LOVE'S A SPARE

THE LOVE'S A SPARE

LIKE A GLASSWARE

'HAS NO HIER

'CAUSE IT'S A SPARE

RELATIONSHIPS ARE HARDWARE

TAKES SOME FARE

NOT BIENG A PAIR

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JUST​ 'CAUSE ​LOVE'S NOT FAIR.

WHERE HAVE I BEEN BEFORE YOU AND I?

WHERE WAS THIS PAINFUL TEAR IN MY EYE?

WHO WAS IT THAT DREW FIRST BLOOD?

WHO WAS IT THAT CRIED FOR LOVE?

 Let’s fly!
I wish I were a bird,
Flying high in the sky;
No mortal speaking these words,
But from the heaven where no one dies.
In the midst of the dawn rising up high,
I wish I were a bird,
Flying high in the sky...
By-
Utkarsh Parashar
XII Lotus “F”

Ohh! School
School...School....School
We’re the swimmers,
And you are the pool!
In order to escape you,
We must use our stationary tools!
In the web of notebooks,
We’re the fools!
‘Cause of your rocket science,
We’re becoming loom!
You are the tiger,
With me in the room!
On your sight,
We became gloom!
In your library mountain,
We still are the cwm!
In humid storms,
Teachers are breezes so cool!
Even in the frigid,
They taught us to bloom!
Ohh School....school...school...
By-
Utkarsh Parashar
Your file was so big. | It might be very useful. | But now it is gone.

The Website you seek | Cannot be located, but | Countless more exist.

Chaos reigns within. | Reflect, repent, and reboot. | Order shall return.

Program aborting: | Close all that you have worked on. | You ask far too

much.

Windows has crashed. | I am the Blue Screen of Death. | No one hears your

screams.

Yesterday it worked. | Today it is not working. | Windows is like that.

With searching comes loss | And the presence of absence: | "My Novel" not

found.

Stay the patient course. | Of little worth is your ire. | The network is down.

A crash reduces | Your expensive computer | To a simple stone.

Three things are certain: | Death, taxes and lost data. | Guess which has

occurred.

You step in the stream, | But the water has moved on. | This page is not

here.

Out of memory. | We wish to hold the whole sky, | But we never will.
Having been erased, | The document you're seeking | Must now be retyped.

Serious error. | All shortcuts have disappeared | Screen, Mind. Both are

blank.

Splits
Splitting in two,

Without any desire,

I was half of you,

Now I am feeling drier.

It was going so well,

I felt like a mire,

Yet now I'm a king,

Without his tower

I'm now only half of what I was,

Because with you I was whole,

WHATEVER HAPPENED TO HAVING A SOUL?

 I feel so empty,

So worthless in debt.

I feel so angry,

SO HOPING FOR DEATH!

No, I refuse,

I push away your request,

For you are you,

And you are the best.

I want you,

I need you,

I can’t let you rest.

I’ll have you,

I’LL GET YOU,

FOR YOU ARE THE BEST!

Run, run, run if you can,

Even if you leave me,

I will still have your hand.

 Try, try, try and avoid,

Try to devoid,

Try to destroy.

We were splitting in two,

Without my desire,

Without my desire.

It is going so well,

So why ever stop?

I'll have you one day,

Even if it ends with a hop!

This is a story where someone will win,

And I refuse to be left in the din

Upside Down . . .

Our generation will be known for nothing.

Never will anybody say,

We were the peak of mankind.

That is wrong, the truth is

Our generation was a failure.

Thinking that

We actually succeeded

Is a waste. And we know

Living only for money and power

Is the way to go.

Being loving, respectful, and kind

Is a dumb thing to do.

Forgetting about that time,

Will not be easy, but we will try.

Changing our world for the better

Is something we never did.

Giving up

Was how we handled our problems.

Working hard

Was a joke.

We knew that

People thought we couldn’t come back

That might be true,

Unless we turn things around

The One That . . .

Take my hand,
Drips of tears.

Lead me out of here.

Fear,

everywhere.

Tears continue to pour.

I start to fade away.

What was once Bright,

quickly turns Black.

My heart?

Beaten.

My eye?

Burn with tears.

My wrist?

What wrist?

My hope is gone,

done with.

It left when you did.

Now I'm waiting.

Waiting on something that will never come

someone who will never show.

slowly dying.

Slowly fading.

Bright goes to dark.

Light to black.

Happy to dead.

Smile to frown.

Me to nothing.

You to..

The one that killed me

So red so warm

This life force I adore

We bleed we cry

But God I want more

From my first I knew this was for me

Human beings were made for me

The blood

So sweet

So pure

The way it pools

The way it runs

Tastes so sweet, this angels nectar

I would live in blood

It's my addiction

Feeling, playing with it

Oh blood is my way
My dark fantasy

My fetish

My mistress

Blood is her name

I bathe in it

I taste it

I always try to find more

I cannot stop

When I close my eyes all I see is telling sweet red

I thirst for it

I need it

The most beautiful thing on earth

The best

What was your life

I'll drink it off tell floor

You whole life pools slowly away

My whole love pours on out

Your so beautiful

Your so addicting

But I need to remember

Blood get in everything

It's hard to get out

I didn't mean to kill her,

I didn't mean to hate,

Over come with rage, knife in my hand,

I slit her throat,

I watched her bleed,

I didn't want to like it,

I didn't want to love it,

I meant to stop

But it was too much fun,

While she bled, I turned her over,

Slid the blade through her chest,

Down her stomach,

Across her arms, across her legs,

The blood so beautiful, so warm,

It pooled around us,

The sweet feeling,

Ecstasy, Adrenaline, release,

She was supposed to be the only one,

But I couldn't stop, One more,

Two more, three more, four,

Five more, six more, seven more,

Oh I feel it in my core,

All my work, beautiful art,

Without a name, without an artist to claim,

I leave clues, subtle clues,

A mark here, a mark there,

I wait for my capture,

Oh, the fun,

I love to play,

The knife, the blood,

Sweet serenity,

Soon I can be shown as such an artist,

The world will know the mind behind this beauty,

I can't wait to be found,

Yes, do you wanna play?

*… Here I Stand…*

Here I stand

On a cliff overlooking an ocean

With the scorching flames

Of my past

Ambushed behind my back,

Waiting to pounce on me

As soon as I turn around.

Here I stand

Weighing the heaviness

Of my heart

That has been scarred, bruised and broke

Yet still limps

In a hope

That something good awaits it.

Here I stand

With the cool gist of wind filling the empty pores of mine

That has emanated from your breath.

The sun shining in front of me

Reminds me of the warmth

That resides in your touch,

The touch that I crave to have.

Here I stand

Face to face with a view so serene,

That makes me feel like

I am looking at you.

The silver linings of the clouds

Reminds me of aura of happiness

That surrounds you.

Here I stand

Watching the ebb and flow of the tides

And the way they hit the shore,

Leaving a fragment of them

In the shells that lay on the coast.

Just like you have left yours

In the shells of my soul.

Here I stand

With my mind filled with

The moments in which

You were walking beside me,

The moments which are

Confined only within my mind,

And only lived by me.

Here I stand

With my soul acquivering

From the whips of unrequited love.

I see you beneath the heights

Which only confuses me

That whether you await me

Or you're going to swim away with the tides.

Here I stand

With my feelings entrapped in my chest,

Afraid that you will leave me astray

As I had been once by somebody else.

I desire to jump and fall in your arms

But I don't know

Whether you'll open your arms and catch me!?