It's been a hell of a week for me. Nooo...it's not about my classes. This semester went very well. This time, its something personal. Nooo...its not a family matters.
It all started on the 1st of July and last Sunday. On the 1st July, this p***a is making me feel all guilty and uneasy with the whole situation. I'm really pissed with what happened. Oh my God!! I really hate this guy. Suddenly I feel like he's taking advantage on this person. This person means alot to me. I love her and care for her so much. "Only God knows how much I love you."
However, last Sunday I posted something on my facebook status, and from the look of her face, I knew she is really pissed. I don't feel regret or guilty posting it, but I feel sad and hurt. I was just trying to make her realize that she's making a mistake for being with this guy. The most shocking part is, she's like a different person now. She's totally ignoring me for someone that is not related to her. I dunno what's on her mind actually. I just don't want her to get hurt, that's all. She probably think I'm jealous or something. Oh please!! I am not!! "I just want you to be happy and be with a better person..seriously, you deserve better."
Anyway, this p***a I'm talking about, already have a girlfriend and yes, my dear friend knows that her so-called-boyfriend is taken. She once told me that this guy makes her happy and not a hypocrite. Just because he's being honest with you that he has a girlfriend, doesn't mean he's a good and honest guy. Let just say he dumb he's girlfriend just to be with you, he can still did the same thing to you for another girl..right? I just hope one day she will realize it..or may be not??? They are the 'on and off couple'...for 3 4 times kot..if I'm not mistaken. Don't you get tired?????? 3 4 times break up and make up?? Tak penat ke???? This kind of relationship will never work and will never last.
It's been 5days already, still we haven't spoke to each other. Although we rarely spend time with each other, but we always there for each other. I really miss her so much. I feel so sad and empty. I hope things will go back to the way it was.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
twenty three
On 9th July I've turned 23 years old. Damn!! 23 eyk?
Anyway, on my birthday my boyfriend took me out for dinner at Victoria Station in Ampang. Sorry guys, no pictures..yang ada pun muka dia je. Gambar birthday girl is in his BB. It was a lovely dinner. Thank you so much sayang!!
On the 10th I had dinner with my 2 friends and my boyfriend. It supposed to be 7 of us, but 3 of them can't make it. *sob sob* We had dinner at Tupai-Tupai. We had steamboat, since budak-budak ni semua nak makan steamboat and Nadia said the steamboat memang best. And guess what? Tak best langsung!!!! The place was okie la, ala ala kampung style, but the service is really bad. Kelam kabut gila waitress and waiter kat situ. The food? From the scale 1-10, I'll give them 3. Makanan situ tak banyak choice if you compare it to Johnny's. The soup pun tak berapa sedap, tapi yang peliknya ramai orang. If you did not make a reservation, senang cerita, balik sudeyh!! =p I told my friends, after this if you guys wanna have steamboat, just go to Johnny's. Puas hati and perut. Oh I almost forgot, the worst part makan kat situ is, lantai restaurant tu made of wood, so whenever people walks by (kalau dia jalan macam giant) or run, kita pun terhenjut-henjut. There's one time, i yelled at this one boy because he keeps on running back and forth. Okie, I know I sound really mean, but hey aku nak makan. Its not a playground you stupid!! Apa-apa pun thank you so much korang for planning all this and the gift.
Harini pulak, I went out for lunch with my aunt. We had italian food. Sedap!!! Thank you so much Dd. Now, I just can't wait for my parents and brother to come back to Malaysia. Counting days..counting days...... =)
Anyway, on my birthday my boyfriend took me out for dinner at Victoria Station in Ampang. Sorry guys, no pictures..yang ada pun muka dia je. Gambar birthday girl is in his BB. It was a lovely dinner. Thank you so much sayang!!
On the 10th I had dinner with my 2 friends and my boyfriend. It supposed to be 7 of us, but 3 of them can't make it. *sob sob* We had dinner at Tupai-Tupai. We had steamboat, since budak-budak ni semua nak makan steamboat and Nadia said the steamboat memang best. And guess what? Tak best langsung!!!! The place was okie la, ala ala kampung style, but the service is really bad. Kelam kabut gila waitress and waiter kat situ. The food? From the scale 1-10, I'll give them 3. Makanan situ tak banyak choice if you compare it to Johnny's. The soup pun tak berapa sedap, tapi yang peliknya ramai orang. If you did not make a reservation, senang cerita, balik sudeyh!! =p I told my friends, after this if you guys wanna have steamboat, just go to Johnny's. Puas hati and perut. Oh I almost forgot, the worst part makan kat situ is, lantai restaurant tu made of wood, so whenever people walks by (kalau dia jalan macam giant) or run, kita pun terhenjut-henjut. There's one time, i yelled at this one boy because he keeps on running back and forth. Okie, I know I sound really mean, but hey aku nak makan. Its not a playground you stupid!! Apa-apa pun thank you so much korang for planning all this and the gift.
Harini pulak, I went out for lunch with my aunt. We had italian food. Sedap!!! Thank you so much Dd. Now, I just can't wait for my parents and brother to come back to Malaysia. Counting days..counting days...... =)
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