I remember.
It was my first big party, at Lionnet I mean, and I was so
excited, and there I was with the hiccoughs and Mama laughing. Mama
always laughed. A big party, a lovely dress from Mr. Worth in Paris, France,
and hiccoughs. My brother pounding me on the back and Mama with the
elderberry bottle, laughing at me. Everybody was on their way to come, and
I was such a ninny, hiccoughing away. You know, that was the first day I
ever saw Oscar Hubbard. The Ballongs were selling their hosses and he
was going there to buy. He passed and lifted his hat - we could see him
from the window - and my brother, to tease Mama, said maybe we should
have invited the Hubbards to the party. He said Mama didn’t like them
because they kept a store, and he said that was old-fashioned of her. And
then, and then, I saw Mama angry for the first time in my life. She said that
wasn’t the reason. She said she was old-fashioned, but not that way. She
said she was old-fashioned enough not to like people who killed animals
they couldn’t use, and who made their money charging awful interest to
poor, ignorant niggers and cheating them on what they bought. She was
very angry, Mama was. I had never seen her face like that. And then
suddenly she laughed and said, “Look, I’ve frightened Birdie out of the
hiccoughs” And so she had. They were all gone.