If life is a pleasure,
Does it mean that
I am not even
Living anymore?
In a world that's rotten
Gained everything imaginable
Except my sanity,
Which I was begging for.
Bunch of painful memories
Ripping my mind apart.
The gap between my chest
Is now filled with the "black."
Losing everything
That you once loved.
Does it hurt so much
When you realized
You're just a nobody.
In the roads of nothingness
There is no gains
Just a suffering
That makes you cease to exist.
Chained from the below,
Can not be free anymore.
The only thing that was with me
Is now taken away from me.
Everywhere that's in my sight
Is filled with the painful memories,
And with the faces of the who tasted agony
In the world of nothingness.
Still trying to walk
Even there is no light.
Excepting for peace
And faced with pain.
Let's burn it up
All the things that hurt us.
The smiles, air and life itself.
Let's burn all of them up and be free.
I don't know anymore
What is the life
Is it the reason of our pain,
Or is it the pain itself?
Is it a dream,
Or the reality itself?
It is the pain
Which forced us to
Remember everything
That we once begged to forget.