Hey bloggers I'm back....

Hellooooo people!! *cricket sound*

Okie so I guess it's been almost a year now since my last post. The reason why I stop posting and blocked my blog is because I found out that one of my ex is reading my blog. I know, I know blog memang public boleh baca, but the fact that we have not seen each other for almost 10years and obviously dah memang lost contact, I would rather keep it that way. I don't wanna know anything about him, I really think he shouldn't be bother about me as well. 

It really surprised me when you comment on one of my post dear ex-boyfriend. Yes you, I'm talking to you. Stop giving comment, stop talking to me. Just stop. I heard that you're married now, probably you already have a baby now...so I would suggest if you just focus on your family rather than wasting your time reading your ex's blog nak tau apa perkembangan sekarang, bla bla bla. I'm not trying to be so-called-perasan here, but I am the type of person who doesn't like to be friend with my ex. Not to be arrogant or anything, but I don't see the point of exes become friends. That doesn't work for me. Alright? 

Cheers :)

Salam Aidiladha

Eid Mubarak to all Muslim around the world. May Allah bless all of us and, may the blessings of Allah lighten up our way, lead us to happiness and peace.

I'm sure everybody is having a great time with family and relatives. Unfortunately, I have to stay at home doing my thesis and other assignments -_- Tak apa lah..sabar Tarra, sabar..ni last.

But one thing yang best and make my day is the food. Oh dapat makan nasi impit, kuah kacang..lontong, lemang semua ada. You name it! Perut kenyang and happy, hati pun manyak senang and happy =p Bila perut dah kenyang, mengantuk lah jadinya...
Even Junior pun sleepy =p Look how cute my baby is..he's such a sweetheart. Oh and not to forget sangat naughty.

i MISS them

David Foster & Friends

Last Saturday (22/10) my boyfriend and I went to  David Foster & Friends concert. It was superbly amazing. Amazing I tell ya!

As you all know Ashanti, Charice, Russel Watson, Philip Bailey and Michael Bolton was performing that night.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised when I heard Ashanti sing in live concert. I mean, selalu kalau hip hop/R&B singer mana boleh nyanyi live sangat. She has a great voice. But not as great as Charice. My God that girl punya suara..fuh!! Memang hebat. Amazing.

To be honest, I don't even know who Russel Watson is, tapi suara dia sebiji macam Andrea Bocelli. He's quite a funny guy. He's good in communicating and entertaining the audience. Charice not so much. I can see that she's a shy person. I don't blame her, she's new. Lama-lama okay lah kot..cewah! Siap bagi comment, macam terrer =p

Philip Bailey is my boyfriend's favorite..hehe. He was so excited when David Foster welcomed Philip Bailey to the stage. He even asked me to record his performance, and I did. My boyfriend loooooves Earth, Wind & Fire. Me? Not so much, but I love their songs though. Ada jugak lagu-lagu diorang yang best.

Michael Bolton blew me away his with amazing voice. Oh my God! Cair dengar. He sang 4 of his songs, which is my all time favorite songs; How Am I Supposed To Live Without You, When A Man Loves A Woman, Georgia On My Mind, To Love Somebody.  At the end of the concert, he sang Prayers with Charice.

p/s: sorry gambar tak banyak sebab banyak tak clear..boohoo!! Oh and dua gambar dekat ni ambil dari orang lain..hehe =p

Say Goodbye

If I seem distant, Baby I am
Words are like scissors in your hands
And there's no script to follow
So I just close my eyes
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

I feel just like an actress
Up on the stage
I can't believe
What I'm hearing myself say
And the porch light is my spotlight
So I play along with this life
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Did you ever love me?
Does it even matter?
Did you even notice the whole world shatter?
I just want to hold you 'til you know I'm sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus
It's to much to take in
It's hard to lose love
But you were my best friend

So I walk this high wire 
Alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye


** i love this song..very meaningful..

did I get my David Foster concert tickets?

..................Yes!!! Thanks to my boyfriend, we finally got the tickets!!! Yeay!!!

I'm a happy girl =)

Sexy isn't it?

kisah bulan oktober

Alhamdulillah, I am now in my final year and final semester. I'm so excited, can't wait to complete my degree and start working. I've been super duper busy with my assignments and thesis. Currently I'm working hard doing my work. Ya Allah! I am mentally and physically exhausted. But it's okay, ni last seksaan in studies =p cewaah!! Insyaallah =)

Yesterday seems like food fest (Saturday, 15/10) =p Around 2-ish we had family lunch at Pizza vs Satay Subang, hosted by my uncle to expressed his appreciation for the support and prayers for the well being. All the aunts and uncles cakap-cakap lah pasal wedding Syazana, and suddenly someone bersuara tanya who will be the next in line..my aunt dengan confident nya mention my name. Oh God! Habis lah..kena lah 'interview' and kena sakat. Kena sakat boleh tahan lagi, kena 'interview' tu yang tak tahan tu.

Malam pulak, my family had a small BBQ..just the 6 of us at home +  my nephew who came from Manjung. Man i ate a lot yesterday..LOL. It was one hell of a fun and yummylicious BBQ. Happy me! =)

Oh guess what? David Foster is coming to Malaysia next week on Saturday (22/10)!!!! Woohoooo!!!!! My boyfriend and I decided to go to the concert. Both of us loooooove David Foster's songs. Oh my God!! I'm so excited!!! =p

And the best part is, both of us haven't bought the ticket yet -_- My boyfriend just found out about the concert last night, however I already knew about it about a month ago. But I didn't tell him because I'm kinda busy with my assignments and stuff, so ingat tak pergi lah kot sebab weekend nak duduk rumah buat assignment..tapi sebab semalam dia cakap dia nak pergi sangat and I sendiri pun nak pergi sangat, so I decided to go =p Tapi ticket tak beli lagi!! =/ Hopefully ada lagi ticket. Dapat duduk belakang pun tak apa lah.

LOL