Seeing Double
Seeing Double
Seeing Double
First published by Black Cherry Publishing 2021
This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents
portrayed in it are the work of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to
actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.
Cassie Mint asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this
work.
First edition
ISBN: 978-1-914242-17-5
2. I. SWAPPED BRIDE
3. Garrett
4. Nora
5. Garrett
6. Nora
7. Garrett
8. Nora
9. Garrett
10. Nora
11. Garrett
12. Nora
13. Garrett
15. Lily
16. Reuben
17. Lily
18. Reuben
19. Lily
20. Reuben
21. Lily
22. Reuben
24. Coral
25. Archer
26. Coral
27. Archer
28. Coral
29. Archer
30. Coral
31. Archer
32. Coral
34. Eli
35. Billie
36. Eli
37. Billie
38. Eli
39. Billie
40. Eli
41. Billie
42. Eli
Swapped Bride
Garrett
I never planned to take a wife. Women have been little more than
distractions to me—always scheming and wanting something. My riches,
my artworks, my prestige. A ticket to fortune and fame.
I don’t blame them. Hell, I respect them for it. But I’m no one’s mark.
It is tiresome, then, to find myself in a wedding tux. The fabric is dark
and soft, perfectly tailored, with a crisp, snowy white shirt underneath. As I
linger in a hallway, some brave or foolish soul tucks a flower into my
button hole.
I let it happen. Beautiful things are my kryptonite.
Speaking of beautiful things—there is no sign of my future wife. There
have been no communications beyond Mountford’s grudging acceptance.
He was blustery and casual about it, trying to pass it off in the gentleman’s
club as a mutual idea.
As if anyone would want me as a son in law. I’m twice his daughter’s
age, and lethal behind my bored smile. I’ve ended lives, stolen wonders.
Toppled kingpins.
So, fine. Mountford can laugh and pretend that this was all his doing.
That he’s tamed the beast, not fallen prey to its ire.
We both know the truth. Everyone else does, too. The man can’t even
sustain his own lie. For example: this wedding that is supposedly his idea,
this joining between his precious daughter and his new ‘ally’—there is no
reception planned. No well wishers invited. No gleeful paparazzi.
Only one each of our employees to act as witnesses, Mountford
himself, and the bride.
Please. He’s no worthy opponent.
If the roles had been reversed, I’d have covered my humiliation with a
grand party, the likes of which the city had never seen. I’d have buried any
doubts under a landslide of opulence, celebrating the ‘happy’ occasion.
Instead, Mountford is sulking. Short-sighted child.
No matter. I would have skipped the reception anyway.
“Well?” I snap as my assistant James approaches. A young man in his
early twenties, James was an unlikely choice, but I favor competence over
empty experience. James is sharp and efficient, seemingly tireless in his
commitment, and has no family life to distract him from his work.
“She’s coming.” James comes to a halt at my side, his eyes darting
over my appearance. He may be committed to his work, but he won’t candy
his words. If I look a fool, he will tell me so.
Yes, he’s a valuable asset.
“The button hole’s a nice touch,” James murmurs as we watch the
priest duck through a nearby doorway. Out in the main chapel, string music
quavers to life. It’s unearthly and aching, the sound bouncing off the stone
walls, and I swallow hard.
Now is no time for sentiment.
“Will she go through with it?” I grit out. This is one fear that has kept
me awake at night. It’s no show of power if the pretty young thing publicly
rejects me. Yes, her father would pay the price, but have I set myself up for
a bruised ego?
A head pokes through the doorway, interrupting my clamoring
thoughts. It’s a middle-aged woman with neat blonde hair tied back in a bun
and pursed red lips. Mountford’s employee.
She clears her throat, boldly meeting my eye. I like her. Perhaps I’ll
offer her a better position with one of my companies.
“Whenever you’re ready, Mr. Taylor. We’ll begin.”
I nod, my expression calm, even as my throat runs oddly dry. I stride
forward, my footsteps echoing off the flagstones, James hurrying behind.
As I duck through the chapel doorway, I almost stumble.
She’s here. She’s already at the altar.
Of course she is, I chide myself. There are no pews of onlookers to
walk between—no loved ones to show off her dress for.
And what a dress.
Even at the far end of the aisle, its craftsmanship is clear. Perhaps Lily
did not get the wedding of her dreams, but Mountford could not resist
spoiling her one last time.
I’m glad he did. Ivory silk tumbles down her slender body, pooling on
the stone floor. The back is cut low, flaunting her pale, delicate skin, the
nub of her shoulder blades shifting as she fiddles with her bouquet. If I
thought my mouth was dry in the hall, it’s nothing compared to now.
Those shiny caramel curls, pinned up in intricate braids. That soft,
floating veil edged with pearls.
There is a goddess waiting beside the altar. I want to fall to my knees
and beg her forgiveness right here. I want to gather the slippery fabric of
her gown and kiss the hem; I want to run my palms up those legs, over
those rounded hips.
My feet carry me up the aisle on autopilot. As I near her, I catch a
whiff of her scent. She smells like sugar and vanilla, a human cupcake, and
my heart seizes in my chest when I remember.
There is no cake. I did not order a cake. I assumed we’d want to be out
of each other’s company as soon as possible. Before seeing her, I’d thought
of our wedding with a sour taste in my mouth.
Now this angel is about to wed and has no cake to cut. No friends in
the pews to admire her dress. No bridesmaids to catch her bouquet.
My blackened heart rends in two.
“Excuse me,” I grind out and wheel away at the altar, marching to the
side of the chapel to make a call. I bark instructions into the phone, my eyes
fixed on the woman waiting for me. Her chin dips forward, her shoulders
slumping.
I’m already disappointing her. God, I want to die.
My hands tremble as I race back to the altar, wiping my palms on my
jacket. Her head twitches toward me, her face hidden by the veil, and the
priest begins in a halting monotone.
I don’t hear a word of it. Honor, accept, cherish, yada yada yada—this
woman is mine.
Of course I’ll cherish her. Honor her. Treat her like a treasure. I’m not
a goddamn monster.
Okay, maybe I have been monstrous a time or two in my life—but no
more.
She deserves better. She deserves everything.
My bride.
Nora
Jeez, he won’t stop staring. He’s not even listening to the priest!
Can he tell I’m not Lily? We used special extra-thick foundation on my
cheek, and I have my veil, but the Fox’s eyes are fixed on me, brooding and
intense. A slight frown creases his forehead, like I’m a puzzle he can’t
figure out.
I’m annoying him already. Oh, God help me. Let me carry off this
facade just long enough to escape his clutches.
Although…
He is awfully handsome. Older than me, yes, but not gone to seed like
my father. The Fox—Mr. Taylor—has dark brown hair, only threaded with
hints of silver at his temples. He’s tall and broad shouldered, such a
commanding presence that I have to tilt my chin up to look at him.
Pale gray eyes stare back at me, burning into my soul.
I shiver, my skin flushing hot all over beneath my gown, and my
breasts grow heavy and tight.
Inside a house of God? Yeah, I’m definitely going to Hell.
It doesn’t matter how good he looks, I tell myself sternly. He’s the
reason I’ve been bought and sold in Lily’s place. This man is a brute, who
wants to steal my only sister away from me. Well, the joke’s on him.
I don’t feel so cocky when we say our parts out loud. My eyes flick to
my father as I recite my lines: “I, Lily Mountford…”
My father huffs beside me, his leather shoes squeaking against the tile,
but then it’s over and he hasn’t said a word. Hasn’t loudly declared that I’m
not Lily at all, that I’m a pretender who no one wants.
And he hasn’t tried to undo this awful thing, tried to save his favorite
daughter from this fate.
I turn my face and stare dry-eyed at the altar. My throat is tight, but
something hardens in my chest, and I suck in a deep breath.
This man is no true father.
I refuse to look at him again, even when the Fox lifts my veil carefully
over my head and bares my face for the first time. My father grunts in
surprise, but we both ignore him. Me, I’m done with him, and the Fox is too
busy running his greedy gaze over my features.
He darts out his tongue to wet his bottom lip. His mouth is strong and
curved, his chin square with a cleft. I sway toward him in a trance.
“You may now kiss the bride.” The priest raises his hands in
celebration, though there are no crowds here to whoop and clap. I half
expected we’d skip this part—that the Fox would snub my father one last
time by refusing to kiss his prize.
How badly I’ve misjudged him. The words are barely out of the
priest’s mouth when the Fox gathers me into his arms. He crushes me
against his chest, surrounding me completely, so big and broad and strong.
He could snap me like a twig, and yet he lowers his face to mine and kisses
me so gently that my chest aches.
It’s soft. Careful. It sends heat rushing through my body, pooling low
between my legs. I sigh into his mouth, the priest and my father forgotten,
and bow against him, pressing closer.
The Fox growls, his mouth hungrier now, taking my head in his hands
and slanting our mouths to slide in his tongue. I gasp, head swimming, my
skin buzzing with want, but the priest clears his throat.
I untangle myself and step back, heart pounding.
That’s what I’ve been missing all these years in my tower? That’s what
kissing feels like? I want to run and whoop back down the aisle; I want to
burst into the paved courtyard and shout to the heavens.
But of course, everyone else already knows about kissing.
I’m the locked up fool.
The Fox—Mr. Taylor watches me again, his chest heaving under his
shirt. Is he affected by me too? Oh, I hope so. I squeeze my thighs together,
and his eyes darken.
“Let’s go,” he grits out, ignoring everyone else in the chapel and
offering me his arm. I start to glance back at my father, but I stop myself.
He’ll discover our ruse soon enough, if he hasn’t already.
He doesn’t deserve my goodbyes. So I nod and smile at the priest, and
trip forward to take my husband’s arm.
Not a true husband, a voice hisses in my head as he leads me through
the chapel corridors. He toys with my fingers as we walk in silence,
shortening his strides so that I don’t trip in my heels.
No. Our ‘marriage’ is a sham. He’s married to Lily, or so he thinks.
And since one sister’s name is on the certificate while another said the
words…
It’s all a lie. Every part of it. Even that kiss was meant for Lily. And
when I’m find out, he’ll be furious—he’ll hate me even more than my
father.
I let him lead me in silence, my mood plummeting as we walk, until
my lips turn down and my eyes brim with tears.
Oh, what have I gotten myself into?
And why does my heart feel like it’s bleeding?
Garrett
Lily Mountford is nothing like her public persona. The press adores her,
but she’s always come across as flighty. Temperamental and a little wild.
This angel is the opposite. She bore the indignities of our sham
wedding with a raised chin and straight back. She’s an ocean of calm
compared to my maelstrom. Even walking beside her, I feel my pulse settle.
Something tickles at my brain, a sneaking suspicion, but I quash it.
The least I can do is give her my full attention.
Our car is ready and waiting at the back of the chapel, across a stone
courtyard. For the thousandth time since laying eyes on her, I want to flog
myself for not bothering with a proper wedding.
She is not the sort of woman you sneak out the back exit. She’s
someone to parade down the front steps, where everyone can see and
admire her. Where she can draw the praise she deserves, damn it.
I’ll fix this. I’ll make it better.
“This way,” I mutter, voice gruff from my tight throat. I tug her gently
through a doorway, into a courtyard that smells like flowers and damp
stone. Buttery sunlight spills between the chapel roofs, and it glints golden
in her hair.
I’m so hard I could bite through my own tongue.
Instead, I usher her to the passenger side door. I had planned on
depositing her in the back seat where we could try our best to ignore each
other.
Everything has changed. I want her in the front with me, where I can
touch her, look at her, listen to her husky voice.
“Thank you,” she murmurs, reaching for the door handle. I snatch her
hand and press her cool fingers to my lips. She watches me, a blush
creeping over her cheeks, her mouth parting slightly.
I can’t wait a second longer.
I crowd her back against the car, sealing our bodies together, moaning
as our lips meet again. She kisses me back just as desperately, her hands
scrabbling at my shoulders as she tries to get closer, tries to climb me like a
monkey.
Her wish is my command. I scoop her up by the ass, a hand clenched
on each of her juicy thighs. This time, when I press her against the car, my
cock lines up with her core and we both suck in deep breaths.
“Beautiful girl.” I drop my forehead against hers, rocking my hard
length against her. I can’t help it—God knows she deserves better, but the
heat of her pussy is burning through her thin gown.
She wants me as badly as I want her. And by the dazed look on her
face, it’s her first time experiencing these things. That realization fills me
with savage pleasure, and I rut harder against her, scraping my teeth down
her throat.
“Mr…Taylor…” she grits out, her heels digging into the backs of my
thighs, urging me on.
“Lily,” I reply, and just like that, she wilts in my arms. Where she’d
been clutching to me, writhing against my chest, she drops back against the
car, arms loose. “No,” I growl, slinging her arm back around my neck. I nip
at her chin, my gut sinking. “No, don’t turn me away.”
“I’m not,” she whispers, even as she slips out of my hold. Her heels
scrape against the courtyard flagstones, and my blood roars in my ears.
Somehow, I force my limbs into action, opening the door for her and
guiding her inside. She murmurs in protest, but I buckle her in, double-
checking the seat belt.
I pause, ducked inside the car, and suck in a lungful of her scent.
Sugar.
Vanilla.
And the faint tinge of arousal.
My eyes slam closed, and I straighten back up before I do something I
regret. The cool air hits my cheeks, and I shake my head hard before
shutting the car door.
Get it together.
You swore to be a husband, not a slathering beast.
It’s hard, though, and gradually becomes an impossible task as my car
eats up the miles. We roar down endless streets and highways, heading out
of the city until the buildings drop away and the mountains rise up on all
sides. The sky dims, the first stars winking, and the horizon burns orange as
the sun sets.
She watches everything with her nose practically fixed to the glass, her
breath fogging her window. Every tiny detail seems to absorb her in equal
measure, from the office parks on the outskirts of the city to the soaring
mountains and the ocean in the distance.
“Have you come out here before?” I ask, breaking the silence.
She chokes out a laugh, then cuts herself off.
“No,” she says eventually. Her voice is so quiet, I have to strain to hear
it over the engine. “No, never.”
I hum, turning back to the road as it winds up into the mountains. I’m
surprised—Lily Mountford is a famed beauty and budding model, after all.
She must have been on plenty of shoots out in the picturesque wilds.The
fashion magazines lining store shelves often show off her perfect face.
Funny. Her picture never moved me before, but the woman beside me
in the car…
I’m ruined.
“I’m taking you home,” I tell her, and it almost sounds like a threat.
But she’s mine now, and my home, my artworks, my empire—it’s all for
her.
I want to see her reaction when she steps into her new home for the
first time.
Lily shrugs, turning to stare out of the window again. I swallow down
a shard of glass in my throat.
Soon. I’ll make her love me back soon.
It’s all I live for now.
Nora
“Wait here.”
The Fox is terribly severe. His face is as unyielding as the mountains
around us, his strong cheekbones carved in stone. When he pulls up a long
gravel driveway, the path lit on either side by old-fashioned lanterns, he
throws the car into park and barks at me to stay put.
I squeak out a reply, mouth dry, but he’s already gone. He throws
himself out of the car, his broad shoulders disappearing into the dark
evening sky, and slams the door shut.
I flinch. My fingers scrabble at my seat belt, but I’ve only just
unclipped it when my car door wrenches open.
“Lily.”
His voice is deep. Gruff. And when he says my sister’s name like that,
I want to rip his tongue out.
“Coming,” I breathe, swinging my legs out of the car, tugging the skirt
of my gown with them. It’s breezy up here in the mountains, and cool night
air washes around my legs. It catches in the light fabric, molding it to my
calves and thighs, and the Fox grunts before he drops to his knees in the
gravel.
“What are you—” I begin to ask, but he places a hand on each of my
knees. He glances up from beneath lowered brows, his pale eyes burning
straight through to my core. The breeze tugs at his hair, so dark it’s almost
black in the low light, and the glow from the nearby lantern pools golden
over his skin. His tux jacket is abandoned somewhere in the car, and his
shirt sleeves are rolled; his top buttons undone.
I suck in a shaky breath, my legs already trembling. My nipples pebble
against my gown, and I lie to myself that it’s because of the cold air.
“Are we going inside?” I whisper. For some reason, I can’t find my
voice.
