last spring with mama & ayah
jay park's 'take a deeper look'-bought this for my own birthday haha
birthday ice-cream cake from my kohaitachi (juniors)..doumo arigatou :)
1stly as i mentioned above, happy belated birthday to me! im 24!!! when i was young i've been dreaming to get married to the one that i love when i reach 24 yrs old.okeh enough fairy tales :P seems like im going to marry my books,journals and reports for the time being heh
i have nothing to write since writing is soooo not for me hahah..saje tls dlm english kunun nk polish blk english ak yg dh tunggang langgang keke.
ohhh bout the 1st pic.my parents came to japan last month and we had a great 1week holidays together.wish we could spend time a lil bit longer but school really loves me haha.and last holiday might be the last spring in japan or maybe the last spring for me in fukuoka since its finally my final year in kyudai huhu :(
im planning to get a job here in japan but who knows.my rezeki might be better in my hometown as well so all i can do right now is work hard and pray so He can give whats best for me.looking for a job also isnt that easy :/ you have to write 'entry sheet',resume,take the exams and gor for the interviews.and honestly i had been thinking about giving up sooo many times.
Fortunatley,receiving endless support from my family and friends made me where i stand today and in the future.some people may think like this 'oh bdk pndi blaja obersea.sronoknye dpt tgk negara org.best gile bole beli brg mhl.pki iphone/htc bagai'.believe me the struggles were 10times than the enjoyment.and im unlucky enough that i have to take a longer road than my other batch-mates who are already graduated last march.Honestly,i've never thought of playing around.sape nk dok blaja stress lame2 wei?? and it took years for me to accept it and stand back on my feet.
i used to worry bout many things like 'malunye dgn kwn2 sbb extend' 'cane nk crk duit bile extend ni' 'pesal ak bodo sgt satu mende x phm' 'how bout my future?will i get recruited?etc.seriously,all these crap haunted me all night.depressed smpi trun berat tahu?? :P.
well that was me.now im still get stress whenever my work keeps piling up(biase la tu kn?? hehe) but now all i know is im gonna graduate and achieve my dreams or at least get a job for myself hehe.i know im talking nonsense but i want to say that im really grateful to Allah for giving me these 24yrs of life experiencing soooo many ups and downs.Finally we'll realize that how far we go we're going back to Him after all.everything i lost,everything i got.everything happened with Allah's will.Alhamdulillah.
Finally i wanna thank my family for always being there for me.not to forget my besties from high school and aaj(byk sgt name but im sure you know who you are hehe).Thanks for everything.
I LOVE YOU <3
p/s lets pray together :
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah segala dosa kesalahan kami dan dosa-dosa kesalahan ibu bapa kami serta kasihanilah ibu bapa kami sebagaimana mereka berdua mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil.
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah sekalian muslimin dan muslimat,mukminin dan mukminat, yang masih hidup dan yang telah mati.
Aamiiin.