so i realised that i've been quiet and reserved lately.
whoa. quiet and reserved. those words being associated into a person like myself...
that could've been a national news
but really though. i've been soooo quiet.
so quiet that it actually bothered some of my friends
my friends have been questioning me the same thing over and over
"lo lagi kenapa sih? murung banget?"
"kok lo diem terus sih.."
as if somehow it's an anomaly or something..
to me, it feels so bad to have those kinds of attention from them
but i figured out one thing that feels worse. that i can't seem to give them an answer
because i don't even know what i feel.