The Fox nods. “In a moment.” His thumbs skate over my knees
through the fabric. Back and forth. Back and forth. My breath builds in my
chest until I’m full to bursting, scratching at the car seats with my
fingernails. My chest heaves, my skin burning hot under his perusal, until I
can’t take it anymore.
“Please.”
His mouth twists, a savage kind of satisfaction playing over his face.
Then he’s pushing my knees apart, slow but firm, until the mountain breeze
drifts up my skirt and plays over my private parts.
I whimper, tipping my head back. I wriggle on the seat, looking for—
looking for something—
“Easy, baby girl.” A soothing palm slides up my thigh, scorching a
trail in its wake. I calm, resting my temple against the car door frame. I
watch him with heavy-lidded eyes.
“Has anyone touched you here before?” he asks conversationally,
trailing a blunt fingertip up the inside of my thigh. Goosebumps ripple over
my skin, and I shake my head hard.
“Say it.” He grips my thigh hard. It’s rough and possessive, but it
doesn’t hurt—no. It sends a bolt of molten heat through my core.
“No,” I gasp, swaying forward. His grip loosens again, the swoop of
his thumb soothing. “No one has touched me there. Not… not even…”
He frowns at me, puzzled, then his eyebrows drift up his forehead. He
drops back onto his heels, his gaze fixed on my panties as he slides my skirt
higher.
“Not even you?” he asks quietly. I make sure to answer him this time.
“No.” I hiccup. “Not even me.”
The Fox likes that. Vicious satisfaction spreads over his face and he
kneads my thighs harder. He’s touching both legs now, creeping higher and
higher to where the breeze plays over my soaked panties.
“I’m going to touch you everywhere. Every inch of you. I’ll show you
how it all feels, angel.”
A flimsy strip of lace halts him. He glances at me, then smirks.
The Fox ducks his head beneath my gown before I can react, a
shocked cry bursting out of my mouth. I grasp his shoulder, bunching his
white shirt in my fist, but he sits back as quickly as he bent down.
Something dangles from his mouth. It’s a strip of white lace, clenched
between his teeth.
My garter.
“Oh,” I murmur. I’m still clinging to his shoulder, tugging at him now.
A kitten might as well push a panther. He grins at me again, dark and feral,
and leans forward to nip at my lip. My garter flutters to the ground between
us, lost to the evening darkness.
“Lily,” he says, rubbing his nose over my cheeks. “I’m going to make
you howl, sweet girl.”
“Don’t call me that,” I gasp, my thoughts too muddled to remember
my own lie. When he frowns at me, I splutter out an excuse. “I don’t want
to be called Lily anymore. I like sweet girl. I like angel.”
He growls and lunges forward. His kiss is biting, punishing, but I take
every thrust of his tongue and nip of his teeth with eager groans. He leans
forward until my pebbled nipples brush against his chest, and I tug at his
shoulders.
I want him closer.
Closer.
This wasn’t the plan, I think distantly, but whatever this is between
us… it’s too powerful to deny. One look from this man makes my stomach
swoop. A whiff of his masculine scent makes my panties damp.
Maybe the plan isn’t doomed. I could still sneak away, and simply let
the Fox enjoy me before then…
Even the thought of walking away from this man makes my chest cave
in. When his arms are around me, when his gaze is on me, everything is
right. Righter than it’s ever been.
“I can’t wait,” he mutters, reaching beneath my gown and tearing my
ivory lace panties clean off. The delicate fabric rips, fluttering to the gravel,
then my legs are pushed wide again. I scrabble for the car roof, holding on
for dear life as the Fox leans down and licks a broad stripe up my pussy.
“Oh!” I bite my lip, the lights of the city below us blurring. He licks
me again and my hips twitch up.
“Needy little thing, aren’t you?” He bands an arm across my hips,
holding me down. And oh, that feeling of being pinned, of being restrained
by this man—I moan and rock against him.
His tongue is wet and warm, delving through my folds, exploring
every inch of me. He finds a tight bundle of nerves and bears down on it,
licking and sucking, and I can’t help it—I cry out, long and loud.
“Yes,” he growls, shifting to slide the tip of one finger inside me. He
rubs at my entrance, circling, then dips just inside before retreating. I moan,
bucking up harder. “Call out for me, angel. Let the whole city know who
owns you now.”
“You do!” I sob, tremors wracking my thighs.
Below us, twenty feet from the driveway, car headlights pass along the
mountain road. The driveway is lit—someone need only glance up here and
they’d see it all. The Fox on his knees, his broad shoulders stretching his
white shirt, his head buried between my thighs. I stare at those passing
headlights, each groan dredged deeper from my body, and when the Fox
returns to that bundle of nerves and suckles on it, I explode. My chin tucks
to my chest, my muscles locking and spasming, and I can’t hear anything
except the rush of blood in my ears.
Gradually, I float back to earth. My feet drop to the gravel beside his
hips, and I look up at the Fox with wide eyes.
“What…” I’m still dizzy. I shake my throat and try again. “What was
that?”
He chuckles, smoky and dark.
“That was you coming on my tongue.” He chucks me under the chin
and stands up. “You’d better get used to it.”
Garrett
For the first time in decades, I’m nervous. My new bride trips along the
driveway beside me, her heels catching in the gravel. I steady her elbow,
making a mental note to have the entire driveway repaved.
Her breath still saws in and out of her lungs as the flush of intimacy
fades from her cheeks. Her nipples prod through her thin gown like two
points, and I grit my jaw so hard I’m surprised my teeth don’t crack.
Restraint.
I need to give her space. Not rush her.
I already pushed my luck when I buried my face in her delicious pussy.
The front door swings open ahead of us, the doorman murmuring his
welcome as we pass into the lobby. My wife stares around with wide eyes,
her fingers plucking nervously at the beading on her gown.
I clear my throat. “Leave us.” The doorman vanishes without a word,
melting into the background. In the distance, there are the faint sounds of
food preparation, and Lily flinches at the crash of a pan.
I scrub a hand over my face. It would be… wrong, to stride into the
kitchens and put the fear of God into my staff.
Not right now, anyway. Maybe later, when my wife no longer vibrates
with tension. She stands ramrod straight in the center of the lobby, gazing in
turn at the oil paintings decorating the walls. There are famous
impressionist paintings; wild landscapes; intimate portraits which bring that
blush back to her cheeks.
“Do you like art?” I ask quietly, then hold my breath until she answers.
For once, she spins toward me, a bright smile stretching her cheeks.
“Oh, I love art. Especially—”
She breaks off, her eyes dropping to the marble floor. I want to grab
her shoulders and shake them; I want to roar and pound on my chest until
she finishes that damn sentence.
“Especially what?” I croak. She blushes impossibly redder, and when
she answers it’s in a whisper.
“Nail art,” she tells me, face miserable. I snatch up her hand, flipping it
over to inspect her fingernails. Nothing. Only a pearly white sheen. Yanking
up a fistful of her gown, I check her toes next in her strappy heels, but
they’re matching white. She stumbles back, almost tripping over her own
feet, and I gather her against my chest. I tuck her there, her head under my
chin, as I tilt her fingers in the light from the chandelier.
“It’s stupid,” she mumbles.
“It’s not stupid,” I bark. “You will show me.”
“I don’t—I don’t have my things.”
Of course not. I stole her away here with nothing but the gown on her
back, too goddamn greedy to get my hands on her to think straight.
“You will. Order replacements, new supplies—whatever you want. But
you will show me, do you understand?”
She nods, sniffling against my chest. Can she hear my pounding
heartbeat? Surely, she must be able to. Hell, the neighbors must be
wondering what that racket is. My shocked, ill-used organ is flinging itself
against my rib cage, battling to get to her.
I’m fucking this up. Being so gruff with her; burying my tongue
between her legs before she’s ready. My sweet angel is trembling like a leaf
in my arms, and it takes the last ounce of my willpower to drop my arms
and step away. She blinks up at me, still half dazed, a glassy sheen to her
emerald eyes.
I made her cry. God fucking damn it. I want to get down on my knees
and slam my head against the marble.
Instead, I gesture across the lobby. She follows my hand, trepidation
creasing her brow. The mansion is not welcoming at first sight, cut into the
mountain and built from local rock. The decor is bold, all dark woods and
statement art pieces—sultry oil paintings and abstract, twisting sculptures.
Then there are the silent staff members, the distant sounds from the kitchen,
and the dark sky spilling through the huge glass windows.
It must be a lot to take in.
“Nothing to be afraid of here, sweet thing.” Nothing except me, and I
would rather tear out my own throat than harm a single hair on her head.
“Now why don’t you explore your new home?”
Nora
I wait until the Fox—until Garrett—falls asleep, his deep breaths tickling
the hairs on my neck. Only then do I peek out from under an eyelid,
checking his face.
Crap. He’s so handsome. Even now, in sleep, a scowl is etched on his
forehead. I fight the urge to smooth it with my fingertip, wriggling gently
out from under his arm.
His breath hitches. I freeze, halfway out the bed. Then he rolls over
and lets out a sigh.
Good. This is good. I try to tell myself so, even as tears slide down my
cheeks. I shouldn’t feel like my heart is breaking in my chest over a man I
only met today.
He doesn’t even know who I am.
He doesn’t want me. He wants Lily.
And I can’t be here when he realizes. I couldn’t bear to watch him turn
me away. It would break me forever.
Better to get ahead of this. To slip out when I can, and stick with the
plan: freedom. Life. Adventure.
Never mind the ache in my chest.
Never mind my churning stomach.
My wedding dress is ruined—not that it would be much use for
running away. I tiptoe to another door in the bedroom, and pry open
Garrett’s walk-in closet.
I dress quickly, picking clothes for practicalities’ sake. A pair of his
jeans, belted at my waist and rolled at the ankles. Two thick pairs of socks,
since there’s no way his shoes will fit me and I’m not wearing heels through
the mountains.
A long-sleeved t-shirt. A black sweater and an overcoat.
A glance in the mirror shows that I look freaking insane.
With my smudged makeup, wild hair and oversized clothes, I look like
a little girl playing dress up in Daddy’s closet.
The thought makes me shiver, but I tuck it away.
It’s no use. I have to leave.
I pick my way across the bedroom, forcing myself to keep walking and
not look at the man on the bed. If I look, I’ll crumble. I’ll confess
everything and beg to stay.
I can’t do that. It will hurt too much when he says no. When he looks
at me with disgust in his eyes.
The bedroom door swings open easily, and I pad silently down the hall
in my thick socks. I glance up and down, wracking my tired brain, trying to
remember my way through this house.
Left, I think. Left and a little way along the corridor, then down the
big, sweeping stairs.
My chest lightens a fraction when I find my way. I’m not so useless,
then. Not like my father used to say. If I can just find my way out, get into
the mountains and start working my way toward the city…
Then what?
I have no money. Nothing to sell. My eyes flutter closed, and I breathe
through a sharp pain in my chest.
I hate this. I hate doing this to him, but it’s my only hope. I pluck one
of Garrett’s sculptures off a mantelpiece in the lobby. It’s likely worth
thousands at least—enough for me to start my new life.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper, reaching for the door. “I’m so sorry.”
“I should hope so.”
I gasp and whirl around. Garrett leans against the wall in the shadows.
He’s watching me, scowling at the statue gripped in my hands.
There’s no way out of this. No lie he’d ever believe.
I crept out when he was sleeping, dressed in his clothes and stole his
artwork, his precious art—
“Garrett.” I open and close my mouth, searching for words, but they
don’t come. His expression darkens. I squeak, spinning back to the door,
but the statue slips from my numb fingertips. It shatters against the marble
floor, shards flying in all directions. Garrett yells something, but I’m
already running.
My heel feels hot as I fly down the gravel driveway. The lanterns
lining the path stretch and warp my shadow, so that a fun house version of
me flees on either side. Behind me, Garrett bellows from the house, but I
sprint into the night.
My heel is burning. The gravel digs into my feet, makes me wince and
gasp, but my heel is beginning to throb. Suddenly, pain lances hot through
my foot and I cry out, staggering to the side.
Strong arms catch me, steady me, and I’m lifted into the air. I half
expect Garrett to throttle me, but he cradles me against his chest. He
dressed in gray sweatpants and a dark t-shirt to follow me down to the
lobby, but his feet are bare against the gravel.
“Angel!” He yells, trying to stop me struggling. “Fucking hell, stop it!
You’ve hurt yourself.”
I go limp in his arms, panting from exhaustion.
“I’m not your angel,” I mutter. He stiffens around me. I screw my eyes
shut and force myself to keep speaking. There’s nothing else for it now.
“I’m not who you think I am. I’m not Lily Mountford.”
Garrett huffs, turning around and striding back up his driveway.
“No shit. You already told me.”
“I did?” Am I going insane? Surely I’d remember a conversation about
that.
“Yeah.” He smirks at me, the shadows cast by the lanterns dancing
across his face. “When you were out-of-your-mind needy for my cock.”
I blink, heat rushing to my cheeks. God, how humiliating. But—
“If you already know, why are you taking me back inside?”
Garrett rolls his eyes.
“You hurt your foot. Stepped on a shard from that statue.”
I glance down at my dangling foot, and sure enough, crimson blood is
blooming over the heel. It’s soaked through two thick socks already, and
another wave of pain lances through me at the thought.
I whimper, clutching at Garrett’s t-shirt. He shifts me in his arms,
cradling me closer.
“Hush, baby. We’ll take a look. I’ll fix it for you, I promise.”
Baby? Hope blooms in my chest. Wild, impossible hope.
I wet my lips, my arms tightening around his neck.
“I’m sorry for running,” I whisper. “I didn’t think you’d still want me.”
There’s so much more to tell him—about my father, about being locked
away—but his face already softens. He gazes down at me, eyes burning,
and his voice shakes when he speaks.
“I’ll always want you, angel. You’re mine.”
Joy breaks over my face, stretching my lips into a wide smile. I squeal
and snuggle into him closer.
“It’s Nora,” I tell him, nipping at his earlobe.
He snorts, cracking his palm against my ass.
“Makes sense. Naughty Nora.”
He carries me inside. Lays me gently on the sofa. Fetches the first aid
kit and patches my cut. Garrett fusses over me like a priceless treasure. Like
he’s a teddy bear, not an internationally-renowned art dealer.
I watch him, and I must have cartoon hearts in my eyes, because every
time he glances up, he smiles. His eyes crease at the corners, warmth
spreading over his cold features, and my chest aches at the sight.
“Do you really still want me?”
He grips my ankle, glaring from his knees. “Always.”
I sigh and collapse back on the cushions, tossing my arms over my
head. This can’t be real, this must be some sort of dream, no one can be this
lucky.
“Garrett?” I ask. His palms slide up my thighs. He reaches my waist
and tugs at the belt. “Why do people call you the Fox?”
He huffs a laugh, flicking the button open on his jeans and dragging
them down my legs. I lift my hips to help, warmth already pooling in my
core, my bandaged wound long forgotten.
“Because I made my fortune squeezing into tight spaces.” He traces a
line up my inner thigh, then cups my pussy in a strong, possessive grip.
“Shall I show you?”
I nod so fast my teeth chatter, and his dark, smoky laugh thrills
through my veins as he spreads my legs wide. He tests me with a finger, but
I’m ready for him. Wet and aching.
This time, when he pushes his big cock inside me, we’re face to face.
His forehead drops onto mine, and he rocks his head back and forth as he
pushes deeper, inch by inch. I prop myself up on my elbows and we watch
together as the thick length of him vanishes inside me.
“See that, pretty girl?” Garrett fists my hair and tugs. “Your pussy was
made to swallow my cock.”
I nod, still watching hypnotized as he slides in and out of me. My
juices shine on the flushed skin of his cock, and I reach down to rub a
fingertip over his shaft.
Garrett hisses, grabbing my knees and folding my legs up and back,
pounding into me so hard my teeth rattle. I moan and scrabble at his hips,
his shoulders, pulling him closer, harder, and all the while he stares at me,
his eyes dark.
“You will never leave me.” The way he says it, it sounds like a
promise.
Good thing I never want to.
I shake my head, biting my lip as he smacks my ass. Garrett likes me
to reply out loud.
“Never,” I gasp. “Never. I love you.”
The words just slip out, and his hips falter. Heat flushes my cheeks,
and I duck my head, so embarrassed, but he tips my chin back up.
