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176 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1975
For years I sought out traces of my history, looking up maps and directories and piles of archives. I found nothing, and it sometimes seemed as though I had dreamt, that there had been only an unforgettable nightmare.
A triple theme runs through this memory: parachute, sling, truss: it suggests suspension, support, almost artificial limbs. To be, I need a prop. Sixteen years later, in 1958, when, by chance, military service briefly made a parachutist of me, I suddenly saw, in the very instant of jumping, one way of deciphering the text of this memory: I was plunged into nothingness; all the threads were broken; I fell, on my own, without any support. The parachute opened. The canopy unfurled, a fragile and firm suspense before the controlled descent.
She died without understanding.And so did many others. Childhood of a writer which was overshadowed by a brutish war is narrowed down by recalling some bleary facts and devising an allegory around the place of an ingenious imagination. The purpose is not to simplify but to assert lives of those who died “without understanding” and left behind the ones who lived to achieve that knotty understanding which is untangled here with the help of an inconsistent memory of our narrator. A memory tainted with pain and the only relief can be sort within the written word. Words which are highly personal yet work at a universal level by walking through the unique structure that Perec has employed in this work. Divided into two parts, one part depicts the story of a life which was lost in the deep ocean of injustice and another unveils an island of utopian standards ready to perish under the barbaric shadows of unworthy rulers. In the end, an astonishing connection emerges which can render a reader speechless at the resulting vision.
How can you explain that this is life, real life, this is what there'll be every day, this is what there is, and nothing else, that it's pointless believing something else exists or to pretend to believe in something else, that it's not even worth your time trying to hide it, or to cloak it, it's not even worth your time pretending to believe there must be something behind it, or beneath it, or above it? That's what there is, and that's all. There are competitions every day, where you Win or Lose. You have to fight to live. There is no alternative.Hopelessness behind these symbolical barbed lines is aggravated if one thinks of WWII, Nazi occupation, Auschwitz or Holocaust but let’s not say anything because they are not mere terms intended for inaudible whispers or perfunctory scribbling but enclose within them the plight of those mothers who weren’t able to rock the cradle of their newborn babies, the dashed hopes of those fathers who weren’t able to feed their kids and dark memories of children who were left with a childhood which was maimed and smeared with blackness only to re-invent and remembered in the later years, an example of which can be witnessed and perhaps feel after reading this wonderfully terrifying novel.
How can you explain that what he is seeing is not anything horrific, not a nightmare, not something he will suddenly wake from, something he can rid his mind of? How can you explain that this is life, real life, this is what there'll be every day, this is what there is, and nothing else, that it's pointless believing something else exists or to pretend to believe in something else, that it's not even worth your time trying to hide it, or to cloak it, it's not even worth your time pretending to believe there must be something behind it, or beneath it, or above it? That's what there is, and that's all. There are competitions every day, where you Win or Lose. You have to fight to live. There is no alternative. It is not possible to close your eyes to it, it is not possible to say no. There's no recourse, no mercy, no salvation to be had from anyone. There's not even any hope that time will sort things out. There's this, there's what you've seen, and now and again it will be less horrible than what you've seen and now and again it will be much more horrible than what you've seen. But wherever you turn your eyes, that's what you will see, you will not see anything else, and that is the only thing that will turn out to be true. (p. 139-140)
But we know the world of W well enough to grasp that its most lenient Laws are but the expression of a greater and more savage irony. The apparent leniency of the rules governing promotion to official positions always comes up against the whimsicality of the Hierarchy: what a Timekeeper proposes, a Referee may refuse; what a Referee promises, a Judge may forbid; what a Judge proposes, a Manager disposes; what one Manager grants, another may disallow. High Officials have all the power; they can sanction, just as they can veto; they can uphold the choice of fate, or choose a different fatality, at random; they make the decisions, and they can change them at any time. (p. 154)
If you just look at the Athletes, if you just look: in their striped gear they look like caricatures of turn-of-the-century sportsmen as, with their elbows in, they lunge in a grotesque sprint; if you just look at the shot-putters, who have cannonballs for shot, at the jumpers with their ankles tied, at the long jumpers thudding into a sandpit filled with manure [...], if you just look and see these Athletes of skin and bone, ashen-faced, their backs permanently bent, their skulls bald and shiny, their eyes full of panic, and their sores suppurating, if you see all these indelible marks of humiliation without end, of boundless terror, all of it evidence, administered every hour, every day, every instant, of conscious, organized, structured oppression; if you just look and see the workings of this huge machine, each cog of which contributes with implacable efficiency to the systematic annihilation of men [...]. (p. 161)