Here is what I wrote that day. One of the worst, hardest and most heartbreaking days of my life up to that day in time.
Please know I am putting my soliloquy here again in loving tribute to Lady Bianca, Admiral. I miss you terribly dear girl, but the gift of Kathryn Isabella has mostly dried my tears, beautiful Tortie girl. Mommy loves you.
From December 14, 2011
My little one flew away to the Rainbow Bridge today. We, her Doctor and I have worked very hard to enable her able to enjoy her life and all the love she has received and that she freely gave back, but she was tired and whispered it was time to go. She flew away and took my heart with her. I will always love her and I will always miss her. She was the most loving girl I could ever have been fortunate enough to have. We have just sailed that sea of grief and tears as far as we were able to go together. Thank you darling girl, for choosing me to take care of you and love you these fourteen years.
To all of her friends, thank you from the bottom of my heart for caring about my girl in the last stages of her illness. You have truly been a comfort. Much love to you all.