“I love you.” His eyes bore into mine. All the way into my soul. “I
love you so fucking much, I can hardly stand it, Nora. You’re mine.
Fucking mine. And tomorrow…” he leans forward, tugging my bottom lip
between his teeth. He speaks against my mouth. “Tomorrow, I’m going to
find that fucking priest and marry you properly. The right names this time,
huh, sweetheart?”
I nod and smile through my tears.
Yes. I want that. I want that so badly. I tip my head back and moan as
he thrusts again, his cock plunging inside me.
I want everything he has to give me. His huge, hard cock. The crack of
his palm. The obsessive light burning in his eyes.
His surname and his home.
A baby one day.
I’m his?
He’s also mine.
Garrett
Stolen Bride
Lily
I lean out of Nora’s tower window, watching the row of cars pull out of the
driveway. I wave as big as I can even though there’s no way my sister can
see me, my eyes wet and my heart lodged tight in my throat.
She’s doing this for me. Heading out into the big wide world, letting
our father trade her away to his business rival in a sham of a marriage. It
was her idea to take my place—she begged me to let her do it, saying it was
her only chance of escape—but guilt and shame still slosh in my stomach.
We spent hours this morning perfecting our ruse, painting her scar with
make-up and curling her hair just like mine, and my heart sank another inch
for every minute of it. Right now, watching the line of shiny black cars
carry my twin sister away, the poor, battered organ is somewhere near my
belly button.
“Don’t be scared,” Nora had whispered as I brushed mascara into her
lashes, my chin wobbling with unshed tears. “It’s all a trick. One quick kiss
at the altar, and I’ll slip away before the Fox knows it.” She took my hands
in hers, squeezing. “I want this, Lily. This is it. He might not know it, but
the Fox is my chance to be free.”
The Fox. I think of the man who was meant to be my husband, and a
shudder passes through me. He’s notorious. Driven and severe.
God, I hope Nora is okay. I suppose after spending the last eleven
years locked away in this tower, anything must seem like a better option.
Even marrying a complete stranger.
At least the Fox is handsome. Famously so. He’s one of the city’s most
sought after bachelors, with his clean-cut features, elegant taste, and
bottomless bank accounts. Plenty of girls would have killed to be in my
position, promised to the mysterious art dealer.
Not me. There’s only one man I want, and he is standing six feet
behind me with his arms crossed, blocking Nora’s bedroom door.
My bodyguard.
Reuben.
The man I cry out for in my sleep.
Of course, to Reuben I’m just an annoying kid. His employer’s spoiled
daughter. He watches over me, guards me closely, but in the three long
years he’s known me, he’s never really seen me.
You know, as more than an object.
As a woman.
“Be careful,” he grumbles now as I lean further out the open window. I
ignore him, pushing up on my toes to watch the line of cars as they pull out
of the driveway—
Reuben huffs, stomping across the bedroom. He catches me by the
arm, tugging me back inside and shoving the window closed with a thud.
“Do you want your father to see you?” he snaps, crowding me back
into the center of the room. “Your little trick will be over before it’s begun.”
I scoff, crossing my arms just like he always does.
“Why do you care? You should want me to get caught. My father’s
going to kill you for not warning him, you know.”
Reuben shrugs, supremely unconcerned.
“I’m a bodyguard. Not a babysitter.”
“Oh? Is that the only reason?” I raise my eyebrows, watching him
closely. When Reuben went along with our twin swap, sneaking me into
Nora’s tower at dawn, I could hardly believe it. He could get fired for this,
or so much worse. Our father is a cruel man.
But a part of me, just a tiny part, got to thinking… got to hoping…
Maybe Reuben didn’t want me to marry the Fox, either.
Maybe he thinks there’s someone better for me, too.
I hold my breath as I wait for him to answer. He glowers down at me,
his rough features creased into a scowl, and I swear his eyes heat as they
skate quickly over my body. I’m in Nora’s yoga pants and vest top, just like
she’s now wearing my wedding gown. My skin flushes under his gaze, a
knot twisting in my abdomen, and I sway an inch toward him in a trance.
“Yes,” Reuben clips out, stepping back. I fall back on my heels,
disappointment sour in my mouth. “That’s all it is. Don’t get a big head.”
Hurt ripples through my chest. Is it so big-headed to think my gruff
bodyguard might want me too? Is it so damn unlikely? I pluck at Nora’s
yoga pants, glaring at the floor between us.
“Got it,” I mutter. “Message received.”
“Lily—”
He reaches for me, frowning, but it’s my turn to dance out of reach. I
turn on my heel and stride out of the bedroom, back to Nora’s cramped
living room with her tiny sofa and scuffed coffee table.
It’s nothing like my palatial suite. My twin sister’s life has been the
opposite of mine, and all because of a stupid scar marring her beauty. I
throw myself down onto the sofa, chewing on my thumbnail in a way that
would make Nora cringe.
I have no right to complain. Not really. Not when my sister’s had it so
much worse; not when she’s going out there right now to take my place.
But I can’t help the pain and longing that swirl in my chest, making
my heart throb the way it always does around Reuben.
I keep my face blank. Stare at the wall and count my breaths. Focus on
Nora, and on the storm heading my way as soon as my father discovers our
trick.
Not Reuben. Not the way my hairs stand on end in his presence, and
blood pumps hot and throbbing between my legs. Not his clean, masculine
scent, or the creak of the floorboards beneath his big, manly form. Not the
way my breath catches every time I feel his gaze on me.
He clears his throat. I throw Reuben a perfect, staged smile.
It’s fine. I know he could never want me.
***
Perhaps in another life, I might have stood a chance with Reuben. If we’d
met when I was legally an adult, instead of sixteen. If I could have charmed
him in a cafe somewhere, instead of being handed over like some kind of
troublesome puppy by my father.
I could have flirted. Brushed a casual palm over his shoulder. Seen his
eyes darken with promise.
I’d have let him take me home—back to wherever Reuben goes when
he’s not here.
He knows every single thing about me. I don’t even know where he
lives, and the thought of his mystery home is the most agonizing riddle. Is
he neat? What color are his walls? Does he have a garden; bookshelves; a
fancy kitchen?
“Do you like cooking?”
My question breaks the silence. Reuben glances over from his station
by the door, his hands clasped behind his back. His white shirt stretches
over his broad chest, the buttons straining, and I desperately want them to
give up the battle.
I bet he has chest hair. My mouth waters just thinking about it. He’s
got this thick, manly scruff around his jaw, and I just know that it’s dusted
over his body, too.
I want to rake my nails over it. I want to lick him from hip to
collarbone.
“What? Cooking? Why do you ask?”
I roll my eyes. “To gather blackmail material. Because I’m interested,
you doofus.”
“Doofus?” Reuben’s mouth twitches. “I haven’t been called that
before.”
“I bet you’ve been called a lot worse.”
He chuckles, the sound smoky. “You bet right.”
Oh god. I squeeze my thighs together on the sofa. Oh god, oh god. I
spend most of my waking hours around this man—I have done for the last
three years. Surely at some point I should have gotten used to him? Should
have been inoculated to his presence?
“You didn’t answer the question.” I sound hoarse. Reuben cocks his
head, regarding me. His gaze rakes over my features, dropping down my
body then back up.
“Yeah,” he says eventually. “I like cooking. When I get the chance.”
“Right.” I screw up my face. “I’m kind of a time suck, huh?” He’s here
every morning before I wake up, and stays long after I’m tucked away in
bed again. Every day of the week, for three years straight.
Reuben lifts one shoulder. “I don’t mind.”
It’s the closest thing he’s ever said to a compliment. I stifle a smile,
turning back to the bare wall. I don’t know how Nora spent eleven straight
years in this room without going insane. I’ve been here for two hours and I
want to chew on the coffee table.
The sound of car engines rumbling down the driveway make me shoot
to my feet. I suck in shallow breaths, suddenly panicked, but a warm hand
steadies my elbow.
“Lily.” Reuben ducks his head. Makes me meet his eyes. “It’s going to
be okay.” The pad of his thumb swoops back and forth over my bare arm.
Back and forth. It anchors me.
I swallow and nod, even though Reuben can’t know that. My father is
capable of terrible things. And he’ll see this as the worst kind of betrayal—
I’ve set my sister free and shamed him to his business rival, all in one go.
Reuben gives me a little shake. I stare into his hazel eyes and settle
down. My breaths come slower. Calmer.
“Nothing bad will happen to you,” he murmurs. “I promise.”
Reuben
If I had my way, Lily wouldn’t even be here right now. We’d have skipped
out the second her father left the mansion, and we’d be heading out of state
with new names.
It can’t be that way, though. Lily… she trusts me to protect her. To
keep her safe.
And if I had her all to myself, out there in the big wide world… I don’t
know how long I could keep my hands to myself.
Just the thought of it sickens me. My weakness. My shame. The way
I’ve wanted this sweet, perfect girl since only weeks after she turned
eighteen. Before that, I longed for her too, but not in the same way. I
wanted to care for her. Cherish her and make her smile.
Now I want to do other things to her.
Filthy things.
It doesn’t take a genius to see how wrong that is. Lily is young.
Inexperienced. She’s practically a princess, and I’m a big fucking brute
almost twice her age. I don’t deserve to breathe the same air as her as it is,
but if I put my hands on her?
I’d rather die than break her trust that way.
Even if it’s killing me day by day. Even if I beat my cock to thoughts
of her every night until it’s raw.
Residual lust still coils in my belly as I stride through the halls to meet
her father. She has that effect on me. She doesn’t even have to try. Just
being near her lights a fire in my blood.
Just get this over with, I tell myself as I pass rows of priceless
paintings in ornate frames. If it were possible, I think Mountford would
frame his daughter and hang her up on that wall, too.
An object. That’s how he sees her. A possession to flaunt and trade.
If Lily and Nora didn’t come up with their twin swap, the wedding
would still not have happened. I may have sworn to keep my hands off Lily,
but I would tear the limbs off another man before I watch him marry my
girl.
This is better. Poor Nora gets out, Lily stays safe from men, and she
gets to keep her lifestyle. All the riches and opportunities that her father can
give her. One day, she’ll make her own way, but until then…
Well. Mountford’s a prick, but at least she wants for nothing.
That’s more than I can offer her.
My boots sink into the long, plush rug as I near Mountford’s office.
Something crashes against the wall, the sound of breaking glass echoing
down the hallway.
I roll my eyes, shoulders relaxed. A tantrum, then. Mountford is a
child. And sure enough, when I stand in his office doorway, he snarls and
throws a paperweight at my head.
I catch it easily. No power behind the throw. And when I raise my
eyebrow, Mountford shrinks back.
“You should have told me,” he mutters, flinging himself into his desk
chair. “The Fox will ruin me for this. He won’t want damaged goods.”
“Perhaps he’ll see Nora’s true value.” I stroll into the room, hands in
my pockets. Mountford squints at me, trying to find the insult.
There is none. While Nora has never stirred the same feelings in me as
Lily, I pity the girl. And I admire her strength.
I’m glad she found a way out, even if it costs me now. Even if she
weren’t saving Lily, I wouldn’t have stood in her way.
“Is there something you want to say to me?” I give Mountford a fair
chance. I wait with my face blank and shoulders relaxed. He’d be within his
rights to fire me, to rant at me, but he doesn’t.
Coward.
No, he’d rather blame his girls. The two people he has true power over.
“This won’t stand,” Mountford mutters, half to himself and half to me,
stabbing a letter opener into his desk. “If she won’t marry the Fox, she’ll
learn. There are plenty more who’d have her.”
I stiffen, muscles tensing.
“You mean to marry Lily off? For the sake of it?” I say, voice low.
It takes every ounce of control not to lunge forward and choke the life
from this weasel. Mountford smirks at me, like I’ll enjoy this too. His
wedding tux is creased, sagging from his shoulders, and sweat shines on his
forehead. With his thinning dark hair, threaded with gray, and his down-
turned lips, it’s a wonder he fathered such beauties.
“What can I say?” He grins at me with sickly enjoyment. “Lily clearly
needs a firm hand. And I’ve had offers before…” He trails off and licks his
lips.
My stomach lurches, my skin flushing hot.
“What offers?”
Mountford leans over his desk, his chair creaking. His eyes are bright
and fevered, his cheeks flushed with excitement and rage.
“Art isn’t the only thing bought and sold on the black market.”
I hum and nod, murmuring vague responses, but a roaring sound fills
my ears. It takes all my military training to keep myself in check. To fake
agreement. To play along.
This way, I’m in the loop. I’m part of his plans. He trusts me with his
sick intentions for his daughter.
Mountford is blind as well as cruel. I’d tear his heart out and eat it
before I let him sell Lily.
***
***
We drive for what feels like an eternity, the car rocking with dips in the
road. After I’ve cried myself hoarse, when I’m dried out and exhausted, I
pull the blanket back off my head.
Reuben watches me in the mirror, his face unreadable. I huff and stare
out of the window instead, watching the ocean crash against the cliffs below
the road. Seabirds wheel overhead in the pink tinge of dawn, and the water
is steel gray in the morning light.
For the first time in my life, I don’t want Reuben’s eyes on me. The
reminder is too painful right now.
He’s the only good thing left in my universe. There’s Nora, of course,
but god knows when I’ll see my twin sister again.
Reuben is my rock. He has been since the day we met. He’s the center
of my galaxy; the point that I orbit around.
And he’s risking everything for me out of a sense of duty. It’s so
hollow and pointless, I could scream.
When my stomach growls loud enough to hear over the engine,
Reuben pulls off the coast road into the parking lot for a diner. It’s small
and modest, but the blue painted walls are clean and the windows sparkle.
Reuben opens my car door and I nearly topple out, his hands catching me
easily.
He crouches and frowns at my rumpled nightshirt. With my rat’s nest
hair, I must look like I escaped from an asylum.
“We should have packed you some clothes.”
I snort. “Yeah, no shit.”
He grins at me, eyes twinkling as the sea breeze tugs his hair. A plain
back sweater hugs his chest, and his dark jeans are faded at the knee. He
looks so freaking handsome when he smiles, my heart flips over in my
chest.
“I guess I got carried away,” he murmurs, and it’s the closest sign I’ve
had that he enjoyed it too.
Stealing me away. Tying me up and throwing me over his shoulder.
How can I make that happen again?
I reach out to his face—I just want to scratch my nails over his beard
—but he’s already standing and striding away round the car. He comes back
immediately, dropping a gym bag on the bare stone of the parking lot.
“It’s all clean.” He scrubs the back of his head, embarrassed. “It won’t
fit, but it’ll cover you up, at least.”
“What needs covering?” I toss the blanket off my legs and stretch them
out in the cool air. He jerks his head around, face thunderous, but we’re all
alone. His eyes turn back to me, hungry and dark.
I wish.
This is the problem: Reuben plays along with me, but he doesn’t really
want me. Not truly.
Not outside of our games. Not the way I want him.
He crouches and tugs the gym bag’s zipper open. A worn gray
sweatshirt lands on my lap, along with a pair of black sweatpants and thick
white socks. I tug the sweatpants on and over my hips, my hands pausing
over the hem of my nightshirt before I yank it over my head.
“Jesus,” I hear Reuben mutter as salt air washes over my bare nipples.
I smirk at my lap and tug his sweatshirt on, taking my sweet time.
Gentle hands roll the socks onto my feet. I close my eyes and savor his
touch. All too soon, it’s over, and he stands again, frowning at my feet.
“I don’t have shoes for you.”
I shrug, hopping out of the car. The stone of the parking lot is cold
through my socks.
“That’s okay.”
He sweeps me up into his arms before the words are out of my mouth.
I yelp, winding my arms around his neck, and Reuben looks way too smug
as he locks up the car.
“Come on, princess. Let’s get you some food.”
I’m hungry for something, alright, but we won’t find it in this diner.
***
If there were such a thing as a Lily Mountford theme park, this would be it.
Sitting in a diner booth by the side of the coast road, sealed up against
Reuben’s side. His arm clamps around me, crushing me close, and I love it.
I melt into him like gooey milk chocolate.
He orders for both of us in his gruff voice, picking my favorites
without having to ask. And when the pancakes arrive, drizzled in syrup with
crispy bacon stacked on top, he scoops up my fork and feeds me bites by
hand.
I lick a glob of syrup off his thumb knuckle, holding his gaze.
