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336 pages, Paperback
First published May 1, 2016
coming upon her unawares like that, my wife of twenty-five years sitting in profile with her hair swept to her shoulder and her crooked way of holding her head whenever she was listening intently or concentrating, I saw that
a whole person and their life
cohered clearly around these few details and how, if ever his woman had to be remade, the world could start with the light and line of this pose which was so characteristic of her whole being, drawing down out of the ether her configuration, her structure and alignment, all the lines and contours which make her up as the women she was on that day
"something in me would be soothed now if, at this moment, Mairead or one of the kids were to walk through the door and smile or say hello to me, something in me would be calmed by this, a word or a smile or a glance from my wife or children, to find myself in their gaze and know that I was beheld then, this would be something to believe in, another of these articles of faith that seem so important today, a look or a word, enough to hang a whole life on"
there is something strange about all this, some twitchy energy in the ether which has affected me from the moment those bells began to toll
why these thoughts [about death notices and burials] today, the whole world in shadow, everything undercut and in its own delirium, the light superimposed on itself so that all things are out of synch and kilter, things as themselves but slightly different from themselves also, every edge and outline blurred or warped and each passing moment belated, lagging a single beat behind its proper measure, the here and now beside itself, slightly off by a degree as in a kind of waking dream in which all things come adrift in their own anxiety so that sitting here now fills me with a crying sense of loneliness for my family ... their absence sweeping through me like ashes.
These grey days after Samhain when the souls of the dead are bailed from purgatory for a while by the prayer of the faithful so that they can return to their homes and the light is awash with ghosts and ghouls and the meaning between this world and the next is so blurred we might easily find ourselves under to shoulder with the dead, the world fuller than at any other time of the year,as if some form of spiritual sediment had been stirred up
this day has done nothing but drive me desperate into a grating dread which seems so determined to conceal its proper cause and which is all the more worrying since ther is no doubt whatsoever of its reality or that it is underwritten in some imminent catastrophe
nothing coming through at all but the certainty of being wholly displaced here in this house, my own house, and the uncanny feeling of dragging my own after-image with me like an intermittent being, strobing and flickering
my line traceable to the gloomy prehistory in which a tenacious clan of farmers and fisherman kept their grip on a small patch of land .... men with bellies and short tempers, half of whom went to heir graves with pains in their chests before they were sixty
the bellIt does not stop. Indeed, there is not a single period in the entire novel. I found it a mesmerizing beginning, with a rhythm that teases the ear, an echo of Joyce, the end of "The Dead" or Molly Bloom, fused with something that is all his own, something incantatory, magnificent, in its repetitions of short phrases:
the bell as
hearing the bell as
hearing the bell as standing here
the bell being heard standing here
hearing it ring out through the grey light of this
morning, noon or night
god knows
this grey day standing here and
listening to this bell in the middle of the day, the middle of the day bell, the Angelus bell in the middle of the day, ringing out through the grey light to
here
standing in the kitchen
hearing this bell
snag my heart and
draw the whole world into
being here
the village of LouisburghI was about to put this book on my poetry shelf, and still might. However, while this is a poet's language to which McCormack will return, very soon he will get into prose. Very dense prose sometimes, with paragraphs taking up an entire page, without break or major punctuation. It requires a special kind of reading: to let it all flow through you, picking up the images and feelings, but ignoring the details. I did not enjoy this, for I kept wanting to pause, to understand, to put things into some logical sequence, but was frustrated. Only in the last fifty pages or so did I find a rhythm that kept me moving forward yet gave me the details too. And very beautiful details they were; McCormack is a fine writer. Once I finally got into gear, I felt my first strong attachment to the character, and was gripped by the suspense of what would become of him. The end, especially, was quite moving, and finally explained the style in which the novel is written throughout.
from which the Angelus bell is ringing,
drawing up the world again
mountains, rivers and lakes
acres, roots, and perches
animal, mineral, vegetable
covenant, cross and crown
the given world with
all its history to brace myself while
standing here in the kitchen
of this house