“The Squirrel that Set Me Free”
“Where are you going, Where have you been?” By Joyce Carol Oates
As told by Morgan Manning
     After agreeing to leave with Arnold, Connie’s mind begins to go all over the place. She thinks about
all the sassing she did to her mother. “Was it all worth it?” Connie thinks. She felt so helpless with no
way out. As they proceed down the road in the gold jalopy, Connie has to come up with an escape plan.
She never imagined her life like this. As soon as Arnold makes a stop on Old Town Road, Connie makes a
run for it into the woods. Arnold jumps out the car and takes off after her. Connie is terrified that
Arnold Friend has found her and starts to hide deeper in the woods. She realizes she is too far away
from any civilization for anyone to hear her scream. She feels hopeless about her situation, but there are
sparks of strength inside her that keep her from giving up hope. She then hears a voice from one of the
trees. The voice tells Connie to come close to the tree, but Connie is scared of what might happen if she
does so. But still, the voice urges Connie to come closer and reminds her that she can protect herself if
need be by utilizing some of the skills she has learned in martial arts classes. So Connie walks up to the
tree and discovers that the voice is coming from a small, talking squirrel who has been living inside it for
years. The squirrel takes her by surprise by hugging her tight, not unlike a parent would when they see
their child in distress. "What do you want me to do?" Connie asks him, unsure if he will respond. The
squirrel looks at her with wide eyes before saying something Connie doesn't quite understand. "Sorry, I
can't understand squirrel. “She says in response to his look of disappointment, though she isn't entirely
sure if it was really disappointed or if the squirrel had just said something different. "Do you mind
repeating yourself?" She tries again. The squirrel points towards her, telling her that his name is Hank.
He then proceeds to say something she doesn't understand once more. Can you speak English?" Connie
asks, now even less confident than before because of the squirrel's strange language. She isn't sure why
this squirrel doesn't speak English, but whatever it is he doesn't know how, so she hopes that she hasn't
made a grave mistake asking him to talk to her in an unknown language. Hank shakes his head no. Then,
he motions to his left and Connie notices a large rock lying against the ground that looks like it could
provide shelter if the squirrel needed it. She thinks it over, debating whether or not she should go along
with it. If Hank is telling the truth, if he is a dangerous enemy trying to lure her in so she may get hurt.
He also told her to trust him and that she didn't have to worry about him hurting her. She sighs and
decides not to argue. He did save her life and maybe he'll explain things if she listens to what he's trying
to tell her. Okay then. Let's take shelter there and find out how the hell to make use of your little rock."
Connie agrees to his terms. As soon as she agrees to help him, she sees his smile and can tell he knows
everything has gone smoothly. "Good luck." Hank tells her in his special language. Connie somehow
understands and says “Thanks, but I don' need luck. Just smart thinking. Okay, I guess I better start
moving my stuff into your cave. What do we call you by the way?" Connie asks, knowing Hank can't
understand her anyway but still curious about what he'd want her to call him. They begin carrying their
things back and forth between the bushes until they reach Hank's hiding spot, which thankfully seems
relatively safe. She sets down her backpack on the ground where Hank sits looking at her expectantly.
"Here you go buddy," Connie hands Hank her backpack. After a second, he nods, takes the backpack and
disappears behind the tree. Connie turns around to look at the forest and wonders what he's doing right
now. It's only 10:30 at night, but the sun is still visible in the horizon and if anything were to attack her
during the night there would definitely be danger. The thought makes Connie shiver. She doesn't like the
idea of being alone in a forest while all of her family members are away. Maybe if she stays here until
morning the danger of nighttime will pass? Hopefully so... An hour passes before Hank comes back out,
carrying some rocks and leaves. He sits them on the ground next to Connie, who looks at the materials
with confusion. "So uh… what are these?" Connie asks the squirrel who just grins wider than ever
before, seemingly proud of what he's done. Connie's jaw drops open when she reads what's written on
the rocks. He taps it twice, as if he is trying to give her some sort of sign. Connie picks the rock up and
reads the message: "I've always liked rocks. They're pretty and nice to hold. They remind me of home.
“Connie doesn't hesitate in reading the rest of the message.”So that means that if we sit with it, it'll lead
us home?" Connie asks. She looks at Hank, waiting for his answer to confirm that it's true, but the
squirrel continues smiling. She looks at him, confused. Um, Hank? Do you think that the rock will take us
home?" She asks. She's afraid to wait for an answer, especially since Hank seems excited about the
prospect of taking her there. It takes Hank a few minutes to reply to Connie, almost like he's having
trouble getting through to her Connie is beginning to lose hope that he'll even get the message across
when Hank finally speaks: "Yes, that's what I'm trying to tell you." Connie's heart flutters when she hears
Hank's confirmation that his plan is working. He looks excited, like he knows that she trusts him with this
information and won't let her fall into any dangers when going home. Connie is so excited that it catches
Hank off guard because he hadn't expected her to jump up and down. She gives the squirrel a huge hug
and thanks him for his help. Hank returns the hug with ease and gives her one last nuzzle, then goes
back into hiding. He then begins to sing softly so she can hear him when she heads home. As she goes
back to her tent she keeps humming "Rock Lobster, Rock Lobster, and Rock Lobster." She falls asleep
with tears of joy running down her cheeks.