A shudder ripples through his big body.
There’s no need for this. I can feed myself, and there’s no one in this
diner who might recognize me. Yet here we are, slipping back into our
games as easy as breathing.
I nip at his fingertip. Reuben growls.
“Behave yourself, princess.”
“Or what?” I ask, my heart skittering. Whatever the consequences are,
I already know I want them.
Reuben leans down, speaking into my hair. His beard brushes against
the shell of my ear.
“Or I’ll put you over my knee.”
It’s my turn to shiver, from the roots of my hair all the way down to
my toes. I squeeze my thighs together inside his warm, fleecy sweatpants.
“I don’t believe you.” Reuben feeds me another forkful of pancake and
I chew, raising my eyebrows.
“No?” He chuckles. “Then why are your cheeks so red?”
Damn it. I can never be cool with Reuben. Mature and sophisticated.
Even on photo shoots for the burgeoning model career my father wanted for
me, Reuben’s eyes on me always made me feel like a gawky teenager.
I’m nineteen years old. An adult. So why do I want him babying me
more than my next breath?
I swallow, reaching for my milky coffee with a frown. Being around
him, so close to him, enveloped in his scent—it’s twisting my insides into
knots.
But I can’t forget the way he pushed me away. The way he keeps
knocking me back, the rejection battering my heart.
Suddenly, I don’t want to play anymore. I clear my throat, ducking out
from under his arm and sliding along in the booth. Not far—just enough to
put some space between us. I avoid his eyes, plucking up the spare fork and
feeding myself the rest of my breakfast.
A tense silence follows us back across the parking lot. Reuben is
agitated, raking his hand through his dark hair. His huge boots echo on the
stone, and I’m struck again just how big and bulky he is. How heavy he’d
be on top of me.
I push the thought away. I have some pride, damn it.
I won’t pine after a man who keeps turning me down. That’s what I tell
myself, anyway, as I pad across the parking lot in my socks. Reuben had
tried to lift me again, but I waved him away, skirting out of reach. Now he
scowls at the ground with every step I take, like I’m picking through broken
glass and not walking over smooth concrete.
I head toward the back of the car, but Reuben grunts and opens the
front passenger side. Fine. It makes no difference to me. I slide into the car
seat, nodding in thanks.
He grunts again, all riled up, but he slams the door shut and storms
around to the driver’s side.
“Do you have to be so pissy?” I snap as he throws himself bodily into
the seat. He glares at me, wrenching the door closed.
“Seat belt.”
Ugh. I clip myself in and fold my arms, my hands drowned inside his
sleeves.
The sweatshirt smells like him. I tuck my nose inside the collar and
breathe, staring out the window. After a long moment, the engine growls to
life, the vibration buzzing through the seat.
Still, we don’t pull away. After a minute, I glance over.
Reuben watches me, his rough face troubled.
“I’m sorry, princess,” he mutters at last. If I weren’t constantly
straining to hear his every movement, I might have missed it.
I shrug one shoulder.
“Me too,” I rasp.
He nods, and we pull onto the road.
Reuben
I’m not going to manage this. I’ve made a huge fucking mistake. Every
time she bats those big green eyes at me, my willpower fades a little more.
I’ll never get her to the safety of my aunt’s ranch untouched.
Not when Lily squirms so hot and needy under my gaze. Not when she
sighs and melts into me like there’s no place she’d rather be.
I’m not a fool. It’s normal that Lily would be… curious. That she
would want to experiment. Explore.
But I’m not the man for her to do it with. If I got my hands on her, I’d
never let go. I’d own her, body and soul, demanding every last part of her.
I’d consume her, and be entirely hers in turn.
Besides, it’s not me she wants. I’m just the closest man, and the only
one she trusts. One day, now that she’s out of her father’s grip, she’ll meet a
boy. Someone her age. And she’ll look at him the way she looks at me
sometimes—like she’d die and go to heaven for a single kiss.
I clench the steering wheel until it creaks.
I can’t fucking think about this. It makes me want to tear this car apart,
to rip the doors off with my bare hands.
“What are you thinking about?” Lily murmurs from the passenger seat.
“Karma,” I clip out.
The agitation snaking through me only builds through the day. We stop
off in a strange city and ditch the car, moving the few supplies I brought
into a new ride. I drop a chunk of my savings on the new car without
blinking.
It’s worth it to keep Lily safe.
We go by new names out here. She picks the same last name as me,
pretending to be my young wife just to torment me.
By the time late afternoon rolls around, as we drive along the endless
coast road, the novelty has worn off. She’s bored. She plucks at my sweater
where it clings to my shoulder. Then scrambles around on the passenger
seat and rests her feet in my lap.
Jesus. I breathe in hard through my nose and will my cock to stop
swelling.
“Where are we going, again?”
“I told you. Somewhere safe.”
She scoffs, and the sound makes my mouth twitch.
“Right, yeah. Because that’s a helpful answer.”
I flex my fingers on the steering wheel. Over the last three years, I’ve
taken great care not to share too much about myself with Lily.
It’s a self-preservation thing. When I leave her at the ranch, I’ll already
be leaving my heart with her. I can’t leave the rest of my soul too.
There’s nothing for it, though. She needs to know where we’re headed,
and she’ll find out all about me one way or another.
About my parents dying when I was a child. Being raised on my aunt’s
ranch. Leaving for the military, then spending every night I was at war
vowing to one day come back to that ranch.
I’d been on my way there when I took the job for Lily’s father. I’d just
been honorably discharged, and the bodyguard gig was meant to be a
temporary thing. A few weeks of work to make a quick buck before
heading back to the ranch.
I took one look at Lily and rented an apartment. The ranch could wait.
Going there now, taking her with me… it’s like something out of a
dream. So I keep pinching myself as I tell her about it—the open fields and
the stables full of horses.
My aunt’s cooking. The flocks of chickens pecking around the
courtyard. The way the sunset lights the whole ranch up gold.
Lily listens to it all, her expression rapt. And I can’t help but take one
hand off the wheel, massaging the arch of her foot. She moans, her eyelids
fluttering closed, and now my hard-on is back with a vengeance.
I drop her foot, clearing my throat, and look back at the road. The
ranch is a long way yet.
“My aunt will take good care of you.” It’s the only comfort I have for
what’s coming. “And I’ll send you money. Enough to live well. Maybe even
go to college.”
Lily’s gasp slices to my core.
“You’re not staying with me?” Her voice hardens. “You’re leaving me
there? Like some orphaned puppy?”
“Lily…”
She snatches her feet off my lap. And turns around so far in her seat, I
can only see the back of her head. Her golden brown hair is still snarled and
messy from our… altercation in the night.
I grit my teeth, pressing harder on the accelerator. The sooner I’m far
away from her, the better.
***
I drive until the light fades and only headlights swoop through the darkness.
Only then do I pull off the highway, our car rumbling to a stop in a motel
parking lot.
“Wait here.”
Lily doesn’t reply. I debate carrying her inside under my arm, but
decide it’s better not to draw attention.
Besides, where would she run? And she’s clearly come to the same
conclusion, because when I step back outside the reception with a key
clutched in one hand, she’s still glowering at me from the passenger seat.
“Let’s go.”
She gets out without a word. She even waits quietly while I grab our
things from the trunk. But when I reach for her, to carry her over the dark
path to our motel room, she steps out of reach.
God damn it.
The room is clean. Sparse but cozy enough. A light bulb dangles from
the ceiling, and a boxy old television hunkers against the far wall. There’s a
small refrigerator, a shadowed doorway that must be the bathroom, and the
bed.
The only bed.
I hold my palms up as Lily turns to me, eyebrows raised.
“This was the only room left. I’ll sleep on the floor.”
She sighs, shoulders slumping.
“Of course you will,” she mutters, then marches to the bathroom. The
door closes behind her with a snap. After a short pause, the shower comes
on, the drumming of water drifting through the wall.
I palm my hardening cock through my jeans, trying not to let my mind
wander to her hot, flushed skin—to the streams of water pouring down her
curves.
“Fuck,” I mutter, locking our door behind us and kicking off my boots.
It’s fucked up, but this is my only hope for relief. While she’s safely locked
behind that door, far away from my twisted thoughts.
My cock strains against my jeans as I tug my zipper down. One, two
strokes, and my head is already swimming. She’s been right fucking there
all day, with her little sighs and her goddamn scent—
“Reuben?”
Her shocked voice echoes from the doorway. She leans against the
door frame, her wide eyes fixed on my cock.
I’m a monster. I can’t help it. I snarl and pump my fist again.
“Go back inside. Lock the door, princess.”
She licks her lips, hypnotized. “I forgot a towel,” she murmurs, like
she didn’t even hear me.
“Lily,” I grind out, jerking my cock harder. With her eyes on me,
everything is dialed up brighter. The feel of my rough grip, the brush of my
clothes against my skin, the trembling breaths sucking in and out of her
sweet chest. “Lily. You don’t want to see this.”
I layer all the command I can manage into my voice, and it jerks her
from her daze. She looks up at me, her cheeks flushed.
“Yes I do,” she whispers, and my knees nearly buckle. I stroke myself
harder, faster, as she crosses the room, the rasp of my breath loud and
hungry.
“Don’t,” I grit as she reaches her fingertips toward my cock. She
pauses, her hand hovering, and she looks up at me with those wide eyes.
“No?” Her lips turn down, her face so fucking sad, and she starts to
pull her hand back. Starts to turn away. She won’t push me; I have to own
it. If I want Lily’s hands on me, I have to admit it out loud.
“Fuck. Yes. Lily, touch me.”
She spins back to face me, lit up like I’ve bought her a damn pony.
Like I’ve showered her with diamonds, not offered her my thick cock. She
sinks to her knees, and fuck, I didn’t mean she should do that, but when her
lips fasten around the head, I let out a hollow groan. I’m the worst kind of
man, but my hips snap forward and my hands burrow in her hair.
Lily moans around my cock, her tongue swirling over the sensitive
skin, and I hiss.
“You like that, do you princess? You like a man fucking your sweet
mouth?”
She pulls off me with a wet pop, jerking the base of my shaft with her
small fist.
“Not a man, Reuben. You.”
I snarl, pushing back between those plump lips. Her eyelids flutter as
her cheeks hollow, sucking all the blood to my head. My balls are heavy,
ready to burst, and they draw up tight to my body. Her hands drift down her
body, tweaking at her nipples through my sweatshirt, and I groan, pushing
deeper into her throat.
It’s wrong. It’s so fucking wrong—rough and primal and everything
Lily is not. But she loves it—my princess moans on her knees, bobbing her
head in time with my thrusts. A hint of teeth scrapes over my shaft, and I
see stars.
“Lily.” I tug her hair. “Lily, fuck. I’m going to come.”
Her eyes blink open again and she holds my eyes as she takes my cock
as deep as it will go. I curse, filthy praise falling from my lips as I empty
into her mouth, feeding her spurt after spurt.
She takes it all.
She hums and swallows it all down, like it’s more syrup from the diner
and not my salty cum. Lily trails her palms over her body as she sucks me,
squeezing her own waist and twisting her nipples, writhing on her poor
knees, and she might as well give me a road map.
Where she wants to be touched. And how.
The second that last spurt of my release hits her tongue, I tuck my cock
back into my jeans and scoop her up. I carry her over to the bed, tossing her
onto the mattress like a rag doll. I know how much she loves that.
Sure enough, a shocked laugh bursts out of her, then she’s gazing up at
me as her legs drop open.
Yes, a voice roars in my head. Triumph swells my chest; makes me
want to beat my fists against my sternum.
That is what I want to see every day for the rest of my life.
I can’t, though. Even this moment of weakness aside, Lily deserves
better.
Still, I crawl onto the bed after her, growling as she moans and reaches
for me.
If I’m going to hell, I’m doing it properly. With the sound of Lily’s
orgasm ringing in my ears.
Lily
***
Okay. Okay.
This isn’t how I’d pictured this part.
I know Reuben is gruff. I love that about him. So I figured he probably
wasn’t a cuddler.
But whenever I dreamed of this moment, fantasizing in the shower or
in my dark bedroom at night, I always thought that he’d at least stay. That
he’d tuck my hair behind my ear. Murmur nice things to me. Or if not nice
things, deliciously naughty ones.
I force myself to sit up, my limbs like jelly, and blink at the closed
motel door. The room is silent except for the wind rattling the window, and
the shower still drumming in the en suite. I wrap my arms around my legs,
tucking my knees to my chest, and stare at the scratched wood, willing him
to come back.
Maybe he forgot something in the car.
Maybe he needs to make a call.
Maybe…
He doesn’t want me.
All this time, I thought we were playing the same game. A twisted
game, maybe, but a secret, special game between us.
Where we both knew the rules. Where we both knew what was coming
at the end: us together, never letting go.
Maybe I didn’t know the rules at all.
After all, that’s not the plan, is it? Reuben’s version of this ends with
me left alone at the ranch, as he drives off into the distance. To continue his
life without me in it. Maybe to meet someone. Start a family.
A pit yawns open wide in my chest and I choke back a sob. I keep
staring at that motel door, but it stays shut. Silent and ruthless. My breath
starts to wheeze in and out of my lungs. Suddenly I can’t bear to have
Reuben’s clothes on me anymore, to be wrapped in his scent. I tear them
off, fast and clumsy enough to rip the seams, flinging them at the ugly
wallpaper.
He warned me, alright.
Plenty of times, he tried to tell me. He might want my pussy, might
want my mouth wrapped around his cock, but when we’re done with all that
he doesn’t want me. All those times, I thought he was being noble. Trying
to protect me because he’s older, rougher, wild.
I dig the heels of my palms into my eyes, my toes curling on the
scratchy carpet.
Well, I won’t cry for him anymore. Even as my chest aches so bad it
might burst, I refuse to shed another tear.
I’m strong, even if he doesn’t see it. I can make my own way.
And I plan to. Away from him.
Reuben
The sky is inky black by the time I go back inside. Bats flap overhead,
deeper shadows in the night.
I’ve done my thinking. Got my head on straight, with the fresh ocean
breeze slapping my flushed cheeks.
Lily is mine.
I may be too old for her. Too scared, too big, too brash. But I don’t
care anymore.
I’ve touched her, and I’m never letting her go.
It’s ridiculous, but I haven’t been this nervous since I was a gawky
teenager trying to figure out girls for the first time. What if I’ve misread
this?
What if she just wanted to act out a fantasy, to defy her father one last
time by sleeping with the help?
I have to ask. I have to know for sure, either way. Because if there’s
any chance Lily feels like I do…
I can’t risk not knowing. I’m going to war one last time.
The motel room is weirdly quiet when I push the door open. I scan it
quickly, frowning at what I find. The clothes I lent her are bunched and
twisted, strewn all over the carpet. The bed covers are rucked up from our
bodies, and just that sight alone is enough to send my blood pumping south.
My cock hardens, and I palm the front of my jeans.
Not this time. I can’t get distracted. The stakes are too high.
The bathroom door creaks open and Lily steps through, dressed in her
nightshirt again. Her hair is damp from the shower, braided over one
shoulder, and her skin is pink from scrubbing.
My mouth waters, but something stops me from lunging for her. The
cold, distant smile she gives me.
“You said you’d sleep on the floor, right?”
I nod, my gut clenching. My pulse thuds so loud, I can hear it in my
ears. Lily trips past, an ice princess dismissing her subject.
Fuck.
Fuck.
It’s everything I feared. I’m good for a roll in bed, but that’s all I am to
her. A hard, warm body, and a way to piss off her father.
I shut myself in the bathroom for a moment. I need time to catch my
breath, to stare into my own dead eyes in the mirror. I look lost. Broken
from the inside out.
It was just another game, then. Right. Fine.
At least I know for sure.
I splash my face with cold water. Scrub my teeth, then say fuck it and
take an icy shower.
When I emerge from the bathroom, the lights are off and Lily lies
alone in the bed. She’s turned away, the covers tugging up over her slender
shoulders, her breaths coming slow and even.
I don’t bother searching for a pillow or blanket. I lie on the floor
beside the bed in a daze. Somewhere in the room, a clock ticks, each
passing second digging into my brain.
I won’t push her. Won’t chase her. I’m not a monster.
Not in that way, anyway.
