan Heat Transfer.Knape amik tajuk ni? sbb ak rase ak sgt suka dgn subjek thermo dan ak sng phm drpd bab2 dynamics yang bole pecah kpala.Antara menda2 yang related dgn kenkyuu(lab) ak heat pump,aircond,hydrogen,hybrid related machine,dan mende yg plg femes skang iaitu nuclear reactor.tp jgn riso kami xmain pon dgn bhn2 nuklear yg sbenar hehe.

Okeh la nnt ak update lg..maybe nk crite n ltak gmbr sket2 psl holiday dgn mama n ayh yg dtg fukuoka ari tu,dan sedikit2 crite menarik yg bkn berkaitan dgn blaja n thermo keke..

Sekian.....