Florida's Pompano Beach

A few more photos of the recent trip to Florida.

Helps me relive it too. 

I'm just not a winter person! 

The sweet canal along a main strip in Ft. Lauderdale caught my eye. 

And wandering the neighborhood nearby where we parked, 

there were many gigantic, lush trees like this one. 

My father and Fairy Stepmother

rented a sweet little bungalow on Pompano Beach 

where I spent a good deal of time. 

We were literally just steps from the beach. 

They said the brush has grown up a bit since they were last here
but you can still see the water from the patio. 

And every morning

(when it was already 80 degrees)

I took a walk from the bungalow to the park along the beach.

The views were exquisite. 

Though I didn't get to see any nesting sea turtles

I was told it's a big deal here. 

The last morning I got up a little earlier to catch the sunrise

over the ocean. We're so used to seeing the sunSET over the water 

on the West Coast so I had to get a few photos. 

I could definitely use a little more beach time already!

A lovely full moon just before I left. 

Sigh. 

With the warmth, humidity and palms everywhere,

every time I stepped outside,

it felt like I was in another country. 

I didn't expect to love Florida but...

dreaming of when I can go back!

(All Photos Copyright: Kirsten Steen

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Random Prompts~Our Parents

(Photograph copyright: Kirsten Steen)

Am spending this 4th of July weekend at the beach, specifically the beachhouse of my childhood! It was the place my grandparents took us every summer for years; where my sister and I played jacks on the floor, made forts out of driftwood and castles on the beach. We drew our names in the sand with mammoth curlicues, tried to catch the skinny-legged sandpipers and collected bags of whole sand dollars, colored rocks and two-toned shells.

It's also the house where I spent my last beach trip with my ailing mother before she died of cancer in 2003. This last mother/daughter visit is an excruciatingly painful memory. I've been to the house since with family and again with friends but this time I go with no easy human distractions from this memory.

Last year I created an altar to my parents. I decorated it with a few of their things: a picture of my mother on her tricycle in little-girl curls, scraped knee bandaged; a jar holding the ponytail she saved of her long hair when she cut it short; her desk nameplate; the small fireplace broom that was her last gift to me.

Next to these is a picture of my father as a tiny, proud fisherchild in dark sunglasses holding up his catch; a poem I gave him recently by Czeslaw Milosz entitled 'Gift'; a photo of him with his sister (my middle namesake).

I've added a few other things of meaning: a small bell my family kept on the hutch, a broken watch, a tiny handmade Celtic cross found in the South of France, a hand-embroidered dove made of cloth, the little angel I placed next to my mother's bed while she lay dying.

And at the top of the altar sits a picture I found of me as a small girl, holding my dolly out to someone just out of the frame. An offering.

Some time ago, I came across a writing exercise (sorry to say, the author escapes me): Write about your parents, both individually and as a pair; their likes and dislikes, habits, strengths, weaknesses; their good and bad qualities, character traits, beliefs. When the pen falls aside, what insights poke at you regarding your own purpose in this life as the creation and culmination of the two of them as well as the whole of them?

My beach time this weekend (since my sister now lives far away and won't play jacks with me) will most likely be in search of sand/stone and hand-written gems from the salty deep for my altar. And with that intention, I know I'll find just the right treasures.

(Oh yes and finishing a new poem to celebrate my sweetie on his birthday.)

I never understood the tiny broom gift (particularly since I didn't have a fireplace at the time). I just considered it another example of the effects of chemo. But I'm beginning to see that her soul knew what mine would need. It will come in handy as I write this weekend, sweeping up the ashes of that last beach memory.

An offering~ to the Gods of Insight!