Lily
Fake Model
Coral
I’m icing a vanilla cupcake in our kitchen when my sister bursts through
the front door. She’s a whirlwind of color, her sapphire blue top slipping
down one arm, and our signature red hair escaping from the messy bun on
the crown of her head.
“Coral! Oh my god. I’m so glad you’re here. You won’t believe it.
Coral.”
Where else would I be? I’m not larger than life like my twin sister. She
goes to parties and gallery openings and red carpet events. She meets with
fashion designers and struts down catwalks.
Me? I clean a billionaire’s house, and I hang out here. In our sunlit
kitchen. The afternoon light filters through our big windows, washing over
my potted herbs nestled on the windowsill. The wall tiles are white and
sparkling clean, and the room smells like warm cupcakes.
Seriously. Why would I leave?
“What is it?” I murmur as Billie charges toward me, weaving between
our sofa and coffee table with a big grin. She doesn’t slow down when she
reaches me, barreling into me and throwing her arms around my neck.
“I booked it!” she squeals into my hair, squeezing me and rocking me
from side to side. I wince and hug her back, happy for her but still kind of
sorry for the smeared cupcake wilting on the countertop.
“Oh.” Billie pulls back, her smile fading into a look of dismay. She
looks so sorry when she glances from the cupcake back to me that it’s
impossible to be mad. I snort, nudging the warm cake toward her.
“You can have the messy one.”
She bites her lip, eyes shining again.
“I don’t know if I should. I’ve waited so long for this, Coral. I can’t
afford to overeat now.”
I nod and shrug, trying not to feel hurt. This is the only physical
difference between Billie and I—she keeps her body svelte and slender for
her modeling career, always hitting the gym and going on runs and drinking
green smoothies, while I…
Well, my hobby is cake decorating.
And hey, I like yoga. Once in a while.
“Save it for me.” She squeezes my arm. “The shoot is in two days. I’ll
eat it after that, and I swear, I will savor every bite.”
“You don’t have to do that.” I duck my head, embarrassed, but I can’t
help my faint smile. Billie is my biggest fan, and I’m hers. That’s how
we’ve always been. We left home together, rented this apartment together,
and we’ve had each other’s backs the whole time.
Billie’s the one who keeps nudging me to put my cake designs online.
To try and start a following, and maybe even my own business.
She says I can do it. That I’m more than talented enough. That I’m
wasted cleaning a rich man’s house.
I’m not so sure. The thought of people looking at me, at my designs,
even through a computer…
I shiver, my skin flashing cold.
Billie hops up onto the kitchen counter, her heels bouncing off the
cupboards as she chatters away. Telling me all about the man she’s so
excited to work with—the photographer Archer Westbrook. He’s famously
moody and impenetrable, prowling around shoots, but he’s the best. The
man with the unstoppable talent.
The model-maker.
The man who can set your career alight, who holds people’s hopes and
dreams in the palm of his hand. Billie is starry-eyed, beaming at the ceiling.
I bite the inside of my cheek as I listen, icing the rest of the cupcakes
carefully. What must it be like, working with a man like that? Going toe to
toe with a titan? She’s shown me a photo of him before, and the man looks
like the reincarnation of Thor. Only grumpier.
Billie is far braver than me. I’d run and hide under the table.
“Oh, Coral.” Billie leans closer, sighing from her seat on the counter.
“Seashells? They’re so pretty.”
I shoot her a grin from behind my hair. I’ve been working on this
design for a while, and it’s finally perfect. Each cupcake is a different
seashell, with cream icing tinted with pale pink and blue. There’s even an
oyster, opening wide to show off its pearl.
“You should take a photo,” Billie says suddenly. “Or I could take one
for you. We could put it online, start some social media accounts for your
business.”
I shrug, grabbing the mixing bowl and crossing to the sink.
Billie doesn’t push me. She lets me run away, hiding in the drumming
of the running water and the big stack of washing up. But after a long
moment, I hear the smack of her sandals against the kitchen tiles, then the
click of her camera.
I don’t say anything. I’m too tongue-tied, my throat tight with nerves.
Another time. I’ll do it another time.
When I’m feeling brave.
***
My phone chirps the next day as I’m straining to dust my boss’s bookcase.
The tech mogul Eli Koven is a big reader, with bookcases lining the walls
of most rooms in his mansion. But this one has his collection of first edition
hardbacks, the leather spines lined up neat and perfect.
They’re priceless. Worth more than everything Billie and I own
combined.
And they’re freaking dust magnets.
My phone chirps again as I stretch to reach the top shelf. There’s a
stepladder I could use, but the cupboard is all the way down the hall, and if
I could just reach—
Chirp.
I curse under my breath and rock back on my heels. With a quick
glance to check for cameras or prying eyes, I dig my phone out of my
maid’s tunic.
No one texts me except Billie, and she knows I’m at work. She
wouldn’t interrupt unless it was important.
My heart thumps faster as I read her text, scanning it over and over
until my vision blurs.
Billie: At the hospital. Had an accident. Can you come get me after your
shift?
I swallow, mouth dry. My boss Mr. Koven is strict. Exacting. He doesn’t
employ slackers—or certainly not for long. And while maybe I could try
and talk to him, ask if I could leave early…
My throat clamps tight at the thought. My palms grow damp with
sweat.
Crap. Crap. I can’t let my sister down like this. But there’s no way on
this planet that I could talk to Mr. Koven. Already, I can feel the stutter
tripping up my tongue.
My cheeks flush crimson. No. Not an option.
I glance at the clock on the wall of Mr. Koven’s study. 2:03pm. There
are two hours left of my shift.
“Screw it,” I mutter, shooting Billie a quick reply and stuffing the
phone back in my pocket. I tiptoe out into the hallway, duster clutched in
one hand.
Mr. Koven’s housekeeper smiles at me distantly as I speed-walk past,
nodding and dropping my eyes. She doesn’t say anything, even when I stuff
the duster back into the cupboard and hurry down the main staircase, my
shoes thudding on the thick carpet.
That’s the good part of being invisible.
No one sees me leave.
***
My poor sister looks rumpled and exhausted in her hospital bed. She’s fully
dressed in denim shorts and a light sweater, her body stretched out on top of
the covers with her bag perched ready by her feet. But even she can’t
disguise her winces of pain as she tries to sit up, her snarled red hair
tumbling over one shoulder.
“What happened?”
I rush to her side, checking her over for cuts and bruises. There’s a
graze on her cheekbone, but that’s mostly it. She seems almost normal
except for one thing: the plaster cast wrapped around one forearm. It’s
tucked against her chest with a sling, and the fingers curling out of the
plaster are battered and bruised.
“Freaking cyclist,” she grumbles, hissing in a sharp breath as she
straightens up. “He came barreling out of nowhere, right down the
sidewalk. Coral…” Billie stops and swallows. I know her heart’s breaking
when her chin wobbles. She whispers her next words. “I can’t do the shoot.
My career is over.”
“That’s not true.” I help her off the bed, my mind spinning. That can’t
be right. Can it? “It’s just one canceled booking. It must happen to everyone
sometimes.”
Billie snorts, but there’s no humor in it.
“No one cancels on Archer Westbrook.”
I huff, annoyed on her behalf. Who does this Archer Westbrook think
he is, the king of England? Of course people need to cancel sometimes. I
tell her so too, wrapping my arm around her waist and supporting her stiff
steps to the hospital doorway.
“You just don’t get it,” Billie mutters, blowing a strand of hair out of
her face. “This was it, Coral. My shot. And I already blew it.”
I open my mouth to tell her she’s wrong, that there will be other
opportunities, but I swallow the words back when a doctor strides over. His
footsteps are loud in the hallway, his white coat billowing behind him, and
his confidence is like a hand wrapped around my throat.
He begins to speak to me, clipping out instructions about painkillers
and washing my arm. He thinks I’m Billie. It’s only when he looks down
and sees the cast on her arm instead that he blinks and gives himself a little
shake. Apologizes and talks to the right sister.
She answers his questions, murmuring careful replies, but I’m not
fooled. I know Billie.
I can see the wheels turning in her head.
The second he’s gone, she spins to face me, eyes bright and crafty. I
hold up my palms, back up against the hospital wall. The corridor is lined
with cork-boards and peeling posters about anatomy, and the frayed corner
of one tickles in my hair.
“No,” I beg. “I can’t do it. Billie, don’t ask me.”
“It’s just one shoot,” she pleads. “A few hours, tops. It could save my
whole career.”
I wave an arm up and down my body. Over my curves, so much
rounder than hers, and my maid’s tunic.
I could not be less of a model if I tried.
“No one is going to buy it, Billie! What if I can’t fit into the clothes?
And what if they need me to sp-speak—”
“You can do it.” She smooths a palm down my arm. “You’re beautiful,
Coral. Clothes need to be adjusted all the time at shoots. And you don’t
have to speak. Just say you’ve lost your voice. Take a note.”
I chew on my lip, staring at the floor. At my sensible maid’s shoes,
next to my sister’s pretty sandals.
Could I really do this?
Some part of me has always wondered… if things were different… if I
were different…
Would I be as magical as Billie?
A thought slams into my brain, crushing those tenuous hopes. I sigh,
shoulders slumping.
“I can’t, Billie. I have to work tomorrow. I already skipped out early
today.”
It’s not like I can afford to lose this job. Billie’s shoots bring in a lot of
money when they happen, but they’re not steady. We can’t rely on them to
pay our bills each month.
“I’ll cover for you,” she says at once. “I’ll do your shift. If anyone
asks, I’ll say you sprained your wrist at work.” She winks. “Then if they
give you a hard time, you can sue.”
She’s joking, but I still squirm. I hate lying. And I like my job, mostly.
It’s quiet. Calming. And the views from the mansion windows are so pretty.
“I don’t know…”
She begs me from the depths of her soul. “Please.”
I’ve never been able to refuse my twin sister. And there’s a small,
secret part of me that’s curious. That wants to try being Billie for a day.
That wants to be brave.
“Okay.” I screw my eyes shut tight. “Okay. I’ll try. But don’t blame me
if we get caught.”
Billie whoops, catching me up in a one-armed hug, then hisses with
pain. Her mood isn’t dimmed for long, though. She’s soon beaming at me
again, eyes wide and grateful.
I trail her out to the parking lot, fiddling with my car keys, my heart
sinking down to my shoes.
I hate people looking at me. I hate speaking in public. And I hate
bossy men who shout at me. What if this Archer Westbrook sees through
our lie and lays into me in front of everyone? What if—what if he makes
me cry?
I’ve always been such a baby. So quick to crumble in scary situations.
Oh god.
What the hell have I done?
Archer
It’s a dawn shoot on the beach, which means two things: sand fucking
everywhere, and bucket loads of coffee. So much black coffee that energy
crackles through my veins, and my vision sharpens as I glare through my
camera lens.
Everyone else stifles yawns as they set up the equipment. The dress
rails bristling with garment bags; the makeshift shelters for the model to
change out of the wind. There are small tables set out with huge silver
boilers of coffee, and covered baskets of muffins and fruit.
Across the long stretch of pale sand, clear blue waves froth and break
on the beach. They’re lazy too, the tide sighing and rolling over in its sleep.
Seabirds wheel overhead, screaming at the wisps of cloud. Shells dot
the sand, either whole or in sharp white fragments.
It will do.
I turn to the dress rails, barking for one of my assistants to open the
first garment bags. I want to see the material in the morning light, want to
see how it reacts to the cold sun. I chew on the inside of my cheek, fiddling
with my camera as I swap out lenses and check my memory cards.
“We’ll start with the bridal gowns. Work backward through the styles
and end on the lingerie.” There’s a squeak behind me, and I twitch my head
to look, but my assistant comes and mutters in my ear.
“There’s a problem.”
Fuck. Already? There’s no such thing as a perfect shoot, but we
haven’t even started. How have we gone wrong so fast?
I roll my head on my neck, annoyed. It’s my name on the line, here.
I’m at the top of this pyramid, which means if this shoot is a bust, I’m to
blame.
I don’t like fuck-ups. I don’t make mistakes. So when I nod at Gavin to
keep talking, I’m already grinding my teeth.
He lowers his voice, eyes darting away. He’s uncomfortable.
“The model… she’s bigger than the measurements we have on file. We
need to take out the gowns.”
I huff out a breath, pinching the bridge of my nose. I keep the best
seamstresses in the business on standby for this exact reason, but it still
pisses me the hell off. This model, this Billie Blue Walsh—she’s supposed
to be the best. I only work with the best.
And this? This is a rookie error. What kind of model doesn’t update
her measurements?
“Big breakfast?” I snarl, turning on my heel and pinning the girl with a
glare. She’s waiting a few feet back by the garment rail, wrapped in a robe
with her arms clamped around her waist. She starts, her blue eyes widening,
and a flush creeps over her cheeks. She tries to speak, her mouth opening
and closing a few times, before she gives up and shakes her head, staring at
her bare toes buried in the sand.
Shit. I’ve always been a grade A asshole, but a sliver of guilt squirms
through my gut.
I tamp it down. I’m not here to make everyone feel good about
themselves. This isn’t an after school special; we’re here to work.
Even if the sight of her creamy skin and red hair makes my chest seize.
I turn back to my camera, flipping through the settings, a new
eagerness urging me on. For months now, I’ve been feeling… flat.
Uninspired. I’ve been going through the motions, winning awards and
making the front page of fashion magazines, but there’s been no joy in it.
No passion.
One glance at Billie Blue Walsh, and suddenly the love for my art
comes rushing back. I want to capture the soulful depth to her eyes; want to
pick out the copper highlights in her auburn curls.
A stuttered breath makes me turn around, dread freezing my veins.
She’s dressed in the first gown, arms held out at her sides, two
seamstresses altering it to fit. And she’s staring off in a daze, a single tear
rolling down her cheek.
Fuck.
Fuck.
What have I done?
One careless, throwaway question, borne out of impatience, and I
made her cry.
I want to smash my camera over the rocks that line the edge of the
beach. I want to walk into the goddamn sea. But I can’t, because I need to
make this right. I need to wipe that look of glazed horror off her face.
I need to show Billie Blue Walsh that she’s the most beautiful creature
I’ve ever seen.
***
It’s odd. I picked the model for this shoot myself, flicking through hundreds
of head shots and profiles. And while I thought Billie Blue had potential,
had good cheekbones and striking eyes, her photos didn’t move me.
Not like this.
Seeing her in person… I have a heart attack every time I glance over.
Gavin notices her crying too, and he’s better at this than me. He takes
her a coffee and a muffin from the basket. She waves the muffin off, a
queasy look on her face, and I want to howl at the sky.
I don’t know what I hate more—the fact that I’ve scared her off eating,
or that Gavin is the man offering her comfort. I stride over without thinking,
needing to break the two of them up.
“Are we ready?” I grit out, eying the two seamstresses. They glance up
at me, mouths full of pins, and nod. I look down at Billie Blue, raising my
eyebrows. She cringes under my gaze, but nods too.
I vow here and now that she won’t be scared of me for long. That by
the end of today, she’ll look to me for praise and comfort.
I might not be practiced in giving those things, but I could be. For her.
Her first gown is elegant. Modest. A good dress to start with, since
I’ve so thoroughly dented her confidence. I make her pose by the rocks; on
the golden sand; and holding her hem up, ankle deep in the waves.
She’s so stiff and unhappy, flinching at every instruction, that you’d
think she’d never modeled before. I have to coax her into each photo, and it
takes three times as long as it should to get a usable shot.
I say nothing. I’ve hurt her enough.
But when we walk back up the beach, her shorter legs hurrying ahead
of mine, I sigh and check my watch. She hasn’t spoken a single word since
she arrived, and she’s utterly wooden when she strikes each pose.
There are dozens more outfits. And who knows how many more hours
of good light? At this rate, we won’t get a third of the shoot done.
I toy with the idea of summoning another model at short notice.
Strictly speaking, it’s the most professional thing to do.
But the thought of the hurt and dismay on her face when I snapped at
her earlier…
No. I won’t do it. This is our model, and we’ll make it work.
When we reach the huddle of whispering assistants, I snag Billie
Blue’s elbow and drag her aside. Out of earshot, where I can give her a little
talk. Remind her of her job.
But when she looks up at me, her mouth pressed in a tight line and her
expression resigned, that all falls away. I cup her face and breathe out a
ragged sigh.
Coral
***
We speed through the next few dresses, with Archer hardly bothering to
direct me. He’s distracted, snapping pictures while barely looking through
his camera lens. He seems more concerned with frowning at me, staring
intently like I’m a riddle to be solved.
I roll my eyes, lifting the hem of a lacy knee-length bridal dress and
stepping deeper into the waves. The cold water shocks my skin, zaps me
with new energy, and I don’t have to fake my exhilarated smile.
“Good,” Archer murmurs, raising the camera to his eye. He snaps a
series of photos, sea foam rushing around his boots. “Very good,
sweetheart.”
He has no right to call me that, but the name sends a secret thrill down
my spine. Something pulses, hot and achy, between my legs.
I bite my lip, turning to give him my back, and gaze at him over my
shoulder.
“Fuck,” Archer mutters to himself.
I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing, him cursing. He seems more
worked up than angry, the corded muscles tight in his neck and his jaw
grinding together. He grunts and adjusts his pants.
Oh. Oh. I flush red hot again, but this time I don’t mind.
He wants me. The man who thinks I’m too big, who knows I can’t
model for shit—he wants my body. For a giddy moment, there’s nothing but
the hush of the sea and the gentle breeze. No people, no cry of seabirds, no
reality.
I smirk straight into the camera lens. I don’t know where this daring
Coral came from, but I hope she never leaves.
“Jesus,” he mutters, snapping several more photos. “I won’t be able to
sell any of these.”
I slump.
Just like that, my newfound courage deserts me. Once again, I’m just
the wrong twin sister, standing in someone else’s dress, her feet numb in the
sea.
“I don’t mean it that way,” Archer says quickly, as if he can read the
defeat in my face. When he speaks again, it’s quieter. Confessional. “I mean
I don’t want to share.” His grip tightens on his camera where he holds it by
his chest, his knuckles turning white. “I don’t want anyone to see you like
this. Only me.”
My heart hammers in my chest as I process his words. It sounds like…
No, he is saying that. And not just with his words, but with his hungry
eyes. Archer Westbrook is staring at me like a starving man at a feast.
I’ve never done anything like this. Never felt anything like this—an
immediate connection to someone, sparks racing under my skin.
I lick my lips. “C-call me sweetheart again.”
“Sweetheart,” he purrs. I squeeze my thighs together, my breath
catching in my throat. He watches every tiny movement of my body,
reading my arousal in every twitch and gasp.
I’ve never been watched this closely before. Never been seen so fully.
It makes me want to show him more.
I glance over his shoulder, at the group of people clustered at the top of
the beach. They’re huddled around the coffee table, chatting. Their backs
turned and their attention elsewhere.
I meet Archer’s gaze and hook a thumb under my dress strap. He raises
his camera again as I tug it down, showing my bare breast, and snaps a
photo.
“Don’t sh-show anyone,” I warn him, cupping myself. I pinch the
nipple, tipping my head back with a gasp.
Archer chokes out a laugh.
“As if I could. I’d have to murder them on the spot just for looking at
you.”
My pussy throbs harder, slick and wanting between my thighs.
“Y-you don’t mind my curves now.”
He huffs out a breath. “Mind them? Sweetheart. You’re the most
beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”
There’s no way that’s true—the man works with freaking supermodels
every day—but it’s nice of him to say. Nicer than he’s been all day. It
warms me up to him just a tiny bit, and hunger claws at my belly when he
reaches down again and palms the front of his jeans.
It should be crude. Off-putting.
But it makes my mouth water.
Already, through his dark jeans, I can see the outline of his cock. It’s
huge. A statement. A battering ram.
I squeeze my breast harder, biting my lip against a moan. Archer
curses, glancing back over his shoulder.
“If we were alone,” he tells me hurriedly, “I’d prove it to you. I’d lick
your sweet pussy until you cried. For the right reasons this time.”
Gavin’s voice echoes down the beach, calling for us, and I yank my
dress strap back up my shoulder, alarmed.
Archer looks rueful. Moody and impatient again, but not at me.
This time, he guides me back up the beach with his warm palm
hovering over my back.
Half an inch of air. That’s all there is between us. It makes me want to
slam to a halt so his palm brushes my skin. I can almost feel his heat as it is,
that tiny point of imagined contact sending warmth licking through my
veins.
I come to a stop in front of the last garment bags. The lingerie.
Archer growls behind me.
Oh, god. Here we go.
Archer
“W ait.” I snake out a hand and grab Billie’s wrist before she takes hold of
the garment bag. The zipper is undone, the bag open to the breeze, and
those tiny scraps of ivory satin and lace bring a roaring sound to my ears.
Her wrist is delicate in my grip. Her skin smooth and creamy. I rub my
thumb over her pulse point, glaring around at the small crowd.
“Everybody go home.”
“What?” Gavin splutters a laugh, his warm brown eyes crinkling at the
corners. It occurs to me for the first time that my assistant is probably
considered handsome.
My grip tightens on Billie.
“Did I stutter?” I snap, and I feel her flinch beside me. Fuck. When
will I stop putting my foot in my mouth? She tugs her arm away, frowning
down at the sand.
Gavin waves at the equipment, helpless.
“We still have four more outfits! The light’s still good. Come on,
Archer, we’re on deadline.”
All reasonable points. He’s not saying anything untrue. But that
doesn’t stop me from pinning him with a murderous glare. Gavin shrinks
back, baffled and alarmed, and everyone else around us holds their breath.
“Go,” I grind out. My heartbeat thunders in my chest. “Now.”
They jerk into action, packing away tables and grabbing their things,
shooting me worried glances and whispering together. Billie starts to move
too, but I snag her by the shoulder.
“Not you. Gavin’s right. We have work to do.”
She doesn’t question me. Doesn’t ask why I’ve sent the others away
and not her. She plucks up the first garment bag and ducks into the
changing space, expression thoughtful.
I rub a palm over my chest as I wait for her to change, pacing back and
forth. Will the lingerie fit? Maybe she needs these adjusted too. I didn’t
even think of that. And what the hell is wrong with my heart?
Fuck, I’m a mess.
When she steps back out with her robe wrapped tight around her, I
swallow hard and face her. She tilts her head.
“Are you going to explain why you sent them away?”
Yeah, that’s an easy one. I prowl over to her, only stopping with a few
inches between our chests. She barely comes up to my chin.
“No one else can see you like this.” I tug her robe open, eyes greedy,
sucking in a deep breath at the bare expanses of milky skin. My eyes flick
up to hers and she’s watching me, pupils blown wide. “Only me. Do you
understand?”
“You’re very possessive.”
And her stutter is gone. I don’t point that out. Instead, I smirk,
wrapping a red curl around my knuckle.
“You don’t seem to mind, sweetheart.”
She raises her chin. “You have no say in who I show myself to.”
I want to beat my chest and roar.
“No,” I croak. “Not yet.”
But she must feel this too. This magnetic pull between us, drawing us
together like the tide is pulled up the beach.
“I’m possessive too,” she warns. Then her cheeks flush, and she ducks
her head. “At least, I think I will be.” She glares back up at me. “Are you
prepared for that?”
Is she saying what I think she’s saying? That she’s… inexperienced?
Untouched and untried?
Jesus Christ. This girl is trying to kill me.
“Oh, I’m prepared.” I slide a hand into her hair, cupping the side of her
face. There are freckles dusting her pert little nose. “I’d like nothing better
than you growling over me, sweetheart. Staking your claim.”
I dip my head and drag the tip of my nose along her hairline, inhaling
her scent. She smells like vanilla and cocoa powder. Warm cookies on a
summer’s day.
I nip her earlobe, smirking as she shudders. “I want you to rub your
delicious scent all over me.”
Billie sucks in a shaky breath and pushes me away with gentle hands.
“Let’s finish your shoot,” is all she says.
It’s not an answer. The evasion is maddening, but I grit my teeth and
tilt my head down the beach.
Fine. We’ll play this her way. Dancing around each other until she
finally snaps.
I don’t mind waiting her out.
I can be a very patient man.
***
***
***
Billie is sprawled on the sofa in my maid’s tunic when I get home, her
usually cheerful face drawn and sad.
“Hey,” she murmurs as I walk inside, my shoulders slumping all the
way down to the floorboards. She does a double-take. “You look how I
feel.”
I nod, too exhausted to speak. My shoes trail sand across our living
room, and I kick them off before flopping down on the rug beside the sofa.
Billie scratches at my scalp as I tip my head back on the cushions.
“You want to talk about it?”
“Nope. You?”
She huffs out a breath. “No.” Then: “What a day.”
I hum in agreement, my eyes drifting closed. Though my heart is
aching and raw, at least I’m here. In our quiet sanctuary, filled with
sunshine and potted plants. The art prints we picked out together at a flea
market hang on the walls, and Billie’s got soft music playing.
“What’s the verdict?” She tugs at a loose thread on the sofa cushion.
“You gonna be a model with me, Coral?”
I snort, turning my head to meet her eye. She bites her lip, holding
back a laugh, and suddenly the day’s humiliation doesn’t seem so bad. I
throw up my hands, ranting at the ceiling.
“I sucked! I was so, so bad. The clothes were all too small, and I
swear, I had the charisma of drying paint. Archer could barely—”
I cut myself off, my throat tightening. I don’t want to talk about him.
“Yeah,” Billie whispers, playing with my hair with her good hand. “It’s
rough out there. For maids, too.”
“Oh god,” I groan. “What did you do?”
“Nothing!” she squawks. Billie is a terrible liar.
“Did you break something valuable?”
“No…”
“Did you piss Mr. Koven off?”
She chews on her lip, face guilty.
“Um. Maybe. In a way.”
I nod, dropping my head back and staring at the ceiling. The sunlight
plays over the white paint, tiny shadows dancing where the potted plants
sway by the open windows.
I can hardly be angry. Whatever she did to my boss, I sure as hell did
worse to hers. Jeez—I rode his face; ground my pussy onto his tongue;
moaned out his name. Guilt floods my insides, rising hot up my throat, and
I swallow hard.
How could I do this to her? It’s like I was a whole other person today.
Someone who gets caught up in the moment, hazy with lust, and puts her
sister’s career in danger.
I reach for Billie’s good hand and squeeze her fingers.
I’ll tell her. I will. I’ll tell her everything.
All the shameful things I’ve done.
But not today. Not when everything feels so sore and sad. I’ll take one
night to lick my wounds, to gather my courage, and I’ll confess tomorrow.
Hopefully my twin sister can forgive me.
Hopefully I can forgive myself.
***
Our phones start buzzing as we clear up after dinner, washing the plates and
wiping down the table in tired silence. I ignore my phone at first, watching
the screen light up as it rattles against the coffee table, then turning away.
It buzzes once for a text. Twice. Three times.
Then it starts to ring.
“Crap.” I wipe my hands on the dish cloth and toss it on the counter.
But Billie squawks and rushes across the room, swiping up my phone
before I can get there first.
“Billie?”
She shakes her head, staring down at my phone, horrified. She stands
there, holding my phone as it buzzes in her palm, until finally it stops.
Silence rings through the apartment.
“Billie, what—”
Her phone chirps on the kitchen counter, the screen lighting up with a
text. I whip my head around, trepidation sliding down my spine.
It buzzes again.
And again.
“Oh my god.” I dash across the kitchen, bumping my hip against the
table, and snatch her phone up with a shaking hand. Sure enough, Archer’s
name lights up the screen as it rings again in my palm. “I d-don’t… I
can’t…”
Billie clears her throat. She holds up her palms, my phone tucked in
her fingers of my good hand, her cast bulky on the other. My phone keeps
buzzing, the screen a glowing blue rectangle in her grip.
“Maybe…” she twists her mouth, but keeps talking. “Maybe we could
swap phones for the night. No questions asked?”
I’m nodding before she’s finished her sentence.
“Yes,” I gasp. “Th-that sounds good.”
She frowns slightly, concerned. I hardly ever stutter when it’s just us
two, alone.
But we’re not alone, are we? Apparently we have two ticking time
bombs in our hands.
“Coral, is everything alright—”
“You s-said no questions!” I dodge around the side of the table, her
phone tucked close to my chest. It keeps buzzing there, rattling my aching
heart through my rib cage. “I’m going to bed.”
She nods, even though it’s still light out. “Okay. Um. Me too.”
We shut ourselves away in our bedrooms, a thousand unanswered
questions hanging thick in the air.
Tomorrow. We’ll sort through all this tomorrow.
I blow out a breath, my shoulder blades pressed to my door, and stare
down at Billie’s phone in my palm. It buzzes against my skin, the screen lit
with his name, and when I swipe to answer, my throat clamps tight.
“Hello?” I croak, dread sliding through my gut. “Archer?”
There’s a sigh down the line.
Then: “You owe me a photo shoot, sweetheart.”
Archer
I haven’t cried like this since I was sixteen and our family cat died. The
sobs wrack my whole body, scouring my throat raw for hours until I finally
hiccup to a stop, exhausted. I curl deeper into my blankets, mushing my
face into the pillow, a hollow ache pulsing through my chest.
God, this day. What a disaster.
Billie and I came crashing out of our bedrooms right after our phone
calls. She was chalky white, deep shadows bruising her eyes, and I was no
better.
We confessed in stilted whispers. No details, but the vague problem.
We’d both gotten tangled up with each other’s boss.
Neither man knew our real identities.
We were screwed. Caught up in our own lies, our hearts breaking in
tandem. Well, we’re twin sisters. We do a lot of stuff together, but this was a
new one.
In the end, the solution was easy. Horribly simple. Billie set out to
meet Archer in my place, while I called Mr. Koven by video chat so he
wouldn’t see my two good arms. We did the other’s dirty work, turning
down the men so they’d never discover our lies.
My normally unruffled boss was wrecked. Torn apart by one day with
my sister. I hung up when it was done, tossing my phone on my bed spread
and bursting into tears.
Such a mess. So many hurt feelings. All because Billie and I swapped
places.
I sniffle, tugging my blanket higher over my shoulder. I can’t help but
torture myself, wondering what might have happened if I’d met Archer
properly. As myself, as Coral. The shy, curvy twin.
Would he even have noticed me? Would he have called me sweetheart
and found excuses to touch me the way he did today?
Or was it the supermodel he wanted all along? Billie Blue, the
beautiful, confident twin.
Thoughts of Archer make my heart throb in my chest. It feels so sore,
like it’s been stewing in sea water just like my legs.
Will he be upset when she turns him down? Angry? Will he ever think
of me after this?
I bury my face in the pillow, groaning. I know down to the marrow in
my bones—I’ll think of Archer every single day.
***
The knocking starts just after midnight. A frantic pounding on our front
door, the sound echoing through the still rooms. I squint at the lit up screen
of my alarm clock, my eyes blurry from crying.
Is it Billie? I never heard her come home. I push myself upright,
swinging my legs out of bed. My limbs ache like I’m a thousand years old
as I hobble across the room, tugging my robe off the door hook.
“I’m coming!” I call, even though the knocker won’t hear me over
their racket.
What if Billie’s hurt again? The memory of getting that text, of reading
she was in the hospital, makes my blood run cold.
I don’t know what I’d do without my sister. Especially now, when I’ve
pushed the only man I’ve ever felt drawn to away.
Archer…
It can’t be him. It won’t. I refuse to get my hopes up. I knot the belt of
my robe tightly at my waist, shuffling out of my bedroom into the
shadowed apartment.
It looks different at night. The plants cast weird shadows, and
moonlight spreads over the floorboards in silver pools. The wood creaks
under my feet as I creep across the rug, wincing at the steady banging.
Whoever it is, they’re going to wake up our neighbors. I push back my
shoulders and throw open the door.
“Do you know what time it…”
I trail off, stunned. Archer stands in the doorway, gripping both sides
of the frame. His jaw is clenched tight, and his eyes are dark as they flick
over my body, checking both my wrists.
He scowls.
“I thought so. You have some explaining to do, sweetheart.”
My grip flexes on the door. I could slam it in his face. It would serve
him right, coming here in the middle of the night, banging on our door loud
enough to wake the dead. Digging up our address from god knows where.
Except…
Except there’s hurt beneath the anger in his eyes. Hurt and confusion.
Archer looks baffled.
“You’re not Billie Blue. Why did you lie to me?” he rasps.
I shrug miserably, waving a hand down myself.
“Billie hurt her arm. She couldn’t do the shoot, but she couldn’t lose
the opportunity either. So, um. She sent me.”
He nods along, impatient. His blond hair looks silver in the moonlight.
It’s out of his tie, hanging over his broad shoulders.
Shoulders that I clung to just a few hours ago. That I dug my nails into
and rocked my hips against.
“Yeah, I guessed that.” He rakes a hand through that hair. “But
afterwards. When it was the two of us. Why didn’t you tell me? Why did
you run?”
I can’t do this. I can’t have this conversation. I’ve had it so many times
before—with disappointed parents and teachers and speech therapists, all
those people who rooted for me and I let down, even though I tried my best.
So I deflect, pushing back at him.
“How did you find out?” I raise my chin, trying to mimic his
confidence. His control. “And why did you come here?”
Archer scrubs a hand over his mouth, stepping back. The way he’s
looking at me—it’s like I’m a stranger. Like he doesn’t know me at all.
My bruised heart crumples into a ball.
Time slows down as I watch him shake his head. As I watch bitterness
twist his mouth as he turns to leave.
“Wait.” I dart forward, grabbing the sleeve of his black sweater. He
stills, vibrating with tension—like a battle horse held in check by flimsy
reins. “D-don’t go. I’m sorry.”
His skin is hot through his sleeve. His arm is sculpted, deliciously
bulky, like he’s used to lifting far heavier things than cameras. I tug lamely
on the fabric.
“I d-didn’t think you’d want me,” I whisper at his boots. “Not when
you found out who I really am. I’m not a model, Archer. I’m a maid.”
He blows out a slow breath. He turns back to face me, his big leather
boots pointing at my bare toes.
“Something didn’t seem right when I saw your sister.” His voice is
dull. Robotic. “Part of me knew it wasn’t you. So I found her on social
media, and in one of her photos, there you were.” He bites out a harsh
laugh. “The woman I’d lost my mind over.”
I tug on his sleeve again, but he stays put. Immovable. And when he
keeps talking, his words are curt.
“The two of you must have had a good laugh.”
“It wasn’t like that.”
“No?”
I shake my head, tears brimming. When I risk a glance up at him, one
spills over and rolls down my cheek.
Just like that, his ice melts. Archer ducks his head, fussing over me,
cradling my face and wiping away the stray tear. He looks horrified to see
me cry, cursing himself out under his breath.
“Wait. No. Shit. Don’t be sad, sweetheart. Fuck—I keep doing this.
What the hell.”
“I’m sorry!” I wail, backing up into the apartment. Archer follows,
kicking the door shut behind him. “Y-you’re right to be mad. I would be
too.”
“Okay, well, I’m done with that now. It’s over with. So there’s no need
to cry, alright?”
I nod, even as more tears slide down my face. Archer casts around
wildly, then ushers me back to the sofa.
“Sit here. Shall I—shall I get you something? A glass of water?”
“N-no thank you.” I plop down onto the sofa cushions, my arms
wrapped around my waist. “You don’t have to stay,” I tell my knees.
Archer pauses. The apartment is quiet. His next question is so careful.
“Do you want me to go?”
“No.” I tear at the loose thread on the cushion. “I never want you to go
again.”
It’s too much, too honest, way too intense for someone I only just met
today. I cringe, waiting for him to mutter some excuse and leave. To get
away from my crazy.
Instead, Archer lets out a ragged sigh. It’s the sound of pure relief. He
crouches in front of me, his big fingers so gentle as they tuck a stray piece
of hair behind my ear.
“Why don’t we circle back,” he murmurs. The moonlight sparkles in
his gray eyes. “You thought I wouldn’t want you because you’re a maid. Is
that right?”
I hiccup. “Uh-huh.”
“Bullshit,” he says immediately. “I’d want you whatever your job. I’d
want you even if you worked knee-deep in garbage all day.”
I giggle, wincing as it turns into a watery snort.
“Now, the most important question…” Archer tips onto his knees, the
thud echoing through the floorboards as he leans forward to drag his mouth
up my neck. “What’s it like, exactly—your maid costume? Paint me a
picture.”
I huff, even as I can’t keep the smile off my face.
“It’s a uniform, not a costume. It’s not like my boss makes me clean in
a skimpy little French maid outfit.”
“Good.” Archer nibbles my earlobe. “That’s one less man I have to
kill.”
I hesitate, then place my hands on his collarbone. Gingerly, like he
might explode upright at any moment. When he hums and stays put, I run
my palms over his shoulders, biting my lip. His scent is everywhere,
surrounding me, and I want to drown in it.
“Are there many on the list? Men you need to kill.”
“Hundreds. Thousands. All the men who ever looked at you and
wanted you for themselves.”
“I don’t think—”
“Believe me, sweetheart.” He licks a stripe over my pulse point. Heat
pulses through my core. “There are thousands.” He shakes his head sadly.
“They shouldn’t have to die. But life can be cruel.”
He’s funny, my photographer. Surprisingly playful given how
thunderous he’d looked this morning, striding around and barking orders at
the beach. He laughs when I tell him so, tossing back his head and exposing
the thick column of his throat.
I’ve been thinking about that throat all day, ever since I watched him
drain that water bottle.
I lunge forward and suck a bruise on it while I can.
The room changes. The air crackles with energy, and my breathing
stutters. Archer rocks back on his heels.
“You left me aching, sweetheart.”
I nod, stealing glimpses at his lap. The hard outline of his cock juts
along the leg of his jeans. My abdomen twists, my nerve endings zapping
under my skin.
“I’m sorry,” I murmur. My fingers itch to reach for him. To hold the
length of him in my palm.
“I won’t rush you, sweet girl. But I’d give anything to sink my cock
deep inside you.” My breath rushes out of me as his mouth quirks. “Would
you like that?”
Would I like that?
I squirm on the sofa cushion, hot and restless, already whimpering at
his words.
“Archer. Yes.”
Archer
Fake Maid
Eli
Bed rest.
Bed rest.
What am I, one thousand years old? Bed rest is for the elderly and
infirm; for feverish children who can’t lift their limbs. Not a thirty-one year
old man who climbs mountains and runs ultra-marathons to relax. Who has
taken more spills on the cliff than most people take on the stairs.
Bed rest. Please. If I weren’t so insulted, I’d find it funny.
Of course, the problem with hiring the best surgeons in the land is that
they have egos to match. And that was the devil’s bargain I struck in my
desperation to get better quickly: Doctor Price would fix my mangled hand,
but only if I followed his instructions to the letter. And when he reluctantly
agreed that ‘bed rest’ could mean ‘house rest’…
In hindsight, after three days trapped in my mansion, it was not worth
it. Better to have chanced it with any old doctor. Hell—better to have
splinted the damn thing myself.
This is a lesson. Next time I break my bones on the rock face, I’ll
remember this and choose differently.
“Mr Koven? Is there something I can fetch for you?”
One of my many housekeepers smooths her manicured hands over her
dress, her painted face betraying no hint of alarm that I’ve burst in on her in
the library. No hint, except the thrum of her pulse in her throat.
What’s her name again?
God. This is awkward. I should remember my own staff. But I’m so
rarely at home, I’d have more chance of recognizing a stranger in the street.
“No,” I tell her, voice hoarse from the way my throat has clenched
tight with frustration. Two whole weeks of being trapped at home—and I’m
going mad after only three days. “No, thank you. I came to find a book.”
Despite the natural stillness of reading, I’m a lifelong bookworm. I
always have been. So this will be my saving grace over the next weeks—a
chance to work through my rather ridiculous collection. There are first
editions and rare books in this mansion that I’ve never even cracked open,
to my great shame.
The housekeeper nods and plasters a smile over her face, then turns
and marches swiftly for the doorway. Whatever she was doing in here, I
suppose she won’t continue while I’m near.
It’s probably a manners thing. Something they learn in housekeeper
school.
So why does that make me feel so damn lonely?
My library is a cavernous room, lined with floor to ceiling shelves
crammed with book spines. A large desk worthy of a war general stands
beside sparkling glass windows, prepped with a fountain pen and sheets of
paper but—to my knowledge—never written on. I do all my own work at
the much smaller desk in my office, safely away from distractions, and
besides—the desk looks like an antique. I’d rather not scratch a piece of
history.
A ladder leans against one of the bookshelves, taunting me and my
busted hand, and a slew of squashy armchairs and reading tables are
scattered through the room. The air is thick with the smell of paper and
varnished wood. Why have I barely stepped foot in this room?
I suppose I’ve barely stepped foot in most of my rooms, always
preferring to be outside. This mansion is wasted on me.
My footsteps echo over the floorboards as I stroll to the nearest shelf. I
came here looking for a book, any book, but now that I’m here, the choice
is almost overwhelming. I pluck the nearest hardback from the shelf with
my good hand, flipping it over to read the cover.
Atomic Computing: the Implications.
Rolling my eyes, I slide it back on the shelf.
“Not a page turner?”
I jerk around at the voice. A maid stands in the doorway, a feather
duster in one hand and an amused smile curling her mouth. She’s wearing
the normal uniform—a black tunic over dark pants, but something about the
way she wears it is downright irreverent. Like she’s just strolled off a
catwalk, not come in here to clean.
When she shifts against the doorway, I notice the cast on her arm. It’s
larger than mine, and more crudely done.
I unstick my jaw.
“I’ve read it before.”
She chuckles, running the feather duster over her tunic
absentmindedly. I watch the motion, transfixed. Her nails are clean cut but
unpainted on the handle, her hands pale and slender.
“I’m more of an eReader kind of girl.”
“And what do you read on your eReader?”
She smirks, the expression sending a bolt of heat down my spine.
“Wouldn’t you like to know?”
Yes. God, yes. Desperately. I consider ordering her to tell me. She’s
my employee, is she not? But something tells me throwing my weight
around this girl won’t bring me answers—only her censure.
I don’t want her censure. I want her silky red hair wrapped around my
cock. I want to sink my thumb into the wet heat of her mouth, and I want
her to moan around my knuckle.
Fuck. Who is this girl? I peer at her, mind racing as I try to put a face
to the name. I glance over the resume and background check of every
member of staff in this mansion; surely I’d remember a face like hers.
I snap my fingers. “Coral! You’re Coral Walsh.” Never have I been so
pleased with my memory.
Just like that, the maid frosts over. The warm openness fades away,
and she draws herself up. Her posture stiffens, and her smile turns polite.
“That’s right, Mr. Koven.”
“Call me Eli.”
She tilts her head. “Do the other maids call you that?”
“No.” I’ve barely exchanged two words with the other maids.
“Then I’d rather not, thank you, sir.”
Her words are polite but cold, and I don’t understand. Where has the
teasing warmth of a few seconds ago gone? I frown at her, but she nods at
me, unbowed, and crosses to the desk where she drifts the duster over the
polished wood.
I clear my throat.
“What happened to your hand?”
She glances over at me, eyes quick, then looks back at her work.
“A cyclist came onto the sidewalk. And you?”
I look down at the plaster cast and snowy white bandages on my left
hand. With her in the room, I’d almost forgotten its dull ache.
“A rock climbing accident.”
Coral hums, smile wicked. “Self inflicted, then.”
Yes. She’s back with me.
“Guilty, your honor.”
“Do you often bash yourself against rocks?” The teasing lilt to her
voice has returned, and I can’t help myself. I wander closer, eager to be near
her. As near as she’ll allow.
“At least once a day. Twice on Sundays.”
“Ah.” She nods sagely. “So it’s not for fun. You’re repenting your
sins.”
I actually consider that for all of a moment before I dismiss it as a
joke. I don’t climb to repent; I climb for the thrill. Everything I do—my
work, my hobbies, my life—comes down to seeking that electric crackle of
excitement.
That’s why I build the best tech. Drive the fastest cars. Jump out of
planes and eat the spiciest food I can order.
“It’s true. I am a sinner down to my bones.”
She bites her lip as she looks down, plump mouth curled in a faint
smile, her uninjured arm sweeping over the surface of the desk. It must be
the least dusty surface in all existence by now, but neither of us are in a
hurry to move.
A thought occurs to me, and I stiffen.
“Do you always work when you’re hurt? I know for a fact that I offer
paid sick leave.” My voice has come out too harsh, too clipped, and I know
I’ve gone wrong again when she straightens up.
“Very good of you,” Coral murmurs, turning away and wandering to
the windows. “But I’m not sick. I can clean just fine.”
“Not with both hands.” I’m not making this better, but I can’t seem to
stop myself once I settle into an argument. “If you needed to lift something,
or move a piece of furniture, you’d have to call someone away from their
own work.”
I don’t care about that. So why do I feel the need to win this? To win
everything, even as her pretty face clouds over and her eyes narrow at me
over her shoulder. She sweeps the corners of the window panes, searching
for non-existent cobwebs.
“I’ll be sure not to disturb the other staff members, sir.”
I clench my jaw, but keep going. God help me, I keep on pushing.
“Don’t you see how that’s more selfish than calling in sick? Everyone
else will have to pick up your slack.”
Her heels smack against the floorboards as she rocks down from her
toes. And even though I’m her boss, even though I could fire her in a
second, Coral Walsh strides from the room without another word. Her
dismissal is clear, her reproach echoing in the silence, and I clench my
uninjured fist as I watch her leave.
Fuck.
I could fire her.
But I’d never be able to look at myself in the mirror again. Not when,
by the churning in my gut, I know I’m in the wrong. And besides—if I fired
her, there would never be any hope of stumbling upon her in my library
again.
Instead, I suck in a deep breath, counting to five before gusting it out.
This was not an argument worth having. And now the first distraction
I’ve had since my fall is gone.
I rub my clenched fist over my sternum.
Well, she can run. But this is my house.
Coral Walsh can’t hide from me.
Billie
I messed up. Again. Something about this maid makes me snappish and
slow. She twists me in knots, so desperate for tiny details of her that I try to
blunder my way to them by brute force.
She was right to smack me down. I would never demand details of my
other employees like that, and yet with her, if I don’t find out more about
her, I’ll go insane. Something about her heats my blood, makes the back of
my neck prickle and my chest constrict. The second her tunic whips around
the corner, I miss her.
Fuck.
Did she always affect me like this? Surely I’ve seen her before around
my home. Yet I’ve never hungered for her this way before.
She’s going entirely the wrong way to reach the pool, but something
tells me Coral is in no mood to clean.
Fine. Let her storm around the mansion. Hopefully she’ll burn off her
anger and let me near again.
I scowl down at my cast, picking at the bandages as I stroll along the
corridor to a set of French doors. This was a requirement for the architect—
I wanted constant access to the outdoors. In every room, in every direction,
the mansion has balconies, gardens, arched doorways. All for this: the salty
breeze from the ocean tugging at my hair as I stroll down the stone steps
into the grounds.
The breeze is cool, but still my face is flushed hot. Not just my face—
I’m burning all over. I have been since that first glimpse of Coral in the
library, tracing the feather duster over her stomach. Since I heard her husky
voice, laced with amusement.
I hiss out a breath, adjusting my jeans. Two weeks of ‘bed rest’ of
knowing she’s near the whole time…
I’m screwed. She’ll ruin me.
My assistant answers on the first ring. I press the phone to my ear,
glancing back toward the mansion, but there’s no movement through the
French doors.
“David? I need everything we know about Coral Walsh. Email it over
in the next ten minutes.”
“Yes, sir. Is she a competitor?”
“What? No. She’s a maid.”
The silence is deafening. I scuff my sneaker over the patio. Then: “A
maid, sir? At your residence?”
“Obviously.” I scrub a hand over my face. “Where else would I have
seen her?”
“Right. Uh. Okay. Is she—is there a problem with her work?”
Lord save me from pointless questions. I screw my eyes shut,
breathing in a lungful of sea air.
“There’s no problem. And David?”
“Yes?”
“Is this really how you want to spend your ten minutes?”
He apologizes and hangs up quickly, but I barely hear him at all. Not
when I’ve just spotted a flash of red hair. Sure, plenty of people are
redheads, but her glossy waves are something else. She looks like a
mermaid.
I squint at the shadows moving in the next wing over. She found the
pool.
Maybe she’s had enough time to cool off. I shove my uninjured hand
in my pocket and stroll across the grounds.
***
***
Whoever said love hurts hit the nail on the freaking head. When Eli
strides out of the pool house, my chest cracks open down the middle. I’m
surprised I don’t bleed out into a puddle on the floor.
Why him?
Why did it have to be Coral’s boss? Why did I have to meet him while
pretending to be my twin?
A cruel slideshow plays before my eyes: how things could have gone.
How we might have met on any other day. There would have been no need
for this pain, for all this rejection and crushed hope. I would have leaped
into his arms and never let go.
I curl up in a ball, like if I crush my knees to my chest and wrap my
arms tight, I can hold all the heartbreak inside. Sobs wrack my frame, and
when the pool house door pushes open, I barely have the energy to lift my
head.
“Coral!” It’s the housekeeper from earlier. She hustles over to me, eyes
wide with alarm. “Goodness, dear. Are you ill?”
“Yes,” I sniff. Better to say that than to admit what I’ve really been
doing. I’ve already caused such a mess for my sister—I won’t add any more
to that. “I have a terrible headache.”
“Well go home!” The housekeeper helps me up and ushers me to the
doorway. “Go home and rest, dear. We’ll manage for the rest of your shift.”
I barely cleaned for the beginning of it either, and right now I feel two
inches tall. All I’ve done today is wreak havoc—I’ve messed around on the
job, hooked up with the boss, and poor Coral will have to deal with the
wreckage.
God. She’ll hate me. Hot tears slide down my cheeks.
I’ll make it up to her. I’ll make things right. And first—I duck into the
library on my way through the halls. I cross to the desk, digging through the
drawers until I find a notepad and pen. Something meant for writing, not
display, like the fancy fountain pen and sheaf of paper.
My note is short. A peace offering. No real explanation, but I hope it
will make my sister’s life easier.
Eli,
I’m so sorry about today. I wish more than anything that I could explain,
but I can’t. It’s not only my secret to tell.
Please know that what happened between us meant a lot to me. And though
it can never happen again, I won’t forget it either.
Miss Walsh
I fold it up and address it to him, then ask a passing staff member to take it
to the boss. I watch the man hurry away down the hall, my note gripped in
his hand, then turn and make my way to the front door.
My wrist aches inside my cast, and the sun blinds me when I step onto
the driveway. I walk quickly, my legs still wobbly from the way Eli made
me come, arousal still clenched tight in my core.
Better. I’ll do better. I’ll make it up to Coral, and I’ll never be so
thoughtless again.
And hopefully, if I’m lucky, one day I’ll think of Eli without wanting
to cry.
***
When Coral comes through our apartment door, she looks how I feel. Sad
and tired, her eyes red from crying, like we’re two teddy bears with the
stuffing knocked out of us.
We sit together quietly. Share the comfort that only sisters can bring,
with soft breaths and closed eyes and murmured questions, our heads tipped
back against the sofa. Evening sunshine slants through the windows,
painting the apartment gold, and the potted plants wave in the gentle breeze.
And when we finally push up to cook dinner, to move on with this
terrible day, at least we’re doing it together.
Coral and I are a team. Always. No matter how hard things get.
Then the calls come.
We’re clearing up dishes, bellies full of pasta, when Coral’s phone
starts to vibrate on the counter. We both ignore it, the kitchen filled with the
gentle slosh of Coral’s arms in the sink.
The phone stops. There’s a beat of silence. Then it starts to buzz again.
Cold dread slides down my spine.
I snatch the phone up before Coral can see the screen, my sister gaping
at my crazy behavior. But then my phone starts to buzz too, and she sprints
for it faster than I’ve ever seen her move.
Crap.
Okay.
Okay.
Apparently we’ve both had… unusual days. And when it all comes
out, with Coral knocking on my bedroom door, her face pale and my phone
clutched in her hand, I choke back a manic laugh.
We’ve both fallen for each other’s boss. Gotten mixed up with men
who don’t even know our real names. Maybe it’s selfish, but a tiny part of
me is glad that we’re going through this together. That we’ve both made
mistakes.
We agree: I’ll go and meet Archer Westbrook in Coral’s place and
break their fling off. And Coral will call Eli and turn him down for me.
Neither of us can face it otherwise. And we can’t tell these men about
our lie. Not when they’ve already burrowed into our hearts.
It’s a relief to have a plan, but I’m not proud as I grab my jacket and
head out the door.
Poor Eli. He deserves so much more.
Eli
***
I sit in the idling limousine, staring up at the apartment block. It’s modest
but charming, with plain features but plants, string lights, and colorful
blinds in most of the windows. The people who live here may not be
wealthy, but the stairs are swept clean and the squares of warm light in the
windows make my chest ache with longing.
This apartment block puts my empty mansion to shame. I clench my
jaw, staring up at the windows.
I’ll go and knock in a moment. I’m gathering my thoughts; trying to
swallow back the anger of being lied to so that I don’t scare her away.
Billie Blue Walsh.
The little liar who stole my heart.
“Sir?” the driver calls. “Shall I park up?”
I gust out a sigh. “No. Wait here.” I won’t be long. Billie made herself
clear earlier: she wants nothing more to do with me. I just need to
understand what the hell happened today, then I’ll give her all the space she
wants.
Even if it hollows me out. Even though I miss her so badly I can’t
breathe properly.
Warm evening air washes over me as I throw the door open, stepping
out onto the sidewalk. I scowl up at the apartments, slamming the door shut
behind me, and I’ve barely taken three steps when a voice freezes me in
place.
“Eli?”
She’s here. With a cast on her left wrist and a frown on her pretty face.
Billie.
She hovers on the sidewalk, her face pinched and pale. A light jacket
covers her shoulders, but she still wraps her arms around her waist,
squeezing like she needs the hug.
“Billie,” I rasp, and she sucks in a sharp breath, stumbling back half a
step.
“You—you know?”
“Yeah.” The confirmation hits me square in the gut. “I know. I know
that you came to work for your sister.” I prowl closer. “I know that you lied
to me all day. And then you made her do your dirty work and turn me down
so you didn’t have to.”
I spit the last few words, I’m so fucking mad, and she flinches, gaze
dropping to the ground. She looks so defeated, so sad, and I want to wrap
her in my arms and rock her gently.
I push that urge away. She doesn’t want that from me. So I’ll get my
answers and go.
“Why? Why did you lie to me, Billie? At first, I get it—you didn’t
want to get your sister in trouble. But after we kissed? After—after
everything else? Why?”
“Because I’m a coward.” Despite her words, her voice rings out loud
and clear. She scrubs at her cheeks and I realize they’re wet with her tears.
Fuck. My hand twitches towards her, but I yank it back. Cross my arms
over my chest so I won’t touch where I’m not wanted. The breeze tugs on
her red hair, strands floating out of a long braid, and it looks darker in the
evening light.
“You’re not a coward,” I scoff. “You waltzed into my mansion like you
owned it.”
“That’s different.”
“How?”
“Because I didn’t care then what you thought of me!” She throws her
hands up, face etched with misery as she rants on. “Then when we—after
everything that happened, I knew I should tell you who I really was. But the
thought of your rejection, of-of seeing the exact face you’re pulling now—”
She breaks off, glaring at the sidewalk. Her throat bobs as she
swallows. And when she speaks again, her voice is calmer. Measured.
“I’m sorry, Eli. You’re right to be angry. This whole day I’ve made
nothing but bad decisions.” She sighs and looks up again, raising her hands.
“Please don’t hold this against Coral. It was all my idea. All of it.”
My pulse thumps in my ears. I’m too busy fixating on what she said a
moment ago to reply.
My rejection. She couldn’t face my rejection.
“Billie,” I say slowly. “Get in the car.”
“But—”
I yank the door open. “In.”
She scowls and stomps past me, ducking inside, but she can’t hide the
spots of color on her cheeks. Billie likes to be bossed around.
I remember. I remember it all.
“Take us home,” I tell the driver, Billie darting a glance at me at those
words. I ignore her and press the button to raise the partition. I wait until the
divider is completely up and we’ve pulled away from the sidewalk before I
turn to her.
She stares back at me, wide-eyed.
I frown. “Put your seat belt on.” I never want to see a cast on her
again.
Billie huffs but obeys. I reach over and wind an escaped lock of red
hair around my finger. She watches, spellbound, her chest shuddering with
each breath as I stroke the pad of my thumb over the glossy strands.
“You still want me,” she whispers, almost to herself.
“Always.”
“Even though I lied to you?”
I smirk, but there’s an edge to my words. “Don’t do it again.”
She shakes her head before I’ve finished talking.
“I won’t. I swear. God, Eli…”
“Yes, Miss Walsh?”
She snorts and tips her head back, grinning up at the ceiling.
“You don’t have to call me that anymore.”
“Maybe I’ve got a taste for it.”
“I just didn’t want you saying another girl’s name. Ever again. Isn’t
that crazy?”
It is, but I love it. I want Billie to be jealous over me. I want her
snapping her teeth and staking out her territory. I’ll never give her a reason
to doubt me, but damn, it’s fucking hot to see the angry flash in her green
eyes.
“Insane.” I unclip my own seat belt, ignoring her grumbles, and slide
closer, pushing her thighs wide. I’ve barely skimmed my fingertips over the
seam of her shorts when the engine cuts out.
We’re home.
“Come on,” I tell her, voice gruff, and push the car door open. “Pool
house. Now.”
Billie
“W hy here?” I trip over the threshold to the pool house, the humid air
kissing my cheeks. I can feel Eli prowling behind me, hot and strong and
determined at my back, and it sends shivers skating down my spine.
He flicks a switch, lighting the pool up from inside and casting a
gentle glow through the room.
“Unfinished business,” he mutters, and tugs my jacket off my
shoulders. He’s pushy but patient, working the sleeve over my cast with
infinite care. And once my jacket is tossed over a lounger, he pulls my top
off next, his hungry gaze roving over my bare skin.
“Catch up.” I bat at his shoulder, and he tugs his shirt off, grinning.
He’s sculpted and strong, covered in the kind of muscles that only come
from real hard work out in the world and not from a gym. Pale scars cover
his skin, and both fresh and old bruises.
I twist and show him the scrape on my lower back from surfing last
week.
“Snap. This is from wiping out near the rocks.”
He frowns, concerned, fingers ghosting over the marks, but he doesn’t
demand that I never surf again. No; he crowds closer, nibbling over my
collarbone.
“Take me with you next time.”
“Okay,” I gasp. His mouth is scorching hot, his hands roaming over
my bare skin, and the scrape of his teeth make me jump like I’ve been
electrified. “If you take me climbing.”
He chuckles, the sound vibrating across my throat.
“We’ll have to get rid of these damn casts first.”
I don’t care. It’s a future plan. With that, and the surfing, and Eli
telling the driver, take us home…
Hope swells like a bubble in my chest.
This is really happening.
“Eli.” He drops to his knees in front of me, working my button open
and dragging my shorts down my legs. I kick off my sandals and step out of
them, tugging at his shoulder. “Eli.”
“Hmm?”
“The windows. People might see.”
The pool house walls are basically glass, and with the light fading in
the grounds, we must be lit up in here like a TV. Anyone could glance over
from the gardens, or from a neighboring house, and see me standing here in
my bra and panties with Eli on his knees.
Goosebumps ripple over my skin, and my breasts grow heavy and
aching.
Huh. Guess I don’t mind.
Eli nips at my hip bone, sucking a bruise onto the pale skin. He catches
my eye and smirks as I unhook my bra and let it drop.
“Since when are models shy, baby?”
I bite my lip. My breasts are warm when I cup them, squeezing and
pinching my nipples.
“You’re right. We’re not.”
The knowledge that someone might see us makes my pussy throb. I
widen my legs as Eli drags my panties down.
Maybe I want people to see us. To know that he’s mine. To watch me
ride his face, my head tipped back in pleasure.
So I don’t hold back. When his fingers slide over my slick folds,
brushing at my clit, I moan and buck my hips. I moan loud enough that it
echoes around the pool house, and when Eli slings one of my legs over his
shoulders, I rub myself on his tongue. He works me until I’m wound tight
as a corkscrew, and only then does he push to his feet and unbutton his
jeans.
“You gonna take my cock, baby?” His gaze is dark. Glittering. I nod,
reaching for him with trembling hands. He laughs, the sound almost cruel,
and god, I love that too. I follow him like a dazed puppy when he strides
naked to the pool.
He doesn’t get in. He sits on the side, legs dangling into the water. And
when he pats his lap like I’m his little pet, I can’t scramble fast enough onto
his strong thighs.
“Fuck. Billie. I knew you’d be a needy little thing.”
“Uh-huh.” I grip his cock between us. I want to tease him, rub the head
against my pussy until he’s wound tight too, but he’s done too good of a
job. If I don’t get him inside me, I’ll explode.
I notch him at my entrance and sink down, wincing at the stretch. I get
the first inch of him inside. The second. The third.
“Breathe, baby.” He rubs his uninjured palm over my back, and I melt
under his touch, sinking another inch lower. “Rock your pretty little hips.”
I do as he says, rocking back and forth, and the slick slide of him in
and out makes me whimper. Winding my arms around his neck, I press my
face against Eli’s throat and push down lower, lower, lower.
“You don’t have to take it all, baby,” he grits out.
I hiss out a breath. “Yes I do.” But it’s such a stretch, such a full
feeling, and it’s like he’s everywhere. I’m glad my face is hidden. I bet my
eyes are practically crossed.
The sudden crack of his palm against my ass makes me jerk, and heat
floods my pussy. I moan and sink down easily, taking the final inch.
“I knew it.” I can hear his grin above me. “I fucking knew you’d like
that, sweet girl.”
I’m not sweet, not really, and I set out to show him, rolling my hips
and feeling every inch of his cock inside me. He’s touching me everywhere,
the ridges of him thick against my walls, and I moan as I roll my hips
harder.
God. This is it. This is what all the fuss was about. My ass slams down
against Eli’s thighs as I bounce on his cock. I catch a glimpse of our
reflections in the dark glass over his shoulder, and I look freaking wild.
Flushed cheeks; hair falling out of my braid. Desperate and frantic, working
myself on his lap. The sight makes my pussy clench and Eli moans,
spanking my ass again, then grabs my hips and thrusts up into me.
I love it. Every bruising grip of his fingers, every crack of his palm
against my ass. He’s rough with me and treasures me all in the same go, and
it makes me warm; loose-limbed and pliant. I tip my head back, gasping as
he kisses down my throat before latching his hot mouth onto my nipple.
Something tugs in my pussy, a direct line from my breast, and I clamp
down on his length, working my hips so fast they almost blur.
“Eli. Eli.”
“Do it. Come for me, baby.”
I fall apart with a wrenching cry. I’ve never come like this before—
like my insides are rearranging. Like my body is turning inside out. It goes
on and on, my cry trailing off until I’m breathing through gritted teeth, and
still I’m coming.
“Fuck!” Eli bites down on my shoulder, cock swelling even bigger, hot
liquid spilling inside me. A huge ripple spreads through my core, seizing
my muscles, then finally I slump in his arms, sticky and sated.
Our breaths are loud. Ragged. They bounce off the pool house walls. I
shake my head against Eli’s throat and he chuckles.
“I’m done. Dead. Bury me in the garden.”
His hand strokes down my hair.
“If you think I’m ever letting you go again, you’re out of your mind.
You live here now, alright? You sleep in my bed. You eat my food. You take
my cock. Billie Blue Walsh, you are mine.”
My arms wind tighter around his neck. Maybe it’s crazy, but the thing
is, I know it’s my choice. Eli would never actually force me to do
something I didn’t want to do. And do I want to be his?
Hell yes. More than anything.
“I’m going to need a map,” I mumble. “This house is freaking huge.”
His laugh bounces off the walls. I burrow closer in his arms.
I’m his.
And he’s mine.
Eli
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I. SWAPPED BRIDE
Garrett
Nora
Garrett
Nora
Garrett
Nora
Garrett
Nora
Garrett
Nora
Garrett
II. STOLEN BRIDE
Lily
Reuben
Lily
Reuben
Lily
Reuben
Lily
Reuben
III. FAKE MODEL
Coral
Archer
Coral
Archer
Coral
Archer
Coral
Archer
Coral
IV. FAKE MAID
Eli
Billie
Eli
Billie
Eli
Billie
Eli
Billie
Eli
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